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     1.4 +We Meet Again (Shoujo-Ai Archive Fanfiction)We Meet Again
     1.5 +a Card Captor Sakura fanfiction by Kamui Ikari
     1.6 +Hi!!! I'm back with a new story of CCS. I remembered that I promised
     1.7 +time ago I would make a story called "We meet again", but I forgot it.
     1.8 +Then I did "You and me, together forever", "Maņana" then finally I did
     1.9 +this story. This story will closure that period that I started with
    1.10 +"She won't cry for you", "Don't lose Hope" and "Tomoyo's Farewell
    1.11 +Letter", these ones are about Tomoyo's destiny after the ugly ending of
    1.12 +CCS, especially "She won't cry for you" where Tomoyo's destiny is
    1.13 +facing at her fifteen years old her own death. Really, I never thought
    1.14 +why I made these stories. It was a moment a depression, but I finally
    1.15 +decided not make these type of stories nevermore. Because I realized
    1.16 +that I was giving the reason to the Sakura x Syaoran fans. Why?. Maybe
    1.17 +in my opinion, for them this topic is closed, but for me not. They have
    1.18 +their happy ending, then why I would make more stories only to give
    1.19 +them the reason? Honestly, I would accept the official ending, but I
    1.20 +don't and never. Why?. In my opinion, the ending was very forced,
    1.21 +Sakura started to see Syaoran as a friend but in the last volume of
    1.22 +manga, she fell in love with him so fast, and ended with him in the
    1.23 +end. For me it's ugly, but for the S+S fans it's okay, they ended
    1.24 +together and that's all. But for me that relationship is not
    1.25 +convincing, Sakura fell in love with him so fast. That kind of "fast
    1.26 +relationship" is not convincing for me. Another point that I don't like
    1.27 +it, is that Tomoyo was the only character that ended alone in the end,
    1.28 +all ended with someone in the end less her. Well, enough of thoughts
    1.29 +but I need to get out of my chest.
    1.30 +
    1.31 +Some points:
    1.32 +
    1.33 +-The story takes places after the end oof CCS.
    1.34 +-It seems for the title that is a S+S sstory, but I'm sorry. It's a yuri
    1.35 +fic, of course you must know what is yuri but I will explain: is a term
    1.36 +designed for love between girls, women, etc. So if you don't like these
    1.37 +type of stories please leave, if you like please go on.
    1.38 +
    1.39 +I hope you liked it and I will see you at the end of story.
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    1.42 +
    1.43 +How did it start? It started when I was ten years old, I remember that
    1.44 +I was waiting on my seat when I met her. She gave me an eraser and said
    1.45 +that she was glad to give me that. We became best friends and we did
    1.46 +many things together, but all that changed. She found the Clow Book and
    1.47 +opened it, then she became the Card Captor. I made costumes for her,
    1.48 +recorded her on video, anything that she needed I was willing to give
    1.49 +her.
    1.50 +
    1.51 +He came too. A Chinese boy that was her rival first, later her friend
    1.52 +and finally her number one person.
    1.53 +
    1.54 +It's true that I said I'd him give a try, I was hoping that she will be
    1.55 +happy with him, I was hoping to stay with her until the day that I
    1.56 +would tell her my true feelings.
    1.57 +
    1.58 +She choose him as her number one person, she and him gave the names to
    1.59 +the bears. He left to Hong Kong and she promised to wait for him. I
    1.60 +remember when she left to find him and tell her feelings.
    1.61 +
    1.62 +I was smiling, then I knew that my true feelings would be sealed
    1.63 +forever and went to my house. I think that my mother entered in my
    1.64 +room, she found me in bed. She looked at me with an understanding look
    1.65 +on her face, she embraced me and didn't say anything.
    1.66 +
    1.67 +I remembered that I cried so much.
    1.68 +
    1.69 +She was naive as I was. I was naive because I was hoping that she would
    1.70 +choose me as her number one person. But she didn't. She is my number
    1.71 +one person but I wasn't for her. I was in love with her, but she ended
    1.72 +with him. After he left, things seemed to return to normal. We did the
    1.73 +same things that we did together before, but she usually said that she
    1.74 +couldn't wait to see him again. She thanked me for being her best
    1.75 +friend.
    1.76 +
    1.77 +I smiled at her, but inside me I knew that was the end for my chances
    1.78 +of telling her my feelings. After five years he returned to Japan, I
    1.79 +saw their meeting and she said that they will be together forever.
    1.80 +
    1.81 +Once again I smiled but my heart broke again.
    1.82 +
    1.83 +Then all changed, we started a new period on college. A new group of
    1.84 +students came to our classroom. She was very popular in class, they
    1.85 +became her friends and I was happy. Chiharu, Rika, Yamazaki and Naoko
    1.86 +weren't with us. They parted from us, looking for their own path.
    1.87 +
    1.88 +When the classes were over, she waited for him, he came for her and
    1.89 +they leave as usually they did. They greeted me as always they did.
    1.90 +Then I walked to my home alone as I always did.
    1.91 +
    1.92 +Life was showing my destiny, a destiny that suited me, alone.
    1.93 +
    1.94 +During that time she didn't call me at my house like the times she did
    1.95 +before, the calls were distant. In school, I was wishing to do
    1.96 +something for her. I asked her if she needed something many times. Her
    1.97 +response was the same:
    1.98 +
    1.99 +"No, I don't. Thank you."
   1.100 +
   1.101 +I asked her if she wanted to talk with me, but she said that she
   1.102 +didn't.
   1.103 +
   1.104 +I knew when I wasn't needed.
   1.105 +
   1.106 +I didn't press her to have a talk with me or need something. I just let
   1.107 +her go.
   1.108 +
   1.109 +I saw many times how she went to her new friends to ask something, need
   1.110 +something and how they agreed. She was happy with them. She and him
   1.111 +went with them to their dates. She was happy with him.
   1.112 +
   1.113 +When Valentine's Day came I made chocolates for her. I was hoping that
   1.114 +at least she would receive them. When I gave it to her, she thanked me
   1.115 +but she returned them to me. She said that I would give them to a boy,
   1.116 +because all girls do that, giving chocolates to a boy. I said that I
   1.117 +didn't have a boy and I would like to give them to her. But she said
   1.118 +that she wouldn't receive them, she said that when we're children it
   1.119 +was normal, but that now it was different. Because a girl that did that
   1.120 +it wasn't "normal".
   1.121 +
   1.122 +My heart broke again.
   1.123 +
   1.124 +She gave them to me and left. He was waiting for her and had a box of
   1.125 +them for her, they embraced and kissed. Once again I smiled.
   1.126 +
   1.127 +I left the place and when the class was over I went to my house. I left
   1.128 +them on the desk and I collapsed on my bed crying. The next day I
   1.129 +looked for her and said that I was sorry but I wanted to give it to her
   1.130 +because she was my best friend. She said that Valentine's Day is a day
   1.131 +for the ones who were in love, not friends. She asked if I saw someone
   1.132 +of the girls doing that. I said to her no, she said that I was the only
   1.133 +one who did that and her friends said to her that I wasn't normal. Then
   1.134 +she said that became a rumor through college. I asked her if she
   1.135 +believed it. Her response was simple:
   1.136 +
   1.137 +"Yes."
   1.138 +
   1.139 +I asked to her what she saw on me that could be considered "not
   1.140 +normal". She said that I was obsessed with her. I was in love with her,
   1.141 +I was worried about her, I wanted her to be happy, is that called
   1.142 +obsession?
   1.143 +
   1.144 +It seems that for others is, but not for me.
   1.145 +
   1.146 +For me it's to be in love with her.
   1.147 +
   1.148 +She said that her friends said that I'm different, I asked her what
   1.149 +they said.
   1.150 +
   1.151 +"They said that you're... a lesbian."
   1.152 +
   1.153 +Once again, I asked her if she believed it.
   1.154 +
   1.155 +"I don't want to believe that you..."
   1.156 +
   1.157 +"That I'm?" I asked her serious.
   1.158 +
   1.159 +"No, I don't want to believe..."
   1.160 +
   1.161 +Maybe a talk could help it...
   1.162 +
   1.163 +I extended my hand but she said:
   1.164 +
   1.165 +"Please... don't touch me, please don't look at me, you... scare me"
   1.166 +she said to me with tears in her eyes.
   1.167 +
   1.168 +Then I smiled to her and said:
   1.169 +
   1.170 +"You believe them, don't you? Please be honest" I said smiling.
   1.171 +
   1.172 +"At first no, but now it seems that yes" she said with tears.
   1.173 +
   1.174 +Before saying something, she said:
   1.175 +
   1.176 +"Please go, please go, please go... please" she said crying.
   1.177 +
   1.178 +I smiled with tears and then I left her alone but I said something:
   1.179 +
   1.180 +"I just want you to be happy , that's all"
   1.181 +
   1.182 +She didn't say anything and I left.
   1.183 +
   1.184 +The following week was harder.
   1.185 +
   1.186 +When I entered in the class, nobody greeted me. I heard them saying
   1.187 +that I was a freak, a lesbian, a error of nature. Nobody wanted to
   1.188 +speak me, to ask me something, and needing something... nothing from
   1.189 +me.
   1.190 +
   1.191 +She didn't talk to me, when I was looking for her she avoided her gaze,
   1.192 +she changed her seat. She went far from me. When the class was over, I
   1.193 +just went to my house. My mother was taking care of my little brother,
   1.194 +Kenji. He born when I was 13 years old. She saw me and left him and
   1.195 +came to me.
   1.196 +
   1.197 +She embraced me again and said:
   1.198 +
   1.199 +"Just let it out, let it out"
   1.200 +
   1.201 +Once again I cried.
   1.202 +
   1.203 +After that I went to my room and locked it, I went to my bookshelf, I
   1.204 +chose one of her videos. I put it on. It was one of her battles
   1.205 +against a Clow Card. I looked to my camera, I haven't used it for many
   1.206 +years, always I found something about her that I wanted to record.
   1.207 +Anything about her, I wanted to record.
   1.208 +
   1.209 +After that I looked to my sewing tools, I remember how much time I
   1.210 +spent making the costumes for her. I was happy to make costumes for
   1.211 +her, just saw her with my designs made me so happy. I did many things
   1.212 +for her. Time ago I heard that if someone did something they will get a
   1.213 +reward.
   1.214 +
   1.215 +Maybe what's happening to me is my reward for all I did.
   1.216 +
   1.217 +Then I went to my bed and I thought about making a decision about my
   1.218 +life. At the next day I talked with my mother about the decision. She
   1.219 +was surprised but she said if that was I really wanted she would accept
   1.220 +it.
   1.221 +
   1.222 +"Thank you, mother," I said with tears.
   1.223 +
   1.224 +After that my mother helped me with arranging things, after a few days
   1.225 +I made a bear for my brother. Then I knew that there was one thing left
   1.226 +to do.
   1.227 +
   1.228 +I dialed her number.
   1.229 +
   1.230 +"Hello, Kinomoto house."
   1.231 +
   1.232 +"Hi, Fujitaka-san. Is Sakura there?"
   1.233 +
   1.234 +"No, she went a date with her boyfriend. Do you need something?" he
   1.235 +asked.
   1.236 +
   1.237 +"Yes. Please could you tell her "Farewell" for me?" I asked.
   1.238 +
   1.239 +"Yes, but did something happen?" he asked worried.
   1.240 +
   1.241 +"No, but could you tell her "I won't interfere with your life anymore,
   1.242 +just be happy. It's the only thing I most desire," for me please?"
   1.243 +
   1.244 +"Yes," he said uncertainly.
   1.245 +
   1.246 +"Thanks for everything, Fujitaka-san. Send my regards to Touya-san and
   1.247 +Yukito-san" I said and hung up the phone.
   1.248 +
   1.249 +After that I went to see my brother, he was sleeping with the bear that
   1.250 +I made. I smiled and kissed him on the forehead.
   1.251 +
   1.252 +I left his room and picked my things. My mother was waiting for me.
   1.253 +
   1.254 +"It's almost time."
   1.255 +
   1.256 +"Yes."
   1.257 +
   1.258 +We picked a car and went to the airport.
   1.259 +
   1.260 +"Will you write me?"
   1.261 +
   1.262 +"Of course, I will be back someday. Don't worry about me, but I need to
   1.263 +do this. Take care of Kenji-kun, please," I said to her.
   1.264 +
   1.265 +"I will wait for that day" she said crying.
   1.266 +
   1.267 +"Me too," I said crying.
   1.268 +
   1.269 +We embraced tightly, then I picked my things and took my flight.
   1.270 +
   1.271 +A flight which will make me leave Japan and her.
   1.272 +
   1.273 +**********
   1.274 +
   1.275 +I traveled the entire world, it was easy because of the family's
   1.276 +fortune. My mother settled things about my studies and I didn't have to
   1.277 +worry about that. The trip was the last chance to start a new life
   1.278 +without her. The trip was about healing my broken heart.
   1.279 +
   1.280 +I never imagined how the outside world was. I went to many countries in
   1.281 +Europe, North America, South America. I learned many things from these
   1.282 +places.
   1.283 +
   1.284 +My mother sent me photos of Kenji and her. My brother was growing up
   1.285 +and he was cute. He asked about me many times, when I would return to
   1.286 +Japan. I would like to tell him the real reason of my departure but I
   1.287 +didn't want make him sad. My mother also asked me about my return, that
   1.288 +she missed me so much. I missed them so much, I knew that I would
   1.289 +return someday but I wasn't ready. I send them the things that I got in
   1.290 +the countries that I stayed, photos, gifts, anything of these places.
   1.291 +
   1.292 +I traveled the world for almost six years but as the time passed, I
   1.293 +felt empty...
   1.294 +
   1.295 +I missed her so much.
   1.296 +
   1.297 +During that time, I tried to break the bond to her, but I failed. I
   1.298 +looked for someone special but I didn't find anyone.
   1.299 +
   1.300 +Once again, life was showing my destiny, alone.
   1.301 +
   1.302 +Before heading to Japan I stayed for a time in Argentina. I met
   1.303 +someone, an old woman who tells the future. She said that I was wrong
   1.304 +about the reward. That the real reward will come from someone
   1.305 +unexpected. After that I left Argentina and went back to Japan.
   1.306 +
   1.307 +**********
   1.308 +
   1.309 +During the flight back, I read the letters my mother sent me, I was
   1.310 +surprised to see a letter from Eriol-san. We wrote some letters before
   1.311 +but curiously the letters were distant, sometimes I didn't receive
   1.312 +anything from him. I read the letter, he wrote that he finally began
   1.313 +with his life after choosing not to be a magician anymore. He was
   1.314 +studying to become a lawyer, that Nakuru-san was in couple with a man,
   1.315 +that Spinel was working on a TV program for kids. He wanted to know how
   1.316 +was everything in Tomoeda, but I wasn't in Tomoeda for almost six
   1.317 +years. After that he said that he was married with Kaho Mizuki-sensei
   1.318 +and she was waiting a child from him. He was excited and couldn't wait
   1.319 +to see his child. He asked if I got someone special. I would like to
   1.320 +say to him that I didn't.
   1.321 +
   1.322 +In this six years I realized that I can't love anyone but her...
   1.323 +
   1.324 +Soon I noticed I was in Japan. I left the airport and went directly to
   1.325 +my house.
   1.326 +
   1.327 +After a time I reached my house and I pressed the doorbell.
   1.328 +
   1.329 +"Who is it?" asked the voice through the receiver.
   1.330 +
   1.331 +"It's me, Sonomi's daughter, Tomoyo Daidouji" I said happily.
   1.332 +
   1.333 +The door opened and I entered. I waited for my mother to come out of
   1.334 +the house.
   1.335 +
   1.336 +She did, she was crying with joy.
   1.337 +
   1.338 +"You came, as you promised." she said crying.
   1.339 +
   1.340 +"Yes, I'm back. I never forgot the promises I made. I waited for this
   1.341 +day, mother," I said crying.
   1.342 +
   1.343 +We embraced crying.
   1.344 +
   1.345 +"Why you didn't tell me that you were returning? I would have gone to
   1.346 +the airport to pick you up," she said worried.
   1.347 +
   1.348 +"I wanted to give you a surprise mom," I simply said.
   1.349 +
   1.350 +"It's so good that you're here now, I just thought that you would never
   1.351 +return..." she said crying again.
   1.352 +
   1.353 +"I promised you that I would return to Japan, remember? I'm here" I
   1.354 +said.
   1.355 +
   1.356 +After that we entered the house, I saw Kenji with a beautiful girl of
   1.357 +his same age.
   1.358 +
   1.359 +"Tomoyo nee-san!!!"
   1.360 +
   1.361 +"Hi, Kenji onii-chan!!!" I said happily.
   1.362 +
   1.363 +He embraced me crying..
   1.364 +
   1.365 +"I missed you so much, nee-san" he said crying.
   1.366 +
   1.367 +"I missed you, too. You're a strong boy, onii-chan. And cute" I said
   1.368 +smiling.
   1.369 +
   1.370 +He blushed.
   1.371 +
   1.372 +"Will you leave again?" he asked.
   1.373 +
   1.374 +"No, I won't. I will stay with you, onii-chan. I will never leave you
   1.375 +alone, and mother too" I said.
   1.376 +
   1.377 +My mother was smiling.
   1.378 +
   1.379 +I was glad to stay here with my mother, my brother, with the people
   1.380 +that loved me...
   1.381 +
   1.382 +If only she could understand my true feelings...
   1.383 +
   1.384 +"You brought me something?" he asked happily.
   1.385 +
   1.386 +"Of course! I have many things for you, onii-chan. Who is this
   1.387 +beautiful girl?" I asked politely.
   1.388 +
   1.389 +"I'm Hinako, I'm pleased to meet you, Daidouji-san"
   1.390 +
   1.391 +"Just call me Tomoyo. You're really cute Hinako-chan."
   1.392 +
   1.393 +"Thanks, Tomoyo-san" she said blushing and bowed before me.
   1.394 +
   1.395 +I talked with them about the things that I did these six years. While I
   1.396 +was talking with them I noticed that Kenji-kun and Hinako-san were
   1.397 +holding hands, I smiled at the sight of that.
   1.398 +
   1.399 +They were talking about many things and my mother and me left them
   1.400 +alone. We entered in the kitchen and the maid prepared two cups of tea
   1.401 +for us. We went to my room for a talk.
   1.402 +
   1.403 +"Kenji onii-chan and Hinako-san are going out, mom?" I asked to her.
   1.404 +
   1.405 +"Yes, it seems for me, they didn't accept yet. But I saw the love
   1.406 +between them. I'm glad that he found someone special like her" she
   1.407 +said.
   1.408 +
   1.409 +"He will pass the Daidouji's name to his future sons and daughters. But
   1.410 +I'm not glad for this, I'm glad because he will not suffer as we
   1.411 +suffered all these years. If someday he's going to suffer, his pain
   1.412 +will be different from ours, he was born fated to follow a different
   1.413 +path that us" I said with a smile.
   1.414 +
   1.415 +"It's true, his path is different than ours" my mother said sadly.
   1.416 +
   1.417 +"Do you still love her, mother? Do you still love Nadeshiko-san?" I
   1.418 +asked her.
   1.419 +
   1.420 +"Yes, even I tried to break the bond to her, I didn't. It was my first
   1.421 +love, but it was unrequited. I continued with my life after she get
   1.422 +married, I found your father and married him. I loved your father, but
   1.423 +it wasn't the same that I still feel for Nadeshiko, she is still in my
   1.424 +heart," my mother said.
   1.425 +
   1.426 +I nodded at her.
   1.427 +
   1.428 +"And you? Do you still love Sakura?" she asked me.
   1.429 +
   1.430 +"Yes, it's my first love too. I thought that the trip would make me
   1.431 +forget about her, but I still love her. It seems that we can't break
   1.432 +that destiny. I believe that we can't control love, love controls us.
   1.433 +The first love is special but is more special when it's your first love
   1.434 +and your true love." I said sadly.
   1.435 +
   1.436 +"You thought about marriage, Tomoyo?" she asked.
   1.437 +
   1.438 +"Yes, I thought about that. But I decided that I will not marry.
   1.439 +Because I can't love anyone but her. Even I tried to letting go of her
   1.440 +but I failed, she is like a seed that is strongly implanted on my
   1.441 +heart. What would happen if I have a child, a daughter? She would fell
   1.442 +in love with her daughter, and then the same would repeat again. I
   1.443 +don't want that child suffer. I want to end this cycle that began with
   1.444 +you mother. It started with you, it will end with me." I said.
   1.445 +
   1.446 +"You're strong, Tomoyo" she said.
   1.447 +
   1.448 +"We're strong mom, you and me. We're strong because realizing that
   1.449 +you're in love with a person of your same sex and accepting it made us
   1.450 +strong, being rejected made us strong. Your unrequited love and mine
   1.451 +made us strong. Life made us strong for standing up when we fell. If my
   1.452 +destiny is to be alone, I will accept it then" I said.
   1.453 +
   1.454 +She embraced me.
   1.455 +
   1.456 +"Ah, I have some news of your friends," she said.
   1.457 +
   1.458 +"From whom?" I said.
   1.459 +
   1.460 +"From Chiharu-san, Yamazaki-san, Naoko-san and Rika-san" she said.
   1.461 +
   1.462 +"Really?!" I said happily
   1.463 +
   1.464 +My mother told me about their destiny. Yamazaki and Chiharu got married
   1.465 +and waiting a child. Naoko got a boyfriend. And Rika got married with
   1.466 +Terada-sensei. I knew that Rika and Terada were going out. She told me
   1.467 +before heading her own path, I was surprised but I whished her luck.
   1.468 +
   1.469 +After that, when it was almost midnight, I decided to take a walk. My
   1.470 +mother sent the bodyguards with me. After a time, I told them to leave
   1.471 +and I will call them when I was ready to leave. I walked to the King
   1.472 +Penguin Park, it seemed that nothing changed in these almost six years
   1.473 +of absence.
   1.474 +
   1.475 +I sat in one of the swings and looked to the stars, they were shining
   1.476 +and so was the moon. Then I heard something...
   1.477 +
   1.478 +"Last night, I dreamt that you returned to Tomoeda" said a voice.
   1.479 +
   1.480 +I froze at the sound of that.
   1.481 +
   1.482 +"We meet again" said the voice again.
   1.483 +
   1.484 +I had no doubt, it was her voice.
   1.485 +
   1.486 +I turned around to see her, and I found her. I saw something different,
   1.487 +she was different. She was smiling sadly, and a tear ran through her
   1.488 +cheek. Her hair was still short but a little longer, her eyes were so
   1.489 +different... they could tell a lot of emotions, but it seemed that they
   1.490 +showed... pain.
   1.491 +
   1.492 +I saw her sitting in another swing then I turned my head.
   1.493 +
   1.494 +"You traveled the entire world, didn't you?" she asked.
   1.495 +
   1.496 +"How did you know?" I asked surprised.
   1.497 +
   1.498 +"Because I did a lot of researching. I did anything to find where you
   1.499 +were" she said quietly.
   1.500 +
   1.501 +Before saying something, she said:
   1.502 +
   1.503 +"I broke with him" she said darkly.
   1.504 +
   1.505 +I was shocked to hear that, I believed that she and him would be
   1.506 +together forever. She chose him as her number one person, it couldn't
   1.507 +be.
   1.508 +
   1.509 +"Why did you break with him?" I asked surprised.
   1.510 +
   1.511 +"Because, in the end we didn't match. In the beginning all was right,
   1.512 +but as the time passed, we started to have fights. He was jealous of
   1.513 +any person that approached me. I tried to make him have trust in
   1.514 +others, but I failed. As we were growing we'd changed, he was different
   1.515 +as I was. After a some time, we decided to break the relationship and
   1.516 +he returned to Hong Kong." she said.
   1.517 +
   1.518 +"But you loved him..." I said.
   1.519 +
   1.520 +"Yes, I did. But not now. I learned one thing: a relationship, any
   1.521 +relationship must be built between the parts. I believed that I fell in
   1.522 +love with him, but I realized that only I had a crush on him. I waited
   1.523 +five years for him, but I never thought if I really loved him. I didn't
   1.524 +want to lose him because what Eriol told me, I didn't have any idea
   1.525 +that he loved me. I saw him as friend and didn't want to lose him, then
   1.526 +I realized that I was in love with him, but I never thought if they
   1.527 +were my real feelings. How could I be so blind? I was blind of love but
   1.528 +I never thought that we changed during these five years of waiting.
   1.529 +With the fights I started to wonder if I really loved him or didn't. In
   1.530 +the end I realized that I wasn't in love with him" she said.
   1.531 +
   1.532 +"I see..."
   1.533 +
   1.534 +"I broke with my friends too..." she said.
   1.535 +
   1.536 +"What?" I said.
   1.537 +
   1.538 +"Yes, I broke because I didn't want to be popular. Because I didn't
   1.539 +want to follow their advice anymore, because of that advice... I almost
   1.540 +lost you." she said.
   1.541 +
   1.542 +"I don't care about what will happen to me. Only seeing you happy it's
   1.543 +enough for me" I said.
   1.544 +
   1.545 +"I know that..." she said as she stood up and came to me.
   1.546 +
   1.547 +I looked at her, she was crying softly and smiling at me. I extended my
   1.548 +hand but I stopped.
   1.549 +
   1.550 +"What's happened?" she said quietly.
   1.551 +
   1.552 +"It's just... you said that you didn't want me touch you, remember?" I
   1.553 +said sadly.
   1.554 +
   1.555 +She took hold of my hand and laid it in her cheek.
   1.556 +
   1.557 +"I want you to touch me, to see me... I was so stupid saying that, I
   1.558 +almost destroyed our friendship. You were there when I needed
   1.559 +something, even you were there when I said that I didn't need
   1.560 +something. You were always worried for me. I'd changed in these almost
   1.561 +six years. I never hated you, just I couldn't understand that you were
   1.562 +in love with me..." she said.
   1.563 +
   1.564 +"How do you know that I'm in love with you, couldn't it be another
   1.565 +girl?" I asked her.
   1.566 +
   1.567 +"You said that you wanted your special person happy, didn't you? I
   1.568 +realized that I'm that person, for what you said and what father said
   1.569 +to me when you left Japan" she said.
   1.570 +
   1.571 +"Are you angry with me for loving you?" I asked her.
   1.572 +
   1.573 +"No..." she said and made me stand up.
   1.574 +
   1.575 +She embraced me, I tried not to embrace her but I failed. My arms went
   1.576 +around her and we embraced tightly. She rested her head in my shoulder.
   1.577 +
   1.578 +"Welcome back, Tomoyo-chan" she said crying softly.
   1.579 +
   1.580 +"Thanks, Sakura-chan" I said crying.
   1.581 +
   1.582 +*******
   1.583 +
   1.584 +I will never forget that day... when we met again.
   1.585 +
   1.586 +After that day, we did many things together as before. It was a restart
   1.587 +of our friendship, she was fine with me, even knowing that I still
   1.588 +loved her. One day she called asking me if I could go to her house. I
   1.589 +agreed and I went to her house, she was waiting for me. She said that
   1.590 +wanted me to go out with her. In other words, she wanted a date with
   1.591 +me. I was surprised, but she erased my doubts kissing me.
   1.592 +
   1.593 +From the day we met again until the day that she kissed me four years
   1.594 +passed. And two more years of going out.
   1.595 +
   1.596 +Without knowing it, we built a loving relationship between us.
   1.597 +
   1.598 +******
   1.599 +
   1.600 +I was looking to the stars in the sky when I felt her arms around my
   1.601 +waist.
   1.602 +
   1.603 +"What are you thinking Tomoyo-chan?" she said.
   1.604 +
   1.605 +"Remembering what happened between us all these years, from the first
   1.606 +day than I met you, eighteen years ago" I said still looking at the
   1.607 +stars.
   1.608 +
   1.609 +She turned my head and I was looking at her.
   1.610 +
   1.611 +"I never meant to hurt you, but I did. But I promise you that I will
   1.612 +never hurt you again. I don't know if I will be able to heal the pain I
   1.613 +caused you" she said sadly.
   1.614 +
   1.615 +"We have to live with pain, every person has a type of pain, and pain
   1.616 +will be present in every person of this world. Things would be
   1.617 +different if pain doesn't exist, but it does exist. But if two people
   1.618 +meet each other, they could be able to heal the pain they have." I
   1.619 +said.
   1.620 +
   1.621 +I caressed her hair, it was smooth.
   1.622 +
   1.623 +"I love you Tomoyo-chan. You're my true number one person" she said.
   1.624 +
   1.625 +"I love you too, Sakura-chan. You are always my number one person. I
   1.626 +don't mind my pain, because in the end I have you, and we will be able
   1.627 +to heal our pain" I said.
   1.628 +
   1.629 +"It's true" she said.
   1.630 +
   1.631 +We kissed each other and went to sleep.
   1.632 +
   1.633 +******
   1.634 +
   1.635 +I wake up and I look to her, she is sleeping nicely. Then I remember
   1.636 +what the old woman told me before, that the real reward will come from
   1.637 +someone unexpected. I never thought that Sakura-chan falling in love
   1.638 +with me would be the real reward for all I did. I just thought that I
   1.639 +would be alone for the rest of my life. But it seems that is not.
   1.640 +
   1.641 +"I love you, Sakura-chan" I whisper.
   1.642 +
   1.643 +"I know. I really love you too, Tomoyo-chan" she says opening her eyes.
   1.644 +
   1.645 +"Are you awake?" I ask smiling to her.
   1.646 +
   1.647 +"I was awake, I was only imitating that I was sleeping." she says
   1.648 +smiling.
   1.649 +
   1.650 +I smile to her.
   1.651 +
   1.652 +"Tomoyo-chan, I want to know one thing: Will you stay with me forever?"
   1.653 +she asks me.
   1.654 +
   1.655 +"Of course I will. You are my reason to live, I promise I will make you
   1.656 +happy" I say to her.
   1.657 +
   1.658 +"You know what? One thing will make me happy" she says.
   1.659 +
   1.660 +"What thing?" I ask.
   1.661 +
   1.662 +"You marrying me, someday" she says blushing.
   1.663 +
   1.664 +I open my eyes and I feel tears coming down my cheeks.
   1.665 +
   1.666 +"Are you serious?" I say crying.
   1.667 +
   1.668 +"Yes, I'm serious. But you don't have to give me an answer right now,
   1.669 +but until that day come; promise me that you will stay with me" she
   1.670 +says taking my head between her soft hands.
   1.671 +
   1.672 +"I promise, I promise" I say still crying.
   1.673 +
   1.674 +We kiss each other and leave the bed, we look to the stars.
   1.675 +
   1.676 +We embrace tightly knowing that there is a path in front of us that
   1.677 +will lead us to the happiness.
   1.678 +
   1.679 +"We will be together forever" she says happily.
   1.680 +
   1.681 +"I know..." I say.
   1.682 +
   1.683 +"I know we will be together forever..." I say before kissing her.
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