rlm@2: Disclaimer: I've been writing a lot recently, I know, and I AM sorry about rlm@2: it. I just keep thinking about new ideas, so I have to get them down before rlm@2: they fly away. Or rather, I forget them. I like how I worded it first, rlm@2: though I always have the knowledge, the tiny white butterfly, somewhere deep rlm@2: within my mind, my soul. Anyways, this is a small fluffy fanfiction I wrote rlm@2: after I thought it up playing minesweeper. I almost always lose minesweeper, rlm@2: but oh well. ^^; I'm sorry! I know I should be working on 'Miss Witch', but rlm@2: I'm stuck on that one scene! Ugh. -_- So sad.anyways, warning: this rlm@2: fanfiction contains yuri and (I always add this in case it happens. My rlm@2: stories take their own form.) yaoi. If this offends you, please don't read. rlm@2: Also, I don't own any copyrighted stuff. Thanks! ~.^ ~~Forever3330~~ ^.~ rlm@2: rlm@2: A Walk In The Rain~~A Cardcaptor Sakura fanfiction rlm@2: By Forever3330 rlm@2: kawaiimotoko@hotmail.com rlm@2: rlm@2: A young brunette, maybe fourteen or so, walked slowly home from school, rlm@2: looking up at the gray sky as she walked. Soon she would reach the park. A rlm@2: small smile formed on her lips, and she stopped, waiting, listening. rlm@2: Soon enough she heard soft, quick footsteps behind her, and looked at the rlm@2: girl who stood next to her, breathing in short, quick, gasps. rlm@2: "Tomoyo-chan.wasn't your piano lesson going to run late today?" rlm@2: The second, slightly shorter girl stood up straighter, lavender hair rlm@2: rippling in small waves as she did so. She smiled warmly, the calm, gentle rlm@2: smile Sakura loved best. "Hai. But my sensei was sick. I hope she gets well rlm@2: soon." Tomoyo's eyes looked worried, but they brightened. "But now we can rlm@2: walk home together, Sakura-chan. Perhaps we could have a sleepover at your rlm@2: house. It's Friday, after all." rlm@2: Sakura beamed at her friend, barely noticing the tiny raindrops beginning rlm@2: to sprinkle down on them. "Of course. Father won't mind; he says you're like rlm@2: family, the way you're over at our house so often. Onii-chan says you are rlm@2: family." rlm@2: Tomoyo slipped her slender hand into Sakura's. "It honors me greatly that rlm@2: Kinomoto-san would think of me as such." rlm@2: Sakura giggled as they began to walk, perfectly in step. "Tomoyo-chan, you' rlm@2: re so polite!" rlm@2: Tomoyo smiled. "And you have a quality better then that Sakura-chan; you're rlm@2: special to many people, and you're the sunshine in my darkness." rlm@2: Sakura looked thoughtful for a few moments, then blushed. "Tomoyo-chan.oh, rlm@2: it's raining! I should have brought an umbrella like Father told me to!" rlm@2: Tomoyo looked up. "I love the rain.each little raindrop is like a tiny rlm@2: world, a tiny soul. Each so different and so the same.all born from the same rlm@2: Mother." rlm@2: Sakura smiled softly and squeezed her best friend's hand softly. "You see rlm@2: everything so much differently from me, Tomoyo-chan. I could happily spend rlm@2: years with you, and only learn a tiny bit of everything you see." rlm@2: Tomoyo looked over at Sakura, and smiled sweetly. "Sakura-chan, it would rlm@2: make me very happy to do so; Sakura-chan's happiness is my happiness." rlm@2: Sakura sighed. "Tomoyo-chan.I love rainy days too." rlm@2: "Why?" Tomoyo looked over at her friend as they came to a stop, at a rlm@2: railing on the small bridge that passed over the lake by the King Penguin. rlm@2: Sakura gently took her hand from Tomoyo's, and leaned against the railing, rlm@2: emerald eyes clouding over. rlm@2: "Sakura-chan?" Tomoyo asked softly. rlm@2: Sakura didn't reply, and simply looked out over the lake, then closed her rlm@2: eyes, pressing deep into her memory, her soul this perfect moment. The rlm@2: breeze was soft, blowing against her skin, warmly. And small raindrops fell rlm@2: down from the sky.Sakura knew she was soaked to the bone, but didn't care rlm@2: much. Tomoyo stood silently beside her, waiting ever patiently. Always rlm@2: patient. Waiting. rlm@2: Tomoyo turned and leaned on the railing, shivering as the cold metal rlm@2: touched her skin. The cold and wet didn't bother her much; she was here with rlm@2: her beloved special person. She would be lost in perfect bliss forever if rlm@2: only this moment could stretch into eternity; but for her, it already did. rlm@2: Looking over at Sakura, she smiled her soft smile. Her loved ones flashed rlm@2: one by one through her mind, but she knew that her love for Sakura wasn't rlm@2: rivaled by any of them. Oh, she had the strongest love possible for her rlm@2: mother, her friends; but her love for Sakura left them all far behind. It rlm@2: grew even now, as it always grew, second by second, as time went on. She rlm@2: could always go on, powered by that love. Even if she had to let Sakura go rlm@2: someday, her love would keep her going on. As long as she had these rlm@2: memories. rlm@2: Sakura sighed softly, not stirring Tomoyo out of her dream-like state, but rlm@2: simply going farther into her own. She knew most people took her for the rlm@2: oblivious girl she showed them, and for the most part she was. But rlm@2: sometimes, sometimes she saw in and through what everyone wanted her to see, rlm@2: through every illusion, straight to the soul of what was hiding. Tomoyo was rlm@2: hard to figure out, but there had been times when understanding gripped her rlm@2: for a few precious seconds, and then fled. Tomoyo had once recited a poem to rlm@2: her...well; Tomoyo recited many poems to her. But one line had caught her rlm@2: attention yesterday. 'To see a world in a grain of sand'. Sakura smiled rlm@2: gently. As a child she had been able to do just that. But now, she could see rlm@2: things deeper, almost like she was seeing through a fraction of what Tomoyo' rlm@2: s view was. Tomoyo was so secretive sometimes.Sakura worried about her. rlm@2: Tomoyo breathed in the air around her, slipping further into her rlm@2: seeming-trance. There were so many things she could say right now. But rlm@2: nothing would accurately describe the moment, the feelings, emotions, rlm@2: senses. Nothing would describe it. But she could hold a wisp of what this rlm@2: moment had been within her, forever. The moment itself could never be truly rlm@2: there again, without it happening. Oh, she could live on. But this full rlm@2: blast of life within the moment wouldn't happen after Sakura left. Tomoyo rlm@2: hoped the time when such a thing would happen was far into the future. rlm@2: Syaoran had turned to her, before he left to China, after he had promised rlm@2: to come back for her. A promise Sakura hadn't asked for, and wasn't sure he rlm@2: would keep. He had asked her to go with him. And she had refused. Perhaps, rlm@2: perhaps she should have gone. But then she would never have been here, in rlm@2: this small glimpse of heaven. If Syaoran were in Tomoyo's place right now, rlm@2: what would be different? She should be happier, right? That was to some rlm@2: extent something Naoko had asked her. Strangely enough, she hadn't thought rlm@2: much about it. She couldn't leave her family, her friends. She couldn't rlm@2: leave. They would have been devastated, especially Tomoyo. Sakura winced at rlm@2: the thought. Her best friend had always told her that Sakura's happiness was rlm@2: her own happiness, but Sakura knew that Tomoyo seemed to need her. Tomoyo rlm@2: always seemed so fragile in Sakura's eyes, even though Sakura knew Tomoyo rlm@2: was stronger then her in some ways. But she still couldn't bring herself to rlm@2: do it. To go away from the people she loved. It would be too much. Even rlm@2: though she was sure Tomoyo would have insisted on her going if the pale rlm@2: heiress had known. Tomoyo thought she was happy with Syaoran. So Tomoyo rlm@2: naturally tried to do what she thought would make Sakura happy, tried to rlm@2: make it all come to life. Sakura shook her head, smiling slightly at the rlm@2: thought. rlm@2: Tomoyo opened her eyes, realizing only now they were closed. She shifted rlm@2: and looked over at Sakura in concern. Usually the energetic Cardmistress rlm@2: couldn't stay still. rlm@2: Sakura smiled, and opened her eyes as she turned to Tomoyo. She giggled as rlm@2: she saw her friend's soaking lavender hair messy for once. Still, Tomoyo's rlm@2: hair was always beautiful, even like this. rlm@2: Tomoyo blinked, not quite understanding. Then her eyes noticed Sakura was rlm@2: soaked, and quite messy, and knew she must look quite the same. Embarrassed, rlm@2: she giggled softly, and the two girls' giggles became laughter. rlm@2: Slowly, their laughter drifted off, and the rain became heavier, but rlm@2: neither noticed it. "Tomoyo-chan.what were you thinking about?" rlm@2: Tomoyo smiled gently. "My special person." rlm@2: "That's what you always say when I ask you that." Sakura commented. rlm@2: "Because it's always true." Tomoyo smiled warmly. rlm@2: Sakura smiled, looking at her friend. rlm@2: "Sakura-chan?" Tomoyo felt Sakura's forehead. "Are you okay?" rlm@2: "I'm fine." Sakura replied. rlm@2: "If you say so." Tomoyo still looked worried. rlm@2: Sakura's smile became dreamy, and she leaned slightly forward, touching her rlm@2: own lips Tomoyo's petal soft ones. Pulling back the brunette blushed rlm@2: slightly, but smiled all the same, then turned back to look over the lake in rlm@2: embarrassment. rlm@2: Tomoyo stood there for a few moments, trying to figure out what had just rlm@2: happened, and at the same time burning the memory into her heart, making rlm@2: sure the memory would never leave her. That was the most happiness she had rlm@2: ever felt, her soul combining with Sakura's creating a light brighter then rlm@2: that Sakura alone could shine on her life. A hand rose unconsciously to her rlm@2: lips, and she waited in the silence, looking over at Sakura. rlm@2: Sakura finally turned back to her friend, and giggled. "Gomen ne, Tomoyo. I rlm@2: didn't mean to surprise you." rlm@2: Tomoyo blinked, and replied. "It's okay Sakura-chan." rlm@2: "You wanted to know the reason I love rainy days?" Sakura asked, smiling at rlm@2: Tomoyo's bewilderment. rlm@2: "Hai, Sakura-chan." Tomoyo said, still slightly out of it. rlm@2: "Because the stormy blue sky reminds me of your eyes." Sakura blushed. "And rlm@2: it feels like my Tomoyo-chan is watching over me." rlm@2: Tomoyo's mind kept going over the same words: 'my Tomoyo-chan'. "That rlm@2: sounds like something I would say." She finally managed. rlm@2: Sakura giggled nervously, putting one hand behind her head. "I know. rlm@2: Because it is something you would say, Tomoyo. My love is the same as yours. rlm@2: Gomen. It took me a little while to get used to it, or to say anything." rlm@2: "What do you mean?" Tomoyo was confused and yet strangely understood it rlm@2: all. rlm@2: "I mean that I love you, Tomoyo. I sometimes understand the things you say. rlm@2: Plus everyone hints at it if I ask the right questions. Sometimes I just don rlm@2: 't see things very clearly. Then, sometimes, I see it. Like in that poem you rlm@2: recited the other day." rlm@2: "What about Syaoran-kun?" Tomoyo asked. rlm@2: Sakura looked thoughtful. "I think Kero-chan tried to explain it to me. I rlm@2: knew I never loved him, really, after I thought about it, but I didn't know rlm@2: how to explain it. He said it was the attraction to magic, like with rlm@2: Yuki-san and Ms. Misuki. But I know that I love you, Tomoyo. I asked rlm@2: Light-sama and Dark-sama about love, once. They're smart. I think they love rlm@2: eachother, Tomoyo. Light-sama said something about being to halves apart and rlm@2: together whole." rlm@2: Tomoyo nodded slowly. "Sakura-chan." rlm@2: Sakura looked a little worried. "Is it okay for me to love you? Or did I rlm@2: get everything wrong?" rlm@2: Tomoyo shook her head, silencing Sakura. "Would you be happy?" rlm@2: "With you?" Sakura sighed in relief. "Hai. I already am, Tomoyo. I like rlm@2: moments like these. I would be truly happy if I could spend the rest of my rlm@2: life with you." rlm@2: Tomoyo nodded, smiling. "My happiness is you happiness Sakura. Whatever rlm@2: makes you happy. If it would make you happy to spend the rest of you life rlm@2: with me I would be happier then I could say. Aishiteru." rlm@2: Sakura smiled, almost bouncing, her usual energy back. "Really? That would rlm@2: make me very happy, Tomoyo! Do you promise?" rlm@2: Tomoyo smiled at the genki girl. Her genki girl. "Hai, Sakura. I promise." rlm@2: Sakura smiled, and kissed Tomoyo again, in a feather-light, quick, kiss. rlm@2: "Good! But we have to get home before my family gets worried. I'm already rlm@2: behind schedule because I forgot my roller blades at school." rlm@2: Tomoyo smiled dreamily. "Whatever you say, Sakura." Sakura slipped her hand rlm@2: into Tomoyo's and Tomoyo was aware of them starting to walk. rlm@2: "Are you going to be quiet the entire walk home?" Sakura asked after a few rlm@2: moments, looking curiously over at the heiress. "Don't you have anything to rlm@2: say? Usually you tell me about new costumes and stuff." rlm@2: Tomoyo smiled warmly, her gentle smile reserved for those she loved, this rlm@2: one for Sakura. "The only thing I have to say is that we should take more rlm@2: walks in the rain. They're nice. Especially if you're going to stop at that rlm@2: bridge each time and give me a kiss." rlm@2: Sakura smiled, blushing a little. "We could make it a habit, if you want." rlm@2: "That would make me very happy, Sakura." rlm@2: "Then it'd make me happy too." Sakura squeezed her love's hand. rlm@2: And so they walked, in the rain. rlm@2: