rlm@2: Hey there! This was originally an entry into a one-hour challenge rlm@2: that I just decided to add here too. This is a one shot, but if rlm@2: enough people like it, I might continue with it. Now, if you're rlm@2: looking for a story with great sex in it, look somewhere else, 'cause rlm@2: you won't find it here. Enjoy! rlm@2: Disclaimer: I don't own Cardcaptor Sakura. My personal deities, rlm@2: Clamp, do. rlm@2: rlm@2: _____________________________________________________________________ rlm@2: _________ rlm@2: rlm@2: Revelations rlm@2: by The Snow Queen rlm@2: scplatter@msn.com rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: "Is that all?" The young hostess asked as the young man finished rlm@2: paying the check. Nodding in reply, Li Syaoran let his gaze fall on rlm@2: his date, Kinomoto Sakura. She had finally found the time between rlm@2: high school, cheerleading, studying, her friends, and her cardcaptor rlm@2: duties to go out with him again. It had been so long since he had rlm@2: last taken the young sorceress out that he was starting to believe rlm@2: that she was not interested. But that could not be the case. They rlm@2: loved each other deeply, and she was with him now, was she not? rlm@2: rlm@2: Having finished the transaction with the restaurant, Syaoran took rlm@2: Sakura's hand and led her out of the eatery. Still having some time rlm@2: until the young woman was required to return home, the far-to-early rlm@2: hour of 10:00 being set by the nuisance of her older brother, Syaoran rlm@2: decided a walk would be rather nice. And it was seeing that it was a rlm@2: balmy summer night, and with just a few trees still abloom, a walk rlm@2: through the falling petals was divine. rlm@2: rlm@2: The young maiden's eyes seemed to glow as she gazed at the delicate rlm@2: petals, wondering what it was they reminded her of. She could not rlm@2: place it, but she had seen that same soft shade of pink before, and rlm@2: not on a flower petal. rlm@2: rlm@2: 'Well, whatever it is, it's lovely...... 'The Mistress of the Cards rlm@2: thought dazedly. She continued to stare about her, occasionally drawn rlm@2: into a conversation by her long-term boyfriend. Kinomoto Sakura had rlm@2: changed ....and yet not changed in the years following her discovery rlm@2: of the Clow Cards. She had matured much, learning a few life lessons, rlm@2: and losing a bit of her naivete. But, still she had a certain rlm@2: innocence and purity to her that time just simply could not steal. rlm@2: She had gained the lithe body of a dancer, rather than the slightly rlm@2: bulkier form of the athlete that she was. The nimble maiden's hair rlm@2: was still short, as she just could not give up her favorite hair rlm@2: styles, but slightly longer. rlm@2: rlm@2: 'Which is just as well,' She thought lazily. 'because now Tomoyo has rlm@2: more hair to play around with when she's doing my hair up for one of rlm@2: my costumes.' rlm@2: rlm@2: "Oh!" Sakura exclaimed in sudden understanding, much to Syaoran's rlm@2: surprise. rlm@2: rlm@2: "What?!?" He asked, a noticable tone of worry lacing his voice. rlm@2: rlm@2: "Ummmm.... nothing." She replied, far to embarrassed to reveal that rlm@2: she had not been listening to his banter. rlm@2: rlm@2: 'It's Tomoyo..... I've seen that color on her. Their just like her rlm@2: lips. That's where I've seen it before.....' She thought, an abashed rlm@2: blush forming on her cheeks. Sakura vaguely wondered if her best rlm@2: friend was enjoying her trip to Paris. She had begged Sakura to join rlm@2: her, and oh how Sakura had wanted to go. But with her father working rlm@2: so hard on his current archeological dig and Touya rarely at home rlm@2: these days, she was needed far too much. It was a shame, Sakura had rlm@2: longed to go. rlm@2: rlm@2: "Well, anyway.... that's what happened. Weird, isn't it?" Syaoran rlm@2: asked, pulling Sakura from her thoughts. Quickly recovering, the rlm@2: lithe brunette agreed with her boyfriend's question. Once again a rlm@2: blush formed on her cheeks, embarrassed at her lack of attention. rlm@2: rlm@2: But she really could not help it. Lately, she had stopped paying rlm@2: that much attention to Syaoran. She had not stopped loving him, she rlm@2: never could, but she suddenly did not find him that fascinating rlm@2: anymore. The cheerful freshman had even, though she would never admit rlm@2: it, lied about why she could not make some of their planned dates, rlm@2: unwilling to spend an entire evening with just him. rlm@2: rlm@2: 'I'd rather spend time with Tomoyo. She always has such interesting rlm@2: things to talk about. I can't wait until I get home so I can call her rlm@2: and ask what she's been up to in France. She promised to take loads rlm@2: of pictures for me!' Sakura thought excitedly. But she quickly chided rlm@2: herself on once again not paying attention to her boyfriend. She then rlm@2: began a battle with herself, trying to pay as much attention as rlm@2: possible to his conversation, missing the subtle clues he was sending rlm@2: to her with his body. It seemed ....accidently, that they had ended rlm@2: up walking to Syaoran's home. rlm@2: rlm@2: "Sakura ....ummmmm.... why don't we go inside." Syaoran stated, rlm@2: guiding the suddenly naive girl into his home. The warrior's home rlm@2: was, as always, spotless. Sitting down in the living room, Sakura rlm@2: waited alone as her boyfriend made some tea. Upon arriving, the rlm@2: unaware young man continued to talk about this and that while his rlm@2: girlfriend's thoughts wondered to the other side of the planet. rlm@2: rlm@2: It was when the clock stroke nine that Syaoran asked if Sakura rlm@2: wanted to continue the conversation in his room. Having missed many rlm@2: of the signals that the boy had been sending Sakura, she eagerly rlm@2: agreed, not realizing what he had actually meant. Even when Syaoran's rlm@2: hip brushed her own more often than it should have, or when his hand rlm@2: found itself on her knee, she did not perceive the true meaning of rlm@2: his actions. rlm@2: rlm@2: 'Syaoran's always touching me.....' Sakura thought, bored once again rlm@2: by Syaoran's suddenly poor conversational skills. 'He's even more rlm@2: boring than usual.....' But when his hand moved a little farther up, rlm@2: the young brunette finally started to realize what her sudden future rlm@2: held. rlm@2: rlm@2: 'Hoeee!' She thought, using one of her well known exclamations. rlm@2: 'Well, it's not like this is totally new. We've talked about this rlm@2: before. I mean, I always knew that Syaoran would be my first.' And rlm@2: with that thought in mind, Sakura gave into the young warriors rlm@2: advances. rlm@2: rlm@2: He moved his hand from her leg to her hip, and its counterpart to rlm@2: the back of her neck as he moved closer. Slowly bringing his face to rlm@2: hers, Syaoran kissed her, massaging his lips across her own. Syaoran rlm@2: soon ran his tongue across her bottom lip, asking for permission to rlm@2: enter. She granted him such, opening her mouth so she could fully rlm@2: engage with him. rlm@2: rlm@2: Sakura told anyone willing to listen that her favorite thing about rlm@2: Syaoran was the way he kissed. She had never been kissed by anyone rlm@2: but Syaoran, so she didn't know truthfully if he was any better at it rlm@2: than anyone else, but Sakura seemed, as of late, to find her rlm@2: boyfriend most interesting when their lips were locked. rlm@2: rlm@2: ****** END OF ORIGINAL HOUR******** rlm@2: rlm@2: 'Well, he certainly is good that.....' Sakura thought dreamily as rlm@2: her soon to be lover started sucking on her lower lip. She barely rlm@2: noticed that his hands had started moving, and that they were soon in rlm@2: places that only she had touched before. Soon her boyfriend decided rlm@2: to divest her of her clothing, removing the lovely blue dress that rlm@2: Tomoyo had made for her. rlm@2: rlm@2: 'Tomoyo.....' rlm@2: rlm@2: Suddenly the image of the dark-haired angel that was Sakura's rlm@2: dearest friend came to her mind and did not leave. Visions of her rlm@2: pale skin and full pink lips danced across her mind as Sakura started rlm@2: returning Syaoran's attention with a fervor. rlm@2: rlm@2: 'Tomoyo.....' rlm@2: rlm@2: Sakura's body started heating up as she closed her eyes, imagining rlm@2: Tomoyo was in the room with her. All of a sudden, it was her closest rlm@2: friend who was running her hands over her inner thighs. It was rlm@2: Tomoyo's sharp breaths on Sakura's petals that made her moan with rlm@2: desire. rlm@2: rlm@2: Long withheld fantasies of the delicate young woman with the raven rlm@2: hair consumed Sakura's mind. Inescapable dark eyes captured the rlm@2: sorceress as the angel's hair fluttered over her body. Oh so soft rlm@2: hands placed feather-light touches all across Sakura's body, bringing rlm@2: her to a fevered pitch. The soft voice of her goddess, her Tomoyo, rlm@2: whispered sweet nothings in her ear. rlm@2: rlm@2: But suddenly, her lilting voice changed, became deeper and far more rlm@2: masculine, stating that everything would be alright. It would only rlm@2: hurt for a little bit. rlm@2: rlm@2: '....Syoaran?' She thought, suddenly recognizing the strange voice. rlm@2: That was when she felt it. Something entering her body, stretching rlm@2: her walls painfully. The image of Tomoyo vanished as reality sunk rlm@2: back into her. She was not with Tomoyo. She was with Syaoran, losing rlm@2: her virginity. rlm@2: rlm@2: 'No..... this isn't right. Tomoyo should be here......' Sakura rlm@2: thought, but then all thought left her head as pain consumed her. She rlm@2: stiffened, holding onto the bed as her maidenhead was taken. Tears rlm@2: formed and fell from her eyes, but not because of the pain. Her lover rlm@2: then wiped them away, stating she would only hurt for a little while. rlm@2: rlm@2: 'What does he know?' Sakura thought derisively, suddenly aware of rlm@2: why she was no longer interested in her boyfriend. Syaoran then rlm@2: started moving, pushing his engorged member in and out of her core. rlm@2: But Sakura was no longer willing to participate. She wanted to leave. rlm@2: She wanted him to stop. rlm@2: rlm@2: 'I want Tomoyo. I love Tomoyo!' Sakura screamed over and over in her rlm@2: head, wishing she could be anywhere but there. But the young rlm@2: sorceress could not just leave. Nothing could help her. Her fantasies rlm@2: were gone as she tried to move with Syaoran, to enjoy herself. rlm@2: But.... she could not. rlm@2: rlm@2: 'Tomoyo!' Sakura screamed as her lover shouted her name. Syaoran rlm@2: then fell on top of her, exhausted. He placed light kisses upon her rlm@2: shoulders as he came down from his high. rlm@2: rlm@2: '....Tomoyo.....' rlm@2: rlm@2: After that, Syaoran helped her dress and walked her home. He tried rlm@2: to keep up the conversation, so utterly cheerful that Sakura could rlm@2: have killed him. She managed to make it home right on time, much to rlm@2: Touya's displeasure as he had been longing to pound the brat into a rlm@2: pulp. Sakura was quite willing to let him. rlm@2: rlm@2: She then ran to her room and flung herself on her bed, demanding rlm@2: that Kero leave. As soon as she knew she was alone, that there were rlm@2: no guardians eavesdropping outside her room, she cried. She cried all rlm@2: night, unable to stop. rlm@2: rlm@2: 'Tomoyo...... TOMOYO!' She screamed mentally, trying to apologize. rlm@2: How could she have been so blind, so stupid, to just ignore rlm@2: everything she had felt since she was a little girl? And then to just rlm@2: give the most precious thing she owned to someone else..... rlm@2: rlm@2: 'Oh Tomoyo, I'm so sorry! Is this how life is?' She thought. 'Is rlm@2: this what life is really like? To realize what we truly want, only to rlm@2: have it ripped from us? Is that what life is like? Is that all?" rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: _____________________________________________________________________ rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: Kind of depressing, isn't it? I hope it was good, though, in all rlm@2: it's angsty glory. I'm such a huge fan of Sakura/Tomoyo pairings, but rlm@2: everyone seems to be really into Sakura and Syaoran being together. I rlm@2: guess I wanted Sakura to realize why she might not want to be with rlm@2: him. Anyway, tell me what you think.