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1.1 --- /dev/null Thu Jan 01 00:00:00 1970 +0000 1.2 +++ b/old/stories/pain3.txt Fri Feb 19 20:53:12 2010 -0500 1.3 @@ -0,0 +1,439 @@ 1.4 +This is a Sekkushiaru Roman. 1.5 +This story is the third and final part of the trilogy Hotaru's 1.6 +pain. Not so sad as parts 1 & 2. Hotaru is about 16 years old here. 1.7 + 1.8 + Hotaru's Pain part 3 1.9 + Featuring Hotaru and ChibiUsa 1.10 + By The Ghost of 'lectricity 1.11 + 1.12 + 1.13 + <Two years... Two years since she left...> 1.14 + "Tomoe Hotaru!" The sharp voice emanating from the teacher knocked 1.15 +the black haired girl out of her thoughts. 1.16 + "Tomoe Hotaru, do you know the answer?" 1.17 + Hotaru looked around the class, everybody was looking at her and 1.18 +the teacher was waiting for an answer. The moment somebody 1.19 +whispered the right answer, the teacher already got tired of 1.20 +waiting. 1.21 + "Hotaru, you have been daydreaming again. I will have to report 1.22 +you to your class teacher. Now pay attention to the rest of the 1.23 +lesson." 1.24 + 1.25 + *** 1.26 + 1.27 + Hotaru entered the kitchen and put her schoolbag down next to the 1.28 +table. Setsuna was making lunch and Haruka sat at the dinner table. 1.29 + "Was there any mail for me?" Hotaru asked, looking at Setsuna. The 1.30 +tall woman was making lunch and completely ignored the younger girl 1.31 +behind her back. The moment of silence was only to be broken by 1.32 +Haruka's voice. 1.33 + "Sorry, nothing for you Hotaru-chan." 1.34 + Ever since ChibiUsa left two years ago Setsuna brought Hotaru 1.35 +letters from the princess every now and then. Setsuna broke almost 1.36 +every taboo by doing this. She couldn't help it when ChibiUsa 1.37 +looked at her with pleading eyes in Crystal Tokyo and Hotaru with 1.38 +much the same eyes in the 20th century. Setsuna could only bring 1.39 +over a letter every few months and ChibiUsa wasn't allowed to write 1.40 +anything about the future. This was why their letters were very 1.41 +intense and emotional and Hotaru liked it that way. Although she 1.42 +was wondering about her future self and about Crystal Tokyo, she 1.43 +was grateful that she could still be in contact with ChibiUsa. But 1.44 +in the past four months no letter came from the princess. 1.45 + Although she tried to ignore the little girl, Setsuna's heart was 1.46 +breaking at the thought that she couldn't bring Hotaru any messages 1.47 +from ChibiUsa this time. 1.48 + 1.49 + 1.50 + In her dark room Hotaru sat down on the bed and her mind drifted 1.51 +away from her surroundings. 1.52 + <Why won't she write? Is ChibiUsa hurt? Or maybe even sick? Maybe 1.53 +she doesn't love me anymore? Maybe she never loved me... No! She 1.54 +said she loves me. Nobody forced her to say that!> 1.55 + Hotaru rolled over on her bed and opened a drawer on her night 1.56 +table. She pulled out a bunch of letters and turned on a lamp 1.57 +beside her bed. 1.58 + She began reading the old love letters when her dark, purple eyes 1.59 +spotted something she hadn't noticed before. Inside the envelope of 1.60 +the last letter were a few words written: 1.61 + 1.62 + 'ps: i have a suprize for u.' 1.63 + 1.64 +This was definitely written by ChibiUsa. It was her handwriting and 1.65 +even Neo Queen Serenity couldn't make that many errors. 1.66 + 1.67 + 1.68 + The rest of the day was quiet at the house where the Outer Senshi 1.69 +lived. Haruka and Michiru rented a romantic movie which they 1.70 +watched in their bedroom. Setsuna was calculating some time 1.71 +anomalies on her computer and Hotaru was thinking about the note 1.72 +she found in the envelope. 1.73 + 1.74 + 1.75 + The raven haired girl woke up with an unusual feeling the next 1.76 +morning. Something is going to happen. Something important. 1.77 + "What is it, Hotaru-chan?" Michiru asked while Hotaru was silently 1.78 +eating her breakfast. 1.79 + "Nothing, Michiru-mama." 1.80 + "Come on, I can see something is wrong, sweetie." 1.81 + "It's nothing really. It's just this strange feeling." 1.82 + At this point Haruka and Setsuna became interested too. 1.83 + "A new enemy?" Haruka asked. 1.84 + "No, no. Nothing like that. I just have this strange feeling 1.85 +something important is going to happen to me..." 1.86 + Suddenly the sound of a horn from a car thundered in front of the 1.87 +house. 1.88 + 1.89 + *** 1.90 + 1.91 + "What do you think she's going to say, Usagi-chan?" 1.92 + The sound of Usagi's laughter chimed throughout the car. 1.93 + "What is it, got cold feet?" 1.94 + "No!" 1.95 + "Are you ready?" Mamoru asked. 1.96 + "Wait a minute." The girl sitting in the back of the car got out 1.97 +and took a deep breath. She was very obviously nervous. 1.98 + "Okay, I'm ready." 1.99 + 1.100 + *** 1.101 + 1.102 + The three young women and the girl looked at each other at the 1.103 +sound of the horn and jointly got up. Hotaru's feeling grew 1.104 +stronger the closer she came to the front door. She got nervous 1.105 +when she reached for the doorknob. Feelings of fear and anger came 1.106 +up. Anger because of fear. She's a senshi. She shouldn't be afraid. 1.107 +Her hand slowly - painfully slowly - pushed the door open. 1.108 + 1.109 + *** 1.110 + 1.111 + The girl standing next to Mamoru's car was getting more nervous 1.112 +with each second that passed. She was standing on the sidewalk, 1.113 +looking at the door of the house in front of her. She looked at 1.114 +Usagi and Mamoru, looking for reassurance and found two supporting 1.115 +loving smiles. 1.116 + Then, the door slowly began to open. 1.117 + 1.118 + *** 1.119 + 1.120 + When Hotaru finally opened the door she saw Mamoru's car and a 1.121 +girl standing beside it. Hotaru could hardly believe her eyes. The 1.122 +girl looked about her age, her hair was pink and put up in two 1.123 +pointy odangos. Her ponytails reached her knees but were a bit 1.124 +puffy at their base. She was slim, her bust was not too big and 1.125 +surely not too small. The girl's beauty hypnotized Hotaru. 1.126 + The girl was looking at Hotaru with a nervous smile on her face. 1.127 +She was standing perfectly still, like a statue. Usagi's head 1.128 +popped out of Mamoru's car and she gave the girl a little push. The 1.129 +girl made a step forward, then another, then began running towards 1.130 +Hotaru. 1.131 + "Hotaru-chan!" A familiar squeak came from the girl's mouth and 1.132 +tears started filling her crimson eyes. 1.133 + "Chi... bi... u... sa...?" 1.134 + The girl reached Hotaru, threw her arms around her and began 1.135 +crying on her shoulder. 1.136 + 1.137 + *** 1.138 + 1.139 + "You got so big..." 1.140 + "A few hundred years passed in my time since I last saw you." 1.141 + Silence followed for a moment. 1.142 + "You are beautiful ChibiUsa-chan." Another moment of silence 1.143 +passed as they were staring deeply into each other's eyes. Hotaru 1.144 +leaned forward and gently and softly kissed ChibiUsa. 1.145 + "Why did you come back?" 1.146 + "Because of you. – I came to ask you out on our first official 1.147 +date." 1.148 + "Wha-?" Hotaru wasn't able to finish the word as ChibiUsa pressed 1.149 +her lips on Hotaru's. 1.150 + "Don't you want to go out on a date with me, Taru-chan?" ChibiUsa 1.151 +asked mischievously, already seeing the sparks of joy in her 1.152 +lover's eyes. 1.153 + "Oh, ChibiUsa-chan! I love you so much!" Hotaru squealed and 1.154 +hugged ChibiUsa. 1.155 + "Okay, listen. We both go to the shopping center tomorrow and buy 1.156 +a nice outfit for our date. You go with your parents and I go with 1.157 +the other girls. And we're not supposed to see what we bought until 1.158 +tomorrow evening. 'Kay?" Hotaru was amazed. 1.159 + "How long did you plan this evening Chibi-chan?" 1.160 + "Oh, just the last one hundred years," she said, causing laughter 1.161 +to fill Hotaru's room. 1.162 + 1.163 + *** 1.164 + 1.165 + "Haruka-papa! Do I look sexy in this?" Hotaru called across the 1.166 +store where Haruka and Setsuna were standing. Both looked somewhat 1.167 +sad seeing their daughter picking out dresses for her first date. 1.168 + "Come on, sweetie. Let's find something that shows your long legs 1.169 +off!" The two heard Michiru say enthusiastically in the distance. 1.170 + "We're losing her," Haruka commentated on the situation. 1.171 + "Yeah. I know." 1.172 + "Michiru doesn't seem to mind." 1.173 + "She compensates for it by playing dress-up with our daughter." 1.174 +Haruka looked at Setsuna strangely. "What?! Why are you looking at 1.175 +me like that? Being the keeper of the gates of time for a couple of 1.176 +centuries gets boring from time to time!" 1.177 + "Errrr... okay. Oh, look! There's ChibiUsa-chan with the other 1.178 +girls!" 1.179 + 1.180 + "Oh no, spies! Hide the dress!" ChibiUsa exclaimed when she saw 1.181 +the two women approaching. 1.182 + "Don't worry Small Lady. We won't tell anything." 1.183 + "Okay, then help me. Haruka-san, do I look sexy in this?" 1.184 + 1.185 + *** 1.186 + 1.187 + For Hotaru this was the happiest day in her life. In a few minutes 1.188 +she would go out on her first date. On a date with the person she 1.189 +loved more than anything else in the universe. Two years ago she 1.190 +had buried the thought of seeing ChibiUsa sooner than in about a 1.191 +thousand years, but now she's here. Here, in the guest room – the 1.192 +room next to Hotaru's - getting ready for their date. Though 1.193 +something was still wrong – Hotaru could feel it. 1.194 + Suddenly a scratch was heard from the door. This was Diana's sign 1.195 +that ChibiUsa is about to come out of her room. Hotaru looked one 1.196 +last time in the mirror, got up from her chair and turned around. 1.197 +She was facing her parents now. 1.198 + "How do I look?" 1.199 + "Pretty." 1.200 + "Adorable." 1.201 + "Sexy." 1.202 + She smiled nervously and walked towards the door. She opened it 1.203 +and stepped into the hallway. The hall was filled with people. 1.204 +Usagi and her friends were there – they were helping ChibiUsa with 1.205 +her make-up and dress. Even Hotaru's parents stepped out in the 1.206 +hallway. 1.207 + 1.208 + Suddenly I turned around and she was standing there 1.209 + With silver bracelets on her wrists and flowers in her hair 1.210 + She walked up to me so gracefully and took my crown of thorns 1.211 + "Come in," she said "I'll give you 1.212 + Shelter from the storm" 1.213 + 1.214 +Hotaru wrote those words down in her diary a long time ago – 1.215 +actually in another lifetime. She heard them in a song on the radio 1.216 +some days after she first met ChibiUsa. They fit so well then and 1.217 +they fit so well now. 1.218 + 1.219 + *** 1.220 + 1.221 + The first stars were already appearing on the evening sky as the 1.222 +lovers walked into a restaurant. It was the restaurant which Haruka 1.223 +and Michiru often visited. 1.224 + Haruka called the restaurant earlier to make sure the girls would 1.225 +be treated accordingly and that she would later settle the bill. 1.226 +The girls were led to a table for two and ChibiUsa ordered a bottle 1.227 +of champagne. 1.228 + "Champagne, ChibiUsa-chan? Why did you order champagne?" ChibiUsa 1.229 +just shrugged her shoulders. 1.230 + "I don't know. It's a special occasion, isn't it Taru-chan?" 1.231 + Hotaru smiled. "Yes it is," 1.232 + Both were enjoying the tickling of the champagne in their mouths 1.233 +and the tickling of love in their stomachs. They both remained 1.234 +silent for a couple of minutes, studying the lines of their faces, 1.235 +exploring the changes of the years that passed. The purple and 1.236 +crimson eyes met and lost themselves in the depths. They were 1.237 +holding hands again, just like a long time ago. But this time was 1.238 +different. A long time ago they hadn't confessed their love to each 1.239 +other yet. 1.240 + Evening turned into night, the crowd in the restaurant thinned 1.241 +down. 1.242 + "Taru-chan, do you remember the poem you gave me when I left?" 1.243 + "The poem? Yes, I remember it. Though I wish I wouldn't. It's not 1.244 +a good poem. It's stupid." 1.245 + 1.246 + "Little bunny on the moon 1.247 + On the moon so far away 1.248 + The firefly cannot fly high 1.249 + High enough to reach the sky" 1.250 + 1.251 + "The little bunny on the moon 1.252 + Came down to earth to seek a friend 1.253 + Oh firefly, a friend is here 1.254 + A friend is here, a love is here" 1.255 + 1.256 + Hotaru blushed dark red as ChibiUsa recited the poem Hotaru wrote 1.257 +two years ago. 1.258 + "You- You learned it by heart..." 1.259 + "I think it's beautiful. Like you." 1.260 + ChibiUsa gently caressed Hotaru's hands within her own. ChibiUsa's 1.261 +eyes grew darker. Slowly, she was preparing herself to tell Hotaru 1.262 +the true reason she had come back. 1.263 + "Hotaru, I have to tell you something important. About you and 1.264 +me... and the future." 1.265 + Hotaru nodded and smiled to ChibiUsa. She knew she was going to 1.266 +hear something she rather wouldn't but she didn't want to make it 1.267 +harder for ChibiUsa – her true love. 1.268 + "I expected that ChibiUsa, I have sensed it since yesterday. Go 1.269 +ahead, 1.270 +I'm ready." 1.271 + ChibiUsa sighed and began: 1.272 + "Hotaru, where I come from, in my future, we two do not have the 1.273 +thing we share here. We do not share this love we have here. I 1.274 +searched for you after I came back from the past. I found you but 1.275 +you were not the same. You... you rejected me." 1.276 + "ChibiUsa..." Hotaru gasped in shock. 1.277 + "Yes. And I do not know why. I could see in you eyes you love me. 1.278 +I could see the tears that tried to break your eyes but you 1.279 +remained strong. You did not even want to talk to me. I came back 1.280 +to the past to change that future. Hotaru, I want you to promise me 1.281 +something. For what we have here, promise me you will never deceive 1.282 +your feelings. And promise me that if you ever stop loving me, you 1.283 +will look me in the eyes and tell me that." 1.284 + "ChibiUsa, I will always -" 1.285 + "No! Do not tell me you will always love me! Promise me these two 1.286 +things!" 1.287 + "I promise you." 1.288 + "Thank you Hotaru. Now I can go back to my future reassured. I was 1.289 +only given a limited time here. I will have to leave soon. 1.290 +Tomorrow," ChibiUsa said with a sigh. Three simple words: I promise 1.291 +you. Could these three simple words change the future? A future 1.292 +that somehow went terribly wrong for her. 1.293 + "Tomorrow already? Then... Then we'll have to make this night a 1.294 +night to remember." Hotaru tried to hide her hurt behind a 1.295 +reassuring smile. 1.296 + "Thank you Hotaru. But you forgot who you are talking to. I can 1.297 +see through your masks. You don't have to smile if you don't feel 1.298 +like it." 1.299 + "Don't you understand it ChibiUsa? I want to smile to make *you* 1.300 +smile. When I see your smile it always makes me feel better." 1.301 + Now a smile lit ChibiUsa's face also. 1.302 + "Thank you ChibiUsa. Can I say it now?" 1.303 + "Go ahead." 1.304 + "I will always love you ChibiUsa." 1.305 + "And I will always love you Hotaru." 1.306 + 1.307 + *** 1.308 + 1.309 + Midnight already passed when the two young women came to Hotaru's 1.310 +home. It was arranged that ChibiUsa would stay in the guest room in 1.311 +the Outer's mansion but everybody soon realized that they would 1.312 +spend the night in the same room. 1.313 + The girls quietly took off their shoes and went upstairs holding 1.314 +hands. They remained quiet when they were passing the halls until 1.315 +they reached the door to Hotaru's room. Hotaru reached for the 1.316 +doorknob but then she turned around with a question on her flushed 1.317 +face. They slept together all the time when they were younger. But 1.318 +now was different. Now they were in love. 1.319 + ChibiUsa simply smiled at Hotaru and nodded. No words were 1.320 +necessary, ChibiUsa knew what question was on Hotaru's mind. They 1.321 +entered the room and looked into each other's eyes. The most 1.322 +passionate kiss they ever shared followed. Their tongues danced 1.323 +with each other and explored each other's mouths. Their hands 1.324 +roamed across their bodies, studying the changes the years had 1.325 +brought. 1.326 + Hotaru slipped her hand under ChibiUsa's dress and savoured the 1.327 +feeling of the soft skin against her fingertips. She slowly moved 1.328 +her hands around ChibiUsa's back and began undressing her as 1.329 +ChibiUsa was doing the same. Soon, both were standing in their 1.330 +underwear and stockings. 1.331 + As Hotaru's dress fell on the floor, ChibiUsa went down on her 1.332 +Knees, and began slowly pulling off one of Hotaru's stockings. She 1.333 +would pull the stocking down a bit and kiss the soft skin she 1.334 +freed. Inside herself, Hotaru could feel something warm forming, 1.335 +and with every kiss ChibiUsa planted on her leg the feeling grew 1.336 +stronger. When ChibiUsa finally removed both stockings it was 1.337 +Hotaru's turn. Though Hotaru took a different approach. With her 1.338 +hands she was pulling down the stocking and her tongue travelled 1.339 +along a few inches behind the stocking. ChibiUsa let out a muttered 1.340 +moan as the delicate feeling of Hotaru's tongue against her skin 1.341 +washed through her body. 1.342 + After the stockings were off, Hotaru's bra was next. ChibiUsa 1.343 +unclasped it and let it fall to the floor. She gently cupped one of 1.344 +Hotaru's breasts with her hand and kissed the other's nipple 1.345 +lovingly. She began suckling on the nipple and stroking the other 1.346 +with her thumb. Hotaru's nipples were growing harder every second 1.347 +as ChibiUsa was playing with her breasts. They were already rock 1.348 +hard when ChibiUsa felt two hands encircle her face. Hotaru 1.349 +lovingly brought ChibiUsa's face in front of hers and kissed her 1.350 +passionately while she unclasped her bra. 1.351 + ChibiUsa saw desire in her lover's eyes, as Hotaru lowered her 1.352 +head to have some fun with ChibiUsa's breasts, which were slightly 1.353 +larger than her own. At the same time Hotaru put her hands on 1.354 +ChibiUsa's hips and lay her down on the bed. She took her position 1.355 +beside ChibiUsa and while teasing her nipples with her tongue she 1.356 +slid down ChibiUsa's panties. After the wet panties landed on the 1.357 +floor, Hotaru started planting a trail of kisses from ChibiUsa's 1.358 +breasts downward. 1.359 + The path led from one nipple through a valley to the other and 1.360 +then further downward across ChibiUsa's soft stomach. Hotaru was 1.361 +moving in circles around the navel and finally followed the musky 1.362 +scent to it's origin. Hotaru's lips reached a bush of pink hair and 1.363 +her fingers played a little with the pubic hair while her lips 1.364 +shyly touched the petals of ChibiUsa's sex. ChibiUsa let out a 1.365 +groan and a moan at the same time and Hotaru smiled to herself to 1.366 +her achievement. 1.367 + Determined to draw another moan from ChibiUsa, Hotaru changed her 1.368 +position. She put her knees down on either side of ChibiUsa's head, 1.369 +carefully avoiding her ponytails. Hotaru stretched over ChibiUsa's 1.370 +body and resumed the attack at her pussy. 1.371 + Suddenly, ChibiUsa was encircled with a sweet odour, and she 1.372 +slowly opened her eyes. She was greeted with a sight that 1.373 +immediately shattered all the walls inside her, and she let out a 1.374 +sound that Hotaru could only describe as something between a sigh 1.375 +and a moan. Two pillars were holding Hotaru's crotch mere inches 1.376 +away from ChibiUsa's face. ChibiUsa inhaled the strong scent deep 1.377 +inside and lifted her head to kiss the wet spot on the white 1.378 +panties above her. 1.379 + Hotaru was tasting the sweet juices that ran out of ChibiUsa's 1.380 +pussy when she felt two hands pulling down her panties. When 1.381 +ChibiUsa discarded Hotaru's panties and was engulfed by her 1.382 +Smell, she knew she wouldn't last much longer. The black haired 1.383 +girl felt ChibiUsa's tongue slowly lick her pussy. 1.384 + Hotaru knew ChibiUsa was close to her climax and so was she. Their 1.385 +breathing was shallow and quick. Moans, gasps and sighs were mixed 1.386 +with licking sounds. As if their minds were somehow connected, they 1.387 +inserted a finger into each other simultaniously and it was like 1.388 +floodgates were opened. 1.389 + After the climax passed, the lovers snuggled up to each to catch 1.390 +their breath for the next round. 1.391 + 1.392 + *** 1.393 + 1.394 + Soft, smiling crimson eyes greeted Hotaru when she woke up. The 1.395 +small amount of light in her room told her that morning has long 1.396 +passed. 1.397 + "Hotaru-chan, wake up," a soft voice began. 1.398 + 'Hmph' was the only response the voice got from the girl who 1.399 +pulled the blankets over her head. 1.400 + "Hotaru-chan, I'll give you a kiss if you get up," the soft voice 1.401 +persisted. 1.402 + "Why don't you get back in here and we can continue where we 1.403 +stopped last night." 1.404 + The softness in the voice disappeared as it started anew: "Hotaru, 1.405 +don't you want to say goodbye? I'll be going soon." 1.406 + Crimson eyes met purple ones again when Hotaru removed the blanket 1.407 +from her face. Two hands grabbed the unprepared ChibiUsa as Hotaru 1.408 +pulled her closer to kiss her. 1.409 + "Hotaru, how come you aren't sad?" ChibiUsa asked when they 1.410 +finally broke their kiss. 1.411 + "I am sad. But I know that our love is strong. I believe in our 1.412 +love. The princess, Usagi-chan, taught me to believe in love." 1.413 +Hotaru stated with certainty. 1.414 + After a pause the raven haired asked the question that lingered in 1.415 +her. 1.416 + "ChibiUsa, this is the last time you came back, isn't it?" 1.417 + A 'yes' spoken underneath ChibiUsa's breath was all the answer she 1.418 +got. 1.419 + 1.420 + *** 1.421 + 1.422 + About half an hour later, a time portal opened in the back yard of 1.423 +the Outers' house. 1.424 + "I love you Tomoe Hotaru, princess of Saturn." 1.425 + "I love you Tsukino Chibi Usagi, princess of the Moon." <Thousand 1.426 +years is not a long time...> 1.427 + A phrase kept repeating itself in ChibiUsa's mind like if she was 1.428 +chanting a mandala. A phrase which held all her hopes, all her 1.429 +dreams, her entire being. 1.430 + <I believe in our love.> 1.431 + And the light filled her. 1.432 + 1.433 + 1.434 + 1.435 +The End 1.436 + 1.437 +The Ghost of 'lectricity 1.438 +Peter.dobaj@guest.arnes.si 1.439 + 1.440 +If you haven't noticed I borrowed a verse from Bob Dylan's Shelter 1.441 +from the Storm and various phrases from his songs. 1.442 +Thank you for reading.