rlm@0: Yet another day ends.
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: I am Kinomoto Sakura, 17. I am a happy, naive, carefree girl...
rlm@0: or at least thats what i should be. 
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: I collapse onto my bed, careful not to bend any of the tomoyo 
rlm@0: pictures scattered on my bed. I have boyfriend... Syaoran. I 
rlm@0: love him, or loved him, really. our relationship used to be fun,
rlm@0: it used to be deep... it has become a chore, something i must 
rlm@0: endure.
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: I pick up a picture of Tomoyo. She is so beautiful. I love her
rlm@0: hair, i love her eyes...
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: i love her.
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: "No...Syaoran is my 'special person'" i whisper to myself.
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: but my heart tells me otherwise.
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: The next morning i wake up, excited for the day to start. 
rlm@0: I will walk to school with Tomoyo.
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: As i walk next to her, holding her hand tightly, i hope 
rlm@0: that we never get to school.. it stays like this forever.
rlm@0: Laughing, not a care in the world... i look into her deep
rlm@0: eyes. They are like wells, endless, exposing herself to the 
rlm@0: world. I know she loves me... she confessed when we were
rlm@0: 14. I really should of realized it earlier, she is obsessed 
rlm@0: with every detail about me... and i, the same with her. 
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: only if she knew...
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: "Tomoyo-chan...I..." suddenly, we get to school, and the spell
rlm@0: that wraps us together is broken. I look up to see syaoran, 
rlm@0: waiting for me. He greets me with nothing but a grunt, the 
rlm@0: closest thing i have recieved to an "i love you" in years. i 
rlm@0: look to tomoyo, to save me, help me, but she either doesn't 
rlm@0: get what i mean or decides not to help. she walks away, saying,
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: "I'll see you later, Sakura-chan"
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: And she does that sweet smile. god, tomoyo, don't do that to me.
rlm@0: that smile... it makes me shiver. 
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: "ahem." syaoran breaks me out of my utopia.
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: "oh, um... whats up?" i reply.
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: "there is something i need to tell you..." syaoran says.
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: "I am going back to Hong Kong. I don't fit here... hong
rlm@0: kong is where i belong. I think that we should break this 
rlm@0: off... i know the gap between us is only getting wider. I 
rlm@0: know about... Tomoyo." 
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: Her name sends shivers down my spine. I'm sad to see syaoran 
rlm@0: go, but now, the two words "tomoyo" and "sakura" can finally 
rlm@0: be together.
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: I throw my arms around Syaoran and say my final words to him.
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: "thank you."
rlm@0: 
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rlm@0: taa daaaa! this is the first part. its over!!! the second part is in the
rlm@0: making, so be patient and i'll give you a dollar!
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: -yukiyo
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