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rlm@0 1 Author’s notes: Hello minna-san! ^-^ This is the first story I’ve
rlm@0 2 written since I’ve moved. I’ve been having a hard time handling
rlm@0 3 things, so this has helped me to focus some of that energy. I wrote
rlm@0 4 most of this on three separate nights. It’s my second Saint Tail
rlm@0 5 story and hopefully it won’t be my last. ^-^ I would love to hear any
rlm@0 6 comments, so if you feel up to e-mailing, I would appreciate it. ^-^
rlm@0 7 This is an alternate end for Saint Tail, so I know it doesn’t fit
rlm@0 8 exactly with the end of the series. Oh, and Meimi originally had
rlm@0 9 glasses in the manga. Megumi Tachikawa said that she was farsighted
rlm@0 10 and only used them for school but she stopped drawing Meimi in them
rlm@0 11 because she didn’t have her in class much. I thought this was cute,
rlm@0 12 so I wanted to add it. ^-^ Anyway, thank you so much for reading! ^-^
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rlm@0 16 Can’t Say Goodbye to Yesterday
rlm@0 17 by Amazoness Duo
rlm@0 18 amazonessduo@hotmail.com
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rlm@0 21 ‘The church is really beautiful,’ Meimi thought to herself as the
rlm@0 22 large structure came into view. A small smile crossed her lips as she
rlm@0 23 hugged her sweater to herself. ‘I’ve been here hundreds of times, but
rlm@0 24 I never really noticed just how beautiful it really is. But Seira
rlm@0 25 always noticed. She spent even more time here than I did.’ With the
rlm@0 26 changing direction in her line of thought, the brunette’s smile
rlm@0 27 faded. Sighing, she paused in front of the large, ornate doors. Her
rlm@0 28 heart plummeted as her mind drifted back to a conversation she had
rlm@0 29 had with Seira earlier.
rlm@0 30 Meimi was now fifteen. Though not the best of students, with
rlm@0 31 Seira’s help, she had passed rather well through her high school
rlm@0 32 entrance exams. Finally having such a huge weight lifted from her
rlm@0 33 shoulders, Meimi had been exhilarated at the newfound freedom. But
rlm@0 34 her excitement was short-lived. When she had asked Seira about what
rlm@0 35 the Catholic high school was like that they would be going to, Seira
rlm@0 36 had told her she would find out for her. Then she had struck Meimi a
rlm@0 37 blow that she was still reeling from. Seira wouldn’t be joining her
rlm@0 38 at the high school. She was going to Rome with one of the older
rlm@0 39 Sisters, presumably to prepare for entering the convent in a few
rlm@0 40 years. Something that Meimi had thought was years away was now
rlm@0 41 painfully close.
rlm@0 42 There wasn’t a time that Meimi could remember not having her gentle
rlm@0 43 best friend near. Seira was always there to help her through things,
rlm@0 44 always there to listen to her heart. The Sister-in-training made a
rlm@0 45 wonderful listener and she had granted Meimi a wonderful confidante.
rlm@0 46 Seira had been willing to do anything for her, from pretending to be
rlm@0 47 Meimi to protect her identity to running around dressed like a snow
rlm@0 48 girl. She had always been infinitely loyal to Meimi, always ready to
rlm@0 49 help her. But now Meimi was facing the thought of losing Seira and it
rlm@0 50 drove splinters through her heart. ‘Why God? Why are you taking her
rlm@0 51 away from me? I know you need her. But so do I...’ Meimi prayed
rlm@0 52 silently. The thought of losing her best friend sent shivers through
rlm@0 53 her. It felt like a large piece of her life was about to fade away,
rlm@0 54 something more important than a limb. She could already feel that
rlm@0 55 something was missing even though Seira wouldn’t be leaving for at
rlm@0 56 least another month. But that month hung over Meimi like a death
rlm@0 57 shroud. Despite Seira’s warm smile when she had come to greet her at
rlm@0 58 lunch, Meimi had only barely suppressed tears before running away
rlm@0 59 from her friend. How was she supposed to pretend that nothing was
rlm@0 60 wrong when Seira would be leaving so soon? How could she live through
rlm@0 61 the month when Seira would be gone by its end?
rlm@0 62 So here she was. The brunette thief had called Seira shortly after
rlm@0 63 getting home. She needed to speak with Seira as quickly as possible.
rlm@0 64 She didn’t know how, but she had to find some way to convince Seira
rlm@0 65 to stay. There had to be something she could do. Maybe God wanted
rlm@0 66 Seira for whatever His plans may be. But if that was the case, the
rlm@0 67 Saint Tail would have to steal her away. She hoped He would
rlm@0 68 understand. He would have to. He had placed Seira in her life, after
rlm@0 69 all. He had to know how important she was to Meimi.
rlm@0 70 Steeling her resolve, Meimi entered the church. Her fists clenched
rlm@0 71 in determination, the brunette girl glanced about for the one
rlm@0 72 troubling her thoughts. Seira had insisted they meet on the church,
rlm@0 73 something that seemed only fitting after how often they had met
rlm@0 74 there. Trailing her fingers over the edges of the pews, Meimi made
rlm@0 75 her way towards the altar. “Forgive me, Lord, for I am without
rlm@0 76 deceit,” Meimi whispered to herself.
rlm@0 77 “I hope you aren’t planning on going out as Saint Tail tonight. I’m
rlm@0 78 afraid there’s nothing to steal.” Seira’s words brought Meimi’s
rlm@0 79 attention to her immediately. The young Sister-in-training smiled
rlm@0 80 sweetly, dressed in her all white habit. Standing up from the front
rlm@0 81 Pew, she rested her hands together in front of her. She had been
rlm@0 82 praying for hours, having come to the church as soon as school had
rlm@0 83 ended. One of the nuns had to come get her when Meimi had called for
rlm@0 84 her. She felt her heart swell to see the mysterious thief once more.
rlm@0 85 Despite her best efforts, Meimi was never far from her mind.
rlm@0 86 Spotting Seira near the front, Meimi offered a small smile of her
rlm@0 87 own. “Everyone always comes to you to pray when they need Saint
rlm@0 88 Tail’s help. But this time, I think Saint Tail is the one who needs
rlm@0 89 help.” Her smile faltered as Seira slowly eliminated the distance
rlm@0 90 between them. Her vision blurred as tears once again threatened to
rlm@0 91 ruin her composure. She averted her gaze quickly, hoping that her
rlm@0 92 friend wouldn’t notice.
rlm@0 93 “You’re always welcome in the Lord’s home, Meimi-chan. You know
rlm@0 94 that. Everyone can come pray here. Even Saint Tail.” Seira felt an
rlm@0 95 icy chill overtake her as she saw just how close to tears the
rlm@0 96 brunette thief was. She took Meimi’s hand and led the semi-startled
rlm@0 97 girl over to the pew near the front that she had been using. Sitting
rlm@0 98 down, she motioned for Meimi to join her. It hurt her to see Meimi in
rlm@0 99 such pain. Which is why she had put off telling her for so long. In
rlm@0 100 retrospect, she had to wonder if that had been a wise decision. Maybe
rlm@0 101 if Meimi had known longer, it wouldn’t hurt so much now. But that was
rlm@0 102 all in the past. All she could do for now was try to help as well as
rlm@0 103 she could. “What’s wrong, Meimi-chan?” she asked worriedly. She knew
rlm@0 104 the problem well enough. It had been troubling her for quite some
rlm@0 105 time. If only she knew how to solve in better.
rlm@0 106 Meimi took a deep breath, staring straight ahead. Why was this so
rlm@0 107 difficult? Because Seira had never been leaving before. This had
rlm@0 108 never been a problem for her. But now she felt off balance, unsure.
rlm@0 109 “Seira-chan... Are you sure this is what you want to do? Go into the
rlm@0 110 convent, I mean. Is that really what you want to do with your life?”
rlm@0 111 “Of course, I do, Meimi-chan. I can’t think of a better path in
rlm@0 112 this life than one that serves the Lord. And how better to repay the
rlm@0 113 nuns here? They raised me, a poor orphan girl left on their doorstep.
rlm@0 114 No one forced them to. No one made them. I want to repay them for
rlm@0 115 that. For all of the happiness in my life. I owe so much to them. I
rlm@0 116 believe it’s my path in life,” Seira explained, watching the
rlm@0 117 brunette. This was something that she had decided long ago, but never
rlm@0 118 before had she had to explain it to her best friend. Meimi had simply
rlm@0 119 accepted it before now. But now, Meimi appeared to be having her
rlm@0 120 doubts. Of course, Seira had other reasons as well, but ones that
rlm@0 121 were a little more difficult to go into.
rlm@0 122 “But...” Meimi began, her voice breaking. She took another breath
rlm@0 123 before continuing. “But what about falling in love? What about
rlm@0 124 finding your special someone, of spending your life forever with him?
rlm@0 125 I can’t imagine God denying you that.” She knew she was grasping at
rlm@0 126 straws now, but she had to try. She couldn’t imagine Seira alone
rlm@0 127 forever, never falling in love. Why would God wish such a lonely life
rlm@0 128 for his diligent servant? It didn’t make any sense. Seira deserved to
rlm@0 129 have that. And Meimi wanted her to stay, so they could find it
rlm@0 130 together.
rlm@0 131 Seira paused for a moment, studying the teary eyed thief. After a
rlm@0 132 long silence, she answered, looking to the altar. “I’ve already
rlm@0 133 fallen in love, Meimi-chan. I fell in love a long time ago. God
rlm@0 134 didn’t deny me that. And I’ll forever thank Him for allowing me to
rlm@0 135 fall in love with such a wonderful person. That’s one of the many
rlm@0 136 reasons why I want to repay him by becoming a Sister.”
rlm@0 137 Watching Seira quietly, Meimi was astounded by how radiant she
rlm@0 138 looked. Whether it was because she was speaking of God or the one she
rlm@0 139 loved, Meimi couldn’t tell for sure. Whatever the case, Seira was
rlm@0 140 practically glowing. It wasn’t fair. Seira deserved to be happy. To
rlm@0 141 be loved. To be nearby. Meimi had always thought it would be fine
rlm@0 142 when Seira one day became a Sister, thinking she would simply become
rlm@0 143 one nearby. In her mind, it didn’t feel like anything would change.
rlm@0 144 But now, it felt too horrible to think of Seira all alone and far
rlm@0 145 away. The thought that Seira was in love only made that worse.
rlm@0 146 “You’re in love? Seira-chan, you never told me. You’ve always been
rlm@0 147 there to listen to me, but I guess I wasn't very good at listening
rlm@0 148 when you needed me. I’m sorry.” Meimi hung her head guiltily. She was
rlm@0 149 usually so much better at handling things, even if she could have a
rlm@0 150 fiery temper, but at the moment she was completely lost. How often
rlm@0 151 had Seira been there for her? How often had Seira saved her in one
rlm@0 152 sense or another? Without magic and without athletics, Seira had
rlm@0 153 always been there to save Meimi when everything was out of control.
rlm@0 154 She would always think of something to help her, even when her secret
rlm@0 155 identity was at stake. Seira had been her guardian angel. No one knew
rlm@0 156 her better than the Sister-in-training. Seira didn’t know the newest
rlm@0 157 trends or the hottest bands, but she knew everything about Meimi
rlm@0 158 herself. Yet Meimi had failed her. She had had no idea of Seira’s own
rlm@0 159 love. A hand on her shoulder brought her back to the present. She
rlm@0 160 slowly looked up into Seira’s understanding blue-gray eyes.
rlm@0 161 “Meimi-chan, please don’t blame yourself. I never told you because
rlm@0 162 I didn’t want you to know. It wouldn’t change things right now even
rlm@0 163 if you did. I couldn’t get with this person no matter how much I
rlm@0 164 would want to. I’ve already decided what I’m going to do with my
rlm@0 165 life.”
rlm@0 166 “You didn’t want me to know? But why not? I’m your best friend. I
rlm@0 167 just thought there wasn’t anyone you liked.” Meimi’s mind started
rlm@0 168 sifting through everything, hoping for some clue to unravel Seira’s
rlm@0 169 love’s mystery identity. Part of her was hoping it would be the key
rlm@0 170 to keeping Seira from leaving. If she could only find out and somehow
rlm@0 171 fix things, then maybe Seira would change her mind. Determination
rlm@0 172 began to well up inside of her, burning throughout her body. Saint
rlm@0 173 Tail had helped countless people before. Now she would save the most
rlm@0 174 selfless and loving person she could think of. Somehow.
rlm@0 175 Unfortunately, whenever Saint Tail was off to solve things, Seira was
rlm@0 176 there to provide her with the information she needed to know. This
rlm@0 177 time she had no such luck. It left her wondering how she could manage
rlm@0 178 without her best friend. Would Seira leaving mean the end of Saint
rlm@0 179 Tail as well? She quickly shook off the thought. She couldn’t quit
rlm@0 180 being Saint Tail anymore than she could quit being Meimi. They were
rlm@0 181 like two different people, but they were both parts of her. ‘I can’t
rlm@0 182 do this without you,’ Meimi thought desperately. ‘But I have to try.’
rlm@0 183 Thinking quickly, her mind latched onto the first possibility. “Is it
rlm@0 184 Sawatari-kun? He does seem to like you. And he is pretty cool,” Meimi
rlm@0 185 conceded, watching Seira for any reaction. To her surprise, the young
rlm@0 186 Sister began to laugh. Meimi sweatdropped. “And you always laugh when
rlm@0 187 he hits on you.”
rlm@0 188 Giggling, Seira nodded, covering her mouth primly. “That’s because
rlm@0 189 it’s funny. I think it’s silly that he would go to the trouble.
rlm@0 190 Everyone knows I’m going to become a nun. Besides, I love someone
rlm@0 191 else. So I couldn’t fall for his ‘charms’ even if I wasn’t going to.”
rlm@0 192 Another giggle escaped the dark haired girl’s lips as she watched the
rlm@0 193 quizzical look that Meimi gave her. She had always been amused that
rlm@0 194 Sawatari would shower any attention on her. It was something that
rlm@0 195 other girls didn’t understand. They would all kill for his attention.
rlm@0 196 That he would choose her out of everyone couldn’t help but make her
rlm@0 197 laugh. She wouldn’t be getting with anyone anyway. There was only one
rlm@0 198 person that she would want at all and it certainly wasn’t him.
rlm@0 199 Meimi could only stare for a long moment, unsure of how to
rlm@0 200 continue. Well, it obviously wasn’t Sawatari. But who did that leave?
rlm@0 201 Seira was kind and sweet to everyone. But even then, there weren’t
rlm@0 202 any boys that stood out. Plenty came to her to pray and to confess
rlm@0 203 things, but none really knew her all that well. And Seira didn’t seem
rlm@0 204 to mind. There weren’t any boys that came to mind. Unless... Meimi’s
rlm@0 205 eyes went wide as a thought struck her. “It isn’t a boy, is it, Seira-
rlm@0 206 chan?” Her heart began to pound quicker in her chest as she waited
rlm@0 207 anxiously. Just how much had she missed about her best friend? How
rlm@0 208 much had she let go unnoticed? What if it was a girl? Who?
rlm@0 209 A look of surprise crossed Seira’s features for a moment. She
rlm@0 210 hadn’t quite expected Meimi to ask anything like that. The dark
rlm@0 211 haired girl had been inclined to leave it off with there simply being
rlm@0 212 someone she was in love with. But though Meimi could be... moody, she
rlm@0 213 certainly wasn’t naďve. Slowly, she found herself nodding. She
rlm@0 214 couldn’t bring herself to lie about it, especially to Meimi. “Hai,
rlm@0 215 it’s a girl,” Seira said quietly, almost reluctantly. She couldn’t
rlm@0 216 bring herself to meet Meimi’s questing gaze. Her cheeks darkened
rlm@0 217 slightly in embarrassment and frustration. What was she supposed to
rlm@0 218 say if Meimi asked her? What could she do? She didn’t have to tell
rlm@0 219 her who it was. She could refuse to answer. But after all they had
rlm@0 220 been through together, could she really do that to Meimi? Didn’t
rlm@0 221 Meimi deserve to know? She would be leaving soon enough anyway. It
rlm@0 222 wouldn’t be able to cause much harm.
rlm@0 223 “Is that why you’re leaving? Is that why you want to be a nun?”
rlm@0 224 Meimi asked quickly, staring intently at the white clad girl next to
rlm@0 225 her. Things slowly began to make more sense to the mysterious thief.
rlm@0 226 That was why Seira was never interested in any of the boys, why she
rlm@0 227 was never interested in dating. Seira had been raised by the Sisters,
rlm@0 228 so of course she didn’t think she could be with a girl. That was why
rlm@0 229 she was intent on becoming a nun, remaining celibate.
rlm@0 230 Seira shook her head, clasping her gloved hands in front of her.
rlm@0 231 Only her face was visible in the long white dress. “No, that’s not
rlm@0 232 it.” She paused to consider for a moment. “That’s not all of it, at
rlm@0 233 least. Like I said before, I want to for the Lord. I want to pay back
rlm@0 234 the Sisters who raised me. And yes, because I’m in love with another
rlm@0 235 girl. I can’t be with her. And I won’t love anyone else. Anyone
rlm@0 236 besides Him. So I’ll be His willing servant.” Falling in love with
rlm@0 237 Meimi had only fortified Seira’s decision to become a Sister. She had
rlm@0 238 tasted love in all of its bittersweet glory. She had that and always
rlm@0 239 would. But it only helped her to realize where her path in life lay.
rlm@0 240 She couldn’t be with Meimi. She understood that. So there was nothing
rlm@0 241 to keep her from a life devoted to God.
rlm@0 242 Meimi’s head spun, her only real argument, that of Seira falling in
rlm@0 243 love, having faltered. Her spirits dwindled as she thought of life
rlm@0 244 without her guardian angel, of a life apart from her best friend. No.
rlm@0 245 There had to be something she could do. This couldn’t be it. She was
rlm@0 246 Saint Tail. She could fix this. She always gave people their happy
rlm@0 247 ending. Why couldn’t she have hers? “But maybe she could likes you
rlm@0 248 to. Or maybe she would if she only knew. Seira-chan, it can’t be a
rlm@0 249 sin for you to fall in love.”
rlm@0 250 “And I don’t think it is. The Lord allowed me to fall in love with
rlm@0 251 a girl that fills my heart with joy. And I’m ever grateful for that.
rlm@0 252 But she’s out of my reach. Like a star in the sky, I can watch her
rlm@0 253 and love her, but I can’t have her no matter how my heart wishes
rlm@0 254 otherwise.” Seira smiled a little sadly at the brunette, suddenly
rlm@0 255 feeling very lonely in the large and empty church. Meimi was right
rlm@0 256 next to her, but it might as well have been thousands of miles away.
rlm@0 257 Like the face of God, some things were simply out of one’s reach. She
rlm@0 258 fought back the urge to cry herself. Swallowing back a lump in her
rlm@0 259 throat, she managed to hold the smile for a bit longer. Meimi was so
rlm@0 260 beautiful, so wonderful. If only love wasn’t such a double edged
rlm@0 261 sword. Her heart sang for the brunette, relishing in her company and
rlm@0 262 in the adoring thoughts she had of Meimi. But her heart also ached
rlm@0 263 terribly from the burden of that love. But she would suffer through
rlm@0 264 it as best she could. “Besides, you’re already in love with Asuka
rlm@0 265 Jr,” she finished.
rlm@0 266 “I am NOT in love with...” Meimi trailed off, Seira’s words ringing
rlm@0 267 in her ears. Her mouth opened and closed in a futile attempt to
rlm@0 268 continue. “Me?” she got out weakly, shock overtaking her. It felt
rlm@0 269 like an eternity before Seira replied with a small nod. Meimi
rlm@0 270 suddenly felt as if she were being tossed around on an unfriendly
rlm@0 271 sea, dipping below the treacherous waves that tried to drown her. How
rlm@0 272 could she be the one that Seira loved? How could she be the girl that
rlm@0 273 lay in Seira’s beautiful heart? But in many ways, it made sense.
rlm@0 274 Seira had always been willing to do anything for her, had always been
rlm@0 275 the there for her throughout it all. She had been the one to convince
rlm@0 276 Meimi to be Kaitou Saint Tail in the first place. She was the one who
rlm@0 277 was always seemed to matter the most to Seira, the one who Seira
rlm@0 278 always prayed for. Meimi clung to this newfound revelation as a life
rlm@0 279 raft, trying to stay afloat in her own sea of turmoil. “I’m not in
rlm@0 280 love with Asuka Jr.,” she stated again, more quietly this time. “I
rlm@0 281 hate him.” This was safer territory. She knew how to handle this.
rlm@0 282 They had spoken about it before. It was much easier for her to handle
rlm@0 283 than the uncharted territory of Seira’s feelings for her.
rlm@0 284 Seira contemplated Meimi’s words for a moment, a small smile on her
rlm@0 285 lips. “Sometimes I think that you and Saint Tail are two completely
rlm@0 286 different people. You hate Asuka Jr., but she loves him. Or maybe she
rlm@0 287 just loves the chase,” the Sister-in-training said thoughtfully. She
rlm@0 288 had said it. At last. She had finally told Meimi how she felt about
rlm@0 289 her, albeit in an indirect fashion. But at least she had. She had
rlm@0 290 almost decided against it when she had realized how soon she would be
rlm@0 291 leaving. But this was for the best. She wouldn’t have a chance to
rlm@0 292 ruin things. And at least Meimi would know before she left. Meimi
rlm@0 293 would understand how important she was to Seira.
rlm@0 294 “I don’t...” Meimi struggled for words, unsure of what to say. Her
rlm@0 295 mind swirled about in one direction and another. “He’s such an idiot.
rlm@0 296 When I’m Meimi, we argue a lot and he really gets on my nerves. But
rlm@0 297 when I’m Saint Tail, I can’t wait for him to catch me. I keep
rlm@0 298 wondering when it will be. It’s like this fascinating game. I love
rlm@0 299 how he pays so much attention to Saint Tail. She’s his singleminded
rlm@0 300 obsession. I like how that feels when I’m her,” Meimi conceded at
rlm@0 301 last. It wasn’t something she thought about often. It was more of a
rlm@0 302 feeling than anything else. But it was so different when she was
rlm@0 303 Meimi and when she was Saint Tail. How could she have such
rlm@0 304 conflicting emotions?
rlm@0 305 Nodding thoughtfully, Seira watched her friend. “That’s what I
rlm@0 306 thought. It does sound like you’re two different people. She thinks
rlm@0 307 one way and you think another. But I noticed that a long time ago.
rlm@0 308 She gives you a chance to be something different, to be something
rlm@0 309 special. She lets you get the spotlight. You’re more confident as
rlm@0 310 her, as well. And everyone else seemed to notice her, especially
rlm@0 311 Asuka Jr. But what no one else saw, what you didn’t see, was that
rlm@0 312 Meimi-chan is special. That she’s more amazing than a thousand Saint
rlm@0 313 Tails. Everyone loves a good mystery. But what happens when the
rlm@0 314 mystery is gone, when the riddle’s been solved? What more does it
rlm@0 315 hold? That’s why I always simply thought of Saint Tail as you. As
rlm@0 316 Meimi in a cute magician’s outfit. But everyone else, even you, think
rlm@0 317 of her as something completely different, as a mysterious puzzle.”
rlm@0 318 Seira smiled softly, tilting her head to the side as she studied
rlm@0 319 Meimi. Her heart felt warm and fuzzy, her love surrounding herself
rlm@0 320 like a blanket. “I always thought you were perfect the way you are
rlm@0 321 Meimi. You don’t need to be mysterious. You don’t need to be
rlm@0 322 something more than you are. It was always enough for you to be you.
rlm@0 323 At least, I thought so. I always thought it was strange how Asuka Jr.
rlm@0 324 could chase Saint Tail so passionately and yet be so cold to you.
rlm@0 325 You’re more amazing than Saint Tail could ever hope to be, Meimi-
rlm@0 326 chan.” It was nice to be able to tell Meimi these things, to be able
rlm@0 327 to say them out loud for once. It relaxed a burden on her soul. Yes,
rlm@0 328 she would be gone soon. But at least she would have no regrets. “I’ve
rlm@0 329 loved you for the longest time.”
rlm@0 330 Meimi blushed deeply as her own blue eyes met Seira’s. She was left
rlm@0 331 at a loss for what to say. She had to admit that it felt nice to know
rlm@0 332 that someone thought that way about her as Meimi, but Seira? It was
rlm@0 333 so bizarre. She wanted to say something, to make sense of the moment,
rlm@0 334 but coherent thought eluded her. No reply seemed adequate enough to
rlm@0 335 express her feelings. Words couldn’t begin to explain the swirl of
rlm@0 336 emotions that frenzied throughout her soul. The beautiful Sister-in-
rlm@0 337 training before her would soon be gone, leaving a void in her life
rlm@0 338 that she couldn’t replace. How was she supposed to go on without
rlm@0 339 Seira? How could she push forward without the dark haired girl’s ever-
rlm@0 340 present companionship and support? It would be like being lost in the
rlm@0 341 desert without any food or water. It would be like finding no shelter
rlm@0 342 in the midst of a storm. She would be lost without Seira’s inner
rlm@0 343 light to guide herself by. When the game was all over and done with,
rlm@0 344 what would become of Asuka Jr. and herself? He loved Saint Tail,
rlm@0 345 after all. And she loved the chase. What then? Could she even be
rlm@0 346 Saint Tail without Sister Seira to help her see things through? Would
rlm@0 347 it even be worth it? When all was said and done, it was Seira that
rlm@0 348 she needed, that Meimi needed. The game was wonderful, while it
rlm@0 349 lasted. But one day there would be no time for games. And she would
rlm@0 350 have to grow up. This wasn’t about Saint Tail, Meimi suddenly
rlm@0 351 realized. This was about herself. It didn’t matter what Saint Tail
rlm@0 352 thought or how she felt about whom. This was about Meimi and where
rlm@0 353 her own heart lay. But where exactly was that?
rlm@0 354 Seira stood up slowly, smoothing down her long white skirt. She
rlm@0 355 offered a weak smile to her friend. She still didn’t know what to
rlm@0 356 think about Meimi’s reaction. She tried to tell herself that it
rlm@0 357 didn’t matter, that she would be leaving soon anyway. But she wanted
rlm@0 358 Meimi to have good memories of her. She wanted Meimi to remember her
rlm@0 359 fondly, not with concern. “I have to get to sleep, Meimi-chan. You
rlm@0 360 probably should, too. Otherwise your parents might wonder why you’re
rlm@0 361 so sleepy tomorrow morning.” Her back was to Meimi now, her hands
rlm@0 362 once again clasped in front of her. ‘Please, Lord, please don’t let
rlm@0 363 me cry. Not now. Please let me last until she’s gone. Just until
rlm@0 364 then. Please...’ she prayed quietly. The dark haired girl had trouble
rlm@0 365 focussing, feeling the anguish in her heart cascading throughout her.
rlm@0 366 She didn’t want to leave Meimi, even if it was necessary. Her heart
rlm@0 367 couldn’t handle the strain.
rlm@0 368 Seira was a good girl. She never lied, cheated, or stole from
rlm@0 369 anyone. Sometimes she would bend things, but only if she believed
rlm@0 370 they were for the best, for God. She didn’t get into trouble and
rlm@0 371 helped whoever she could. Yet this Sister-in-training had fallen in
rlm@0 372 love with a thief. Love was cruel, the sweetest torture that God
rlm@0 373 could ever have conjured up. And it was one that left Seira weak and
rlm@0 374 confused.
rlm@0 375 Hands slowly turned Seira around from where she stood. The dark
rlm@0 376 haired girl was too weak to stop it and too lost in thought to have
rlm@0 377 seen it coming. Her clasped hands were soon taken by Meimi’s. She
rlm@0 378 looked at Meimi silently for a long moment. Meimi slowly brushed her
rlm@0 379 tears away with her fingertips. The two simply stood in an odd moment
rlm@0 380 of tranquility. And then, the mysterious thief stole a kiss. It took
rlm@0 381 Seira by surprise, her heart both unsure and enraptured at the same
rlm@0 382 time. She could feel Meimi’s deliciously soft lips against her own,
rlm@0 383 leaving her breathless with a soft and intoxicating kiss. Seira could
rlm@0 384 only watch for a moment in silence. She wanted to thank Meimi, to ask
rlm@0 385 her why, to kiss her again, to do anything at all. But all she could
rlm@0 386 do was cry. Meimi held onto her as Seira collapsed to her knees. The
rlm@0 387 mysterious thief held her close as she cried. Seira could only lay
rlm@0 388 against Meimi, her heart torn apart, sobbing.
rlm@0 389
rlm@0 390 ‘The church is really beautiful,’ Meimi thought to herself as she
rlm@0 391 entered the silent building. Sunlight spilled through stained glass,
rlm@0 392 painting the ground near the altar in a torrent of colors. Kneeling
rlm@0 393 in the midst of this shining rainbow was a girl clad simply in white.
rlm@0 394 A smile crossed the mysterious thief’s lips as she crept ever closer,
rlm@0 395 being very careful not to make a noise. ‘It is beautiful, but not as
rlm@0 396 beautiful as Seira.’ To Meimi’s delight, Seira remained deep in
rlm@0 397 prayer as she approached. Being the daughter of a magician and a
rlm@0 398 thief, the auburn haired girl could appreciate the element of
rlm@0 399 surprise in things. Especially when it was offered so easily to her.
rlm@0 400 And what made a better surprise than surprising the one you love?
rlm@0 401 “Hello, Meimi-chan,” Seira called out, not bothering to open her
rlm@0 402 eyes.
rlm@0 403 Meimi stopped short, just a foot behind the kneeling Sister-in-
rlm@0 404 training. Unfortunately, she hadn’t remembered one of the most
rlm@0 405 important credos of any magician, things are not always as they seem.
rlm@0 406 “Seira... How did you know it was me?”
rlm@0 407 Performing the Sign of the Cross, the young nun rose, a smile on
rlm@0 408 her lips. “I always know when it’s you,” she stated simply. Truth be
rlm@0 409 told, she had been waiting for her friend’s arrival. She had known it
rlm@0 410 would only be a matter of time before Meimi came to see her. But as
rlm@0 411 always, Meimi’s presence sent her heart aflutter. It was so strange
rlm@0 412 for Seira when she would see Meimi at the church, her refuge, her
rlm@0 413 asylum. The church offered Seira the chance to commune with God, to
rlm@0 414 feel at peace with the world and it’s inhabitants. It was her most
rlm@0 415 treasured place. She could spend hours there, deep in prayer or
rlm@0 416 simply lost in thought. It was such a lovely place and it still held
rlm@0 417 the awe that had lured Seira to it as a very young child. It gave her
rlm@0 418 such a calm, safe feeling when she was there. Meimi, on the other
rlm@0 419 hand, gave Seira a very different feeling. Seira had been the auburn
rlm@0 420 haired girl’s best friend for quite some time, and in all that time
rlm@0 421 she had always found herself amazed by the athletic young magician.
rlm@0 422 There was something about Meimi that spun her around and left her
rlm@0 423 breathless. It was something she had struggled to understand while
rlm@0 424 their friendship grew. But even before she had requested Meimi to
rlm@0 425 grant people God’s protection as Saint Tail, she had known that she
rlm@0 426 was in love with the other girl. Watching the beautiful auburn haired
rlm@0 427 girl work her magic spun silk strands around Seira’s heart, holding
rlm@0 428 it captive. Having Meimi in her refuge, standing so nearby in this
rlm@0 429 have on God, it always left her feeling nearly overwhelmed. The best
rlm@0 430 of Heaven and of Earth.
rlm@0 431 Meimi sighed as she absentmindedly played with the cross hanging
rlm@0 432 from Seira’s neck. “I guess so. But doesn’t it defeat the purpose of
rlm@0 433 me being a ‘mysterious thief’?” That was one thing that always caught
rlm@0 434 Meimi off guard, the fact that Seira always seemed to see right
rlm@0 435 through her. She couldn’t pull anything over on the dark haired girl.
rlm@0 436 For a girl that didn’t know anything about the latest hit songs or
rlm@0 437 fashions (unless she needed to find out about them), there wasn’t a
rlm@0 438 thing about Meimi that she didn’t know. Meimi’s eyes slowly trailed
rlm@0 439 up from the cross to Seira’s slate gray eyes. The auburn haired girl
rlm@0 440 smiled as the Sister-in-training watched her.
rlm@0 441 “I must know all of your tricks, then, Meimi-chan.” Giggling, Seira
rlm@0 442 wrapped her arms around the slightly taller girl’s neck. She couldn’t
rlm@0 443 remember the last time she had felt so lighthearted, so free. ‘And He
rlm@0 444 will lift me up on eagle’s wings…’ Her nose rested against Meimi’s as
rlm@0 445 she looked into beautiful blue eyes. There was more magic in those
rlm@0 446 shining eyes than there were in all of the magic Meimi performed as
rlm@0 447 Saint Tail. After all, that was just smoke and mirrors. But the
rlm@0 448 beautiful sparkle in her eyes was a gift from God, a true miracle.
rlm@0 449 And one that Seira couldn’t help but love dearly. “You should wear
rlm@0 450 your glasses more often. You look so cute in them,” Seira suggested
rlm@0 451 after a moment.
rlm@0 452 Blushing faintly, Meimi closed her eyes. “You really do know all my
rlm@0 453 secrets. But I hate wearing those things. I don’t even wear those in
rlm@0 454 class anymore. They looked so stupid.” While Meimi wasn’t exactly
rlm@0 455 vain, she did know that many of her classmates thought she was
rlm@0 456 pretty. She hadn’t been very happy about needing to get glasses when
rlm@0 457 she had found out she was farsighted because she felt it made her
rlm@0 458 look boring. She didn’t like having the glasses in her way. So she
rlm@0 459 hadn’t worn them very often since getting them. Seira was one of the
rlm@0 460 few people who even knew she had them.
rlm@0 461 “I still think you looked very pretty in them,” Seira insisted,
rlm@0 462 trying to envision how Meimi would look in her glasses at the moment.
rlm@0 463 The last time she had seen the auburn haired girl wear them had been
rlm@0 464 over a year before. “Besides, you think very highly of your father
rlm@0 465 and he wears glasses,” she pointed out. A smile crossed her lips when
rlm@0 466 she saw Meimi waver. She knew that it would make Meimi rethink it. He
rlm@0 467 was why the other girl had gotten into magic in the first place,
rlm@0 468 after all.
rlm@0 469 “I hadn’t thought about that,” Meimi admitted, relenting. “Maybe
rlm@0 470 I’ll wear them sometime soon, if you think I should.” Seeing Seira
rlm@0 471 nod in agreement, Meimi smiled. If Seira thought she looked cute in
rlm@0 472 her glasses, she suddenly didn’t have a very good reason not to wear
rlm@0 473 them anymore. It was nice knowing that the perceptive Sister-in-
rlm@0 474 training found her pretty. What Seira thought was much more important
rlm@0 475 than what anyone else thought. So when she heard such things from the
rlm@0 476 dark haired girl, it always stayed with her. Perhaps it was because
rlm@0 477 she knew that Seira wouldn’t lie to her, that when Seira said these
rlm@0 478 things she meant it wholeheartedly. Or maybe it was as simple as
rlm@0 479 those sorts of things sounding so much better coming from the person
rlm@0 480 who loved you. Whatever the case, Meimi took it to heart. “If you
rlm@0 481 know all of my tricks and secrets, then you should be my assistant,
rlm@0 482 Seira. Every good magician has an assistant.”
rlm@0 483 Giggling, Seira shook her head. “I’m really not sure if I’d make a
rlm@0 484 very good assistant. They’re only there to distract the audience.
rlm@0 485 You’re too good a magician to need anything like that. I don’t think
rlm@0 486 I’m dazzling enough to make a decent assistant.” Though the proposal
rlm@0 487 certainly had its appeal, Seira couldn’t imagine being on stage while
rlm@0 488 Meimi performed her magic. Especially in whatever skimpy outfit being
rlm@0 489 a magician’s assistant usually meant having to wear. She was much
rlm@0 490 more of a behind the scenes player in such things. Just as she had
rlm@0 491 always been throughout Saint Tail’s career. She would provide the
rlm@0 492 information and whatever help she could. Meimi was much better suited
rlm@0 493 to the spotlight.
rlm@0 494 “Oh, that’s not true. You’d make a gorgeous assistant. You’d just
rlm@0 495 need a flashier outfit, like my Saint Tail one. Something cute and
rlm@0 496 lacy. Then we could go on stage together.” Though Meimi was only half-
rlm@0 497 serious, she could feel her heart beating rapidly in her chest. If
rlm@0 498 only Seira would agree, then everything would work out. It would be
rlm@0 499 the perfect way of keeping the dark haired girl from leaving to
rlm@0 500 become a nun. They could be a team, just as they were now. They could
rlm@0 501 stay together, forever. Meimi tried to force the thought away, but it
rlm@0 502 was like trying to push a freight train. Seira would be leaving very
rlm@0 503 soon. There was a chance that she may never see the young Sister-in-
rlm@0 504 training again. Even if they did meet again, Seira would be a full
rlm@0 505 fledged nun by then. Their relationship would have to come to an end,
rlm@0 506 their friendship all that remained. Meimi didn’t know if she could
rlm@0 507 take that. It wasn’t just life without Seira anymore. It was life
rlm@0 508 without the love that she now found herself needing more than the air
rlm@0 509 she breathed.
rlm@0 510 “And usurp you while you wear that cute tuxedo on stage? I could
rlm@0 511 never do that, Meimi-chan.” Seira smiled brightly, happy to have
rlm@0 512 Meimi so near. She could feel Meimi’s hands slip around her waist,
rlm@0 513 anxiously pulling her closer. Seira relaxed against the slightly
rlm@0 514 taller girl, her worries far behind her. Because above all else,
rlm@0 515 Seira had faith that things would turn out for the best. She had
rlm@0 516 faith in God above. She would follow his will wherever it led her.
rlm@0 517 And she had faith in a girl named Meimi Haneoka. She knew that
rlm@0 518 somehow everything would work out. Her heart fluttered delicately,
rlm@0 519 like a cherry blossom in a gentle breeze. This was perfect. Her
rlm@0 520 fingers interlocked behind Meimi’s neck, covered by the other girl’s
rlm@0 521 beautiful auburn hair. She was very thankful for her blessings,
rlm@0 522 indeed.
rlm@0 523 Meimi, being the overemotional girl she was, felt her own heart
rlm@0 524 pounding in her chest. She wanted to hold onto the moment, steal it
rlm@0 525 away and hide it forever in a locket. The pretty young Sister-in-
rlm@0 526 training in her arms was held close to her beating heart, sending
rlm@0 527 tremors through her soul. Seira was so sweet, so gentle. Sometimes
rlm@0 528 Meimi wondered why it had taken her so long to start dating Seira. At
rlm@0 529 other times she was completely surprised to find herself so enamored
rlm@0 530 with this loving spirit. At times like that, she was unsure of how
rlm@0 531 she had ended up in such a strange predicament, but incredibly
rlm@0 532 grateful she had ended up there nonetheless. Right now she found
rlm@0 533 herself simply caught up in the beat of Seira’s heart against her
rlm@0 534 own. So calm, so reassuring. All the while, Meimi’s own heart played
rlm@0 535 a staccato beat inside of her. In many ways, it was just like the two
rlm@0 536 girls. Very little could bother Seira while Meimi found herself
rlm@0 537 reacting heavily to everything that she stumbled across. Meimi
rlm@0 538 watched as the dark haired girl closed her eyes, content to listen to
rlm@0 539 the musical harmony of their joined hearts. But that just made the
rlm@0 540 young magician’s heart beat that much faster, a hand going up to
rlm@0 541 trail along Seira’s soft cheek. She smiled when she saw Seira’s eyes
rlm@0 542 flutter open, dark lashes batting as gray eyes looked back into her
rlm@0 543 own. ‘Kiss her,’ she heard echoing through her thoughts. Without
rlm@0 544 another thought, she obeyed, kissing her pretty best friend. It was
rlm@0 545 what she wanted, after all. What she had wanted to do when she was
rlm@0 546 first sneaking up behind Seira. Just a simple kiss. Her lips pressed
rlm@0 547 lightly against Seira’s, startling the young almost-nun at first.
rlm@0 548 Meimi kissed the other girl harder, pouring out the flurry of
rlm@0 549 emotions struggling through her heart as their lips met. As Meimi
rlm@0 550 often did when they kissed, she marveled at how soft Seira’s lips
rlm@0 551 felt against her own, at how warm the kiss felt, at how delicious it
rlm@0 552 tasted, at how Seira seemed to melt into her. It all swept her up
rlm@0 553 like a tornado, whipping around her fiercely as she and Seira waited
rlm@0 554 in the eye of the storm.
rlm@0 555 Thoughts were only dimly functional in Seira’s mind. They fought
rlm@0 556 through her head with the same strength of whispers. There was a
rlm@0 557 bright light, shimmering and all encompassing that held Seira’s soul
rlm@0 558 up high. And there were warm, persistent lips that were rarely away
rlm@0 559 from her own for more than a fraction of a second. She shifted
rlm@0 560 against Meimi, unsure of her own strength to stand. She felt like
rlm@0 561 light was pouring through her whole body, her lips drawn again and
rlm@0 562 again to Meimi’s as if they were magnetized. She could feel soft hair
rlm@0 563 under her fingers as Meimi’s own fingers cupped her cheek. She felt
rlm@0 564 deliciously lightheaded, as if nothing mattered in the world. ‘Thank
rlm@0 565 you, Lord, for letting me meet her,’ she silently prayed as she felt
rlm@0 566 Meimi kiss her again. Her lips parted for the mysterious thief when
rlm@0 567 they met again, an acute thrill rippling through Seira’s normally
rlm@0 568 placid world like a stone skipping over a pond. If there was one
rlm@0 569 guilty pleasure that Seira had to admit to, it was that Meimi was an
rlm@0 570 excellent kisser. It was Meimi’s kisses that kept Seira up at night,
rlm@0 571 dreaming about one more soul stirring kiss.
rlm@0 572 When the two finally pulled apart, the Sister-in-training placed a
rlm@0 573 finger on Meimi’s nose, holding her at bay. “Meimi-chan... We
rlm@0 574 probably shouldn’t be doing that in here.”
rlm@0 575 “Do you really think He’d mind?” Meimi asked, her arms
rlm@0 576 outstretched. The problems with dating a girl who was raised by nuns,
rlm@0 577 she conceded. But she wouldn’t trade those problems for anything.
rlm@0 578 Seira smiled at Meimi’s question, shaking her head. Taking the
rlm@0 579 auburn haired girl’s hand, she led her outside to the garden. “It’s
rlm@0 580 not Him that I’m worried about. It’s Sister Abbess who would most
rlm@0 581 likely have a problem with it. I’d rather spare her the sight of your
rlm@0 582 world famous kisses.”
rlm@0 583 Meimi stuck her tongue out, sitting alongside Seira on one of the
rlm@0 584 garden’s benches. “They can’t be world famous if you’re the only one
rlm@0 585 who knows about them.”
rlm@0 586 With a giggle, Seira nodded. “Good, then let’s keep it that way.
rlm@0 587 I’d rather be the only one to know about them. I’m sure Sister Abbess
rlm@0 588 would be much happier that way, too.”
rlm@0 589 Meimi couldn’t help but smile at her dark haired friend’s sweet
rlm@0 590 presence. She couldn’t put her finger on anything specific. She just
rlm@0 591 felt so... in love. It was like a fireworks display in her heart, a
rlm@0 592 blinding display of pyrotechnics. “I love you, you know, Seira.”
rlm@0 593 Smiling, Seira nodded, kissing Meimi’s cheek. “I know. I love you,
rlm@0 594 too.” She watched the blue eyed girl for a long moment, simply gazing
rlm@0 595 at her lovely features. She couldn’t think of anything prettier in
rlm@0 596 the garden. After a moment, Meimi yawned, a hand going to her mouth.
rlm@0 597 “You didn’t sleep much last night?” Seira asked. Seeing Meimi nod,
rlm@0 598 the dark haired girl took Meimi’s head and rested it in her lap,
rlm@0 599 stroking her long, auburn hair back.
rlm@0 600 Meimi stifled another yawn and a protest. She was about to say that
rlm@0 601 it wasn’t too bad, but Seira’s lap felt so nice. And she had to admit
rlm@0 602 that it was better than sitting up. Seira’s gentle hands felt so nice
rlm@0 603 through her long hair, drifting through it ever so softly. Everything
rlm@0 604 began to grow blurry after a long, sweet moment. Meimi fought to keep
rlm@0 605 her eyes from closing, trying to focus on a tree across from them. “I
rlm@0 606 was working on a new magic trick. I thought it might come in handy if
rlm@0 607 Saint Tail needs to go help again sometime soon.”
rlm@0 608 Seira kept up her gentle brushing of Meimi’s hair, looking down at
rlm@0 609 her sleepy best friend. A smile lit up her face. The athletic girl
rlm@0 610 was so cute when she was tired. Maybe she put the other girl through
rlm@0 611 too many late nights as Saint Tail, but Meimi never complained about
rlm@0 612 it. “You were working on a new magic trick? That’s great. You can try
rlm@0 613 it out tonight.” She watched the other girl, waiting for a reaction.
rlm@0 614 Meimi seemed more intent on holding in another sigh for the time
rlm@0 615 being.
rlm@0 616 “Yeah? That should be...” Meimi trailed off, her mind finally
rlm@0 617 catching up. She sat up quickly, her long hair drifting in the wind
rlm@0 618 for a moment. Suddenly wide awake, Meimi turned to the Sister-in-
rlm@0 619 training. “Wait... Oh, no.” She shook her head. “I have tickets
rlm@0 620 tonight. We’re going to the Jun concert, remember? I bought those
rlm@0 621 tickets weeks ago. We have a date tonight. I don’t have time for
rlm@0 622 Saint Tail.”
rlm@0 623 Sweatdropping, Seira placed both of her hands in her lap. “I know.
rlm@0 624 But this girl really needs God’s protection. And Saint Tail is the
rlm@0 625 only one who can give it to her. I really wanted to go on our date
rlm@0 626 tonight, too, Meimi-chan. But I think it’s more important that you
rlm@0 627 help her.” Seira gave Meimi her best hopeful look, squeezing her
rlm@0 628 hands together tighter. The other girl tried not to meet her eyes,
rlm@0 629 but Seira kept up, her slate gray eyes following Meimi’s.
rlm@0 630 “But I had to wait in line for two hours for those tickets,” Meimi
rlm@0 631 whined, slumping back on the bench with her arms crossed. Staring up
rlm@0 632 at the treetops, she harumphed. “It was supposed to be a big night,
rlm@0 633 too. I was really looking forward to this.” She had gone on plenty of
rlm@0 634 dates with Seira in the time they had been together, but that didn’t
rlm@0 635 mean that she wanted to sacrifice her upcoming one for Saint Tail.
rlm@0 636 She could see a dove carrying off the tickets in her mind’s eye.
rlm@0 637 Seira’s hand rested on her own, trying to calm her. She sighed.
rlm@0 638 “I was looking forward to it, too. But I think this is more
rlm@0 639 important. Besides, I don’t think your two hours of waiting have to
rlm@0 640 go to waste. I know two people who would love to have those tickets.”
rlm@0 641 Seira smiled brightly, catching Meimi’s eye again. Taking Meimi’s
rlm@0 642 hand with both of her own, she held it to her heart. She had no idea
rlm@0 643 who Jun was other than she was some idol that Meimi liked to listen
rlm@0 644 to. So it didn’t bother her that she couldn’t see the girl sing. She
rlm@0 645 was disappointed that she couldn’t go out with Meimi that night, but
rlm@0 646 she believed that Saint Tail was needed.
rlm@0 647 “But that’s not fair! Why can’t we go on our date? Isn’t it time
rlm@0 648 for Saint Tail to have a break? I just want to be with you tonight,”
rlm@0 649 Meimi said at last, turning to meet Seira’s gaze. She squeezed
rlm@0 650 Seira’s hands, her own disappointment evident even in the face of
rlm@0 651 Seira’s optimistic smile. It had sounded like such a magical night.
rlm@0 652 Tickets for Jun’s new concert and Seira would be coming with her. It
rlm@0 653 would have been such a perfect date, being there together with Jun’s
rlm@0 654 love songs drawing them together. And it was one of their last
rlm@0 655 chances to be together. Meimi was all too aware that she was running
rlm@0 656 out of time with Seira. But even packing in as much time as she could
rlm@0 657 with the Sister-in-training, it never felt enough. There was always
rlm@0 658 that nagging feeling that it would all be coming to an end all too
rlm@0 659 soon.
rlm@0 660 “She’s very sick right now. She can’t go out much and she may be
rlm@0 661 with God very soon. I met her at the hospital when I went with one of
rlm@0 662 the other Sisters. She has a love letter at home, one that she wrote
rlm@0 663 a long time ago but never delivered. A beautiful pink letter with a
rlm@0 664 long ribbon on it. Her mother has it, along with the rest of her
rlm@0 665 things. She wants to give it to the person she likes, but she can’t
rlm@0 666 even get home to find it,” Seira explained, still holding onto
rlm@0 667 Meimi’s hand. “I told her she would surely have God’s protection.”
rlm@0 668 “Oh... I.. I didn’t know.” Meimi could only stare, her heart
rlm@0 669 dropping. That poor girl. The thought of her dying without even being
rlm@0 670 able to tell her love of her heart’s true feelings was horrible. What
rlm@0 671 if she hadn’t known of Seira’s feelings before she left for Rome?
rlm@0 672 That would have been unbearable. The pretty thief nodded solemnly,
rlm@0 673 her mind made up. “I’ll do it. Saint Tail will find the letter.” Her
rlm@0 674 heart melted when she saw the grateful smile that Seira flashed her,
rlm@0 675 along with a sweet kiss on the cheek.
rlm@0 676 “You have my gratitude as well as the Lord’s. And I’m sure Ryoko
rlm@0 677 and Kyoko will be very happy as well when they get the tickets.”
rlm@0 678 Seira couldn’t help but smile happily at her defeated friend. A date
rlm@0 679 would have been lovely, but somehow it seemed more fitting to spend
rlm@0 680 one of their last nights together helping others through Saint Tail.
rlm@0 681 “All right. But you have to wait for me at the church. I’m coming
rlm@0 682 right back after I’m done,” Meimi said stubbornly.
rlm@0 683 “But you need your sleep, Meimi-chan,” Seira argued. She could
rlm@0 684 still see the sleepiness in Meimi’s blue eyes, but the auburn haired
rlm@0 685 girl fought it off. She didn’t know if she should feel bad or happy
rlm@0 686 that she was the reason that Meimi was always sneaking off late at
rlm@0 687 night. She decided that it was probably a good thing, even if it did
rlm@0 688 leave poor Meimi sleep deprived.
rlm@0 689 “I don’t care. I need to see you more than I need to sleep. We can
rlm@0 690 talk in the garden or just sit in the church or whatever. I just want
rlm@0 691 to be with you tonight.” Meimi looked over at Seira determinedly. She
rlm@0 692 saw Seira nod in assent, and felt her heart relax. It wasn’t the big
rlm@0 693 date she had been planning, but at least it was something.
rlm@0 694 “I’d love that, Meimi-chan,” Seira replied, resting her head on
rlm@0 695 Meimi’s shoulder. Her gray eyes fluttered closed, her mind
rlm@0 696 concentrating on the girl next to her. If any of the nun’s saw them,
rlm@0 697 they probably wouldn’t think anything. But even that didn’t really
rlm@0 698 seem to matter. It was just enough that she was there with Meimi.
rlm@0 699
rlm@0 700 ‘Now where could it be?’ Moving with the lithe ease of a trained
rlm@0 701 gymnast, Saint Tail made almost no sound as she slipped through an
rlm@0 702 upper window of a seemingly empty house. But appearances can be
rlm@0 703 deceiving. The woman of the house could be home or Asuka Jr. could be
rlm@0 704 waiting for her. Lurking in the shadows, the mysterious thief crept
rlm@0 705 silently forward. Her prize lay somewhere in the house, a pretty,
rlm@0 706 pink love letter. Meimi grinned to herself. She got to play Cupid for
rlm@0 707 once instead of just a thief.
rlm@0 708 Turning a doorknob ever so slowly, Meimi ducked into a small room.
rlm@0 709 ‘Just where Seira told me it would be,’ Meimi thought happily. The
rlm@0 710 room was small, but very cute. Stuffed animals lay on the bed atop a
rlm@0 711 large well used quilt. A small white desk took up the other corner of
rlm@0 712 the room, books and notes all over it. Meimi smiled to herself as she
rlm@0 713 looked about the room. Chisato, the girl that lived there must be
rlm@0 714 very sweet. She had to quell the thought when she remembered the girl
rlm@0 715 was in the hospital. The difference between the well lived in room
rlm@0 716 and the stuffy atmosphere of the hospital was tremendous. “Hopefully
rlm@0 717 she can come back home soon. And when she does, maybe she’ll have a
rlm@0 718 boyfriend waiting for her.” Smiling again, Meimi set her sights on
rlm@0 719 the desk.
rlm@0 720 Flipping through notebooks, Kaitou Saint Tail tried to uncover the
rlm@0 721 elusive love letter. She felt bad for snooping through the girl’s
rlm@0 722 private possessions, but she had no other way of finding the letter.
rlm@0 723 Besides, she was a thief after all, so this was her line of work. She
rlm@0 724 smiled at the small drawings in the notebooks, cute little pictures
rlm@0 725 of little animals and classmates with little captions around them.
rlm@0 726 ‘Poor Asami-chan doesn’t like tests,’ one read next to some Math
rlm@0 727 notes above a picture of a girl looking frantic. ‘Almost lunchtime!’
rlm@0 728 another read with a girl staring anxiously at the clock. Saint Tail
rlm@0 729 continued to flip through the notebook, amused by the little
rlm@0 730 drawings. Her smile faded slowly as she found more and more of them
rlm@0 731 as the girl become bedridden. ‘Mama makes the best soup!’ was the
rlm@0 732 caption of one that showed her in bed with a big bowl. ‘I miss Asami-
rlm@0 733 chan...’ another read, showing her stuck in bed and gazing out the
rlm@0 734 window. The paper around the drawing was wrinkled as if teardrops had
rlm@0 735 fallen on it.
rlm@0 736 Shaking her head, Meimi put the notebook back down. She had to find
rlm@0 737 the love letter. That was her goal. Everything else could wait. She
rlm@0 738 had promised Seira that she would do this. A sigh escaped her as she
rlm@0 739 saw the clock. She was missing Jun’s first song. And she would
rlm@0 740 probably hear how wonderful it was the next day from Ryoko and Kyoko.
rlm@0 741 Turning her attention back to the task at hand, Meimi sifted
rlm@0 742 through several more folders and notebooks but to no avail. Her hands
rlm@0 743 traveled down the desk, searching through every drawer she came
rlm@0 744 across. Still nothing. The desk had been her obvious answer, but she
rlm@0 745 couldn’t find the love letter on it at all. Turning to check the
rlm@0 746 nightstand near the bed, Meimi stumbled over a wastebasket. Covering
rlm@0 747 her mouth, she cursed silently, hoping she hadn’t made too much
rlm@0 748 noise. Sighing after a moment of silence, Meimi pushed her pony tail
rlm@0 749 back. ‘Maybe I should wear my glasses more often after all. All this
rlm@0 750 running around in the dark can’t be good for my eyesight.’ Kneeling
rlm@0 751 down, the mysterious thief began to pick up the wastebasket. It had
rlm@0 752 been nearly overflowing with tissues. Well, the girl had been sick.
rlm@0 753 But they were all dark, stained. It took Meimi a moment to notice
rlm@0 754 that they were all bloody. Her heart rolled in her chest as she set
rlm@0 755 the basket aside. She couldn’t get distracted by these things. She
rlm@0 756 had to find the letter.
rlm@0 757 “Where is it?” Meimi asked in frustration. As if in answer, the
rlm@0 758 closet door opened. The auburn haired girl froze as a boy’s figure
rlm@0 759 stepped out.
rlm@0 760 “Looking for this?” Asuka Jr. asked, holding up the rectangular
rlm@0 761 envelope in his hand. He grinned to himself as he watched Saint Tail
rlm@0 762 motionless in the shadows. “I don’t know why you’re here to steal
rlm@0 763 some girl’s love letter, Saint Tail, but I’m not going to let you get
rlm@0 764 away with it. Tonight, you’re mine.” He watched her for a moment, but
rlm@0 765 she made no move to escape. He grinned in anticipation as he hurried
rlm@0 766 forward to claim his own prize. He reached out, grabbing hold of
rlm@0 767 Saint Tail’s arm with all the strength he could muster. “You’re not
rlm@0 768 going anywhere!” He hauled her closer, his heart pounding as his face
rlm@0 769 inched closer to her own. He was about to see who she was. He would
rlm@0 770 finally know who Saint Tail was. His heart felt like it would burst.
rlm@0 771 His head finally reached hers, his eyes straining in the darkness. To
rlm@0 772 his surprise, Saint Tail had no face. “Wha?!” The face was completely
rlm@0 773 blank, absolutely no features at all. She bobbed back and forth like
rlm@0 774 a balloon as he pulled back. Something behind him took the letter
rlm@0 775 right out of his hand in his state of surprise. “Huh? No!”
rlm@0 776 “Thank you! There’s someone who needs this love letter much more
rlm@0 777 than you. I hope you don’t mind. I have Cupid’s arrow to deliver.”
rlm@0 778 Leaping out of the way, Saint Tail waved to the young detective
rlm@0 779 before disappearing out the window. Landing on her feet, she
rlm@0 780 immediately broke into a run, sticking to the shadows. ‘Wow... It’s
rlm@0 781 like his spell’s been broken. I was always so eager to see if he’d
rlm@0 782 find out or not that I would freeze when he was about to find out.
rlm@0 783 But now that I’m dating Seira, it’s like it doesn’t matter. I’ll have
rlm@0 784 to thank her later.’ Smiling to herself, the mysterious thief made
rlm@0 785 her way to the hospital.
rlm@0 786
rlm@0 787 Sneaking past the front desk, Saint Tail tried to determine where
rlm@0 788 Chisato’s room was. It was past visiting hours, but she thought that
rlm@0 789 a quick visit couldn’t hurt. Besides, she thought it would cheer the
rlm@0 790 sick girl up to know that her love letter had been retrieved and was
rlm@0 791 about to reach the hands of the one she loved. Maybe that would give
rlm@0 792 her the strength to get better. Meimi smiled at the thought. Before
rlm@0 793 she could go another step, she heard someone rush up to the desk. Her
rlm@0 794 ears perked up at the frantic tone of voice.
rlm@0 795 “I need to know where a girl named Chisato Hikari’s room is! I need
rlm@0 796 to stop Saint Tail!”
rlm@0 797 Meimi’s eyes went wide. It sounded like Asuka Jr. had ran all the
rlm@0 798 way to the hospital. He obviously didn’t feel like giving up easily
rlm@0 799 tonight. This would have to be a very short visit, then. Taking her
rlm@0 800 best guess, Saint Tail dashed down the mostly empty hallway, ducking
rlm@0 801 past a handful of nurses. A shout behind her told her that she had
rlm@0 802 been spotted by the persistent detective’s son. Whirling around,
rlm@0 803 Meimi brought her top hat about, doves flying out towards the
rlm@0 804 detective to distract him. ‘I have to tell her that her letter will
rlm@0 805 be delivered directly. That should perk her up. Even if Asuka Jr.’s
rlm@0 806 here, I can still do that. I’ll just make it quick.’ The birds did
rlm@0 807 their job distracting the young detective, giving Meimi the chance to
rlm@0 808 slip into Chisato’s hospital room.
rlm@0 809 Walking to the small bed, Meimi held up the pink love letter to
rlm@0 810 show to its owner. “Chisato-chan...” she whispered, stopping beside
rlm@0 811 the bed. “I have your love letter. Don’t worry. It will be in your
rlm@0 812 love’s hands before the nights over,” she whispered reassuringly. The
rlm@0 813 girl was deathly pale, her long hair disappearing behind her. Meimi
rlm@0 814 leaned closer, trying to get Chisato’s attention. “Chisato-chan...”
rlm@0 815 she whispered, a little louder this time. Still no response. But
rlm@0 816 there was a strange beeping in the room and a ruckus coming from the
rlm@0 817 hallway. “Chisato-chan?” The girl just lay there, silent and
rlm@0 818 unmoving. Meimi took a step back as the door burst open, doctors
rlm@0 819 rushing to the girl’s side. Her heart hung like a weight in her chest
rlm@0 820 as she watched them gather around the girl’s prone form. She shook
rlm@0 821 her head, her ponytail moving from side to side. “No..” she
rlm@0 822 whispered, realization hitting her. She felt like the floor had just
rlm@0 823 given way underneath her. Her legs didn’t respond to her mental
rlm@0 824 commands, collapsing underneath her. She could only watch as doctors
rlm@0 825 began to slow their hurried performance. It all felt so surreal, men
rlm@0 826 gathered around an unmoving child, intent upon one who is doing
rlm@0 827 nothing at all.
rlm@0 828 An unsteady hand helped Saint Tail back to her feet. Asuka Jr.
rlm@0 829 could only stare as the doctors continued swarming around the
rlm@0 830 unmoving girl. “What happened?” Asuka Jr. heard. The voice startled
rlm@0 831 him. It took him a moment before her remembered it was his own. It
rlm@0 832 sounded so distant, as if it had traveled to him through a body of
rlm@0 833 water. He had been so intent on catching Saint Tail, but now that
rlm@0 834 hardly seemed to matter. Was that the girl that Saint Tail was trying
rlm@0 835 to help in the bed, surrounded by an army of masked doctors? What a
rlm@0 836 frightening sight, all of these faceless people surrounding someone,
rlm@0 837 poking and prodding relentlessly. “What’s.. What’s going on?” Asuka
rlm@0 838 tried again, getting no more strength behind his voice.
rlm@0 839 For what felt like an eternity, both thief and detective stood and
rlm@0 840 watched, unable to do a thing. Their eternal struggle forgotten, they
rlm@0 841 stood together against the wall, too forlorn to offer anything but a
rlm@0 842 shoulder to lean on. During all this time, the letter remained in
rlm@0 843 Saint Tail’s hand, feeling like it held the weight of the world
rlm@0 844 within it, almost too heavy for her weak fingers. Slowly, a doctor
rlm@0 845 approached the two, pulling down her mask. “I’m sorry. She’s dead. We
rlm@0 846 did all we could, but it was too late. Her body just gave out. Were
rlm@0 847 you friends with the deceased?”
rlm@0 848 ‘With the deceased’ played again and again through Meimi’s
rlm@0 849 thoughts. This was a girl with hopes and dreams, fears and loves.
rlm@0 850 Meimi had only known her from the writings she had seen, the drawings
rlm@0 851 this girl had drawn with a hand that no longer moved. That she had
rlm@0 852 seen with eyes that could no longer see. No, Meimi had not been
rlm@0 853 friends with her, had not even known of her until earlier that day.
rlm@0 854 But this had been another girl, a beautiful, sweet girl. And now she
rlm@0 855 was dead. Meimi felt her heart seize in her chest. “I.. I just wanted
rlm@0 856 to help her..” she barely got out, the world around her blurring as
rlm@0 857 tears burned at her eyes. She couldn’t even see as the body was
rlm@0 858 wheeled out of the room. ‘I miss Asami-chan,’ Meimi heard in her
rlm@0 859 head, the image of the lonely girl looking out a window returning to
rlm@0 860 her. She closed her eyes tightly. “I.. I have to go..” She pulled
rlm@0 861 away, clutching the letter like a lifeline. She had to hurry. She
rlm@0 862 didn’t know why, only that she couldn’t waste a second. Perhaps it
rlm@0 863 was a way of escaping the tragedy of the moment. Perhaps it was a way
rlm@0 864 for her to busy herself with something else. Whatever the case, she
rlm@0 865 quickly turned to leave.
rlm@0 866 “Good luck,” Asuka Jr. called after her, his hands in his pockets.
rlm@0 867 He didn’t feel like following. He couldn’t bring himself to. Not
rlm@0 868 tonight.
rlm@0 869
rlm@0 870 With trembling hands, Saint Tail slid open the window to another
rlm@0 871 bedroom a short time later. Slipping into the room, she held the love
rlm@0 872 letter to her chest. “Are you Asami-chan?” she heard herself asking
rlm@0 873 into the darkness, pointed towards the bed. “I have something for
rlm@0 874 you.” Her mind refused to deviate from her task. She was here to
rlm@0 875 deliver the letter. Deliver the letter. Deliver the letter. Deliver
rlm@0 876 the letter. Deliver the letter. Deliver the letter. Deliver the
rlm@0 877 letter. Deliver the letter. Deliver the letter. Deliver the letter.
rlm@0 878 Deliver the letter. Deliver the letter. Deliver the letter. Deliver
rlm@0 879 the letter. Deliver the letter. Deliver the letter. Deliver the
rlm@0 880 letter. Deliver the letter. Deliver the
rlm@0 881 The figure on the bed stirred, shifting sleepily before finally
rlm@0 882 sitting up. In the darkness, the half blanket shrouded figure looked
rlm@0 883 far too much like ancient depictions of death to Meimi. Shuddering
rlm@0 884 violently, the mysterious thief tried not to think at all. She
rlm@0 885 focused solely on her mission. This was what she had been meant to
rlm@0 886 do. She had to give the letter to this girl. “I’m Saint Tail. I have
rlm@0 887 a letter that belongs to you.” Her fingers shook as she held out the
rlm@0 888 letter. It slipped from her fingers, pinwheeling in the air before
rlm@0 889 flopping on the floor. Meimi reached for it, taking two tries to
rlm@0 890 finally clasp it in her gloved hand again.
rlm@0 891 The sleepy figure shook her head, trying to get her bearings.
rlm@0 892 “Saint Tail?” she asked curiously before yawning. Reaching forward,
rlm@0 893 she slowly took the pink love letter. Her mind was still half asleep.
rlm@0 894 “What’s this?” It took her a moment to see through the blurry haze of
rlm@0 895 sleep. She turned the letter over in her hand. A small drawing of a
rlm@0 896 lovestruck girl on the back brought a smile to her lips. “Chisato-
rlm@0 897 chan.” Her mind was still tired to make anything of the connection to
rlm@0 898 her friend.
rlm@0 899 “It’s for you. From her. Chisato-chan. She.. She wanted you to have
rlm@0 900 it..” Meimi got out weakly. “I.. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.” She could
rlm@0 901 feel her eyes tearing up again. She had to leave. And soon.
rlm@0 902 Asami shook her head, anxiety gripping her soul. Tearing open the
rlm@0 903 letter, she skimmed through the cutely decorated stationary. It was
rlm@0 904 obviously Chisato’s lovely handwriting, with her shy, delicate way of
rlm@0 905 speaking. She smiled as she read through it. Chisato must have sent
rlm@0 906 it sense she was stuck in the hospital. They hadn’t been able to talk
rlm@0 907 much because the hospital didn’t let visitors see her often. How
rlm@0 908 sweet of her. Halfway through, she finally understood. Her reading
rlm@0 909 quickened, her eyes tearing over the paper. “She.. loves me?” She
rlm@0 910 glanced up to the mysterious thief. To her surprise, Saint Tail
rlm@0 911 shrank back into the shadows, shaking her head continuously. “Chisato-
rlm@0 912 chan’s in love with me?” she asked again. She was overcome by shock.
rlm@0 913 Chisato had been her best friend for years now. She had always been
rlm@0 914 so sweet. It took her off guard that Chisato could be in love with
rlm@0 915 her. The other girl had always been so shy around her, blushing when
rlm@0 916 she would ask questions about love or relationships. She still didn’t
rlm@0 917 know how she felt about it. Flattered? Embarrassed? It was such a
rlm@0 918 beautiful, glowing letter. She held it close to her chest. She felt..
rlm@0 919 happy. She smiled. Maybe.. Maybe she felt the same way.
rlm@0 920 “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry,” Meimi repeated, nearly at the window.
rlm@0 921 She could barely think, suddenly overcome by what had happened
rlm@0 922 earlier. She no longer had her mission to keep her from thinking
rlm@0 923 about it. It consumed her soul, dark tendrils holding her, sending
rlm@0 924 icy chills throughout her body. Her heart felt frozen.
rlm@0 925 “Sorry..? For what? What’s going on?” Asami slid off of her bed,
rlm@0 926 suddenly panicking. Was Saint Tail crying? Moonlight sparkled off of
rlm@0 927 her tears, little shooting stars slipping down her chin and falling
rlm@0 928 to the earth below. “What is it? What happened?” Asami demanded.
rlm@0 929 Saint Tail’s mouth opened and Asami’s world shattered as if it was
rlm@0 930 made of brittle glass.
rlm@0 931
rlm@0 932 “It’s not fair! It isn’t fair at all!” Meimi sobbed, her head on
rlm@0 933 Seira’s lap sometime later. She had left Asami alone, leaving when
rlm@0 934 she had been unable to comfort her. The last she had seen of the
rlm@0 935 other girl had been her crying and broken in her room. Meimi had
rlm@0 936 hurried straight to Seira, the night taking it’s toll on the
rlm@0 937 mysterious thief. And there she found herself, crying into Seira’s
rlm@0 938 blue nightgown.
rlm@0 939 Seira gently stroked Meimi’s hair, unsure of what to say to soothe
rlm@0 940 the distraught thief. She could feel the warm tears against her legs,
rlm@0 941 seeping through the fabric of her nightgown. A chill went through her
rlm@0 942 as the night wind blew across the two girls, but somehow she doubted
rlm@0 943 it was the cause of her sudden chill. She swallowed painfully,
rlm@0 944 closing her eyes. “I should have explained. Sister Emari and I were
rlm@0 945 visiting the terminally ill patients. They knew she was going to die
rlm@0 946 soon. I just didn’t think it would be tonight. I’m so sorry, Meimi-
rlm@0 947 chan.”
rlm@0 948 “But why, Seira? Why?” Meimi asked, wiping her eyes on Seira’s
rlm@0 949 nightgown. “Why did He take her? She was a sweet girl, I could tell.
rlm@0 950 And.. and she was in love. Asami.. I think she loved her back. But
rlm@0 951 now she’ll never know. Now she’ll never be able to see.” Meimi shook
rlm@0 952 her head in frustration, tears sliding down her cheeks.
rlm@0 953 “I don’t think she would have told Asami-chan otherwise, Meimi-
rlm@0 954 chan. She was very shy. She didn’t know how to tell her friend. She
rlm@0 955 wrote that love letter before she got sick. She wasn’t going to give
rlm@0 956 it to her. But when she got sick, she thought it was her only
rlm@0 957 chance," Seira explained, her fingers brushing away some of Meimi’s
rlm@0 958 tears.
rlm@0 959 “Then I failed her. I didn’t get it to Asami-chan in time. If I
rlm@0 960 had, maybe they could have talked. Maybe they could have had some
rlm@0 961 time together.” Meimi shook her head, tears clinging to her
rlm@0 962 eyelashes. She felt so weak inside, so torn apart. Saint Tail always
rlm@0 963 brought people God’s protection. How could she have failed? It always
rlm@0 964 helped people, but this time she felt no joy in accomplishing her
rlm@0 965 task.
rlm@0 966 Seira gently held Meimi’s head in her lap, her gray eyes looking
rlm@0 967 deep into Meimi. “Meimi-chan, death is not failure. Death doesn’t
rlm@0 968 mean that you lost. Life is more than winning and losing. She may
rlm@0 969 have died, but that doesn’t mean her love died with her. It was only
rlm@0 970 sealed away in an envelope. You delivered it for her. She was too shy
rlm@0 971 to tell her True Love how she felt. You couldn’t have prevented her
rlm@0 972 death. It was God’s will that she return to Him now. But you did give
rlm@0 973 her love a last message. She’s free from her pain now. But you have
rlm@0 974 freed her from a regret that may have stayed with her soul. She has
rlm@0 975 finally been able to tell the girl she loves how she felt. I’m sure
rlm@0 976 she’s smiling up above, watching over Asami-chan. And now Asami-chan
rlm@0 977 knows. What she does with that knowledge is up to her. But if it
rlm@0 978 weren’t for you, she would never have known that Chisato-chan was in
rlm@0 979 love with her.”
rlm@0 980 Meimi sniffled, trying to meet Seira’s gaze. “But it’s still not
rlm@0 981 fair. I tried so hard, but I feel like it didn’t mean anything.”
rlm@0 982 “For Chisato-chan, it meant everything. She can rest peacefully now
rlm@0 983 thanks to you, Meimi-chan.” Seira bent over, kissing Meimi’s
rlm@0 984 forehead. “You did your best. That’s all anyone could ever ask of
rlm@0 985 you.”
rlm@0 986 “I know..” Meimi replied weakly, resting an arm across her face. “I
rlm@0 987 know.”
rlm@0 988 Seira sighed sadly, still stroking Meimi’s long hair. “Sometimes
rlm@0 989 it’s very hard to understand His plan, Meimi-chan. Sometimes it’s
rlm@0 990 easy to lose our way. But we have to have faith, even when we wonder
rlm@0 991 ‘why’. Sometimes ‘because’ is the only answer we can find. Life is
rlm@0 992 full of beauty and sadness. Even in the simplest, plainest things are
rlm@0 993 immeasurable beauty. And there can also be immeasurable pain. We have
rlm@0 994 to console each other while we’re on this earth. We have to help each
rlm@0 995 other. Even then, pain will still find us. But with pain and with
rlm@0 996 anguish, there is always hope. We have to nurture it like a tiny
rlm@0 997 flower, letting it bloom in all of us. Hope, love, dreams, these are
rlm@0 998 all parts of the same thing. There the gifts that He has given us. As
rlm@0 999 long as we have hope, despair can never ruin us. Never completely.”
rlm@0 1000 Seira placed another kiss on Meimi’s head. “I love you, Meimi-chan. I
rlm@0 1001 realize now that I would have made a huge mistake if I hadn’t told
rlm@0 1002 you.”
rlm@0 1003 “I love you, Seira..” Meimi got out quietly, her voice choking up.
rlm@0 1004 She closed her eyes, tears silently falling onto Seira’s lap.
rlm@0 1005
rlm@0 1006 Meimi sighed as she slumped onto her bed, exhausted. A groan
rlm@0 1007 escaped her after a quick glance at the clock. Why did Saint Tail
rlm@0 1008 always have to work at night? It was too bad that being a mysterious
rlm@0 1009 thief wasn’t a valid excuse for staying up so late at night. And
rlm@0 1010 neither was spending the wee morning hours with a pretty Sister-in-
rlm@0 1011 training. Somehow she doubted the nuns at her school would accept
rlm@0 1012 either excuse. Yet she already knew that sleep would elude her. Her
rlm@0 1013 mind was still too focused on Seira, on the past few hours. On what
rlm@0 1014 little time they had left. That thought alone would keep sleep at bay
rlm@0 1015 for quite some time. The whole thing with Chisato had her even more
rlm@0 1016 concerned with losing Seira. Shifting uneasily in bed, the auburn
rlm@0 1017 haired girl found herself staring at the clock as minutes silently
rlm@0 1018 ticked away. Hopelessness surrounded her heart, thick and heavy. Each
rlm@0 1019 minute that ticked by signaled another moment that she could not
rlm@0 1020 reclaim, another instant with Seira that was forever, inexorably
rlm@0 1021 gone.
rlm@0 1022 Rolling onto her back, Meimi stared up at her roof, trying
rlm@0 1023 unsuccessfully to push away such troublesome thoughts. But she had
rlm@0 1024 never been good at such things. This would keep eating at her until
rlm@0 1025 it went away on its own or until she could resolve the situation. And
rlm@0 1026 there was nothing she could do about it. In less than a week, Seira
rlm@0 1027 would be gone. When next they met, the dark haired girl would be a
rlm@0 1028 full-fledged Sister. They would still be friends, of that Meimi was
rlm@0 1029 certain. They would forever be friends. But what of their courtship,
rlm@0 1030 which Meimi was starting to feel was going to be cut off all too
rlm@0 1031 briefly? That was something they would have to abandon once Seira
rlm@0 1032 became a nun. Seira would then be a woman of God, destined to a life
rlm@0 1033 of celibacy, married to the Church. Such childish things as their
rlm@0 1034 relationship would be nothing but memories.
rlm@0 1035 And where did that put Meimi? Would she eventually find some boy
rlm@0 1036 and get married? That didn’t sound right, to move on when Seira
rlm@0 1037 became a nun. But what else was she supposed to do? What did their
rlm@0 1038 relationship mean, anyway? ‘It means I love her,’ Meimi mentally
rlm@0 1039 answered, her hands behind her head. ‘And I would still love her,
rlm@0 1040 even if she does go off and becomes Sister Seira.’ But could she
rlm@0 1041 really spend forever alone, as Seira was about to? That thought was
rlm@0 1042 too lonely to bear, chilling Meimi’s heart. So how, then, could Seira
rlm@0 1043 live with the thought? It would have to be a terribly lonely life, a
rlm@0 1044 life without the love Seira had held for so long. She could see Seira
rlm@0 1045 kneeling in prayer forever. Why would God want to deny one of his
rlm@0 1046 kindest, gentlest subjects the chance at love? It baffled Meimi.
rlm@0 1047 But then... Perhaps He didn’t. Meimi sat up suddenly, pacing the
rlm@0 1048 floor of her room, almost stumbling over her pet hedgehog, Ruby.
rlm@0 1049 Throughout the past few years, Saint Tail had been the one to grant
rlm@0 1050 God’s protection. All at the behest of Seira. She had always gone to
rlm@0 1051 help whoever Seira had asked her to. Who better to receive God’s
rlm@0 1052 protection from the mysterious thief Saint Tail than the girl who had
rlm@0 1053 brought it all about so selflessly to begin with? Who was more
rlm@0 1054 deserving than Seira? Yes, it made perfect sense. But how?
rlm@0 1055 Pausing for only a moment to pick up Ruby, Meimi resumed her
rlm@0 1056 pacing. What could Saint Tail do to prevent Seira from leaving? What
rlm@0 1057 was within her power to fix things for the young Sister-in-training?
rlm@0 1058 This was always Seira’s line of work. She was the one who came up
rlm@0 1059 with how to fix things for people. But this time Meimi was on her
rlm@0 1060 own. She thought frantically, not noticing the light starting to
rlm@0 1061 spill through her window. There had to be something, somehow. It
rlm@0 1062 wasn’t as if she could just steal Seira. Or could she? Lifting up
rlm@0 1063 Ruby, she smiled brightly at the cute hedgehog. “I can’t let Seira
rlm@0 1064 go. I won’t let her. I need her here, Ruby, with me. And I’ll make
rlm@0 1065 sure she’s happy. I’ll grant her God’s protection. This will be Saint
rlm@0 1066 Tail’s finest performance!”
rlm@0 1067
rlm@0 1068 “Please guide me. Please help me find my path.” Dim light bathed
rlm@0 1069 the young nun as the sun struggled up into the sky. Dawn had only
rlm@0 1070 broken a short time before, but the dark haired girl had been there
rlm@0 1071 for much longer. She was alone in the large, empty church, hands
rlm@0 1072 clasped in prayer. Her simple white outfit shimmered in a myriad of
rlm@0 1073 colors as the sun played across the beautiful stained glass. Had
rlm@0 1074 anyone seen her, they might well have mistaken the girl for an angel
rlm@0 1075 sent from Heaven. To the Sisters who had raised her, she was a little
rlm@0 1076 angel, something that had brought joy and wonder to their lives. A
rlm@0 1077 little gift from God that had landed on their doorstep by a mother
rlm@0 1078 who could not take care of her. They had pulled together to raise
rlm@0 1079 this little orphan into the beautiful young lady she was today. Seira
rlm@0 1080 felt she owed it to these loving women who had brought her up for as
rlm@0 1081 long as she could remember. She wanted to dedicate her life to the
rlm@0 1082 God that she loved so dearly. This had been her destined path, her
rlm@0 1083 future for as long as she could remember. But now...
rlm@0 1084 Sighing, Seira’s head lowered. She was having trouble thinking. The
rlm@0 1085 church had always been such a tranquil place for her. But now her
rlm@0 1086 heart was being torn in two. She had been in love with Meimi for
rlm@0 1087 years, but had never thought she could actually be with Meimi. That
rlm@0 1088 was one of the reasons she had wanted to join the convent. It would
rlm@0 1089 be easier that way. If she could not be with the one she loved, then
rlm@0 1090 she would devote herself to the Lord. Now she had a taste of the love
rlm@0 1091 in her heart and it left her unsure of herself. She knew that her
rlm@0 1092 faith would not waver. She would always be devoted in her heart. But
rlm@0 1093 her path now seemed so uncertain. Her whole life had been leading up
rlm@0 1094 to her eventually becoming a nun. Seira didn’t know any other way.
rlm@0 1095 Everyone had expected her to become a nun. The Sisters at the school,
rlm@0 1096 the students, even Meimi and herself.
rlm@0 1097 But with Meimi in her life, she was suddenly left with a
rlm@0 1098 surprisingly different option. Her heart belonged to Meimi, of that
rlm@0 1099 she was certain. She could go and be with her, stay with her
rlm@0 1100 mysterious thief. She could give in to the yearnings of her heart.
rlm@0 1101 She could have one but not the other. Her dream since she had been a
rlm@0 1102 child, the life she had prepared for could be hers. Or she could have
rlm@0 1103 the girl of her dreams. Which would it be? Seira felt as if she were
rlm@0 1104 being tugged in all directions. Her heart felt empty, afraid.
rlm@0 1105 So she prayed. And prayed. Because if there was one thing this
rlm@0 1106 could not affect, it was her faith in God above. Her delicate hands
rlm@0 1107 still held together, she continued her prayer for guidance. “Please
rlm@0 1108 help me to understand. I will follow your will wherever it leads me.”
rlm@0 1109 She swallowed pack the pain of tears left unshed. “I love her so
rlm@0 1110 much. Thank you for placing her in my life. For giving us the time
rlm@0 1111 together that you have. I will always cherish that gift you have
rlm@0 1112 given me. But now I find myself at a crossroads and I don’t know
rlm@0 1113 which path to take. I want to dedicate myself to you, to live my life
rlm@0 1114 for you. But I can’t do that if I’m with Meimi. But I don’t want to
rlm@0 1115 leave Meimi, either. I’m lost, my Lord. Please help me to find my
rlm@0 1116 way,” she whispered, her eyes closed tightly.
rlm@0 1117 “Seira-chan, what are you doing up so early?” a voice asked from
rlm@0 1118 the back of the church.
rlm@0 1119 Seira crossed herself before turning to see who the voice belonged
rlm@0 1120 to. There was nothing she could do for now but wait and hope that
rlm@0 1121 her prayer would be answered. “Good morning, Sister Emari. I was just
rlm@0 1122 praying.” The dark haired girl smiled softly at the older woman as
rlm@0 1123 the Sister joined her in front of the altar. She hadn’t slept at all
rlm@0 1124 the night before, leaving her fuzzy and unfocused. Her mind was still
rlm@0 1125 jumbled, her heart heavy. But she would have to have faith that
rlm@0 1126 things would work out. Wherever God led her, she would follow.
rlm@0 1127 The older woman yawned tiredly as she reached the Sister in
rlm@0 1128 training, a hand covering her mouth. “And I thought I was an early
rlm@0 1129 riser. You must have a lot on your mind if you came to pray so
rlm@0 1130 early.” Pulling down her glasses, Sister Emari rubbed some of the
rlm@0 1131 sleep from her eyes. She smiled gently at the younger girl after
rlm@0 1132 replacing her glasses. Her smile faded as she saw the wet sheen over
rlm@0 1133 Seira’s gray eyes. “Is something troubling you, dear?”
rlm@0 1134 Picking up her bible, Seira averted her eyes, hugging the book
rlm@0 1135 tightly to her chest. The only sound in the large expanse of the
rlm@0 1136 church was Seira’s cross lightly sliding across the bible as she
rlm@0 1137 shifted. “I’m going away in less than a week,” the dark haired girl
rlm@0 1138 said at last, turning to look at the older woman.
rlm@0 1139 “Is that what you’re concerned about, Seira-chan? Dear, you
rlm@0 1140 shouldn’t worry about that. I know that you’ll make such a lovely
rlm@0 1141 nun. You’re kind and sweet and gentle. We’ll all miss you terribly,
rlm@0 1142 but when you return, you’ll be Sister Seira.” Sister Emari put a hand
rlm@0 1143 on Seira’s shoulder, smiling at the younger girl reassuringly. It
rlm@0 1144 didn’t seem to help Seira’s disposition any. The older Sister pushed
rlm@0 1145 her glasses back up. “That’s not it? What is it, Seira-chan?” The
rlm@0 1146 younger girl was practically a daughter to her and to the rest of the
rlm@0 1147 nuns at the school. It worried her to see Seira so troubled by
rlm@0 1148 something. Usually the younger girl was so bright and full of life.
rlm@0 1149 Now she seemed consumed by doubt. Could it be the upcoming trip to
rlm@0 1150 Rome itself? Seira had been so eager when they had first told her of
rlm@0 1151 it several months before. What could be bothering her about it now?
rlm@0 1152 For a moment, Sister Emari could see the small child that had been
rlm@0 1153 left at the church doorstep, the one that she had watched grow over
rlm@0 1154 the years. Like any mother, she couldn’t stand to see the younger
rlm@0 1155 girl in pain. None of the Sisters at the school could. Seira was
rlm@0 1156 their pride and joy.
rlm@0 1157 Seira hesitated for a moment, hugging her bible. What was she
rlm@0 1158 supposed to say? She always believed in doing what was right, what
rlm@0 1159 the Lord wanted, but she knew that sometimes you could bend things if
rlm@0 1160 it would help. Like having her best friend steal items to bring them
rlm@0 1161 back to those that needed them. Like lying about Ruby being a stuffed
rlm@0 1162 animal so Asuka Jr. wouldn’t catch on that Meimi was Saint Tail. But
rlm@0 1163 could she lie about this? About being in love with another girl?
rlm@0 1164 Whenever Seira would bend things, it was only to help others, never
rlm@0 1165 herself. Sighing inwardly, she could feel herself trembling as she
rlm@0 1166 lowered her gaze. “I don’t want to leave Meimi-chan,” she whispered.
rlm@0 1167 “Is that what this is all about? I’m sure you can come back and
rlm@0 1168 visit soon enough after you get settled. We’ll all want to see you
rlm@0 1169 again soon anyway. And I’m sure that the two of you could write each
rlm@0 1170 other.” Smiling warmly, Sister Emari tried to work out the soonest
rlm@0 1171 that Seira could return. She would miss the dark haired girl
rlm@0 1172 considerably, as she knew everyone else would. Maybe they could try
rlm@0 1173 to collect some money and fly her back for a visit sooner than they
rlm@0 1174 had originally planned. Anything to see their smiling little girl
rlm@0 1175 again. If only she would smile. Sister Emari frowned. Seira was
rlm@0 1176 usually so happy, always smiling or giggling. It was horrible to see
rlm@0 1177 the pretty younger girl robbed of her beautiful smile. Just as it
rlm@0 1178 would be sad when Seira left. The Sister-in-training really
rlm@0 1179 brightened the lives of the nuns.
rlm@0 1180 “I love her,” Seira said, looking down. She had never told any of
rlm@0 1181 the Sisters before of her feelings for Meimi. With the churches views
rlm@0 1182 on homosexuality, she had been too afraid to say anything. And it had
rlm@0 1183 been pointless to worry about it before. She would be joining the
rlm@0 1184 convent, away from the girl she loved. She wouldn’t be acting on her
rlm@0 1185 feelings, so it wasn’t a problem. It didn’t make her love Meimi any
rlm@0 1186 less, but it just hadn’t been important because there was no way she
rlm@0 1187 could be with the other girl. But now that was different. She was
rlm@0 1188 afraid of how the older women might react, afraid that she would let
rlm@0 1189 down these wonderful women who had raised her.
rlm@0 1190 “Oh...” Sister Emari cleared her throat, pushing up her glasses.
rlm@0 1191 The older Sister began to look around the large room, her eyes
rlm@0 1192 wandering. That had been... unexpected. Still, had she really
rlm@0 1193 expected Seira to grow up and never fall in love? Such a thing was
rlm@0 1194 preposterous. Of course their little Seira had fallen in love. But
rlm@0 1195 with Meimi? “You love Meimi?” Sister Emari repeated. Seeing Seira nod
rlm@0 1196 slowly, Emari sighed. She had heard correctly after all. “But she’s
rlm@0 1197 so... moody.”
rlm@0 1198 Seira giggled softly despite herself. “I’ve noticed. But it’s
rlm@0 1199 something I’ve always loved. She’s very emotional.” Releasing a sigh,
rlm@0 1200 she closed her eyes. Her heart was still entangled hopelessly in a
rlm@0 1201 web she couldn’t begin to untangle. But her mind understood the
rlm@0 1202 church doctrine well enough. If she was to remain celibate, then it
rlm@0 1203 didn’t matter if she had feelings for another woman. “I know where I
rlm@0 1204 belong, Sister Emari. I love her, but that just makes it even more
rlm@0 1205 important that I join the convent. I will be God’s servant.” She
rlm@0 1206 waited for the older woman’s agreement but when none came, her eyes
rlm@0 1207 fluttered open. Sister Emari had her arms crossed, her attention cast
rlm@0 1208 forward as if she were deep in thought. “Sister?”
rlm@0 1209 “Her name was Kasumi.”
rlm@0 1210 Blinking in confusion, Seira shook her head. “Whose name was Kasumi?”
rlm@0 1211 The older Sister smiled, her glasses glinting in the growing light.
rlm@0 1212 “Nothing. It was a long time ago. Seira, I’m not sure if your place
rlm@0 1213 is in the convent. You’ve always been God’s servant. You’ve always
rlm@0 1214 helped His people as best you could. And you aren’t a Sister yet.
rlm@0 1215 Even then, you’ve done wonderful things for people. I meant what I
rlm@0 1216 said earlier. You are kind and gentle and loving. But you don’t need
rlm@0 1217 to be a priest or a nun to follow the Lord’s path for you.”
rlm@0 1218 “I don’t think I understand, Sister Emari. Doesn’t all of this make
rlm@0 1219 it even clearer that I should become a nun? Doesn’t all of this make
rlm@0 1220 my path clear?” Seira asked, gray eyes meeting the Emari’s brown
rlm@0 1221 eyes. She had made her decision, but now it seemed that Sister Emari
rlm@0 1222 was telling her otherwise. Confusion rolled over her, tossing the
rlm@0 1223 young Sister-in-training about.
rlm@0 1224 “I can’t tell you what your path is, Seira-chan. Sometimes we have
rlm@0 1225 a hard time seeing it, but if we listen closely enough, we can
rlm@0 1226 understand in the end what we were put here for. You have done a
rlm@0 1227 wonderful job helping people even without being a nun. I don’t think
rlm@0 1228 being one would change you one bit. I do, on the other hand, think
rlm@0 1229 that the Lord would want you to be happy. He would want you to have
rlm@0 1230 joy in your life. And most of all, He would want to see your precious
rlm@0 1231 smile, just as He’s let us all see it as you grew up here.” Emari
rlm@0 1232 reached out and held the dark haired girl’s cheek. “You’re like a
rlm@0 1233 daughter to me, Seira-chan. To all of us. He would want you to be
rlm@0 1234 happy. We want you to be happy. We always thought you would grow up
rlm@0 1235 to become a nun because of how you are. But we don't expect it of
rlm@0 1236 you. Perhaps your path lies elsewhere. You’re one of the Lord’s most
rlm@0 1237 faithful servants. I can’t see Him wanting you to be lonely.”
rlm@0 1238 “I... Sister Emari...” Seira got out weakly, taken aback. She
rlm@0 1239 blinked weary, tear streaked eyes. Her tangled heart struggled
rlm@0 1240 against the confining webs, Sister Emari’s words coursing through her
rlm@0 1241 soul. Crying softly, she felt arms pull her closer, gentle hands
rlm@0 1242 stroking her back. Was Sister Emari right? Could she be with Meimi?
rlm@0 1243 But still, she felt the convent’s calling, could feel her life’s
rlm@0 1244 dream waiting for her. Her mind collapsed into confusion. Resting
rlm@0 1245 weakly against the older woman, Seira cried herself to sleep.
rlm@0 1246
rlm@0 1247 “Saint Tail!!” Darting forward, Asuka Jr. snagged at thin air.
rlm@0 1248 Blinking confusedly, the boy barely had time to notice his
rlm@0 1249 surrounding before he tumbled to the floor. Grumbling, he sat up,
rlm@0 1250 throwing his blankets to the side. Just another dream. Sighing, the
rlm@0 1251 green haired boy walked barefoot across his tidy room. Some would
rlm@0 1252 call him obsessed with the mysterious thief, but he didn’t care what
rlm@0 1253 anyone else thought. Only one thing mattered to the young detective,
rlm@0 1254 and that was unmasking Saint Tail. One day he would. One day soon. He
rlm@0 1255 would catch her. He would be the one. Saint Tail had promised him
rlm@0 1256 that he would be the only one to catch her. She was his first thought
rlm@0 1257 upon waking and his last thought upon drifting off to sleep. She was,
rlm@0 1258 for all intents and purposes, his one driving goal in life.
rlm@0 1259 Stepping up to his window, Asuka Jr. drew the blinds. The dark
rlm@0 1260 haired boy winded as light poured into his room. Yawning, he turned
rlm@0 1261 away and began to get dressed. He hadn’t gotten much sleep the night
rlm@0 1262 before, having followed Saint Tail all the way to a hospital. He had
rlm@0 1263 almost caught her when doctors had run past, nearly knocking him
rlm@0 1264 over. They had run to the same room Saint Tail had been heading
rlm@0 1265 towards.
rlm@0 1266 Asuka Jr. closed his eyes tightly, trying to force out the thoughts
rlm@0 1267 that followed. But even as he tried to relegate them to the shadows
rlm@0 1268 of his mind, searchlights brought them out into the open. The girl
rlm@0 1269 had died. The girl that Saint Tail had been helping had been dead by
rlm@0 1270 the time the doctor’s reached her. Her body had finally given out,
rlm@0 1271 one of the doctors had told him. He and Saint Tail had been side by
rlm@0 1272 side as they heard the news. He could have caught her then and there.
rlm@0 1273 But he couldn’t. His heart hadn’t been in it. He saw them cart away
rlm@0 1274 the body of a pale girl and he suddenly hadn’t felt strong enough to
rlm@0 1275 stand, let alone to haul in Saint Tail. It was then that he learned
rlm@0 1276 that Saint Tail had been about to deliver a love letter from the now
rlm@0 1277 dead girl. It had been her final wish. So Asuka Jr. had let her go.
rlm@0 1278 How could he let the girl’s final wish go unfulfilled? At least this
rlm@0 1279 way, she wouldn’t regret never telling her love on the other side.
rlm@0 1280 They would know. But that thought sent a cold chill through him. How
rlm@0 1281 would he handle a letter confessing someone’s love for him only to
rlm@0 1282 discover they had already died? It was a painful situation, he knew.
rlm@0 1283 He was relieved that Saint Tail had been the one to give the letter
rlm@0 1284 and not himself. He didn’t know if he could do that.
rlm@0 1285 Trying to shake off the haunting feeling the thoughts gave him,
rlm@0 1286 Asuka Jr. turned to pick up his backpack. Something on the window
rlm@0 1287 caught his eye. Squinting, her walked closer to the plane of glass.
rlm@0 1288 “Traeh s’arieS retsiS rof emoc lliw I ,thginoT,” he managed to sound
rlm@0 1289 out. “What the hell?” Had Saint Tail suddenly started writing in
rlm@0 1290 code? Or was this some strange type of riddle? He shook his head,
rlm@0 1291 trying to decode the bizarre message. It finally hit him the third
rlm@0 1292 time through. She’d written it on his window from the outside. It was
rlm@0 1293 backwards. “Tonight, I will come for Sister Seira’s heart. Saint
rlm@0 1294 Tail.” He read it over again. What could she mean? He shook his head.
rlm@0 1295 It didn’t matter. He would find out tonight. Tonight, for sure! He
rlm@0 1296 would catch Saint Tail!
rlm@0 1297
rlm@0 1298 The church was completely empty except for a lone girl. Seira sat
rlm@0 1299 quietly in a confessional, her heart struggling to understand where
rlm@0 1300 her place was, where she belonged. She couldn’t tell how long she had
rlm@0 1301 been there or even when she had first arrived. This was her usual
rlm@0 1302 spot, inside the church, waiting for those in need. But now she found
rlm@0 1303 herself in need. She could usually determine what needed to be done
rlm@0 1304 to help people, to fix their problems. But she found herself unable
rlm@0 1305 to come up with a solution to her own predicament. Her heart teetered
rlm@0 1306 back and forth on the edge, unsure of which choice to make. On one
rlm@0 1307 hand, she loved Meimi dearly. On the other, her life was one that was
rlm@0 1308 committed to God. It left her in a precarious predicament.
rlm@0 1309 A sound in the other side of the confessional dragged Seira out of
rlm@0 1310 her thoughts. She smiled softly as she looked over at the screen.
rlm@0 1311 This was something she could handle. It was so much easier helping
rlm@0 1312 others figure out what to do than trying to decide what to do on her
rlm@0 1313 own. She would be leaving in a few days, but maybe she could get
rlm@0 1314 Saint Tail to help a few last people before she left. Or she could at
rlm@0 1315 least help ease someone’s mind with whatever troubles they had. “Can
rlm@0 1316 I help you?”
rlm@0 1317 “I have a confession to make,” the voice said from the other side.
rlm@0 1318 It sounded strange, unfamiliar. “I’m in love with another girl. She’s
rlm@0 1319 all I think about anymore. She’s just perfect. She’s so sweet and
rlm@0 1320 caring. She would do anything for me. Even though I do some stupid
rlm@0 1321 things sometimes, she always helps me out of it. I can always come to
rlm@0 1322 her with my problems and she always listens to me, no matter what
rlm@0 1323 they are. She can get a little jealous sometimes and she can get me
rlm@0 1324 to do things without my even knowing she tricked me into it, but it
rlm@0 1325 all just makes me love her even more. She knows me better than anyone
rlm@0 1326 else could ever hope to.”
rlm@0 1327 Seira felt her heart pounding in her chest. Holding her hands in
rlm@0 1328 her lap, she tried to come up with a reply. “Are you worried that
rlm@0 1329 it’s a girl? It sounds like you’re very much in love. I don’t think
rlm@0 1330 the Lord would ever fault you for such a thing.”
rlm@0 1331 “I’m not worried about that. But I think she is. I think she’s been
rlm@0 1332 worried about that for some time.”
rlm@0 1333 “So she’s afraid that it’s wrong for her to be in love with another
rlm@0 1334 girl.” Seira sighed, bowing her head. “I know how that feels. But God
rlm@0 1335 loves all of his children. He isn’t an exclusive being, there only
rlm@0 1336 for some and not others. I don’t see how being in love can be a sin.
rlm@0 1337 He’s so loving. He wouldn’t be angry with you for being in love, no
rlm@0 1338 matter who you’re in love with.”
rlm@0 1339 “Really? I wish you could tell her that. I’m so scared that I’m
rlm@0 1340 going to lose her because of this. And I can’t lose her. I need her.
rlm@0 1341 More than anything. She makes my life complete. I’d be lost without
rlm@0 1342 her. She’s always been my guiding light. She’s the one that steers me
rlm@0 1343 in the right direction.”
rlm@0 1344 Standing up, Seira reached for the door. Something about this was
rlm@0 1345 just too strange. It sounded too familiar. The door opened and she
rlm@0 1346 stumbled into Saint Tail. The Sister-in-training’s arms flailed as
rlm@0 1347 she fell against the mysterious thief. Both girls tumbled to the
rlm@0 1348 floor in a heap. “Meimi-chan?” Seira looked up directly into auburn
rlm@0 1349 hair. She closed her eyes as it tickled her nose.
rlm@0 1350 “You weren’t supposed to come out yet,” Meimi explained, getting to
rlm@0 1351 her knees. She smiled at the dark haired girl. “It’s ventriloquism.
rlm@0 1352 I’ve been practicing. I knew it would come in handy one of these
rlm@0 1353 days.”
rlm@0 1354 “So you were waiting right outside? What in Heaven for?” Seira
rlm@0 1355 asked, blinking. She slowly gathered up her skirt underneath her,
rlm@0 1356 still kneeling herself.
rlm@0 1357 “For this.” Meimi cupped Seira’s chin, kissing her softly. The
rlm@0 1358 young nun froze as she kissed her warmly, gloved fingers stroking
rlm@0 1359 under her chin. Meimi held the kiss, drawing it out before finally
rlm@0 1360 pulling away. Seira was pleasantly dizzy when she was done. Meimi
rlm@0 1361 smiled and trailed up to Seira’s lips with her fingertip. “I love
rlm@0 1362 you, Seira. I need you.”
rlm@0 1363 Seira shook her head, slowly getting to her feet. “Meimi-chan.. You
rlm@0 1364 really shouldn’t do that in here.” She turned her back to the auburn
rlm@0 1365 haired girl, trying to quell her warring feelings. She held her hands
rlm@0 1366 to her chest, breathing slowly.
rlm@0 1367 “Why? You said yourself that He wouldn’t fault you for it,” Meimi
rlm@0 1368 argued. Still Seira looked uncertain. Meimi took her hands, looking
rlm@0 1369 the dark haired girl in the eye. “Please come with me. Just for now.
rlm@0 1370 I have to show you something. Ruby has something she wants to show
rlm@0 1371 you.” Her blue eyes pleaded with Seira until the young nun finally
rlm@0 1372 relented. She hurried outside, leading Seira into the darkening
rlm@0 1373 night. Stars already twinkled outside like lanterns in a long and
rlm@0 1374 dark sea. “Ruby!” Meimi called. The cute little hedgehog ran out from
rlm@0 1375 behind some bushes, leaping up into Meimi’s waiting hands. “I would
rlm@0 1376 have done this on my own, but Ruby wanted to come along,” Meimi
rlm@0 1377 explained.
rlm@0 1378 “Ruby’s always welcome to come along,” Seira said with a smile,
rlm@0 1379 petting the hedgehog in Saint Tail’s hands. Something glimmered in
rlm@0 1380 the moonlight, hanging from Ruby’s ribbon. Seira looked at it
rlm@0 1381 curiously, reaching out. She gently pulled it away from the ribbon,
rlm@0 1382 holding it up in the dim light. A small gold ring glimmered in her
rlm@0 1383 hand. Seira opened her mouth but nothing came out. She suddenly felt
rlm@0 1384 much dizzier than she had after the kiss. She was about to sit down,
rlm@0 1385 but Meimi took her hands, piercing blue eyes captivating her. She
rlm@0 1386 could only look back, ring still in hand.
rlm@0 1387 “It’s my mother’s engagement ring. She was actually really for this
rlm@0 1388 plan when I asked her if I could have it.” Meimi swallowed, licking
rlm@0 1389 her dry lips. She felt so anxious. She had never before thought of
rlm@0 1390 doing this, had never thought of how difficult it would be. But the
rlm@0 1391 thought of losing Seira spurred her on. This was what she wanted, to
rlm@0 1392 be with Seira forever. Standing there in her Saint Tail tuxedo, it
rlm@0 1393 seemed all too fitting. “Seira, will you marry me?”
rlm@0 1394 Seira stared back in stunned silence. A marriage proposal? Meimi
rlm@0 1395 was proposing to her? Her cheeks darkened as the thought made its way
rlm@0 1396 to her heart. “I.. Meimi-chan..” she got out, blushing. “But we
rlm@0 1397 can’t.” She tried to think, but her mind was paralyzed, trapped on
rlm@0 1398 the ring and Meimi’s blue orbs.
rlm@0 1399 “I know we can’t legally get married, but I want to marry you,
rlm@0 1400 Seira. I thought long and hard about this. This is what I want. I
rlm@0 1401 hope it’s what you want, too. I promise I’ll take care of you. I
rlm@0 1402 promise I’ll love you forever. I know we’ll have God’s protection on
rlm@0 1403 this. Just please say yes,” Meimi pleaded, her fingers entwining with
rlm@0 1404 Seira’s. Her heart hung above infinity as she awaited Seira’s reply,
rlm@0 1405 her eyes questing into Seira’s for an answer.
rlm@0 1406 “Saint Tail! You won’t get away this time!” Asuka Jr. yelled as he
rlm@0 1407 ran towards the two girls.
rlm@0 1408 Meimi smiled at Seira before taking a step back and turning to
rlm@0 1409 Asuka Jr. “Sometimes, a magician will reveal her tricks to the
rlm@0 1410 audience so they can see the illusion for what it is. I’ve played
rlm@0 1411 this game long enough. Thank you for playing it with me, Asuka Jr. I
rlm@0 1412 had fun. But I can’t play it anymore.” Reaching up, Meimi pulled out
rlm@0 1413 her ribbon, her long ponytail spilling behind her. She shook her
rlm@0 1414 head, her hair fluttering around her.
rlm@0 1415 “Haneoka-san?!” Asuka Jr. stared in amazement. “You.. You’re Saint
rlm@0 1416 Tail? But how?” For all of this time, there had been hints of Meimi
rlm@0 1417 in Saint Tail, but he had never been certain. There had always been
rlm@0 1418 that mystery. But now, the mystery of Saint Tail was laid out right
rlm@0 1419 in front of him. He could only watch, unsure of what to do. She was
rlm@0 1420 unmasked. What more could he do?
rlm@0 1421 Meimi turned back to Seira, and with a graceful step was right
rlm@0 1422 against her. Wrapping an arm around Seira’s waist, she held the young
rlm@0 1423 Sister-in-training tightly. Pulling up her top hat, she counted down.
rlm@0 1424 “One! Two! Three!” With an impressive burst, a group of colorful
rlm@0 1425 balloons lifted above them. Meimi grabbed the line as the lifted into
rlm@0 1426 the air, pulling Seira into the sky with her.
rlm@0 1427 Asuka Jr. watched the two girls float into the air for a long
rlm@0 1428 moment, watching until they were far out of sight. Collapsing
rlm@0 1429 backwards, he could only sit there, Saint Tail’s unmasking burned
rlm@0 1430 into his mind. It was over. The chase had finally ended. He had what
rlm@0 1431 he wanted. He knew who Saint Tail was. So why did he feel so empty?
rlm@0 1432 The mystery was gone, the one thing that had kept him on edge, eager
rlm@0 1433 to find it’s resolution. It really was like finding out how a magic
rlm@0 1434 trick worked. When you saw it again, the magic was gone. It was
rlm@0 1435 simply a gesture. Saint Tail was simply Haneoka. There was no magic
rlm@0 1436 behind it, no mystery anymore. He sighed. He didn’t bother looking
rlm@0 1437 when someone sat down next to him.
rlm@0 1438 “Well.. You know now.” Lina looked up into the heavens, following
rlm@0 1439 Asuka Jr.'s gaze. “Is it everything you had hoped for?” she asked,
rlm@0 1440 looking over to him.
rlm@0 1441 “The magic’s gone. She showed me how the magic works. It’s just..
rlm@0 1442 gone.” Asuka Jr. shook his head, still in shock. “I don’t know where
rlm@0 1443 to go from here. I don’t know what to do. Saint Tail was everything.
rlm@0 1444 I finally caught her. I know who she is. Now what? The game’s over.”
rlm@0 1445 Lina nodded thoughtfully. She offered a small smile, catching Asuka
rlm@0 1446 Jr.’s eye. Resting a hand on his, she shrugged. “Real magic doesn’t
rlm@0 1447 work that way. Real magic doesn’t disappear when you find out what
rlm@0 1448 causes it.”
rlm@0 1449 Asuka Jr. sighed, looking down at Lina’s hand. “I guess you’re
rlm@0 1450 right. But what do I do now?” He looked up again, seeing Lina bathed
rlm@0 1451 in moonlight. He didn’t know why, but for the first time, he realized
rlm@0 1452 how pretty she was.
rlm@0 1453 “Keep looking. Saint Tail wasn’t the magic you were looking for. So
rlm@0 1454 keep looking until you find that magic. Until you find the real
rlm@0 1455 magic. Magic that won’t disappear when you understand it.” Lina
rlm@0 1456 smiled, taking his hand in her own.
rlm@0 1457 Asuka Jr. nodded, smiling faintly himself. “I’ll keep looking.”
rlm@0 1458
rlm@0 1459 Up above, a young Sister-in-training and a mysterious thief floated
rlm@0 1460 through the air. Seira had been taken by surprise at first, too
rlm@0 1461 shocked to keep herself from being whisked away by Saint Tail. She
rlm@0 1462 had had the presence of mind to hold onto the engagement ring,
rlm@0 1463 luckily. The two hung above, suspended up in a beautiful star
rlm@0 1464 speckled heaven. Seira sighed, resting against Meimi as she held onto
rlm@0 1465 her. The two floated quietly for what felt like a beautiful taste of
rlm@0 1466 eternity. Seira could feel Meimi’s heart beating against her own, a
rlm@0 1467 thunderous beat against her own. Meimi was usually so much more
rlm@0 1468 confident as Saint Tail, but it seemed that even that confidence
rlm@0 1469 couldn’t shield her as she waited anxiously. “I’ll marry you, Meimi-
rlm@0 1470 chan,” Seira said at last, pulling back enough to look into Meimi’s
rlm@0 1471 gorgeous blue eyes. She smiled at the look of relief that washed over
rlm@0 1472 the auburn haired girl’s face. “It’s what I want, too.”
rlm@0 1473 Meimi smiled brightly holding Seira even tighter. The future
rlm@0 1474 suddenly wasn’t weighing upon her shoulders. Instead it made her feel
rlm@0 1475 lighter than air, drawing her above her worries. The future was no
rlm@0 1476 longer something to dread, but something to await with each passing
rlm@0 1477 breath. “Seira..” Meimi felt her heart float joyously like the
rlm@0 1478 balloons she was holding. “I love you, Seira,” Meimi whispered.
rlm@0 1479 Seira’s decision was finally made. She felt free, given the eagle’s
rlm@0 1480 wings she had sought for so long. Life was the most precious dream.
rlm@0 1481 She silently thanked the God that she had dedicated her life to for
rlm@0 1482 this beautiful moment, for letting her future lay with Meimi. That
rlm@0 1483 future lay before them, unwritten but full of glorious promise and
rlm@0 1484 wonder. And they would write their future hand in hand. “I love you,
rlm@0 1485 too, Meimi-chan,” Seira replied, her gray eyes sparkling. Leaning
rlm@0 1486 forward, she kissed the mysterious thief, her very own not-so-
rlm@0 1487 mysterious thief with all the love in her heart. With her hands
rlm@0 1488 behind Meimi’s waist, she slipped on the engagement ring, a thrill
rlm@0 1489 passing through her as the symbol of their union clasped her finger.
rlm@0 1490 And so they floated through the skies above, the silhouette of a
rlm@0 1491 thief and a nun kissing in the light of the moon.
rlm@0 1492