Is it real or just all in my mind? 

 By Radar

 simon_mcnestrie@hotmail.com

 

 -----------

 DISCLAIMER:

 These characters belong to CLAMP! This is a Yuri story so if it

 offends you please don't read!

 

 Sakura opened her eyes slowly, letting them ajust to the light. She

 sighed softly. 'I miss you Tomoyo-chan!' she whispered, looking at

 the other half of the bed. The door opened and Miki slowly walked in.

 She was worried about her grandpa, having hear the elder woman call

 out for her grandmother on many occasions. 'Are you ok grandpa?' the

 girl asked. Sakura nodded covering her breasts. The pale girl smiled

 slightly. She knew what her granddaughter was going through at the

 moment, as Miki had matured it had become harder to hide the fact

 that she was female. Slowly getting out of bed, she put a loose shirt

 on and some trowsers and left the room. Yawning slowly, she made her

 way to the kitchen. 'Morning!' a loud voice called out. 'Kero-chan!'

 Sakura muttered, looking at the little beast sitting opposite her

 chair. She quickly started breakfast, as Kumiko, Hikaru, Sakura and

 Tomoyo, Miki and Makoto slowly followed her. She sighed softly as

 Nadeshiko refused to join them, Megumi appologies for this on many

 occasions, despite Sakura telling her that it was ok if Nadeshiko

 wanted to eat alone. Her train of thought was interupted by a soft

 giggle. Looking back on the little group she saw Miki and Makoto

 giggling softly to each other. 'Who'd have thought!' she mused. 'I

 take it it's my turn to make breakfast!' Sakura said, as she got out

 the apron Tomoyo had given her when the auburn haired woman had

 become determind to cook properly. 'Hai!' they all said. Sakura let

 out an mock sigh and got to work.

 

 A few hours later, Sakura sat, meditating. Miki and Makoto often

 joined her, but today she asked if she could be alone. 'What's wrong

 Sakura?' she heard a voice say. 'It's Nadeshiko-chan.. she's still

 mad at me!' she replied, reaching out with her thoughts. There was a

 small giggle as Tomoyo appeared in her minds eye. 'She still misses

 you Tomoyo!' Sakura whispered. Opening her eyes, Sakura smiled

 brightly. 'That's it!' Standing up, she stumbled before righting

 herself and running out the door. 'Kero-chan!' she yelled. The little

 beast slowly floated into her room, rubbing his eyes. 'What?' he

 muttered. 'Yue has a magical body right?' Kero-chan nodded. 'How'd

 Clow create it?' The guardian beast looked confused but told her

 everything he knew. Smiling she ran back to her room and locked the

 door. She had a lot of work to do.

 

 'Sakura-papa?' Kumiko said, knocking on the older woman's door. 'Are

 you ok?' The door opened slightly and Sakura popped her head through

 the crack. 'Hai?' She wiped her forehead, leaving a dirty mark. 'Are

 you ok papa?' Kumiko asked. Sakura nodded and smiled brightly. Kumiko

 smiled slightly. 'Miki-chan and Mako-chan were worried about you so

 they made this up!' She handed Sakura the plate. Sakura's smile

 widened slightly at seeing the small meal her granddaughter and her

 girlfriend had prepared. Carefully taking it, she slipped behind the

 door and closed it again. Looking up she sighed softly at the half

 finished mass. 'Soon Tomo-chan!' Taking another bite, she set the

 plate down and went back to work.

 

 'Are you sure Mako-chan?' Miki asked, looking at her lover, very

 concerned. The pink haired girl nodded. 'I don't want to hide it any

 more!' she whispered. Slowly, Miki took her love into her arms,

 gently hugging her. They looked down at the matching gold bands on

 their fingers, a symbol of their love and devotion to each other. The

 pale girl looked up and smiled slightly. 'How about we tell them when

 grandpa's finished whatever she's doing?' she asked. 'Really?' Makoto

 looked up. Miki nodded. 'I did promise that we would tell everyone!'

 The slightly smaller girl hugged Miki even tighter. 'Are you ok Mako-

 chan?' Miki asked. Makoto nodded and looked up smiling. She had

 become so tired of hiding everything from the people who loved them.

 They had told Makoto's parents about them. The elder couple had

 forbidden their daughter from seeing her lover ever again. After two

 days, Makoto had packed what she needed and left a note saying she

 was sorry but she had to be with Miki. Time and again every few days

 for 3 months following Makoto running back to Miki her parents would

 go to their daughter telling her to go back. The final time they had

 visited they had told their daughter if she didn't return with them

 that she would never be their daughter. Adiment, she remind with her

 love and hadn't heard from the people who had called themselves her

 parents. Just as they were about to kiss, the whole house shook,

 throwing them to the ground. 'What was that?' Miki asked, helping

 Makoto to her feet. Looking closer Miki could see Makoto bite her

 lower lip. 'She made me promise not to tell Miki-chan!' the pink

 haired girl replied. Miki looked confused before leaving their

 bedroom and walking the short distance to Sakura's. She could feel

 the magic in the room and see a bright light come from the gaps round

 the door. Suddenly there was a loud thud and the light vanished. 'Is

 it you?' a soft voice asked.

 

 Opening her eyes, Sakura rubbed the back of her head. She hadn't

 known what would happen. There standing in front of her was a very

 naked Tomoyo, marvelling her body. 'Is it you?' she asked softly.

 Tomoyo opened her mouth, 'Sakura?' she asked, just as a whisper.

 Sakura nodded softly and stood up. Slowly Sakura walked closer to her

 love, gently stroking her cheek. The pale woman tilted her head into

 Sakura's hand. Looking down Tomoyo gasped. 'Ummm Sakura..... why am I

 standing here naked?' Sakura blushed slightly, she'd forgotten about

 Tomoyo's clothes. 'What's happening Sakura?' Tomoyo asked. The auburn

 haired woman hessitated. The door opened and two girls walked in

 slowly. 'Grandpa?' the slightly taller of the two asked. Looking over

 to her granddaughter Miki moved closer. 'Is that grandma?' Sakura

 nodded and turned her attenion back to Tomoyo. 'Grandma?' Makoto

 whispered. 'Is she the person you said you saw Miki-chan?' the pink

 haired girl asked. Miki nodded slightly. It had been years ago.

 Having fallen asleep in while bathing, she'd had a vision of her

 grandmother. Upon waking, her parents had told her that she'd almost

 drown. 'M... Miki?' the pale woman asked, opening her eyes and

 focusing on the tall pale girl. Miki nodded and slowly approached

 Tomoyo, looking in disbelief. 'You died!' Miki whispered, gently

 poking the elder woman's shoulder. 'Sakura brought me back!' Tomoyo

 replied, having come out of her trance like state. Smiling at the

 young woman before her she wrapped her arms around the surprised Miki

 and pulled her into a tight hug. A second later the door busrt open

 again and Nadeshiko and Kumiko ran into the room, the younger sister

 glaring at Sakura almost demanding an explanation. That was untill

 she saw Tomoyo. 'Mama?' she asked. Shaking her head, she pulled away.

 'It can't be you!'

 'Nadeshiko-chan!' A voice said from behind her. 'Go away Onii-chan!'

 Nadeshiko said. 'Nadeshiko-chan please wait!' Tomoyo said, causing

 Nadeshiko to spin around and look at her. 'You died Tomoyo-mama!'

 Nadeshiko said. 'I know!' Tomoyo replied. Slowly Tomoyo walked upto

 her youngest daughter and hugged her, surprised at how tight the pale

 woman returned her hug.

 

 Opening her eyes Sakura smiled slightly as Tomoyo snuggled into her

 side. Gently she wrapped an arm around her pale wife and gently

 pulled her closer, inducing a soft giggle from Tomoyo who quickly

 obliged her wife. It had been 3 months since Tomoyo was brought back

 to life. Shorty afterwards Miki and Makoto had come to them and told

 them that they were no longer girlfriends, but a married couple.

 Slowly Sakura leaned down and gently kissed Tomoyo's forehead.

 'Aishiteru Tomoyo-chan!' Sakura whispered. 'Aishiteru Sakura-chan!'

 Tomoyo replied, gently kissing her auburn haired wife. Snuggling into

 her side again both women fell asleep. Upon waking the next morning

 they decided to put the past behind them.