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| date | Fri, 19 Feb 2010 20:53:12 -0500 |
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| 1 Tomoyo's Magic | |
| 2 by rphjas | |
| 3 rphjas@yahoo.com | |
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| 5 --------------- | |
| 6 | |
| 7 Dear Diary.. | |
| 8 | |
| 9 It has been several months since I began living with her and Sonomi- | |
| 10 sama. That fateful night..the night I discovered I was her special | |
| 11 someone.. started a whole new chapter in my life. I was surprised by | |
| 12 my family's reaction to our proposal that I live with her. Father was | |
| 13 not upset ,but relieved that I would not be by myself | |
| 14 anymore..especially with his long hours and Onii-chan's part-time | |
| 15 jobs keeping them from home so much. Sonomi-sama was thrilled with | |
| 16 the idea. She was very excited that her beloved Nadesico's daughter | |
| 17 would be living in her large home. Likewise, all of the staff and | |
| 18 bodyguards have been so warm and kind to me. Tomoyo and I share the | |
| 19 same room and large bed. It seems like everyone has been supportive | |
| 20 with the move all the way around. Even my usually gruff Onii-chan is | |
| 21 pleased.. now that Syaoran is out of my heart. And of course, Tomoyo | |
| 22 and I still keep my sorceress affairs secret..even though all of the | |
| 23 Cards have been captured long ago. | |
| 24 | |
| 25 Each day has been so wonderful and filled with great joy. We | |
| 26 sometimes study together after classes in Penguin Park or cheer for | |
| 27 each other as we participate in our different clubs. School days are | |
| 28 spent like before the move, except I hold hands with her more. If | |
| 29 there is nobody around though, playful mischievous Tomoyo encircles | |
| 30 my waist with her tiny arms and kisses me with her soft lips. Even | |
| 31 now, she still adores my looks of surprise and my blushing cheeks. | |
| 32 | |
| 33 Tonight, I write in you after another session of love-making. In the | |
| 34 moon light, Tomoyo's bare shoulder peeks above the sheets. She sleeps | |
| 35 on her side facing mine, and the bed looks gigantic with only her in | |
| 36 it. Her hands are together..fingers clasped as if in prayer. From the | |
| 37 open window, a gentle breeze moves her long black hair. Her face | |
| 38 wears a smile now..a smile I can always see. It is no longer forced. | |
| 39 Her grief and sadness forever gone, she has thrown all of her masks | |
| 40 away. With each breath, a strand of her hair floats skyward. Her | |
| 41 mouth soundlessly utters my name. I know because she now wears that | |
| 42 special smile..the one that is just for me. Her fingers automatically | |
| 43 seek me..drawn to the warmth of my vacated portion of the mattress. A | |
| 44 troubled look crosses her face, and I quickly summon Mirror to kindly | |
| 45 take my place. Mirror copies my image and quickly gets into the bed. | |
| 46 Tomoyo's questing fingers find her, and her special smile once again | |
| 47 lights her face. | |
| 48 | |
| 49 With relief, I return to my thoughts and writing..while Mirror holds | |
| 50 Tomoyo close..stroking her hair..and holding her close. Snuggling, | |
| 51 Tomoyo sleeps peacefully again. I should hurry this entry, though. | |
| 52 Mirror can not fool her heart for long. I may be the sorceress, but | |
| 53 Tomoyo has an even greater power. Tonight, I see it..a powerful | |
| 54 aura..an aura that should consume her porcelain doll-like body. She | |
| 55 loves me so completely and so intensely that I worry she will break | |
| 56 one day. I feel a knot of fear in my belly.. a fear of the unknown | |
| 57 future. What would I do if I woke up one morning..only to kiss cold | |
| 58 lips..and discover her lifeless? | |
| 59 | |
| 60 During nights of worry, I have been trying to create a magic of my | |
| 61 own. Tomoyo has always been frail. So, I want to create a Card of | |
| 62 Health and Healing..one I can use for her when she is ill. But so | |
| 63 far, I have had no success. I have always relied on her, but I | |
| 64 understand now that it would be unbearable for me to lose her. I | |
| 65 crave her soft lips and her lavender eyes..the warmth of her | |
| 66 body..and the bath her love prepares for me..that always cleanses my | |
| 67 heart.. | |
| 68 | |
| 69 During my first days with her, I was always apologizing. I felt | |
| 70 guilty for being so slow to perceive her love for me..and mine for | |
| 71 her..for all of those lonely tear-filled nights she lived through. I | |
| 72 cried from all of the scars I cut into her heart. But, with her usual | |
| 73 tenderness, she would only kiss me and bid me to worry about that no | |
| 74 more. All of those nights lived only in her past, and she looks now | |
| 75 only to our future. Even with the Return Card, I could never undo | |
| 76 those wounds. The paradox of Time prevents me. So, reluctantly, I | |
| 77 complied with her wishes. | |
| 78 | |
| 79 With my own voice, Mirror whispers across the room to me. Tomoyo | |
| 80 frowns and stirs restlessly. With my quiet thanks, Mirror and I | |
| 81 switch places. I kiss Tomoyo's upturned cheek and once more see her | |
| 82 special smile. Her mystical aura of love envelops us both in its | |
| 83 protective blanket..covering our unclothed bodies..soothing us into a | |
| 84 deep and peaceful sleep...burning all my concerns away.. |