rlm@2: Prism Hearts rlm@2: Chapter 2 rlm@2: Prelude rlm@2: by Amazoness Duo rlm@2: amazonessduo@hotmail.com rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: It was raining. That was the first thing that Kairi noticed. Cold rlm@2: raindrops had plastered her clothes to her body, making her shiver. rlm@2: Hugging her cold body tightly, she slowly sat up. Where was she? It rlm@2: rained often enough on the Destiny Islands, but it was always a warm, rlm@2: gentle rain. Nothing like the freezing, harsh storm that fell down rlm@2: around her. rlm@2: rlm@2: Slowly getting to her feet, Kairi began to stumble out of the alley rlm@2: she found herself in. Huge buildings rose up around her, impervious rlm@2: to the unending rain. Where was she? This wasn’t anything like home. rlm@2: It looked like some impersonal big city. It was late and the streets rlm@2: were empty, leaving her all alone. “Hello?” she asked meekly. There rlm@2: was no reply but the howl of the wind. rlm@2: rlm@2: Shaking her head, Kairi got her wet bangs out of her eyes. The rlm@2: buildings around her had an almost menacing look, as if they would rlm@2: reach out and grab for her themselves. Whether that was because of rlm@2: the darkness and the storm or if they were always like that, she rlm@2: couldn’t tell. She shivered again, trying to ignore it. “Riku? Sora?” rlm@2: she called out again, louder this time. rlm@2: rlm@2: Wet, cold, and alone, the brunette began to venture out into this rlm@2: new world she found herself in. There had to be someone who could rlm@2: tell her where she was. Or at least some place for her to get out of rlm@2: the pouring rain. Every little sound had her looking over her rlm@2: shoulder, glancing around. She didn’t like this place. She missed her rlm@2: island home already. But she had to keep looking. Riku and Sora were rlm@2: out there somewhere. Maybe someone here would know where they were. rlm@2: rlm@2: Clank. rlm@2: rlm@2: Kairi whipped around quickly. It seemed to come from an alleyway rlm@2: nearby. She could feel her whole body shaking. She didn’t know if she rlm@2: was more frightened or excited by the sound. It was something in the rlm@2: darkness. It could be anything. On the other hand, it was the first rlm@2: sound that could be human contact she had since showing up in this rlm@2: weird city. So despite her worries, she ventured forward. Perhaps rlm@2: whoever it was could tell her where she was. Or where to get dry, at rlm@2: any rate. rlm@2: rlm@2: The entrance to the alleyway opened up like the maw of some huge rlm@2: monster ready to swallow her up. But she had to find out who it was. rlm@2: Otherwise she’d still be all alone out here. Steeling herself, the rlm@2: young princess ran into the alley. rlm@2: rlm@2: It was dark and wet in the alley, but the huge walls managed to rlm@2: prevent some of the downpour from getting in. It was a small respite rlm@2: from the storm. She sighed, holding herself tightly to try and keep rlm@2: in some semblance of warmth. “Hello?” she called out, trying to keep rlm@2: her nervousness from showing through. She heard another rattle and rlm@2: paused. Maybe she should go back. She glanced to the entrance again. rlm@2: No, she resolved. She couldn’t do that. If she gave up on this tiny rlm@2: thing, then how would she ever find her friends? Stepping closer, she rlm@2: raised her voice. “Hello?” rlm@2: rlm@2: Something tiny peeked out of a small box that it had been hiding in. rlm@2: “Meow,” it answered, looking up at her. rlm@2: rlm@2: “Awww! How cute!” Kairi kneeled down, picking up the little kitten. rlm@2: It must have been making the noise as it struggled to find a way to rlm@2: escape the rain. It was gray with little black patches on its fur. It rlm@2: had the strangest green eyes that Kairi had ever seen. She couldn’t rlm@2: remember if she’d ever owned a kitten or not, but she knew that it rlm@2: was adorable. “Are you lost, too?” she asked. The kitten mewed in rlm@2: response, seeming to agree. Kairi smiled brightly, nuzzling the rlm@2: kitten’s nose. “Don’t worry, I’ll protect you. I may not be able to rlm@2: help my friends yet, but I’ll do my best to help you, at least.” This rlm@2: seemed to please the kitten, as it began to meow happily. rlm@2: rlm@2: “That still doesn’t help us figure out where we are, though, does rlm@2: it?” Kairi looked around the alley. It was minor protection, but she rlm@2: couldn’t imagine spending the night in it. It was too creepy. There rlm@2: had to be some place that was open, someone who would tell them where rlm@2: they were. She held the wet kitten to her chest, running back out rlm@2: into the rain. She tried to hunch over as she ran to protect the rlm@2: kitten from the relentless pour. The little kitten curled up in a rlm@2: ball against her, closing its eyes tightly. rlm@2: rlm@2: Stopping in the middle of the street, the brunette started searching rlm@2: for her next target. Anything that looked open and inviting. There rlm@2: had to be somewhere she could go to escape the storm. She couldn’t rlm@2: just be lost out here. But at least she wasn’t alone anymore. She had rlm@2: this kitten at any rate. And she held onto it like a life preserver rlm@2: on a wild and reckless sea, her only friend at the moment. Because it rlm@2: needed her. rlm@2: rlm@2: Something bright caught her eye, drawing her attention away from the rlm@2: ground level. Up on top of one of the buildings. On the building was rlm@2: a large screen, presumably for public announcements or advertisements rlm@2: or something. On that large screen was Kairi. She could only stare rlm@2: for a long moment, frozen in place. The image kept cycling, herself rlm@2: standing on the beach, static filtering across the screen. She would rlm@2: smile and walk forward and then it would skip back to the beginning, rlm@2: starting all over. “What?” She couldn’t tell if she’d actually spoken rlm@2: the word or just thought it. Why would she be showing on some sort of rlm@2: huge monitor? How could anyone know she was here? She glanced around rlm@2: worriedly. This was all wrong. This place wasn’t right at all. rlm@2: rlm@2: The shadows seemed to move around her, swarming. It looked like they rlm@2: were surrounding her. She took a few steps backwards, but found that rlm@2: they were behind her as well. Slowly, creatures began to rise from rlm@2: the shadows, watching her. The Heartless! Her eyes widened as she saw rlm@2: them all around her. There was no escape. Her search for Riku and rlm@2: Sora was over before it had begun. She had failed the both of them. rlm@2: Footsteps behind her barely registered in her mind. Hadn’t the rlm@2: Heartless been stopped with Sora had locked the final door? They rlm@2: shouldn’t be here. But there they were, staring at her hungrily. The rlm@2: kitten poked its head out, hissing at the shadowy intruders. The rlm@2: continued to advance on her, ignoring the kitten’s warnings. rlm@2: rlm@2: The footsteps were finally right next to the young princess, rlm@2: managing to capture her attention at last. She couldn’t stop the rlm@2: feeling that it was something just as bad or worse than the living rlm@2: shadows that were almost upon her. She could barely make him out in rlm@2: the darkness. He was wearing a dark jacket with a hood that obscured rlm@2: his face. He seemed to be wearing a blindfold as well, yet he seemed rlm@2: to know exactly where the Heartless were. He didn’t turn to Kairi, rlm@2: but instead kept a blind watch over the shadows. rlm@2: rlm@2: “You can use the Keyblade, Kairi,” he said at last, seemingly rlm@2: unworried about the advancing Heartless. rlm@2: rlm@2: Kairi shook her head quickly, still holding onto the kitten. “No, I rlm@2: can’t! I can’t fight! I’m not like Riku and Sora!” She would do rlm@2: anything she could to have her friends back, to protect them. But she rlm@2: wasn’t a fighter like they were. She just didn’t have that kind of rlm@2: skill. rlm@2: rlm@2: “You have to, Kairi. You’re the only one who can stop the spreading rlm@2: darkness. If you don’t, it will envelop everything,” he said rlm@2: urgently. He finally turned to her. “Kairi, you are the light within rlm@2: the darkness. No one else can reach its heart.” rlm@2: rlm@2: “But...” Kairi stammered, unsure. How could she be important to all rlm@2: of this? She was only one of the seven princesses needed to open the rlm@2: final keyhole. And that was already sealed. So why was she the only rlm@2: one who could stop it? rlm@2: rlm@2: “The Keyblade you wield is different from Sora’s. It’s the same as rlm@2: the one Riku had. It can unlock people’s hearts. Remember, Kairi, rlm@2: within every heart is a light that will never fade away. Even in the rlm@2: darkest heart. You need to unlock that light,” he continued. The rlm@2: cloaked figure turned away at last, the Heartless nearly upon them. rlm@2: Reaching into his large jacket, he pulled out two blades that looked rlm@2: like long, curved wings. “Run.” rlm@2: rlm@2: “I.. But who..” She began. But the Heartless were already leaping rlm@2: forward towards them. rlm@2: rlm@2: “Run!” he called out, hurrying into the fray. rlm@2: rlm@2: So Kairi ran. The rain fell heavily around her, as if it were trying rlm@2: to stop her itself. She could hear the boy fighting with the rlm@2: Heartless behind her, but she couldn’t look back. She just had to run rlm@2: as far as she could, to try to get away from all of this. She wanted rlm@2: to find her friends again. She didn’t know how she could save rlm@2: everything. That didn’t make sense to her. Her priority was still rlm@2: simple. To find Riku and Sora. Wherever they were. After that she rlm@2: would figure out whatever this thing about stopping the heart of rlm@2: darkness was. Besides, if she had Riku and Sora with her, she knew rlm@2: she could handle it. But right now, she was still all alone. rlm@2: rlm@2: Suddenly, Kairi’s feet were no longer touching the floor. The world rlm@2: spun around her as she fell in the air. For a moment, she thought rlm@2: that maybe the world was shifting around her, that she was going rlm@2: someplace else. But the wet street greeted her eagerly as she fell rlm@2: back to the earth. She lay there for a long moment, disoriented. But rlm@2: by the time she had regained her senses, it was too late. A rather rlm@2: large Heartless was upon her. She felt it grab her hand, yanking her rlm@2: off her feet. It looked at her with unseeing eyes, slowly reaching rlm@2: out. Her heart pounded in her chest. Was this how it was all going to rlm@2: end? Hunted down by the Heartless before she could ever find her rlm@2: friends? A lot of good she had done them. They would get back to the rlm@2: Destiny Islands one day and she wouldn’t be there waiting for them. rlm@2: And they’d never know what had happened to her. She shuddered at the rlm@2: thought. rlm@2: rlm@2: ‘This isn’t real. None of it is. Just open your eyes. You’re safe rlm@2: and sound back home. This is only a dream,’ a voice said deep inside rlm@2: of Kairi. rlm@2: rlm@2: ‘This doesn’t feel like a dream,’ Kairi thought frantically as the rlm@2: Heartless continued reaching out for her. In desparation, she closed rlm@2: her eyes. "Go away. Please go away,” she whispered, her eyes shut rlm@2: tightly. She gasped, her eyes opening as she felt it’s cold hand rlm@2: reach into her chest, hunting for her heart. And it was gone. All of rlm@2: it. The Heartless, the city, the rain. It was all gone. rlm@2: rlm@2: Kairi bolted upright in the bed she found herself lying on. She was rlm@2: in a slightly cluttered room. All across the bed were small little rlm@2: plush dolls. Each looked like they were made with love and care, rlm@2: attention spent on minor details. Around the room were drawing upon rlm@2: drawing, some taped to the walls, some pinned to them, and other rlm@2: lying almost to the point of overflowing on the desk in the corner. rlm@2: rlm@2: “Where am I?” Kairi asked to no one in particular, glancing about rlm@2: the strange room. rlm@2: rlm@2: “You’re home,” a girl replied, startling the brunette. The voice rlm@2: came from behind the door in the room, as if the person was leaning rlm@2: against it. “See? It was all just a bad dream. You could have woken rlm@2: up from it whenever you wanted to. But it doesn’t matter. You’re home rlm@2: now.” rlm@2: rlm@2: “I’m home?” the princess asked, looking about the room. Her eyes rlm@2: settled on a small picture frame that lie near the bed on a stand rlm@2: with the lamp. It was a picture of herself. She didn’t look rlm@2: particularly happy in the picture, her blue eyes distant. She was rlm@2: wearing all dark clothes, a hand against her cheek. She shook her rlm@2: head quickly. That couldn’t be her. She looked so sad in the picture, rlm@2: so alone. rlm@2: rlm@2: “Where are the Destiny Islands? Why am I here?” she demanded, rlm@2: staring at the door. rlm@2: rlm@2: “The Destiny Islands are in your head. You made them up. You’re here rlm@2: because you finally opened your eyes. You’ve stopped daydreaming. rlm@2: This is real life, Kairi. Or as close as you’ll allow yourself to get rlm@2: to it,” the voice answered. rlm@2: rlm@2: Kairi paled at the thought. She shook her head violently. “No! rlm@2: They’re not in my head. They’re real. I’ve spent the past few years rlm@2: living there with Riku and Sora.” rlm@2: rlm@2: The girl on the other side of the door laughed. “Oh, you mean the ‘I rlm@2: woke up on the Islands without any memory and met my wonderful rlm@2: friends’ thing? Why do you think you had no memory? Because you rlm@2: didn’t want to remember. It wasn’t amnesia, Kairi. It was you rlm@2: choosing to forget. And did you ever notice how everything was rlm@2: absolutely perfect on the Destiny Islands? You had your two cute rlm@2: friends who happened to compete at everything. Especially you. Wow, rlm@2: sounds a little like a girl’s romantic daydream, doesn’t it?” rlm@2: rlm@2: “No, it’s not like that,” Kairi said. She wasn’t liking where this rlm@2: was going at all. This room, it felt so familiar. The voice on the rlm@2: other side sounded like she had heard it somewhere before. It all rlm@2: felt like pieces to some puzzle. If she only allowed them to fit rlm@2: together, it would all make sense. But she couldn’t allow this to rlm@2: make sense. That would be acknowledging that everything that had rlm@2: happened with Sora and Riku wasn’t real. And she couldn’t do that. rlm@2: rlm@2: “Take a look around your room, Kairi. You were absolutely obsessed rlm@2: about this Island you made up. About a place where you had friends. rlm@2: Where there were people who liked you. Where you weren’t so lonely. rlm@2: It’s all you’ve been thinking about for years now. You came up with rlm@2: everything about it. The people who lived there, what it all looked rlm@2: like, how they all acted. It was the most important thing in your rlm@2: life. Because it let you escape the pain. So eventually you escaped rlm@2: to it altogether, pretending that it was real,” the voice explained. rlm@2: rlm@2: Kairi began to look around the room. True enough, the pictures were rlm@2: all of the Destiny Islands. They were all in her art style. She could rlm@2: see Riku and Sora, Selphie and the others, all in her pictures. There rlm@2: was even a picture of them all building a raft together. One of the rlm@2: pictures was of Riku, with several different drawings of him, all rlm@2: slightly different as if she had been trying to figure out just rlm@2: exactly how he should look. Another picture was an entire overview of rlm@2: what the Islands looked like, with little notes in her handwriting rlm@2: saying who lived where and what certain things were. It looked like rlm@2: she had created the islands in her drawings. But she had lived there. rlm@2: She had been there with Riku and Sora. It wasn’t just a dream. It rlm@2: couldn’t have been. She hadn’t made it all up. She hadn’t. rlm@2: rlm@2: The brunette hugged the kitten tighter to her chest for comfort. But rlm@2: the feeling was different. It was soft and plush. Looking down, she rlm@2: saw it was one of the dolls. But not just a normal doll. It was a rlm@2: doll of Sora. She held it up, her mouth opening, but nothing coming rlm@2: out. She turned around, glancing at other dolls. There was Riku. And rlm@2: over there in the small yellow dress was Yuffie. And Quistis. And rlm@2: Tidus. And Wakka. And many, many more. She had dolls of all of them, rlm@2: spread all about her bed. She grabbed for them, holding as many as rlm@2: she could in her arms. These people, these important people in her rlm@2: heart, they were all dolls lying across her bed. rlm@2: rlm@2: “You made those dolls in your spare time. And you had a lot of it. rlm@2: You spent almost all your time in your room. Mom got so scared that rlm@2: something was wrong with you. You’d always disappear back here, rlm@2: making your dolls of the characters you wanted to meet, or drawing rlm@2: those pictures of the Islands you made up. Always lost in your own rlm@2: fantasies, always trying to escape the real world.” rlm@2: rlm@2: Kairi was confused. What if this was right? What if she really had rlm@2: just been dreaming it all, making it all up? Maybe she really was rlm@2: just a lonely, lost little girl. But there was still a glimmer of rlm@2: hope. She held onto it tightly, trying to keep from doubting her rlm@2: friends’ existence. “But we traveled beyond the Destiny Islands. I rlm@2: was with Sora in his heart while he sealed the Keyholes in all the rlm@2: different worlds.” rlm@2: rlm@2: “You mean those Disney worlds? The ones you’ve watched over and over rlm@2: and over again? Of course you’d pretend to visit those places, too. rlm@2: You have every Disney video ever made. When you aren’t making up rlm@2: things for your islands, you’re watching those videos. Because they rlm@2: always end with happily ever after, with the prince Saving the rlm@2: princess. They’re just another way you escape,” The voice responded. rlm@2: rlm@2: The brunette’s shoulders slumped, her last shred of hope crushed rlm@2: into stardust. She could remember them now. She could remember late rlm@2: at night, watching the movies over and over again, crying herself to rlm@2: sleep as the credits rolled, asking herself why she couldn’t be rlm@2: Cinderella, why she couldn’t have her happily ever after. She could rlm@2: remember sitting alone in her room, drawing the islands the way she rlm@2: wanted them to be. Making the dolls of all the friends she would meet rlm@2: along the way. Playing those games over and over again, all set in a rlm@2: far off fantasy world that she could never hope to be. Selphie was rlm@2: from one of them, wasn’t she? And so was Tidus and Wakka. And rlm@2: Quistis. Even the heroes that Sora had met, Cloud, Squall, Aerith, rlm@2: and Yuffie. They were all from the games she had played. Was it all rlm@2: nothing more than her imagination, her own personal paradise she rlm@2: would escape to? Even the worlds she had visited outside of her rlm@2: island had come from these things. Was none of it real? rlm@2: rlm@2: Standing up, the princess (was that even real?) headed for the door. rlm@2: She needed to know the truth. She needed to understand what was going rlm@2: on. Her heart felt bruised and battered, knocked around inside of rlm@2: her. Sora and Riku had to be real. They had to! She couldn’t admit to rlm@2: herself that it was all a lie, all part of some escapist fantasy. She rlm@2: paused before the door. She knew the other girl was out there, still rlm@2: leaning against the door, waiting for her. She had the answers. She rlm@2: knew what was going on. But did she even want to hear them? But deep rlm@2: down, she had to know. Reaching out slowly, she felt her hand clasp rlm@2: around the cold doorknob. Her hand gripped it tightly, though she was rlm@2: almost afraid that it would burn her or yank out of her grasp. She rlm@2: swallowed, trying to pool her resolve. She closed her eyes tightly. rlm@2: Whatever lay beyond that door would forever change her life. The rlm@2: doorknob slowly turned beneath her fingers... rlm@2: rlm@2: And caught. The door was locked. It wouldn’t open. She tried again, rlm@2: with the same failure. It refused to open for her. “Why won’t it rlm@2: open?” she asked in frustration, trying one last time. rlm@2: rlm@2: “Because you don’t want it to. You can’t accept it. The door to the rlm@2: real world won’t open until you’re willing to accept reality. It rlm@2: won’t open until you’re ready. And you aren’t ready yet,” the voice rlm@2: said softly. “You’re still trapped between fantasy and reality. This rlm@2: is your real bedroom, but it’s still in a dream. You can’t leave the rlm@2: dream until you’re ready for what’s out here. The real world can be rlm@2: cold and lonely, Kairi. Trust me. I know. It cultivates darkness. It rlm@2: spreads like wildfire through people’s hearts. Everyone is lonely. rlm@2: Everyone suffers. No one can blame you for wanting to escape it all. rlm@2: No one can blame you for what you did.” rlm@2: rlm@2: Kairi’s wrists began to burn painfully at the other girl’s words. rlm@2: She looked down only to find blood seeping through the wristbands she rlm@2: wore. She looked up again, panicking. She was bleeding. Her wrists rlm@2: had been slashed. “Help me!” she cried, slumping against the door. rlm@2: “Please help me...” Tears spilt down her cheeks as she slid down the rlm@2: door to her knees. rlm@2: rlm@2: “No one can help you, Kairi. You’re the one who slit your wrists. rlm@2: You’re the one who couldn’t stand to live in this world anymore. rlm@2: You’re the one who gave it up for your fantasies. But now reality is rlm@2: seeping into your fantasies. That is the Heartless. The cold, rlm@2: heartless reality that doesn’t care either way for you. And you can’t rlm@2: stop reality from finding a way in.” rlm@2: rlm@2: Kairi sobbed, curling up into a ball on the floor. She was feeling rlm@2: so weak and dizzy as the blood seeped from her body. She could dimly rlm@2: remember the cold feel of sharp metal against her flesh, the rlm@2: determined thought that she would finally be free of her loneliness rlm@2: and pain. She could remember trying to kill herself. And now it all rlm@2: felt as if it was catching up to her. “Riku.. Sora..” she called out rlm@2: weakly, her vision dimming. She was dying, she realized. Everything rlm@2: was fading away. Perhaps she really hadn’t been on her island after rlm@2: all. She had merely imagined it all in those seconds after she had rlm@2: cut her wrists open. All those years had only been frantic seconds. rlm@2: Whereas other people saw their lives flashing before their eyes, rlm@2: Kairi only wanted to see her fantasies, nothing from her real life rlm@2: deigning itself worthy to show up before the end. And now cold rlm@2: reality was taking over in those last precious seconds of life. It rlm@2: chilled her soul. She was so scared. All alone, bleeding to death on rlm@2: the carpet. And the boys she relied on the most weren’t even real. rlm@2: rlm@2: “How will mom feel when she finds you dead in your room? How am I rlm@2: supposed to feel? Damn it, Kairi! Why did you have to do that?” the rlm@2: voice on the other side of the door asked, sounding both angry and rlm@2: close to tears. “You have such a strong spirit. Why couldn’t you just rlm@2: hold out a little longer?” rlm@2: rlm@2: But it was too late. Kairi was too numb to even speak. She simply rlm@2: lay there. She could see someone’s feet on the other end of the door, rlm@2: but even that was fading fast. ‘I’m sorry,’ she tried to say. But rlm@2: nothing came out. And everything turned to black. rlm@2: rlm@2: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ rlm@2: rlm@2: ‘Dear diary, rlm@2: It’s me, Selphie, again. But you probably already knew that. I’m rlm@2: writing this on the pier. Yeah, I know Kairi’s usually sitting here, rlm@2: worrying about Riku and Sora, but she’s gone now. No one knows where. rlm@2: She disappeared not too long ago. We’ve been looking all over for rlm@2: her, on all the Destiny Islands, but no one knows where she’s gone rlm@2: off to. It’s like she up and vanished. Or maybe she grew wings and rlm@2: flew off somewhere. No one really knows. Wherever she is, I hope rlm@2: she’s happy. Maybe she’s even found Sora and Riku by now! Booyaka! rlm@2: (No one’s using that yet! Quisty just looks embarrassed when I tell rlm@2: her we should be spreading that word.) rlm@2: rlm@2: I’m trying to be hopeful about the whole thing, but everything’s rlm@2: been weird since Kairi left. The seas all rough and angry now. And rlm@2: the skies are growing darker. It’s like a big storm is approaching. rlm@2: But it feels a lot worse than that, like something else is coming. I rlm@2: can’t get it off my mind. The ocean doesn’t look friendly anymore. rlm@2: The skies don’t look beautiful and free. It’s all like some dark and rlm@2: twisted version of itself. I don’t like it at all. rlm@2: rlm@2: Oh, Quisty and I shared a Paopu fruit!! It was just as romantic as I rlm@2: imagined it would be! We sat there on the island and watched the rlm@2: sunset together. I finally managed to work up the courage to open the rlm@2: fruit. Quistis blushed in that cute, mature way she always has and rlm@2: took the piece I offered her. Then she took a piece and fed it to me! rlm@2: I could’ve died right then. It was sooooo sweet! And not just the rlm@2: fruit. Having her feed it to me like that was so romantic. I spent rlm@2: the rest of the night with my head on her shoulder, holding onto her rlm@2: with everything I had. My mom was so mad when I got home! She said rlm@2: she was worried when I didn’t get home last night. I’ve got loads of rlm@2: extra chores, but I don’t care. It was worth it to spend the night rlm@2: with my Quisty. I guess our hearts are forever intertwined now, rlm@2: right? Great! Wherever I go, I know it’ll be with her. rlm@2: rlm@2: Still, I can’t help worrying about Kairi. And what’s happening to rlm@2: the Destiny Islands. I know that Quisty will help me through it, rlm@2: whatever it is, but I still don’t like whatever’s happening. I wonder rlm@2: if...’ rlm@2: rlm@2: A hand rested on Selphie’s bare shoulder, squeezing it reassuringly, rlm@2: shaking Selphie from her diary based thoughts. Selphie looked up and rlm@2: smiled at the blonde girl standing beside her. She had been sitting rlm@2: at the dock for a while, taking up Kairi’s usual position. She hadn’t rlm@2: even noticed that Quistis had come to the island. But she was rlm@2: suddenly very glad the slightly older girl had. All of this looking rlm@2: at the ocean and thinking about Kairi was starting to worry her. And rlm@2: she was usually the happy, upbeat one. At least when Quistis was rlm@2: around she could concentrate on trying to lift the blonde girl’s rlm@2: spirits instead. She placed her hand over Quistis’s, still looking rlm@2: out to sea. rlm@2: rlm@2: “I realized something must be wrong when you didn’t show up to come rlm@2: drag me from my studies today. I don’t think you’ve ever been late to rlm@2: distract me yet,” Quistis explained. She smiled faintly as she sat rlm@2: down next to the other girl on the edge of the pier. rlm@2: rlm@2: “It’s that time already?” Selphie asked, blinking. “Darn!” She stood rlm@2: up quickly, as if to go back and get Quistis. But of course, Quistis rlm@2: was already there. She shook her head, holding her diary to her rlm@2: chest. “I completely forgot the time. I meant to go get you before rlm@2: you got lost in all those books. But then I thought I’d sit down for rlm@2: a minute. Then I thought I’d get some of my diary done. And then... rlm@2: Well, I guess you know what happened then because you’re here.” rlm@2: rlm@2: The blonde girl giggled, pushing her glasses back up her nose. “Yes, rlm@2: I am, Selphie. I was just worried about you. When you didn’t show up, rlm@2: I thought maybe something had gone wrong. Kairi disappeared, so I rlm@2: thought maybe you’d been next. I’m just glad it wasn’t anything.” rlm@2: With the strange weather and the other girl’s disappearance, Quistis rlm@2: had been extremely worried for the past day. She couldn’t tell if rlm@2: that was the extent of things or if they would spread. And the rlm@2: thought of one day finding Selphie missing was horrifying. So when rlm@2: Selphie hadn’t been there, she had panicked and headed out to the rlm@2: smallest of the islands where Selphie and her friends liked to play rlm@2: as quickly as she could. She was relieved to find her spunky rlm@2: girlfriend alive and well. And still planning on interrupting her rlm@2: studies as always. Maybe things hadn’t changed that much after all. rlm@2: rlm@2: Selphie sat down again. After just a moment’s hesitation, she rested rlm@2: her head on Quistis’s shoulder, sighing happily and hugging her rlm@2: diary. “Nope, I’m still here. You can’t get rid of me that easily. rlm@2: I’ll always be following you around. Forever.” rlm@2: rlm@2: Quistis smiled warmly, letting her fingers sift through Selphie’s rlm@2: brunette hair. Selphie always managed to make her forget all about rlm@2: her worries. “I love you, Selphie,” she whispered softly, still rlm@2: playing with the younger girl’s hair. rlm@2: rlm@2: Blushing faintly, Selphie turned to look up at Quistis. Green eyes rlm@2: met the blonde’s blue eyes. “I love you, too, Quisty,” she said, her rlm@2: eyes sparkling brightly. She closed her eyes as Quistis leaned in, rlm@2: kissing her. Sighing happily, she melted against the older girl. rlm@2: There would be time to worry later on. Much later on. rlm@2: rlm@2: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ rlm@2: rlm@2: Kairi awoke to find herself in yet another alleyway. But at least it rlm@2: wasn’t raining this time. The kitten was licking at her face, trying rlm@2: to wake her up. She slowly got to her feet, her head still swimming. rlm@2: Where was she now? It didn’t look like the big, menacing city she had rlm@2: been in before. She picked up the kitten and stepped out of the rlm@2: alley, rubbing her head. She tried to block out the memories of being rlm@2: in her room, of the voice behind the door. Of course this was all rlm@2: real. This had always been real. It was the way of things. But still, rlm@2: she couldn’t help but have a tiny doubt inside of herself. Maybe the rlm@2: voice had been telling the truth. Maybe.. rlm@2: rlm@2: But she couldn’t allow that. She couldn’t let any of it not be real. rlm@2: It was all too important to her. Riku, Sora, their islands, their rlm@2: friends. She wouldn’t let it all be some delusion. She would fight rlm@2: for them, fight to protect them all. rlm@2: rlm@2: Slowly, Kairi looked down to her wrists. Her wristbands looked fine, rlm@2: bloodless. But she couldn’t help but wonder. She reached out one rlm@2: hand, pulling one of them back inch by inch. She had always worn rlm@2: them, never questioning them. But now she wondered why. Maybe it was rlm@2: because they were covering something. As it inched up, she stared in rlm@2: shock. A long scar ran along her wrist, right where she would have rlm@2: cut. She yanked the cloth down quickly, covering the scar. Shaking rlm@2: now, she tried desperately to ignore it. It wasn’t there. It was just rlm@2: her overactive imagination. She needed to focus on something else. rlm@2: Like where she was. That was the important thing at the moment. rlm@2: rlm@2: Looking up and down the street, she couldn’t see anyone. It was rlm@2: still late and no one seemed to be about. But there was a place with rlm@2: a light on. It still seemed to be open. She sighed in relief, heading rlm@2: for it. The place seemed to be named Fate. She paused before the rlm@2: door, reading it again. An interesting name, at any rate. With all rlm@2: the weird places she had ended up, she was curious as to whether that rlm@2: was simply a name or this place’s true purpose. Whatever the case, rlm@2: she entered into the building, holding the kitten in one arm. rlm@2: rlm@2: Inside, she could see that it was a bar, or a club or something of rlm@2: the sort. It had interesting music playing and there was even a car rlm@2: inside for patrons to sit in. It didn’t seem to be very busy at the rlm@2: moment, though. A large, frightening looking man with metallic horns rlm@2: on his head and a leather jacket was leaning against the wall. rlm@2: Another man with tattoos all over his body was leaning back in a rlm@2: chair. Sitting at a table, a man with spiky hair was frowning while a rlm@2: girl in a big yellow raincoat was talking to him cheerfully. At the rlm@2: bar sat a blonde man with a red and blue jacket. And behind the bar, rlm@2: cleaning out glasses, was the bar hostess, a woman with very long, rlm@2: dark hair. rlm@2: rlm@2: “Oh, Sion! You look so cute with puppy ears? Doesn’t he, Kou? Like a rlm@2: great, big puppy dog!” Dominique squealed happily. She was forcing rlm@2: fake puppy ears onto Sion’s head. The spiky haired man simply sighed, rlm@2: offering up no resistance. rlm@2: rlm@2: Kou laughed, watching in wry amusement. “Sure does, Dominique. I bet rlm@2: he’d make an even better bouncer wearing those things all the time.” rlm@2: rlm@2: “You really think so?” Dominique asked thoughtfully. She grinned, rlm@2: nodding. “I think you should always wear them, Sion!” rlm@2: rlm@2: The woman behind the bar smiled, waving Kairi over. “Hello, little rlm@2: girl. Can I help you? My name’s Tifa. I own this bar. We don’t really rlm@2: get a lot of young girls showing up. Well, besides Dominique.” She rlm@2: looked over at the blonde girl accosting her bouncer and sighed, rlm@2: shaking her head. “Anyway, what can I do for you?” rlm@2: rlm@2: Kairi hugged the kitten, heading over to the bar. This woman seemed rlm@2: nice. And after all the Heartless earlier and being alone except for rlm@2: the spooky voice behind her door, she felt glad to be around people rlm@2: again. “I was hoping you could tell me where I am.” She looked down rlm@2: as soon as she asked the question. She realized how idiotic it rlm@2: sounded. How could she not know where she was? But still, she had to rlm@2: know. rlm@2: rlm@2: “You’re in Traverse Town,” Tifa said simply, setting a cup full of rlm@2: milk down. She winked at the younger girl. “I have to have some non- rlm@2: alchoholic beverages around with how often Dominique’s here.” rlm@2: rlm@2: Smiling gratefully, Kairi took a long sip of the cold milk. It felt rlm@2: comforting somehow. And it was so nice to finally know where she was. rlm@2: She had spent some time in Traverse Town back when Sora had been rlm@2: patching things up at the End of the World. Now she didn’t feel quite rlm@2: so lost anymore. And maybe Sora would even end up checking back rlm@2: there. Things didn’t feel as hopeless as they had. rlm@2: rlm@2: “Tifa.. Why don’t we have any hotdogs left? I’m so hungry!” The rlm@2: blond man in the red and blue jacket asked, holding his stomach. rlm@2: rlm@2: Tifa sighed, wiping up the counter. “Because you ate them all, Zell. rlm@2: I’m not going to make anymore if you always wind up eating them rlm@2: before I can sell any.” rlm@2: rlm@2: “But.. But Tifa!” Zell argued futilely. The barmaid just refused to rlm@2: acknowledge him, still going about her work. rlm@2: rlm@2: Kairi looked around at the group in the bar and then back to Tifa. rlm@2: “Aren’t these an awful lot of bouncers for one bar?” rlm@2: rlm@2: Tifa shrugged, pausing in her work. “Not really. With the Heartless rlm@2: around, it’s just not safe these days. So by keeping so many bouncers rlm@2: around, people can relax when they’re at Fate. They can come here and rlm@2: forget their worries. And people like to have a place to escape from rlm@2: everything, you know?” rlm@2: rlm@2: Kairi shuddered at the word escape. It reminded her too much of the rlm@2: voices accusations that all of this was only an escape for her, not rlm@2: real. rlm@2: rlm@2: “You should see Tifa fight! It’s not like she needs us bouncers rlm@2: anyway. But she can’t be serving drinks and fighting the Heartless at rlm@2: the same time. That’s the only reason she needs us,” Kou stated, rlm@2: grinning. rlm@2: rlm@2: Tifa laughed, holding her arm out behind the bar. “Everyone at the rlm@2: bar Fate can make your stay a safe experience. So if you ever need rlm@2: help, little girl, just head back here. We’ll be more than happy to rlm@2: help you.” She smiled sweetly. rlm@2: rlm@2: “My name’s Kairi,” Kairi said. She nodded. “And thank you. Thank you rlm@2: very much! You’ve already helped a lot!” rlm@2: rlm@2: Tifa grinned. “Anytime. It’s what we’re here for. So why is a cute rlm@2: little girl like you all alone in a place like Traverse Town? Let me rlm@2: guess, lost your world, huh? It seems like everyone who escapes from rlm@2: that ends up here.” Sighing, she shook her head. It was always such a rlm@2: shame to see people end up there all alone, losing their families and rlm@2: friends. That’s why she had started Fate, as a place where people rlm@2: could forget their pain. rlm@2: rlm@2: “Actually, I’m looking for my friends. My world’s still there. I rlm@2: think. I’m trying to find Riku and Sora. They’re lost out there rlm@2: somewhere and I have to find them,” Kairi explained. She was almost rlm@2: hopeful that they had some news, that perhaps some word had reached rlm@2: this bar. rlm@2: rlm@2: Tifa shook her head. “I don’t think I’ve heard of either of them. rlm@2: I’ll be sure to keep listening for anyone who brings up their names, rlm@2: though. Lots of people from all over come in through here. Just keep rlm@2: checking in and I’m sure we’ll get some information sooner or later,” rlm@2: she promised. rlm@2: rlm@2: “So the Heartless are back? And people are travelling to different rlm@2: worlds again? I thought that no one could travel because the barriers rlm@2: between the worlds were restored when the final keyhole was locked,” rlm@2: Kairi asked, confused. It didn’t make sense that the Heartless were rlm@2: back. Hadn’t Sora solved all that? rlm@2: rlm@2: “Well, the barriers seemed to be in place for a while. The worlds rlm@2: had been restored and everything seemed to be in place. But before rlm@2: the barriers had even fully set in, they disappeared. And then the rlm@2: Heartless began to appear again. They’ve already overrun a number of rlm@2: worlds, swallowing them. People are using Traverse Town as a refuge. rlm@2: So we’re doing our best to help the people here,” Tifa explained, rlm@2: resting her hands on the counter. rlm@2: rlm@2: “Oh,” Kairi said simply, letting it all sink in. “Something must rlm@2: have gone wrong,” she reasoned. “Riku and Sora must not have been rlm@2: able to stop it after all. So it’s still out there.” That thought rlm@2: frightened her. Now she really needed to find Sora and Riku. If they rlm@2: hadn’t succeeded after all, then they might be in danger. Finishing rlm@2: her milk, she stood up. “Thank you!” She called out, waving as she rlm@2: headed for the door. rlm@2: rlm@2: “Don’t mention it! Be strong, Kairi!” Tifa called after her, waving rlm@2: back. rlm@2: rlm@2: Kairi nodded, smiling as she exited the bar. With her newfound gem rlm@2: of hope, she stepped out into the street. Now where to begin her rlm@2: search? Someone had to have some idea of where her friends were, or rlm@2: at least where to begin. She began walking along Dog Street, the rlm@2: street that Fate was on, lost in her own thoughts. rlm@2: rlm@2: Before she got too far, a hand snaked out and clamped over her rlm@2: mouth. Another hand grabbed her wrist, yanking her into another rlm@2: alleyway. Kairi was really beginning to hate alleyways. A small rlm@2: dagger pushed against her throat, cutting off any thoughts of rlm@2: struggling in her mind. “So what about this one? Anythin’ valuable?” rlm@2: a strange accent said behind her. Kairi froze, her heart pounding in rlm@2: her chest. She was being mugged. She just seemed to keep finding rlm@2: herself in trouble. Were they just going to rob her? She had nothing rlm@2: of worth. Would they kill her when they were done? An icy chill ran rlm@2: through her heart. rlm@2: rlm@2: “She’s sure cute, at any rate,” A blond man said, grinning. He had a rlm@2: long tail moving behind him. rlm@2: rlm@2: “And young. Get your mind out of the gutter, Zidane. We’ve got a rlm@2: show to do in twenty minutes,” a girl stated. rlm@2: rlm@2: “Zidane’s just stating the obvious,” another man said in Zidane’s rlm@2: defense. rlm@2: rlm@2: “Oye. Can we just see if she’s got anything worth takin’ and leave?” rlm@2: the accent said in her ear again. rlm@2: rlm@2: “Any materia?” the girl’s voice asked hopefully. She stepped forward rlm@2: in the dim light of the alleyway, ready to search Kairi. The girl rlm@2: blinked in surprise. “Wait, I know her. Kairi? Is that you?” rlm@2: rlm@2: “Yuffie?” Kairi asked hopefully, still not moving an inch. She had rlm@2: only met Yuffie for a brief time after Sora had saved her from Hollow rlm@2: Bastion. Yuffie, Leon, and Aerith had taken care of her while she rlm@2: waited for Sora to return. The ninja girl was arrogant and sarcastic, rlm@2: but she liked her anyway. And any familiar face was good at the rlm@2: moment. rlm@2: rlm@2: “Let her go, Kid. She’s a friend of mine,” Yuffie explained. The rlm@2: knife and hand pulled away from Kairi, letting her free. “Are you rlm@2: okay, Kairi? Long time no see. Sorry about the rough treatment. We’re rlm@2: the Radical Dreamers. Me, Kid, Zidane, and Locke. We had another rlm@2: member, but she’s been missing for a while. We don’t know what rlm@2: happened to her. Hopefully nothing bad. Anyway, we’re a group of rlm@2: thieves. Well, thieves/performers. We’re in high demand in all sorts rlm@2: of different worlds.” The ninja smiled proudly. “We just happen to rlm@2: make some extra profits by robbing everyone blind, too. It’s a rlm@2: living.” rlm@2: rlm@2: Kairi blinked, rubbing her neck. “So you gave up being part of a rlm@2: group of heroes to join a group of thieves?” rlm@2: rlm@2: “I’m not a thief. I’m a professional treasure hunter,” Locke added rlm@2: helpfully. rlm@2: rlm@2: “Thieves/performers,” Yuffie corrected, ignoring the man in the rlm@2: bandana. rlm@2: “And yes. But not just because I felt like ditching Aerith and Leon. rlm@2: They’re both with their lovers right now, so I felt kind of out of rlm@2: place. On top of that, I noticed that something was wrong when the rlm@2: worlds started connecting again. So I figured I’d go check it out rlm@2: while Leon and Aerith are playing doctor with Rinoa and Cloud. I just rlm@2: happened to hook up with my old friends the Radical Dreamers while I rlm@2: was at it.” rlm@2: rlm@2: Zidane sighed, looking over his shoulder. “Well, if this whole thing rlm@2: was a bust, we really need to get going. The show’s gonna start soon. rlm@2: Good luck with your friend, Yuffie. Maybe you can give us a more rlm@2: proper introduction next time.” The catboy grinned, winking at Kairi. rlm@2: Taking her hand, he placed a kiss on it before turning to leave with rlm@2: Locke. rlm@2: rlm@2: Kairi blushed faintly at the attention. Yuffie just gave an rlm@2: exasperated sigh, as if this wasn’t anything new. “Just ignore him,” rlm@2: the ninja said as the two boys left. rlm@2: rlm@2: The princess nodded thoughtfully. “I’m glad someone else noticed rlm@2: things have been weird lately. I’m looking for Sora and Riku. They rlm@2: never came back after sealing the final Keyhole. I have to find rlm@2: them.” Meanwhile, Kairi’s kitten had scurried over to Yuffie’s feet, rlm@2: rubbing against her stocking and meowing like crazy. Kairi giggled. rlm@2: “I guess she really likes you, Yuffie.” rlm@2: rlm@2: Yuffie tried to shoo the cat away with her foot, but the kitten rlm@2: ignored it, pawing at her leg and looking up at her. “Yeah, I guess rlm@2: so. Though I’ve never been much of a cat person.” rlm@2: rlm@2: “I don’t even know what I’m supposed to do with the Keyblade. Maybe rlm@2: I can give it to Riku or Sora when I find them,” Kairi said, sighing. rlm@2: rlm@2: That caught Yuffie’s attention. “The Keyblade? You have the rlm@2: Keyblade?” Kairi nodded. The ninja looked at her for a moment, rlm@2: weighing her options. “All right, how about this. I’ll let you come rlm@2: with me. I need to find out what’s going on anyway, so you might as rlm@2: well follow me. And I’m sure we’ll run into your friends along the rlm@2: way.” rlm@2: rlm@2: “Are you sure you wouldn’t be following me around, Yuffie?” Kairi rlm@2: asked with a giggle. rlm@2: rlm@2: “Why would the great ninja Yuffie ever have to follow someone?” rlm@2: Yuffie asked incredulously. “Anyway, how does that sound?” She held rlm@2: her hand out, watching the younger girl. rlm@2: rlm@2: “Sounds great,” Kairi said eagerly, taking Yuffie’s hand with both rlm@2: of hers. She felt ecstatic to know she wasn’t on her own anymore. rlm@2: Yuffie was a ninja. She knew how to handle these things. She could rlm@2: help her find Riku and Sora. Things were starting to look up. rlm@2: rlm@2: “Great!” Yuffie grinned. She didn’t need Leon or Aerith after all. rlm@2: And this time she could help the Keyblade Master.. err.. Mistress to rlm@2: stop the Heartless once and for all. “Now would you mind getting your rlm@2: kitten away from me?” rlm@2: rlm@2: “Oh, sure.” Kairi knelt down, picking up the kitten, embarrassed. rlm@2: The kitten struggled to keep it’s claws in Yuffie’s stockings, but rlm@2: she finally managed to get it free after a short struggle. The kitten rlm@2: meowed again and again, struggling to get free of Kairi. “I’m sorry, rlm@2: she’s usually not like this. I don’t know what’s gotten into her.” rlm@2: rlm@2: “Must be star struck. Not everyday you get to meet the Radical rlm@2: Dreamers,” Kid said, winking. rlm@2: rlm@2: “Speaking of which, we need to hurry if we’re going to get there rlm@2: before the curtain rises. And we’re still out a cast member.” Yuffie rlm@2: crossed her arms, looking at Kairi for a moment. “Would you mind rlm@2: filling in? We’ve already booked today, so we need to get this out of rlm@2: the way, but after that we’ll start looking for your friends.” ‘And rlm@2: treasure,’ she mentally added. With all the worlds they’d be going rlm@2: to, she’d probably amass a fortune before finally stopping the rlm@2: Heartless. Ahhh.. Fame and money. What could be better? rlm@2: rlm@2: Kairi thought it over for a moment. It was the least she could do rlm@2: after Yuffie had agreed to help her. And she had played similar games rlm@2: with Sora and Riku back on the island. Sure this was a little bigger rlm@2: than playing pretend, but it was essentially the same thing, right? rlm@2: She nodded. “Okay, I’ll help.” rlm@2: rlm@2: “Good. Let’s hurry and get you in a costume before the play starts.” rlm@2: Yuffie grabbed her hand and pulled her along. rlm@2: rlm@2: Kairi stumbled afterwards, still holding her feisty kitten. She sure rlm@2: hoped this wasn’t a mistake. rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: