rlm@2: Hello! ^-^ This is a story about Anna Respighi from Battle rlm@2: Athletess, easily one of my favorite characters from anything. ^-^ rlm@2: This takes place after the OAV episode where they discover that Anna rlm@2: is a boy, though it borrows several elements from the tv series, such rlm@2: as Anna’s lapses into insanity, what happened to her sister, etc. Oh, rlm@2: and as far as Anna’s roommates names go, I’m not trying to force in rlm@2: English sounding characters into a Japanese series. The characters rlm@2: from Battle Athletess are from all over the place, so their rlm@2: nationalities reflect that. I was simply trying to do the same with rlm@2: the boys. I really hope you enjoy it. ^-^ If you have the chance, rlm@2: please e-mail me any feedback you may have. Thanks! ^-^ rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: One Dance Left rlm@2: by Amazoness Duo rlm@2: amazonessduo@hotmail.com rlm@2: rlm@2: rlm@2: Looking out the window into the dark emptiness of space, Anna rlm@2: Respighi had to wonder which was truly emptier, space or herself. She rlm@2: felt like a brittle shell, having long ago spent the last of her rlm@2: tears. Her carefully trained athletic body felt weak now, unable to rlm@2: perform the simplest of tasks like closing the window she was staring rlm@2: out of. But she didn’t have the will to close it even if she could rlm@2: muster the strength. Her life felt like it had ended. They were rlm@2: shipping her off already. They hadn’t listened to her pleas, her rlm@2: frenzied explanations. They hadn’t cared at all that they would be rlm@2: taking her away from her only two friends in the entire galaxy. The rlm@2: headmaster had been all too eager to get rid of her, seeing her as rlm@2: unfitting alongside his all female students. No matter how much she rlm@2: cried, how much she tried to dissuade them, her arguments fell on rlm@2: deaf ears. And now she found herself hurtling away from what she had rlm@2: come to see as her home, from the two girls that had been closer to rlm@2: her than mere teammates, from all the hopes and dreams that her rlm@2: mother had instilled in her from the time that she was a child. rlm@2: Why hadn’t she listened to her mother? Why hadn’t she been more rlm@2: careful? Because Akari had told her it would be all right. Because rlm@2: she said that everyone did it. Shy, introverted Anna had been all too rlm@2: willing to go along with her friend’s words, not wanting to seem rlm@2: awkward. The look of shock on Akari’s face was still painfully rlm@2: emblazoned in her mind. She felt such bitter betrayal at that sight. rlm@2: Everyone had run away from her, crumbling what little self-esteem she rlm@2: had managed to garner in her time at the University Satellite. She rlm@2: had run to Akari for help, but even Akari had reacted terribly to rlm@2: seeing her. It was a bathing area. She was supposed to go in naked. rlm@2: Akari had told her so. So why had everyone ran away as if they were rlm@2: frightened of her? It had hurt Anna so much to see that. Like she was rlm@2: some sort of monster. Even Akari... rlm@2: The problem for the lonely yet gorgeous blue haired girl was that rlm@2: she wasn’t a girl at all. At least not physically. But she hadn’t rlm@2: known that. Her entire life had been led as a girl. She had always rlm@2: been raised as one by her mother along with her twin sister. Her rlm@2: childhood had been one of lace and ribbons, dolls and cooking, all rlm@2: interspersed with intense training by her mother. Her mother’s dream rlm@2: was that one of her little girls would one day become the Cosmo rlm@2: Beauty. That had been a source of rivalry between the twin sisters. rlm@2: Both wanted nothing more than to please their mother, to win for her, rlm@2: to fulfill her dreams. Whenever one would achieve in sports and rlm@2: athletics, they would be praised endlessly, given all the warm rlm@2: attention their mother could muster. So they had both fought rlm@2: tirelessly to win their mother’s attention. Until one day back on the rlm@2: earth training school, their usually friendly rivalry had turned rlm@2: tragic. Anna had heard her mother telling her more outgoing sister rlm@2: that the last event to decide which of them, equally matched thus rlm@2: far, would be going to the University Satellite. Anna's twin, Ellene, rlm@2: was better at tennis than Anna was and her mother had told her to rlm@2: win when Ellene began to consider whether or not she should rlm@2: use her advantage. Anna had been devastated. Ellene would win, rlm@2: she would receive all of her mother’s praise and attention and her rlm@2: mother already knew it. She was nothing. She would forever be in her rlm@2: sister’s shadow, never able to get her mother to truly see her. rlm@2: Something inside Anna had snapped that day. She wouldn’t let anyone rlm@2: stand in her way. No one would stop her. Not even her own twin. When rlm@2: the sisters faced each other that fateful day, that darkness inside rlm@2: Anna lashed out, and in the end, her sister lay in a coma, making rlm@2: Anna the winner by default. Yet even then, tasting the madness that rlm@2: had overcome her, Anna still didn’t have her mother’s attention. Her rlm@2: mother had left to the hospital with her comatose twin. She hadn’t rlm@2: been there when Anna had left for space, though Anna had waited till rlm@2: the last possible second before boarding so that her mother might see rlm@2: her off. rlm@2: All of this Anna knew to some extent, though she still didn’t rlm@2: understand the full implications. Her mind had glossed over how badly rlm@2: her sister had been hurt, had tried to make up for the fact that her rlm@2: mother wasn’t there to see her victories and her losses. But what she rlm@2: hadn’t known was something that had been with her for the entirety of rlm@2: her life. They had told her there, in the headmaster’s room, not rlm@2: caring at all for the pain it caused her. She was a boy. That was why rlm@2: the girl’s in the bathroom had been lacking something of their rlm@2: anatomy. Or rather, why she had something different. They had rlm@2: explained to her that her mother had so wanted her daughter to be the rlm@2: Cosmo Beauty that she had raised Anna as a girl as well, hoping that rlm@2: one of her twin children would make it that far. This had torn apart rlm@2: Anna’s small world. A boy? How could she be a boy? She had always rlm@2: been a girl, had in fact been more feminine than her twin sister. Yet rlm@2: they didn’t listen to her as she tried to explain this simple fact to rlm@2: them. They wouldn’t listen to her as she tried unsuccessfully to tell rlm@2: them that she was, in fact, a female, and that she belonged at the rlm@2: University Satellite. That damned perverted headmaster had sent her rlm@2: away, telling her that her athletic record would make her an rlm@2: excellent student at the boy’s satellite. She had been aghast, unable rlm@2: to utter a word to the headmaster as he sent her off to pack her rlm@2: bags. But her mind screamed clearly into the abyss. She didn’t belong rlm@2: at the boys’ school because she wasn’t a boy. rlm@2: The blue haired girl had been in a state of shock as she had been rlm@2: escorted to a shuttle to be shipped off to a boys’ school that she rlm@2: knew nothing about nor cared to be at. She had grown up wanting to be rlm@2: the Cosmo Beauty, not whatever the best boy athlete was supposed to rlm@2: be. How could she get her mother to look at her if she couldn’t even rlm@2: compete for the prestigious Cosmo Beauty title? Her sister had beaten rlm@2: her again. She couldn’t even attempt her mother’s dreams now. Her rlm@2: heart clenched up as the familiar feelings of worthlessness and rlm@2: despair overtook her once more. But she had no more tears to cry. She rlm@2: had been crying ever since she had gotten on the shuttle. No more rlm@2: Kris and her odd yet always comforting ways. No more Akari and her rlm@2: energetic spirit. Her only two friends, ripped from her without even rlm@2: so much as a goodbye. But did Akari even care? The girl with the rlm@2: rabbit eared hair had been just as disturbed by Anna being a boy as rlm@2: everyone else there. No, Akari probably didn’t care. And Kris rlm@2: wouldn’t mind as long as she was with Akari. So she was truly all rlm@2: alone. In a place that she didn’t want to be. Surrounded by boys that rlm@2: she didn’t understand. It had always been just the three of them, her rlm@2: mother, her sister, and herself. rlm@2: Anna burst into tears again, finding that she hadn’t cried all of rlm@2: her tears after all. rlm@2: rlm@2: Taking her few bags with her off of the shuttle, Anna slowly walked rlm@2: down the steps. She had changed out of her girls’ uniform when they rlm@2: had told her she wasn’t allowed to take it with. She had protested rlm@2: strenuously, but they wouldn’t let her take it with. The last symbol rlm@2: of her mother’s dream had been ripped from her clenched fingers. The rlm@2: woman who had pried it from her fingers had stared at her oddly for rlm@2: the longest time as she finally walked away, muttering something rlm@2: about how crazy ‘he’ was. The blue haired girl had barely had the rlm@2: strength to change into a short, pleated skirt and a button up blouse rlm@2: with a small tied ribbon before they had taken her off to the shuttle rlm@2: bay. rlm@2: Brushing back some blue green hair from her eyes, Anna looked rlm@2: around the expansive shuttle port. She got several odd looks from rlm@2: some of the staff servicing the shuttles and the rest of the rlm@2: equipment, but she tried to ignore it. She just wanted to find out rlm@2: where her room was so she could hide. ‘Roommates,’ an inner voice rlm@2: added quickly, ruining even the small solace that idea had held. She rlm@2: lowered her head miserably as a man approached. rlm@2: “Anna Respighi?” he asked quizzically, as he looked at the notepad rlm@2: he held. He looked up at the girl in front of him and down at the rlm@2: notepad once more. This was certainly awkward. He had thought the boy rlm@2: merely had a strange name when he’d first received the report that a rlm@2: new student was being flown in from the girls’ university, presumably rlm@2: having been sent there by mistake. But upon seeing the new student, rlm@2: he sure thought the boy looked like a girl as well. rlm@2: Anna nodded shyly, not looking up as she held her bags tightly. She rlm@2: could feel the rough material cutting into her palms. Her vision rlm@2: blurred momentarily, causing her to blink furiously in an attempt to rlm@2: banish the tears. “Hai...” she said quietly. rlm@2: The man looked at the new student one last time before turning. rlm@2: ‘Well, this has to be the strangest student I’ve met yet,’ he thought rlm@2: to himself. Aloud, he said, “Please come this way. I’ll show you to rlm@2: your room. We’ll send by some uniforms in a bit after you have a rlm@2: chance to get settled.” He started walking out the door and down the rlm@2: hallway, listening for the footsteps to signify that he was being rlm@2: followed. He nodded in satisfaction as soft footsteps rang out behind rlm@2: his own. “I took a look at your statistics. It sounds like you’ll be rlm@2: giving quite a few boys around here a run for their money,” he said rlm@2: with a smile. rlm@2: Rubbing her eyes with her palm, Anna took in a shuddering breath rlm@2: and held it for a moment. “I don’t want to be here...” she whispered rlm@2: hopelessly. “I... Thank you..” she replied, louder this time. Her rlm@2: mother had always taught her to be polite. Even if she was shy, she rlm@2: could still retain that at least. rlm@2: The two stopped in front of a room very similar to the rooms back rlm@2: at the female University. A placard was placed near the door, rlm@2: signifying the occupants. Stahl Ivon, Emmerich Dave, Respighi Anna, rlm@2: it read in sharp letters. Just looking at it made Anna feel homesick, rlm@2: remembering a similar placard when she had first found her room at rlm@2: the girls’ University. And finding it had been no easy task. She rlm@2: shuddered in remembrance of Mylandah Walder. But Kris had come and rlm@2: saved both her and Akari. And shortly thereafter she had found out rlm@2: that they were all roommates. She choked back a sob, her two friends rlm@2: smiling faces returning unbidden to her mind. Whoever occupied this rlm@2: room, she didn’t know. And she didn’t want to know. She wanted to be rlm@2: back with her friends, to be striving for her mother’s dream once rlm@2: more. rlm@2: “Good luck, kiddo,” the man said casually as he walked down the rlm@2: hallway, waving at Anna with his notepad before disappearing into the rlm@2: maze of corridors. rlm@2: Anna slumped against the door, sliding down to her knees. The cold rlm@2: metal seeped into her bare legs as she collapsed onto them. Her bags rlm@2: fell next to her, standing sentinel in front of the door. A weak sob rlm@2: escaped her trembling lips as she sat there in a rising storm of rlm@2: grief. It battered continually at her heart, it’s winds tearing apart rlm@2: her sail, the waves crashing down around the bow. She was drowning in rlm@2: agony. Some of the boys walking down the hallway stared at her oddly, rlm@2: but said nothing, whispering amongst themselves as they gawked at the rlm@2: new boy. The pretty new boy. Their stares burned her flesh, like the rlm@2: eyes of hunting jackals or sinister demons. This got her to her feet, rlm@2: grabbing her bags with shaking hands. Part of her just wanted to rlm@2: leave the bags, to just get inside and get away from these frightful rlm@2: beasts. But she knew that all of her pictures and important keepsakes rlm@2: were inside. She had to take them with. rlm@2: The door took an eternity to open. Even with 50th century rlm@2: technology, it was far too slow for Anna. She scraped her arm against rlm@2: the metal as she pulled herself inside before it was fully open. The rlm@2: door closed quickly behind her. In the darkness of her new room, her rlm@2: knees threatened to give out. She so wanted to collapse where she rlm@2: stood, to wrap the darkness around her like a blanket and try to cry rlm@2: herself to sleep. ‘Roommates,’ that persistent and sometimes rlm@2: frightening inner voice repeated. Anna simply nodded, dragging her rlm@2: bags further into the small dorm. rlm@2: “Oh, so you’re the new guy? Nice to meet you?” A boy startled the rlm@2: girl with the sea green hair as he popped up from the couch. He had rlm@2: messy blond hair and glasses and his right hand was still clutching a rlm@2: book he had been reading. How he had gotten up to this prestigious rlm@2: sports university was anyone’s guess. “My name’s Dave. Dave rlm@2: Emmerich.” He paused as he noticed her skirt and the red ribbon in rlm@2: her hair. He pulled his glasses up and rubbed at his eyes for a rlm@2: moment before pulling them back down. There must have been a mistake, rlm@2: because the boy they were supposed to send in to room with him rlm@2: couldn’t be this shy looking girl. Of course, there weren’t any girls rlm@2: around the boys’ University, so seeing one was always a very, very rlm@2: welcome surprise. Many of the boys’ had started up relationships with rlm@2: other boys while they were segregated up here in space, as he had rlm@2: heard happened oftentimes at the girl’s University as well. But that rlm@2: didn’t mean he wasn’t pleased to see a female member of the species rlm@2: in his room. In his room. Wow... He quickly ran his fingers through rlm@2: his blond hair, hoping that he had it in some semblance of order. “I rlm@2: really hope you haven’t gotten the wrong room, ma’am. I’d be happy to rlm@2: help you with whatever you could possibly need. Books, directions... rlm@2: ummm... anything at all.” He nodded quickly, laughing nervously. How rlm@2: long had it been since he had seen a girl? Two, three months? And rlm@2: that had just been his sister when he had been about to get shipped rlm@2: off to the University. rlm@2: “She’s a boy, you moron,” another voice interrupted, causing Anna rlm@2: to drop her bags in fright. A silver haired boy with sharp, angular rlm@2: features stepped out of the shadows. He was soaked with sweat, rlm@2: obviously having chosen to train in his limited free time. “Either rlm@2: that or she’s flat as hell.” rlm@2: “She looks curvy enough to me,” Dave replied conversationally, rlm@2: adjusting his glasses. His face burned in embarrassment seconds later rlm@2: as he realized the subject of their discussion was still present. “I rlm@2: mean... err... Not that I’d be looking or anything..” he supplied rlm@2: lamely. “Anyway, this is Ivon Stahl. But you can call him Shard. No rlm@2: one else does, but hey, maybe we can start a nickname for him.” rlm@2: Ivon sighed, brushing sweat from his brow as he walked past Anna. rlm@2: “You don’t really think they’d send a girl here, do you, Dave? You’ve rlm@2: been out in space too long. Those genius brain cells of yours are rlm@2: starting to misfire.” Grabbing something to drink from the small rlm@2: kitchen area they had, he turned to take a look at the cute new rlm@2: arrival. “So you’re a crossdresser?” he asked mildly. rlm@2: “I’m not a crossdresser!!!” Anna screamed angrily. Her fists rlm@2: clenched as she turned towards the silver haired boy. The voice rlm@2: inside of her was trying desperately to break through what few rlm@2: barricades Anna had against it. Rage, humiliation, and agonizing pain rlm@2: accompanied the boy’s words as they echoed again and again in her rlm@2: mind. That was so degrading, that she was just dressing up in these rlm@2: clothes, that she was anything like the two boys in the room. It was rlm@2: like she was just some performer, wearing this for thrills, not rlm@2: because they were what she felt comfortable in, what she had always rlm@2: worn. Tears threatened to spill down her lovely cheeks once more, but rlm@2: this time they were tinged with red hot hatred. Hatred for the rlm@2: headmaster, for all those that had sent her away from her mother’s rlm@2: dream and her only friends. Hatred for this boy who would so rlm@2: callously disregard her as obviously not a woman. Hatred for herself rlm@2: for not being able to achieve her mother’s attention. She barely rlm@2: noticed the blood dripping down to the floor from her cut palms. Her rlm@2: fingernails dug deeply into her flesh. rlm@2: “Calm down, man. Geez. I’m just wondering what’s up with the rlm@2: feminine clothes. Hey, if it’s a fashion statement from the rlm@2: Biginners, then that’s good for you.” Ivon put his hand on Anna’s rlm@2: shoulder, trying to calm the obviously agitated boy down. He rlm@2: immediately wished that he hadn’t. Pain shot through his wrist as rlm@2: Anna moved with blinding speed, twisting his wrist as she yanked his rlm@2: hand away from her. rlm@2: “I AM NOT A CROSSDRESSER!” Anna shouted, holding the silver haired rlm@2: boy’s hand in a death grip as her body shook. The pain, the anger all rlm@2: ate at her, pushing forward in a frenzied path towards freedom. Anna rlm@2: was usually a very calm, shy, introverted girl. She was very sweet rlm@2: and kind, though she always had trouble with people because of her rlm@2: shyness. But she could also be very volatile. Sometimes all of that rlm@2: pain and anger she held inside was just too much for her and she rlm@2: lashed out in a psychotic, maniacal rage. That had brought about her rlm@2: sister’s extended hospital visit and the coma she was in after the rlm@2: stress of competing with her sister and the knowledge that she rlm@2: wouldn’t be able to get her mother’s approval had become too much. rlm@2: Now Anna was very close to breaking. She had lost her only two rlm@2: friends, had been yanked away from her only chance at finally getting rlm@2: her mother’s attention, had been told that she wasn’t even a girl, rlm@2: and now she was in some strange place all alone with someone telling rlm@2: her that she was only a boy in drag. And inside, that angry voice, rlm@2: that pained, psychotic voice cried out, drowning out Anna’s usually rlm@2: soft spoken and quiet words. She finally let go of the boy’s hand rlm@2: just short of breaking it. Grabbing her bags, she stormed back to her rlm@2: room, dragging her bags with her. rlm@2: Ivon collapsed in pain, clutching his wrist as he fell to the rlm@2: floor. His wrist was smeared with the blood from Anna’s palms. rlm@2: “Fuck... What the hell...” He tried to catch his breath as he watched rlm@2: Anna disappear into the free room, the door swishing shut behind her. rlm@2: rlm@2: Several hours later, Anna’s hand shook as she punched in the rlm@2: numbers to call her house back on earth. She needed to speak to her rlm@2: mother. She needed to know that things would be all right. She rlm@2: couldn’t handle it here. She didn’t want to be here at all. This was rlm@2: a boys’ school and she certainly didn’t belong here. The poor, rlm@2: frightened girl needed her mother. It had taken her forever to work rlm@2: up the courage to hurry out of her room to find a communications rlm@2: system that would let her call Earth. Her two roommates had avoided rlm@2: her for some reason, though she couldn’t quite recall why. But it rlm@2: hardly seemed to matter. She wasn’t good with people. Of course they rlm@2: wouldn’t like her. And she was too shy to try and get to know them. rlm@2: Which is why she had been so thrilled to find that she, Kris, and rlm@2: Akari really had been a team, that they had grown to be friends. Her rlm@2: only friends. Fresh pain washed over her heart, but she pushed it rlm@2: down deep inside of her, unknowingly feeding the pain and anguish rlm@2: within her, as the communications request was sent. rlm@2: “Mama!” Anna said happily, smiling into the communications screen. rlm@2: “I’m so sorry! I.. I wanted to talk to you, but they wouldn’t let rlm@2: me...” The blue green haired girl sniffled as she wiped at her eyes. rlm@2: “Mama, they sent me away.. They sent me to the boys’ University... rlm@2: I’m not a boy, mama... I’m not..” Tears trickled wetly down her rlm@2: cheeks as she began to cry weakly, leaning against the communications rlm@2: system. rlm@2: “Of course you aren’t, honey,” her mother’s voice stated softly. rlm@2: “You’re my little girl. You’ve always been my little girl. I love rlm@2: you, Anna.” The older woman smiled her motherly smile, placing her rlm@2: hand on the screen directly where Anna’s was placed miles and miles rlm@2: away. rlm@2: “I know... I love you, too, mama... I just... I don’t know what to rlm@2: do... I can’t win the Cosmo Beauty here.. I don’t want to be here... rlm@2: I hate this place...” She looked around hatefully at the walls that rlm@2: surrounded her. She wiped tears away from her blue eyes with her rlm@2: fingertips. “I want to come home..” she whispered painfully. It was a rlm@2: relief to finally see her mother, to hear her voice, but the anguish rlm@2: of the last few hours still weighed heavily on her, dragging her rlm@2: deeper and deeper into the abyss. rlm@2: “I’m sorry, honey. You can’t come home yet. Not yet. There’s still rlm@2: more that you have to do. You still have to become the Cosmo Beauty,” rlm@2: her mother’s voice replied, as if she were speaking directly to rlm@2: Anna’s heart instead of through the communications system. rlm@2: “But.. Mama, I can’t... I can’t become the Cosmo Beauty from rlm@2: here... They won’t let me back to the girls’ University because they rlm@2: all think I’m a boy...” Anna shook her head, tears sparkling through rlm@2: the air as she tried to focus past the despair. When she opened her rlm@2: blue eyes, she could see several crystalline teardrops on the screen rlm@2: in front of her. She took a deep, shuddering breath as she watched rlm@2: her mother. rlm@2: “I know. But you’ll get your chance, my dear. You just have to keep rlm@2: training. You’ll eventually get your chance at Cosmo Beauty. And I rlm@2: know you’ll win, Anna. Because you’re my daughter. And I know how rlm@2: strong you are inside. You just have to wait for your chance,” her rlm@2: mother explained calmly. Her mother’s voice sounded so much like the rlm@2: voice inside of her, that angry and pained one. Like she was talking rlm@2: to Anna from inside, where the voice was. rlm@2: Nodding, Anna tried to smile weakly. “Un... You’re right, mama.. rlm@2: I’ll try to get better... I’ll wait for my chance,” she said softly. rlm@2: Her mother was right. Her mother was always right. She wasn’t a boy. rlm@2: And she would get her chance to be Cosmo Beauty, to win the honor rlm@2: that her mother so longed for one of her daughters to achieve. ‘My rlm@2: sister,’ Anna thought to herself. Was she doing all right? Was she rlm@2: feeling better? From what? What had happened again? A soft, velvety rlm@2: blanket wrapped itself around Anna’s thoughts as she tried rlm@2: desperately to make sense of them. ‘My.. sister?’ Anna thought to rlm@2: herself. But by now, even the emotions behind that thought were gone, rlm@2: wrapped away and swept back into her subconsciousness. Whatever she rlm@2: had been thinking of was gone, and she couldn’t even recall that hand rlm@2: that had gently pulled the thoughts away. rlm@2: “You’ll be fine, Anna. I know you will. I’ll be cheering for you in rlm@2: ever event, honey. Do your best for me,” her mother finished, smiling rlm@2: brightly. rlm@2: Anna nodded, determination gleaming in her still bloodshot eyes. “I rlm@2: will, I promise, mama! I’ll win for you. Please watch me. I’ll win rlm@2: everything for you,” Anna promised, desperate for her mother’s divine rlm@2: attention, that which she had striven her entire live for. With that, rlm@2: the monitor blinked out and her mother was gone. But what Anna failed rlm@2: to notice was that her mother had never been there at all. Her mother rlm@2: was still at the hospital with her sister, keeping an eye on the rlm@2: comatose girl in the hopes that she would recover. What Anna had just rlm@2: spoken with was her own inner voice, the person she was talking to rlm@2: merely a product of her own mind. But the sea green haired girl rlm@2: walked off feeling happier nonetheless, still believing that her rlm@2: mother would be watching her as she continued to train. rlm@2: rlm@2: “I thought you would know Kris-san’s heart by now, Akari-san,” Anna rlm@2: said, giggling softly at her friend’s embarrassment. It was the rlm@2: tournament between the boys’ University and the girls’ University and rlm@2: she had just been in a very close match with Akari. The match had rlm@2: taught her quite a bit. No matter how much one trained, there was a rlm@2: certain amount of will, or heart, that went into it. It was something rlm@2: she would have to understand more clearly if she could ever stand a rlm@2: chance at the title of Cosmo Beauty. Of course, she would have to get rlm@2: out of the boys’ University first. “You had Kris-san’s heart with rlm@2: you, so there was no way you could lose,” Anna continued. She was rlm@2: wearing the boys’ uniform and her hair wasn’t in its usual single rlm@2: pigtail style. Akari, on the other hand, was in a very skimpy outfit rlm@2: that was supposed to wreak havoc on the male players playing against rlm@2: the girls’ team. The boys’ headmaster had foreseen this, though, and rlm@2: had prepared by sending in a boy team that consisted of two rlm@2: homosexual boys and Anna herself, three people who wouldn’t be rlm@2: bothered by the skimpy outfits in front of them. rlm@2: “Anna-chan...” Akari said in obvious embarrassment. But she looked rlm@2: secretly pleased at the thought of having Kris’s heart near her own. rlm@2: She and Kris had grown even closer as of late and although the idea rlm@2: of falling in love with the other girl was definitely disconcerting rlm@2: for her, it was a very pleasant topsy turvy feeling that accompanied rlm@2: it. Almost like getting off a carousel on a bright and sunny day. But rlm@2: she quickly pushed away her discomfort at Anna’s words, happy to see rlm@2: her friend again, even if she was dressed up in boys’ clothes this rlm@2: time around. “How are you? It’s not the same without you here. We rlm@2: were a team, so it doesn’t seem right continuing on towards the Cosmo rlm@2: Beauty without you.” rlm@2: Anna felt a painful stab in her heart at Akari’s words. Oh, how she rlm@2: longed to be there with Akari and Kris once more, eagerly straining rlm@2: for the greatest title a girl could ever hope to be granted. Anna rlm@2: smiled a little sadly. “I really miss you two. You were the best rlm@2: friends I ever had. I wish I could come back for good, but we have to rlm@2: leave again when the Universities separate.” She sighed, brushing rlm@2: back blue green hair from her misty eyes. “But I’m fine. My roommates rlm@2: are nice, I guess. And I’ve been trying my hardest in all of the rlm@2: events.” She didn’t continue past that, only hoping that that would rlm@2: be enough for Akari. Truth be told, her only friend at the boys’ rlm@2: school was the headmaster’s pet dog. And she couldn’t tell which rlm@2: headmaster she hated the most, the slave driver at the boys’ rlm@2: University or the perverted one at the girls’ school who wouldn’t let rlm@2: her stay just because of what happened to be between her legs. She rlm@2: blinked in surprise. Well, maybe she knew which one she hated more rlm@2: after all. She hated the pervert infinitely worse. Rage bubbled rlm@2: simply at the sight of the smirking bastard. Her fists clenched in rlm@2: anger as she watched him smugly feeling up female students with his rlm@2: eyes. She didn’t know if she felt like bursting into tears or tearing rlm@2: out his throat. ‘Kill him,’ that inner voice whispered seductively rlm@2: into her ear. ‘Tear him apart.’ “Mama...” she whispered, holding her rlm@2: head as she tried to think straight. She had already injured a boy in rlm@2: one of the final rounds of the boys’ University’s program. She was a rlm@2: much better athlete when her dark side was unleashed, but it rlm@2: frightened her. There was almost a limitless amount of strength at rlm@2: her call when she snapped, but she always found herself lost, barely rlm@2: noticing what happened while she was in that state. She didn’t even rlm@2: remember hurting the boy, only knowing what Dave had told her. rlm@2: “Anna-chan?” Akari asked worriedly. The bluish haired girl looked rlm@2: so out of it, like she was grappling with some inner demon. She rlm@2: hadn’t seen or heard from Anna since she had been transferred and she rlm@2: was concerned about how the shy girl was coping. rlm@2: “Are you all right, Anna-chan?” Kris reached the group quickly, her rlm@2: face marked with concern as she watched the fragile girl in front of rlm@2: her. She reached out, gently pushing away some of Anna’s hair from rlm@2: her face. rlm@2: Slowly looking up, Anna looked from Akari to Kris, the concerned rlm@2: faces of her friends watching her intently. Just seeing them both rlm@2: made her feel more at ease. She smiled softly and stood up straight. rlm@2: She bowed to Kris, nodding. “Hai, I’m fine, Kris-san. I just didn’t rlm@2: get much sleep last night. I was very eager to see the two of you rlm@2: again.” Her smile brightened visibly as she looked from one to the rlm@2: other. rlm@2: Kris laughed, grinning. “We missed you, too, Anna-chan. It’s good rlm@2: to see you back.” She hugged the smaller girl tightly, surprising rlm@2: Anna. “It doesn’t matter how far I get in the competition. I’ll rlm@2: always remember this for the experiences it has given me. Meeting you rlm@2: was one of them, Anna-chan. I’ll always treasure our friendship. rlm@2: Thank you so much for giving me that token. That’s much more valuable rlm@2: than any trophy or title.” rlm@2: Anna shyly hugged back, feeling genuinely happy for the first time rlm@2: since she had been transferred away from her friends. It felt so nice rlm@2: to know that someone cared about her, to feel her friends near. rlm@2: Seconds later, she felt Akari’s arms wrap around her as well. A rlm@2: peaceful sigh escaped her lips. There was no anger, no pain to bother rlm@2: her now. It was locked away, deep inside. Hot tears trickled slowly rlm@2: down her cheeks as felt the group hug. So they hadn’t forgotten her rlm@2: after all. They still cared about her. They were still her friends. rlm@2: Her very best friends. When it finally ended, she quickly wiped at rlm@2: her eyes, smiling brilliantly. “Thank you both so much. I’ll always rlm@2: remember you both, no matter where we wind up.” rlm@2: Returning the smile, Akari laughed. “It’s a small universe. We’ll rlm@2: see each other again. We have to. Because we’ll always be friends.” rlm@2: Nodding, Kris wiped away one of Anna’s tears. She held it on the rlm@2: tip of her finger for a long moment, contemplating it. Anna rlm@2: sweatdropped as the taller girl licked the teardrop away. “So that rlm@2: we’ll always share in each others’ pain and joy, wherever we may go.” rlm@2: Anna lunged forwards, hugging the taller woman and then Akari rlm@2: again. She clasped her hands in front of herself, looking from one to rlm@2: the other. There was so much she wanted to say to them, to tell them rlm@2: how important their friendship was to her, but her shyness was a rlm@2: difficult hurdle to cross. “Akari-chan, thank you for being my rlm@2: friend. You helped me understand how important your heart and soul rlm@2: are even in sports. And Kris-san, I had a lot of fun reading manga rlm@2: with you and watching you try my cooking. You taught me a lot about rlm@2: the Biginners and about friendship. Thank you both.” She bowed rlm@2: quickly to the two of them as the final call came for the boys to rlm@2: return. She took a few hurried steps away. “I’ll never forget you!!” rlm@2: Without looking back, Anna ran off, blinking through a haze of tears. rlm@2: rlm@2: The new school year had started at the University Satellite and rlm@2: Akari Kanzaki was the reigning Cosmo Beauty. She had returned for the rlm@2: new year, thrilled at the prospect of once again returning to this rlm@2: place of fond memories and the heart and soul she had thrown into rlm@2: everything while she had been there. Friends and enemies, joy and rlm@2: heartache, it had all happened here. She had even received her first rlm@2: kiss at the Satellite. Blushing deeply, she recalled Kris’s tender rlm@2: lisp against her own. They had stayed together all that night, not rlm@2: wanting to leave each other’s side. It had been so painful to know rlm@2: that they would soon be parting. Akari had grown to need Kris, to rlm@2: need her presence. The taller woman made her heart beat quicker, made rlm@2: her soul soar. She made her reach further and fly higher than she rlm@2: possibly could on her own. rlm@2: There had been so much tension back them. Akari had been so rlm@2: embarrassed about her twisted feelings for the other girl and how rlm@2: Kris acted around her. But she couldn’t deny her feelings on that rlm@2: last night, as they kissed amidst starlight. She hadn’t quite rlm@2: understood what her feelings were at the time, but in the time they rlm@2: had been apart, she came to realize that she loved Kris. As Anna had rlm@2: said long ago, their hearts were entwined. Even apart, Akari could rlm@2: feel Kris’s heart singing their song. Which is why she had hurried rlm@2: back, taking the first shuttle she could upon learning that Kris had rlm@2: returned to the University Satellite. She had nearly flown to the rlm@2: moon to see the tall woman, her need to explain her feelings, to be rlm@2: in Kris’s arms almost unbearable. The only thing that had kept her rlm@2: from going insane was the help of her best friend, Ichino. Without rlm@2: her, Akari would never have been able to survive their time apart. rlm@2: And now Ichino had managed to get to the Satellite as well. So many rlm@2: returning faces. Jessie, Mylandah, Lahrri, Tanya, Kris, Ichino. There rlm@2: was only one person that remained absent, leaving a small hole in rlm@2: Akari’s heart. rlm@2: A sudden glimpse of blue in the crowd of students caught her rlm@2: eye. Pausing after a moment’s hesitation, the brunette turned around rlm@2: and scanned the crowd. She was probably just imagining things. There rlm@2: was no way Anna could be here. She would be at the boys’ University, rlm@2: wouldn’t she? But there it was again, that same flash of sea green in rlm@2: the crowd. Akari hurried past the new students, struggling past to rlm@2: reach the girl she finally spotted. “Anna-chan!! Anna-chan!” she rlm@2: called out, waving in excitement. The girl looked around curiously, rlm@2: her eyes settling on Akari as the brunette rushed up and hugged her. rlm@2: “Anna-chan!! I’m so happy to see you!” rlm@2: The girl blinked in confusion, looking at Akari as if she had gone rlm@2: mad. “Anna-chan?” She paused for a moment before smiling. “You must rlm@2: be Kanzaki Akari-san! You’re the whole reason I’m here. Well, your rlm@2: mother, at any rate. Anna-chan met you last year, didn’t she? I’m her rlm@2: sister, Ellene. I finally made it up to the Satellite this year. I’m rlm@2: really eager to prove myself. I can’t wait to play against you. I’ve rlm@2: been training a lot with my sister during the break just for this.” rlm@2: “Oh..” Akari nodded slowly, a little disappointed. This was Anna’s rlm@2: twin sister? So Anna didn’t get to come back to the girls’ University rlm@2: after all. She smiled all the same, glad to see that familiar face. rlm@2: “I’ll be happy to train with you sometime if you’d like. I’d love to rlm@2: know what Anna-chan’s been up to.” rlm@2: Ellene agreed happily. “Sure! I would be thrilled to train rlm@2: with you, Kanzaki-san. And I’d be happy to tell you anything you want rlm@2: to know about my sister.” rlm@2: Akari quickly said goodbye to the girl that looked startlingly like rlm@2: Anna and hurried towards her own room. It was a little disconcerting rlm@2: that Anna had been replaced with her sister, but she was happy about rlm@2: it even if it was bittersweet. If she was anything like Anna, then it rlm@2: would be a pleasure to get to know her. rlm@2: All of Akari’s thoughts came to an abrupt halt as she saw the woman rlm@2: standing ahead of her, ice blue hair framing her beautiful face. rlm@2: “Kris..” she whispered breathlessly. “Kris!!” She ran to the taller rlm@2: woman with all of the strength she could muster, reaching her arms rlm@2: almost immediately. Kris reeled back but held on fast. “Oh, Kris, I rlm@2: missed you so much! You don’t know what it was like..” rlm@2: A smile broke across Kris’s features as she looked down at the rlm@2: brunette, her hands on her cheeks. “I know, Akari-chan. I felt it rlm@2: along with you. I was always there, even if we weren’t side by side.” rlm@2: In a moment spawned of months of heartache and the loneliness of rlm@2: constantly imagining the one she loved, Akari pushed up on her rlm@2: tiptoes and returned the kiss that Kris had granted her such a long rlm@2: time before. That spinning carousel feeling was gone, replaced by a rlm@2: crystal clarity that soothed her soul. Her heart was enraptured by rlm@2: the taller girl’s presence, her mind just incredibly relieved to once rlm@2: again be in her arms. “Kris..” she whispered, resting her head on the rlm@2: blue haired woman’s chest as their lips finally parted. rlm@2: “Akari-chan..” Kris said softly, gently stroking Akari’s brunette rlm@2: hair. Her eyes closed as she took a deep breath, savoring Akari’s rlm@2: scent, her feel, the sound of her breathing. It was all better than rlm@2: she could possibly have dreamed. “This is why I came back. Akari- rlm@2: chan, I want to be by you side. I want us to go through all of this rlm@2: together, playing with our hearts side by side.” rlm@2: Blushing slightly, Akari nodded eagerly. “That’s what I want, too, rlm@2: Kris.” Resting her head on Kris’s shoulder, the two women made their rlm@2: way back to the dorm that they’d be sharing with a third party rlm@2: member. They were both too absorbed in the moment to bother reading rlm@2: the placard. The door whooshed open and they entered, but what met rlm@2: Akari’s eyes caught her completely by surprise. rlm@2: Ichino was sitting at the table, a large plate in front of her. She rlm@2: was quickly devouring the appetizing platter, obviously enjoying rlm@2: herself. But what surprised Akari more than seeing her best friend in rlm@2: her room was the sight behind the dark haired girl. Anna stood in the rlm@2: small kitchen wearing a cute pink and white apron with frills around rlm@2: the edges, busy cooking for the ‘fastest girl in Japan’. She was rlm@2: humming something to herself, completely in her element and seeming rlm@2: to enjoy herself just as much as Ichino was. rlm@2: “Hey, Akari-chan!” Ichino said after choking down some food. “I was rlm@2: wondering where you were. This place is huge! I almost got lost. I’m rlm@2: glad Anna-chan knew where to go.” Ichino looked back at the blue rlm@2: haired beauty who was slowly turning around to face her former rlm@2: teammates. “Oh, sorry, Akari-chan. I should introduce her. This is rlm@2: Respighi Anna-chan.” Ichino placed a hand behind her head, laughing rlm@2: nervously. “She’s my girlfriend.” rlm@2: “G..gir..girlfriend..?” Akari asked, suddenly taken even further off rlm@2: guard by Ichino’s words. rlm@2: Anna blushed a deep scarlet, clasping her hands together as she rlm@2: looked down. “Ichino-chan..” she said, embarrassed. Her foot moved rlm@2: back and forth on the floor as she stared at it. Finally regaining rlm@2: some of her composure, she looked up to see Akari and Kris standing rlm@2: in the doorway. A bright smile flashed across her face as she saw her rlm@2: roommates again. “Kris-san! Akari-san! I’m so glad to see the both of rlm@2: you!” rlm@2: Grinning happily, Kris nodded. “I knew we’d meet again, Anna-chan. rlm@2: It must have been Fate. We really are a team.” rlm@2: Akari simply nodded quickly, still taken aback by the recent events. rlm@2: She shook her head, confusion spinning her around until she felt rlm@2: dizzy. “Wait, I thought Anna-chan had to go to the other University rlm@2: because she’s a bo..” rlm@2: “Akari-chan, could we not talk about that right now,” Ichino cut her rlm@2: off, fighting a dark blush that lined her cheeks. She had found out rlm@2: for herself about Anna’s male anatomy, but she could certainly vouch rlm@2: for the blue haired girl’s femininity nonetheless. “We met at the rlm@2: Training School in Australia. She was so shy around everybody that I rlm@2: kinda felt like I had to look out for her. She paid me back by rlm@2: cooking for me. We got to talk a lot during that. And what can I say, rlm@2: I absolutely love her cooking. And watching her cook.” She grinned. rlm@2: Anna blushed at Ichino’s words and turned to address Akari’s rlm@2: question. She rested her hands on Ichino’s shoulders, standing behind rlm@2: the dark haired girl’s chair. “My mother found out that I was kicked rlm@2: out of the school and brought it up with the school board. It seems rlm@2: that it violates the Equal Races act from several decades ago. She rlm@2: argued that I was still female no matter what they said and that I rlm@2: didn’t belong at the boy’s school. The school board reviewed my case rlm@2: and finally agreed. So I got to come back. We get to be a team rlm@2: again.” Anna smiled happily. Her pain was gone. Her anger and rlm@2: frustration that had eaten at her soul had finally faded away some rlm@2: time ago. That pained voice had left her. Her sister was fine and rlm@2: they were both at the University now. She got to be with her friends rlm@2: once more. Her mother had been more than happy just to see her again rlm@2: when she had returned to Earth. And she had a beautiful girlfriend rlm@2: that made her feel all bubbly inside. She felt wonderful. For once in rlm@2: her life, she felt complete and fulfilled inside. No matter where the rlm@2: winds took her sailboat this time, she was prepared. She would ride rlm@2: the wind with her friends, and with her love. rlm@2: rlm@2: