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1 Author’s notes: Hello minna-san! ^-^ This is the first story I’ve | |
2 written since I’ve moved. I’ve been having a hard time handling | |
3 things, so this has helped me to focus some of that energy. I wrote | |
4 most of this on three separate nights. It’s my second Saint Tail | |
5 story and hopefully it won’t be my last. ^-^ I would love to hear any | |
6 comments, so if you feel up to e-mailing, I would appreciate it. ^-^ | |
7 This is an alternate end for Saint Tail, so I know it doesn’t fit | |
8 exactly with the end of the series. Oh, and Meimi originally had | |
9 glasses in the manga. Megumi Tachikawa said that she was farsighted | |
10 and only used them for school but she stopped drawing Meimi in them | |
11 because she didn’t have her in class much. I thought this was cute, | |
12 so I wanted to add it. ^-^ Anyway, thank you so much for reading! ^-^ | |
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16 Can’t Say Goodbye to Yesterday | |
17 by Amazoness Duo | |
18 amazonessduo@hotmail.com | |
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21 ‘The church is really beautiful,’ Meimi thought to herself as the | |
22 large structure came into view. A small smile crossed her lips as she | |
23 hugged her sweater to herself. ‘I’ve been here hundreds of times, but | |
24 I never really noticed just how beautiful it really is. But Seira | |
25 always noticed. She spent even more time here than I did.’ With the | |
26 changing direction in her line of thought, the brunette’s smile | |
27 faded. Sighing, she paused in front of the large, ornate doors. Her | |
28 heart plummeted as her mind drifted back to a conversation she had | |
29 had with Seira earlier. | |
30 Meimi was now fifteen. Though not the best of students, with | |
31 Seira’s help, she had passed rather well through her high school | |
32 entrance exams. Finally having such a huge weight lifted from her | |
33 shoulders, Meimi had been exhilarated at the newfound freedom. But | |
34 her excitement was short-lived. When she had asked Seira about what | |
35 the Catholic high school was like that they would be going to, Seira | |
36 had told her she would find out for her. Then she had struck Meimi a | |
37 blow that she was still reeling from. Seira wouldn’t be joining her | |
38 at the high school. She was going to Rome with one of the older | |
39 Sisters, presumably to prepare for entering the convent in a few | |
40 years. Something that Meimi had thought was years away was now | |
41 painfully close. | |
42 There wasn’t a time that Meimi could remember not having her gentle | |
43 best friend near. Seira was always there to help her through things, | |
44 always there to listen to her heart. The Sister-in-training made a | |
45 wonderful listener and she had granted Meimi a wonderful confidante. | |
46 Seira had been willing to do anything for her, from pretending to be | |
47 Meimi to protect her identity to running around dressed like a snow | |
48 girl. She had always been infinitely loyal to Meimi, always ready to | |
49 help her. But now Meimi was facing the thought of losing Seira and it | |
50 drove splinters through her heart. ‘Why God? Why are you taking her | |
51 away from me? I know you need her. But so do I...’ Meimi prayed | |
52 silently. The thought of losing her best friend sent shivers through | |
53 her. It felt like a large piece of her life was about to fade away, | |
54 something more important than a limb. She could already feel that | |
55 something was missing even though Seira wouldn’t be leaving for at | |
56 least another month. But that month hung over Meimi like a death | |
57 shroud. Despite Seira’s warm smile when she had come to greet her at | |
58 lunch, Meimi had only barely suppressed tears before running away | |
59 from her friend. How was she supposed to pretend that nothing was | |
60 wrong when Seira would be leaving so soon? How could she live through | |
61 the month when Seira would be gone by its end? | |
62 So here she was. The brunette thief had called Seira shortly after | |
63 getting home. She needed to speak with Seira as quickly as possible. | |
64 She didn’t know how, but she had to find some way to convince Seira | |
65 to stay. There had to be something she could do. Maybe God wanted | |
66 Seira for whatever His plans may be. But if that was the case, the | |
67 Saint Tail would have to steal her away. She hoped He would | |
68 understand. He would have to. He had placed Seira in her life, after | |
69 all. He had to know how important she was to Meimi. | |
70 Steeling her resolve, Meimi entered the church. Her fists clenched | |
71 in determination, the brunette girl glanced about for the one | |
72 troubling her thoughts. Seira had insisted they meet on the church, | |
73 something that seemed only fitting after how often they had met | |
74 there. Trailing her fingers over the edges of the pews, Meimi made | |
75 her way towards the altar. “Forgive me, Lord, for I am without | |
76 deceit,” Meimi whispered to herself. | |
77 “I hope you aren’t planning on going out as Saint Tail tonight. I’m | |
78 afraid there’s nothing to steal.” Seira’s words brought Meimi’s | |
79 attention to her immediately. The young Sister-in-training smiled | |
80 sweetly, dressed in her all white habit. Standing up from the front | |
81 Pew, she rested her hands together in front of her. She had been | |
82 praying for hours, having come to the church as soon as school had | |
83 ended. One of the nuns had to come get her when Meimi had called for | |
84 her. She felt her heart swell to see the mysterious thief once more. | |
85 Despite her best efforts, Meimi was never far from her mind. | |
86 Spotting Seira near the front, Meimi offered a small smile of her | |
87 own. “Everyone always comes to you to pray when they need Saint | |
88 Tail’s help. But this time, I think Saint Tail is the one who needs | |
89 help.” Her smile faltered as Seira slowly eliminated the distance | |
90 between them. Her vision blurred as tears once again threatened to | |
91 ruin her composure. She averted her gaze quickly, hoping that her | |
92 friend wouldn’t notice. | |
93 “You’re always welcome in the Lord’s home, Meimi-chan. You know | |
94 that. Everyone can come pray here. Even Saint Tail.” Seira felt an | |
95 icy chill overtake her as she saw just how close to tears the | |
96 brunette thief was. She took Meimi’s hand and led the semi-startled | |
97 girl over to the pew near the front that she had been using. Sitting | |
98 down, she motioned for Meimi to join her. It hurt her to see Meimi in | |
99 such pain. Which is why she had put off telling her for so long. In | |
100 retrospect, she had to wonder if that had been a wise decision. Maybe | |
101 if Meimi had known longer, it wouldn’t hurt so much now. But that was | |
102 all in the past. All she could do for now was try to help as well as | |
103 she could. “What’s wrong, Meimi-chan?” she asked worriedly. She knew | |
104 the problem well enough. It had been troubling her for quite some | |
105 time. If only she knew how to solve in better. | |
106 Meimi took a deep breath, staring straight ahead. Why was this so | |
107 difficult? Because Seira had never been leaving before. This had | |
108 never been a problem for her. But now she felt off balance, unsure. | |
109 “Seira-chan... Are you sure this is what you want to do? Go into the | |
110 convent, I mean. Is that really what you want to do with your life?” | |
111 “Of course, I do, Meimi-chan. I can’t think of a better path in | |
112 this life than one that serves the Lord. And how better to repay the | |
113 nuns here? They raised me, a poor orphan girl left on their doorstep. | |
114 No one forced them to. No one made them. I want to repay them for | |
115 that. For all of the happiness in my life. I owe so much to them. I | |
116 believe it’s my path in life,” Seira explained, watching the | |
117 brunette. This was something that she had decided long ago, but never | |
118 before had she had to explain it to her best friend. Meimi had simply | |
119 accepted it before now. But now, Meimi appeared to be having her | |
120 doubts. Of course, Seira had other reasons as well, but ones that | |
121 were a little more difficult to go into. | |
122 “But...” Meimi began, her voice breaking. She took another breath | |
123 before continuing. “But what about falling in love? What about | |
124 finding your special someone, of spending your life forever with him? | |
125 I can’t imagine God denying you that.” She knew she was grasping at | |
126 straws now, but she had to try. She couldn’t imagine Seira alone | |
127 forever, never falling in love. Why would God wish such a lonely life | |
128 for his diligent servant? It didn’t make any sense. Seira deserved to | |
129 have that. And Meimi wanted her to stay, so they could find it | |
130 together. | |
131 Seira paused for a moment, studying the teary eyed thief. After a | |
132 long silence, she answered, looking to the altar. “I’ve already | |
133 fallen in love, Meimi-chan. I fell in love a long time ago. God | |
134 didn’t deny me that. And I’ll forever thank Him for allowing me to | |
135 fall in love with such a wonderful person. That’s one of the many | |
136 reasons why I want to repay him by becoming a Sister.” | |
137 Watching Seira quietly, Meimi was astounded by how radiant she | |
138 looked. Whether it was because she was speaking of God or the one she | |
139 loved, Meimi couldn’t tell for sure. Whatever the case, Seira was | |
140 practically glowing. It wasn’t fair. Seira deserved to be happy. To | |
141 be loved. To be nearby. Meimi had always thought it would be fine | |
142 when Seira one day became a Sister, thinking she would simply become | |
143 one nearby. In her mind, it didn’t feel like anything would change. | |
144 But now, it felt too horrible to think of Seira all alone and far | |
145 away. The thought that Seira was in love only made that worse. | |
146 “You’re in love? Seira-chan, you never told me. You’ve always been | |
147 there to listen to me, but I guess I wasn't very good at listening | |
148 when you needed me. I’m sorry.” Meimi hung her head guiltily. She was | |
149 usually so much better at handling things, even if she could have a | |
150 fiery temper, but at the moment she was completely lost. How often | |
151 had Seira been there for her? How often had Seira saved her in one | |
152 sense or another? Without magic and without athletics, Seira had | |
153 always been there to save Meimi when everything was out of control. | |
154 She would always think of something to help her, even when her secret | |
155 identity was at stake. Seira had been her guardian angel. No one knew | |
156 her better than the Sister-in-training. Seira didn’t know the newest | |
157 trends or the hottest bands, but she knew everything about Meimi | |
158 herself. Yet Meimi had failed her. She had had no idea of Seira’s own | |
159 love. A hand on her shoulder brought her back to the present. She | |
160 slowly looked up into Seira’s understanding blue-gray eyes. | |
161 “Meimi-chan, please don’t blame yourself. I never told you because | |
162 I didn’t want you to know. It wouldn’t change things right now even | |
163 if you did. I couldn’t get with this person no matter how much I | |
164 would want to. I’ve already decided what I’m going to do with my | |
165 life.” | |
166 “You didn’t want me to know? But why not? I’m your best friend. I | |
167 just thought there wasn’t anyone you liked.” Meimi’s mind started | |
168 sifting through everything, hoping for some clue to unravel Seira’s | |
169 love’s mystery identity. Part of her was hoping it would be the key | |
170 to keeping Seira from leaving. If she could only find out and somehow | |
171 fix things, then maybe Seira would change her mind. Determination | |
172 began to well up inside of her, burning throughout her body. Saint | |
173 Tail had helped countless people before. Now she would save the most | |
174 selfless and loving person she could think of. Somehow. | |
175 Unfortunately, whenever Saint Tail was off to solve things, Seira was | |
176 there to provide her with the information she needed to know. This | |
177 time she had no such luck. It left her wondering how she could manage | |
178 without her best friend. Would Seira leaving mean the end of Saint | |
179 Tail as well? She quickly shook off the thought. She couldn’t quit | |
180 being Saint Tail anymore than she could quit being Meimi. They were | |
181 like two different people, but they were both parts of her. ‘I can’t | |
182 do this without you,’ Meimi thought desperately. ‘But I have to try.’ | |
183 Thinking quickly, her mind latched onto the first possibility. “Is it | |
184 Sawatari-kun? He does seem to like you. And he is pretty cool,” Meimi | |
185 conceded, watching Seira for any reaction. To her surprise, the young | |
186 Sister began to laugh. Meimi sweatdropped. “And you always laugh when | |
187 he hits on you.” | |
188 Giggling, Seira nodded, covering her mouth primly. “That’s because | |
189 it’s funny. I think it’s silly that he would go to the trouble. | |
190 Everyone knows I’m going to become a nun. Besides, I love someone | |
191 else. So I couldn’t fall for his ‘charms’ even if I wasn’t going to.” | |
192 Another giggle escaped the dark haired girl’s lips as she watched the | |
193 quizzical look that Meimi gave her. She had always been amused that | |
194 Sawatari would shower any attention on her. It was something that | |
195 other girls didn’t understand. They would all kill for his attention. | |
196 That he would choose her out of everyone couldn’t help but make her | |
197 laugh. She wouldn’t be getting with anyone anyway. There was only one | |
198 person that she would want at all and it certainly wasn’t him. | |
199 Meimi could only stare for a long moment, unsure of how to | |
200 continue. Well, it obviously wasn’t Sawatari. But who did that leave? | |
201 Seira was kind and sweet to everyone. But even then, there weren’t | |
202 any boys that stood out. Plenty came to her to pray and to confess | |
203 things, but none really knew her all that well. And Seira didn’t seem | |
204 to mind. There weren’t any boys that came to mind. Unless... Meimi’s | |
205 eyes went wide as a thought struck her. “It isn’t a boy, is it, Seira- | |
206 chan?” Her heart began to pound quicker in her chest as she waited | |
207 anxiously. Just how much had she missed about her best friend? How | |
208 much had she let go unnoticed? What if it was a girl? Who? | |
209 A look of surprise crossed Seira’s features for a moment. She | |
210 hadn’t quite expected Meimi to ask anything like that. The dark | |
211 haired girl had been inclined to leave it off with there simply being | |
212 someone she was in love with. But though Meimi could be... moody, she | |
213 certainly wasn’t naďve. Slowly, she found herself nodding. She | |
214 couldn’t bring herself to lie about it, especially to Meimi. “Hai, | |
215 it’s a girl,” Seira said quietly, almost reluctantly. She couldn’t | |
216 bring herself to meet Meimi’s questing gaze. Her cheeks darkened | |
217 slightly in embarrassment and frustration. What was she supposed to | |
218 say if Meimi asked her? What could she do? She didn’t have to tell | |
219 her who it was. She could refuse to answer. But after all they had | |
220 been through together, could she really do that to Meimi? Didn’t | |
221 Meimi deserve to know? She would be leaving soon enough anyway. It | |
222 wouldn’t be able to cause much harm. | |
223 “Is that why you’re leaving? Is that why you want to be a nun?” | |
224 Meimi asked quickly, staring intently at the white clad girl next to | |
225 her. Things slowly began to make more sense to the mysterious thief. | |
226 That was why Seira was never interested in any of the boys, why she | |
227 was never interested in dating. Seira had been raised by the Sisters, | |
228 so of course she didn’t think she could be with a girl. That was why | |
229 she was intent on becoming a nun, remaining celibate. | |
230 Seira shook her head, clasping her gloved hands in front of her. | |
231 Only her face was visible in the long white dress. “No, that’s not | |
232 it.” She paused to consider for a moment. “That’s not all of it, at | |
233 least. Like I said before, I want to for the Lord. I want to pay back | |
234 the Sisters who raised me. And yes, because I’m in love with another | |
235 girl. I can’t be with her. And I won’t love anyone else. Anyone | |
236 besides Him. So I’ll be His willing servant.” Falling in love with | |
237 Meimi had only fortified Seira’s decision to become a Sister. She had | |
238 tasted love in all of its bittersweet glory. She had that and always | |
239 would. But it only helped her to realize where her path in life lay. | |
240 She couldn’t be with Meimi. She understood that. So there was nothing | |
241 to keep her from a life devoted to God. | |
242 Meimi’s head spun, her only real argument, that of Seira falling in | |
243 love, having faltered. Her spirits dwindled as she thought of life | |
244 without her guardian angel, of a life apart from her best friend. No. | |
245 There had to be something she could do. This couldn’t be it. She was | |
246 Saint Tail. She could fix this. She always gave people their happy | |
247 ending. Why couldn’t she have hers? “But maybe she could likes you | |
248 to. Or maybe she would if she only knew. Seira-chan, it can’t be a | |
249 sin for you to fall in love.” | |
250 “And I don’t think it is. The Lord allowed me to fall in love with | |
251 a girl that fills my heart with joy. And I’m ever grateful for that. | |
252 But she’s out of my reach. Like a star in the sky, I can watch her | |
253 and love her, but I can’t have her no matter how my heart wishes | |
254 otherwise.” Seira smiled a little sadly at the brunette, suddenly | |
255 feeling very lonely in the large and empty church. Meimi was right | |
256 next to her, but it might as well have been thousands of miles away. | |
257 Like the face of God, some things were simply out of one’s reach. She | |
258 fought back the urge to cry herself. Swallowing back a lump in her | |
259 throat, she managed to hold the smile for a bit longer. Meimi was so | |
260 beautiful, so wonderful. If only love wasn’t such a double edged | |
261 sword. Her heart sang for the brunette, relishing in her company and | |
262 in the adoring thoughts she had of Meimi. But her heart also ached | |
263 terribly from the burden of that love. But she would suffer through | |
264 it as best she could. “Besides, you’re already in love with Asuka | |
265 Jr,” she finished. | |
266 “I am NOT in love with...” Meimi trailed off, Seira’s words ringing | |
267 in her ears. Her mouth opened and closed in a futile attempt to | |
268 continue. “Me?” she got out weakly, shock overtaking her. It felt | |
269 like an eternity before Seira replied with a small nod. Meimi | |
270 suddenly felt as if she were being tossed around on an unfriendly | |
271 sea, dipping below the treacherous waves that tried to drown her. How | |
272 could she be the one that Seira loved? How could she be the girl that | |
273 lay in Seira’s beautiful heart? But in many ways, it made sense. | |
274 Seira had always been willing to do anything for her, had always been | |
275 the there for her throughout it all. She had been the one to convince | |
276 Meimi to be Kaitou Saint Tail in the first place. She was the one who | |
277 was always seemed to matter the most to Seira, the one who Seira | |
278 always prayed for. Meimi clung to this newfound revelation as a life | |
279 raft, trying to stay afloat in her own sea of turmoil. “I’m not in | |
280 love with Asuka Jr.,” she stated again, more quietly this time. “I | |
281 hate him.” This was safer territory. She knew how to handle this. | |
282 They had spoken about it before. It was much easier for her to handle | |
283 than the uncharted territory of Seira’s feelings for her. | |
284 Seira contemplated Meimi’s words for a moment, a small smile on her | |
285 lips. “Sometimes I think that you and Saint Tail are two completely | |
286 different people. You hate Asuka Jr., but she loves him. Or maybe she | |
287 just loves the chase,” the Sister-in-training said thoughtfully. She | |
288 had said it. At last. She had finally told Meimi how she felt about | |
289 her, albeit in an indirect fashion. But at least she had. She had | |
290 almost decided against it when she had realized how soon she would be | |
291 leaving. But this was for the best. She wouldn’t have a chance to | |
292 ruin things. And at least Meimi would know before she left. Meimi | |
293 would understand how important she was to Seira. | |
294 “I don’t...” Meimi struggled for words, unsure of what to say. Her | |
295 mind swirled about in one direction and another. “He’s such an idiot. | |
296 When I’m Meimi, we argue a lot and he really gets on my nerves. But | |
297 when I’m Saint Tail, I can’t wait for him to catch me. I keep | |
298 wondering when it will be. It’s like this fascinating game. I love | |
299 how he pays so much attention to Saint Tail. She’s his singleminded | |
300 obsession. I like how that feels when I’m her,” Meimi conceded at | |
301 last. It wasn’t something she thought about often. It was more of a | |
302 feeling than anything else. But it was so different when she was | |
303 Meimi and when she was Saint Tail. How could she have such | |
304 conflicting emotions? | |
305 Nodding thoughtfully, Seira watched her friend. “That’s what I | |
306 thought. It does sound like you’re two different people. She thinks | |
307 one way and you think another. But I noticed that a long time ago. | |
308 She gives you a chance to be something different, to be something | |
309 special. She lets you get the spotlight. You’re more confident as | |
310 her, as well. And everyone else seemed to notice her, especially | |
311 Asuka Jr. But what no one else saw, what you didn’t see, was that | |
312 Meimi-chan is special. That she’s more amazing than a thousand Saint | |
313 Tails. Everyone loves a good mystery. But what happens when the | |
314 mystery is gone, when the riddle’s been solved? What more does it | |
315 hold? That’s why I always simply thought of Saint Tail as you. As | |
316 Meimi in a cute magician’s outfit. But everyone else, even you, think | |
317 of her as something completely different, as a mysterious puzzle.” | |
318 Seira smiled softly, tilting her head to the side as she studied | |
319 Meimi. Her heart felt warm and fuzzy, her love surrounding herself | |
320 like a blanket. “I always thought you were perfect the way you are | |
321 Meimi. You don’t need to be mysterious. You don’t need to be | |
322 something more than you are. It was always enough for you to be you. | |
323 At least, I thought so. I always thought it was strange how Asuka Jr. | |
324 could chase Saint Tail so passionately and yet be so cold to you. | |
325 You’re more amazing than Saint Tail could ever hope to be, Meimi- | |
326 chan.” It was nice to be able to tell Meimi these things, to be able | |
327 to say them out loud for once. It relaxed a burden on her soul. Yes, | |
328 she would be gone soon. But at least she would have no regrets. “I’ve | |
329 loved you for the longest time.” | |
330 Meimi blushed deeply as her own blue eyes met Seira’s. She was left | |
331 at a loss for what to say. She had to admit that it felt nice to know | |
332 that someone thought that way about her as Meimi, but Seira? It was | |
333 so bizarre. She wanted to say something, to make sense of the moment, | |
334 but coherent thought eluded her. No reply seemed adequate enough to | |
335 express her feelings. Words couldn’t begin to explain the swirl of | |
336 emotions that frenzied throughout her soul. The beautiful Sister-in- | |
337 training before her would soon be gone, leaving a void in her life | |
338 that she couldn’t replace. How was she supposed to go on without | |
339 Seira? How could she push forward without the dark haired girl’s ever- | |
340 present companionship and support? It would be like being lost in the | |
341 desert without any food or water. It would be like finding no shelter | |
342 in the midst of a storm. She would be lost without Seira’s inner | |
343 light to guide herself by. When the game was all over and done with, | |
344 what would become of Asuka Jr. and herself? He loved Saint Tail, | |
345 after all. And she loved the chase. What then? Could she even be | |
346 Saint Tail without Sister Seira to help her see things through? Would | |
347 it even be worth it? When all was said and done, it was Seira that | |
348 she needed, that Meimi needed. The game was wonderful, while it | |
349 lasted. But one day there would be no time for games. And she would | |
350 have to grow up. This wasn’t about Saint Tail, Meimi suddenly | |
351 realized. This was about herself. It didn’t matter what Saint Tail | |
352 thought or how she felt about whom. This was about Meimi and where | |
353 her own heart lay. But where exactly was that? | |
354 Seira stood up slowly, smoothing down her long white skirt. She | |
355 offered a weak smile to her friend. She still didn’t know what to | |
356 think about Meimi’s reaction. She tried to tell herself that it | |
357 didn’t matter, that she would be leaving soon anyway. But she wanted | |
358 Meimi to have good memories of her. She wanted Meimi to remember her | |
359 fondly, not with concern. “I have to get to sleep, Meimi-chan. You | |
360 probably should, too. Otherwise your parents might wonder why you’re | |
361 so sleepy tomorrow morning.” Her back was to Meimi now, her hands | |
362 once again clasped in front of her. ‘Please, Lord, please don’t let | |
363 me cry. Not now. Please let me last until she’s gone. Just until | |
364 then. Please...’ she prayed quietly. The dark haired girl had trouble | |
365 focussing, feeling the anguish in her heart cascading throughout her. | |
366 She didn’t want to leave Meimi, even if it was necessary. Her heart | |
367 couldn’t handle the strain. | |
368 Seira was a good girl. She never lied, cheated, or stole from | |
369 anyone. Sometimes she would bend things, but only if she believed | |
370 they were for the best, for God. She didn’t get into trouble and | |
371 helped whoever she could. Yet this Sister-in-training had fallen in | |
372 love with a thief. Love was cruel, the sweetest torture that God | |
373 could ever have conjured up. And it was one that left Seira weak and | |
374 confused. | |
375 Hands slowly turned Seira around from where she stood. The dark | |
376 haired girl was too weak to stop it and too lost in thought to have | |
377 seen it coming. Her clasped hands were soon taken by Meimi’s. She | |
378 looked at Meimi silently for a long moment. Meimi slowly brushed her | |
379 tears away with her fingertips. The two simply stood in an odd moment | |
380 of tranquility. And then, the mysterious thief stole a kiss. It took | |
381 Seira by surprise, her heart both unsure and enraptured at the same | |
382 time. She could feel Meimi’s deliciously soft lips against her own, | |
383 leaving her breathless with a soft and intoxicating kiss. Seira could | |
384 only watch for a moment in silence. She wanted to thank Meimi, to ask | |
385 her why, to kiss her again, to do anything at all. But all she could | |
386 do was cry. Meimi held onto her as Seira collapsed to her knees. The | |
387 mysterious thief held her close as she cried. Seira could only lay | |
388 against Meimi, her heart torn apart, sobbing. | |
389 | |
390 ‘The church is really beautiful,’ Meimi thought to herself as she | |
391 entered the silent building. Sunlight spilled through stained glass, | |
392 painting the ground near the altar in a torrent of colors. Kneeling | |
393 in the midst of this shining rainbow was a girl clad simply in white. | |
394 A smile crossed the mysterious thief’s lips as she crept ever closer, | |
395 being very careful not to make a noise. ‘It is beautiful, but not as | |
396 beautiful as Seira.’ To Meimi’s delight, Seira remained deep in | |
397 prayer as she approached. Being the daughter of a magician and a | |
398 thief, the auburn haired girl could appreciate the element of | |
399 surprise in things. Especially when it was offered so easily to her. | |
400 And what made a better surprise than surprising the one you love? | |
401 “Hello, Meimi-chan,” Seira called out, not bothering to open her | |
402 eyes. | |
403 Meimi stopped short, just a foot behind the kneeling Sister-in- | |
404 training. Unfortunately, she hadn’t remembered one of the most | |
405 important credos of any magician, things are not always as they seem. | |
406 “Seira... How did you know it was me?” | |
407 Performing the Sign of the Cross, the young nun rose, a smile on | |
408 her lips. “I always know when it’s you,” she stated simply. Truth be | |
409 told, she had been waiting for her friend’s arrival. She had known it | |
410 would only be a matter of time before Meimi came to see her. But as | |
411 always, Meimi’s presence sent her heart aflutter. It was so strange | |
412 for Seira when she would see Meimi at the church, her refuge, her | |
413 asylum. The church offered Seira the chance to commune with God, to | |
414 feel at peace with the world and it’s inhabitants. It was her most | |
415 treasured place. She could spend hours there, deep in prayer or | |
416 simply lost in thought. It was such a lovely place and it still held | |
417 the awe that had lured Seira to it as a very young child. It gave her | |
418 such a calm, safe feeling when she was there. Meimi, on the other | |
419 hand, gave Seira a very different feeling. Seira had been the auburn | |
420 haired girl’s best friend for quite some time, and in all that time | |
421 she had always found herself amazed by the athletic young magician. | |
422 There was something about Meimi that spun her around and left her | |
423 breathless. It was something she had struggled to understand while | |
424 their friendship grew. But even before she had requested Meimi to | |
425 grant people God’s protection as Saint Tail, she had known that she | |
426 was in love with the other girl. Watching the beautiful auburn haired | |
427 girl work her magic spun silk strands around Seira’s heart, holding | |
428 it captive. Having Meimi in her refuge, standing so nearby in this | |
429 have on God, it always left her feeling nearly overwhelmed. The best | |
430 of Heaven and of Earth. | |
431 Meimi sighed as she absentmindedly played with the cross hanging | |
432 from Seira’s neck. “I guess so. But doesn’t it defeat the purpose of | |
433 me being a ‘mysterious thief’?” That was one thing that always caught | |
434 Meimi off guard, the fact that Seira always seemed to see right | |
435 through her. She couldn’t pull anything over on the dark haired girl. | |
436 For a girl that didn’t know anything about the latest hit songs or | |
437 fashions (unless she needed to find out about them), there wasn’t a | |
438 thing about Meimi that she didn’t know. Meimi’s eyes slowly trailed | |
439 up from the cross to Seira’s slate gray eyes. The auburn haired girl | |
440 smiled as the Sister-in-training watched her. | |
441 “I must know all of your tricks, then, Meimi-chan.” Giggling, Seira | |
442 wrapped her arms around the slightly taller girl’s neck. She couldn’t | |
443 remember the last time she had felt so lighthearted, so free. ‘And He | |
444 will lift me up on eagle’s wings…’ Her nose rested against Meimi’s as | |
445 she looked into beautiful blue eyes. There was more magic in those | |
446 shining eyes than there were in all of the magic Meimi performed as | |
447 Saint Tail. After all, that was just smoke and mirrors. But the | |
448 beautiful sparkle in her eyes was a gift from God, a true miracle. | |
449 And one that Seira couldn’t help but love dearly. “You should wear | |
450 your glasses more often. You look so cute in them,” Seira suggested | |
451 after a moment. | |
452 Blushing faintly, Meimi closed her eyes. “You really do know all my | |
453 secrets. But I hate wearing those things. I don’t even wear those in | |
454 class anymore. They looked so stupid.” While Meimi wasn’t exactly | |
455 vain, she did know that many of her classmates thought she was | |
456 pretty. She hadn’t been very happy about needing to get glasses when | |
457 she had found out she was farsighted because she felt it made her | |
458 look boring. She didn’t like having the glasses in her way. So she | |
459 hadn’t worn them very often since getting them. Seira was one of the | |
460 few people who even knew she had them. | |
461 “I still think you looked very pretty in them,” Seira insisted, | |
462 trying to envision how Meimi would look in her glasses at the moment. | |
463 The last time she had seen the auburn haired girl wear them had been | |
464 over a year before. “Besides, you think very highly of your father | |
465 and he wears glasses,” she pointed out. A smile crossed her lips when | |
466 she saw Meimi waver. She knew that it would make Meimi rethink it. He | |
467 was why the other girl had gotten into magic in the first place, | |
468 after all. | |
469 “I hadn’t thought about that,” Meimi admitted, relenting. “Maybe | |
470 I’ll wear them sometime soon, if you think I should.” Seeing Seira | |
471 nod in agreement, Meimi smiled. If Seira thought she looked cute in | |
472 her glasses, she suddenly didn’t have a very good reason not to wear | |
473 them anymore. It was nice knowing that the perceptive Sister-in- | |
474 training found her pretty. What Seira thought was much more important | |
475 than what anyone else thought. So when she heard such things from the | |
476 dark haired girl, it always stayed with her. Perhaps it was because | |
477 she knew that Seira wouldn’t lie to her, that when Seira said these | |
478 things she meant it wholeheartedly. Or maybe it was as simple as | |
479 those sorts of things sounding so much better coming from the person | |
480 who loved you. Whatever the case, Meimi took it to heart. “If you | |
481 know all of my tricks and secrets, then you should be my assistant, | |
482 Seira. Every good magician has an assistant.” | |
483 Giggling, Seira shook her head. “I’m really not sure if I’d make a | |
484 very good assistant. They’re only there to distract the audience. | |
485 You’re too good a magician to need anything like that. I don’t think | |
486 I’m dazzling enough to make a decent assistant.” Though the proposal | |
487 certainly had its appeal, Seira couldn’t imagine being on stage while | |
488 Meimi performed her magic. Especially in whatever skimpy outfit being | |
489 a magician’s assistant usually meant having to wear. She was much | |
490 more of a behind the scenes player in such things. Just as she had | |
491 always been throughout Saint Tail’s career. She would provide the | |
492 information and whatever help she could. Meimi was much better suited | |
493 to the spotlight. | |
494 “Oh, that’s not true. You’d make a gorgeous assistant. You’d just | |
495 need a flashier outfit, like my Saint Tail one. Something cute and | |
496 lacy. Then we could go on stage together.” Though Meimi was only half- | |
497 serious, she could feel her heart beating rapidly in her chest. If | |
498 only Seira would agree, then everything would work out. It would be | |
499 the perfect way of keeping the dark haired girl from leaving to | |
500 become a nun. They could be a team, just as they were now. They could | |
501 stay together, forever. Meimi tried to force the thought away, but it | |
502 was like trying to push a freight train. Seira would be leaving very | |
503 soon. There was a chance that she may never see the young Sister-in- | |
504 training again. Even if they did meet again, Seira would be a full | |
505 fledged nun by then. Their relationship would have to come to an end, | |
506 their friendship all that remained. Meimi didn’t know if she could | |
507 take that. It wasn’t just life without Seira anymore. It was life | |
508 without the love that she now found herself needing more than the air | |
509 she breathed. | |
510 “And usurp you while you wear that cute tuxedo on stage? I could | |
511 never do that, Meimi-chan.” Seira smiled brightly, happy to have | |
512 Meimi so near. She could feel Meimi’s hands slip around her waist, | |
513 anxiously pulling her closer. Seira relaxed against the slightly | |
514 taller girl, her worries far behind her. Because above all else, | |
515 Seira had faith that things would turn out for the best. She had | |
516 faith in God above. She would follow his will wherever it led her. | |
517 And she had faith in a girl named Meimi Haneoka. She knew that | |
518 somehow everything would work out. Her heart fluttered delicately, | |
519 like a cherry blossom in a gentle breeze. This was perfect. Her | |
520 fingers interlocked behind Meimi’s neck, covered by the other girl’s | |
521 beautiful auburn hair. She was very thankful for her blessings, | |
522 indeed. | |
523 Meimi, being the overemotional girl she was, felt her own heart | |
524 pounding in her chest. She wanted to hold onto the moment, steal it | |
525 away and hide it forever in a locket. The pretty young Sister-in- | |
526 training in her arms was held close to her beating heart, sending | |
527 tremors through her soul. Seira was so sweet, so gentle. Sometimes | |
528 Meimi wondered why it had taken her so long to start dating Seira. At | |
529 other times she was completely surprised to find herself so enamored | |
530 with this loving spirit. At times like that, she was unsure of how | |
531 she had ended up in such a strange predicament, but incredibly | |
532 grateful she had ended up there nonetheless. Right now she found | |
533 herself simply caught up in the beat of Seira’s heart against her | |
534 own. So calm, so reassuring. All the while, Meimi’s own heart played | |
535 a staccato beat inside of her. In many ways, it was just like the two | |
536 girls. Very little could bother Seira while Meimi found herself | |
537 reacting heavily to everything that she stumbled across. Meimi | |
538 watched as the dark haired girl closed her eyes, content to listen to | |
539 the musical harmony of their joined hearts. But that just made the | |
540 young magician’s heart beat that much faster, a hand going up to | |
541 trail along Seira’s soft cheek. She smiled when she saw Seira’s eyes | |
542 flutter open, dark lashes batting as gray eyes looked back into her | |
543 own. ‘Kiss her,’ she heard echoing through her thoughts. Without | |
544 another thought, she obeyed, kissing her pretty best friend. It was | |
545 what she wanted, after all. What she had wanted to do when she was | |
546 first sneaking up behind Seira. Just a simple kiss. Her lips pressed | |
547 lightly against Seira’s, startling the young almost-nun at first. | |
548 Meimi kissed the other girl harder, pouring out the flurry of | |
549 emotions struggling through her heart as their lips met. As Meimi | |
550 often did when they kissed, she marveled at how soft Seira’s lips | |
551 felt against her own, at how warm the kiss felt, at how delicious it | |
552 tasted, at how Seira seemed to melt into her. It all swept her up | |
553 like a tornado, whipping around her fiercely as she and Seira waited | |
554 in the eye of the storm. | |
555 Thoughts were only dimly functional in Seira’s mind. They fought | |
556 through her head with the same strength of whispers. There was a | |
557 bright light, shimmering and all encompassing that held Seira’s soul | |
558 up high. And there were warm, persistent lips that were rarely away | |
559 from her own for more than a fraction of a second. She shifted | |
560 against Meimi, unsure of her own strength to stand. She felt like | |
561 light was pouring through her whole body, her lips drawn again and | |
562 again to Meimi’s as if they were magnetized. She could feel soft hair | |
563 under her fingers as Meimi’s own fingers cupped her cheek. She felt | |
564 deliciously lightheaded, as if nothing mattered in the world. ‘Thank | |
565 you, Lord, for letting me meet her,’ she silently prayed as she felt | |
566 Meimi kiss her again. Her lips parted for the mysterious thief when | |
567 they met again, an acute thrill rippling through Seira’s normally | |
568 placid world like a stone skipping over a pond. If there was one | |
569 guilty pleasure that Seira had to admit to, it was that Meimi was an | |
570 excellent kisser. It was Meimi’s kisses that kept Seira up at night, | |
571 dreaming about one more soul stirring kiss. | |
572 When the two finally pulled apart, the Sister-in-training placed a | |
573 finger on Meimi’s nose, holding her at bay. “Meimi-chan... We | |
574 probably shouldn’t be doing that in here.” | |
575 “Do you really think He’d mind?” Meimi asked, her arms | |
576 outstretched. The problems with dating a girl who was raised by nuns, | |
577 she conceded. But she wouldn’t trade those problems for anything. | |
578 Seira smiled at Meimi’s question, shaking her head. Taking the | |
579 auburn haired girl’s hand, she led her outside to the garden. “It’s | |
580 not Him that I’m worried about. It’s Sister Abbess who would most | |
581 likely have a problem with it. I’d rather spare her the sight of your | |
582 world famous kisses.” | |
583 Meimi stuck her tongue out, sitting alongside Seira on one of the | |
584 garden’s benches. “They can’t be world famous if you’re the only one | |
585 who knows about them.” | |
586 With a giggle, Seira nodded. “Good, then let’s keep it that way. | |
587 I’d rather be the only one to know about them. I’m sure Sister Abbess | |
588 would be much happier that way, too.” | |
589 Meimi couldn’t help but smile at her dark haired friend’s sweet | |
590 presence. She couldn’t put her finger on anything specific. She just | |
591 felt so... in love. It was like a fireworks display in her heart, a | |
592 blinding display of pyrotechnics. “I love you, you know, Seira.” | |
593 Smiling, Seira nodded, kissing Meimi’s cheek. “I know. I love you, | |
594 too.” She watched the blue eyed girl for a long moment, simply gazing | |
595 at her lovely features. She couldn’t think of anything prettier in | |
596 the garden. After a moment, Meimi yawned, a hand going to her mouth. | |
597 “You didn’t sleep much last night?” Seira asked. Seeing Meimi nod, | |
598 the dark haired girl took Meimi’s head and rested it in her lap, | |
599 stroking her long, auburn hair back. | |
600 Meimi stifled another yawn and a protest. She was about to say that | |
601 it wasn’t too bad, but Seira’s lap felt so nice. And she had to admit | |
602 that it was better than sitting up. Seira’s gentle hands felt so nice | |
603 through her long hair, drifting through it ever so softly. Everything | |
604 began to grow blurry after a long, sweet moment. Meimi fought to keep | |
605 her eyes from closing, trying to focus on a tree across from them. “I | |
606 was working on a new magic trick. I thought it might come in handy if | |
607 Saint Tail needs to go help again sometime soon.” | |
608 Seira kept up her gentle brushing of Meimi’s hair, looking down at | |
609 her sleepy best friend. A smile lit up her face. The athletic girl | |
610 was so cute when she was tired. Maybe she put the other girl through | |
611 too many late nights as Saint Tail, but Meimi never complained about | |
612 it. “You were working on a new magic trick? That’s great. You can try | |
613 it out tonight.” She watched the other girl, waiting for a reaction. | |
614 Meimi seemed more intent on holding in another sigh for the time | |
615 being. | |
616 “Yeah? That should be...” Meimi trailed off, her mind finally | |
617 catching up. She sat up quickly, her long hair drifting in the wind | |
618 for a moment. Suddenly wide awake, Meimi turned to the Sister-in- | |
619 training. “Wait... Oh, no.” She shook her head. “I have tickets | |
620 tonight. We’re going to the Jun concert, remember? I bought those | |
621 tickets weeks ago. We have a date tonight. I don’t have time for | |
622 Saint Tail.” | |
623 Sweatdropping, Seira placed both of her hands in her lap. “I know. | |
624 But this girl really needs God’s protection. And Saint Tail is the | |
625 only one who can give it to her. I really wanted to go on our date | |
626 tonight, too, Meimi-chan. But I think it’s more important that you | |
627 help her.” Seira gave Meimi her best hopeful look, squeezing her | |
628 hands together tighter. The other girl tried not to meet her eyes, | |
629 but Seira kept up, her slate gray eyes following Meimi’s. | |
630 “But I had to wait in line for two hours for those tickets,” Meimi | |
631 whined, slumping back on the bench with her arms crossed. Staring up | |
632 at the treetops, she harumphed. “It was supposed to be a big night, | |
633 too. I was really looking forward to this.” She had gone on plenty of | |
634 dates with Seira in the time they had been together, but that didn’t | |
635 mean that she wanted to sacrifice her upcoming one for Saint Tail. | |
636 She could see a dove carrying off the tickets in her mind’s eye. | |
637 Seira’s hand rested on her own, trying to calm her. She sighed. | |
638 “I was looking forward to it, too. But I think this is more | |
639 important. Besides, I don’t think your two hours of waiting have to | |
640 go to waste. I know two people who would love to have those tickets.” | |
641 Seira smiled brightly, catching Meimi’s eye again. Taking Meimi’s | |
642 hand with both of her own, she held it to her heart. She had no idea | |
643 who Jun was other than she was some idol that Meimi liked to listen | |
644 to. So it didn’t bother her that she couldn’t see the girl sing. She | |
645 was disappointed that she couldn’t go out with Meimi that night, but | |
646 she believed that Saint Tail was needed. | |
647 “But that’s not fair! Why can’t we go on our date? Isn’t it time | |
648 for Saint Tail to have a break? I just want to be with you tonight,” | |
649 Meimi said at last, turning to meet Seira’s gaze. She squeezed | |
650 Seira’s hands, her own disappointment evident even in the face of | |
651 Seira’s optimistic smile. It had sounded like such a magical night. | |
652 Tickets for Jun’s new concert and Seira would be coming with her. It | |
653 would have been such a perfect date, being there together with Jun’s | |
654 love songs drawing them together. And it was one of their last | |
655 chances to be together. Meimi was all too aware that she was running | |
656 out of time with Seira. But even packing in as much time as she could | |
657 with the Sister-in-training, it never felt enough. There was always | |
658 that nagging feeling that it would all be coming to an end all too | |
659 soon. | |
660 “She’s very sick right now. She can’t go out much and she may be | |
661 with God very soon. I met her at the hospital when I went with one of | |
662 the other Sisters. She has a love letter at home, one that she wrote | |
663 a long time ago but never delivered. A beautiful pink letter with a | |
664 long ribbon on it. Her mother has it, along with the rest of her | |
665 things. She wants to give it to the person she likes, but she can’t | |
666 even get home to find it,” Seira explained, still holding onto | |
667 Meimi’s hand. “I told her she would surely have God’s protection.” | |
668 “Oh... I.. I didn’t know.” Meimi could only stare, her heart | |
669 dropping. That poor girl. The thought of her dying without even being | |
670 able to tell her love of her heart’s true feelings was horrible. What | |
671 if she hadn’t known of Seira’s feelings before she left for Rome? | |
672 That would have been unbearable. The pretty thief nodded solemnly, | |
673 her mind made up. “I’ll do it. Saint Tail will find the letter.” Her | |
674 heart melted when she saw the grateful smile that Seira flashed her, | |
675 along with a sweet kiss on the cheek. | |
676 “You have my gratitude as well as the Lord’s. And I’m sure Ryoko | |
677 and Kyoko will be very happy as well when they get the tickets.” | |
678 Seira couldn’t help but smile happily at her defeated friend. A date | |
679 would have been lovely, but somehow it seemed more fitting to spend | |
680 one of their last nights together helping others through Saint Tail. | |
681 “All right. But you have to wait for me at the church. I’m coming | |
682 right back after I’m done,” Meimi said stubbornly. | |
683 “But you need your sleep, Meimi-chan,” Seira argued. She could | |
684 still see the sleepiness in Meimi’s blue eyes, but the auburn haired | |
685 girl fought it off. She didn’t know if she should feel bad or happy | |
686 that she was the reason that Meimi was always sneaking off late at | |
687 night. She decided that it was probably a good thing, even if it did | |
688 leave poor Meimi sleep deprived. | |
689 “I don’t care. I need to see you more than I need to sleep. We can | |
690 talk in the garden or just sit in the church or whatever. I just want | |
691 to be with you tonight.” Meimi looked over at Seira determinedly. She | |
692 saw Seira nod in assent, and felt her heart relax. It wasn’t the big | |
693 date she had been planning, but at least it was something. | |
694 “I’d love that, Meimi-chan,” Seira replied, resting her head on | |
695 Meimi’s shoulder. Her gray eyes fluttered closed, her mind | |
696 concentrating on the girl next to her. If any of the nun’s saw them, | |
697 they probably wouldn’t think anything. But even that didn’t really | |
698 seem to matter. It was just enough that she was there with Meimi. | |
699 | |
700 ‘Now where could it be?’ Moving with the lithe ease of a trained | |
701 gymnast, Saint Tail made almost no sound as she slipped through an | |
702 upper window of a seemingly empty house. But appearances can be | |
703 deceiving. The woman of the house could be home or Asuka Jr. could be | |
704 waiting for her. Lurking in the shadows, the mysterious thief crept | |
705 silently forward. Her prize lay somewhere in the house, a pretty, | |
706 pink love letter. Meimi grinned to herself. She got to play Cupid for | |
707 once instead of just a thief. | |
708 Turning a doorknob ever so slowly, Meimi ducked into a small room. | |
709 ‘Just where Seira told me it would be,’ Meimi thought happily. The | |
710 room was small, but very cute. Stuffed animals lay on the bed atop a | |
711 large well used quilt. A small white desk took up the other corner of | |
712 the room, books and notes all over it. Meimi smiled to herself as she | |
713 looked about the room. Chisato, the girl that lived there must be | |
714 very sweet. She had to quell the thought when she remembered the girl | |
715 was in the hospital. The difference between the well lived in room | |
716 and the stuffy atmosphere of the hospital was tremendous. “Hopefully | |
717 she can come back home soon. And when she does, maybe she’ll have a | |
718 boyfriend waiting for her.” Smiling again, Meimi set her sights on | |
719 the desk. | |
720 Flipping through notebooks, Kaitou Saint Tail tried to uncover the | |
721 elusive love letter. She felt bad for snooping through the girl’s | |
722 private possessions, but she had no other way of finding the letter. | |
723 Besides, she was a thief after all, so this was her line of work. She | |
724 smiled at the small drawings in the notebooks, cute little pictures | |
725 of little animals and classmates with little captions around them. | |
726 ‘Poor Asami-chan doesn’t like tests,’ one read next to some Math | |
727 notes above a picture of a girl looking frantic. ‘Almost lunchtime!’ | |
728 another read with a girl staring anxiously at the clock. Saint Tail | |
729 continued to flip through the notebook, amused by the little | |
730 drawings. Her smile faded slowly as she found more and more of them | |
731 as the girl become bedridden. ‘Mama makes the best soup!’ was the | |
732 caption of one that showed her in bed with a big bowl. ‘I miss Asami- | |
733 chan...’ another read, showing her stuck in bed and gazing out the | |
734 window. The paper around the drawing was wrinkled as if teardrops had | |
735 fallen on it. | |
736 Shaking her head, Meimi put the notebook back down. She had to find | |
737 the love letter. That was her goal. Everything else could wait. She | |
738 had promised Seira that she would do this. A sigh escaped her as she | |
739 saw the clock. She was missing Jun’s first song. And she would | |
740 probably hear how wonderful it was the next day from Ryoko and Kyoko. | |
741 Turning her attention back to the task at hand, Meimi sifted | |
742 through several more folders and notebooks but to no avail. Her hands | |
743 traveled down the desk, searching through every drawer she came | |
744 across. Still nothing. The desk had been her obvious answer, but she | |
745 couldn’t find the love letter on it at all. Turning to check the | |
746 nightstand near the bed, Meimi stumbled over a wastebasket. Covering | |
747 her mouth, she cursed silently, hoping she hadn’t made too much | |
748 noise. Sighing after a moment of silence, Meimi pushed her pony tail | |
749 back. ‘Maybe I should wear my glasses more often after all. All this | |
750 running around in the dark can’t be good for my eyesight.’ Kneeling | |
751 down, the mysterious thief began to pick up the wastebasket. It had | |
752 been nearly overflowing with tissues. Well, the girl had been sick. | |
753 But they were all dark, stained. It took Meimi a moment to notice | |
754 that they were all bloody. Her heart rolled in her chest as she set | |
755 the basket aside. She couldn’t get distracted by these things. She | |
756 had to find the letter. | |
757 “Where is it?” Meimi asked in frustration. As if in answer, the | |
758 closet door opened. The auburn haired girl froze as a boy’s figure | |
759 stepped out. | |
760 “Looking for this?” Asuka Jr. asked, holding up the rectangular | |
761 envelope in his hand. He grinned to himself as he watched Saint Tail | |
762 motionless in the shadows. “I don’t know why you’re here to steal | |
763 some girl’s love letter, Saint Tail, but I’m not going to let you get | |
764 away with it. Tonight, you’re mine.” He watched her for a moment, but | |
765 she made no move to escape. He grinned in anticipation as he hurried | |
766 forward to claim his own prize. He reached out, grabbing hold of | |
767 Saint Tail’s arm with all the strength he could muster. “You’re not | |
768 going anywhere!” He hauled her closer, his heart pounding as his face | |
769 inched closer to her own. He was about to see who she was. He would | |
770 finally know who Saint Tail was. His heart felt like it would burst. | |
771 His head finally reached hers, his eyes straining in the darkness. To | |
772 his surprise, Saint Tail had no face. “Wha?!” The face was completely | |
773 blank, absolutely no features at all. She bobbed back and forth like | |
774 a balloon as he pulled back. Something behind him took the letter | |
775 right out of his hand in his state of surprise. “Huh? No!” | |
776 “Thank you! There’s someone who needs this love letter much more | |
777 than you. I hope you don’t mind. I have Cupid’s arrow to deliver.” | |
778 Leaping out of the way, Saint Tail waved to the young detective | |
779 before disappearing out the window. Landing on her feet, she | |
780 immediately broke into a run, sticking to the shadows. ‘Wow... It’s | |
781 like his spell’s been broken. I was always so eager to see if he’d | |
782 find out or not that I would freeze when he was about to find out. | |
783 But now that I’m dating Seira, it’s like it doesn’t matter. I’ll have | |
784 to thank her later.’ Smiling to herself, the mysterious thief made | |
785 her way to the hospital. | |
786 | |
787 Sneaking past the front desk, Saint Tail tried to determine where | |
788 Chisato’s room was. It was past visiting hours, but she thought that | |
789 a quick visit couldn’t hurt. Besides, she thought it would cheer the | |
790 sick girl up to know that her love letter had been retrieved and was | |
791 about to reach the hands of the one she loved. Maybe that would give | |
792 her the strength to get better. Meimi smiled at the thought. Before | |
793 she could go another step, she heard someone rush up to the desk. Her | |
794 ears perked up at the frantic tone of voice. | |
795 “I need to know where a girl named Chisato Hikari’s room is! I need | |
796 to stop Saint Tail!” | |
797 Meimi’s eyes went wide. It sounded like Asuka Jr. had ran all the | |
798 way to the hospital. He obviously didn’t feel like giving up easily | |
799 tonight. This would have to be a very short visit, then. Taking her | |
800 best guess, Saint Tail dashed down the mostly empty hallway, ducking | |
801 past a handful of nurses. A shout behind her told her that she had | |
802 been spotted by the persistent detective’s son. Whirling around, | |
803 Meimi brought her top hat about, doves flying out towards the | |
804 detective to distract him. ‘I have to tell her that her letter will | |
805 be delivered directly. That should perk her up. Even if Asuka Jr.’s | |
806 here, I can still do that. I’ll just make it quick.’ The birds did | |
807 their job distracting the young detective, giving Meimi the chance to | |
808 slip into Chisato’s hospital room. | |
809 Walking to the small bed, Meimi held up the pink love letter to | |
810 show to its owner. “Chisato-chan...” she whispered, stopping beside | |
811 the bed. “I have your love letter. Don’t worry. It will be in your | |
812 love’s hands before the nights over,” she whispered reassuringly. The | |
813 girl was deathly pale, her long hair disappearing behind her. Meimi | |
814 leaned closer, trying to get Chisato’s attention. “Chisato-chan...” | |
815 she whispered, a little louder this time. Still no response. But | |
816 there was a strange beeping in the room and a ruckus coming from the | |
817 hallway. “Chisato-chan?” The girl just lay there, silent and | |
818 unmoving. Meimi took a step back as the door burst open, doctors | |
819 rushing to the girl’s side. Her heart hung like a weight in her chest | |
820 as she watched them gather around the girl’s prone form. She shook | |
821 her head, her ponytail moving from side to side. “No..” she | |
822 whispered, realization hitting her. She felt like the floor had just | |
823 given way underneath her. Her legs didn’t respond to her mental | |
824 commands, collapsing underneath her. She could only watch as doctors | |
825 began to slow their hurried performance. It all felt so surreal, men | |
826 gathered around an unmoving child, intent upon one who is doing | |
827 nothing at all. | |
828 An unsteady hand helped Saint Tail back to her feet. Asuka Jr. | |
829 could only stare as the doctors continued swarming around the | |
830 unmoving girl. “What happened?” Asuka Jr. heard. The voice startled | |
831 him. It took him a moment before her remembered it was his own. It | |
832 sounded so distant, as if it had traveled to him through a body of | |
833 water. He had been so intent on catching Saint Tail, but now that | |
834 hardly seemed to matter. Was that the girl that Saint Tail was trying | |
835 to help in the bed, surrounded by an army of masked doctors? What a | |
836 frightening sight, all of these faceless people surrounding someone, | |
837 poking and prodding relentlessly. “What’s.. What’s going on?” Asuka | |
838 tried again, getting no more strength behind his voice. | |
839 For what felt like an eternity, both thief and detective stood and | |
840 watched, unable to do a thing. Their eternal struggle forgotten, they | |
841 stood together against the wall, too forlorn to offer anything but a | |
842 shoulder to lean on. During all this time, the letter remained in | |
843 Saint Tail’s hand, feeling like it held the weight of the world | |
844 within it, almost too heavy for her weak fingers. Slowly, a doctor | |
845 approached the two, pulling down her mask. “I’m sorry. She’s dead. We | |
846 did all we could, but it was too late. Her body just gave out. Were | |
847 you friends with the deceased?” | |
848 ‘With the deceased’ played again and again through Meimi’s | |
849 thoughts. This was a girl with hopes and dreams, fears and loves. | |
850 Meimi had only known her from the writings she had seen, the drawings | |
851 this girl had drawn with a hand that no longer moved. That she had | |
852 seen with eyes that could no longer see. No, Meimi had not been | |
853 friends with her, had not even known of her until earlier that day. | |
854 But this had been another girl, a beautiful, sweet girl. And now she | |
855 was dead. Meimi felt her heart seize in her chest. “I.. I just wanted | |
856 to help her..” she barely got out, the world around her blurring as | |
857 tears burned at her eyes. She couldn’t even see as the body was | |
858 wheeled out of the room. ‘I miss Asami-chan,’ Meimi heard in her | |
859 head, the image of the lonely girl looking out a window returning to | |
860 her. She closed her eyes tightly. “I.. I have to go..” She pulled | |
861 away, clutching the letter like a lifeline. She had to hurry. She | |
862 didn’t know why, only that she couldn’t waste a second. Perhaps it | |
863 was a way of escaping the tragedy of the moment. Perhaps it was a way | |
864 for her to busy herself with something else. Whatever the case, she | |
865 quickly turned to leave. | |
866 “Good luck,” Asuka Jr. called after her, his hands in his pockets. | |
867 He didn’t feel like following. He couldn’t bring himself to. Not | |
868 tonight. | |
869 | |
870 With trembling hands, Saint Tail slid open the window to another | |
871 bedroom a short time later. Slipping into the room, she held the love | |
872 letter to her chest. “Are you Asami-chan?” she heard herself asking | |
873 into the darkness, pointed towards the bed. “I have something for | |
874 you.” Her mind refused to deviate from her task. She was here to | |
875 deliver the letter. Deliver the letter. Deliver the letter. Deliver | |
876 the letter. Deliver the letter. Deliver the letter. Deliver the | |
877 letter. Deliver the letter. Deliver the letter. Deliver the letter. | |
878 Deliver the letter. Deliver the letter. Deliver the letter. Deliver | |
879 the letter. Deliver the letter. Deliver the letter. Deliver the | |
880 letter. Deliver the letter. Deliver the | |
881 The figure on the bed stirred, shifting sleepily before finally | |
882 sitting up. In the darkness, the half blanket shrouded figure looked | |
883 far too much like ancient depictions of death to Meimi. Shuddering | |
884 violently, the mysterious thief tried not to think at all. She | |
885 focused solely on her mission. This was what she had been meant to | |
886 do. She had to give the letter to this girl. “I’m Saint Tail. I have | |
887 a letter that belongs to you.” Her fingers shook as she held out the | |
888 letter. It slipped from her fingers, pinwheeling in the air before | |
889 flopping on the floor. Meimi reached for it, taking two tries to | |
890 finally clasp it in her gloved hand again. | |
891 The sleepy figure shook her head, trying to get her bearings. | |
892 “Saint Tail?” she asked curiously before yawning. Reaching forward, | |
893 she slowly took the pink love letter. Her mind was still half asleep. | |
894 “What’s this?” It took her a moment to see through the blurry haze of | |
895 sleep. She turned the letter over in her hand. A small drawing of a | |
896 lovestruck girl on the back brought a smile to her lips. “Chisato- | |
897 chan.” Her mind was still tired to make anything of the connection to | |
898 her friend. | |
899 “It’s for you. From her. Chisato-chan. She.. She wanted you to have | |
900 it..” Meimi got out weakly. “I.. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.” She could | |
901 feel her eyes tearing up again. She had to leave. And soon. | |
902 Asami shook her head, anxiety gripping her soul. Tearing open the | |
903 letter, she skimmed through the cutely decorated stationary. It was | |
904 obviously Chisato’s lovely handwriting, with her shy, delicate way of | |
905 speaking. She smiled as she read through it. Chisato must have sent | |
906 it sense she was stuck in the hospital. They hadn’t been able to talk | |
907 much because the hospital didn’t let visitors see her often. How | |
908 sweet of her. Halfway through, she finally understood. Her reading | |
909 quickened, her eyes tearing over the paper. “She.. loves me?” She | |
910 glanced up to the mysterious thief. To her surprise, Saint Tail | |
911 shrank back into the shadows, shaking her head continuously. “Chisato- | |
912 chan’s in love with me?” she asked again. She was overcome by shock. | |
913 Chisato had been her best friend for years now. She had always been | |
914 so sweet. It took her off guard that Chisato could be in love with | |
915 her. The other girl had always been so shy around her, blushing when | |
916 she would ask questions about love or relationships. She still didn’t | |
917 know how she felt about it. Flattered? Embarrassed? It was such a | |
918 beautiful, glowing letter. She held it close to her chest. She felt.. | |
919 happy. She smiled. Maybe.. Maybe she felt the same way. | |
920 “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry,” Meimi repeated, nearly at the window. | |
921 She could barely think, suddenly overcome by what had happened | |
922 earlier. She no longer had her mission to keep her from thinking | |
923 about it. It consumed her soul, dark tendrils holding her, sending | |
924 icy chills throughout her body. Her heart felt frozen. | |
925 “Sorry..? For what? What’s going on?” Asami slid off of her bed, | |
926 suddenly panicking. Was Saint Tail crying? Moonlight sparkled off of | |
927 her tears, little shooting stars slipping down her chin and falling | |
928 to the earth below. “What is it? What happened?” Asami demanded. | |
929 Saint Tail’s mouth opened and Asami’s world shattered as if it was | |
930 made of brittle glass. | |
931 | |
932 “It’s not fair! It isn’t fair at all!” Meimi sobbed, her head on | |
933 Seira’s lap sometime later. She had left Asami alone, leaving when | |
934 she had been unable to comfort her. The last she had seen of the | |
935 other girl had been her crying and broken in her room. Meimi had | |
936 hurried straight to Seira, the night taking it’s toll on the | |
937 mysterious thief. And there she found herself, crying into Seira’s | |
938 blue nightgown. | |
939 Seira gently stroked Meimi’s hair, unsure of what to say to soothe | |
940 the distraught thief. She could feel the warm tears against her legs, | |
941 seeping through the fabric of her nightgown. A chill went through her | |
942 as the night wind blew across the two girls, but somehow she doubted | |
943 it was the cause of her sudden chill. She swallowed painfully, | |
944 closing her eyes. “I should have explained. Sister Emari and I were | |
945 visiting the terminally ill patients. They knew she was going to die | |
946 soon. I just didn’t think it would be tonight. I’m so sorry, Meimi- | |
947 chan.” | |
948 “But why, Seira? Why?” Meimi asked, wiping her eyes on Seira’s | |
949 nightgown. “Why did He take her? She was a sweet girl, I could tell. | |
950 And.. and she was in love. Asami.. I think she loved her back. But | |
951 now she’ll never know. Now she’ll never be able to see.” Meimi shook | |
952 her head in frustration, tears sliding down her cheeks. | |
953 “I don’t think she would have told Asami-chan otherwise, Meimi- | |
954 chan. She was very shy. She didn’t know how to tell her friend. She | |
955 wrote that love letter before she got sick. She wasn’t going to give | |
956 it to her. But when she got sick, she thought it was her only | |
957 chance," Seira explained, her fingers brushing away some of Meimi’s | |
958 tears. | |
959 “Then I failed her. I didn’t get it to Asami-chan in time. If I | |
960 had, maybe they could have talked. Maybe they could have had some | |
961 time together.” Meimi shook her head, tears clinging to her | |
962 eyelashes. She felt so weak inside, so torn apart. Saint Tail always | |
963 brought people God’s protection. How could she have failed? It always | |
964 helped people, but this time she felt no joy in accomplishing her | |
965 task. | |
966 Seira gently held Meimi’s head in her lap, her gray eyes looking | |
967 deep into Meimi. “Meimi-chan, death is not failure. Death doesn’t | |
968 mean that you lost. Life is more than winning and losing. She may | |
969 have died, but that doesn’t mean her love died with her. It was only | |
970 sealed away in an envelope. You delivered it for her. She was too shy | |
971 to tell her True Love how she felt. You couldn’t have prevented her | |
972 death. It was God’s will that she return to Him now. But you did give | |
973 her love a last message. She’s free from her pain now. But you have | |
974 freed her from a regret that may have stayed with her soul. She has | |
975 finally been able to tell the girl she loves how she felt. I’m sure | |
976 she’s smiling up above, watching over Asami-chan. And now Asami-chan | |
977 knows. What she does with that knowledge is up to her. But if it | |
978 weren’t for you, she would never have known that Chisato-chan was in | |
979 love with her.” | |
980 Meimi sniffled, trying to meet Seira’s gaze. “But it’s still not | |
981 fair. I tried so hard, but I feel like it didn’t mean anything.” | |
982 “For Chisato-chan, it meant everything. She can rest peacefully now | |
983 thanks to you, Meimi-chan.” Seira bent over, kissing Meimi’s | |
984 forehead. “You did your best. That’s all anyone could ever ask of | |
985 you.” | |
986 “I know..” Meimi replied weakly, resting an arm across her face. “I | |
987 know.” | |
988 Seira sighed sadly, still stroking Meimi’s long hair. “Sometimes | |
989 it’s very hard to understand His plan, Meimi-chan. Sometimes it’s | |
990 easy to lose our way. But we have to have faith, even when we wonder | |
991 ‘why’. Sometimes ‘because’ is the only answer we can find. Life is | |
992 full of beauty and sadness. Even in the simplest, plainest things are | |
993 immeasurable beauty. And there can also be immeasurable pain. We have | |
994 to console each other while we’re on this earth. We have to help each | |
995 other. Even then, pain will still find us. But with pain and with | |
996 anguish, there is always hope. We have to nurture it like a tiny | |
997 flower, letting it bloom in all of us. Hope, love, dreams, these are | |
998 all parts of the same thing. There the gifts that He has given us. As | |
999 long as we have hope, despair can never ruin us. Never completely.” | |
1000 Seira placed another kiss on Meimi’s head. “I love you, Meimi-chan. I | |
1001 realize now that I would have made a huge mistake if I hadn’t told | |
1002 you.” | |
1003 “I love you, Seira..” Meimi got out quietly, her voice choking up. | |
1004 She closed her eyes, tears silently falling onto Seira’s lap. | |
1005 | |
1006 Meimi sighed as she slumped onto her bed, exhausted. A groan | |
1007 escaped her after a quick glance at the clock. Why did Saint Tail | |
1008 always have to work at night? It was too bad that being a mysterious | |
1009 thief wasn’t a valid excuse for staying up so late at night. And | |
1010 neither was spending the wee morning hours with a pretty Sister-in- | |
1011 training. Somehow she doubted the nuns at her school would accept | |
1012 either excuse. Yet she already knew that sleep would elude her. Her | |
1013 mind was still too focused on Seira, on the past few hours. On what | |
1014 little time they had left. That thought alone would keep sleep at bay | |
1015 for quite some time. The whole thing with Chisato had her even more | |
1016 concerned with losing Seira. Shifting uneasily in bed, the auburn | |
1017 haired girl found herself staring at the clock as minutes silently | |
1018 ticked away. Hopelessness surrounded her heart, thick and heavy. Each | |
1019 minute that ticked by signaled another moment that she could not | |
1020 reclaim, another instant with Seira that was forever, inexorably | |
1021 gone. | |
1022 Rolling onto her back, Meimi stared up at her roof, trying | |
1023 unsuccessfully to push away such troublesome thoughts. But she had | |
1024 never been good at such things. This would keep eating at her until | |
1025 it went away on its own or until she could resolve the situation. And | |
1026 there was nothing she could do about it. In less than a week, Seira | |
1027 would be gone. When next they met, the dark haired girl would be a | |
1028 full-fledged Sister. They would still be friends, of that Meimi was | |
1029 certain. They would forever be friends. But what of their courtship, | |
1030 which Meimi was starting to feel was going to be cut off all too | |
1031 briefly? That was something they would have to abandon once Seira | |
1032 became a nun. Seira would then be a woman of God, destined to a life | |
1033 of celibacy, married to the Church. Such childish things as their | |
1034 relationship would be nothing but memories. | |
1035 And where did that put Meimi? Would she eventually find some boy | |
1036 and get married? That didn’t sound right, to move on when Seira | |
1037 became a nun. But what else was she supposed to do? What did their | |
1038 relationship mean, anyway? ‘It means I love her,’ Meimi mentally | |
1039 answered, her hands behind her head. ‘And I would still love her, | |
1040 even if she does go off and becomes Sister Seira.’ But could she | |
1041 really spend forever alone, as Seira was about to? That thought was | |
1042 too lonely to bear, chilling Meimi’s heart. So how, then, could Seira | |
1043 live with the thought? It would have to be a terribly lonely life, a | |
1044 life without the love Seira had held for so long. She could see Seira | |
1045 kneeling in prayer forever. Why would God want to deny one of his | |
1046 kindest, gentlest subjects the chance at love? It baffled Meimi. | |
1047 But then... Perhaps He didn’t. Meimi sat up suddenly, pacing the | |
1048 floor of her room, almost stumbling over her pet hedgehog, Ruby. | |
1049 Throughout the past few years, Saint Tail had been the one to grant | |
1050 God’s protection. All at the behest of Seira. She had always gone to | |
1051 help whoever Seira had asked her to. Who better to receive God’s | |
1052 protection from the mysterious thief Saint Tail than the girl who had | |
1053 brought it all about so selflessly to begin with? Who was more | |
1054 deserving than Seira? Yes, it made perfect sense. But how? | |
1055 Pausing for only a moment to pick up Ruby, Meimi resumed her | |
1056 pacing. What could Saint Tail do to prevent Seira from leaving? What | |
1057 was within her power to fix things for the young Sister-in-training? | |
1058 This was always Seira’s line of work. She was the one who came up | |
1059 with how to fix things for people. But this time Meimi was on her | |
1060 own. She thought frantically, not noticing the light starting to | |
1061 spill through her window. There had to be something, somehow. It | |
1062 wasn’t as if she could just steal Seira. Or could she? Lifting up | |
1063 Ruby, she smiled brightly at the cute hedgehog. “I can’t let Seira | |
1064 go. I won’t let her. I need her here, Ruby, with me. And I’ll make | |
1065 sure she’s happy. I’ll grant her God’s protection. This will be Saint | |
1066 Tail’s finest performance!” | |
1067 | |
1068 “Please guide me. Please help me find my path.” Dim light bathed | |
1069 the young nun as the sun struggled up into the sky. Dawn had only | |
1070 broken a short time before, but the dark haired girl had been there | |
1071 for much longer. She was alone in the large, empty church, hands | |
1072 clasped in prayer. Her simple white outfit shimmered in a myriad of | |
1073 colors as the sun played across the beautiful stained glass. Had | |
1074 anyone seen her, they might well have mistaken the girl for an angel | |
1075 sent from Heaven. To the Sisters who had raised her, she was a little | |
1076 angel, something that had brought joy and wonder to their lives. A | |
1077 little gift from God that had landed on their doorstep by a mother | |
1078 who could not take care of her. They had pulled together to raise | |
1079 this little orphan into the beautiful young lady she was today. Seira | |
1080 felt she owed it to these loving women who had brought her up for as | |
1081 long as she could remember. She wanted to dedicate her life to the | |
1082 God that she loved so dearly. This had been her destined path, her | |
1083 future for as long as she could remember. But now... | |
1084 Sighing, Seira’s head lowered. She was having trouble thinking. The | |
1085 church had always been such a tranquil place for her. But now her | |
1086 heart was being torn in two. She had been in love with Meimi for | |
1087 years, but had never thought she could actually be with Meimi. That | |
1088 was one of the reasons she had wanted to join the convent. It would | |
1089 be easier that way. If she could not be with the one she loved, then | |
1090 she would devote herself to the Lord. Now she had a taste of the love | |
1091 in her heart and it left her unsure of herself. She knew that her | |
1092 faith would not waver. She would always be devoted in her heart. But | |
1093 her path now seemed so uncertain. Her whole life had been leading up | |
1094 to her eventually becoming a nun. Seira didn’t know any other way. | |
1095 Everyone had expected her to become a nun. The Sisters at the school, | |
1096 the students, even Meimi and herself. | |
1097 But with Meimi in her life, she was suddenly left with a | |
1098 surprisingly different option. Her heart belonged to Meimi, of that | |
1099 she was certain. She could go and be with her, stay with her | |
1100 mysterious thief. She could give in to the yearnings of her heart. | |
1101 She could have one but not the other. Her dream since she had been a | |
1102 child, the life she had prepared for could be hers. Or she could have | |
1103 the girl of her dreams. Which would it be? Seira felt as if she were | |
1104 being tugged in all directions. Her heart felt empty, afraid. | |
1105 So she prayed. And prayed. Because if there was one thing this | |
1106 could not affect, it was her faith in God above. Her delicate hands | |
1107 still held together, she continued her prayer for guidance. “Please | |
1108 help me to understand. I will follow your will wherever it leads me.” | |
1109 She swallowed pack the pain of tears left unshed. “I love her so | |
1110 much. Thank you for placing her in my life. For giving us the time | |
1111 together that you have. I will always cherish that gift you have | |
1112 given me. But now I find myself at a crossroads and I don’t know | |
1113 which path to take. I want to dedicate myself to you, to live my life | |
1114 for you. But I can’t do that if I’m with Meimi. But I don’t want to | |
1115 leave Meimi, either. I’m lost, my Lord. Please help me to find my | |
1116 way,” she whispered, her eyes closed tightly. | |
1117 “Seira-chan, what are you doing up so early?” a voice asked from | |
1118 the back of the church. | |
1119 Seira crossed herself before turning to see who the voice belonged | |
1120 to. There was nothing she could do for now but wait and hope that | |
1121 her prayer would be answered. “Good morning, Sister Emari. I was just | |
1122 praying.” The dark haired girl smiled softly at the older woman as | |
1123 the Sister joined her in front of the altar. She hadn’t slept at all | |
1124 the night before, leaving her fuzzy and unfocused. Her mind was still | |
1125 jumbled, her heart heavy. But she would have to have faith that | |
1126 things would work out. Wherever God led her, she would follow. | |
1127 The older woman yawned tiredly as she reached the Sister in | |
1128 training, a hand covering her mouth. “And I thought I was an early | |
1129 riser. You must have a lot on your mind if you came to pray so | |
1130 early.” Pulling down her glasses, Sister Emari rubbed some of the | |
1131 sleep from her eyes. She smiled gently at the younger girl after | |
1132 replacing her glasses. Her smile faded as she saw the wet sheen over | |
1133 Seira’s gray eyes. “Is something troubling you, dear?” | |
1134 Picking up her bible, Seira averted her eyes, hugging the book | |
1135 tightly to her chest. The only sound in the large expanse of the | |
1136 church was Seira’s cross lightly sliding across the bible as she | |
1137 shifted. “I’m going away in less than a week,” the dark haired girl | |
1138 said at last, turning to look at the older woman. | |
1139 “Is that what you’re concerned about, Seira-chan? Dear, you | |
1140 shouldn’t worry about that. I know that you’ll make such a lovely | |
1141 nun. You’re kind and sweet and gentle. We’ll all miss you terribly, | |
1142 but when you return, you’ll be Sister Seira.” Sister Emari put a hand | |
1143 on Seira’s shoulder, smiling at the younger girl reassuringly. It | |
1144 didn’t seem to help Seira’s disposition any. The older Sister pushed | |
1145 her glasses back up. “That’s not it? What is it, Seira-chan?” The | |
1146 younger girl was practically a daughter to her and to the rest of the | |
1147 nuns at the school. It worried her to see Seira so troubled by | |
1148 something. Usually the younger girl was so bright and full of life. | |
1149 Now she seemed consumed by doubt. Could it be the upcoming trip to | |
1150 Rome itself? Seira had been so eager when they had first told her of | |
1151 it several months before. What could be bothering her about it now? | |
1152 For a moment, Sister Emari could see the small child that had been | |
1153 left at the church doorstep, the one that she had watched grow over | |
1154 the years. Like any mother, she couldn’t stand to see the younger | |
1155 girl in pain. None of the Sisters at the school could. Seira was | |
1156 their pride and joy. | |
1157 Seira hesitated for a moment, hugging her bible. What was she | |
1158 supposed to say? She always believed in doing what was right, what | |
1159 the Lord wanted, but she knew that sometimes you could bend things if | |
1160 it would help. Like having her best friend steal items to bring them | |
1161 back to those that needed them. Like lying about Ruby being a stuffed | |
1162 animal so Asuka Jr. wouldn’t catch on that Meimi was Saint Tail. But | |
1163 could she lie about this? About being in love with another girl? | |
1164 Whenever Seira would bend things, it was only to help others, never | |
1165 herself. Sighing inwardly, she could feel herself trembling as she | |
1166 lowered her gaze. “I don’t want to leave Meimi-chan,” she whispered. | |
1167 “Is that what this is all about? I’m sure you can come back and | |
1168 visit soon enough after you get settled. We’ll all want to see you | |
1169 again soon anyway. And I’m sure that the two of you could write each | |
1170 other.” Smiling warmly, Sister Emari tried to work out the soonest | |
1171 that Seira could return. She would miss the dark haired girl | |
1172 considerably, as she knew everyone else would. Maybe they could try | |
1173 to collect some money and fly her back for a visit sooner than they | |
1174 had originally planned. Anything to see their smiling little girl | |
1175 again. If only she would smile. Sister Emari frowned. Seira was | |
1176 usually so happy, always smiling or giggling. It was horrible to see | |
1177 the pretty younger girl robbed of her beautiful smile. Just as it | |
1178 would be sad when Seira left. The Sister-in-training really | |
1179 brightened the lives of the nuns. | |
1180 “I love her,” Seira said, looking down. She had never told any of | |
1181 the Sisters before of her feelings for Meimi. With the churches views | |
1182 on homosexuality, she had been too afraid to say anything. And it had | |
1183 been pointless to worry about it before. She would be joining the | |
1184 convent, away from the girl she loved. She wouldn’t be acting on her | |
1185 feelings, so it wasn’t a problem. It didn’t make her love Meimi any | |
1186 less, but it just hadn’t been important because there was no way she | |
1187 could be with the other girl. But now that was different. She was | |
1188 afraid of how the older women might react, afraid that she would let | |
1189 down these wonderful women who had raised her. | |
1190 “Oh...” Sister Emari cleared her throat, pushing up her glasses. | |
1191 The older Sister began to look around the large room, her eyes | |
1192 wandering. That had been... unexpected. Still, had she really | |
1193 expected Seira to grow up and never fall in love? Such a thing was | |
1194 preposterous. Of course their little Seira had fallen in love. But | |
1195 with Meimi? “You love Meimi?” Sister Emari repeated. Seeing Seira nod | |
1196 slowly, Emari sighed. She had heard correctly after all. “But she’s | |
1197 so... moody.” | |
1198 Seira giggled softly despite herself. “I’ve noticed. But it’s | |
1199 something I’ve always loved. She’s very emotional.” Releasing a sigh, | |
1200 she closed her eyes. Her heart was still entangled hopelessly in a | |
1201 web she couldn’t begin to untangle. But her mind understood the | |
1202 church doctrine well enough. If she was to remain celibate, then it | |
1203 didn’t matter if she had feelings for another woman. “I know where I | |
1204 belong, Sister Emari. I love her, but that just makes it even more | |
1205 important that I join the convent. I will be God’s servant.” She | |
1206 waited for the older woman’s agreement but when none came, her eyes | |
1207 fluttered open. Sister Emari had her arms crossed, her attention cast | |
1208 forward as if she were deep in thought. “Sister?” | |
1209 “Her name was Kasumi.” | |
1210 Blinking in confusion, Seira shook her head. “Whose name was Kasumi?” | |
1211 The older Sister smiled, her glasses glinting in the growing light. | |
1212 “Nothing. It was a long time ago. Seira, I’m not sure if your place | |
1213 is in the convent. You’ve always been God’s servant. You’ve always | |
1214 helped His people as best you could. And you aren’t a Sister yet. | |
1215 Even then, you’ve done wonderful things for people. I meant what I | |
1216 said earlier. You are kind and gentle and loving. But you don’t need | |
1217 to be a priest or a nun to follow the Lord’s path for you.” | |
1218 “I don’t think I understand, Sister Emari. Doesn’t all of this make | |
1219 it even clearer that I should become a nun? Doesn’t all of this make | |
1220 my path clear?” Seira asked, gray eyes meeting the Emari’s brown | |
1221 eyes. She had made her decision, but now it seemed that Sister Emari | |
1222 was telling her otherwise. Confusion rolled over her, tossing the | |
1223 young Sister-in-training about. | |
1224 “I can’t tell you what your path is, Seira-chan. Sometimes we have | |
1225 a hard time seeing it, but if we listen closely enough, we can | |
1226 understand in the end what we were put here for. You have done a | |
1227 wonderful job helping people even without being a nun. I don’t think | |
1228 being one would change you one bit. I do, on the other hand, think | |
1229 that the Lord would want you to be happy. He would want you to have | |
1230 joy in your life. And most of all, He would want to see your precious | |
1231 smile, just as He’s let us all see it as you grew up here.” Emari | |
1232 reached out and held the dark haired girl’s cheek. “You’re like a | |
1233 daughter to me, Seira-chan. To all of us. He would want you to be | |
1234 happy. We want you to be happy. We always thought you would grow up | |
1235 to become a nun because of how you are. But we don't expect it of | |
1236 you. Perhaps your path lies elsewhere. You’re one of the Lord’s most | |
1237 faithful servants. I can’t see Him wanting you to be lonely.” | |
1238 “I... Sister Emari...” Seira got out weakly, taken aback. She | |
1239 blinked weary, tear streaked eyes. Her tangled heart struggled | |
1240 against the confining webs, Sister Emari’s words coursing through her | |
1241 soul. Crying softly, she felt arms pull her closer, gentle hands | |
1242 stroking her back. Was Sister Emari right? Could she be with Meimi? | |
1243 But still, she felt the convent’s calling, could feel her life’s | |
1244 dream waiting for her. Her mind collapsed into confusion. Resting | |
1245 weakly against the older woman, Seira cried herself to sleep. | |
1246 | |
1247 “Saint Tail!!” Darting forward, Asuka Jr. snagged at thin air. | |
1248 Blinking confusedly, the boy barely had time to notice his | |
1249 surrounding before he tumbled to the floor. Grumbling, he sat up, | |
1250 throwing his blankets to the side. Just another dream. Sighing, the | |
1251 green haired boy walked barefoot across his tidy room. Some would | |
1252 call him obsessed with the mysterious thief, but he didn’t care what | |
1253 anyone else thought. Only one thing mattered to the young detective, | |
1254 and that was unmasking Saint Tail. One day he would. One day soon. He | |
1255 would catch her. He would be the one. Saint Tail had promised him | |
1256 that he would be the only one to catch her. She was his first thought | |
1257 upon waking and his last thought upon drifting off to sleep. She was, | |
1258 for all intents and purposes, his one driving goal in life. | |
1259 Stepping up to his window, Asuka Jr. drew the blinds. The dark | |
1260 haired boy winded as light poured into his room. Yawning, he turned | |
1261 away and began to get dressed. He hadn’t gotten much sleep the night | |
1262 before, having followed Saint Tail all the way to a hospital. He had | |
1263 almost caught her when doctors had run past, nearly knocking him | |
1264 over. They had run to the same room Saint Tail had been heading | |
1265 towards. | |
1266 Asuka Jr. closed his eyes tightly, trying to force out the thoughts | |
1267 that followed. But even as he tried to relegate them to the shadows | |
1268 of his mind, searchlights brought them out into the open. The girl | |
1269 had died. The girl that Saint Tail had been helping had been dead by | |
1270 the time the doctor’s reached her. Her body had finally given out, | |
1271 one of the doctors had told him. He and Saint Tail had been side by | |
1272 side as they heard the news. He could have caught her then and there. | |
1273 But he couldn’t. His heart hadn’t been in it. He saw them cart away | |
1274 the body of a pale girl and he suddenly hadn’t felt strong enough to | |
1275 stand, let alone to haul in Saint Tail. It was then that he learned | |
1276 that Saint Tail had been about to deliver a love letter from the now | |
1277 dead girl. It had been her final wish. So Asuka Jr. had let her go. | |
1278 How could he let the girl’s final wish go unfulfilled? At least this | |
1279 way, she wouldn’t regret never telling her love on the other side. | |
1280 They would know. But that thought sent a cold chill through him. How | |
1281 would he handle a letter confessing someone’s love for him only to | |
1282 discover they had already died? It was a painful situation, he knew. | |
1283 He was relieved that Saint Tail had been the one to give the letter | |
1284 and not himself. He didn’t know if he could do that. | |
1285 Trying to shake off the haunting feeling the thoughts gave him, | |
1286 Asuka Jr. turned to pick up his backpack. Something on the window | |
1287 caught his eye. Squinting, her walked closer to the plane of glass. | |
1288 “Traeh s’arieS retsiS rof emoc lliw I ,thginoT,” he managed to sound | |
1289 out. “What the hell?” Had Saint Tail suddenly started writing in | |
1290 code? Or was this some strange type of riddle? He shook his head, | |
1291 trying to decode the bizarre message. It finally hit him the third | |
1292 time through. She’d written it on his window from the outside. It was | |
1293 backwards. “Tonight, I will come for Sister Seira’s heart. Saint | |
1294 Tail.” He read it over again. What could she mean? He shook his head. | |
1295 It didn’t matter. He would find out tonight. Tonight, for sure! He | |
1296 would catch Saint Tail! | |
1297 | |
1298 The church was completely empty except for a lone girl. Seira sat | |
1299 quietly in a confessional, her heart struggling to understand where | |
1300 her place was, where she belonged. She couldn’t tell how long she had | |
1301 been there or even when she had first arrived. This was her usual | |
1302 spot, inside the church, waiting for those in need. But now she found | |
1303 herself in need. She could usually determine what needed to be done | |
1304 to help people, to fix their problems. But she found herself unable | |
1305 to come up with a solution to her own predicament. Her heart teetered | |
1306 back and forth on the edge, unsure of which choice to make. On one | |
1307 hand, she loved Meimi dearly. On the other, her life was one that was | |
1308 committed to God. It left her in a precarious predicament. | |
1309 A sound in the other side of the confessional dragged Seira out of | |
1310 her thoughts. She smiled softly as she looked over at the screen. | |
1311 This was something she could handle. It was so much easier helping | |
1312 others figure out what to do than trying to decide what to do on her | |
1313 own. She would be leaving in a few days, but maybe she could get | |
1314 Saint Tail to help a few last people before she left. Or she could at | |
1315 least help ease someone’s mind with whatever troubles they had. “Can | |
1316 I help you?” | |
1317 “I have a confession to make,” the voice said from the other side. | |
1318 It sounded strange, unfamiliar. “I’m in love with another girl. She’s | |
1319 all I think about anymore. She’s just perfect. She’s so sweet and | |
1320 caring. She would do anything for me. Even though I do some stupid | |
1321 things sometimes, she always helps me out of it. I can always come to | |
1322 her with my problems and she always listens to me, no matter what | |
1323 they are. She can get a little jealous sometimes and she can get me | |
1324 to do things without my even knowing she tricked me into it, but it | |
1325 all just makes me love her even more. She knows me better than anyone | |
1326 else could ever hope to.” | |
1327 Seira felt her heart pounding in her chest. Holding her hands in | |
1328 her lap, she tried to come up with a reply. “Are you worried that | |
1329 it’s a girl? It sounds like you’re very much in love. I don’t think | |
1330 the Lord would ever fault you for such a thing.” | |
1331 “I’m not worried about that. But I think she is. I think she’s been | |
1332 worried about that for some time.” | |
1333 “So she’s afraid that it’s wrong for her to be in love with another | |
1334 girl.” Seira sighed, bowing her head. “I know how that feels. But God | |
1335 loves all of his children. He isn’t an exclusive being, there only | |
1336 for some and not others. I don’t see how being in love can be a sin. | |
1337 He’s so loving. He wouldn’t be angry with you for being in love, no | |
1338 matter who you’re in love with.” | |
1339 “Really? I wish you could tell her that. I’m so scared that I’m | |
1340 going to lose her because of this. And I can’t lose her. I need her. | |
1341 More than anything. She makes my life complete. I’d be lost without | |
1342 her. She’s always been my guiding light. She’s the one that steers me | |
1343 in the right direction.” | |
1344 Standing up, Seira reached for the door. Something about this was | |
1345 just too strange. It sounded too familiar. The door opened and she | |
1346 stumbled into Saint Tail. The Sister-in-training’s arms flailed as | |
1347 she fell against the mysterious thief. Both girls tumbled to the | |
1348 floor in a heap. “Meimi-chan?” Seira looked up directly into auburn | |
1349 hair. She closed her eyes as it tickled her nose. | |
1350 “You weren’t supposed to come out yet,” Meimi explained, getting to | |
1351 her knees. She smiled at the dark haired girl. “It’s ventriloquism. | |
1352 I’ve been practicing. I knew it would come in handy one of these | |
1353 days.” | |
1354 “So you were waiting right outside? What in Heaven for?” Seira | |
1355 asked, blinking. She slowly gathered up her skirt underneath her, | |
1356 still kneeling herself. | |
1357 “For this.” Meimi cupped Seira’s chin, kissing her softly. The | |
1358 young nun froze as she kissed her warmly, gloved fingers stroking | |
1359 under her chin. Meimi held the kiss, drawing it out before finally | |
1360 pulling away. Seira was pleasantly dizzy when she was done. Meimi | |
1361 smiled and trailed up to Seira’s lips with her fingertip. “I love | |
1362 you, Seira. I need you.” | |
1363 Seira shook her head, slowly getting to her feet. “Meimi-chan.. You | |
1364 really shouldn’t do that in here.” She turned her back to the auburn | |
1365 haired girl, trying to quell her warring feelings. She held her hands | |
1366 to her chest, breathing slowly. | |
1367 “Why? You said yourself that He wouldn’t fault you for it,” Meimi | |
1368 argued. Still Seira looked uncertain. Meimi took her hands, looking | |
1369 the dark haired girl in the eye. “Please come with me. Just for now. | |
1370 I have to show you something. Ruby has something she wants to show | |
1371 you.” Her blue eyes pleaded with Seira until the young nun finally | |
1372 relented. She hurried outside, leading Seira into the darkening | |
1373 night. Stars already twinkled outside like lanterns in a long and | |
1374 dark sea. “Ruby!” Meimi called. The cute little hedgehog ran out from | |
1375 behind some bushes, leaping up into Meimi’s waiting hands. “I would | |
1376 have done this on my own, but Ruby wanted to come along,” Meimi | |
1377 explained. | |
1378 “Ruby’s always welcome to come along,” Seira said with a smile, | |
1379 petting the hedgehog in Saint Tail’s hands. Something glimmered in | |
1380 the moonlight, hanging from Ruby’s ribbon. Seira looked at it | |
1381 curiously, reaching out. She gently pulled it away from the ribbon, | |
1382 holding it up in the dim light. A small gold ring glimmered in her | |
1383 hand. Seira opened her mouth but nothing came out. She suddenly felt | |
1384 much dizzier than she had after the kiss. She was about to sit down, | |
1385 but Meimi took her hands, piercing blue eyes captivating her. She | |
1386 could only look back, ring still in hand. | |
1387 “It’s my mother’s engagement ring. She was actually really for this | |
1388 plan when I asked her if I could have it.” Meimi swallowed, licking | |
1389 her dry lips. She felt so anxious. She had never before thought of | |
1390 doing this, had never thought of how difficult it would be. But the | |
1391 thought of losing Seira spurred her on. This was what she wanted, to | |
1392 be with Seira forever. Standing there in her Saint Tail tuxedo, it | |
1393 seemed all too fitting. “Seira, will you marry me?” | |
1394 Seira stared back in stunned silence. A marriage proposal? Meimi | |
1395 was proposing to her? Her cheeks darkened as the thought made its way | |
1396 to her heart. “I.. Meimi-chan..” she got out, blushing. “But we | |
1397 can’t.” She tried to think, but her mind was paralyzed, trapped on | |
1398 the ring and Meimi’s blue orbs. | |
1399 “I know we can’t legally get married, but I want to marry you, | |
1400 Seira. I thought long and hard about this. This is what I want. I | |
1401 hope it’s what you want, too. I promise I’ll take care of you. I | |
1402 promise I’ll love you forever. I know we’ll have God’s protection on | |
1403 this. Just please say yes,” Meimi pleaded, her fingers entwining with | |
1404 Seira’s. Her heart hung above infinity as she awaited Seira’s reply, | |
1405 her eyes questing into Seira’s for an answer. | |
1406 “Saint Tail! You won’t get away this time!” Asuka Jr. yelled as he | |
1407 ran towards the two girls. | |
1408 Meimi smiled at Seira before taking a step back and turning to | |
1409 Asuka Jr. “Sometimes, a magician will reveal her tricks to the | |
1410 audience so they can see the illusion for what it is. I’ve played | |
1411 this game long enough. Thank you for playing it with me, Asuka Jr. I | |
1412 had fun. But I can’t play it anymore.” Reaching up, Meimi pulled out | |
1413 her ribbon, her long ponytail spilling behind her. She shook her | |
1414 head, her hair fluttering around her. | |
1415 “Haneoka-san?!” Asuka Jr. stared in amazement. “You.. You’re Saint | |
1416 Tail? But how?” For all of this time, there had been hints of Meimi | |
1417 in Saint Tail, but he had never been certain. There had always been | |
1418 that mystery. But now, the mystery of Saint Tail was laid out right | |
1419 in front of him. He could only watch, unsure of what to do. She was | |
1420 unmasked. What more could he do? | |
1421 Meimi turned back to Seira, and with a graceful step was right | |
1422 against her. Wrapping an arm around Seira’s waist, she held the young | |
1423 Sister-in-training tightly. Pulling up her top hat, she counted down. | |
1424 “One! Two! Three!” With an impressive burst, a group of colorful | |
1425 balloons lifted above them. Meimi grabbed the line as the lifted into | |
1426 the air, pulling Seira into the sky with her. | |
1427 Asuka Jr. watched the two girls float into the air for a long | |
1428 moment, watching until they were far out of sight. Collapsing | |
1429 backwards, he could only sit there, Saint Tail’s unmasking burned | |
1430 into his mind. It was over. The chase had finally ended. He had what | |
1431 he wanted. He knew who Saint Tail was. So why did he feel so empty? | |
1432 The mystery was gone, the one thing that had kept him on edge, eager | |
1433 to find it’s resolution. It really was like finding out how a magic | |
1434 trick worked. When you saw it again, the magic was gone. It was | |
1435 simply a gesture. Saint Tail was simply Haneoka. There was no magic | |
1436 behind it, no mystery anymore. He sighed. He didn’t bother looking | |
1437 when someone sat down next to him. | |
1438 “Well.. You know now.” Lina looked up into the heavens, following | |
1439 Asuka Jr.'s gaze. “Is it everything you had hoped for?” she asked, | |
1440 looking over to him. | |
1441 “The magic’s gone. She showed me how the magic works. It’s just.. | |
1442 gone.” Asuka Jr. shook his head, still in shock. “I don’t know where | |
1443 to go from here. I don’t know what to do. Saint Tail was everything. | |
1444 I finally caught her. I know who she is. Now what? The game’s over.” | |
1445 Lina nodded thoughtfully. She offered a small smile, catching Asuka | |
1446 Jr.’s eye. Resting a hand on his, she shrugged. “Real magic doesn’t | |
1447 work that way. Real magic doesn’t disappear when you find out what | |
1448 causes it.” | |
1449 Asuka Jr. sighed, looking down at Lina’s hand. “I guess you’re | |
1450 right. But what do I do now?” He looked up again, seeing Lina bathed | |
1451 in moonlight. He didn’t know why, but for the first time, he realized | |
1452 how pretty she was. | |
1453 “Keep looking. Saint Tail wasn’t the magic you were looking for. So | |
1454 keep looking until you find that magic. Until you find the real | |
1455 magic. Magic that won’t disappear when you understand it.” Lina | |
1456 smiled, taking his hand in her own. | |
1457 Asuka Jr. nodded, smiling faintly himself. “I’ll keep looking.” | |
1458 | |
1459 Up above, a young Sister-in-training and a mysterious thief floated | |
1460 through the air. Seira had been taken by surprise at first, too | |
1461 shocked to keep herself from being whisked away by Saint Tail. She | |
1462 had had the presence of mind to hold onto the engagement ring, | |
1463 luckily. The two hung above, suspended up in a beautiful star | |
1464 speckled heaven. Seira sighed, resting against Meimi as she held onto | |
1465 her. The two floated quietly for what felt like a beautiful taste of | |
1466 eternity. Seira could feel Meimi’s heart beating against her own, a | |
1467 thunderous beat against her own. Meimi was usually so much more | |
1468 confident as Saint Tail, but it seemed that even that confidence | |
1469 couldn’t shield her as she waited anxiously. “I’ll marry you, Meimi- | |
1470 chan,” Seira said at last, pulling back enough to look into Meimi’s | |
1471 gorgeous blue eyes. She smiled at the look of relief that washed over | |
1472 the auburn haired girl’s face. “It’s what I want, too.” | |
1473 Meimi smiled brightly holding Seira even tighter. The future | |
1474 suddenly wasn’t weighing upon her shoulders. Instead it made her feel | |
1475 lighter than air, drawing her above her worries. The future was no | |
1476 longer something to dread, but something to await with each passing | |
1477 breath. “Seira..” Meimi felt her heart float joyously like the | |
1478 balloons she was holding. “I love you, Seira,” Meimi whispered. | |
1479 Seira’s decision was finally made. She felt free, given the eagle’s | |
1480 wings she had sought for so long. Life was the most precious dream. | |
1481 She silently thanked the God that she had dedicated her life to for | |
1482 this beautiful moment, for letting her future lay with Meimi. That | |
1483 future lay before them, unwritten but full of glorious promise and | |
1484 wonder. And they would write their future hand in hand. “I love you, | |
1485 too, Meimi-chan,” Seira replied, her gray eyes sparkling. Leaning | |
1486 forward, she kissed the mysterious thief, her very own not-so- | |
1487 mysterious thief with all the love in her heart. With her hands | |
1488 behind Meimi’s waist, she slipped on the engagement ring, a thrill | |
1489 passing through her as the symbol of their union clasped her finger. | |
1490 And so they floated through the skies above, the silhouette of a | |
1491 thief and a nun kissing in the light of the moon. | |
1492 |