rlm@0: The opening and certain segments are from a CCS radio drama. I need rlm@0: to listen to it again one of these days simply because I adore Junko rlm@0: Iwao’s voice. ^=^ Anyway, this is a Valentine’s Day story that came rlm@0: from me jotting down little segments at a time in a notebook. If you rlm@0: have any comments, I would absolutely love to hear them. ^-^ rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: Don’t You Make Me Happy rlm@0: by Amazoness Duo rlm@0: amazonessduo@hotmail.com rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: ‘Today is Valentine's day. It is the day to give chocolates to the rlm@0: one you love. The one I love the most, the person the most important rlm@0: to me... because I love her, I just want to see her smile. Even if rlm@0: she would be happier being with somebody else, I would be happy just rlm@0: to see it. So, the chocolates I'm offering are not to say "I love rlm@0: you", but to say "I want to make you happy". Today is the day to rlm@0: share what is inside your heart.’ rlm@0: rlm@0: Sakura sighed miserably as she walked out of class. Valentine’s Day rlm@0: was turning out to be rather depressing for her. It was doing an rlm@0: excellent job of reminding her of how alone she was. All the other rlm@0: girls were busy giving sweets to the ones they loved. Chiharu had rlm@0: given some chocolates to Yamazaki (before hitting him when he rlm@0: explained where chocolates came from), Rika had given hers to Terrada- rlm@0: sensei, and even Naoko seemed to be waiting to give her chocolates to rlm@0: someone special. But poor Sakura had no one to give chocolates to. rlm@0: Syaoran had broken up with her a while back and Yukito was dating her rlm@0: brother. She had thought that she had gotten over the two of them for rlm@0: the most part, but seeing everyone so happy to give away their heart rlm@0: was making her feel terribly lonely. She just wanted to day to end so rlm@0: she could forget about it all. rlm@0: “Sakura-chan!” a melodious voice called out as Tomoyo swiftly rlm@0: joined her dejected friend. “I saw you leaving from the music room rlm@0: window, looking like a sad and lonely Sakura-chan. I didn’t want you rlm@0: to have to go home alone like that, so I got out of choir early rlm@0: today,” Tomoyo explained as she fell into step beside her magical rlm@0: best friend. “You should never have to be sad or lonely. Your rlm@0: beautiful face looks so much more stunning with a brilliant smile rlm@0: attached.” rlm@0: Smiling a bit at Tomoyo’s words, Sakura nodded. “Un! Thank you, rlm@0: Tomoyo-chan. I’ll try to smile more today. I got so caught up in rlm@0: watching everyone else giving their chocolates to the ones they love rlm@0: that I started to feel lonely. But I wasn’t looking at it the right rlm@0: way. I still have Tomoyo-chan, so I can’t feel lonely, even if I rlm@0: don’t have anyone to give chocolates to.” She was already feeling rlm@0: better with Tomoyo next to her. The pale girl always had that affect rlm@0: on her, both soothing and warm. That she would skip choir practice rlm@0: simply to walk her home because she looked sad was a testament to how rlm@0: lucky she was to have such a kind friend. She still felt a little sad rlm@0: that she had no one this Valentine’s Day, but the feeling wasn’t as rlm@0: strong now that Tomoyo was with her. “Oh, while were on the subject, rlm@0: who did you give your Valentine’s Day chocolates to?” Sakura asked rlm@0: curiously. Now that she thought about it, she had never seen Tomoyo rlm@0: with a crush on anyone before, had never heard her talking about any rlm@0: boy that she liked. Which was strange because she had heard that rlm@0: quite a bit lately from most of the other girls she knew. But then rlm@0: again, Tomoyo was rather... eccentric. So even if it was unusual, it rlm@0: wasn’t entirely out of place. Maybe her best friend was simply too rlm@0: busy with other things. Like choir and Sakura herself. But Sakura was rlm@0: still very curious about who Tomoyo would give her chocolates to. rlm@0: Perhaps her mysterious special someone that Tomoyo had mentioned rlm@0: before? She had no idea who they were, but she was sure that whoever rlm@0: they were must be very lucky to have Tomoyo’s gentle heart. rlm@0: “Actually, I was planning on giving them now,” Tomoyo replied, rlm@0: smiling sweetly. She dug in her bookbag for a second and produced two rlm@0: objects. She held a small package tied with a pink ribbon and a small rlm@0: silk cloth tied like a bag with a rose red ribbon. “Here you go!” rlm@0: Sakura blinked in surprise as she took the small bag of homemade rlm@0: chocolate and the videotape shaped present, looking from one to the rlm@0: other in her hands. “Tomoyo-chan...? Is this all for me? You really rlm@0: shouldn’t have. You should give this to the one you love.” rlm@0: “And that is why I am giving them to you, Sakura-chan! I want to rlm@0: give Sakura-chan my heart for Valentine’s Day. It may not be much, rlm@0: but it’s all yours,” Tomoyo said, tilting her head to the side as she rlm@0: smiled. Dark hair fell past her eyes, but she quickly brushed it rlm@0: away. She had stayed up late the night before editing the videotape rlm@0: in Sakura’s hand. She knew how lonely Sakura had felt since her rlm@0: breakup with Syaoran and had made the video as a way to show Sakura rlm@0: how loved she was. It was a gift that she hoped would soothe Sakura’s rlm@0: lost heart. It had taken her over a week to sort through all of her rlm@0: videos and edit in all of the scenes she wanted onto the tape, but it rlm@0: had been a job she had thoroughly enjoyed. Besides being able to look rlm@0: back through her many images of Sakura, she had been overjoyed at the rlm@0: prospect of finding the most romantic scenes of the Cardmistress, as rlm@0: well as the best scenes that showcased how important she was to rlm@0: everyone, especially Tomoyo. She had made the chocolate herself, rlm@0: spending extra care to make sure they came out perfectly. Her mother rlm@0: had enjoyed the Dutch chocolate when she had offered her a piece, so rlm@0: she hoped Sakura would like them. The bag that carried them was a rlm@0: beautifully embroidered kerchief and the ribbon was also a bow for rlm@0: Sakura’s hair. It had been difficult to sit through the school day rlm@0: with her precious gifts, waiting for the perfect time to give them to rlm@0: her fair mistress. rlm@0: Sakura blushed deeply at Tomoyo’s words. She hadn’t expected rlm@0: receiving any chocolates on Valentine’s Day. That was a day for girls rlm@0: to give chocolates to the ones they loved. White Day was when boys rlm@0: did the same. So this came as a complete surprise to her. Candy, rlm@0: gifts, and warm declarations of love. Had Tomoyo been a boy, Sakura rlm@0: would have been certain that Tomoyo was confessing her love this rlm@0: Valentine’s Day. That made Sakura blush deeper as she watched her rlm@0: smiling best friend. Tomoyo was so sweet and gentle and oh so caring. rlm@0: She was always there for Sakura, even now. She always managed to find rlm@0: a way to warm Sakura’s heart, to calm her fragile emotions. If Tomoyo rlm@0: were a boy, if she did love her that way... But try as she might, she rlm@0: couldn’t visualize Tomoyo as a boy. It felt somehow wrong anyway. rlm@0: Tomoyo was Tomoyo. A gorgeous, talented, and loving girl. But Sakura rlm@0: couldn’t completely shake her thoughts of what might have been, even rlm@0: if she couldn’t see Tomoyo as male. Between all of that and how rlm@0: cutely romantic Tomoyo was being, she would have thrown herself into rlm@0: her arms. So Sakura did it anyway. “Oh, Tomoyo-chan!” Her arms rlm@0: wrapped around the pale girl’s slender waist, hugging her tightly. rlm@0: Tomoyo seemed a little surprised by her sudden movement, but quickly rlm@0: relaxed into the hug, her gentle hands sliding up and down Sakura’s rlm@0: back as she returned the hug. Sakura’s earlier anguish about the day rlm@0: felt very far away now, as if it had happened to some other girl rlm@0: entirely. She had received chocolates from a very special person, rlm@0: even if she hadn’t been able to give any, so maybe it wasn’t such a rlm@0: bad thing after all. Sakura giggled, her emerald eyes smiling into rlm@0: the vast stormy blue ocean of Tomoyo’s eyes. “I got chocolates from rlm@0: the cutest girl in school. All of the boys are going to get jealous, rlm@0: Tomoyo-chan.” rlm@0: Tomoyo smiled happily, her fingers still trailing up and down rlm@0: Sakura’s back through her school uniform. “The boys must already be rlm@0: getting jealous just to see Sakura-chan giving out one of her rlm@0: wonderful hugs like this. I’m very glad that you like them, Sakura- rlm@0: chan. I made them just for you.” She was so happy to see Sakura rlm@0: smiling so brightly, to feel her so close, to be able to gaze into rlm@0: those jade plates. Her heart beat maddeningly. Its thunderous beats rlm@0: were the music that symbolized her love for the brunette. “Sakura- rlm@0: chan is like the goddess Aphrodite on Valentine’s Day, capturing rlm@0: everyone’s heart with her beauty and grace. I had to get you my rlm@0: Valentine’s Day chocolate before you got drowned in chocolates from rlm@0: others.” Tomoyo smiled her trademark smile. It made perfect sense to rlm@0: her that people would be lining up to give Sakura chocolates. The rlm@0: brunette was just too cute, too enticing not to. rlm@0: “Tomoyo-chan...” Sakura blushed deeper, sweatdropping. Tomoyo rlm@0: always said the strangest things, albeit the sweetest. “Maybe on rlm@0: White Day, but I really don’t think so,” Sakura said quickly, rlm@0: disentangling herself from the warm embrace and walking along with rlm@0: her best friend once more. rlm@0: Tomoyo continued on calmly, still smiling at the Cardmistress. rlm@0: “Then I’m surprised that more girls didn’t give you chocolates. Even rlm@0: if Sakura-chan’s a girl, it’s easy to see just how amazing she is. rlm@0: Watching her day in and day out, it’s impossible not to feel your rlm@0: heart race when she is around. I know okaa-sama would love to give rlm@0: you chocolates if she had the chance.” Her eyes followed Sakura’s rlm@0: every movement, even though they were half lidded. It was easy to get rlm@0: lost in the combination of a romantic Valentine’s Day and the rlm@0: powerful allure that Sakura held. She just wanted to reach out and rlm@0: hug the brunette again, to bask in that warm feeling once more. rlm@0: Blushing a deep shade of scarlet, Sakura placed a hand behind her rlm@0: head as the two left the school far behind. She knew that she should rlm@0: be used to the strange things that Tomoyo said by now, but the dark rlm@0: haired heiress still managed to surprise her. She idly wondered if rlm@0: she would be more surprised if Tomoyo hadn’t said something strange. rlm@0: “Are you sure, Tomoyo-can? Shouldn’t you give them to a boy you rlm@0: like?” she asked, holding the small bag and package to her chest. Her rlm@0: mind quickly reasoned that she hoped that wasn’t the case. It may be rlm@0: embarrassing when Tomoyo said and did such things, but she always rlm@0: loved the attention and warmth that Tomoyo paid her. Those feelings rlm@0: always gushed forth from the pale girl in a tsunami that left Sakura rlm@0: pleasantly confused and more often than not with a blush coloring her rlm@0: cheeks. She didn’t want some boy taking that away from her, taking rlm@0: her place at the center of Tomoyo’s attention. It may have been rlm@0: selfish, but she couldn’t help it. It was just too wonderful a rlm@0: feeling, to be the focus of such a devoted girl. rlm@0: Tomoyo nodded assuredly. “I gave it to Sakura-chan because I like rlm@0: her. There’s no one else that I would rather give my heart to on rlm@0: Valentine’s Day.” She titled her head to the side thoughtfully for a rlm@0: moment before continuing. “Or any other day, for that matter.” She rlm@0: glanced back to Sakura, delighting in the cute blush that spread rlm@0: across Sakura’s soft cheeks. Wave after wave of adoration washed rlm@0: through her as they walked together under the shadow of some tall rlm@0: trees. She could practically see the pink ribbons of love that Sakura rlm@0: held, reaching out from her hands and wrapping tightly around rlm@0: Tomoyo’s heart, binding her more strongly than any spell. She was rlm@0: like a marionette, dancing to the rhythm of her love for Sakura. And rlm@0: Tomoyo wouldn’t have it any other way. She took Sakura’s free hand rlm@0: with her own, entwining her fingers with Sakura’s. A delicious rlm@0: ecstasy filled her as she felt Sakura squeeze her hand. “Sakura- rlm@0: chan... Tomoyo whispered softly as the pair came to a halt. rlm@0: Gently placing a sakura blossom that had been falling down to earth rlm@0: behind Sakura’s ear, Tomoyo’s fingers lingered in the Cardmistress’s rlm@0: soft, short hair, trailing through the beautiful strands. Her eyes rlm@0: were set on Sakura’s pretty face, the blush having faded shortly rlm@0: before. Sakura was growing into a captivating young woman and she had rlm@0: only managed to take an even greater hold on Tomoyo’s heart as time rlm@0: went by. The two stood in silence, a light breeze jostling through rlm@0: hair and fabric alike. At that moment, it felt like they were far rlm@0: away from the distant land of Tomoeda, in a place that welcomed only rlm@0: the two school girls. Tomoyo watched Sakura lovingly, her eyes never rlm@0: leaving Sakura’s beautiful face. rlm@0: Sakura closed her emerald eyes, silently waiting. Her lips pressed rlm@0: together as she stood there, the breeze lightly toying with her hair, rlm@0: though not so much as Tomoyo’s fingers were. Her heart was a raging rlm@0: cacaphony in her heart, the only other sounds the soft breeze and the rlm@0: rustling fabric of her skirt. She waited patiently, wondering rlm@0: excitedly about what would happen, about where this would lead. She rlm@0: felt intoxicated from the love pouring out of Tomoyo, unable to think rlm@0: clearly. She only knew that if she waited... A soft, warm feeling rlm@0: encompassed her lips, turning her heart upside down. Tomoyo’s lips rlm@0: brushed lightly against her own, tentatively at first before she rlm@0: kissed her fully. Sakura felt the anxiety that had filled her as she rlm@0: had waited drain out of her, replaced instantly by the longing that rlm@0: gripped her heart, by the sea of emotions that filled her as they rlm@0: kissed. She hadn’t known quite what she expected, only that she had rlm@0: expected something. But now that Tomoyo was kissing her, it felt rlm@0: completely right, as if this was what she had been waiting for the rlm@0: entire time. For her entire life. Tomoyo’s gentle lips sealed with a rlm@0: kiss Sakura’s final Valentine’s Day present. rlm@0: Tomoyo hadn’t known what to do at first when presented with the rlm@0: patiently waiting Sakura in the small sanctuary they found themselves rlm@0: in. Her mind had curiously pondered why Sakura would wait like that, rlm@0: her eyes closed almost dreamily. But her mind kept returning to the rlm@0: same answer. And standing there with Sakura in the gentle breeze, rlm@0: watching her as they stood alone and yet together, Tomoyo had known rlm@0: where her heart was leading. And she thought that Sakura’s was rlm@0: already there waiting for her. Kissing Sakura softly, she was rlm@0: overcome by the emotions that coursed through her. What had been a rlm@0: small trickle before, a tiny stream, was now a raging river. It rlm@0: crashed and collapsed against the rocks, pushing Tomoyo ever forward rlm@0: along its path. As Sakura’s arms wrapped around her, she continued to rlm@0: kiss her beautiful best friend, her heart crying out in joy as the rlm@0: brunette returned her kiss eagerly. The two stayed that way for quite rlm@0: some time, locked in what seemed to be a never ending cycle of kisses rlm@0: that passed between the two. Tomoyo felt her masks melt away as they rlm@0: continued their sweet dance. This was perfect, like a kiss from an rlm@0: angel. And in a way, that was exactly what it was. A kiss from her rlm@0: angel, Sakura. rlm@0: “Hanyaa...” Sakura said quietly as the two finally halted their rlm@0: continued kissing. It had been a gradual thing as it came to a halt, rlm@0: just as it had built up gradually. Now that it was over, Sakura found rlm@0: herself blushing immensely. She felt as if she had been lost and rlm@0: alone in a dark and frightening forest and that a beautiful princess rlm@0: had come along and rescued her. Her heart swelled as she looked into rlm@0: the glittering stars that were Tomoyo’s eyes. rlm@0: “Happy Valentine’s Day, Sakura-chan,” Tomoyo whispered happily, her rlm@0: fingers still in Sakura’s hair. Closing her eyes, the two kissed rlm@0: again, holding close. Even in the cool breeze, the pair felt warm, rlm@0: wrapped in a blanket of the love they felt surrounding them. It rlm@0: hadn’t been quite what either had expected, but throughout the years rlm@0: Sakura would treasure it as her favorite Valentine’s gift. rlm@0: rlm@0: