rlm@0: Hey there! This was originally an entry into a one-hour challenge
rlm@0: that I just decided to add here too. This is a one shot, but if
rlm@0: enough people like it, I might continue with it. Now, if you're
rlm@0: looking for a story with great sex in it, look somewhere else, 'cause
rlm@0: you won't find it here. Enjoy!
rlm@0: Disclaimer: I don't own Cardcaptor Sakura. My personal deities,
rlm@0: Clamp, do.
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rlm@0: Revelations
rlm@0: by The Snow Queen
rlm@0: scplatter@msn.com
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rlm@0: "Is that all?" The young hostess asked as the young man finished
rlm@0: paying the check. Nodding in reply, Li Syaoran let his gaze fall on
rlm@0: his date, Kinomoto Sakura. She had finally found the time between
rlm@0: high school, cheerleading, studying, her friends, and her cardcaptor
rlm@0: duties to go out with him again. It had been so long since he had
rlm@0: last taken the young sorceress out that he was starting to believe
rlm@0: that she was not interested. But that could not be the case. They
rlm@0: loved each other deeply, and she was with him now, was she not?
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: Having finished the transaction with the restaurant, Syaoran took
rlm@0: Sakura's hand and led her out of the eatery. Still having some time
rlm@0: until the young woman was required to return home, the far-to-early
rlm@0: hour of 10:00 being set by the nuisance of her older brother, Syaoran
rlm@0: decided a walk would be rather nice. And it was seeing that it was a
rlm@0: balmy summer night, and with just a few trees still abloom, a walk
rlm@0: through the falling petals was divine.
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: The young maiden's eyes seemed to glow as she gazed at the delicate
rlm@0: petals, wondering what it was they reminded her of. She could not
rlm@0: place it, but she had seen that same soft shade of pink before, and
rlm@0: not on a flower petal. 
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: 'Well, whatever it is, it's lovely...... 'The Mistress of the Cards
rlm@0: thought dazedly. She continued to stare about her, occasionally drawn
rlm@0: into a conversation by her long-term boyfriend. Kinomoto Sakura had
rlm@0: changed ....and yet not changed in the years following her discovery
rlm@0: of the Clow Cards. She had matured much, learning a few life lessons,
rlm@0: and losing a bit of her naivete. But, still she had a certain
rlm@0: innocence and purity to her that time just simply could not steal.
rlm@0: She had gained the lithe body of a dancer, rather than the slightly
rlm@0: bulkier form of the athlete that she was. The nimble maiden's hair
rlm@0: was still short, as she just could not give up her favorite hair
rlm@0: styles, but slightly longer. 
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: 'Which is just as well,' She thought lazily. 'because now Tomoyo has
rlm@0: more hair to play around with when she's doing my hair up for one of
rlm@0: my costumes.'
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: "Oh!" Sakura exclaimed in sudden understanding, much to Syaoran's
rlm@0: surprise. 
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: "What?!?" He asked, a noticable tone of worry lacing his voice.
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: "Ummmm.... nothing." She replied, far to embarrassed to reveal that
rlm@0: she had not been listening to his banter. 
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: 'It's Tomoyo..... I've seen that color on her. Their just like her
rlm@0: lips. That's where I've seen it before.....' She thought, an abashed
rlm@0: blush forming on her cheeks. Sakura vaguely wondered if her best
rlm@0: friend was enjoying her trip to Paris. She had begged Sakura to join
rlm@0: her, and oh how Sakura had wanted to go. But with her father working
rlm@0: so hard on his current archeological dig and Touya rarely at home
rlm@0: these days, she was needed far too much. It was a shame, Sakura had
rlm@0: longed to go.
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: "Well, anyway.... that's what happened. Weird, isn't it?" Syaoran
rlm@0: asked, pulling Sakura from her thoughts. Quickly recovering, the
rlm@0: lithe brunette agreed with her boyfriend's question. Once again a
rlm@0: blush formed on her cheeks, embarrassed at her lack of attention. 
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: But she really could not help it. Lately, she had stopped paying
rlm@0: that much attention to Syaoran. She had not stopped loving him, she
rlm@0: never could, but she suddenly did not find him that fascinating
rlm@0: anymore. The cheerful freshman had even, though she would never admit
rlm@0: it, lied about why she could not make some of their planned dates,
rlm@0: unwilling to spend an entire evening with just him.
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: 'I'd rather spend time with Tomoyo. She always has such interesting
rlm@0: things to talk about. I can't wait until I get home so I can call her
rlm@0: and ask what she's been up to in France. She promised to take loads
rlm@0: of pictures for me!' Sakura thought excitedly. But she quickly chided
rlm@0: herself on once again not paying attention to her boyfriend. She then
rlm@0: began a battle with herself, trying to pay as much attention as
rlm@0: possible to his conversation, missing the subtle clues he was sending
rlm@0: to her with his body. It seemed ....accidently, that they had ended
rlm@0: up walking to Syaoran's home. 
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: "Sakura ....ummmmm.... why don't we go inside." Syaoran stated,
rlm@0: guiding the suddenly naive girl into his home. The warrior's home
rlm@0: was, as always, spotless. Sitting down in the living room, Sakura
rlm@0: waited alone as her boyfriend made some tea. Upon arriving, the
rlm@0: unaware young man continued to talk about this and that while his
rlm@0: girlfriend's thoughts wondered to the other side of the planet.
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: It was when the clock stroke nine that Syaoran asked if Sakura
rlm@0: wanted to continue the conversation in his room. Having missed many
rlm@0: of the signals that the boy had been sending Sakura, she eagerly
rlm@0: agreed, not realizing what he had actually meant. Even when Syaoran's
rlm@0: hip brushed her own more often than it should have, or when his hand
rlm@0: found itself on her knee, she did not perceive the true meaning of
rlm@0: his actions.
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: 'Syaoran's always touching me.....' Sakura thought, bored once again
rlm@0: by Syaoran's suddenly poor conversational skills. 'He's even more
rlm@0: boring than usual.....' But when his hand moved a little farther up,
rlm@0: the young brunette finally started to realize what her sudden future
rlm@0: held. 
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: 'Hoeee!' She thought, using one of her well known exclamations.
rlm@0: 'Well, it's not like this is totally new. We've talked about this
rlm@0: before. I mean, I always knew that Syaoran would be my first.' And
rlm@0: with that thought in mind, Sakura gave into the young warriors
rlm@0: advances. 
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: He moved his hand from her leg to her hip, and its counterpart to
rlm@0: the back of her neck as he moved closer. Slowly bringing his face to
rlm@0: hers, Syaoran kissed her, massaging his lips across her own. Syaoran
rlm@0: soon ran his tongue across her bottom lip, asking for permission to
rlm@0: enter. She granted him such, opening her mouth so she could fully
rlm@0: engage with him. 
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: Sakura told anyone willing to listen that her favorite thing about
rlm@0: Syaoran was the way he kissed. She had never been kissed by anyone
rlm@0: but Syaoran, so she didn't know truthfully if he was any better at it
rlm@0: than anyone else, but Sakura seemed, as of late, to find her
rlm@0: boyfriend most interesting when their lips were locked. 
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rlm@0: ****** END OF ORIGINAL HOUR********
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: 'Well, he certainly is good that.....' Sakura thought dreamily as
rlm@0: her soon to be lover started sucking on her lower lip. She barely
rlm@0: noticed that his hands had started moving, and that they were soon in
rlm@0: places that only she had touched before. Soon her boyfriend decided
rlm@0: to divest her of her clothing, removing the lovely blue dress that
rlm@0: Tomoyo had made for her.
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: 'Tomoyo.....' 
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: Suddenly the image of the dark-haired angel that was Sakura's
rlm@0: dearest friend came to her mind and did not leave. Visions of her
rlm@0: pale skin and full pink lips danced across her mind as Sakura started
rlm@0: returning Syaoran's attention with a fervor. 
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: 'Tomoyo.....'
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: Sakura's body started heating up as she closed her eyes, imagining
rlm@0: Tomoyo was in the room with her. All of a sudden, it was her closest
rlm@0: friend who was running her hands over her inner thighs. It was
rlm@0: Tomoyo's sharp breaths on Sakura's petals that made her moan with
rlm@0: desire. 
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: Long withheld fantasies of the delicate young woman with the raven
rlm@0: hair consumed Sakura's mind. Inescapable dark eyes captured the
rlm@0: sorceress as the angel's hair fluttered over her body. Oh so soft
rlm@0: hands placed feather-light touches all across Sakura's body, bringing
rlm@0: her to a fevered pitch. The soft voice of her goddess, her Tomoyo,
rlm@0: whispered sweet nothings in her ear. 
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: But suddenly, her lilting voice changed, became deeper and far more
rlm@0: masculine, stating that everything would be alright. It would only
rlm@0: hurt for a little bit.
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: '....Syoaran?' She thought, suddenly recognizing the strange voice.
rlm@0: That was when she felt it. Something entering her body, stretching
rlm@0: her walls painfully. The image of Tomoyo vanished as reality sunk
rlm@0: back into her. She was not with Tomoyo. She was with Syaoran, losing
rlm@0: her virginity. 
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: 'No..... this isn't right. Tomoyo should be here......' Sakura
rlm@0: thought, but then all thought left her head as pain consumed her. She
rlm@0: stiffened, holding onto the bed as her maidenhead was taken. Tears
rlm@0: formed and fell from her eyes, but not because of the pain. Her lover
rlm@0: then wiped them away, stating she would only hurt for a little while.
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: 'What does he know?' Sakura thought derisively, suddenly aware of
rlm@0: why she was no longer interested in her boyfriend. Syaoran then
rlm@0: started moving, pushing his engorged member in and out of her core.
rlm@0: But Sakura was no longer willing to participate. She wanted to leave.
rlm@0: She wanted him to stop.
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: 'I want Tomoyo. I love Tomoyo!' Sakura screamed over and over in her
rlm@0: head, wishing she could be anywhere but there. But the young
rlm@0: sorceress could not just leave. Nothing could help her. Her fantasies
rlm@0: were gone as she tried to move with Syaoran, to enjoy herself.
rlm@0: But.... she could not.
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: 'Tomoyo!' Sakura screamed as her lover shouted her name. Syaoran
rlm@0: then fell on top of her, exhausted. He placed light kisses upon her
rlm@0: shoulders as he came down from his high. 
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: '....Tomoyo.....'
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: After that, Syaoran helped her dress and walked her home. He tried
rlm@0: to keep up the conversation, so utterly cheerful that Sakura could
rlm@0: have killed him. She managed to make it home right on time, much to
rlm@0: Touya's displeasure as he had been longing to pound the brat into a
rlm@0: pulp. Sakura was quite willing to let him.
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: She then ran to her room and flung herself on her bed, demanding
rlm@0: that Kero leave. As soon as she knew she was alone, that there were
rlm@0: no guardians eavesdropping outside her room, she cried. She cried all
rlm@0: night, unable to stop.
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: 'Tomoyo...... TOMOYO!' She screamed mentally, trying to apologize.
rlm@0: How could she have been so blind, so stupid, to just ignore
rlm@0: everything she had felt since she was a little girl? And then to just
rlm@0: give the most precious thing she owned to someone else.....
rlm@0: 
rlm@0: 'Oh Tomoyo, I'm so sorry! Is this how life is?' She thought. 'Is
rlm@0: this what life is really like? To realize what we truly want, only to
rlm@0: have it ripped from us? Is that what life is like? Is that all?"
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rlm@0: Kind of depressing, isn't it? I hope it was good, though, in all
rlm@0: it's angsty glory. I'm such a huge fan of Sakura/Tomoyo pairings, but
rlm@0: everyone seems to be really into Sakura and Syaoran being together. I
rlm@0: guess I wanted Sakura to realize why she might not want to be with
rlm@0: him. Anyway, tell me what you think.