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rlm@0 1 Hello! ^-^ This is a Quantum Leap/Cardcaptor Sakura crossover, so I
rlm@0 2 hope that
rlm@0 3 explains why this is so strange. ^^;;; I’m always so worried about
rlm@0 4 crossovers
rlm@0 5 because it’s so difficult to pull off merging two series together.
rlm@0 6 So I hope this
rlm@0 7 goes well. ^-^ The idea has been playing around in my head for quite
rlm@0 8 a while
rlm@0 9 now. Sam’s supposed to ‘put right what once went wrong’ so why can’t
rlm@0 10 he set
rlm@0 11 right the biggest problem in Cardcaptor Sakura? I’d like to thank
rlm@0 12 Boco the
rlm@0 13 Chokobo, who’s ideas helped me quite a bit with this. ^-^ Thanks!
rlm@0 14 *hugs* I’m
rlm@0 15 using the leaping mechanics from Ashley McConnell’s Quantum Leap
rlm@0 16 novels
rlm@0 17 because I like the idea of Sam actually switching bodies with who he
rlm@0 18 leaps into
rlm@0 19 rather than him just taking their aura. Anyway, I really hope you
rlm@0 20 enjoy this! ^-^
rlm@0 21 I always love feedback, so if you have the time, please e-mail me! ^-^
rlm@0 22
rlm@0 23
rlm@0 24 Across the Distance
rlm@0 25 by Amazoness Duo
rlm@0 26 amazonessduo@hotmail.com
rlm@0 27
rlm@0 28
rlm@0 29 Dr. Sam Beckett was always disoriented when he began a leap. Leaping
rlm@0 30 from life to life, trying to put right what once went wrong, was a
rlm@0 31 very stressful
rlm@0 32 job. He always found himself in the strangest situations, with no
rlm@0 33 knowledge of
rlm@0 34 who he was now or what situation he had leapt into. So he had gotten
rlm@0 35 very good
rlm@0 36 at trying to read his surroundings very quickly. But the first few
rlm@0 37 minutes never
rlm@0 38 allowed him such luxuries and it was up to him to wing it.
rlm@0 39 And he had absolutely no idea how to do so as the good doctor found
rlm@0 40 himself locking lips with a teenage, brown haired boy. The kiss
rlm@0 41 lasted for
rlm@0 42 another few seconds but it could very well have been an eternity. As
rlm@0 43 Dr. Beckett
rlm@0 44 stumbled backwards, trying to catch his breath, a quick glimpse down
rlm@0 45 finished
rlm@0 46 putting at least part of this scene together. He was a girl. Again.
rlm@0 47 And the boy
rlm@0 48 that had just been kissing him must be her boyfriend. “Oh boy...”
rlm@0 49
rlm@0 50 The boy blushed fiercely after Sam backed away. “Daijobu? Sakura-
rlm@0 51 chan?” He took a few steps closer, finally taking Sam’s, or the body
rlm@0 52 Sam was
rlm@0 53 currently inhabiting, hands and pulling him closer. Sam stumbled
rlm@0 54 forward, his
rlm@0 55 head resting on the boy’s chest. His mind was spinning. Had he ever
rlm@0 56 leapt out of
rlm@0 57 the US before? His swiss cheese memory betrayed him. He had no idea.
rlm@0 58 The boy
rlm@0 59 continued saying something, but it wasn’t making any sense. Wait, it
rlm@0 60 was. Sam
rlm@0 61 couldn’t remember if he’d taken Japanese in school or not, though he
rlm@0 62 very well
rlm@0 63 could have, or if it was something left over from his host, but the
rlm@0 64 jumbled words
rlm@0 65 began to make sense.
rlm@0 66 “Yeah, I’m fine,” Sam said with a nervous smile. “I just... was a
rlm@0 67 little
rlm@0 68 distracted.” How often had he used that excuse? Too many times. But
rlm@0 69 after all
rlm@0 70 these years of leaping, he still hadn’t come up with a better one.
rlm@0 71 The boy’s amber eyes stared at Sam skeptically for a long moment, as
rlm@0 72 if he didn’t quite believe that. But finally he nodded. “We better
rlm@0 73 get to school. I
rlm@0 74 made sure that I’d be in the same homeroom as you.” He waited for
rlm@0 75 some
rlm@0 76 acknowledgement of his statement, probably wanting to hear a shrill
rlm@0 77 of joy from
rlm@0 78 his girlfriend, but Sam just nodded, still unsure as to how he was
rlm@0 79 supposed to act
rlm@0 80 now. Grasping Sam’s hand, he began leading the way presumably to the
rlm@0 81 school.
rlm@0 82 At least, Sam sure hoped so.
rlm@0 83 The two walked along in relative silence for a while. Which was fine
rlm@0 84 by Sam because it gave him a chance to think. Where was he?
rlm@0 85 Apparently Japan.
rlm@0 86 When was he? It looked pretty recent, but Sam couldn’t remember if
rlm@0 87 he’d gone
rlm@0 88 there or not so it was difficult to be sure of an exact date. It was
rlm@0 89 much easier
rlm@0 90 guessing dates back in the US. Finally, who was he? The boy had
rlm@0 91 called him
rlm@0 92 Sakura, so at least he had a name. And a quick glimpse in a passing
rlm@0 93 shop
rlm@0 94 window gave him a face. She was a very pretty girl with short,
rlm@0 95 reddish brown
rlm@0 96 hair and emerald green eyes. She looked to be about fourteen or
rlm@0 97 fifteen and was
rlm@0 98 wearing her school uniform. “Oh boy...” he muttered under his
rlm@0 99 breath. This
rlm@0 100 whole thing was too strange for him. If anything could get too
rlm@0 101 strange for a time
rlm@0 102 hopping physicist. And being a girl was always... awkward for him.
rlm@0 103 When he
rlm@0 104 leapt into other men, at least the equipment was still the same. Now
rlm@0 105 he’d have to
rlm@0 106 deal with a teenage girl’s body. He’d ask Ziggy about what affects
rlm@0 107 that would
rlm@0 108 have on his mind, but he knew it would have to go through Al. He
rlm@0 109 could picture
rlm@0 110 the grin on his friend’s face as he asked the question and
rlm@0 111 immediately dismissed
rlm@0 112 it. He’d figure it out on his own.
rlm@0 113 “I thought I’d come out and surprise you. I was going to send a
rlm@0 114 letter,
rlm@0 115 but I decided to head out here as soon as I could instead,” the boy
rlm@0 116 was
rlm@0 117 explaining.
rlm@0 118 Sam nodded quickly, offering what he hoped was a sweet smile. So he
rlm@0 119 was probably here to make sure things went smoothly between them.
rlm@0 120 “Oh good.
rlm@0 121 I’m really glad you came all this way.” Wherever it was he had come
rlm@0 122 from.
rlm@0 123 The two finally happened upon the school gates. Sam gave a sigh of
rlm@0 124 relief. He could handle jr. high school. Probably a lot easier than
rlm@0 125 dealing with a
rlm@0 126 lovestruck boyfriend. It would give him a chance to concentrate and
rlm@0 127 wait for Al.
rlm@0 128 Where was Al, anyway? Wasn’t he usually here by now? What was taking
rlm@0 129 him
rlm@0 130 so long?
rlm@0 131 “Ohayo gozimasu, Sakura-chan!” a cute, pale girl with very long,
rlm@0 132 dark
rlm@0 133 hair said as she stepped up, a sweet smile on her face. Her stormy
rlm@0 134 blue eyes
rlm@0 135 were entrancing. Sam wondered for a moment if she was sick to have
rlm@0 136 such a
rlm@0 137 pale complexion, but she seemed to be just fine. She looked a little
rlm@0 138 surprised to
rlm@0 139 see Sam’s new boyfriend there, but she recovered quickly. “Ohayo, Li-
rlm@0 140 kun!
rlm@0 141 Sakura-chan must be very happy to have you back. She’s been talking
rlm@0 142 about you
rlm@0 143 so much lately.” Her smile returned almost as quickly as it had
rlm@0 144 disappeared,
rlm@0 145 leaving Sam to wonder if it had ever left at all. But that did give
rlm@0 146 Sam a hint, at
rlm@0 147 the least. His name was Li. Good.
rlm@0 148 The boy just frowned, beginning to flush slightly before he turned
rlm@0 149 back
rlm@0 150 to Sakura.
rlm@0 151 “Well, I’m very glad to have Li back. I’m sure everything’s going
rlm@0 152 to be
rlm@0 153 great now,” Sam said quickly, smiling. The looks he got from the
rlm@0 154 other two
rlm@0 155 made him wonder if he’d said that wrong. He sighed. These things
rlm@0 156 were always
rlm@0 157 so difficult. Sam felt him squeeze his hand and then nodded.
rlm@0 158 “It will be. I’m back now. I won’t let anyone force me to go back to
rlm@0 159 Hong Kong again. I’ll stay this time, Sakura-chan.”
rlm@0 160 Hong Kong. Okay, at least he was starting to get somewhere with all
rlm@0 161 this. So the boy, Li, had come from Hong Kong and had apparently
rlm@0 162 been away
rlm@0 163 for quite some time. “I’m sure, Li. Thanks. I really missed you.”
rlm@0 164 Sam smiled
rlm@0 165 again, and Li seemed to accept it, but he was getting an odd look
rlm@0 166 from the dark
rlm@0 167 haired girl. Her stormy blue eyes seemed to be looking through him.
rlm@0 168 The
rlm@0 169 familiar sound of the Imaging Chamber door opening sent a breath of
rlm@0 170 relief
rlm@0 171 through him. He quickly turned to spot Al. When he finally did, he
rlm@0 172 was
rlm@0 173 surprised. Al’s usually wild attire was much more subdued. He was
rlm@0 174 wearing a
rlm@0 175 black suit and tie. He had dark bags under his eyes and he looked
rlm@0 176 even older
rlm@0 177 than usual. Sam frowned, staring at his holographic friend
rlm@0 178 concernedly. “I..
rlm@0 179 uhh... I’ll be back in a minute.” He let go of the boy’s hand and
rlm@0 180 ducked past the
rlm@0 181 pale girl and made his way through Al, signaling the observer to
rlm@0 182 follow over
rlm@0 183 near a tree. “Al! What took you so long? Where am I?” He paused for a
rlm@0 184 moment, studying the observer. “Are you okay?”
rlm@0 185 Al shook it off, plugging away at the handlink, offering his usual
rlm@0 186 abuse
rlm@0 187 to the poor thing. “It took Ziggy a while to find you, Sam. You’re
rlm@0 188 only a month
rlm@0 189 behind us. Ziggy’s freaking out. She’s never seen anything like this
rlm@0 190 before so
rlm@0 191 she doesn’t know what to do about it. As far as details, we don’t
rlm@0 192 know why
rlm@0 193 you’re here yet. It’s only a month ago and in Japan at that, so we
rlm@0 194 don’t have a lot
rlm@0 195 of information to go on. Donn.. Err...” Al mentally stopped himself
rlm@0 196 from
rlm@0 197 mentioning Donna’s name. She didn’t want Sam knowing that she was
rlm@0 198 still there
rlm@0 199 waiting for him. It would be easier for him this way. “Everyone here
rlm@0 200 at the
rlm@0 201 Project is a little worried about this. I mean, you’ve never been
rlm@0 202 this close before,
rlm@0 203 Sam.”
rlm@0 204 Sam gasped in shock. “Only a month? Al, I’m really that close? Maybe
rlm@0 205 I can... No, I shouldn’t, but...” He shook his head, brunette hair
rlm@0 206 flailing from
rlm@0 207 side to side as he did so. This was all too much. He could call up
rlm@0 208 Project
rlm@0 209 Quantum Leap and ask to talk to the Al of this time. Or he could
rlm@0 210 look up
rlm@0 211 material on a Doctor Samuel Beckett and try to replace the swiss
rlm@0 212 cheese holes in
rlm@0 213 his memory. But Al looked less than excited. “So what do you have so
rlm@0 214 far?”
rlm@0 215 Al pulled up the handlink again, though by this time he didn’t need
rlm@0 216 it.
rlm@0 217 He’d been reading the information ever since the plane ride back.
rlm@0 218 Over and over
rlm@0 219 and over. He sighed, trying to keep the lack of sleep from showing.
rlm@0 220 “You are
rlm@0 221 Sakura Kinomoto, a fourteen year old school girl in Tomoeda, Japan.
rlm@0 222 She’s a
rlm@0 223 fair student and seems to be pretty athletic. Hey, Sam, you’re on the
rlm@0 224 cheerleading team.” Al attempted a grin, but only got a stare from
rlm@0 225 the younger
rlm@0 226 girl that housed the spirit of his best friend. He held up his arms
rlm@0 227 in defense. “Just
rlm@0 228 pointing that out to you. You always want as much information as
rlm@0 229 we’ve got.
rlm@0 230 Anyway, the Chinese boy over there is Syaoran Li, part of some
rlm@0 231 powerful
rlm@0 232 family in Hong Kong. It looks like he’s your sweety. He was here in
rlm@0 233 Japan a
rlm@0 234 few years ago and left, but not before you two hooked up. You’ve
rlm@0 235 been sending
rlm@0 236 letters back and forth since.” Al wasn’t even looking at the
rlm@0 237 handlink anymore.
rlm@0 238 He’d heard all this days ago, before Ziggy even found out this was
rlm@0 239 where Sam
rlm@0 240 had leapt to.
rlm@0 241 Sam coughed into his fist and shook his head, the memory of the kiss
rlm@0 242 still fresh in his mind. “Well, why am I here, then? What am I here
rlm@0 243 to change? It
rlm@0 244 sounds like they end up alright.”
rlm@0 245 Bringing the handlink up again, Al crammed some buttons at random.
rlm@0 246 “Ziggy’s trying to run some simulations and Dr. Beeks is talking to
rlm@0 247 Sakura right
rlm@0 248 now so we’ll try to figure that out.” The retired admiral paused for
rlm@0 249 a long
rlm@0 250 moment. There was something else he wanted to say. Sam waited.
rlm@0 251 “Sakura-chan? Daijobu?” The pale girl asked. She looked very
rlm@0 252 concerned for ‘Sakura’. Her hand went to Sam’s forehead, feeling for
rlm@0 253 a
rlm@0 254 temperature. Her stormy blue eyes met the emerald green ones that
rlm@0 255 replaced
rlm@0 256 Sam’s own for a long moment. She leaned forward a bit, whispering
rlm@0 257 with her
rlm@0 258 wonderfully soft voice into Sam’s ear. “Is it because of Li-kun? Are
rlm@0 259 you
rlm@0 260 nervous? You shouldn’t be. He’s happy to see you again. You can be
rlm@0 261 together
rlm@0 262 now.” She stepped back, smiling brightly, her eyes closed.
rlm@0 263 Sam laughed nervously. “Of course! I’m really happy, too. Yeah, I’m
rlm@0 264 just a little nervous is all. I’m sure I’ll be fine soon.”
rlm@0 265 “I’m sure Sakura-chan will, too. I know things will work out for the
rlm@0 266 best for you.” The smile seemed to come to her quickly, as if she
rlm@0 267 smiled often,
rlm@0 268 or practiced it quite a bit. It was a warm, gentle smile that
rlm@0 269 somehow eased Sam’s
rlm@0 270 spirits. He nodded quickly as she took his arm, the bell ringing to
rlm@0 271 signify their
rlm@0 272 first class. “We better hurry, Sakura-chan.”
rlm@0 273 Sam looked to see Li pulling along beside them, taking his hand. The
rlm@0 274 pale girl waited a second before letting go, keeping her distance.
rlm@0 275 Sam met her
rlm@0 276 gaze and she smiled again, ushering him towards the correct class.
rlm@0 277 Glancing
rlm@0 278 back over his shoulder, he looked for Al, but the observer was
rlm@0 279 already gone.
rlm@0 280 What had he wanted to say?
rlm@0 281
rlm@0 282 Class went by strangely. It had been a while since Sam had been
rlm@0 283 anyone this young and he found it awkward to be taking classes in
rlm@0 284 Japanese. But
rlm@0 285 he still managed to get along well enough. The teachers even seemed
rlm@0 286 amazed at
rlm@0 287 some of the answers he was giving. Sam had always found academics
rlm@0 288 calming.
rlm@0 289 They didn’t have the same chaos that was inherent in everything
rlm@0 290 else. Especially
rlm@0 291 leaping. So he found it relaxing to lose himself in class, even with
rlm@0 292 the slight
rlm@0 293 difficulty of taking it in another language.
rlm@0 294 Throughout the day, he kept making little mistakes, but nothing that
rlm@0 295 seemed too big. Besides, it was part of every leap. He had to gauge
rlm@0 296 other
rlm@0 297 people’s reactions to him to decide if he was acting properly or
rlm@0 298 not. He seemed
rlm@0 299 to be doing well enough, but the dark haired girl seemed to be
rlm@0 300 getting
rlm@0 301 increasingly concerned. He tried to play it off, but she was always
rlm@0 302 close by,
rlm@0 303 offering help whenever she could and trying to see if anything was
rlm@0 304 wrong.
rlm@0 305 Syaoran walked him from class to class, which he found a little
rlm@0 306 embarrassing but there wasn’t much he could do about it. He got used
rlm@0 307 to holding
rlm@0 308 the boy’s hand from class to class as lunch finally rolled around.
rlm@0 309 Stormy blue eyes caught Sam’s attention quickly as the dark haired
rlm@0 310 girl
rlm@0 311 caught up with him. Sam just waited for her. She still held that
rlm@0 312 warm smile of
rlm@0 313 hers as she fell in step with him. “Sakura-chan seems to have
rlm@0 314 studied a lot last
rlm@0 315 night. You should have told me. I would have been happy to help you,
rlm@0 316 Sakura-
rlm@0 317 chan.”
rlm@0 318 “Oh, I was bored. I didn’t want to bother you. I thought I’d catch
rlm@0 319 up in
rlm@0 320 class and try to do a little better,” Sam supplied, hoping it
rlm@0 321 sounded reasonable
rlm@0 322 enough. This whole leap was confusing him. Especially this girl. She
rlm@0 323 must be
rlm@0 324 Sakura’s best friend. She was obviously very caring towards her.
rlm@0 325 The girl nodded thoughtfully, tilting her head to the side. “You
rlm@0 326 even
rlm@0 327 got that engrish poem down that you were worrying about. I knew
rlm@0 328 Sakura-chan
rlm@0 329 would be just fine as long as she did her best.” She smiled happily,
rlm@0 330 as if waiting
rlm@0 331 for Sam to explain something.
rlm@0 332 “I.. uhh... Yeah, I guess it was easier than I thought,” Sam
rlm@0 333 muttered
rlm@0 334 quickly. He looked around after a moment and noticed that he was
rlm@0 335 going down a
rlm@0 336 dead end.
rlm@0 337 “Lunch is this way, Sakura-chan,” the girl said politely, taking
rlm@0 338 Sam’s
rlm@0 339 hand and leading him off down another corridor. Her hand felt soft
rlm@0 340 and held
rlm@0 341 onto Sam’s with a very gentle care. She looked at Sam with that
rlm@0 342 concerned look
rlm@0 343 again, but he just smiled and tried to brush it off. “It’s good that
rlm@0 344 Li-kun’s back.
rlm@0 345 Sakura-chan shouldn’t have to be lonely. The two of you look so cute
rlm@0 346 together.”
rlm@0 347 She squeezed Sam’s hand softly. “You’ll have to let me videotape the
rlm@0 348 two of
rlm@0 349 you later. It can be Sakura-chan’s Happy Reunion.”
rlm@0 350 Sam laughed and nodded. The girl was eccentric, but he liked that.
rlm@0 351 She
rlm@0 352 must be a fun best friend. “Yeah, that sounds good. We should do
rlm@0 353 that later. I’m
rlm@0 354 sure it’ll make for great memories.”
rlm@0 355 “Not for her, Sam.”
rlm@0 356 Sam turned on his heel and spotted Al behind him. Al shook his head
rlm@0 357 and motioned for him to keep walking. Sam complied. “Hmm?” Sam asked,
rlm@0 358 trying to look interested in the dark haired girl’s explanation of
rlm@0 359 some outfit for
rlm@0 360 him to wear.
rlm@0 361 “Those obviously won’t make good memories for her, Sam. That's
rlm@0 362 Tomoyo Daidouji. Heiress to the Daidouji fortunes and all
rlm@0 363 around talented girl. Got the voice of an angel. I heard her sing
rlm@0 364 one time.” Al
rlm@0 365 grew silent for a moment, not even glancing at the handlink. He
rlm@0 366 didn’t need it
rlm@0 367 for this. “She kills herself about a month from now. You could never
rlm@0 368 tell with all
rlm@0 369 those smiles.” Sighing, the observer shook his head, watching the
rlm@0 370 pale girl for a
rlm@0 371 time before continuing. “She drowns in a lake at a park near here.
rlm@0 372 Left a note
rlm@0 373 and went off to take a swim. The problem being that she doesn’t know
rlm@0 374 how to
rlm@0 375 swim," Al explained grimly.
rlm@0 376 “She what?” Sam shot out, his eyes wide. He immediately regretted it
rlm@0 377 as Tomoyo looked back at him. He just shook his head quickly.
rlm@0 378 “Nothing.” Sam
rlm@0 379 stared at his friend aghast. It seemed hard to believe that this
rlm@0 380 cheery girl would ever consider something quite so drastic.
rlm@0 381 Al shook his head after a moment, knowing what Sam must be
rlm@0 382 thinking. "Ziggy says that's not why you're here. It's a month from
rlm@0 383 now. If that
rlm@0 384 was the reason, you'd've leapt in a few days before it happened. She
rlm@0 385 says it's more likely got to do with the girl you leapt into."
rlm@0 386 Sam smiled as sweetly as he could and pulled his hand away from
rlm@0 387 Tomoyo. “Excuse me for just a second. I need to... take care of
rlm@0 388 something.”
rlm@0 389 They had finally gotten outside and Sam took the chance to head
rlm@0 390 around the side
rlm@0 391 of the building. “No! That can’t be it. Why? What happened? Maybe it
rlm@0 392 wasn’t a
rlm@0 393 suicide. That means it was only a few days ago for you. Maybe Ziggy
rlm@0 394 doesn’t
rlm@0 395 have all the information she needs. She’s too sweet a girl for that.”
rlm@0 396 Al sighed. He knew Sam was going to be like this. And it wasn’t as
rlm@0 397 if
rlm@0 398 he hadn’t been trying to work this out himself. “Ziggy didn’t know
rlm@0 399 until an hour
rlm@0 400 ago. I found out two days ago. Sam, I just got back form her funeral.”
rlm@0 401 That news sent a shock through the leaper. Leaning heavily against
rlm@0 402 the
rlm@0 403 wall, he looked over at Al. “You what? Why?”
rlm@0 404 Al was deep in thought, contemplating an unlit cigar. It had been
rlm@0 405 days
rlm@0 406 since he’d had one, but for some reason he just didn’t feel in the
rlm@0 407 mood for it. “It
rlm@0 408 was a lovely funeral. Her mother really spared no expense. Sakura,
rlm@0 409 the girl you
rlm@0 410 are, was there, too. It was a big thing. Her mother was all broken
rlm@0 411 up about it.
rlm@0 412 Lost her only little girl.” Al closed his eyes, trying to force out
rlm@0 413 the images. “You
rlm@0 414 probably don’t remember this, but back when we were looking for
rlm@0 415 funding for
rlm@0 416 the project, we met with a whole lot of people. One of those people
rlm@0 417 was Sonomi
rlm@0 418 Daidouji. Strong willed woman. But you get to like her. Won’t take
rlm@0 419 no for an
rlm@0 420 answer. Anyway, I got to talking to her about funding for the
rlm@0 421 project. She runs a
rlm@0 422 pretty big business in Japan. We wound up getting picked up by the
rlm@0 423 government
rlm@0 424 for funding, but after I explained what the Project was about, she
rlm@0 425 was all too
rlm@0 426 thrilled to get me all the Japanese technology we needed from the
rlm@0 427 Amamiya
rlm@0 428 Corporation. Hell, half of Ziggy’s thanks to her. She never asked a
rlm@0 429 thing from
rlm@0 430 us, just wanted to know how the Project was going from time to time.
rlm@0 431 So I’ve
rlm@0 432 been staying in touch, talking to her about this and that. But when
rlm@0 433 I found out
rlm@0 434 her daughter killed herself a few days ago, I rushed out there.
rlm@0 435 She’s really
rlm@0 436 broken up, Sam. She doesn’t have anyone else now. Just her business.
rlm@0 437 She was
rlm@0 438 really emotional at the funeral, and she had a right to be. It was
rlm@0 439 awful to see. I
rlm@0 440 wish you had leapt in a few days ago and stopped that. But you’ve
rlm@0 441 said it
rlm@0 442 yourself, you can only change what you’re supposed to.”
rlm@0 443 “Oh no... That can’t be right. How can I possibly stop that from
rlm@0 444 here?
rlm@0 445 Unless I can find a way to keep it from happening. Something must
rlm@0 446 have
rlm@0 447 happened that made her want to do that. We just need Ziggy to find
rlm@0 448 out,” Sam
rlm@0 449 nodded, thinking deeply.
rlm@0 450 “Sam, I already know. Her mother told me. I found out while I was
rlm@0 451 there. She killed herself over you.” Al rubbed at an ache in his
rlm@0 452 neck, sighing.
rlm@0 453 “She killed herself because she’s in love with you.”
rlm@0 454 “Oh boy...”
rlm@0 455 “Yeah, so it doesn’t look like there’s anything you can do about
rlm@0 456 it. At
rlm@0 457 least for now. I’ll get Ziggy working on those simulations. Maybe
rlm@0 458 she can come
rlm@0 459 up with...” Al’s eyes went wide as he read the handlink. “She’s
rlm@0 460 what?!” Without
rlm@0 461 another word to Sam, Al vanished through the door.
rlm@0 462
rlm@0 463 “What the hell is she doing here?” Al asked to no one in particular
rlm@0 464 as
rlm@0 465 he stormed down the hallway. The former admiral came to a halt when
rlm@0 466 he
rlm@0 467 finally caught sight of the younger Japanese woman. She was flanked
rlm@0 468 by several
rlm@0 469 woman wearing dark clothes and sunglasses. They all looked like they
rlm@0 470 were
rlm@0 471 good at what they did. Which was probably to protect Miss Daidouji.
rlm@0 472 Al would
rlm@0 473 have gawked at the pretty ladies if he wasn’t still in shock.
rlm@0 474 “Sonomi, why are
rlm@0 475 you here? The Project is off limits to all non-essential personal.
rlm@0 476 Now I
rlm@0 477 appreciate all you’ve done for the project, but you certainly aren’t
rlm@0 478 a member of
rlm@0 479 the staff.”
rlm@0 480 “Arru, please... I need to see my little girl again. I know that
rlm@0 481 she’s here.
rlm@0 482 She has to be. You can save her, can’t you?” Sonomi’s eyes were
rlm@0 483 pleading. She
rlm@0 484 looked desperate, grasping at the final string dangling in front of
rlm@0 485 her. The
rlm@0 486 woman had suffered so much in the past few days.
rlm@0 487 Al remained silent, his lips pursed tightly together. He didn’t
rlm@0 488 like this at
rlm@0 489 all. She shouldn’t be here. This whole leap was already playing with
rlm@0 490 all the rules
rlm@0 491 they’d set up years ago. This wasn’t helping.
rlm@0 492 “Please, Arru. I need to see Tomoyo-chan.” Her eyes conveyed how
rlm@0 493 deeply she meant that. She did need to see her. This woman was
rlm@0 494 strong, but
rlm@0 495 losing her only child after that was killing her. He knew that she’d
rlm@0 496 agreed to
rlm@0 497 help the Project in the hopes of one day bringing back her cousin,
rlm@0 498 her one true
rlm@0 499 love, but now she had lost her daughter as well.
rlm@0 500 He sighed. He had been able to see Beth, his first wife and the only
rlm@0 501 woman he had ever truly loved, even if for only a short time. They
rlm@0 502 may not be
rlm@0 503 able to save Tomoyo, but was it fair to rob her of a final chance of
rlm@0 504 seeing her
rlm@0 505 daughter alive? “Sonomi, you’re putting me in a hard spot here. Let
rlm@0 506 me get you
rlm@0 507 and your friends some rooms and we can talk about it.”
rlm@0 508 “He’s there, isn’t he? He’s back with my Tomoyo-chan. He can save
rlm@0 509 her, right?” Sonomi had eliminated the distance between herself and
rlm@0 510 Al. This
rlm@0 511 was her last chance. She had to pray it would work. She had barely
rlm@0 512 survived
rlm@0 513 Nadeshiko’s loss, and that was only because she had had Tomoyo. Now
rlm@0 514 she had
rlm@0 515 nothing. She couldn’t let things stay this way.
rlm@0 516 Looking away, Al frowned. “He’s... Back around then. But not close
rlm@0 517 enough to stop it. A month back. We think he’s supposed to fix
rlm@0 518 something else.”
rlm@0 519 Sonomi balled her fists angrily. “No!! He’s back there to save
rlm@0 520 Tomoyo-
rlm@0 521 chan! Maybe he got sent back too far or he needs to fix something
rlm@0 522 else while
rlm@0 523 he’s at it, but he’s there to save my dear Tomoyo-chan!” Her English
rlm@0 524 was
rlm@0 525 heavily accented, the long plane ride making it difficult for her to
rlm@0 526 concentrate.
rlm@0 527 “Let me get you a room first and then we can figure everything out.
rlm@0 528 I
rlm@0 529 promise I’ll let you see her. Sam’s back with her now.” Al motioned
rlm@0 530 for them to
rlm@0 531 follow, but Sonomi moved past him.
rlm@0 532 “I need to see Tomoyo-chan now. I need to see her alive and well.
rlm@0 533 Moving and smiling and singing. I need to get the image of her in a
rlm@0 534 casket out of
rlm@0 535 my head. I need to see my baby.” Sonomi stopped as she tried to
rlm@0 536 remember the
rlm@0 537 layout from the blueprints she’d seen. Where was the Imaging Chamber
rlm@0 538 again?
rlm@0 539 The bodyguards tensed up as Al grabbed her shoulder. Sonomi hardly
rlm@0 540 seemed to notice. Al’s hand eased off when he noticed the tears in
rlm@0 541 her eyes. “It’s
rlm@0 542 this way.”
rlm@0 543
rlm@0 544 Sam blinked as he watched the space his holographic companion had
rlm@0 545 occupied moments before. Al had looked pretty shocked about
rlm@0 546 something, but
rlm@0 547 he hadn’t bothered telling Sam about it. And so he was stuck with
rlm@0 548 the news that
rlm@0 549 the best friend of the girl he was currently inhabiting would kill
rlm@0 550 herself in a
rlm@0 551 month’s time and that it didn’t look like there was anything he
rlm@0 552 could do about it.
rlm@0 553 This didn’t make for a very comforting break from classes. A hand on
rlm@0 554 his
rlm@0 555 shoulder nearly sent him into a panic.
rlm@0 556 “Sakura-chan? What’s wrong? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”
rlm@0 557 Tomoyo watched the brunette in front of her carefully, brushing some
rlm@0 558 hair from
rlm@0 559 Sam’s eyes. Her stormy blue eyes were so loving, so concerned for
rlm@0 560 the well
rlm@0 561 being of this Sakura. Even if the situation was a little strange, it
rlm@0 562 still tore at
rlm@0 563 Sam’s heart to know where it would lead.
rlm@0 564 “Err... Yeah, something like that, Tomoyo. Don’t worry about it.
rlm@0 565 Let’s
rlm@0 566 get some lunch.” Sam offered another smile, but he couldn’t help but
rlm@0 567 cast
rlm@0 568 another glance back at the pale girl as he headed for a bench to eat
rlm@0 569 at. He
rlm@0 570 couldn’t tell that anything so dark could be lurking under Tomoyo’s
rlm@0 571 peaceful, if
rlm@0 572 eccentric, exterior. Could Al have been wrong? No, not likely. So it
rlm@0 573 seemed that
rlm@0 574 she was extremely good at hiding her feelings. Which was probably
rlm@0 575 why Sakura
rlm@0 576 had no idea about them. But that didn’t make it any easier to handle
rlm@0 577 the
rlm@0 578 situation. And what about the long awaited return of Sakura’s
rlm@0 579 boyfriend? What
rlm@0 580 was he supposed to do about it all?
rlm@0 581 Tomoyo sat down next to Sam, watching him closely as he ate. He
rlm@0 582 fumbled with the chopsticks for a moment before she reached over and
rlm@0 583 helped
rlm@0 584 adjust his grip. She smiled pleasantly as he got out a quick thanks.
rlm@0 585 It went on
rlm@0 586 quietly for a few minutes, her eyes never leaving Sam as he ate. She
rlm@0 587 finally
rlm@0 588 tilted her head to the side thoughtfully.
rlm@0 589 Sam looked back in confusion, some rice half in his mouth. “Is
rlm@0 590 something wrong?” he asked after a moment. This girl did act rather
rlm@0 591 strangely,
rlm@0 592 so he wouldn’t be surprised if this sort of behavior was normal for
rlm@0 593 her.
rlm@0 594 “You’re not Sakura-chan,” Tomoyo whispered, leaning closer so that
rlm@0 595 no one would hear. Her eyes were locked on Sam’s, as if looking past
rlm@0 596 the body
rlm@0 597 and deep into his soul, as if he couldn’t hide in it at all.
rlm@0 598 Sam dropped the little ball of rice, his eyes wide. He almost
rlm@0 599 choked on
rlm@0 600 what was in his mouth. “What?” he got out quietly, a little above a
rlm@0 601 chirp. This
rlm@0 602 couldn’t be right. No matter how poorly he did as someone, people
rlm@0 603 rarely ever
rlm@0 604 guessed that anything was wrong, let alone that he wasn’t who they
rlm@0 605 thought he
rlm@0 606 was. “What do you mean?” He tried to keep his voice steady this
rlm@0 607 time, throwing
rlm@0 608 in the confusion that was swirling through him.
rlm@0 609 Tomoyo shook her head. “You’re not her. I don’t know who you are. If
rlm@0 610 you’re a mage or another Card or something else entirely. But you’re
rlm@0 611 not
rlm@0 612 Sakura-chan. You’ve been acting strangely all morning, nothing like
rlm@0 613 her. Your
rlm@0 614 mannerisms are all wrong. You don’t have the same look in your eyes.
rlm@0 615 Your
rlm@0 616 smile’s different. You aren’t lost in a haze of emotions that ebb
rlm@0 617 and flow
rlm@0 618 rapidly. You don’t have the energy she does. You’re soul’s completely
rlm@0 619 different.” She paused, watching his reaction. She could have gone
rlm@0 620 on for hours
rlm@0 621 about the differences between him and her beloved Sakura-chan, but
rlm@0 622 that
rlm@0 623 seemed to be enough. Her panic was suppressed, but barely. If this
rlm@0 624 person was
rlm@0 625 replacing Sakura, then where was the Cardmistress?
rlm@0 626 “I... uhh... Al...” Sam looked around quickly, hoping for any sort
rlm@0 627 of
rlm@0 628 back up that he could get, even the holographic type. She didn’t
rlm@0 629 seem to have
rlm@0 630 any sort of psychic ability, yet somehow she had seen through him.
rlm@0 631 And he
rlm@0 632 didn’t know what to do about that. So he gave up. A sigh escaped his
rlm@0 633 lips, or
rlm@0 634 Sakura's lips, as the case may be. “Well... No, I’m not. My name is
rlm@0 635 Dr. Sam
rlm@0 636 Beckett. I’m from the future. Or I used to be. But I’m here to fix
rlm@0 637 things. To put
rlm@0 638 right what once went wrong.”
rlm@0 639 Tomoyo clasped her hands together worriedly. “Did something bad
rlm@0 640 happen to Sakura-chan? Is that what you’re here to fix? Where is
rlm@0 641 she? Please tell
rlm@0 642 me. I need to know what’s become of her.” Her mind came up with
rlm@0 643 plenty of
rlm@0 644 images of what could have happened to the Cardmistress, but she
rlm@0 645 pushed them
rlm@0 646 back with all of her might. Now wasn’t the time to panic. She had to
rlm@0 647 stay calm
rlm@0 648 so that she could figure out what had happened to Sakura. Her dark
rlm@0 649 eyes pleaded
rlm@0 650 with Sam’s to explain to her.
rlm@0 651 “No, she should be just fine. She’s back in the future right now.
rlm@0 652 Where
rlm@0 653 I come from. We think that something went badly in her life or the
rlm@0 654 life of
rlm@0 655 someone she knows.” ‘Like you,’ Sam mentally added. “So I’m here to
rlm@0 656 try and
rlm@0 657 fix it so that things can go smoothly for her.”
rlm@0 658 “You’re a sweet person to want to fix things for Sakura-chan. But
rlm@0 659 what
rlm@0 660 could be wrong for her? I’ve been keeping a close eye on her and
rlm@0 661 she’s been
rlm@0 662 perfectly fine.” Tomoyo’s fingers gripped the cool grass beneath her
rlm@0 663 as her mind
rlm@0 664 swam, trying to find anything that would have gone wrong. “She’s
rlm@0 665 been doing
rlm@0 666 perfectly well lately. And now that Li-kun’s back...” Her melodious
rlm@0 667 voice trailed
rlm@0 668 off as she began picking up on it. “Now that Li-kun’s back, things
rlm@0 669 are changing.
rlm@0 670 So I don’t know what will happen to her.” This was all so sudden.
rlm@0 671 She had
rlm@0 672 known that something had happened to Sakura when she’d started acting
rlm@0 673 strangely this morning. But now her fears were proven by her
rlm@0 674 replacement.
rlm@0 675 What could have gone wrong? Things seemed perfect for Sakura. She
rlm@0 676 had her
rlm@0 677 beloved back in Japan with her and she didn’t have anymore troubles
rlm@0 678 with the
rlm@0 679 Cards and her high school entrance exams were still over a year away.
rlm@0 680 Before Sam could reply, the boy in question sat down next to him.
rlm@0 681 Sam
rlm@0 682 smiled warmly before casting an apologetic glance to Tomoyo. He’d
rlm@0 683 have to
rlm@0 684 explain later. For now he’d have to keep things up with his
rlm@0 685 boyfriend. Scooting
rlm@0 686 closer to the Chinese boy, Sam let out an inward sigh and kept
rlm@0 687 eating. An arm
rlm@0 688 slowly went around his shoulders, pulling him even closer. It did
rlm@0 689 feel nice and
rlm@0 690 warm...
rlm@0 691
rlm@0 692 Everything was upside down. At least, that’s how Sakura felt. What
rlm@0 693 had happened? It took her a moment to fight through the
rlm@0 694 disorientation and
rlm@0 695 finally sit up. She was in a bed with the sheets tangled around her.
rlm@0 696 So it must
rlm@0 697 have all been some horrible dream. She had been in some strange
rlm@0 698 place all
rlm@0 699 alone. No Tomoyo-chan or Syaoran by her side. Her school fuku had
rlm@0 700 been
rlm@0 701 replaced by some white bodysuit. And the body in it was most
rlm@0 702 certainly not her
rlm@0 703 own. It seemed to belong to a much older man. She had screamed and
rlm@0 704 fainted
rlm@0 705 upon her discovery. But now that she was awake in bed, the whole
rlm@0 706 thing must be
rlm@0 707 over. The last thing she could remember before the nightmare had
rlm@0 708 been seeing
rlm@0 709 Syaoran again. He had been just about to kiss her before she found
rlm@0 710 herself in the
rlm@0 711 strange room. A melancholy sigh escaped her lips at that. Syaoran
rlm@0 712 must have
rlm@0 713 been a dream as well. He was probably still in Hong Kong. Oh well.
rlm@0 714 She’d have
rlm@0 715 to tell Tomoyo about her dream and see what she thought. Tomoyo
rlm@0 716 always made
rlm@0 717 her feel better about things when she was confused or nervous. Or
rlm@0 718 lonely. Which
rlm@0 719 was probably why she dreamed up Syaoran being with her in Japan.
rlm@0 720 Her heart sinking in her chest, Sakura slid off the small bed. She
rlm@0 721 yelped
rlm@0 722 a little when her bare feet touched the cold ground. Where were her
rlm@0 723 slippers?
rlm@0 724 And why was the ground cold? Blinking groggily, her eyes traversed
rlm@0 725 the room
rlm@0 726 she was in. It was empty aside from the small bed in the center and
rlm@0 727 completely
rlm@0 728 white. The lights from above cast dark shadows against the white
rlm@0 729 floor. Her
rlm@0 730 heart started pounding in her chest as she turned around, trying to
rlm@0 731 find out where
rlm@0 732 she was. She was trapped somewhere. That realization brought a
rlm@0 733 trickle of fear
rlm@0 734 through her soul. What was going on? She had all of the Sakura Cards
rlm@0 735 now, so
rlm@0 736 this must be some other form of magic. But who would do this to her?
rlm@0 737 She
rlm@0 738 clutched for the key, but her hand grasped nothing but air. Her eyes
rlm@0 739 darted down
rlm@0 740 in horror to see the all white jumpsuit on again. And a masculine
rlm@0 741 body
rlm@0 742 underneath. Another scream escaped her lips, but this time she
rlm@0 743 retained
rlm@0 744 consciousness. Silence reigned throughout the small room, punctuated
rlm@0 745 only by
rlm@0 746 her rapid breathing.
rlm@0 747 “Where am I? What’s going on?” she asked in a tiny voice. She turned
rlm@0 748 around in a circle, looking for some sort of door or any way out.
rlm@0 749 Anything but
rlm@0 750 the constant white cube she was imprisoned in. If she didn’t have
rlm@0 751 her magic,
rlm@0 752 what could she do? No, someone would notice she was missing. They
rlm@0 753 would
rlm@0 754 find her. Tomoyo would know something was wrong. And Syaoran, Yue,
rlm@0 755 and
rlm@0 756 Cerebrus would come to her rescue. Slumping back on the bed,
rlm@0 757 Sakura’s mind
rlm@0 758 raced for some sort of explanation. Her heart nearly stopped when
rlm@0 759 she heard a
rlm@0 760 whooshing sound and a door she hadn’t noticed sliding open. In
rlm@0 761 walked a
rlm@0 762 woman in a lab coat with dark skin. She smiled softly to the
rlm@0 763 bewildered
rlm@0 764 Cardmistress as she stepped forward slowly. The woman’s mouth opened
rlm@0 765 and
rlm@0 766 she began speaking oddly, in a language that Sakura had trouble
rlm@0 767 following. She
rlm@0 768 could make out some of it from her english class, but she wasn’t
rlm@0 769 fluent enough
rlm@0 770 to make it all out. The woman sighed and said something to a
rlm@0 771 ‘Ziggy’. A female
rlm@0 772 voice replied from some point in the roof and then translated what
rlm@0 773 the woman
rlm@0 774 had said into Japanese. Sakura sighed and closed her eyes. This was
rlm@0 775 getting
rlm@0 776 more and more difficult to make any sense out of.
rlm@0 777 “Hello. My name is Doctor Verbeena Beeks. I’m sorry that we didn’t
rlm@0 778 have a chance to speak earlier, but you passed out before I could
rlm@0 779 come in.” She
rlm@0 780 had a calm, almost motherly manner about her. Something about the
rlm@0 781 woman
rlm@0 782 helped put Sakura at ease. At least a bit more than she had been.
rlm@0 783 Dr. Beeks
rlm@0 784 gestured for her to take a seat on the bed, holding a notepad under
rlm@0 785 one arm.
rlm@0 786 Sakura complied, sliding up onto the bed, never taking her eyes off
rlm@0 787 of the only
rlm@0 788 other person in the room. “Now maybe I can help make things a little
rlm@0 789 more
rlm@0 790 comfortable for you. And maybe you can give me a little information
rlm@0 791 so we can
rlm@0 792 get you back home sooner.”
rlm@0 793 “What’s happened to me? Why am I here? Where is here? Hoe...”
rlm@0 794 Sakura could feel the fear welling up inside of her again, but she
rlm@0 795 refused to let it
rlm@0 796 get a good grip. She had been through too much by now. This was
rlm@0 797 bizarre, but
rlm@0 798 she would make it out all right. Everything would always be all
rlm@0 799 right. She had to
rlm@0 800 believe that. Even if it was hard to sometimes. She heard her words
rlm@0 801 being
rlm@0 802 translated into English and again looked around for the source of
rlm@0 803 the voice.
rlm@0 804 The woman spoke again, a slight delay carrying between her words and
rlm@0 805 the translation from the voice in the roof. “You’re here in what we
rlm@0 806 call the
rlm@0 807 Waiting Room. It’s a little Spartan, but we never know who will show
rlm@0 808 up.” She
rlm@0 809 paused for a moment as she tried to decide how much she should
rlm@0 810 divulge to the
rlm@0 811 visitor. Some people she had explained their situation to, but most
rlm@0 812 of them
rlm@0 813 wound up thinking they had been kidnapped by aliens or that it had
rlm@0 814 all been a
rlm@0 815 bad dream. It was easier when there wasn’t such a big difference
rlm@0 816 between the
rlm@0 817 bodies. She had already had trouble with a young girl in Sam’s body.
rlm@0 818 It didn’t
rlm@0 819 seem like there had been any permanent mental trauma, thankfully,
rlm@0 820 but she
rlm@0 821 didn’t want to try again with this girl, even if she was a bit
rlm@0 822 older. She hoped that
rlm@0 823 this leap would be over quickly enough. “You’ve been replaced by a
rlm@0 824 friend of
rlm@0 825 mine, a Dr. Sam Beckett. He’s living your life for a few days to fix
rlm@0 826 something
rlm@0 827 that had gone wrong in it the first time around. When he’s done,
rlm@0 828 you’ll go back
rlm@0 829 and everything will be perfectly fine again.” Her voice remained
rlm@0 830 calm, soothing.
rlm@0 831 Even if Ziggy had to translate for the both of them, she still
rlm@0 832 wanted to convey a
rlm@0 833 reassuring tone to the younger girl, something that Ziggy didn’t
rlm@0 834 always worry
rlm@0 835 about. Ziggy was too worried about her calculations at this point
rlm@0 836 anyway. Sam
rlm@0 837 had never leapt this close to home before and she was having
rlm@0 838 difficulty finding
rlm@0 839 any solid information about any of it. Which frustrated the hybrid
rlm@0 840 super
rlm@0 841 computer to no ends.
rlm@0 842 “Nani!?” Sakura’s emerald eyes went wide as she swallowed the
rlm@0 843 information. Her head shook quickly. No, she didn’t like that at
rlm@0 844 all. This was
rlm@0 845 definitely not a good usage of magic at all. “But why? I have Onii-
rlm@0 846 chan and
rlm@0 847 Tomoyo-chan and Yukito-san and Kero-chan and Syaoran all looking out
rlm@0 848 for
rlm@0 849 me. And I’m the Ca... I can take care of myself, too. And why
rlm@0 850 couldn’t you just
rlm@0 851 tell me if something was going to go wrong? You didn’t need to
rlm@0 852 replace me for
rlm@0 853 it.”
rlm@0 854 Dr. Beeks sighed, pulling up her notebook and the information Ziggy
rlm@0 855 had given her on fourteen year old Sakura Kinomoto. The man on the
rlm@0 856 bed that
rlm@0 857 looked exactly like Sam Beckett looked uncertain and confused, a
rlm@0 858 tinge of fright
rlm@0 859 in his eyes. But there was also a determination laced underneath it
rlm@0 860 all, even
rlm@0 861 amidst the swirling emotions. And with the way he was sitting, he
rlm@0 862 looked very
rlm@0 863 much like a little girl that had been lost in a store. After all
rlm@0 864 this time of working
rlm@0 865 with Sam’s body and whatever soul was currently inhabiting it, she
rlm@0 866 had learned
rlm@0 867 to ignore the fact that it always looked the same and to look for
rlm@0 868 the mannerisms
rlm@0 869 of the person underneath. “I’m afraid that it just doesn’t work like
rlm@0 870 that. We don’t
rlm@0 871 have any control where he goes. He just replaces the person for a
rlm@0 872 little while to
rlm@0 873 fix something in their life.”
rlm@0 874 “But there’s nothing wrong in my life!” Sakura said in frustration.
rlm@0 875 She
rlm@0 876 knew she was close to tears, but she didn’t care. This whole thing
rlm@0 877 was just too
rlm@0 878 much for her to be taking at the moment. She wanted to be back home
rlm@0 879 with the
rlm@0 880 ones that loved her. There was nothing in her life that needed
rlm@0 881 fixing. At least,
rlm@0 882 nothing she couldn’t handle. This place was all wrong.
rlm@0 883 Smiling a little sadly, the doctor shook her head. “I’m afraid God,
rlm@0 884 Fate,
rlm@0 885 Time, or whoever’s leaping Sam around through time doesn’t seem to
rlm@0 886 think so.
rlm@0 887 But try not to worry too much. It usually works out for the best.”
rlm@0 888 Pulling up the
rlm@0 889 notes again, she thought to herself, ‘Let’s hope this isn’t one of
rlm@0 890 the few times it
rlm@0 891 doesn’t.’
rlm@0 892
rlm@0 893 “Ziggy, I need you to draw some more power for the Imaging
rlm@0 894 Chamber. I need enough so that someone else can be seen, too,” Al
rlm@0 895 said as he
rlm@0 896 brushed past Gooshie and Tina. The two watched in confusion as the
rlm@0 897 Japanese
rlm@0 898 woman and her entourage of bodyguards followed close behind.
rlm@0 899 “But Admiral, what would the purpose be of allowing Dr. Beckett to
rlm@0 900 see Ms. Daidouji?” the female voice that was Ziggy asked from
rlm@0 901 everywhere and
rlm@0 902 nowhere in particular.
rlm@0 903 “Just do it, Ziggy. I don’t have time for this. Unless you want to
rlm@0 904 give
rlm@0 905 me some information on what’s going on.” Al paused in front of the
rlm@0 906 Imaging
rlm@0 907 Chamber door, waiting for a response. He knew he’d hurt Ziggy’s
rlm@0 908 feelings as
rlm@0 909 the computer paused for a moment. There was no other reason for the
rlm@0 910 pause
rlm@0 911 because the computer worked at unimaginably high speeds. But she was
rlm@0 912 very
rlm@0 913 tempermental, especially about this leap.
rlm@0 914 “Admiral, may I remind you that with the leap taking place little
rlm@0 915 more
rlm@0 916 than a month ago, I am highly limited in my abilities to gain
rlm@0 917 information about
rlm@0 918 the situation Dr. Beckett finds himself in. He shouldn’t be this
rlm@0 919 close to us. How
rlm@0 920 am I supposed to find the necessary data when I have nothing to base
rlm@0 921 any of it
rlm@0 922 on? A young Japanese school girl from the past month is difficult to
rlm@0 923 find
rlm@0 924 information on, especially anything vital enough to require Dr.
rlm@0 925 Beckett’s
rlm@0 926 immediate attention. I’m putting all available resources to
rlm@0 927 discovering the
rlm@0 928 reason for this leap as well as why Dr. Beckett is so close to our
rlm@0 929 time. Perhaps
rlm@0 930 we could switch jobs and you could perform mine to your liking,
rlm@0 931 Admiral.”
rlm@0 932 Ziggy’s calm voice still managed to showcase her frustration and her
rlm@0 933 bruised
rlm@0 934 ego.
rlm@0 935 Al sighed, rubbing his temples. He was getting too old for this.
rlm@0 936 “Nevermind, Ziggy. Just draw up some more power, will ya?” This leap
rlm@0 937 was
rlm@0 938 getting to everyone. Ziggy was having trouble because of the near
rlm@0 939 impossibility
rlm@0 940 of this leap, Donna because Sam was so close to home, and he was
rlm@0 941 still trying to
rlm@0 942 hold the whole circus together.
rlm@0 943 “So that is Ziggy? How remarkable.” Sonomi looked at the oddly put
rlm@0 944 together computer. She had heard of some of the design
rlm@0 945 specifications for the
rlm@0 946 hybrid super computer and had heard Al’s complaints about her ego,
rlm@0 947 but she had
rlm@0 948 never actually thought she was this advanced. But she had a feeling
rlm@0 949 she liked the
rlm@0 950 computer’s personality already.
rlm@0 951 “This way, Sonomi-san,” Al said, gesturing to the door with the
rlm@0 952 handlink. Punching in a button, the door slid open. He sighed and
rlm@0 953 took a step
rlm@0 954 into the glowing light. He may not like this, but he understood. It
rlm@0 955 had torn him
rlm@0 956 up to see Beth that one last time when she couldn’t see or hear him,
rlm@0 957 but he knew
rlm@0 958 that he had needed it. He missed her so much, that he treasured even
rlm@0 959 that one
rlm@0 960 bittersweet moment with her. He knew that Sonomi had gone through
rlm@0 961 the same
rlm@0 962 with someone named Nadeshiko. That was part of why they had stayed
rlm@0 963 in touch.
rlm@0 964 They had both suffered through losing their only true love and had
rlm@0 965 somehow
rlm@0 966 managed to continue on through the pain. In a way, it was why both
rlm@0 967 of them had
rlm@0 968 put faith into Project Quantum Leap. And now Sonomi had lost the
rlm@0 969 last thing
rlm@0 970 keeping her going. So despite his doubts, he had to let her see.
rlm@0 971 Especially if Sam
rlm@0 972 couldn’t fix things for her. Then this might be the last time she
rlm@0 973 would see her
rlm@0 974 alive.
rlm@0 975 Sonomi stopped for only a moment to motion the bodyguards to stay
rlm@0 976 where they were before stepping after Al. Her heart pounded with
rlm@0 977 anxiety. What
rlm@0 978 would happen? Would she be there? She needed to see her little girl
rlm@0 979 again. The
rlm@0 980 past few days had been hell for her. First Nadeshiko and now her own
rlm@0 981 daughter,
rlm@0 982 who reminded her so much of her dearly departed cousin. She had no
rlm@0 983 idea why
rlm@0 984 she was still going on or what was holding her together. Her pain
rlm@0 985 was getting
rlm@0 986 ever more acute, and she had no place for it to go. She couldn’t
rlm@0 987 hate Sakura, not
rlm@0 988 the way she hated Fujitaka. Yet both had taken away those she loved,
rlm@0 989 albeit
rlm@0 990 Sakura had done so unknowingly. But she still couldn’t quite forgive
rlm@0 991 the
rlm@0 992 brunette for taking away her loving daughter, even if she was
rlm@0 993 Nadeshiko’s
rlm@0 994 daughter.
rlm@0 995 And suddenly, everything was different. They were standing outside
rlm@0 996 of
rlm@0 997 Tomoyo’s school. It appeared to be around lunchtime, with all of the
rlm@0 998 students
rlm@0 999 sitting in groups, eating. It was as if they had stepped directly
rlm@0 1000 from that door in
rlm@0 1001 Project Quantum Leap out into Tomoeda. Sonomi stood in shock as a
rlm@0 1002 student
rlm@0 1003 walked right through her. She knew this was all one big hologram,
rlm@0 1004 but it seemed
rlm@0 1005 so real.
rlm@0 1006 Sam stared at the observer and the woman standing next to him. A boy
rlm@0 1007 had passed right through her. Which meant she was in the Imaging
rlm@0 1008 Chamber
rlm@0 1009 with him. He tried to extricate himself from Syaoran’s grasp, but
rlm@0 1010 the Chinese
rlm@0 1011 boy continued holding on. He mouthed ‘What is she doing here?’ to
rlm@0 1012 Al, who
rlm@0 1013 shook his head uncomprehendingly for a moment before nodding.
rlm@0 1014 Taking a few steps closer, Al hunched next to Sam, out of Sonomi’s
rlm@0 1015 range of hearing. “Ohhh... She’s Sonomi Daidouji, Sam. Your best
rlm@0 1016 friend’s
rlm@0 1017 mother. She wanted to see Tomoyo again. And don’t argue, you big boy
rlm@0 1018 scout. It
rlm@0 1019 won’t change my mind. I’m still in charge of the Project from here.
rlm@0 1020 Besides, she
rlm@0 1021 misses her daughter. You have to understand that. I couldn’t just
rlm@0 1022 send her away
rlm@0 1023 without ever being able to see her again.”
rlm@0 1024 Sam sighed in defeat and nodded. It did make sense, even if he
rlm@0 1025 didn’t
rlm@0 1026 really like the idea. But if he couldn’t stop Tomoyo from killing
rlm@0 1027 herself, then
rlm@0 1028 this was for the best. How would he feel if she never saw her again?
rlm@0 1029 “Is your friend here?” Tomoyo whispered to Sam, unknowingly also
rlm@0 1030 next to Al’s ear. Al stared at Sam incredulously. “You told her?
rlm@0 1031 Sam! You know
rlm@0 1032 you’re not supposed to tell anybody. Great. This is just great.”
rlm@0 1033 “She guessed,” Sam got out through a nervous smile. He went back to
rlm@0 1034 eating as Syaoran looked at him oddly. He nodded in acknowledgement
rlm@0 1035 of
rlm@0 1036 Tomoyo’s question.
rlm@0 1037 “Guessed?” Turning his attention to the pale girl, he could see her
rlm@0 1038 stormy blue eyes, deep and intelligent. Sonomi had always told him
rlm@0 1039 that she was
rlm@0 1040 very perceptive and the few times he had met her had proven that. He
rlm@0 1041 just hadn’t
rlm@0 1042 guessed to what extent.
rlm@0 1043 “Tomoyo-chan...” Tears dripped down Sonomi’s cheeks as she saw her
rlm@0 1044 daughter, alive and well before her eyes once again. It hadn’t been
rlm@0 1045 that long ago
rlm@0 1046 that she had seen the young girl in a coffin, her soul already gone
rlm@0 1047 from her
rlm@0 1048 beautiful body. But here she was again, shining the way she always
rlm@0 1049 had, an
rlm@0 1050 ephemeral shimmer that seemed to encompass her sweet spirit. “Oh,
rlm@0 1051 Tomoyo-
rlm@0 1052 chan... My baby, I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry I wasn’t there when you
rlm@0 1053 needed me.
rlm@0 1054 You’re the most precious thing in my life. Honey, I never should
rlm@0 1055 have left you
rlm@0 1056 alone when I saw you breaking. I noticed the cracks in your shell
rlm@0 1057 and I tried to
rlm@0 1058 help, but you kept insisting that everything was all right. I wanted
rlm@0 1059 to help, but I
rlm@0 1060 thought that all I could do was be there for you when you needed me.
rlm@0 1061 I never
rlm@0 1062 thought that you’d...” Her fists clenched, her nails digging into
rlm@0 1063 her palms
rlm@0 1064 painfully as she fell to her knees beside the young heiress. “Tomoyo-
rlm@0 1065 chan, I love
rlm@0 1066 you, my little daughter. I never wanted to see you get hurt the way
rlm@0 1067 I was. I never
rlm@0 1068 wanted you to have to live through that. But now... My baby...” Her
rlm@0 1069 body shook
rlm@0 1070 as she reached out to Tomoyo, her fingers slipping through the
rlm@0 1071 hologram.
rlm@0 1072 Tomoyo still looked happy, but Sonomi could see that it was masking
rlm@0 1073 her
rlm@0 1074 nervousness and fear underneath. For what? Probably for Sakura.
rlm@0 1075 Sonomi’s gaze
rlm@0 1076 fell on the girl with the emerald eyes, her tears still streaming
rlm@0 1077 down her cheeks.
rlm@0 1078 Her heart rolled over as she watched, still being held by Syaoran.
rlm@0 1079 And yet
rlm@0 1080 Tomoyo was still pretending to be happy. She had kept up that mask of
rlm@0 1081 happiness for her friend until the day she had died.
rlm@0 1082 “It’s not her, Sonomi,” Al explained as he stood up. “That’s Sam. We
rlm@0 1083 don’t know why he leapt back into Sakura yet, but we’re looking into
rlm@0 1084 it.”
rlm@0 1085 Shaking her head, Sonomi tried to compose herself, not moving from
rlm@0 1086 Tomoyo’s side. “To keep Tomoyo-chan from killing herself, of course!
rlm@0 1087 Why
rlm@0 1088 else would he be back here?” She was still nearly frantic, finally
rlm@0 1089 able to see her
rlm@0 1090 daughter again but unable to even talk to her. “It will be all
rlm@0 1091 right, Tomoyo-chan.
rlm@0 1092 I promise. We’ll fix everything. You just stay strong for your
rlm@0 1093 mother. I promise
rlm@0 1094 I’ll make everything better,” She said reassuringly, trying to
rlm@0 1095 stroke her
rlm@0 1096 daughter’s hair. Her fingers went through the empty space, but it
rlm@0 1097 almost looked
rlm@0 1098 like she had heard her. “Oh, Tomoyo-chan...” It hurt to look at her,
rlm@0 1099 but she
rlm@0 1100 couldn’t take her eyes away. The last time she had seen that face,
rlm@0 1101 her eyes had
rlm@0 1102 been closed for the last time. Sonomi’s heart paused with every
rlm@0 1103 blink.
rlm@0 1104 Al watched from the side for a moment, glancing down to the handlink
rlm@0 1105 and back up. He knew what torture it was to finally see someone
rlm@0 1106 you’d lost and
rlm@0 1107 not be able to interact with them. In a way, this would have been
rlm@0 1108 easier to handle
rlm@0 1109 had Sonomi been here to see Nadeshiko. When she had lost Tomoyo, she
rlm@0 1110 had
rlm@0 1111 lost everything. This was a woman in huge amounts of pain. He only
rlm@0 1112 hoped that
rlm@0 1113 the sight would give her hope. Turning his attention back to Sam,
rlm@0 1114 the handlink
rlm@0 1115 gave its usual squeak of protest as Al slapped it on the side.
rlm@0 1116 “Still no new
rlm@0 1117 information, Sam. And Ziggy’s not very happy about this at all. She
rlm@0 1118 says you
rlm@0 1119 shouldn’t be leaping so close to us. I’ll tell you what we figure
rlm@0 1120 out as soon as we
rlm@0 1121 find it. Whatever it is. I’ve got Beeks talking to Sakura right now
rlm@0 1122 and maybe
rlm@0 1123 Sonomi can help us figure out what you’re here to fix.” His eyes
rlm@0 1124 went back to
rlm@0 1125 the grieving woman, not noticing Sam’s slow nod of approval. He
rlm@0 1126 shook his
rlm@0 1127 head and punched up the door. With all that she had been through, he
rlm@0 1128 didn’t
rlm@0 1129 want to interrupt her. He would come back in a bit.
rlm@0 1130 Sitting next to her daughter, watching her intently as if afraid
rlm@0 1131 that she
rlm@0 1132 would soon enough drop dead in front of her very eyes, Sonomi
rlm@0 1133 continued
rlm@0 1134 whispering assurances to the smiling dark haired girl. And unknowing
rlm@0 1135 of the
rlm@0 1136 guardian angel watching over her, Tomoyo continued her lunch.
rlm@0 1137
rlm@0 1138 It had been difficult for Sam to ignore Tomoyo’s mother for the
rlm@0 1139 rest of
rlm@0 1140 lunch, but he was the only one who could see her. He wanted to help,
rlm@0 1141 to say
rlm@0 1142 something that could take that terrible pain from her eyes, but he
rlm@0 1143 couldn’t with
rlm@0 1144 everyone around. She had finally left a little after lunch had
rlm@0 1145 ended, talking to Al
rlm@0 1146 for a bit before the Observer had finally convinced her to leave the
rlm@0 1147 Imaging
rlm@0 1148 Chamber. Sam had considered telling Tomoyo, but thought it would only
rlm@0 1149 complicate matters if she knew her mother was there. Let alone why
rlm@0 1150 she was
rlm@0 1151 there.
rlm@0 1152 School had finally ended and he had absolutely no idea where his
rlm@0 1153 home
rlm@0 1154 was. And no Al to tell him either. He sighed and glanced around,
rlm@0 1155 hoping to see
rlm@0 1156 the Imaging Chamber door opening and the always oddly dressed Al
rlm@0 1157 walking
rlm@0 1158 out. No such luck. A hand grabbing his own shook him from his
rlm@0 1159 thoughts.
rlm@0 1160 Turning, he saw Syaoran’s face in it’s usual impassive look. But he
rlm@0 1161 could notice
rlm@0 1162 a slight blush coloring his cheeks. Sam smiled a bit. It looked like
rlm@0 1163 the body he
rlm@0 1164 was in gave a good impression at the least.
rlm@0 1165 “Do you want to come with me? I still have some unpacking to do, but
rlm@0 1166 I thought we could do something when I’m done with that,” the
rlm@0 1167 Chinese boy
rlm@0 1168 said after a moment’s hesitation.
rlm@0 1169 “I’m sure she would love to, Li-kun, but Sakura-chan’s not feeling
rlm@0 1170 very
rlm@0 1171 well. I just cancelled her cheerleading for today and I’m going to
rlm@0 1172 take her right
rlm@0 1173 home. But Sakura-chan would love to go see it when she’s feeling
rlm@0 1174 better. I’m
rlm@0 1175 afraid all of the excitement today has taken its toll on her. You
rlm@0 1176 know how
rlm@0 1177 worked up girls can get over their boyfriends, Li-kun.” Tomoyo’s
rlm@0 1178 sweet voice
rlm@0 1179 drifted to the two as she exited the front door to the school and
rlm@0 1180 approached
rlm@0 1181 Sam’s other side. She was smiling her usual insanely cute smile.
rlm@0 1182 Syaoran didn’t
rlm@0 1183 seem impressed with it.
rlm@0 1184 Sam nodded in agreement quickly. “Yeah, I really should get some
rlm@0 1185 rest.
rlm@0 1186 I haven’t been feeling like myself all day. I’ll see you soon,
rlm@0 1187 Syaoran.” He felt
rlm@0 1188 bad to be leaving Sakura’s boyfriend behind the day he had returned
rlm@0 1189 to Japan to
rlm@0 1190 see her, but it was so much easier that way. He didn’t want to think
rlm@0 1191 about all of
rlm@0 1192 the problems of going over to his house and dealing with it all.
rlm@0 1193 Shrugging noncommittally, Syaoran looked at Sam. “Okay. I’ll see you
rlm@0 1194 then. Are you sure you don’t want me to walk you home instead?”
rlm@0 1195 “Yeah, I’ll be fine. Don’t worry about it. You just finish
rlm@0 1196 packing,” Sam
rlm@0 1197 answered with a smile. The last thing he needed right now was to
rlm@0 1198 talk about the
rlm@0 1199 ‘old times’ that he had no idea about.
rlm@0 1200 “And the sooner you finish packing, the sooner you can come and see
rlm@0 1201 Sakura-chan in bed. I’ll do my best to nurse her back to health for
rlm@0 1202 you,”
rlm@0 1203 Tomoyo added kindly, taking Sam’s other hand. The fingers
rlm@0 1204 intertwined with
rlm@0 1205 those of Sakura’s body in a smooth, unconscious movement.
rlm@0 1206 Syaoran frowned and shook his head. He had finally gotten back and
rlm@0 1207 now Sakura had to get sick. It wasn’t fair. She was the whole reason
rlm@0 1208 he had
rlm@0 1209 come back in the first place. “I’ll try to see you later tonight,
rlm@0 1210 Sakura-chan. Feel
rlm@0 1211 better soon.” Hesitating for a moment, but getting a look of
rlm@0 1212 reassurance from
rlm@0 1213 Tomoyo the same way she had always tried to get him to tell Sakura
rlm@0 1214 how he felt,
rlm@0 1215 he leaned forward and kissed Sakura.
rlm@0 1216 Sam’s eyes went wide as he felt the boy’s lips against his own
rlm@0 1217 again.
rlm@0 1218 Well, the one’s he was using at the moment anyway. But it didn’t
rlm@0 1219 feel altogether
rlm@0 1220 unpleasant as his lips pressed against those of the Japanese girl he
rlm@0 1221 was
rlm@0 1222 inhabiting. And he needed to keep things together until his host
rlm@0 1223 returned.
rlm@0 1224 Sighing inwardly, Sam kissed back slightly. Syaoran finally pulled
rlm@0 1225 away,
rlm@0 1226 blushing a bit. Saying their goodbyes, he hurried off for home. Sam
rlm@0 1227 stood where
rlm@0 1228 he was for a few moments, trying to shake the whole feeling off. But
rlm@0 1229 being in a
rlm@0 1230 hormone ridden teenage body really didn’t help matters.
rlm@0 1231 “Are you ready, Sakura-chan?” Tomoyo’s voice asked from Sam’s left.
rlm@0 1232 When she saw him nod, she began to lead him back home. It was
rlm@0 1233 strange seeing
rlm@0 1234 Sakura’s body, but not Sakura in it. It was like seeing someone
rlm@0 1235 wearing a
rlm@0 1236 friend’s clothes. They clothes may look the same, but the person
rlm@0 1237 underneath was
rlm@0 1238 different. It was the same watching Sam in Sakura’s body. It looked
rlm@0 1239 like Sakura,
rlm@0 1240 but everything was off. The movements, the way he spoke, everything.
rlm@0 1241 All of it
rlm@0 1242 strengthened her longing to have her friend back. Her mind had been
rlm@0 1243 centered
rlm@0 1244 on the Cardmistress all day, barely keeping from panic. She needed
rlm@0 1245 to know that
rlm@0 1246 Sakura-chan was all right.
rlm@0 1247 It took Sam a moment to realize that they were moving. At least
rlm@0 1248 someone knew where his home was. That solved one problem. As they
rlm@0 1249 walked,
rlm@0 1250 Tomoyo chatted pleasantly about all sorts of things, from camcorders
rlm@0 1251 to sewing
rlm@0 1252 to how cute Sakura was. He wondered how Sakura hadn’t noticed the
rlm@0 1253 girl’s love
rlm@0 1254 for her. It seemed obvious enough and she was so warm and caring
rlm@0 1255 towards her,
rlm@0 1256 even if Sam was occupying the body for the time being. “Why didn’t
rlm@0 1257 you tell
rlm@0 1258 her how you feel?” Sam interrupted as she was in the middle of
rlm@0 1259 explaining how
rlm@0 1260 difficult it was to videotape someone on a flying staff that was
rlm@0 1261 dodging magic.
rlm@0 1262 Silence grew between the two for a moment. Tomoyo was smiling
rlm@0 1263 again when she looked at Sam. “Did your friend tell you? They must
rlm@0 1264 have a lot
rlm@0 1265 of information on Sakura-chan.”
rlm@0 1266 Sam nodded quietly. He felt a cold chill as he remembered Al’s
rlm@0 1267 explanation of why she had killed herself. “Yeah, he did. We have
rlm@0 1268 some
rlm@0 1269 information, but not as much as we’d like. But he did tell me that
rlm@0 1270 you’re in love
rlm@0 1271 with her. Why didn’t you tell her?”
rlm@0 1272 Tomoyo looked away, concentrating on their surroundings instead of
rlm@0 1273 the body of her best friend. Her smile was still there, but it
rlm@0 1274 looked marginally
rlm@0 1275 weaker, as if Sam had hit on a weak spot. “Because she loves Li-kun.
rlm@0 1276 There’s no
rlm@0 1277 reason to tell her how I feel. That would only complicate things for
rlm@0 1278 her. She’s
rlm@0 1279 happy now. As long as the one I love is happy, I’m happy, too.”
rlm@0 1280 “But it can’t be healthy to keep all of that inside all the time.
rlm@0 1281 Don’t you
rlm@0 1282 ever talk to anyone about it? Don’t you think that she would want to
rlm@0 1283 know how
rlm@0 1284 you felt?” Sam asked, wanting desperately to change the pale girl’s
rlm@0 1285 apparent
rlm@0 1286 fate. How could he make her understand?
rlm@0 1287 “I think Sakura-chan was very confused about Li-kun’s feelings for
rlm@0 1288 her.
rlm@0 1289 But she finally decided that she returned his feelings. And she’s
rlm@0 1290 happy with that.
rlm@0 1291 I think telling her how I feel would confuse poor Sakura-chan and
rlm@0 1292 she would
rlm@0 1293 feel bad about rejecting me, so it would just hurt her. If that’s
rlm@0 1294 the case, then
rlm@0 1295 there really isn’t a reason to tell her. I’ll always love her,
rlm@0 1296 whether or not she
rlm@0 1297 knows that. So if it comes between telling Sakura-chan and hurting
rlm@0 1298 her or
rlm@0 1299 keeping it to myself and holding it all inside, I would much rather
rlm@0 1300 keep it locked
rlm@0 1301 up inside. I never want her to suffer because of me.” Tomoyo’s
rlm@0 1302 gentle voice held
rlm@0 1303 a tinge of sadness in it, but her smile didn’t falter again. She had
rlm@0 1304 made her
rlm@0 1305 decision a long time ago. She would live her entire life alone if
rlm@0 1306 she had to. But
rlm@0 1307 she wouldn’t hurt Sakura out of selfishness. Even if she did want
rlm@0 1308 Sakura to
rlm@0 1309 know, no good could come from it.
rlm@0 1310 Sam watched the pale girl closely for a few seconds. No wonder she
rlm@0 1311 tried to kill herself. She was keeping it all pent up inside. Not
rlm@0 1312 only her love, but
rlm@0 1313 all of her pain as well. It had no place to go, building up as it
rlm@0 1314 ate away at her. It
rlm@0 1315 finally must have grown too much for her to carry. “But don’t you
rlm@0 1316 think killing
rlm@0 1317 yourself would make her sad? If you’re her best friend, do you
rlm@0 1318 really think she’d
rlm@0 1319 be happy about that?” He locked eyes with Tomoyo, trying to get
rlm@0 1320 through
rlm@0 1321 somehow.
rlm@0 1322 Tomoyo paused for only a moment before replying with another smile,
rlm@0 1323 her head tilted to the side. “I’m here for Sakura-chan for as long
rlm@0 1324 as she needs
rlm@0 1325 me. I will stay by her side for as long as I’m necessary to her. But
rlm@0 1326 now she has
rlm@0 1327 Li-kun. And she’ll probably move back to Hong Kong with him. He’s
rlm@0 1328 going to
rlm@0 1329 be the one that she’ll run to from now on. He’s the one who will be
rlm@0 1330 the most
rlm@0 1331 important person in her life. She doesn’t need me anymore. He’ll be
rlm@0 1332 the support
rlm@0 1333 that I always gave her. And he’ll protect her in ways I never could.
rlm@0 1334 He’ll give
rlm@0 1335 her a child. So I understand that I couldn’t stay important to
rlm@0 1336 Sakura-chan
rlm@0 1337 forever. I knew that she’d leave eventually and that I would just be
rlm@0 1338 a memory.
rlm@0 1339 And that’s okay. Because I want her to be happy. But she doesn’t
rlm@0 1340 need me
rlm@0 1341 anymore.” It did hurt inside. It hurt so badly. She wanted to stay
rlm@0 1342 important to
rlm@0 1343 Sakura forever, to always be by her side. But now that was Li-kun’s
rlm@0 1344 job. She
rlm@0 1345 had vowed to stay by Sakura for as long as Sakura needed her, but
rlm@0 1346 that wouldn’t
rlm@0 1347 be much longer now that Syaoran was back. And so Tomoyo had thought
rlm@0 1348 it best
rlm@0 1349 to fade into the background, letting herself slowly slip from Sakura
rlm@0 1350 so that it
rlm@0 1351 wouldn’t hurt the other girl. Sakura wouldn’t need to miss her
rlm@0 1352 because she’d
rlm@0 1353 only be a memory soon enough. A vague memory. But her heart would
rlm@0 1354 always
rlm@0 1355 hold Sakura very close, always loving her. No matter what. There was
rlm@0 1356 no reason
rlm@0 1357 for her to stay outside of Sakura’s life.
rlm@0 1358 “No, that’s not true! She does need you. Even if she’s in love with
rlm@0 1359 some other boy, that doesn’t mean you aren’t important to her.
rlm@0 1360 You’re her
rlm@0 1361 friend. You’ll still remain important to her whether or not other
rlm@0 1362 things become
rlm@0 1363 important in her life. You can still be happy. You can find someone
rlm@0 1364 else and
rlm@0 1365 stay friends,” Sam argued, wanting something to shake the dark
rlm@0 1366 future that lay
rlm@0 1367 ahead.
rlm@0 1368 Shaking her head almost imperceptibly, Tomoyo stopped. Her long,
rlm@0 1369 dark hair fluttered behind her in the wind. “I don’t want anyone
rlm@0 1370 else. I love
rlm@0 1371 Sakura-chan. And I always will. It doesn’t matter if I’m with her.
rlm@0 1372 Why would
rlm@0 1373 that change my love for her? Why would I want to find someone else?
rlm@0 1374 To
rlm@0 1375 replace her? No, I’m perfectly content to hold her deep in my heart
rlm@0 1376 for eternity.
rlm@0 1377 And I’ll always be her friend. Whether or not I’m here.” She smiled
rlm@0 1378 again at
rlm@0 1379 Sam and continued on before he could answer. “Your brother’s
rlm@0 1380 probably home.
rlm@0 1381 Try to act angry at his taunts, but don’t worry about them. He
rlm@0 1382 really looks out
rlm@0 1383 for you. We’ll get you to your room before he can notice that
rlm@0 1384 anything’s
rlm@0 1385 wrong.” Pulling up Sakura’s backpack, she reached in and grabbed the
rlm@0 1386 key.
rlm@0 1387 Sam sighed as she opened the door and motioned for him to follow.
rlm@0 1388 This leap wasn’t offering him any easy answers. Feeling Tomoyo’s
rlm@0 1389 hand still
rlm@0 1390 holding his own, he let her pull him inside.
rlm@0 1391
rlm@0 1392 “You... You killed her. You killed my precious daughter all because
rlm@0 1393 you were too blind to see her devotion to you. You never saw the
rlm@0 1394 pain in her that
rlm@0 1395 I would always see seeping around the edges whenever I would get
rlm@0 1396 home. Why?
rlm@0 1397 Why did you have to take away my daughter?” Sonomi asked
rlm@0 1398 incredulously.
rlm@0 1399 Sakura sobbed on the bed as her friend’s mother came closer, a look
rlm@0 1400 of pure
rlm@0 1401 torment on her face.
rlm@0 1402 “I don’t know what you’re talking about!” Sakura cried in protest.
rlm@0 1403 She
rlm@0 1404 had been so happy to see Sonomi, to see anyone at all that she
rlm@0 1405 actually knew.
rlm@0 1406 But after running to her and hugging her, Sonomi had broken down
rlm@0 1407 into tears,
rlm@0 1408 blaming Sakura for Tomoyo’s death. Sakura was completely taken by
rlm@0 1409 surprise.
rlm@0 1410 Tomoyo was dead? What had happened? What had she done?
rlm@0 1411 “She loved you so much. She was always there for you. Why weren’t
rlm@0 1412 you there when she needed you, Sakura-chan? How could you hurt her so
rlm@0 1413 badly?” Shaking her head, the distraught mother paused for a moment,
rlm@0 1414 trying to
rlm@0 1415 get a grip on herself. She was trying desperately to remember that
rlm@0 1416 this was
rlm@0 1417 Nadeshiko’s daughter as well as Fujitaka’s. It pained her greatly
rlm@0 1418 just to be there
rlm@0 1419 with her. She knew damn well why Tomoyo had killed herself. She knew
rlm@0 1420 how
rlm@0 1421 much her little girl loved Nadeshiko’s daughter. It was almost
rlm@0 1422 impossible to
rlm@0 1423 think clearly. She had thought she would be able to handle seeing
rlm@0 1424 Sakura this
rlm@0 1425 time. At the funeral she had brushed her aside, barely able to stand
rlm@0 1426 the sight of
rlm@0 1427 her even though Sakura had been trying to offer comfort. But now, it
rlm@0 1428 all came
rlm@0 1429 back to her. The phone call after they had found her daughter’s cold
rlm@0 1430 body in the
rlm@0 1431 lake, the letter from Tomoyo telling her not to be sad, the entire
rlm@0 1432 funeral flashing
rlm@0 1433 before her eyes.
rlm@0 1434 “Sonomi-san, please tell me what’s going on,” Sakura begged, wiping
rlm@0 1435 at her eyes. “Tomoyo-chan... She’s not...” The words refused to
rlm@0 1436 leave her
rlm@0 1437 mouth. No, that couldn’t be it. Tomoyo had to be all right. That
rlm@0 1438 couldn’t be why
rlm@0 1439 she was here. But she had never seen anyone in so much pain before.
rlm@0 1440 It was
rlm@0 1441 frightening. Her own heart was on the verge of breaking. If she lost
rlm@0 1442 Tomoyo,
rlm@0 1443 what would she do? Tomoyo was always there for her, always sweetly
rlm@0 1444 supporting whatever she did. She always went to Tomoyo for
rlm@0 1445 everything.
rlm@0 1446 Tomoyo was the sun in her sky, keeping everything in her life lit
rlm@0 1447 brightly. The
rlm@0 1448 brunette couldn’t fathom a world without her brilliantly smiling
rlm@0 1449 face. That
rlm@0 1450 would just be too lonely. Like a world without stars in the sky or a
rlm@0 1451 big, shining
rlm@0 1452 moon. Darkness would encompass her life. She needed Tomoyo.
rlm@0 1453 Somehow managing to grasp a hold of her composure for a moment,
rlm@0 1454 Sonomi glared at Sakura as she stood up to her full height. “Tomoyo-
rlm@0 1455 chan died
rlm@0 1456 two days ago. She drowned in a lake at the park.” Sakura gasped at
rlm@0 1457 Sonomi’s
rlm@0 1458 words, tears spilling down the cheeks of the quantum physicist whose
rlm@0 1459 body she
rlm@0 1460 was inhabiting. Closing her eyes, Sonomi continued. “She killed
rlm@0 1461 herself over
rlm@0 1462 you, Sakura-chan. She couldn’t live without you. And I don’t blame
rlm@0 1463 her. You
rlm@0 1464 meant the world to her. She loved you with all of her heart.” Her
rlm@0 1465 words echoed
rlm@0 1466 in her head as she choked past them. She could almost see Tomoyo’s
rlm@0 1467 sad ghost
rlm@0 1468 shaking her head, pleading with her not to be angry with Sakura.
rlm@0 1469 Sonomi
rlm@0 1470 couldn’t blame Tomoyo for killing herself. But Tomoyo wouldn’t want
rlm@0 1471 her to
rlm@0 1472 blame Sakura either.
rlm@0 1473 “No...” Crying into her hands, Sakura tried desperately to find a way
rlm@0 1474 out of this nightmare. It couldn’t be true. Things were getting
rlm@0 1475 worse and worse
rlm@0 1476 in this horrible dream. First she was stuck all alone in some man’s
rlm@0 1477 body while he
rlm@0 1478 tried to fix something that went badly in her life, then Sonomi came
rlm@0 1479 and got mad
rlm@0 1480 at her and now she found out that her best friend was dead. And that
rlm@0 1481 it was her
rlm@0 1482 fault. Her body shook as she was wracked with sobs. ‘Please let me
rlm@0 1483 wake up
rlm@0 1484 from this! Please...’ she thought weakly to herself, her thoughts to
rlm@0 1485 painful to
rlm@0 1486 continue on rationally. Her only thought was Tomoyo’s smiling face,
rlm@0 1487 glowing
rlm@0 1488 brighter and brighter as she faded until all that was left was a
rlm@0 1489 vague outline. Her
rlm@0 1490 hands dropped to her sides as the brunette woman grabbed her
rlm@0 1491 shoulders,
rlm@0 1492 forcing her to look up.
rlm@0 1493 “Sakura-chan, she would never tell you because she wanted to be
rlm@0 1494 happy, no matter how much I told her she should. Because she thought
rlm@0 1495 you
rlm@0 1496 shouldn’t know. But damn it, I can’t let you keep on ignoring my
rlm@0 1497 daughter
rlm@0 1498 forever. She deserves for you to know, even if you can’t love her
rlm@0 1499 back. Sakura-
rlm@0 1500 chan, she loves you. She still does, my sweet little angel. She’s
rlm@0 1501 probably
rlm@0 1502 watching over you just as surely as Nadeshiko-chan is.” Sonomi’s
rlm@0 1503 gaze was
rlm@0 1504 piercing, the same stormy blue eyes that Tomoyo had inherited from
rlm@0 1505 her looking
rlm@0 1506 deep into Sakura’s soul, unflinching in their determination.
rlm@0 1507 Bursting into sobs at the intense gaze, Sakura’s eyes clenched shut
rlm@0 1508 again. Tomoyo’s voice chorused in her head, hundreds of different
rlm@0 1509 things she
rlm@0 1510 had said tumbling end over end through her mind. She had filed them
rlm@0 1511 all away
rlm@0 1512 as just strange things Tomoyo had said, but now they all began
rlm@0 1513 making sense, as
rlm@0 1514 if Tomoyo was saying them all from right behind her.
rlm@0 1515 “Not only is she fast, but she’s cute, too!”
rlm@0 1516 “I guess you can hear the name of the person you like no matter what
rlm@0 1517 the circumstances.”
rlm@0 1518 “Sakura-chan is so cute and happy now, so I’m happy, too.”
rlm@0 1519 “Of course I would be happy if my special person liked me. But I’ll
rlm@0 1520 be
rlm@0 1521 happy as long as my special person is.”
rlm@0 1522 And most painfully, “I love you, Sakura-chan.”
rlm@0 1523 “I love you, too, Tomoyo-chan,” she had replied with a smile.
rlm@0 1524 “I don’t think my love is the same as Sakura-chan’s,” Tomoyo had
rlm@0 1525 replied, looking at her sweetly as she often did when she would say
rlm@0 1526 such things.
rlm@0 1527 And shortly after Sakura’s confused response, “I’ll explain when
rlm@0 1528 you’re older.”
rlm@0 1529 But Tomoyo never did. Sakura had forgotten all about it and Tomoyo
rlm@0 1530 hadn’t
rlm@0 1531 tried to explain to her, always being kind and loving but never
rlm@0 1532 telling her as the
rlm@0 1533 years went by and she grew closer to Syaoran. And apparently, Tomoyo
rlm@0 1534 never
rlm@0 1535 would have the chance to explain it to her.
rlm@0 1536 “Tomoyo-chan...” Sakura cried quietly, shuddering. They had grown
rlm@0 1537 even closer over the past few years while Syaoran was back in Hong
rlm@0 1538 Kong. The
rlm@0 1539 thought of living without her left her feel freezing cold inside.
rlm@0 1540 Her heart felt like
rlm@0 1541 a wasteland.
rlm@0 1542 The older woman pulled her cousin’s daughter close, unable to watch
rlm@0 1543 her tears anymore. She couldn’t feel angry at Sakura any longer, the
rlm@0 1544 tears
rlm@0 1545 showing her own pain at losing Tomoyo. Sonomi kissed her forehead
rlm@0 1546 gently,
rlm@0 1547 stroking her back as she held her close, the older male body making
rlm@0 1548 the whole
rlm@0 1549 scene seem awkward. “She loved you very much, Sakura-chan. She
rlm@0 1550 always did.”
rlm@0 1551 Right now, she didn’t see Nadeshiko in Sakura. Nor did she see
rlm@0 1552 Fujitaka. She
rlm@0 1553 saw herself, crying over the loss of her beloved Nadeshiko. She saw
rlm@0 1554 that same
rlm@0 1555 pain in Sakura. Her own soul was mirrored in Sakura’s sobs and
rlm@0 1556 tearful eyes.
rlm@0 1557 "Oh, Sakura-chan...”
rlm@0 1558 Dr. Verbeena Beeks sighed and let the door slide closed again. She
rlm@0 1559 had
rlm@0 1560 been about to enter to put a stop to the whole fiasco, but it looked
rlm@0 1561 like she
rlm@0 1562 wasn’t needed after all.
rlm@0 1563
rlm@0 1564 Sam sighed as he sat down on his host’s bed. Glancing around the
rlm@0 1565 room, her noticed that it looked nice and fairly organized, a
rlm@0 1566 television in the
rlm@0 1567 corner with a gaming system that a little yellow stuffed bear was
rlm@0 1568 placed in front
rlm@0 1569 of and other stuffed animals placed around the room. There was
rlm@0 1570 another stuffed
rlm@0 1571 bear on the bed as well as a little doll that looked a little like
rlm@0 1572 Sakura in a
rlm@0 1573 costume. Overall, it was a very nice, cute room. Not much like
rlm@0 1574 Sam’s, if he
rlm@0 1575 could remember it at all.
rlm@0 1576 Sitting elegantly next to him, Tomoyo smoothed down her skirt and
rlm@0 1577 smiled softly. “You did pretty well with Touya-san. I don’t think he
rlm@0 1578 noticed that
rlm@0 1579 too much was different about you. But you should probably stay away
rlm@0 1580 from him.
rlm@0 1581 He can be very perceptive about things, especially concerning people
rlm@0 1582 around his
rlm@0 1583 sister,” she suggested helpfully.
rlm@0 1584 Kero ignored the two girls talking behind him. He had more important
rlm@0 1585 things to think about, like finally beating the game he was
rlm@0 1586 currently playing. He
rlm@0 1587 hadn’t saved a single time yet and he was already so very near the
rlm@0 1588 end. “Jump!!
rlm@0 1589 C’mon!!”
rlm@0 1590 Staring at the little bear over by the gaming console, Sam began
rlm@0 1591 crawling across the bed. He felt a hand readjust the skirt as it had
rlm@0 1592 gotten
rlm@0 1593 bunched up. Blushing a bit, the leaper shrugged it off and
rlm@0 1594 concentrated on the
rlm@0 1595 stuffed animal. “It just talked, didn’t it?” He sincerely hoped he
rlm@0 1596 wasn’t going
rlm@0 1597 insane. After so many leaps, he would not be at all surprised if he
rlm@0 1598 was. But that
rlm@0 1599 was the last thing he needed.
rlm@0 1600 “That’s Kero-chan. He’s the Seal Beast for Sakura-chan’s Sakura
rlm@0 1601 Cards. She’s the world’s best magical girl,” Tomoyo explained
rlm@0 1602 cheerfully,
rlm@0 1603 smiling.
rlm@0 1604 “She’s the only magical girl you know,” Kero pointed out, only
rlm@0 1605 paying
rlm@0 1606 half attention to her. “But yeah, Sakura-chan’s the best.”
rlm@0 1607 “That’s amazing...” Sam breathed in wonder. In all his years of
rlm@0 1608 leaping,
rlm@0 1609 all of the technological wonders he had worked on, this was like
rlm@0 1610 nothing he had
rlm@0 1611 seen before. Walking over to the stuffed animal, Sam knelt down,
rlm@0 1612 watching it
rlm@0 1613 play the video game. He poked lightly at the small wings on its
rlm@0 1614 back. They
rlm@0 1615 fluttered in irritation at the touch.
rlm@0 1616 “Sakura-chan, I’m a little busy right now. I just have to...
rlm@0 1617 Almost!!
rlm@0 1618 C’mon!! Just wait till I show you my hurricane special move, the
rlm@0 1619 Kero-chan
rlm@0 1620 Special!!” Kero yelled enthusiastically.
rlm@0 1621 Shaking his head, Sam sat back and laughed. “I can’t believe it.
rlm@0 1622 It’s
rlm@0 1623 real. I mean, it actually talks.” He shook his head, laughing again.
rlm@0 1624 Sam Beckett,
rlm@0 1625 for all of his knowledge, had always been driven by his childlike
rlm@0 1626 curiosity. It
rlm@0 1627 had always pushed him forward. And he was delighted to see the
rlm@0 1628 magical being
rlm@0 1629 in front of him, entirely absorbed in a video game.
rlm@0 1630 Giggling softly, Tomoyo watched the person that looked like Sakura.
rlm@0 1631 “Hai, he has a lot to say.” She looked thoughtful for a moment,
rlm@0 1632 tilting her head
rlm@0 1633 to the side. “So if you don’t know that she’s a magical girl, how
rlm@0 1634 much do you
rlm@0 1635 know about Sakura-chan?”
rlm@0 1636 “Not an awful lot, I’m afraid.” Sam sighed, finally turning back to
rlm@0 1637 the
rlm@0 1638 pale girl. “Not enough to know what I’m here to fix yet.” Averting
rlm@0 1639 his gaze, his
rlm@0 1640 mind questioned his answer.
rlm@0 1641 “But you have an idea,” Tomoyo supplied, watching his reaction. “You
rlm@0 1642 need to help Sakura-chan. I’ll do whatever I can to help you. I just
rlm@0 1643 want her to
rlm@0 1644 be happy.” Her eyes closed and a weak sigh escaped her suddenly
rlm@0 1645 fragile
rlm@0 1646 looking form. The day had taken quite a bit of her strength. She
rlm@0 1647 just wanted to
rlm@0 1648 see Sakura again.
rlm@0 1649 “But what about you? Why can’t you be happy, too?” Sam shot back,
rlm@0 1650 regretting it as the words left his mouth. But he still couldn’t
rlm@0 1651 understand how
rlm@0 1652 that one person could mean so much to her that she would end her
rlm@0 1653 life. Not the
rlm@0 1654 way Al seemed to, at least. She was such a sweet, innocent girl. He
rlm@0 1655 couldn’t let
rlm@0 1656 that fate befall her. There had to be a way for him to stop it.
rlm@0 1657 Tomoyo smiled softly and brushed back some of her lavender hair from
rlm@0 1658 her eyes. “But I am happy. I’m happy knowing that Sakura-chan will
rlm@0 1659 be happy
rlm@0 1660 with the one she loves.” Before Sam could argue, she continued.
rlm@0 1661 “That doesn’t
rlm@0 1662 mean that I don’t hurt as well. I love her so much. I would do
rlm@0 1663 anything for
rlm@0 1664 Sakura-chan. To be in her arms, I would certainly have to be in
rlm@0 1665 Heaven with its
rlm@0 1666 most beautiful angel, Sakura-chan. But I can’t have that. And I
rlm@0 1667 understand. So I
rlm@0 1668 will do whatever I can to make Sakura-chan happy. That means much
rlm@0 1669 more to
rlm@0 1670 me than my own happiness.”
rlm@0 1671 Sam shook his head in confusion. “But how can you do that when it
rlm@0 1672 hurts you so much? When you can’t survive the outcome? It doesn’t
rlm@0 1673 make sense.
rlm@0 1674 Don’t do this to yourself! You can stop it all from happening. You
rlm@0 1675 can still be
rlm@0 1676 happy without her.”
rlm@0 1677 Her smile faded slightly but it remained on the pale girl as she
rlm@0 1678 closed
rlm@0 1679 her eyes, clasping her hands together. “It’s like I have fallen in
rlm@0 1680 love with the
rlm@0 1681 stars in the sky. They shine down in our lives, twinkling happily
rlm@0 1682 and giving us
rlm@0 1683 glimmers of dreams. But you can never reach them. Just as I have
rlm@0 1684 fallen in love
rlm@0 1685 with Sakura-chan. Even if I can’t quite reach her the way I would
rlm@0 1686 like to, she
rlm@0 1687 shines on me and makes me feel so blessed just to have known her. To
rlm@0 1688 repay her
rlm@0 1689 for all of the wonderful dreams and happiness she has granted me
rlm@0 1690 through my
rlm@0 1691 years with her, I will repay her as best I can, by making her happy.
rlm@0 1692 And if I can’t
rlm@0 1693 be the one to make her happy, then I’ll be glad that Li-kun can.
rlm@0 1694 Even if I don’t
rlm@0 1695 want to stay here without her, I’m eternally grateful to her for
rlm@0 1696 being in my life
rlm@0 1697 for as along as she was. And I will not burden her by staying in
rlm@0 1698 hers. But I will
rlm@0 1699 watch over her happily when I’m gone, the knowledge that she is
rlm@0 1700 happy filling
rlm@0 1701 my heart.”
rlm@0 1702 Blinking in surprise, Sam looked away. He was speechless. He really
rlm@0 1703 didn’t know how to respond to Tomoyo. She was so convincing, even if
rlm@0 1704 he
rlm@0 1705 believed that she was wrong.
rlm@0 1706 “Sam!!” Al yelled out as soon as he stepped out of the Imaging
rlm@0 1707 Chamber door. “Ziggy’s got something! You’ve gotta get down to
rlm@0 1708 Syaoran’s
rlm@0 1709 house now!”
rlm@0 1710 Standing up quickly, Sam ignored the fluttering skirt around him and
rlm@0 1711 nodded. “Where is it, Al? What’s going on?”
rlm@0 1712 “Just get outside! I’ll show you from there. And I’ll explain along
rlm@0 1713 the
rlm@0 1714 way.” With a few buttons on the handlink, I’ll repositioned himself
rlm@0 1715 outside.
rlm@0 1716 “I need to get to Syaoran’s house,” Sam said hastily, heading out
rlm@0 1717 the
rlm@0 1718 door.
rlm@0 1719 “Sakura-chan, matte! I’ll show you where it is.” Taking Sam’s hand,
rlm@0 1720 Tomoyo hurried with him down the stairs, leaving an oblivious Kero
rlm@0 1721 to the last
rlm@0 1722 level of his game. She watched the person inhabiting her beloved
rlm@0 1723 Sakura
rlm@0 1724 carefully, wondering what the invisible friend could have said to
rlm@0 1725 get his
rlm@0 1726 attention this way.
rlm@0 1727 “Where are you headed off to so quickly, monster?” Touya asked
rlm@0 1728 conversationally from the kitchen.
rlm@0 1729 “We’ve got to go study!” came Sam’s response as the rushed out the
rlm@0 1730 door.
rlm@0 1731 Touya watched after the two girl’s curiously, sipping his tea. His
rlm@0 1732 attention turned to the white haired boy sitting next to him at the
rlm@0 1733 table. “Since
rlm@0 1734 when did Sakura ever hurry to go study?”
rlm@0 1735 Yukito smiled pleasantly, his glasses shimmering in the afternoon
rlm@0 1736 light
rlm@0 1737 filtering in through the window. “Maybe it’s not the studying, but
rlm@0 1738 being able to
rlm@0 1739 study with Tomoyo-chan. Studying seems to be the last thing on your
rlm@0 1740 mind
rlm@0 1741 when we study,” the snow bunny commented thoughtfully, earning him a
rlm@0 1742 dirty
rlm@0 1743 look from Touya. He just grinned even further.
rlm@0 1744
rlm@0 1745 “So what’s going on, Al? What did Ziggy find out?” Sam asked
rlm@0 1746 impatiently as Tomoyo led the way to Syaoran’s house while the
rlm@0 1747 holographic
rlm@0 1748 observer followed along. It had been decided that she should lead,
rlm@0 1749 knowing the
rlm@0 1750 area much better than Al, even with the maps displayed on the
rlm@0 1751 handlink.
rlm@0 1752 “It took forever to find, but she finally found some records that
rlm@0 1753 were of
rlm@0 1754 some interest. Okay, okay. She wants me to say what a supreme effort
rlm@0 1755 it took on
rlm@0 1756 her part to obtain the information. Alright!” Al grimaced at the
rlm@0 1757 handlink and
rlm@0 1758 pounded on the side. “And that she found it right in time because
rlm@0 1759 this window of
rlm@0 1760 opportunity is rapidly shrinking. Egomaniacal hunk of...” he
rlm@0 1761 muttered under his
rlm@0 1762 breath. Looking back up, Al continued on. “Syaoran’s getting a visit
rlm@0 1763 right now
rlm@0 1764 from someone important to all of this. His fiancee, a girl named
rlm@0 1765 Meiling. After
rlm@0 1766 finding out he went back to Japan to be with you, she booked a
rlm@0 1767 flight and
rlm@0 1768 headed out to try to convince him otherwise. They get into a huge
rlm@0 1769 argument and
rlm@0 1770 she leaves, apparently broken up by the whole thing. Seems she
rlm@0 1771 really had it big
rlm@0 1772 for your boyfriend.”
rlm@0 1773 “Can you please quit calling him my boyfriend?” Sam asked
rlm@0 1774 exasperatedly. Shaking his head, he looked back at Al. He was glad
rlm@0 1775 for Sakura’s
rlm@0 1776 athletic body during the long walk, but Tomoyo seemed to be
rlm@0 1777 breathing with
rlm@0 1778 difficulty. He hoped they would get there soon. “All right, so what
rlm@0 1779 happens with
rlm@0 1780 Meiling?”
rlm@0 1781 “Well, she doesn’t kill herself, but she doesn’t seem to take it
rlm@0 1782 much
rlm@0 1783 better than Tomoyo other than that. Ziggy says there’s a 73%
rlm@0 1784 probability that
rlm@0 1785 you’re here to make sure that she gets with Syaoran and that he
rlm@0 1786 doesn’t ruin
rlm@0 1787 things with her. She says that things probably won’t work out with
rlm@0 1788 you and him
rlm@0 1789 and that the relationship will eventually fall apart, but by then
rlm@0 1790 it’ll be too
rlm@0 1791 shattered to pick up any of the pieces for anyone involved.”
rlm@0 1792 Motioning towards
rlm@0 1793 Tomoyo with the handlink, he sighed. “Especially for her.”
rlm@0 1794 Sam stopped dead in his tracks, nearly dragging the dark haired
rlm@0 1795 girl off
rlm@0 1796 of her feet at the sudden stop. “Only 73%? Al, can’t you give me
rlm@0 1797 something a
rlm@0 1798 little better than that? I can’t ruin Sakura’s relationship with him
rlm@0 1799 over that. What
rlm@0 1800 if they can work things out? What if they’re meant to have kids? How
rlm@0 1801 can I do
rlm@0 1802 that, Al?” A sigh escaped his lips. This leap was really starting to
rlm@0 1803 wear him
rlm@0 1804 down.
rlm@0 1805 “It’s all right, Fake Sakura-chan,” Tomoyo said with a warm smile
rlm@0 1806 and
rlm@0 1807 a gentle squeeze of Sam’s hand. “If you worry like that, then you
rlm@0 1808 won’t be able
rlm@0 1809 to help Sakura-chan out when she needs it. I trust you to fix things
rlm@0 1810 for her.
rlm@0 1811 Please believe in yourself. Whatever you decide.” Her eyes took on a
rlm@0 1812 pleading
rlm@0 1813 look. “Please make sure that Sakura-chan can be happy.”
rlm@0 1814 “I promise that I’ll try my hardest to make sure she can be,” Sam
rlm@0 1815 promised, smiling a little in return. Turning his attention back to
rlm@0 1816 Al, his eyes
rlm@0 1817 narrowed. “Even if the odds are only 73%.”
rlm@0 1818 Sighing, Al shook his head as a loud trill came from the handlink.
rlm@0 1819 “Ziggy’s not too pleased with your attitude about this, Sam. She had
rlm@0 1820 to hack into
rlm@0 1821 a whole lot of systems to get the information that she did. And
rlm@0 1822 besides, why do
rlm@0 1823 you always have to be this way about the odds? I give you bad odds
rlm@0 1824 and you beg
rlm@0 1825 for better ones. I give you good odds and you’ll say that’s not why
rlm@0 1826 you’ve leapt
rlm@0 1827 in and do something boneheaded on your gut instinct.”
rlm@0 1828 Sam frowned and looked away. “But most of the time I’m right when
rlm@0 1829 it’s my instinct,” he argued. Closing his eyes, he sighed. “But we
rlm@0 1830 don’t have
rlm@0 1831 time for that. Especially if we don’t have much time left. Besides,
rlm@0 1832 this sounds
rlm@0 1833 like it could hurt a lot of people in the end.”
rlm@0 1834 A door flew open near them and a black haired girl stepped out,
rlm@0 1835 tears in
rlm@0 1836 her eyes and fists clenched. “And if that’s what you want, Syaoran,
rlm@0 1837 then you can
rlm@0 1838 go ahead and have it!! I’m going back to Hong Kong, you selfish
rlm@0 1839 asshole!! I
rlm@0 1840 hope I never see you again!”
rlm@0 1841 Sam winced as he watched her gaze icily at him. Of course, he was
rlm@0 1842 the
rlm@0 1843 reason she was angry. Syaoran stumbled out the door after her,
rlm@0 1844 holding his
rlm@0 1845 stomach as if he had been punched there. Which, surprisingly, he had
rlm@0 1846 been.
rlm@0 1847 Meiling seemed to be a very... fiery woman. Not someone he wanted
rlm@0 1848 mad at
rlm@0 1849 him. He nearly backpedaled as he approached.
rlm@0 1850 “Sam... Don’t get into a catfight with her, okay? I know you know
rlm@0 1851 some martial arts, but trust me, you don’t know anything compared to
rlm@0 1852 her,” Al
rlm@0 1853 warned from Sam’s side, punching up information on the handlink.
rlm@0 1854 “Ziggy says
rlm@0 1855 not to piss her off. Oh, thanks, Queen Ziggy. That’s something he
rlm@0 1856 couldn’t have
rlm@0 1857 figured out for himself.”
rlm@0 1858 “Sakura-chan..?” Syaoran asked in surprise, standing up straight
rlm@0 1859 when
rlm@0 1860 he saw Sam. He looked at her in confusion before looking back to the
rlm@0 1861 still angry
rlm@0 1862 Meiling.
rlm@0 1863 “I’m going home. I hope you two are happy with each other!” Meiling
rlm@0 1864 turned, wiping at her eyes as she began to walk away from the house.
rlm@0 1865 Syaoran
rlm@0 1866 stood on the sidewalk, frozen with indecision. He shouldn’t go to
rlm@0 1867 stop Meiling
rlm@0 1868 with Sakura here. He had made his decision and he would have to
rlm@0 1869 stand by it. So
rlm@0 1870 he would have to let Meiling leave, possibly never to speak with her
rlm@0 1871 again. But
rlm@0 1872 there was nothing else he could do. He never had been good at
rlm@0 1873 expressing his
rlm@0 1874 emotions and this situation was no different. If anything, it just
rlm@0 1875 made it more
rlm@0 1876 difficult. But he didn’t want to see Meiling leave like this.
rlm@0 1877 “Wait, Meiling!” Sam grabbed her arm, trying to stall her. She
rlm@0 1878 easily
rlm@0 1879 pulled from his grasp, turning on an agile foot and glaring directly
rlm@0 1880 at the
rlm@0 1881 displaced time traveler.
rlm@0 1882 “What the hell do you want, Sakura? You already have Syaoran. Leave
rlm@0 1883 me alone. I’m leaving.” The rest of what she said was in Chinese and
rlm@0 1884 didn’t
rlm@0 1885 make any sense to Sam. She was obviously very upset, masking her
rlm@0 1886 pain with
rlm@0 1887 sheer, seething anger. She was not going to be easy to deal with at
rlm@0 1888 all. Her
rlm@0 1889 beloved had just fled to Japan to be with another woman, leaving her
rlm@0 1890 all alone.
rlm@0 1891 And arguing with him had just made things worse, painful words
rlm@0 1892 flying both
rlm@0 1893 ways as it raged on. Right now she wanted to be on an airplane back
rlm@0 1894 home
rlm@0 1895 where she could forget about sorcerer’s that didn’t keep their
rlm@0 1896 promises to wed
rlm@0 1897 and magical girls that weave spells and steal fiancees.
rlm@0 1898 “Please, don’t go, Meiling. You’ll regret it if you leave today. I
rlm@0 1899 promise. We have to talk about things,” Sam urged softly, hoping
rlm@0 1900 that he could
rlm@0 1901 contain the situation. If Meiling wanted to leave, there was
rlm@0 1902 absolutely no way he
rlm@0 1903 could stop her. And that was possibly his only chance to fix things.
rlm@0 1904 “Please?”
rlm@0 1905 “I already regret coming here. What’s another regret?” Meiling shot
rlm@0 1906 back angrily, her eyes still bloodshot from her tears. But she
rlm@0 1907 seemed to at least
rlm@0 1908 consider it, making no move to leave. Her eyes darted back towards
rlm@0 1909 Syaoran
rlm@0 1910 who refused to look at her. He had no idea why Sakura was doing
rlm@0 1911 this, but it
rlm@0 1912 was only making things harder. He had done this for her. Why was she
rlm@0 1913 making
rlm@0 1914 it more difficult than it had to be? Meiling looked away again, her
rlm@0 1915 heart torn in
rlm@0 1916 two at the sight of the boy she loved waiting to be with the
rlm@0 1917 Japanese girl.
rlm@0 1918 Sam took a deep breath, looking from face to face to face. Did
rlm@0 1919 Sakura
rlm@0 1920 know how many lives she could affect? All of these people could be
rlm@0 1921 hurt terribly
rlm@0 1922 by an innocent sin that Sakura had no idea to prevent. Sam only
rlm@0 1923 hoped he still
rlm@0 1924 had time. Tomoyo would die at her own hands out of grief, Meiling
rlm@0 1925 would be
rlm@0 1926 broken over the loss of her fiancee, and Syaoran and Sakura would
rlm@0 1927 probably get
rlm@0 1928 hurt by the personal loss of the two girls, even if Meiling didn’t
rlm@0 1929 leave in the
rlm@0 1930 same way. Now how did he fix all that? He glanced to Al, hoping for
rlm@0 1931 some idea.
rlm@0 1932 The Observer had to know some way to resolve this, right? Otherwise
rlm@0 1933 he
rlm@0 1934 wouldn’t be able to do anything. But how could he break up Sakura and
rlm@0 1935 Syaoran? It hardly seemed fair to do that to them. The sound of the
rlm@0 1936 Imaging
rlm@0 1937 Chamber door whooshing open shook him from his thoughts. He stared
rlm@0 1938 in shock
rlm@0 1939 as he saw himself standing next to Al wearing the all white fermi
rlm@0 1940 suit that was
rlm@0 1941 used for multiple purposes at Project Quantum Leap. He hadn’t seen
rlm@0 1942 himself in
rlm@0 1943 so long. But what was he doing there?
rlm@0 1944 “Tomoyo-chan...” Sakura whispered softly as she looked at the dark
rlm@0 1945 haired girl standing next to her body. It took all she had to keep
rlm@0 1946 from bursting
rlm@0 1947 into tears after what Sonomi had told her earlier. She sniffled
rlm@0 1948 slightly but smiled
rlm@0 1949 at the brown haired boy standing a bit away from her. None of them
rlm@0 1950 could see
rlm@0 1951 her, which was a bit eerie. “Thank you, Syaoran-kun. You were right.
rlm@0 1952 I
rlm@0 1953 shouldn’t cry. It won’t fix anything. Thank you for teaching me
rlm@0 1954 that. I need to
rlm@0 1955 solve my problems.”
rlm@0 1956 “Sakura?” Sam asked in shock. What was she doing here? Why was Al
rlm@0 1957 parading people through the Imaging Chamber? If they were all going
rlm@0 1958 to see
rlm@0 1959 Tomoyo before she died, couldn’t the watch from Ziggy’s monitors?
rlm@0 1960 Sakura bowed to Sam, a little awkward in his taller body. “Gomen
rlm@0 1961 nasai. Thank you for trying to fix my life. But I need to fix my own
rlm@0 1962 problems.
rlm@0 1963 It’s not right to have you fix them all for me. Then I won’t have
rlm@0 1964 learned
rlm@0 1965 anything. If you run away from your problems, you will regret them
rlm@0 1966 for years
rlm@0 1967 afterwards. I learned that from Sonomi-san.”
rlm@0 1968 “I... uhhh... sure..” Sam nodded, still a little confused about the
rlm@0 1969 whole
rlm@0 1970 situation. He hoped this leap would start making sense soon.
rlm@0 1971 “Sakura-chan, are you okay?” Syaoran asked, his eyes narrowing as he
rlm@0 1972 looked around for who Sakura was talking to. “Who is it?”
rlm@0 1973 Sam shook his head quickly, brushing back some reddish brown hair
rlm@0 1974 that got in his eyes. “Nothing. Don’t worry about it. I’m just
rlm@0 1975 trying to think
rlm@0 1976 about what to say.” He glanced back to Sakura, hoping that she had
rlm@0 1977 some idea
rlm@0 1978 about how to resolve this whole thing.
rlm@0 1979 Sakura’s hands went to her chest, her eyes closing. She sighed
rlm@0 1980 deeply,
rlm@0 1981 trying to concentrate. This would be difficult to do, but she knew
rlm@0 1982 she had to.
rlm@0 1983 Opening her eyes, determination flared through them. She smiled
rlm@0 1984 sadly at
rlm@0 1985 Syaoran, stepping up to him even if he couldn’t see her. “Syaoran-
rlm@0 1986 kun, thank
rlm@0 1987 you so much for coming back to see me. I missed you so much. You
rlm@0 1988 were such a
rlm@0 1989 great help with the Cards and with all of the dangers that I faced.
rlm@0 1990 I couldn’t have
rlm@0 1991 asked for a better rival. I’m glad that we stopped that and that we
rlm@0 1992 got to grow
rlm@0 1993 closer. You’re really sweet when you let it show through. I’m glad I
rlm@0 1994 got to see
rlm@0 1995 you again. But I’m afraid that I can’t say I feel the same way I
rlm@0 1996 used to. Or that I
rlm@0 1997 ever did. I never really got to decide for myself who I was in love
rlm@0 1998 with.
rlm@0 1999 Everyone seemed to think it was you. Tomoyo-chan, Yukito-san, Eriol-
rlm@0 2000 kun, they
rlm@0 2001 all seemed to lead me to you. So when you told me how you felt, I
rlm@0 2002 felt like they
rlm@0 2003 already had told me. So I thought I had to return your feelings. But
rlm@0 2004 they didn’t
rlm@0 2005 know my heart. Neither did I, back then. I’m so sorry. I think you
rlm@0 2006 belong with
rlm@0 2007 Meiling-chan. She really does love you very much and she’s so open
rlm@0 2008 about it. I
rlm@0 2009 think you’d be sad if you never see her again or if she’s mad at you
rlm@0 2010 about this. I
rlm@0 2011 hope things work out. Hoe... I’m so sorry about all this. But I’m
rlm@0 2012 really happy I
rlm@0 2013 got to meet you. And that we had all of the adventures that we did.
rlm@0 2014 You’ll
rlm@0 2015 always be an important friend to me, Syaoran-kun.” She tried to hug
rlm@0 2016 him,
rlm@0 2017 smiling weakly, but she nearly fell through him. Sighing, she
rlm@0 2018 stepped back,
rlm@0 2019 watching the sad look on his face as Sam repeated what she had said
rlm@0 2020 to him. He
rlm@0 2021 didn’t want to understand. He didn’t want it to be true. Her heart
rlm@0 2022 went out to
rlm@0 2023 him, but she knew that she had to continue.
rlm@0 2024 “What?” Meiling asked in shock. Why would Sakura give up Syaoran
rlm@0 2025 all of the sudden? She never would in Sakura’s position. A slow
rlm@0 2026 smile crept
rlm@0 2027 along her lips. Who cared if Sakura had suddenly gone insane? This
rlm@0 2028 meant
rlm@0 2029 Syaoran would be all hers after all. It had been worth coming to
rlm@0 2030 Japan again.
rlm@0 2031 “Poor Syaoran,” she said, mock pouting as she took the still shocked
rlm@0 2032 boy’s arm.
rlm@0 2033 “Don’t worry. I’ll take good care of you.” She smiled sweetly and
rlm@0 2034 rested her
rlm@0 2035 head on his shoulder, delighting at the way it felt to be next to
rlm@0 2036 him again. Yes,
rlm@0 2037 she’d make sure that Syaoran never did anything that stupid again.
rlm@0 2038 Or else.
rlm@0 2039 Still in Sam’s body, Sakura blushed a bit, wringing her hands as she
rlm@0 2040 looked at Tomoyo. While in the Waiting Room, Sakura had had quite a
rlm@0 2041 bit of
rlm@0 2042 time to think. And Sonomi’s explanations had given her a chance to
rlm@0 2043 realize a
rlm@0 2044 horrible mistake that she would have made. She only hoped that she
rlm@0 2045 was in time
rlm@0 2046 to fix it. “Tomoyo-chan, I finally understand what you meant. I.. I
rlm@0 2047 love you, too,
rlm@0 2048 Tomoyo-chan. I need you. More than you could ever know. Tomoyo-chan,
rlm@0 2049 you
rlm@0 2050 make me feel so warm and happy inside. So hanyaa. Whenever I feel
rlm@0 2051 bad,
rlm@0 2052 you’re right there to help me back up again. When I’m happy, you’re
rlm@0 2053 there with
rlm@0 2054 me recording it all and watching me. And that makes me even happier,
rlm@0 2055 that you
rlm@0 2056 can be there to share it with me. Tomoyo-chan, you don’t have to
rlm@0 2057 just watch
rlm@0 2058 your special person be happy. Because I don’t think I could be happy
rlm@0 2059 without
rlm@0 2060 you. I... I want to make you happy, too.” Clasping her hands
rlm@0 2061 together, Sakura
rlm@0 2062 looked down at her friend, watching her intently. Finding out how
rlm@0 2063 Tomoyo felt
rlm@0 2064 about her hadn’t surprised her as much as she would have thought it
rlm@0 2065 should
rlm@0 2066 have. But it just made sense now that she looked back on all that
rlm@0 2067 Tomoyo had
rlm@0 2068 said and done for her. It didn’t take long to realize that her own
rlm@0 2069 feelings had
rlm@0 2070 begun to flow along with Tomoyo’s long ago. She had begged them to
rlm@0 2071 let her
rlm@0 2072 see Tomoyo when she had finally found the love hiding in her own
rlm@0 2073 heart.
rlm@0 2074 Tomoyo listened in disbelief to her friend’s sweet voice. That
rlm@0 2075 couldn’t
rlm@0 2076 be right. Could it just be the person who was in Sakura saying that?
rlm@0 2077 The
rlm@0 2078 mannerisms showed that it was still the fake Sakura, but those words
rlm@0 2079 were the
rlm@0 2080 Cardmistress’s. So that meant Sakura was here. Saying this to her.
rlm@0 2081 Her cheeks
rlm@0 2082 brightened as she looked around for her best friend. In desperation,
rlm@0 2083 she grabbed
rlm@0 2084 onto the person impersonating Sakura, holding on tightly to the body
rlm@0 2085 of her best
rlm@0 2086 friend. “Sakura-chan...!” Her stormy blue eyes closed tightly, her
rlm@0 2087 heart pouring
rlm@0 2088 out to Sakura, wherever she was. Sakura had been gone all day and
rlm@0 2089 this was the
rlm@0 2090 first time she had the chance to be near her, to know that she was
rlm@0 2091 there. The real
rlm@0 2092 her. It left the pale girl feeling weak inside, especially at
rlm@0 2093 Sakura’s words. She
rlm@0 2094 would have just been happy to know that the magical girl was back.
rlm@0 2095 This set her
rlm@0 2096 soul afire, almost too much for her weary body to handle. A dam had
rlm@0 2097 broken in
rlm@0 2098 her heart, letting all of the love she kept pent up inside for
rlm@0 2099 Sakura flow out,
rlm@0 2100 nearly drowning her in its strength. Everything disappeared in the
rlm@0 2101 storm, Sakura
rlm@0 2102 the calm at its center. “I know you’re there, Sakura-chan. I love
rlm@0 2103 you, too. I
rlm@0 2104 always have, Sakura-chan.”
rlm@0 2105 Blushing at Tomoyo’s declaration of love, Sakura let her eyes fall
rlm@0 2106 closed as she stood in the same spot as Sam. Wanting so much to be
rlm@0 2107 there, to
rlm@0 2108 feel the small dark haired girl, Sakura’s arms went around the
rlm@0 2109 hologram of
rlm@0 2110 Tomoyo in the Imaging Chamber.
rlm@0 2111 Sighing, Syaoran shook his head. He couldn’t believe any of this. He
rlm@0 2112 certainly hadn’t been expecting it. He never should have come back to
rlm@0 2113 Tomoeda. Not if this was going to happen. But he should have known
rlm@0 2114 that
rlm@0 2115 Sakura didn’t feel that way about him anymore. Especially with how
rlm@0 2116 strange she
rlm@0 2117 had been acting all day. He suddenly regretted what he had said to
rlm@0 2118 Meiling just a
rlm@0 2119 short time earlier. He opened his mouth, trying to apologize, but
rlm@0 2120 she shook her
rlm@0 2121 head. Leaning forward, she kissed him softly, the rest of his
rlm@0 2122 conscious thought
rlm@0 2123 melting away as he stared at the floor, too embarrassed to utter a
rlm@0 2124 word. Meiling
rlm@0 2125 giggled in triumph.
rlm@0 2126 Al motioned over towards the two members of the Li Clan with a
rlm@0 2127 flourish of his cigar. “Looks like things just might work out after
rlm@0 2128 all. Ziggy’s
rlm@0 2129 finally breathing a sigh of relief.”
rlm@0 2130 Shooting the Observer a skeptical look, Sam motioned his head
rlm@0 2131 towards Tomoyo. He was still a bit concerned about this whole leap.
rlm@0 2132 It had
rlm@0 2133 definitely been bizarre all the way around. “But what about...?”
rlm@0 2134 “I wouldn’t worry about that, Sam. Something tells me she’ll live
rlm@0 2135 for a
rlm@0 2136 good long time now that she’s got a reason to.” Grinning, the
rlm@0 2137 observer made
rlm@0 2138 room for Sonomi, ignoring the trill of the handlink.
rlm@0 2139 “I’ll see you soon, my baby girl,” Sonomi whispered softly, her
rlm@0 2140 fingers
rlm@0 2141 fading through Tomoyo’s holographic hair. She smiled softly, finally
rlm@0 2142 feeling at
rlm@0 2143 ease for the first time since the funeral. Soon enough this would be
rlm@0 2144 all over and
rlm@0 2145 the funeral would never have happened now that Tomoyo wouldn’t wind
rlm@0 2146 up in
rlm@0 2147 that position in the first place. Though there was no breeze in the
rlm@0 2148 Imaging
rlm@0 2149 Chamber, she could almost feel it just by watching Tomoyo’s dark
rlm@0 2150 gray hair
rlm@0 2151 flutter near her fingertips. A lighter gray caught her eye nearby. A
rlm@0 2152 faint image, a
rlm@0 2153 smiling angel looked back at her. Unseen to the group just as surely
rlm@0 2154 as the
rlm@0 2155 holograms were, the woman watched over the two young girls. So much
rlm@0 2156 like
rlm@0 2157 herself and someone else at that age. “Nadeshiko-chan...”
rlm@0 2158 Smiling softly, Sam returned the hug to the overjoyed heiress. He
rlm@0 2159 knew
rlm@0 2160 he’d be gone soon enough, but he had the feeling that Al was right,
rlm@0 2161 that things
rlm@0 2162 would work out. He was glad he had come, even if it was only for a
rlm@0 2163 short time.
rlm@0 2164 “Good luck, Tomoyo.” For just a moment, after setting things right
rlm@0 2165 that had
rlm@0 2166 once gone wrong, Doctor Sam Beckett felt at peace. For just one
rlm@0 2167 moment, his
rlm@0 2168 journey didn’t seem so incredibly long. Home didn’t seem quite so
rlm@0 2169 far away.
rlm@0 2170 With that, he leapt.
rlm@0 2171 With a tingle that Sakura couldn’t quite tell if it was caused by
rlm@0 2172 magic
rlm@0 2173 or by the feeling of being in Tomoyo’s arms, the Cardmistress was
rlm@0 2174 back. She
rlm@0 2175 couldn’t really remember from where, but she felt relieved to know
rlm@0 2176 that she was
rlm@0 2177 home again. With a furious blush, she could remember telling Sakura
rlm@0 2178 the
rlm@0 2179 feelings that rose up inside her heart. She clutched onto the pale
rlm@0 2180 girl tightly,
rlm@0 2181 feeling Tomoyo buried against her, her fingers lightly stroking
rlm@0 2182 Sakura’s back.
rlm@0 2183 Tomoyo almost stumbled back but quickly regained her balance,
rlm@0 2184 whispering
rlm@0 2185 Sakura’s name over and over in her ear. Tomoyo’s gentle touch
rlm@0 2186 quickly forced
rlm@0 2187 away the disorientation that had lingered in the brunette’s mind.
rlm@0 2188 All that
rlm@0 2189 mattered was that she was with Tomoyo once more. And for once, the
rlm@0 2190 warm
rlm@0 2191 feelings in her heart made sense to their owner. It tossed her like
rlm@0 2192 a balloon,
rlm@0 2193 turning her around and around until she didn’t know where she was.
rlm@0 2194 But it
rlm@0 2195 didn’t matter. Now she wouldn’t ever be lost again. She wasn’t fully
rlm@0 2196 aware of
rlm@0 2197 when she had come to the realization that Tomoyo had captured her
rlm@0 2198 heart, but
rlm@0 2199 she knew Tomoyo had as surely as Sakura had captured any cards.
rlm@0 2200 Tomoyo had
rlm@0 2201 bound her heart to her long ago. “I love you, too,” she whispered in
rlm@0 2202 response to
rlm@0 2203 Tomoyo sweet voice in her ear.
rlm@0 2204 It was her again. Tomoyo knew it. She was enveloped in Sakura. Her
rlm@0 2205 warm touch, her soft hair, her wonderful scent. It wrapped Tomoyo up
rlm@0 2206 in
rlm@0 2207 ribbons of sheer joy. She never wanted to be free of the ribbons
rlm@0 2208 that wound
rlm@0 2209 themselves tightly around her heart and soul. The pain, the cracks
rlm@0 2210 in her soul
rlm@0 2211 began to heal from Sakura’s presence, soothing her battered spirit
rlm@0 2212 and warming
rlm@0 2213 the icy chill that had threatened to consume her heart. Her pain
rlm@0 2214 meant nothing in
rlm@0 2215 the face of Sakura’s love. It was as if it had never been there at
rlm@0 2216 all. Sakura’s
rlm@0 2217 hands slowly began running through Tomoyo’s hair, smoothing away all
rlm@0 2218 of
rlm@0 2219 Tomoyo’s worries at the same time. “Sakura-chan... I knew that you
rlm@0 2220 would
rlm@0 2221 rescue me,” she whispered softly. Stormy blue eyes opened to meet
rlm@0 2222 emerald
rlm@0 2223 orbs gazing back into them. The dark haired girl smiled contentedly,
rlm@0 2224 her heart
rlm@0 2225 almost overflowing with the outpouring of her love and the influx of
rlm@0 2226 Sakura’s.
rlm@0 2227 She had been the princess locked up in the castle, cursed to an
rlm@0 2228 eternal night. And
rlm@0 2229 like she had always hoped, Sakura had pulled her out into the
rlm@0 2230 sunshine. Leaning
rlm@0 2231 closer, Tomoyo marveled at the even deeper blush that colored
rlm@0 2232 Sakura’s face as
rlm@0 2233 Sakura realized what she intended. Sakura met her softly, their lips
rlm@0 2234 pressing
rlm@0 2235 together. The two girls held each other as if afraid the other would
rlm@0 2236 slip away.
rlm@0 2237 Tomoyo was surprised at the vigor with which Sakura returned the
rlm@0 2238 kiss,
rlm@0 2239 shattering the cage that had held Tomoyo completely and setting her
rlm@0 2240 adrift in
rlm@0 2241 Sakura’s arms. Kissing back as passionately as she could, the dark
rlm@0 2242 haired girl’s
rlm@0 2243 arms went around Sakura’s shoulders, pulling her closer. “Sakura-
rlm@0 2244 chan is a very
rlm@0 2245 good kisser,” Tomoyo said breathlessly as their lips finally parted.
rlm@0 2246 “Tomoyo-chan, was that your tongue?” Sakura asked quietly, her
rlm@0 2247 cheeks flushing scarlet. “Hoe...” Resting her head on Tomoyo’s
rlm@0 2248 shoulder, she
rlm@0 2249 felt Tomoyo’s gentle embrace as her musical giggle filled Sakura’s
rlm@0 2250 mind.
rlm@0 2251 Whatever had happened, she was glad for it. She had to have a
rlm@0 2252 guardian angel.
rlm@0 2253
rlm@0 2254 Sam found himself kneeling in a church in prayer when he finally
rlm@0 2255 came
rlm@0 2256 to his senses. That didn’t seem too awkward. He had been a priest
rlm@0 2257 before during
rlm@0 2258 another leap, after all. But he didn’t seem to be a priest this
rlm@0 2259 time. The long white
rlm@0 2260 dress seemed to indicate that he was a nun instead. Another girl
rlm@0 2261 stood in front of
rlm@0 2262 him, her mousey brown hair done up in a high pony tail with a black
rlm@0 2263 bow. She
rlm@0 2264 wore what looked like a black magician’s outfit with a pink skirt
rlm@0 2265 and held a top
rlm@0 2266 hat in one hand. “Seira-chan? You don’t look so well.”
rlm@0 2267 “Oh boy...”
rlm@0 2268
rlm@0 2269
rlm@0 2270