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1 Lost
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2 by Amazoness Duo
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3 amazonessduo@hotmail.com
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4
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5 The light, it cannot reach me here.
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6 It's rays don't go this far.
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7 Even they turn back before the darkness devours them.
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8 Yet I find myself lost here,
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9 on these cold and desolate plains.
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10 I don't know where I am nor where I'm going.
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11 Darkness stretches outwards, an infinite expanse of loneliness,
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12 blessed only with the solace of teardrops.
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13
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14 I am alone here,
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15 Lost where you can never find me.
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16 I cannot find my way,
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17 begging each shadow for help.
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18 But my pleas fall on deaf ears and I must continue forward.
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19 Alone.
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21 This well traveled route of agony and despair,
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22 it knows me well by now.
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23 Always harkening me back to it's haunting paths and dark mazes.
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24 I am lost to it,
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25 unable to escape it's grasp upon me.
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26 I always pass the same sign,
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27 always cross the same frozen stream.
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28 'You are nowhere,'
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29 the sign states in letters the color of blood.
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30 And I shiver at the sight,
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31 but continue forwards into the encompassing darkness.
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32 "Where am I?" I ask.
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33 But there is no answer.
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34 "Who am I?" I plead.
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35 But silence answers my call.
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36 "Please save me..." I whimper.
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37 But no one comes for me.
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38
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39 So I cry.
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40
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41 I finally collapse along the winding path,
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42 my tear soaked dress fluttering around me as the wind picks up.
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43 I sob bitter tears,
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44 cursing my lost and lonely path,
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45 praying for the light to illuminate the darkness.
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46 But no one heeds my calls.
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47 And I am left in the shadows to fend for myself.
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48 To find my path when there is none.
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49 To save myself from the shadows when I know that I can't.
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50 So I cry.
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51 Pounding my fists into the wet dirt of my lonely path,
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52 I question whether it needs me upon it anymore.
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53 Perhaps it is time I surrender,
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54 that I give in to the inevitablity that I will forever be lost.
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55 That my path will never take me anywhere but through these cold and dark shadows.
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56 I laugh into the night sky,
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57 the thunder echoing the madness that plays with my hair.
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58 If only I give up,
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59 I will be free.
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60 I will be free...
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61
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62 But I cannot give up.
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63 Not yet, at any right.
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64 I have much left to tend to.
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65 I have sights left unseen.
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66 Perhaps I will never see them.
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67 But I won't know if I don't try.
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68 I struggle to my bare feet,
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69 stumbling forward into the cold woods once more.
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70 I know that I am lost.
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71 But I pray that I will be found.
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