rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: Musings At The Door Of Sleep rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: - Berk' Watkins, Student of Quantum Bogodynamics rlm@2: rlm@2: It's 1999, do you know where your .plan is? rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: Cult of Chaos Productions Presents: rlm@2: rlm@2: A Random Act of Fandom rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: Musings At The Door Of Sleep rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: Sailormoon Created By: Naoko Takeuchi rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: Story By: J. Random Fanboy rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: When did I fall in love with you? I wonder that sometimes, rlm@2: rlm@2: when I lie here, next to you, you know. You're sleeping, as rlm@2: rlm@2: peacefully as you could ever sleep, while I lie here, gazing rlm@2: rlm@2: upon this person who made me whole after being nothing more rlm@2: rlm@2: than a fragment for years. rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: You saved my soul... rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: Your hair is down now, free from those absurd buns that only rlm@2: rlm@2: you can seem to manage to pull off. Maybe it's the way you rlm@2: rlm@2: are, people are too busy seing the outgoing superstar you rlm@2: rlm@2: are to care about how you look. rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: Impossible eyes, closed now. rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: Impossible hair, free and flowing. rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: Gods you're beautiful, my Usako. rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: I could just lay here forever with you in my arms and never, rlm@2: rlm@2: never want to let go... Now I'm crying.. I can't let you hear rlm@2: rlm@2: that, because then you'll be sad too. I want to be selfish rlm@2: rlm@2: in my own little pains. rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: The parents I never knew. rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: Always being apart. rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: I love you, my Usako... rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: * * * * rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: Haruf? Oh.. it's morning.... rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: I hate mornings... rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: Oh? Hello there... rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: That pouty look on your sleeping face looks so funny. You rlm@2: rlm@2: almost look like a little child who's had their ball taken rlm@2: rlm@2: away, and you're not sure if you want to be upset about it rlm@2: rlm@2: or not quite yet. rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: That wonderful, raven-black hair I so wish I had. rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: You look so refined and mature, even in your sleep, while rlm@2: rlm@2: I seem to stay like a little girl. I know my body's rlm@2: rlm@2: grown.. but I feel so young... I can't explain it... rlm@2: rlm@2: It's..? rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: Oh why bother worrying about it? rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: My morning feels better already with you there, sleeping rlm@2: rlm@2: peacefully at my side. rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: The face is from deep in my memory, a time long ago. I rlm@2: rlm@2: once saw that face twisted in rage, but now it's so hard rlm@2: rlm@2: to see you in that light. rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: You are not that monster. rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: A stirring... rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: "Good morning, Hotachan...." rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: You look at me with that funny, 'How'd you wake up first?' rlm@2: rlm@2: look I know so well. Ah, it's gone now. rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: "Good morning, Usako...." rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: Heh.. you have morning breath..... but I do to, so I guess rlm@2: rlm@2: we're even. rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: Time to cast aside sleep and go about with our day.. and rlm@2: rlm@2: tonight I guess we'll meet here again. Me, watching you, rlm@2: rlm@2: watching me... rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: I wonder who'll fall asleep first tonight? rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++