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rlm@0 1 Hello! ^-^ This is a CCS fic set an indefinite amount of time in the
rlm@0 2 future. All
rlm@0 3 characters are copyright CLAMP except for Bara-chan. I really hope
rlm@0 4 you enjoy
rlm@0 5 the fic. ^-^ Please tell me what you think if you get the chance.
rlm@0 6
rlm@0 7
rlm@0 8
rlm@0 9 Final Heaven
rlm@0 10 by Amazoness Duo
rlm@0 11 amazonessduo@hotmail.com
rlm@0 12
rlm@0 13
rlm@0 14
rlm@0 15 “Tomoyo-chan...”
rlm@0 16 “But Sakura-chan like’s pink,” Tomoyo chides gently, as if reminding
rlm@0 17 me of something I had forgotten. I just blush fiercely in response.
rlm@0 18 She’s always
rlm@0 19 had this affect on me, from when we were young girls. She has a way
rlm@0 20 of getting
rlm@0 21 me to go along with whatever it is she thinks. Yes, I do like pink.
rlm@0 22 And I trust
rlm@0 23 Tomoyo-chan’s judgement with things like that. I mean, she probably
rlm@0 24 knows me
rlm@0 25 better than I do. But the cloth is so ethereal. It almost sparkles
rlm@0 26 in her hands. And
rlm@0 27 I can see right through it. After all these years, I know what she
rlm@0 28 must be
rlm@0 29 thinking. Tomoyo-chan has a dirty mind. These days she makes almost
rlm@0 30 all of my
rlm@0 31 clothes. But I can only think of one place where I’d wear something
rlm@0 32 made out of
rlm@0 33 that. And it probably wouldn’t stay on for long at that.
rlm@0 34 Hoe... I’m blushing even deeper now. And she knows it. Sometimes I
rlm@0 35 think she can read my mind. I wouldn’t be surprised. She seems to be
rlm@0 36 able to
rlm@0 37 pick up on everything. It’s her own kind of magic. I have no idea
rlm@0 38 how she
rlm@0 39 knows so much. But that really doesn’t help me right now because
rlm@0 40 that just
rlm@0 41 makes it even more embarrassing. And I know she’ll get me to wear
rlm@0 42 whatever
rlm@0 43 she’ll make from that cloth, too.
rlm@0 44 “Tomoyo-chan...” I say again, helplessly. I know it won’t change
rlm@0 45 anything. I’ve known her far too long to think that. I’m just no
rlm@0 46 good at arguing
rlm@0 47 anything with her. She has this sweet way of always getting me to go
rlm@0 48 along with
rlm@0 49 what she has in mind. She always seems to know what she’s doing. And
rlm@0 50 with
rlm@0 51 her soft voice and her pretty blue eyes, she can be so persuasive.
rlm@0 52 It’s like with
rlm@0 53 her costumes. I can’t help going along with her when she looks so
rlm@0 54 determined.
rlm@0 55 Tomoyo pauses for a moment, her stormy blue eyes closed. She looks
rlm@0 56 so deep in thought. It takes me a moment before I realize that I’m
rlm@0 57 leaning closer,
rlm@0 58 curiously. I sweatdrop and stand back up, still watching her. What
rlm@0 59 could she be
rlm@0 60 thinking? Her eyes flutter open, locking with mine. “Even Bara-chan
rlm@0 61 likes it.
rlm@0 62 She’s kicking for you, Sakura.” She smiles that sweet, loving smile
rlm@0 63 that she’s
rlm@0 64 been showering on me since I was young. I smile back excitedly,
rlm@0 65 feeling a thrill
rlm@0 66 shoot through me.
rlm@0 67 “She is? Really?!” I ask anxiously, my body wanting to go in
rlm@0 68 different
rlm@0 69 directions all at once. Tomoyo-chan takes my hand gently and places
rlm@0 70 it on the
rlm@0 71 growing swell of her stomach. She’s right. I can feel our little
rlm@0 72 daughter kicking
rlm@0 73 inside of her. I can’t contain myself at that. It’s just so...
rlm@0 74 right. My blush fades
rlm@0 75 quickly, my mind focussing on our daughter. Our daughter. The symbol
rlm@0 76 of our
rlm@0 77 love. Well, that miracle took a little push from my magic, but she’s
rlm@0 78 still our
rlm@0 79 daughter. I blush again at Tomoyo’s loving gaze and return it,
rlm@0 80 smiling happily at
rlm@0 81 my wife. Oh, my knees are feeling week. This whole thing is just...
rlm@0 82 hanyaa. I
rlm@0 83 almost lunge forward at the growing warmth in my heart, hugging my
rlm@0 84 very
rlm@0 85 pregnant best friend as tightly as I can.
rlm@0 86 “I love you, Sakura-chan,” she says in that gentle, sweet voice of
rlm@0 87 hers.
rlm@0 88 It sounds like she’s singing to me. I always feel so happy when I
rlm@0 89 hear her say
rlm@0 90 that. I always have. I just didn’t always understand them. But now I
rlm@0 91 do.
rlm@0 92 “I love you, too,” I say, pouring my whole heart into those few
rlm@0 93 words.
rlm@0 94
rlm@0 95 I think the baby is finally resting. She has so much energy. Just
rlm@0 96 like her
rlm@0 97 mother. I can’t wait to see her. I have to wonder if she’ll take
rlm@0 98 more after me or
rlm@0 99 Sakura-chan. I took a lot after Sakura’s mother and she took a lot
rlm@0 100 after mine,
rlm@0 101 which is a little strange if you don’t realize how much the cousins
rlm@0 102 missed each
rlm@0 103 other. So we were there way of remembering each other. But it
rlm@0 104 doesn’t matter to
rlm@0 105 me who Bara-chan looks like or which of us she takes after. I’m very
rlm@0 106 happy to
rlm@0 107 know that she’s our daughter. I’ll be happy as long as Sakura-chan
rlm@0 108 and I can
rlm@0 109 raise her together. I’m sure she’ll grow up to be a remarkable girl.
rlm@0 110 Just like her
rlm@0 111 mother.
rlm@0 112 I continue to sing softly to the unborn child within me. I want her
rlm@0 113 to
rlm@0 114 feel safe, to feel loved. So I’ll continue singing to her, hoping
rlm@0 115 that she can hear
rlm@0 116 me somewhere in there. I want her to know how happy I am to be
rlm@0 117 carrying her,
rlm@0 118 our sweet daughter. To have something that’s ours, the product of my
rlm@0 119 love for
rlm@0 120 Sakura and hers for me, grow and develop inside of me. It’s a
rlm@0 121 wonderful feeling.
rlm@0 122 I have to admit that I never really thought about it much before. I
rlm@0 123 just never
rlm@0 124 thought I would wind up pregnant. I know mother was lonely when she
rlm@0 125 had me
rlm@0 126 and that I helped alleviate some of that, but I never thought that
rlm@0 127 I’d wind up
rlm@0 128 having a child of my own. That she could be Sakura’s. So despite the
rlm@0 129 morning
rlm@0 130 sickness and the mood swings and all of the doctor’s appointments,
rlm@0 131 I’m
rlm@0 132 deliriously happy to be having her.
rlm@0 133 My hands rest on my stomach as I whisper soothingly to my baby girl.
rlm@0 134 “I think you’ll like it here, Bara-chan. Sometimes it can be a
rlm@0 135 little cold and a
rlm@0 136 little lonely, but there is such beauty out there if you can only
rlm@0 137 find it. And it will
rlm@0 138 capture your entire soul. It’s breathtaking to behold. That
rlm@0 139 something so perfect
rlm@0 140 can exist is almost unbelievable. Please look for the beauty that’s
rlm@0 141 out there,
rlm@0 142 Bara-chan. I think you’ll be surprised. Especially if it looks back
rlm@0 143 at you.” I smile
rlm@0 144 at the thought, my eyes falling closed for a second. I’ve been much
rlm@0 145 too tired
rlm@0 146 lately. But I’m sure it’s easier for Bara to rest if I’m not busy
rlm@0 147 running around.
rlm@0 148 And why follow Sakura-chan around when she can come to me? Almost as
rlm@0 149 if on
rlm@0 150 cue, Sakura enters the room carrying a small bowl of soba. She looks
rlm@0 151 so
rlm@0 152 adorable in the floral design apron she has on with the big, pink
rlm@0 153 house slippers
rlm@0 154 on her feet. We have a chef for such things, of course, but Sakura
rlm@0 155 insists on
rlm@0 156 cooking herself from time to time. Even more so lately. I can't tell
rlm@0 157 which of us is
rlm@0 158 more anxious about the baby.
rlm@0 159 “Singing to the baby again, Tomoyo-chan?” Sakura asks with a warm
rlm@0 160 smile as she kneels next to the bed, blowing on the soba to cool it
rlm@0 161 down. “She
rlm@0 162 must love when you do that. It’s always so pretty.” She finally
rlm@0 163 helps me up,
rlm@0 164 handing me the bowl of soba. The sparkle in her emerald eyes hasn’t
rlm@0 165 decreased
rlm@0 166 in the slightest from when she was a child. In fact, sometimes it
rlm@0 167 seems even
rlm@0 168 brighter these days.
rlm@0 169 I smile in return, glad to have her help with anything as I lean
rlm@0 170 back
rlm@0 171 against the head of the bed. “Arigato gozimasu, Sakura. I want her
rlm@0 172 to know that
rlm@0 173 we’re waiting for her. And that she has much to look forward to.” I
rlm@0 174 reach out
rlm@0 175 and stroke Sakura’s cheek softly. She blushes a bit but doesn’t
rlm@0 176 avert her gaze. I
rlm@0 177 can see all of the love I’ve always wanted to pour into her
rlm@0 178 reflected back at me.
rlm@0 179 That feeling warms me more than the soba possibly could. She takes
rlm@0 180 the
rlm@0 181 chopsticks and brings a bit to my mouth. It’s still a little hot,
rlm@0 182 but it goes down
rlm@0 183 well. “It’s delicious, Sakura-chan. I’m sure Bara-chan would like to
rlm@0 184 thank you,
rlm@0 185 too. She must be getting hungry. And what better than a dish cooked
rlm@0 186 with
rlm@0 187 Sakura’s special ingredient?”
rlm@0 188 Sakura giggles at that, nodding as she takes another bit of the
rlm@0 189 soba with
rlm@0 190 the chopsticks and brings it back to my mouth. “A healthy dose of
rlm@0 191 love for my
rlm@0 192 sweet best friend and our cute little daughter. That’s why I sent
rlm@0 193 the chef home
rlm@0 194 for the day. I used to cook for my family back home a lot, even if
rlm@0 195 it was a chore.
rlm@0 196 So now I want to cook for my family here.” A happy smile crosses her
rlm@0 197 lips,
rlm@0 198 along with that spectacularly determined look in her eyes that I’ve
rlm@0 199 always loved
rlm@0 200 seeing. When Sakura-chan finally gets her mind set on something, she
rlm@0 201 throws
rlm@0 202 her whole heart into it. I’m so happy to be the focus of that
rlm@0 203 determination now.
rlm@0 204 “I’d be delighted to eat Sakura’s cooking for as long as she’ll
rlm@0 205 make it.
rlm@0 206 Or as long as you keep feeding it to me,” I state with another
rlm@0 207 smile. She looks a
rlm@0 208 little flustered as she gets another biteful and brings it up to my
rlm@0 209 mouth. She’s so
rlm@0 210 easy to embarrass. And she’s so kawaii when she blushes. I wonder if
rlm@0 211 she knows
rlm@0 212 that. I’ve told her enough by now that she has to. She blushed a
rlm@0 213 whole lot back
rlm@0 214 when we were dating. Whereas it doesn’t happen quite as much
rlm@0 215 anymore, it’s
rlm@0 216 still easy enough to bring a flush to her cheeks.
rlm@0 217 “If you say so, Tomoyo. I still think the chef is better, but I
rlm@0 218 wanted to
rlm@0 219 make something for you and the baby myself. It may not be as good,
rlm@0 220 but I feel
rlm@0 221 better that way.” Sakura looks so emotional as her jade eyes watch
rlm@0 222 me on the
rlm@0 223 bed. I haven’t seen her this emotional since the morning of our
rlm@0 224 wedding. And
rlm@0 225 that’s quite a bit for her because she’s always a rather emotional
rlm@0 226 woman. Which
rlm@0 227 is one of the many, many things I love about her. I try to pick out
rlm@0 228 all of the
rlm@0 229 emotions I see in her at the moment. Joy, anticipation, anxiety,
rlm@0 230 fear, happiness,
rlm@0 231 contentment, wonder. All of them performing their wild dance through
rlm@0 232 Sakura. I
rlm@0 233 stroke her cheek again, my fingers trailing across the silky smooth
rlm@0 234 skin. I smile
rlm@0 235 up at her reassuringly, brushing back a lock of her brunette hair
rlm@0 236 behind one cute
rlm@0 237 ear. I always loved her ears. They’re just so kawaii. My fingers
rlm@0 238 linger behind her
rlm@0 239 left ear for a moment, her body relaxing slightly.
rlm@0 240 “I love you, Sakura. I’m glad that you’d cook for the baby and me.
rlm@0 241 That’s so sweet of you.” I watch her for a long time, her hands
rlm@0 242 taking one of
rlm@0 243 mine, giving it a squeeze. She leans down after a moment’s
rlm@0 244 hesitation and kisses
rlm@0 245 me. It’s a short but entirely sweet kiss and like always, it leaves
rlm@0 246 me a little
rlm@0 247 breathless with its implications. Her love is much more potent to me
rlm@0 248 than
rlm@0 249 anything I’ve ever felt. It laps at my soul like gentle waves. It’s
rlm@0 250 just the way she
rlm@0 251 is, a kind and gentle soul that tries so hard even when she has no
rlm@0 252 idea what to
rlm@0 253 do. That determined, genki spirit of hers has always quenched my
rlm@0 254 thirsty soul.
rlm@0 255 How could I not love her. My fingers slip from her cheek, but my
rlm@0 256 eyes never
rlm@0 257 leave her own.
rlm@0 258 “Aishiteru, Tomoyo. I’m really happy that you like it. I’ll try to
rlm@0 259 make
rlm@0 260 some dessert in a bit.” Sakura scoots down across the bed as I start
rlm@0 261 to take a few
rlm@0 262 bites myself. Her hands run down my pale legs before stopping at my
rlm@0 263 feet,
rlm@0 264 making little swirls with her fingers before gently massaging them.
rlm@0 265 It feels so
rlm@0 266 perfect, having the Card Mistress right here with me, throughout all
rlm@0 267 of this. We
rlm@0 268 were trying to decide who should have the baby for a while when we
rlm@0 269 first
rlm@0 270 decided we wanted one. At first, we’d thought that it should be
rlm@0 271 Sakura-chan.
rlm@0 272 After all, she’s not as busy at Daidouji Toys as I usually am and it
rlm@0 273 would be a
rlm@0 274 wonderful experience. But the more we thought about it, the more I
rlm@0 275 thought that
rlm@0 276 I should carry our baby. It’s Sakura-chan’s magic at work, so I’d
rlm@0 277 rather she use
rlm@0 278 it on me anyway. And it gives her a chance to learn more about the
rlm@0 279 company,
rlm@0 280 even though mother still wants me to take it over when she retires.
rlm@0 281 Besides all
rlm@0 282 that, I’m overjoyed to be able to have this experience. To feel our
rlm@0 283 baby inside of
rlm@0 284 me fills me with a wonderfully indescribable feeling. It’s similar
rlm@0 285 to the warmth
rlm@0 286 that I feel from Sakura.
rlm@0 287 I yawn tiredly, Sakura’s nimble fingers starting to relax me more
rlm@0 288 than
rlm@0 289 I’d realized. I move my foot in her hand, marveling at the feel of
rlm@0 290 her soft fingers
rlm@0 291 against my skin. “I’m sure Bara-chan will love dessert. But I’d
rlm@0 292 rather have you
rlm@0 293 here with me for now.” My eyes meet hers again. She crawls up along
rlm@0 294 the bed as
rlm@0 295 I set the soba bowl down, her arms wrapping around me. Her head
rlm@0 296 rests on the
rlm@0 297 pillow next to mine, dark gray hair right next to sweet brunette. My
rlm@0 298 heart skips a
rlm@0 299 beat at having my one, True Love so close to me. It yearns for her,
rlm@0 300 as always,
rlm@0 301 and so she complies, her warm heart beating next to my own.
rlm@0 302 “Okay, Tomoyo-chan. I’ll wait until after you fall asleep before I
rlm@0 303 go
rlm@0 304 start on dessert. Just promise me you won’t come downstairs to try
rlm@0 305 and
rlm@0 306 videotape me this time. You need your rest. And I’ll go pick up some
rlm@0 307 more
rlm@0 308 videos to record more of the pregnancy when I go out tomorrow.”
rlm@0 309 Sakura looks
rlm@0 310 thoughtful for a moment, trying to go over anything she might be
rlm@0 311 missing in her
rlm@0 312 head. I disturb her thoughts with a quick kiss.
rlm@0 313 “I promise, Sakura.” Her bright smile is all of the reward I need to
rlm@0 314 convince me to stay in bed. Gazing into those beautiful emerald
rlm@0 315 eyes, I slowly
rlm@0 316 slip off to sleep, dreaming of our beautiful baby girl and my
rlm@0 317 gorgeous wife.
rlm@0 318
rlm@0 319 “But I don’t wanna be in the play. I’ll forget my lines and
rlm@0 320 everyone will
rlm@0 321 laugh.” I sigh, brushing some dark brown hair from my eyes. This is
rlm@0 322 just awful.
rlm@0 323 Awful. I don’t wanna be part of some stupid play at school. Why
rlm@0 324 can’t I just
rlm@0 325 help backstage where I don’t have to be out in front of everybody? I
rlm@0 326 get stage
rlm@0 327 fright too easily.
rlm@0 328 “Bara-chan, you shouldn’t worry about that. I can help you learn
rlm@0 329 your
rlm@0 330 lines if you want. And I’m certain that you’ll do perfectly well in
rlm@0 331 the play. Your
rlm@0 332 mother made a spectacular prince in a play back when she was your
rlm@0 333 age.”
rlm@0 334 Tomoyo-mama smiles sweetly, that same smile she always has when
rlm@0 335 talking
rlm@0 336 about Sakura-mama. “It doesn’t matter if anyone laughs. I won’t. And
rlm@0 337 I’ll be
rlm@0 338 videotaping the whole thing.” She kneels down next to me, forgetting
rlm@0 339 whatever
rlm@0 340 it was she was sewing for the time being. Her pale hands brush my
rlm@0 341 messy hair
rlm@0 342 from my eyes where it had fallen again. “And Sakura will be there,
rlm@0 343 too. We’ll be
rlm@0 344 cheering for you.”
rlm@0 345 I smile a bit at that. Well, maybe it wouldn’t be all bad. They
rlm@0 346 would be
rlm@0 347 there for the whole thing and at least I’d have help learning the
rlm@0 348 lines. I sigh in
rlm@0 349 defeat. “Hai, I know. I’m just so scared about being in front of
rlm@0 350 everyone.”
rlm@0 351 Tomoyo-mama smiles again, standing up. “You’ll do just fine, Bara-
rlm@0 352 chan. How about after dinner we’ll start practicing your lines and I
rlm@0 353 can try to
rlm@0 354 give you some tips on stage fright? I was in choir for years and
rlm@0 355 Sakura was in
rlm@0 356 cheerleading, so maybe we can help.” She tilts my chin up so I meet
rlm@0 357 her gaze,
rlm@0 358 still smiling.
rlm@0 359 I nod, more hair getting in my eyes. “That sounds good, Tomoyo-
rlm@0 360 mama. Thanks! I’ll go get my script for the play.” With an approving
rlm@0 361 nod from
rlm@0 362 my mom, I dart off to my room at a slight limp. I’m still a little
rlm@0 363 nervous about
rlm@0 364 the whole thing, but maybe she’s right. It can’t be all bad,
rlm@0 365 especially if I have
rlm@0 366 people to do it for. And now that I’m not in dance class until my
rlm@0 367 ankle heals, it
rlm@0 368 would be nice to have something to show them. It’s just so much
rlm@0 369 easier when
rlm@0 370 I’m dancing. You don’t have to think about anything. You just dance.
rlm@0 371 It doesn’t
rlm@0 372 matter who’s watching. Too bad I hadn’t noticed Chisa dancing so
rlm@0 373 close. Oh
rlm@0 374 well. The doctor said it should just be a few weeks until my ankle’s
rlm@0 375 back to
rlm@0 376 normal.
rlm@0 377 Grabbing my bookbag from my bed, I start sifting through it. It has
rlm@0 378 to
rlm@0 379 be in here somewhere. Plenty of notebooks, some pictures I drew in
rlm@0 380 class, a few
rlm@0 381 notes...
rlm@0 382 “What are you looking for?” a voice asks from behind me. I turn
rlm@0 383 quickly, startled. Why does she always have to surprise me like
rlm@0 384 that? I face my
rlm@0 385 mirror image for a moment and smile brightly before going back to
rlm@0 386 searching.
rlm@0 387 It’s nice to see her at least. I was wondering where she’d gone off
rlm@0 388 to. I’m a little
rlm@0 389 awkward at school and I’m shy so it’s hard for me to make friends.
rlm@0 390 At least with
rlm@0 391 normal girls my age. Then again, I guess I’m not really normal with
rlm@0 392 my parents.
rlm@0 393 The head of the Daidouji Corporation and the world’s strongest
rlm@0 394 magician. It’s so
rlm@0 395 much easier to make friends with mom’s Sakura Cards.
rlm@0 396 “Just the script for the play. Tomoyo-mama said we could go through
rlm@0 397 it
rlm@0 398 after dinner and she could help me with it,” I explain as I finally
rlm@0 399 find the stapled
rlm@0 400 together script. “Found it!”
rlm@0 401 My ‘twin’ looks thoughtful for a moment as she sits down next to me.
rlm@0 402 She has the same dark brown hair and lavender eyes that I do. She’s
rlm@0 403 even
rlm@0 404 wearing my school uniform, though I changed out of that a few
rlm@0 405 minutes ago.
rlm@0 406 “Oh yeah, that was today, wasn’t it? I could always go for you if
rlm@0 407 you want. I
rlm@0 408 wouldn’t want you to get too nervous about it.”
rlm@0 409 “That’s okay, Mirror. I’d hate to disappoint Sakura-mama and
rlm@0 410 Tomoyo-mama if they’re going to come to it. I could use the help
rlm@0 411 going over my
rlm@0 412 lines for the next few days, though,” I explain, sitting on my bed.
rlm@0 413 She sits next to
rlm@0 414 me after a moment. The only real difference in her appearance is
rlm@0 415 that she
rlm@0 416 doesn’t have the cast on her ankle. I sigh, flipping through the
rlm@0 417 pages.
rlm@0 418 “I’d love to help,” Mirror says with a smile, reading bits and
rlm@0 419 pieces
rlm@0 420 over my shoulder. “I hope I can go and watch you, too. I’m sure
rlm@0 421 you’ll be
rlm@0 422 great.”
rlm@0 423 A knock on the door grabs my attention before I can reply. Sakura-
rlm@0 424 mama sticks her head in, her brunette hair near her shoulders. “It’s
rlm@0 425 dinner time,
rlm@0 426 Bara-chan.” She waits for me as I tuck the script under my arm and
rlm@0 427 hurry over.
rlm@0 428 “And Tomoyo said that you got a part in the play. I can’t wait to
rlm@0 429 see it.”
rlm@0 430 I nod quickly, holding out the script. “I get to be Juliet. But
rlm@0 431 they must
rlm@0 432 have picked the wrong person. Misato or Ming Pha would both make much
rlm@0 433 better Juliets.”
rlm@0 434 Sakura-mama shakes her head, helping me down the stairs. “I don’t
rlm@0 435 think so. Sometimes we get surprised by things like that, but it
rlm@0 436 doesn’t mean
rlm@0 437 we’re wrong for the part.”
rlm@0 438 “Hai. Like Sakura as the prince. She made an absolutely darling
rlm@0 439 prince
rlm@0 440 at that,” Tomoyo-mama adds, sparkles in her eyes. Something tells me
rlm@0 441 I’ll be
rlm@0 442 watching a tape of the whole play tonight. I smile and nod, taking
rlm@0 443 my seat.
rlm@0 444 Yeah, if Sakura-mama made a good prince, maybe I can make a good
rlm@0 445 Juliet.
rlm@0 446 “Thanks, Tomoyo-mama, Sakura-mama. I’d really appreciate the help.”
rlm@0 447 I take a bite of the meal that Tomoyo-mama made for dinner, feeling
rlm@0 448 more at
rlm@0 449 ease. I spot Mirror watching me from the stairs and wave at her. She
rlm@0 450 blushes a
rlm@0 451 bit when she realizes I spotted her and waves back. I still don’t
rlm@0 452 really know how
rlm@0 453 it will all turn out, but maybe that doesn’t matter. There’s still
rlm@0 454 so much waiting
rlm@0 455 for me. I just know it.