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author | Robert McIntyre <rlm@mit.edu> |
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date | Tue, 22 Jun 2010 13:42:35 -0400 |
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1 The opening and certain segments are from a CCS radio drama. I need2 to listen to it again one of these days simply because I adore Junko3 Iwao’s voice. ^=^ Anyway, this is a Valentine’s Day story that came4 from me jotting down little segments at a time in a notebook. If you5 have any comments, I would absolutely love to hear them. ^-^8 Don’t You Make Me Happy9 by Amazoness Duo10 amazonessduo@hotmail.com13 ‘Today is Valentine's day. It is the day to give chocolates to the14 one you love. The one I love the most, the person the most important15 to me... because I love her, I just want to see her smile. Even if16 she would be happier being with somebody else, I would be happy just17 to see it. So, the chocolates I'm offering are not to say "I love18 you", but to say "I want to make you happy". Today is the day to19 share what is inside your heart.’21 Sakura sighed miserably as she walked out of class. Valentine’s Day22 was turning out to be rather depressing for her. It was doing an23 excellent job of reminding her of how alone she was. All the other24 girls were busy giving sweets to the ones they loved. Chiharu had25 given some chocolates to Yamazaki (before hitting him when he26 explained where chocolates came from), Rika had given hers to Terrada-27 sensei, and even Naoko seemed to be waiting to give her chocolates to28 someone special. But poor Sakura had no one to give chocolates to.29 Syaoran had broken up with her a while back and Yukito was dating her30 brother. She had thought that she had gotten over the two of them for31 the most part, but seeing everyone so happy to give away their heart32 was making her feel terribly lonely. She just wanted to day to end so33 she could forget about it all.34 “Sakura-chan!” a melodious voice called out as Tomoyo swiftly35 joined her dejected friend. “I saw you leaving from the music room36 window, looking like a sad and lonely Sakura-chan. I didn’t want you37 to have to go home alone like that, so I got out of choir early38 today,” Tomoyo explained as she fell into step beside her magical39 best friend. “You should never have to be sad or lonely. Your40 beautiful face looks so much more stunning with a brilliant smile41 attached.”42 Smiling a bit at Tomoyo’s words, Sakura nodded. “Un! Thank you,43 Tomoyo-chan. I’ll try to smile more today. I got so caught up in44 watching everyone else giving their chocolates to the ones they love45 that I started to feel lonely. But I wasn’t looking at it the right46 way. I still have Tomoyo-chan, so I can’t feel lonely, even if I47 don’t have anyone to give chocolates to.” She was already feeling48 better with Tomoyo next to her. The pale girl always had that affect49 on her, both soothing and warm. That she would skip choir practice50 simply to walk her home because she looked sad was a testament to how51 lucky she was to have such a kind friend. She still felt a little sad52 that she had no one this Valentine’s Day, but the feeling wasn’t as53 strong now that Tomoyo was with her. “Oh, while were on the subject,54 who did you give your Valentine’s Day chocolates to?” Sakura asked55 curiously. Now that she thought about it, she had never seen Tomoyo56 with a crush on anyone before, had never heard her talking about any57 boy that she liked. Which was strange because she had heard that58 quite a bit lately from most of the other girls she knew. But then59 again, Tomoyo was rather... eccentric. So even if it was unusual, it60 wasn’t entirely out of place. Maybe her best friend was simply too61 busy with other things. Like choir and Sakura herself. But Sakura was62 still very curious about who Tomoyo would give her chocolates to.63 Perhaps her mysterious special someone that Tomoyo had mentioned64 before? She had no idea who they were, but she was sure that whoever65 they were must be very lucky to have Tomoyo’s gentle heart.66 “Actually, I was planning on giving them now,” Tomoyo replied,67 smiling sweetly. She dug in her bookbag for a second and produced two68 objects. She held a small package tied with a pink ribbon and a small69 silk cloth tied like a bag with a rose red ribbon. “Here you go!”70 Sakura blinked in surprise as she took the small bag of homemade71 chocolate and the videotape shaped present, looking from one to the72 other in her hands. “Tomoyo-chan...? Is this all for me? You really73 shouldn’t have. You should give this to the one you love.”74 “And that is why I am giving them to you, Sakura-chan! I want to75 give Sakura-chan my heart for Valentine’s Day. It may not be much,76 but it’s all yours,” Tomoyo said, tilting her head to the side as she77 smiled. Dark hair fell past her eyes, but she quickly brushed it78 away. She had stayed up late the night before editing the videotape79 in Sakura’s hand. She knew how lonely Sakura had felt since her80 breakup with Syaoran and had made the video as a way to show Sakura81 how loved she was. It was a gift that she hoped would soothe Sakura’s82 lost heart. It had taken her over a week to sort through all of her83 videos and edit in all of the scenes she wanted onto the tape, but it84 had been a job she had thoroughly enjoyed. Besides being able to look85 back through her many images of Sakura, she had been overjoyed at the86 prospect of finding the most romantic scenes of the Cardmistress, as87 well as the best scenes that showcased how important she was to88 everyone, especially Tomoyo. She had made the chocolate herself,89 spending extra care to make sure they came out perfectly. Her mother90 had enjoyed the Dutch chocolate when she had offered her a piece, so91 she hoped Sakura would like them. The bag that carried them was a92 beautifully embroidered kerchief and the ribbon was also a bow for93 Sakura’s hair. It had been difficult to sit through the school day94 with her precious gifts, waiting for the perfect time to give them to95 her fair mistress.96 Sakura blushed deeply at Tomoyo’s words. She hadn’t expected97 receiving any chocolates on Valentine’s Day. That was a day for girls98 to give chocolates to the ones they loved. White Day was when boys99 did the same. So this came as a complete surprise to her. Candy,100 gifts, and warm declarations of love. Had Tomoyo been a boy, Sakura101 would have been certain that Tomoyo was confessing her love this102 Valentine’s Day. That made Sakura blush deeper as she watched her103 smiling best friend. Tomoyo was so sweet and gentle and oh so caring.104 She was always there for Sakura, even now. She always managed to find105 a way to warm Sakura’s heart, to calm her fragile emotions. If Tomoyo106 were a boy, if she did love her that way... But try as she might, she107 couldn’t visualize Tomoyo as a boy. It felt somehow wrong anyway.108 Tomoyo was Tomoyo. A gorgeous, talented, and loving girl. But Sakura109 couldn’t completely shake her thoughts of what might have been, even110 if she couldn’t see Tomoyo as male. Between all of that and how111 cutely romantic Tomoyo was being, she would have thrown herself into112 her arms. So Sakura did it anyway. “Oh, Tomoyo-chan!” Her arms113 wrapped around the pale girl’s slender waist, hugging her tightly.114 Tomoyo seemed a little surprised by her sudden movement, but quickly115 relaxed into the hug, her gentle hands sliding up and down Sakura’s116 back as she returned the hug. Sakura’s earlier anguish about the day117 felt very far away now, as if it had happened to some other girl118 entirely. She had received chocolates from a very special person,119 even if she hadn’t been able to give any, so maybe it wasn’t such a120 bad thing after all. Sakura giggled, her emerald eyes smiling into121 the vast stormy blue ocean of Tomoyo’s eyes. “I got chocolates from122 the cutest girl in school. All of the boys are going to get jealous,123 Tomoyo-chan.”124 Tomoyo smiled happily, her fingers still trailing up and down125 Sakura’s back through her school uniform. “The boys must already be126 getting jealous just to see Sakura-chan giving out one of her127 wonderful hugs like this. I’m very glad that you like them, Sakura-128 chan. I made them just for you.” She was so happy to see Sakura129 smiling so brightly, to feel her so close, to be able to gaze into130 those jade plates. Her heart beat maddeningly. Its thunderous beats131 were the music that symbolized her love for the brunette. “Sakura-132 chan is like the goddess Aphrodite on Valentine’s Day, capturing133 everyone’s heart with her beauty and grace. I had to get you my134 Valentine’s Day chocolate before you got drowned in chocolates from135 others.” Tomoyo smiled her trademark smile. It made perfect sense to136 her that people would be lining up to give Sakura chocolates. The137 brunette was just too cute, too enticing not to.138 “Tomoyo-chan...” Sakura blushed deeper, sweatdropping. Tomoyo139 always said the strangest things, albeit the sweetest. “Maybe on140 White Day, but I really don’t think so,” Sakura said quickly,141 disentangling herself from the warm embrace and walking along with142 her best friend once more.143 Tomoyo continued on calmly, still smiling at the Cardmistress.144 “Then I’m surprised that more girls didn’t give you chocolates. Even145 if Sakura-chan’s a girl, it’s easy to see just how amazing she is.146 Watching her day in and day out, it’s impossible not to feel your147 heart race when she is around. I know okaa-sama would love to give148 you chocolates if she had the chance.” Her eyes followed Sakura’s149 every movement, even though they were half lidded. It was easy to get150 lost in the combination of a romantic Valentine’s Day and the151 powerful allure that Sakura held. She just wanted to reach out and152 hug the brunette again, to bask in that warm feeling once more.153 Blushing a deep shade of scarlet, Sakura placed a hand behind her154 head as the two left the school far behind. She knew that she should155 be used to the strange things that Tomoyo said by now, but the dark156 haired heiress still managed to surprise her. She idly wondered if157 she would be more surprised if Tomoyo hadn’t said something strange.158 “Are you sure, Tomoyo-can? Shouldn’t you give them to a boy you159 like?” she asked, holding the small bag and package to her chest. Her160 mind quickly reasoned that she hoped that wasn’t the case. It may be161 embarrassing when Tomoyo said and did such things, but she always162 loved the attention and warmth that Tomoyo paid her. Those feelings163 always gushed forth from the pale girl in a tsunami that left Sakura164 pleasantly confused and more often than not with a blush coloring her165 cheeks. She didn’t want some boy taking that away from her, taking166 her place at the center of Tomoyo’s attention. It may have been167 selfish, but she couldn’t help it. It was just too wonderful a168 feeling, to be the focus of such a devoted girl.169 Tomoyo nodded assuredly. “I gave it to Sakura-chan because I like170 her. There’s no one else that I would rather give my heart to on171 Valentine’s Day.” She titled her head to the side thoughtfully for a172 moment before continuing. “Or any other day, for that matter.” She173 glanced back to Sakura, delighting in the cute blush that spread174 across Sakura’s soft cheeks. Wave after wave of adoration washed175 through her as they walked together under the shadow of some tall176 trees. She could practically see the pink ribbons of love that Sakura177 held, reaching out from her hands and wrapping tightly around178 Tomoyo’s heart, binding her more strongly than any spell. She was179 like a marionette, dancing to the rhythm of her love for Sakura. And180 Tomoyo wouldn’t have it any other way. She took Sakura’s free hand181 with her own, entwining her fingers with Sakura’s. A delicious182 ecstasy filled her as she felt Sakura squeeze her hand. “Sakura-183 chan... Tomoyo whispered softly as the pair came to a halt.184 Gently placing a sakura blossom that had been falling down to earth185 behind Sakura’s ear, Tomoyo’s fingers lingered in the Cardmistress’s186 soft, short hair, trailing through the beautiful strands. Her eyes187 were set on Sakura’s pretty face, the blush having faded shortly188 before. Sakura was growing into a captivating young woman and she had189 only managed to take an even greater hold on Tomoyo’s heart as time190 went by. The two stood in silence, a light breeze jostling through191 hair and fabric alike. At that moment, it felt like they were far192 away from the distant land of Tomoeda, in a place that welcomed only193 the two school girls. Tomoyo watched Sakura lovingly, her eyes never194 leaving Sakura’s beautiful face.195 Sakura closed her emerald eyes, silently waiting. Her lips pressed196 together as she stood there, the breeze lightly toying with her hair,197 though not so much as Tomoyo’s fingers were. Her heart was a raging198 cacaphony in her heart, the only other sounds the soft breeze and the199 rustling fabric of her skirt. She waited patiently, wondering200 excitedly about what would happen, about where this would lead. She201 felt intoxicated from the love pouring out of Tomoyo, unable to think202 clearly. She only knew that if she waited... A soft, warm feeling203 encompassed her lips, turning her heart upside down. Tomoyo’s lips204 brushed lightly against her own, tentatively at first before she205 kissed her fully. Sakura felt the anxiety that had filled her as she206 had waited drain out of her, replaced instantly by the longing that207 gripped her heart, by the sea of emotions that filled her as they208 kissed. She hadn’t known quite what she expected, only that she had209 expected something. But now that Tomoyo was kissing her, it felt210 completely right, as if this was what she had been waiting for the211 entire time. For her entire life. Tomoyo’s gentle lips sealed with a212 kiss Sakura’s final Valentine’s Day present.213 Tomoyo hadn’t known what to do at first when presented with the214 patiently waiting Sakura in the small sanctuary they found themselves215 in. Her mind had curiously pondered why Sakura would wait like that,216 her eyes closed almost dreamily. But her mind kept returning to the217 same answer. And standing there with Sakura in the gentle breeze,218 watching her as they stood alone and yet together, Tomoyo had known219 where her heart was leading. And she thought that Sakura’s was220 already there waiting for her. Kissing Sakura softly, she was221 overcome by the emotions that coursed through her. What had been a222 small trickle before, a tiny stream, was now a raging river. It223 crashed and collapsed against the rocks, pushing Tomoyo ever forward224 along its path. As Sakura’s arms wrapped around her, she continued to225 kiss her beautiful best friend, her heart crying out in joy as the226 brunette returned her kiss eagerly. The two stayed that way for quite227 some time, locked in what seemed to be a never ending cycle of kisses228 that passed between the two. Tomoyo felt her masks melt away as they229 continued their sweet dance. This was perfect, like a kiss from an230 angel. And in a way, that was exactly what it was. A kiss from her231 angel, Sakura.232 “Hanyaa...” Sakura said quietly as the two finally halted their233 continued kissing. It had been a gradual thing as it came to a halt,234 just as it had built up gradually. Now that it was over, Sakura found235 herself blushing immensely. She felt as if she had been lost and236 alone in a dark and frightening forest and that a beautiful princess237 had come along and rescued her. Her heart swelled as she looked into238 the glittering stars that were Tomoyo’s eyes.239 “Happy Valentine’s Day, Sakura-chan,” Tomoyo whispered happily, her240 fingers still in Sakura’s hair. Closing her eyes, the two kissed241 again, holding close. Even in the cool breeze, the pair felt warm,242 wrapped in a blanket of the love they felt surrounding them. It243 hadn’t been quite what either had expected, but throughout the years244 Sakura would treasure it as her favorite Valentine’s gift.