rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: Musings At The Door Of Sleep rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: - Berk' Watkins, Student of Quantum Bogodynamics rlm@0: rlm@0: It's 1999, do you know where your .plan is? rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: Cult of Chaos Productions Presents: rlm@0: rlm@0: A Random Act of Fandom rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: Musings At The Door Of Sleep rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: Sailormoon Created By: Naoko Takeuchi rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: Story By: J. Random Fanboy rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: When did I fall in love with you? I wonder that sometimes, rlm@0: rlm@0: when I lie here, next to you, you know. You're sleeping, as rlm@0: rlm@0: peacefully as you could ever sleep, while I lie here, gazing rlm@0: rlm@0: upon this person who made me whole after being nothing more rlm@0: rlm@0: than a fragment for years. rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: You saved my soul... rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: Your hair is down now, free from those absurd buns that only rlm@0: rlm@0: you can seem to manage to pull off. Maybe it's the way you rlm@0: rlm@0: are, people are too busy seing the outgoing superstar you rlm@0: rlm@0: are to care about how you look. rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: Impossible eyes, closed now. rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: Impossible hair, free and flowing. rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: Gods you're beautiful, my Usako. rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: I could just lay here forever with you in my arms and never, rlm@0: rlm@0: never want to let go... Now I'm crying.. I can't let you hear rlm@0: rlm@0: that, because then you'll be sad too. I want to be selfish rlm@0: rlm@0: in my own little pains. rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: The parents I never knew. rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: Always being apart. rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: I love you, my Usako... rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: * * * * rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: Haruf? Oh.. it's morning.... rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: I hate mornings... rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: Oh? Hello there... rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: That pouty look on your sleeping face looks so funny. You rlm@0: rlm@0: almost look like a little child who's had their ball taken rlm@0: rlm@0: away, and you're not sure if you want to be upset about it rlm@0: rlm@0: or not quite yet. rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: That wonderful, raven-black hair I so wish I had. rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: You look so refined and mature, even in your sleep, while rlm@0: rlm@0: I seem to stay like a little girl. I know my body's rlm@0: rlm@0: grown.. but I feel so young... I can't explain it... rlm@0: rlm@0: It's..? rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: Oh why bother worrying about it? rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: My morning feels better already with you there, sleeping rlm@0: rlm@0: peacefully at my side. rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: The face is from deep in my memory, a time long ago. I rlm@0: rlm@0: once saw that face twisted in rage, but now it's so hard rlm@0: rlm@0: to see you in that light. rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: You are not that monster. rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: A stirring... rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: "Good morning, Hotachan...." rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: You look at me with that funny, 'How'd you wake up first?' rlm@0: rlm@0: look I know so well. Ah, it's gone now. rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: "Good morning, Usako...." rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: Heh.. you have morning breath..... but I do to, so I guess rlm@0: rlm@0: we're even. rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: Time to cast aside sleep and go about with our day.. and rlm@0: rlm@0: tonight I guess we'll meet here again. Me, watching you, rlm@0: rlm@0: watching me... rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: I wonder who'll fall asleep first tonight? rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: rlm@0: ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++