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4 Hi!!! I'm back with a new story of CCS; of course is yuri. This story uses a song and I don't know
5 if is
6 called a songfic or don't. If anyone know what type of story is, songfic or don't, please let me
7 know, I will
8 thank it. I will use a song that I like very much and is very special to me. I hope that you will
9 like it, and I
10 will see you at the end of the story.
12 *******
13 Disclaimer: Card Captor Sakura belongs to Clamp, Kodansha and other companies as well. The
14 song is
15 played by Christian Castro, I don't know who wrote it, the name and lyrics are copyrighted by
16 their
17 respective owners and all rights reserved. This was made for fun and for contributes to the
18 Tomoyo x
19 Sakura relationship. Please don't sue/kill me *******
21 "Mañana"
23 Sakura looked through her window, she sighed sadly, she has nineteen years old, it was supposed
24 to be
25 happy but she wasn't. She remembered that she waited five years for him, when she was 11.
27 After they met again, she said that they'll be together forever, but all ended in nothing, they did
28 many things
29 together but about a year and half later, they broke, even though they tried to make their best
30 efforts to fix
31 the relationship, all was over.
33 After that he returned to Hong Kong, they just said goodbye to each other in the airport, and then
34 he left.
35 She didn't know what to do, she wandered alone that day, and looked for the King Penguin Park,
36 she just
37 sat in one of the clings, with the head bowed and tears falling through her cheeks. She lost the
38 sense of
39 time and it was night, the cold wind blow against her body, she felt cold but didn't care about
40 that.
42 She didn't notice that somebody was looking for her; she lifted her head to see a girl of the same
43 age as her,
44 with dark long hair and blue eyes. Tomoyo was looking desperately for Sakura, she received a
45 call from
46 Sakura's father, Fujitaka, he told her that Sakura never returned to her home after she went to do
47 something. Then Tomoyo left her house and looked in every place where Sakura could be.
49 Tomoyo saw Sakura sitting on the cling, and ran to her but she stopped a few meters from her.
50 Tomoyo
51 had a clue about what happened with her. She came closer and put her coat on Sakura. After that
52 she just
53 stood there waiting for Sakura to response.
55 Sakura clutched the coat as she felt the cold and the understanding look of her friend. Suddenly
56 she stood
57 up and ran to Tomoyo, Tomoyo was surprised but she catches Sakura and put her arms around
58 her.
59 Sakura started to cry, whishing that her friend wouldn't leave her alone.
61 Tomoyo never left her.
63 Sakura looked at her nightstand that had a picture of her and Tomoyo, before was a picture of her
64 and him.
65 After that day, Tomoyo took care of her, sometimes she stayed in Sakura's house for weeks,
66 Sakura was
67 so hurt and Tomoyo tried her best to cheer her up. She didn't push Sakura to tell her what
68 happened, but
69 after a few months Sakura told her that she broke with him. Sakura just told that she didn't
70 understand why
71 happened, but she felt that was better end the relationship before going more deeply.
73 Tomoyo understood everything but inside of her she was blaming herself, she pushed Sakura and
74 Syaoran
75 into the relationship, she knew that Syaoran loved her and that she didn't have a chance to tell
76 Sakura how
77 she felt about her. She said that she'll be happy as Sakura would be happy. But now it seems that
78 she
79 made a mistake. For two weeks she called to Hong Kong searching him, when she finally get
80 him, he said
81 coldly that all is over and he had a new girlfriend now, the only thing he said before finishing the
82 call is that
83 Tomoyo would take care of Sakura, and then silence&#8230;
85 Through months Sakura was better, she finally broke the bond to him, she thought that she would
86 be alone,
87 but Tomoyo was there for her, her father and brother too. With them she never felt alone, she
88 returned to
89 her normal state but she knew that something is different, her heart will never be the same.
91 She looked at the photo, she and Tomoyo were smiling during the college's festival of the past
92 year. She
93 knew that she will never return what Tomoyo did for her. She wanted to do something for her:
94 But Tomoyo
95 said that was okay, she wanted Sakura better, that was enough. Sakura and Tomoyo did many
96 things
97 together, even Sakura offered Tomoyo to stay a month in her house, she was accustomed to have
98 Tomoyo
99 in her house after the break with him, she pleaded to Tomoyo so much and Tomoyo couldn't say
100 no to her,
101 so she stayed on Sakura's house for a month. Sakura was happy and that month was memorable,
102 sometimes she wanted to repeat that again, but she knew that is impossible now.
104 Due to her study profile, which was better in college than school, she received an invitation for a
105 institute in
106 America. She didn't know what to do, it's very interesting but she knew that if she goes to
107 America, maybe
108 she will never return to Japan.
110 Could she leave her family and especially Tomoyo behind? Her heart ached at the sound of her
111 best friend's
112 name, she was happy to have Tomoyo at her side. But Sakura returned to her sadly state, she was
113 covering
114 her pain, the pain is not of him, it was a special pain. Sakura thought about to make a decision
115 and finally
116 she decided what to do.
118 She went to pick the phone and dialed Tomoyo's number and waited for a response. Sonomi
119 picked the
120 phone.
122 "Hello, Daidouji residence. Sonomi speaking"
124 "Sonomi-san? It's me Sakura"
126 "Hi!!! How are you dear?" Sonomi said
128 "Fine. Tomoyo-chan is there?" Sakura asked.
130 "No, she's not home right now" Sonomi said.
132 "Could you tell her that I will go to America for me, please?" Sakura said quietly.
134 "Yes, sure" Sonomi said surprised.
136 "Thanks" Sakura said and hang the phone.
138 After that she collapsed on the floor and started to cry.
140 "Please forgive me Tomoyo-chan" Sakura said crying.
142 *****
143 When Tomoyo returned to her home, her mother told Sakura's decision. She understood and went
144 to her
145 room, she sat on the floor and remembered.
147 ******
149 "What is it, Sakura-chan?" Tomoyo asked
151 "It's an envelope. The principal gave me." Sakura said as she held the envelope.
153 "Open it" Tomoyo said.
155 Sakura opened the envelope and read the contents.
157 "It's an invitation&#8230; for study on America" Sakura said quietly.
159 Tomoyo was shocked but she hided it, and congratulated her best friend.
161 "Congratulations!!! You will go to America!!!" Tomoyo said happily
163 Sakura sweatdropped and looked at her friend.
165 "I don't know Tomoyo-chan, I like to stay here. Stay here with you&#8230;" Sakura said.
167 Tomoyo blushed a little.
169 "It's nice of you. But at least try to consider it, okay?" Tomoyo said
171 "But, why me? You are better than me." Sakura said.
173 "But my profile lowered, many things did that, I don't mind." Tomoyo said as she put her hands
174 on
175 Sakura's shoulders.
177 "Sakura, maybe this is the only chance that you have to start a new life. You have a path in front
178 of you that
179 surely will lead you to the true happiness. We could write letters, make phone calls, we will be
180 still friends
181 through the distance. Just think about it, okay?" Tomoyo said.
183 "I will try." Sakura said.
185 "It's okay. Let's go to the class" Tomoyo said and they leave.
187 *****
188 Tomoyo finished reminiscing and the tears started to fall.
190 "Sakura-chan, I lowered my profile on purpose. I knew I must be the one who would receive the
191 invitation,
192 but I couldn't leave you. I just wanted you happy, for that I pushed you to confess your love for
193 Syaoran.
194 You waited for five years, but the time you two were together didn't reach those five years."
195 Tomoyo said.
197 She went to her bed and fell over it.
199 "How could I leave you in your state? I am the only responsible of your sadness. I'm there for
200 whatever you
201 need. I knew from the beginning that you would never return my feelings, but yet I want you to
202 be happy.
203 But I know when you'll leave&#8230; you will never return. The same happened when we had
204 ten years
205 old, you found out your feelings for him, and I knew that all was over. Only I can stay as a friend,
206 not
207 something more. For me the dream of you loving me will never become true. Now you'll leave
208 and then the
209 memories will become nothing, you'll forget&#8230; but I don't want to forget you. You're my
210 reason to
211 live, you are the one who will leave from me, not me from you. Finally the real day will come,
212 the day that
213 you don't me anymore."
215 Tomoyo started to cry.
217 "I will understand. I understand everything about you, because I love you, Sakura-chan" Tomoyo
218 said
219 crying.
221 ******
223 The next day Tomoyo appointed to join the college's festival. She wanted to sing a song, from
224 then she was
225 looking for a song that serve her purposes.
227 Sakura looked at her with sadness.
229 "Tomoyo-chan&#8230;" Sakura said nervously
231 "Hi!! Mom told me, that you will go to America, that's good" Tomoyo said.
233 "I said yes, but&#8230;" Sakura said quietly.
235 "Sakura-chan, are you regretting your decision?" Tomoyo asked still smiling.
237 "I'm not sure, I would like to go, but at the same time I don't want. I want to stay here, with
238 father, my
239 brother, you&#8230;" Sakura said looking directly to Tomoyo.
241 "Sakura-chan, I told you before. Don't bother about me, we will be still friends through the
242 distance&#8230;" Tomoyo said but inside her she knew the end of this.
244 "Tomoyo-chan&#8230;" Sakura said.
246 "At least you will be at the school's festival, do you?" Tomoyo asked as she looked for the lyrics
247 of the
248 song.
250 "Yes, I want to see you singing" Sakura said.
252 "Daidouji-san, could you go with me? There are things you must set for the festival," said a girl.
254 "Sure, I will see you later Sakura-chan" Tomoyo said and left.
256 Sakura saw Tomoyo leaving and thought.
258 "I was hoping that you would give me a reason for stay." Sakura said and the tears started to fall.
260 *****
261 In the followings days, Sakura couldn't see Tomoyo. Tomoyo was busy learning the lyrics of the
262 song she
263 had chosen. Sakura didn't know what song Tomoyo will sing, Tomoyo only said that the song
264 touched her
265 heart.
267 Sakura was making her luggage for the trip, she finally decided go to America. Her father noticed
268 that and
269 went to talk with her.
271 "You're making a mistake Sakura" Fujitaka said
273 "I made mistakes before, one more won't change anything" Sakura said.
275 "One thing is go to any place if you really want from your heart. But you don't. You're doing this
276 because
277 you want to escape from pain again." Fujitaka said with concern in his eyes.
279 "Yes, I'm doing this because I don't want to suffer. When he left me, I thought that all was over,
280 but I
281 started again with my life. But now it seems that all will be over again," Sakura said almost to
282 cry.
284 "If you don't try, how you know what will happen? Maybe tomorrow's festival would be the last
285 chance that
286 you will have. I know the true reason of your escape, but try. Maybe you're right but try."
287 Fujitaka said
288 putting his hand on Sakura's shoulder.
290 "I will try&#8230; Thanks, father" Sakura said crying,
292 "After tomorrow you'll go to America, the last chance is tomorrow. Don't make a mistake that
293 will lead you
294 to suffer" Fujitaka said as he comforted her.
296 "I will" Sakura said still crying.
298 ******
299 The next day at the college's festival, everyone was enjoying the things the festival gave. Sakura
300 was there
301 looking for her friend, and enjoyed herself, she was decided to give a try. She looked for the
302 event's chart.
304 "I have still time to see the other events, before to see Tomoyo" Sakura said.
306 After a time, Sakura looked her watch and she realize that she is late.
308 "Hoe!!! I'm late!!!" Sakura said before going to the auditorium.
310 In the auditorium Sakura looked in every place for an empty seat, when a voice called her.
312 "Sakura!"
314 Sakura turned to see Yukito and her brother calling for her. She went where they were.
316 "Hi. Onii-chan. Yukito-san" Sakura said smiling
318 "Tomoyo told us that you have this seat" Yukito said pointing the seat.
320 "Oh, Tomoyo-chan&#8230;" Sakura thought to herself
322 "Thanks." Sakura said to them.
324 "Ah, here, this for you. It's the lyrics of the song Tomoyo will sing and the translation, but don't
325 read it until
326 the end of song, right?" Touya said as he gave the paper to Sakura.
328 "Yes. Thanks." Sakura said as she sat.
330 "We will go to our seats, the show is going to start" Yukito said and they leave.
332 Sakura looked at the stage when the lights went off, and the announcer appeared in front of them.
334 "First of all, it's an honor starting this show here in our college, many students will show of us
335 their talents,
336 the only thing I will say is I hope all of you like the effort of the ones whom did this. Now, let's
337 the show
338 begin" the announcer said as he left.
340 The show started and many students showed their talents to the people there. Sakura waited to see
341 Tomoyo appear, after two hours the announcer appeared and said.
343 "Ladies and gentleman, this is the end of this show, and of course a last performance will happen.
344 For this, a
345 student of this college will sing for us a song that she selected. We have the honor to the present
346 one of our
347 best students. Ladies and gentleman, with us, Daidouji Tomoyo" the announcer finished as
348 Tomoyo walked
349 on stage.
351 Sakura didn't believe that Tomoyo was so beautiful, she didn't have the words to describe her best
352 friend.
353 She was wearing a special dress that made her an angel.
355 Tomoyo picked up the microphone up and began to talk.
357 "It's an honor for me to see all of you in this auditorium. This song is played in a foreign
358 language, that's why
359 all of you have the lyrics and the translation, for all of you can understand it. I want to dedicate
360 this song to
361 someone who is very special to me, that person is the best thing what happened to me. I just hope
362 that
363 person will like my performance," Tomoyo said as she was looking to Sakura.
365 Sakura looked to Tomoyo, Tomoyo's look was different, it seems that Tomoyo was trying to tell
366 something
367 to her. Tomoyo smiled to Sakura and the music began to play.
369 The first notes of the music gave the sensation that the song would be sad in certain meaning,
370 Tomoyo
371 clutched the microphone tightly and began to sing&#8230;
373 Que triste es saber que todo terminó
374 Que triste es decirle a un amor adiós Si tú me comprendieras no te irías de mí Lo que yo más
375 quería es que
376 fueras feliz
378 Y mañana, mañana ya será un día muy triste Porque tú te irás, y no volverás ya jamás a mi lado Y
379 mañana,
380 mañana ya será un día muy triste Porque el sueno de amor que lidiamos tú y yo ahora se ha
381 despertado
383 Ya no quiero pedirte que te quedes más
384 Ni quiero preguntarte para adonde vas Ya se que tu has venido a decirme adiós Que tengas buena
385 suerte,
386 hasta nunca amor
388 Y mañana, mañana ya será un día muy triste Porque tú te irás, y no volverás ya jamás a mi lado Y
389 mañana,
390 mañana ya será un día muy triste Porque el sueño de amor que lidiamos tú y yo ahora lo has
391 despertado.
393 At the song's end all the auditorium stand up to gave Tomoyo a standing ovation. Tomoyo just
394 smiled and a
395 tear fell through her cheek, she bowed before the auditorium and then she left the stage.
397 Sakura could feel her heart beating so faster that it was almost to explode, she looked to the paper
398 and read
399 it. After she read the translation she left quickly the auditorium and looked for her best friend
400 with tears in
401 her eyes.
403 After minutes of searching she found Tomoyo leaning back on a tree crying.
405 "Tomoyo-chan!!!" Sakura said.
407 Sakura went where Tomoyo was. She saw her best friend crying and smiling.
409 "Did you like it?" Tomoyo asked crying.
411 "Yes&#8230; I loved it" Sakura said crying.
413 "But, did you understand the true meaning of the words?" Tomoyo said.
415 "Yes, I did. Is this what you were going to tell when we're older?" Sakura said.
417 "Yes. I thought when I saw you with him, that didn't make sense anymore. I'm in love with you
418 since I met
419 you for the first time" Tomoyo said crying.
421 Sakura looked at her best friend, she saw that Tomoyo's dress was dirtying.
423 "Your dress. It will become dirty" Sakura said.
425 "I can make another dress like this. I can make thousands of dress. But I can't make you loving
426 me as I
427 want." Tomoyo said crying.
429 Sakura hold Tomoyo's face with both hands, she started to cry again.
431 "Tomoyo-chan, why?" Sakura asked.
433 "Because I want to see you happy. I pushed you together with Syaoran, and you were sad after
434 the break. I
435 blamed myself by let that happen. You will never return my feelings. I thought that you going to
436 America
437 would be the best for you. Tomorrow you'll leave. I was scared to be rejected when I told you
438 my
439 feelings, but I wanted to tell you, because of the trip. I wanted to show my true feelings for you
440 through the
441 song, because this song express what I really feel for you" Tomoyo finished.
443 "Oh, Tomoyo-chan. You gave me the reason I most wanted to hear. The reason that would make
444 me forget
445 about the trip. I thought that my destiny was to be alone, but you were there. You made me
446 embrace life
447 again, with your grace, your smile and your beauty. Sometimes I wished to be like you, but
448 you're
449 different. You're a guardian angel&#8230; my guardian angel. And now more than ever I want to
450 be your
451 guardian angel." Sakura said crying smiling.
453 "I don't understand Sakura" Tomoyo said.
455 "Tomoyo-chan, I'm in love with you. I realized that I love you so much than when I loved him.
456 You're my
457 reason to live now. I was scared too, scared of if I told you my true feelings you would reject me.
458 I couldn't
459 support to be heartbroken again, the idea of losing you would make me feel dead. The trip only
460 serve to
461 make an escape from pain of not be with you as I wanted. But you loved me since we were
462 children. You
463 thought you will never win my heart, you won it. I don't love you because I choose you on
464 impulse of
465 cover my feelings from the pain. I love you for what you are. I love you Tomoyo-chan" Sakura
466 finished her
467 confession and looked to her best friend.
469 Tomoyo cried again, she thought that her dream will never become true, but now is true.
471 "I love you Sakura-chan. Since I was a child I loved you and I love you more than ever" Tomoyo
472 said
473 crying.
475 Sakura lifted Tomoyo up. She leaned to Tomoyo and kissed her on the lips. Tomoyo closed her
476 eyes and
477 let Sakura have her in her arms, after a long time they broke the kiss.
479 "Tomoyo-chan I want you to stay with me tonight, I want you to stay with me every day of my
480 life. I want to
481 be your soul mate. And I will never leave you" Sakura said before kissing Tomoyo again.
483 They kissed again for a long time, after that they looked to the stars.
485 "Tomoyo-chan, we don't have to wait until 'mañana' to start a life together" Sakura said taking
486 Tomoyo's
487 hand in her own.
489 "Yes, we don't Sakura-chan" Tomoyo said happily.
491 "Our life together starts right now" Sakura said smiling.
493 Tomoyo embraced Sakura, she was happy to have Sakura in her arms, Sakura embraced her too
494 for a long
495 time.
497 "Come on, let's have a photo" Sakura said.
499 They left the tree and went to the festival looking for the photo stand, after getting the photo, they
500 went to
501 Sakura's house. Tomoyo helped Sakura to undid her luggage for the trip, after that they laid on
502 the bed
503 holding hands.
505 "What are you thinking Tomoyo-chan?" Sakura asked.
507 "A lot of things, but especially about this new day" Tomoyo said.
509 "About what?" Sakura asked.
511 "What path is in front of us, now you won't go to America?" Tomoyo said
513 "Tomoyo-chan, whatever path there is in front of us, I will take it with you, together" Sakura said
514 as she
515 cuddled next to Tomoyo.
517 "Yes, I love you Sakura-chan" Tomoyo said.
519 "I love you too Tomoyo-chan" Sakura said.
521 They kissed again and looked through the window, the stars were shining and both smiled to each
522 other.
523 Tomoyo was the first who was sleeping, Sakura smiled and carefully replaced the photo for the
524 new one in
525 her nightstand, after that she went to the bed, she wrapped one arm around her love's waist.
527 "I love you Tomoyo-chan." Sakura said before falling to sleep
529 Tomoyo smiled sleepily.
531 Owari (The End)
533 *******
534 Author's notes:
536 1º What is mañana? Mañana is the Spanish word for "tomorrow".
538 I'm glad to finish this story, the idea about using this song for a Tomoyo x Sakura story was very
539 interesting,
540 the song is very special to me.
542 Well, here below is the translation of the lyrics of the song, this time I made a special effort to
543 translate it, my
544 English is no good, I still have grammatical errors but I'm willing to be better with practice. Here
545 is the
546 song.
548 "Tomorrow"
550 It's sad to know that all is over.
551 It's sad to say a love farewell. If you understand me you wouldn't leave from me The most I
552 wanted is that
553 you were happy
555 And tomorrow, tomorrow, it will be a very sad day. Because you will leave, and you will never
556 return to my
557 side nevermore. And tomorrow, tomorrow it will be a very sad day Because the dream of love that
558 you and
559 me dealt, now it's awakened up
561 I don't want to request you to stay more
562 Neither I want to ask where you will go I know that you have come to tell me farewell Have you
563 good luck,
564 farewell love.
566 And tomorrow, tomorrow, it will be a very sad day
567 Because you will leave, and you will never return to my side nevermore And tomorrow, tomorrow
568 it will be a
569 very sad day Because the dream of love that you and me dealt, now you've awakened up.
571 Well, I hope you can understand it, it's not the ultimate translation, but a standard. Now all of you
572 know
573 why Tomoyo picked this one.
575 Well, that's all for now.
577 If you liked it, don't, anything, please let me know by e-mail me at:
579 cem_kamui@h...
580 or cemv_shinji@u...
582 I hope you liked this story.
584 Until the next one!!!!