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1 This is a Sekkushiaru Roman. | |
2 This story is the third and final part of the trilogy Hotaru's | |
3 pain. Not so sad as parts 1 & 2. Hotaru is about 16 years old here. | |
4 | |
5 Hotaru's Pain part 3 | |
6 Featuring Hotaru and ChibiUsa | |
7 By The Ghost of 'lectricity | |
8 | |
9 | |
10 <Two years... Two years since she left...> | |
11 "Tomoe Hotaru!" The sharp voice emanating from the teacher knocked | |
12 the black haired girl out of her thoughts. | |
13 "Tomoe Hotaru, do you know the answer?" | |
14 Hotaru looked around the class, everybody was looking at her and | |
15 the teacher was waiting for an answer. The moment somebody | |
16 whispered the right answer, the teacher already got tired of | |
17 waiting. | |
18 "Hotaru, you have been daydreaming again. I will have to report | |
19 you to your class teacher. Now pay attention to the rest of the | |
20 lesson." | |
21 | |
22 *** | |
23 | |
24 Hotaru entered the kitchen and put her schoolbag down next to the | |
25 table. Setsuna was making lunch and Haruka sat at the dinner table. | |
26 "Was there any mail for me?" Hotaru asked, looking at Setsuna. The | |
27 tall woman was making lunch and completely ignored the younger girl | |
28 behind her back. The moment of silence was only to be broken by | |
29 Haruka's voice. | |
30 "Sorry, nothing for you Hotaru-chan." | |
31 Ever since ChibiUsa left two years ago Setsuna brought Hotaru | |
32 letters from the princess every now and then. Setsuna broke almost | |
33 every taboo by doing this. She couldn't help it when ChibiUsa | |
34 looked at her with pleading eyes in Crystal Tokyo and Hotaru with | |
35 much the same eyes in the 20th century. Setsuna could only bring | |
36 over a letter every few months and ChibiUsa wasn't allowed to write | |
37 anything about the future. This was why their letters were very | |
38 intense and emotional and Hotaru liked it that way. Although she | |
39 was wondering about her future self and about Crystal Tokyo, she | |
40 was grateful that she could still be in contact with ChibiUsa. But | |
41 in the past four months no letter came from the princess. | |
42 Although she tried to ignore the little girl, Setsuna's heart was | |
43 breaking at the thought that she couldn't bring Hotaru any messages | |
44 from ChibiUsa this time. | |
45 | |
46 | |
47 In her dark room Hotaru sat down on the bed and her mind drifted | |
48 away from her surroundings. | |
49 <Why won't she write? Is ChibiUsa hurt? Or maybe even sick? Maybe | |
50 she doesn't love me anymore? Maybe she never loved me... No! She | |
51 said she loves me. Nobody forced her to say that!> | |
52 Hotaru rolled over on her bed and opened a drawer on her night | |
53 table. She pulled out a bunch of letters and turned on a lamp | |
54 beside her bed. | |
55 She began reading the old love letters when her dark, purple eyes | |
56 spotted something she hadn't noticed before. Inside the envelope of | |
57 the last letter were a few words written: | |
58 | |
59 'ps: i have a suprize for u.' | |
60 | |
61 This was definitely written by ChibiUsa. It was her handwriting and | |
62 even Neo Queen Serenity couldn't make that many errors. | |
63 | |
64 | |
65 The rest of the day was quiet at the house where the Outer Senshi | |
66 lived. Haruka and Michiru rented a romantic movie which they | |
67 watched in their bedroom. Setsuna was calculating some time | |
68 anomalies on her computer and Hotaru was thinking about the note | |
69 she found in the envelope. | |
70 | |
71 | |
72 The raven haired girl woke up with an unusual feeling the next | |
73 morning. Something is going to happen. Something important. | |
74 "What is it, Hotaru-chan?" Michiru asked while Hotaru was silently | |
75 eating her breakfast. | |
76 "Nothing, Michiru-mama." | |
77 "Come on, I can see something is wrong, sweetie." | |
78 "It's nothing really. It's just this strange feeling." | |
79 At this point Haruka and Setsuna became interested too. | |
80 "A new enemy?" Haruka asked. | |
81 "No, no. Nothing like that. I just have this strange feeling | |
82 something important is going to happen to me..." | |
83 Suddenly the sound of a horn from a car thundered in front of the | |
84 house. | |
85 | |
86 *** | |
87 | |
88 "What do you think she's going to say, Usagi-chan?" | |
89 The sound of Usagi's laughter chimed throughout the car. | |
90 "What is it, got cold feet?" | |
91 "No!" | |
92 "Are you ready?" Mamoru asked. | |
93 "Wait a minute." The girl sitting in the back of the car got out | |
94 and took a deep breath. She was very obviously nervous. | |
95 "Okay, I'm ready." | |
96 | |
97 *** | |
98 | |
99 The three young women and the girl looked at each other at the | |
100 sound of the horn and jointly got up. Hotaru's feeling grew | |
101 stronger the closer she came to the front door. She got nervous | |
102 when she reached for the doorknob. Feelings of fear and anger came | |
103 up. Anger because of fear. She's a senshi. She shouldn't be afraid. | |
104 Her hand slowly - painfully slowly - pushed the door open. | |
105 | |
106 *** | |
107 | |
108 The girl standing next to Mamoru's car was getting more nervous | |
109 with each second that passed. She was standing on the sidewalk, | |
110 looking at the door of the house in front of her. She looked at | |
111 Usagi and Mamoru, looking for reassurance and found two supporting | |
112 loving smiles. | |
113 Then, the door slowly began to open. | |
114 | |
115 *** | |
116 | |
117 When Hotaru finally opened the door she saw Mamoru's car and a | |
118 girl standing beside it. Hotaru could hardly believe her eyes. The | |
119 girl looked about her age, her hair was pink and put up in two | |
120 pointy odangos. Her ponytails reached her knees but were a bit | |
121 puffy at their base. She was slim, her bust was not too big and | |
122 surely not too small. The girl's beauty hypnotized Hotaru. | |
123 The girl was looking at Hotaru with a nervous smile on her face. | |
124 She was standing perfectly still, like a statue. Usagi's head | |
125 popped out of Mamoru's car and she gave the girl a little push. The | |
126 girl made a step forward, then another, then began running towards | |
127 Hotaru. | |
128 "Hotaru-chan!" A familiar squeak came from the girl's mouth and | |
129 tears started filling her crimson eyes. | |
130 "Chi... bi... u... sa...?" | |
131 The girl reached Hotaru, threw her arms around her and began | |
132 crying on her shoulder. | |
133 | |
134 *** | |
135 | |
136 "You got so big..." | |
137 "A few hundred years passed in my time since I last saw you." | |
138 Silence followed for a moment. | |
139 "You are beautiful ChibiUsa-chan." Another moment of silence | |
140 passed as they were staring deeply into each other's eyes. Hotaru | |
141 leaned forward and gently and softly kissed ChibiUsa. | |
142 "Why did you come back?" | |
143 "Because of you. – I came to ask you out on our first official | |
144 date." | |
145 "Wha-?" Hotaru wasn't able to finish the word as ChibiUsa pressed | |
146 her lips on Hotaru's. | |
147 "Don't you want to go out on a date with me, Taru-chan?" ChibiUsa | |
148 asked mischievously, already seeing the sparks of joy in her | |
149 lover's eyes. | |
150 "Oh, ChibiUsa-chan! I love you so much!" Hotaru squealed and | |
151 hugged ChibiUsa. | |
152 "Okay, listen. We both go to the shopping center tomorrow and buy | |
153 a nice outfit for our date. You go with your parents and I go with | |
154 the other girls. And we're not supposed to see what we bought until | |
155 tomorrow evening. 'Kay?" Hotaru was amazed. | |
156 "How long did you plan this evening Chibi-chan?" | |
157 "Oh, just the last one hundred years," she said, causing laughter | |
158 to fill Hotaru's room. | |
159 | |
160 *** | |
161 | |
162 "Haruka-papa! Do I look sexy in this?" Hotaru called across the | |
163 store where Haruka and Setsuna were standing. Both looked somewhat | |
164 sad seeing their daughter picking out dresses for her first date. | |
165 "Come on, sweetie. Let's find something that shows your long legs | |
166 off!" The two heard Michiru say enthusiastically in the distance. | |
167 "We're losing her," Haruka commentated on the situation. | |
168 "Yeah. I know." | |
169 "Michiru doesn't seem to mind." | |
170 "She compensates for it by playing dress-up with our daughter." | |
171 Haruka looked at Setsuna strangely. "What?! Why are you looking at | |
172 me like that? Being the keeper of the gates of time for a couple of | |
173 centuries gets boring from time to time!" | |
174 "Errrr... okay. Oh, look! There's ChibiUsa-chan with the other | |
175 girls!" | |
176 | |
177 "Oh no, spies! Hide the dress!" ChibiUsa exclaimed when she saw | |
178 the two women approaching. | |
179 "Don't worry Small Lady. We won't tell anything." | |
180 "Okay, then help me. Haruka-san, do I look sexy in this?" | |
181 | |
182 *** | |
183 | |
184 For Hotaru this was the happiest day in her life. In a few minutes | |
185 she would go out on her first date. On a date with the person she | |
186 loved more than anything else in the universe. Two years ago she | |
187 had buried the thought of seeing ChibiUsa sooner than in about a | |
188 thousand years, but now she's here. Here, in the guest room – the | |
189 room next to Hotaru's - getting ready for their date. Though | |
190 something was still wrong – Hotaru could feel it. | |
191 Suddenly a scratch was heard from the door. This was Diana's sign | |
192 that ChibiUsa is about to come out of her room. Hotaru looked one | |
193 last time in the mirror, got up from her chair and turned around. | |
194 She was facing her parents now. | |
195 "How do I look?" | |
196 "Pretty." | |
197 "Adorable." | |
198 "Sexy." | |
199 She smiled nervously and walked towards the door. She opened it | |
200 and stepped into the hallway. The hall was filled with people. | |
201 Usagi and her friends were there – they were helping ChibiUsa with | |
202 her make-up and dress. Even Hotaru's parents stepped out in the | |
203 hallway. | |
204 | |
205 Suddenly I turned around and she was standing there | |
206 With silver bracelets on her wrists and flowers in her hair | |
207 She walked up to me so gracefully and took my crown of thorns | |
208 "Come in," she said "I'll give you | |
209 Shelter from the storm" | |
210 | |
211 Hotaru wrote those words down in her diary a long time ago – | |
212 actually in another lifetime. She heard them in a song on the radio | |
213 some days after she first met ChibiUsa. They fit so well then and | |
214 they fit so well now. | |
215 | |
216 *** | |
217 | |
218 The first stars were already appearing on the evening sky as the | |
219 lovers walked into a restaurant. It was the restaurant which Haruka | |
220 and Michiru often visited. | |
221 Haruka called the restaurant earlier to make sure the girls would | |
222 be treated accordingly and that she would later settle the bill. | |
223 The girls were led to a table for two and ChibiUsa ordered a bottle | |
224 of champagne. | |
225 "Champagne, ChibiUsa-chan? Why did you order champagne?" ChibiUsa | |
226 just shrugged her shoulders. | |
227 "I don't know. It's a special occasion, isn't it Taru-chan?" | |
228 Hotaru smiled. "Yes it is," | |
229 Both were enjoying the tickling of the champagne in their mouths | |
230 and the tickling of love in their stomachs. They both remained | |
231 silent for a couple of minutes, studying the lines of their faces, | |
232 exploring the changes of the years that passed. The purple and | |
233 crimson eyes met and lost themselves in the depths. They were | |
234 holding hands again, just like a long time ago. But this time was | |
235 different. A long time ago they hadn't confessed their love to each | |
236 other yet. | |
237 Evening turned into night, the crowd in the restaurant thinned | |
238 down. | |
239 "Taru-chan, do you remember the poem you gave me when I left?" | |
240 "The poem? Yes, I remember it. Though I wish I wouldn't. It's not | |
241 a good poem. It's stupid." | |
242 | |
243 "Little bunny on the moon | |
244 On the moon so far away | |
245 The firefly cannot fly high | |
246 High enough to reach the sky" | |
247 | |
248 "The little bunny on the moon | |
249 Came down to earth to seek a friend | |
250 Oh firefly, a friend is here | |
251 A friend is here, a love is here" | |
252 | |
253 Hotaru blushed dark red as ChibiUsa recited the poem Hotaru wrote | |
254 two years ago. | |
255 "You- You learned it by heart..." | |
256 "I think it's beautiful. Like you." | |
257 ChibiUsa gently caressed Hotaru's hands within her own. ChibiUsa's | |
258 eyes grew darker. Slowly, she was preparing herself to tell Hotaru | |
259 the true reason she had come back. | |
260 "Hotaru, I have to tell you something important. About you and | |
261 me... and the future." | |
262 Hotaru nodded and smiled to ChibiUsa. She knew she was going to | |
263 hear something she rather wouldn't but she didn't want to make it | |
264 harder for ChibiUsa – her true love. | |
265 "I expected that ChibiUsa, I have sensed it since yesterday. Go | |
266 ahead, | |
267 I'm ready." | |
268 ChibiUsa sighed and began: | |
269 "Hotaru, where I come from, in my future, we two do not have the | |
270 thing we share here. We do not share this love we have here. I | |
271 searched for you after I came back from the past. I found you but | |
272 you were not the same. You... you rejected me." | |
273 "ChibiUsa..." Hotaru gasped in shock. | |
274 "Yes. And I do not know why. I could see in you eyes you love me. | |
275 I could see the tears that tried to break your eyes but you | |
276 remained strong. You did not even want to talk to me. I came back | |
277 to the past to change that future. Hotaru, I want you to promise me | |
278 something. For what we have here, promise me you will never deceive | |
279 your feelings. And promise me that if you ever stop loving me, you | |
280 will look me in the eyes and tell me that." | |
281 "ChibiUsa, I will always -" | |
282 "No! Do not tell me you will always love me! Promise me these two | |
283 things!" | |
284 "I promise you." | |
285 "Thank you Hotaru. Now I can go back to my future reassured. I was | |
286 only given a limited time here. I will have to leave soon. | |
287 Tomorrow," ChibiUsa said with a sigh. Three simple words: I promise | |
288 you. Could these three simple words change the future? A future | |
289 that somehow went terribly wrong for her. | |
290 "Tomorrow already? Then... Then we'll have to make this night a | |
291 night to remember." Hotaru tried to hide her hurt behind a | |
292 reassuring smile. | |
293 "Thank you Hotaru. But you forgot who you are talking to. I can | |
294 see through your masks. You don't have to smile if you don't feel | |
295 like it." | |
296 "Don't you understand it ChibiUsa? I want to smile to make *you* | |
297 smile. When I see your smile it always makes me feel better." | |
298 Now a smile lit ChibiUsa's face also. | |
299 "Thank you ChibiUsa. Can I say it now?" | |
300 "Go ahead." | |
301 "I will always love you ChibiUsa." | |
302 "And I will always love you Hotaru." | |
303 | |
304 *** | |
305 | |
306 Midnight already passed when the two young women came to Hotaru's | |
307 home. It was arranged that ChibiUsa would stay in the guest room in | |
308 the Outer's mansion but everybody soon realized that they would | |
309 spend the night in the same room. | |
310 The girls quietly took off their shoes and went upstairs holding | |
311 hands. They remained quiet when they were passing the halls until | |
312 they reached the door to Hotaru's room. Hotaru reached for the | |
313 doorknob but then she turned around with a question on her flushed | |
314 face. They slept together all the time when they were younger. But | |
315 now was different. Now they were in love. | |
316 ChibiUsa simply smiled at Hotaru and nodded. No words were | |
317 necessary, ChibiUsa knew what question was on Hotaru's mind. They | |
318 entered the room and looked into each other's eyes. The most | |
319 passionate kiss they ever shared followed. Their tongues danced | |
320 with each other and explored each other's mouths. Their hands | |
321 roamed across their bodies, studying the changes the years had | |
322 brought. | |
323 Hotaru slipped her hand under ChibiUsa's dress and savoured the | |
324 feeling of the soft skin against her fingertips. She slowly moved | |
325 her hands around ChibiUsa's back and began undressing her as | |
326 ChibiUsa was doing the same. Soon, both were standing in their | |
327 underwear and stockings. | |
328 As Hotaru's dress fell on the floor, ChibiUsa went down on her | |
329 Knees, and began slowly pulling off one of Hotaru's stockings. She | |
330 would pull the stocking down a bit and kiss the soft skin she | |
331 freed. Inside herself, Hotaru could feel something warm forming, | |
332 and with every kiss ChibiUsa planted on her leg the feeling grew | |
333 stronger. When ChibiUsa finally removed both stockings it was | |
334 Hotaru's turn. Though Hotaru took a different approach. With her | |
335 hands she was pulling down the stocking and her tongue travelled | |
336 along a few inches behind the stocking. ChibiUsa let out a muttered | |
337 moan as the delicate feeling of Hotaru's tongue against her skin | |
338 washed through her body. | |
339 After the stockings were off, Hotaru's bra was next. ChibiUsa | |
340 unclasped it and let it fall to the floor. She gently cupped one of | |
341 Hotaru's breasts with her hand and kissed the other's nipple | |
342 lovingly. She began suckling on the nipple and stroking the other | |
343 with her thumb. Hotaru's nipples were growing harder every second | |
344 as ChibiUsa was playing with her breasts. They were already rock | |
345 hard when ChibiUsa felt two hands encircle her face. Hotaru | |
346 lovingly brought ChibiUsa's face in front of hers and kissed her | |
347 passionately while she unclasped her bra. | |
348 ChibiUsa saw desire in her lover's eyes, as Hotaru lowered her | |
349 head to have some fun with ChibiUsa's breasts, which were slightly | |
350 larger than her own. At the same time Hotaru put her hands on | |
351 ChibiUsa's hips and lay her down on the bed. She took her position | |
352 beside ChibiUsa and while teasing her nipples with her tongue she | |
353 slid down ChibiUsa's panties. After the wet panties landed on the | |
354 floor, Hotaru started planting a trail of kisses from ChibiUsa's | |
355 breasts downward. | |
356 The path led from one nipple through a valley to the other and | |
357 then further downward across ChibiUsa's soft stomach. Hotaru was | |
358 moving in circles around the navel and finally followed the musky | |
359 scent to it's origin. Hotaru's lips reached a bush of pink hair and | |
360 her fingers played a little with the pubic hair while her lips | |
361 shyly touched the petals of ChibiUsa's sex. ChibiUsa let out a | |
362 groan and a moan at the same time and Hotaru smiled to herself to | |
363 her achievement. | |
364 Determined to draw another moan from ChibiUsa, Hotaru changed her | |
365 position. She put her knees down on either side of ChibiUsa's head, | |
366 carefully avoiding her ponytails. Hotaru stretched over ChibiUsa's | |
367 body and resumed the attack at her pussy. | |
368 Suddenly, ChibiUsa was encircled with a sweet odour, and she | |
369 slowly opened her eyes. She was greeted with a sight that | |
370 immediately shattered all the walls inside her, and she let out a | |
371 sound that Hotaru could only describe as something between a sigh | |
372 and a moan. Two pillars were holding Hotaru's crotch mere inches | |
373 away from ChibiUsa's face. ChibiUsa inhaled the strong scent deep | |
374 inside and lifted her head to kiss the wet spot on the white | |
375 panties above her. | |
376 Hotaru was tasting the sweet juices that ran out of ChibiUsa's | |
377 pussy when she felt two hands pulling down her panties. When | |
378 ChibiUsa discarded Hotaru's panties and was engulfed by her | |
379 Smell, she knew she wouldn't last much longer. The black haired | |
380 girl felt ChibiUsa's tongue slowly lick her pussy. | |
381 Hotaru knew ChibiUsa was close to her climax and so was she. Their | |
382 breathing was shallow and quick. Moans, gasps and sighs were mixed | |
383 with licking sounds. As if their minds were somehow connected, they | |
384 inserted a finger into each other simultaniously and it was like | |
385 floodgates were opened. | |
386 After the climax passed, the lovers snuggled up to each to catch | |
387 their breath for the next round. | |
388 | |
389 *** | |
390 | |
391 Soft, smiling crimson eyes greeted Hotaru when she woke up. The | |
392 small amount of light in her room told her that morning has long | |
393 passed. | |
394 "Hotaru-chan, wake up," a soft voice began. | |
395 'Hmph' was the only response the voice got from the girl who | |
396 pulled the blankets over her head. | |
397 "Hotaru-chan, I'll give you a kiss if you get up," the soft voice | |
398 persisted. | |
399 "Why don't you get back in here and we can continue where we | |
400 stopped last night." | |
401 The softness in the voice disappeared as it started anew: "Hotaru, | |
402 don't you want to say goodbye? I'll be going soon." | |
403 Crimson eyes met purple ones again when Hotaru removed the blanket | |
404 from her face. Two hands grabbed the unprepared ChibiUsa as Hotaru | |
405 pulled her closer to kiss her. | |
406 "Hotaru, how come you aren't sad?" ChibiUsa asked when they | |
407 finally broke their kiss. | |
408 "I am sad. But I know that our love is strong. I believe in our | |
409 love. The princess, Usagi-chan, taught me to believe in love." | |
410 Hotaru stated with certainty. | |
411 After a pause the raven haired asked the question that lingered in | |
412 her. | |
413 "ChibiUsa, this is the last time you came back, isn't it?" | |
414 A 'yes' spoken underneath ChibiUsa's breath was all the answer she | |
415 got. | |
416 | |
417 *** | |
418 | |
419 About half an hour later, a time portal opened in the back yard of | |
420 the Outers' house. | |
421 "I love you Tomoe Hotaru, princess of Saturn." | |
422 "I love you Tsukino Chibi Usagi, princess of the Moon." <Thousand | |
423 years is not a long time...> | |
424 A phrase kept repeating itself in ChibiUsa's mind like if she was | |
425 chanting a mandala. A phrase which held all her hopes, all her | |
426 dreams, her entire being. | |
427 <I believe in our love.> | |
428 And the light filled her. | |
429 | |
430 | |
431 | |
432 The End | |
433 | |
434 The Ghost of 'lectricity | |
435 Peter.dobaj@guest.arnes.si | |
436 | |
437 If you haven't noticed I borrowed a verse from Bob Dylan's Shelter | |
438 from the Storm and various phrases from his songs. | |
439 Thank you for reading. |