rlm@2: Yet another day ends. rlm@2: rlm@2: I am Kinomoto Sakura, 17. I am a happy, naive, carefree girl... rlm@2: or at least thats what i should be. rlm@2: rlm@2: I collapse onto my bed, careful not to bend any of the tomoyo rlm@2: pictures scattered on my bed. I have boyfriend... Syaoran. I rlm@2: love him, or loved him, really. our relationship used to be fun, rlm@2: it used to be deep... it has become a chore, something i must rlm@2: endure. rlm@2: rlm@2: I pick up a picture of Tomoyo. She is so beautiful. I love her rlm@2: hair, i love her eyes... rlm@2: rlm@2: i love her. rlm@2: rlm@2: "No...Syaoran is my 'special person'" i whisper to myself. rlm@2: rlm@2: but my heart tells me otherwise. rlm@2: rlm@2: The next morning i wake up, excited for the day to start. rlm@2: I will walk to school with Tomoyo. rlm@2: rlm@2: As i walk next to her, holding her hand tightly, i hope rlm@2: that we never get to school.. it stays like this forever. rlm@2: Laughing, not a care in the world... i look into her deep rlm@2: eyes. They are like wells, endless, exposing herself to the rlm@2: world. I know she loves me... she confessed when we were rlm@2: 14. I really should of realized it earlier, she is obsessed rlm@2: with every detail about me... and i, the same with her. rlm@2: rlm@2: only if she knew... rlm@2: rlm@2: "Tomoyo-chan...I..." suddenly, we get to school, and the spell rlm@2: that wraps us together is broken. I look up to see syaoran, rlm@2: waiting for me. He greets me with nothing but a grunt, the rlm@2: closest thing i have recieved to an "i love you" in years. i rlm@2: look to tomoyo, to save me, help me, but she either doesn't rlm@2: get what i mean or decides not to help. she walks away, saying, rlm@2: rlm@2: "I'll see you later, Sakura-chan" rlm@2: rlm@2: And she does that sweet smile. god, tomoyo, don't do that to me. rlm@2: that smile... it makes me shiver. rlm@2: rlm@2: "ahem." syaoran breaks me out of my utopia. rlm@2: rlm@2: "oh, um... whats up?" i reply. rlm@2: rlm@2: "there is something i need to tell you..." syaoran says. rlm@2: rlm@2: "I am going back to Hong Kong. I don't fit here... hong rlm@2: kong is where i belong. I think that we should break this rlm@2: off... i know the gap between us is only getting wider. I rlm@2: know about... Tomoyo." rlm@2: rlm@2: Her name sends shivers down my spine. I'm sad to see syaoran rlm@2: go, but now, the two words "tomoyo" and "sakura" can finally rlm@2: be together. rlm@2: rlm@2: I throw my arms around Syaoran and say my final words to him. rlm@2: rlm@2: "thank you." rlm@2: rlm@2: ================================================================ rlm@2: taa daaaa! this is the first part. its over!!! the second part is in the rlm@2: making, so be patient and i'll give you a dollar! rlm@2: rlm@2: -yukiyo rlm@2: rlm@2: