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1 Author’s Notes: Hello, everyone! ^-^ This is a story I’ve wanted to
2 do for a while, and it actually focuses on Meiling & Syaoran. ^-^
3 They really do make a good couple. ^,^ If Meiling had gotten Syaoran
4 and Tomoyo had gotten Sakura, everyone would have been happy. Anyway,
5 this story has some.. strange themes. ^-^;; Please read responsibly.
6 ^^ This story played hell with what nouns I should use when and
7 where, so if it looks a little sloppy, I apologize in advance. ^-^;;;
8 If you have any questions or comments, please e-mail me your
9 thoughts. I always love to know what people think. ^-^ Please enjoy!
12 The Shape of Things
13 By Amazoness Duo
14 amazonessduo@hotmail.com
17 Transcendental silence held the world steadfastly in its grip, only
18 a distant bird daring to interrupt the world’s peaceful slumber. The
19 spring day was warm and lazy, as if it were trying to lull the
20 students inside the large school building to a gentle nap. Even the
21 wind didn’t feel like disturbing the peace and quiet. Flowers grew
22 and trees stretched out in this quiet interim, in this silent
23 purgatory that held the world in a sleepy stasis.
24 A shrill bell broke all the former pristine silence as students
25 burst out of the school doors like water bursting from a dam. Gossip
26 and teasing quickly took the place of the lone bird in the distance.
27 Students hurried this way and that as everyone met up with friends or
28 went to their after-school clubs or just went home. The lazy spring
29 day had lost its power over them with the ringing of the final bell.
30 Boys and girls hurried about their business, none of which was more
31 important than simply escaping the tomblike confines of the classroom
32 they had been suffocating in.
33 Out of this sea of chaos and confusion, walked a pretty, short
34 haired brunette. There wasn’t anything particularly surprising about
35 her. Not at first sight, at any rate. She could be any girl that went
36 to that school, though if you asked anyone, they would have to tell
37 you that there was something different about the girl. What exactly,
38 they couldn’t quite say. Except for one girl in specific. She could
39 answer any question imaginable about the brunette. And what made the
40 auburn haired girl stand out at the moment was that her arms were
41 entwined around one of the arms of a very pretty lavender haired
42 girl. This lavender haired girl was the one that could, indeed, read
43 the brunette like a well-written novel.
44 Talking about the day, Sakura and Tomoyo made their way through the
45 moving throng of students, not seeming to notice the crowd
46 encompassing them. Stormy blue eyes sparkled in heartfelt joy as they
47 gazed lovingly into genki emerald gems. Those eyes didn’t see the
48 flurry of students around them, only seeing the energetic young woman
49 by her side. And that made the hectic evening all the more enjoyable.
50 Her free hand went to her cheek as she let out a soft sigh. Sakura’s
51 cute voice played through her mind like beautiful music. As if
52 sitting next to the auburn haired girl in class all day wasn’t
53 enough, this little touch of heaven certainly made her day. The two
54 continued along, completely oblivious to anyone around them.
55 “So I was thinking about trying out for the soccer team, but I’m
56 still not sure. It’s been so busy lately that I really don’t know if
57 I could fit it in. Especially with onii-chan gone. Dad and I had to
58 split the chores, so I haven’t had as much time after school,” Sakura
59 continued, still holding onto Tomoyo’s arm. The pale girl leaned
60 against her, bringing a smile to Sakura’s lips. Of course, Tomoyo
61 would know that she hadn’t had as much time since her brother had
62 moved out with Yukito. Tomoyo was there most of the time anyway,
63 keeping her company as she did her chores or cooked dinner. And
64 Tomoyo was even helping her with her cooking. It had obviously been
65 an improvement from some of her father’s compliments about her recent
66 dinners. She had Tomoyo to thank for that. So Tomoyo definitely knew
67 about her lack of time after school. But it didn’t seem like such a
68 bad thing. The pale girl was over more often than not and with Touya
69 gone it meant that she could enjoy their time together in peace
70 without the teasing he had given her upon finding out that she was
71 dating Tomoyo.
72 “That would be so cute! I’m sure Sakura-chan would be their star
73 player. And I could go to all of your games and videotape you
74 playing. And then you could watch them to see how you played and to
75 get better,” Tomoyo replied, smiling sweetly at her Cardmistress.
76 Though she knew full well that she would most likely be the one
77 watching the videos, whether or not they could help Sakura’s game.
78 Sighing dreamily, she tilted her head to the side, her long,
79 currently braided hair spilling over their entwined arms. “I can see
80 it now; Sakura-chan bolting across the field like a streak of light,
81 looking stylish yet sporty in her team uniform. The crowd cheers as
82 Sakura-chan gets the ball, every single detail captured forever in
83 film by her loving koibito while her devoted fans pass out in ecstasy.”
84 Her face a bright shade of cherry red, Sakura stared at Tomoyo
85 before she began to sweatdrop. She had the distinct feeling as of
86 late that Tomoyo had been trying harder to embarrass her. It had been
87 easy for the dark haired girl to embarrass her as a child, but now
88 that they had been dating, Sakura had grown used to some of the
89 things Tomoyo said and what she meant by them. So lately she was
90 certain that her pale girlfriend had been going further to bring a
91 blush to her cheeks. “Tomoyo-chan...” she got out, a hand behind her
92 head as she laughed weakly. "I don’t really think it would be like
93 that.”
94 Giggling softly, Tomoyo led the way to the waiting limousine. Her
95 bodyguards held the doors open for the pair as they approached. She
96 would have preferred to walk, simply to spend the warm day by
97 Sakura’s side, but her house was a bit far for that. With Sakura’s
98 father out for another convention and no Touya to take care of his
99 only daughter, Tomoyo’s mother had been eager to have Sakura over.
100 The Daidouji women were both equally thrilled to have Sakura spending
101 the next few days. Sonomi had made sure that she could get off early
102 that night to spend some time with her daughter and the child of her
103 deceased love. She and Tomoyo would be making dinner for the three of
104 them. Tomoyo was happy to see her mother enjoying Sakura’s presence
105 nearly as much as she did, but it was nice to know that they would
106 have some time alone as well. She already had some ideas for that.
107 After all, it was nice to plan things out ahead of time. Sakura was
108 impulsive, leaping into whatever happened, but Tomoyo liked things to
109 go slowly and smoothly. Not that she didn’t love Sakura’s
110 impulsiveness, only that she liked to temper it with her thorough
111 planning at times. Smiling brightly at the brunette, Tomoyo replied.
112 “I think Sakura-chan would make an adorable soccer player. I can come
113 over and help out more if Sakura-chan would like, but I think you
114 should have enough time for it as it is. And it would be exciting to
115 go to all of Sakura-chan’s games.”
116 “Tomoyo-chan...” Sakura whispered softly as she rested her head on
117 Tomoyo’s shoulder. Her cheeks flushed faintly, her eyes closing
118 slightly as she leaned against the slightly smaller girl. A bright
119 smile crossed her lips as they slipped into the limousine. The pale
120 girl was always so perceptive about things. And Sakura was always
121 glad to follow her advice. Thinking back to the little board that
122 held her chores back home, Sakura tried to think if she would have
123 the time to be on the soccer team even without Tomoyo’s help. Her
124 flush grew a little brighter as the image of Tomoyo in a maid’s
125 costume filled her mind. The last time Tomoyo had come over to help
126 her out, she had dressed up in a cute maid’s outfit. Of her own
127 design, as always. So maybe it wouldn’t be such a bad thing even if
128 she did need her girlfriend’s help. The eccentric heiress’s costume
129 fetish (and video fetish and just general Sakura fetish for that
130 matter) certainly made things... interesting. “Un, I think I’ll try
131 out for it on Thursday, then. I really do think it would be fun. I
132 haven’t had the chance to really do anything like that since I was on
133 the swim team last year,” Sakura said with a smile.
134 “Sugoi!!” came Tomoyo’s reply. She would have clasped her hands
135 together, but Sakura still held sole possession of her right arm.
136 Instead, she began to run her pale finger’s through Sakura’s short,
137 firey hair. “I’ll be sure to show up with a fresh videotape after
138 classes on Thursday. I don’t want to miss a second of ‘Sakura-chan’s
139 Soccer Advance’,” Tomoyo declared. The limousine began it’s path home
140 while Tomoyo’s fingers made themselves at home in Sakura’s hair. She
141 let a delicious sigh escape her lips as she felt the soft strands
142 under her fingertips, marveling at the feeling of Sakura’s strong,
143 athletic body pressed against her side. She smiled exquisitely,
144 kissing Sakura’s forehead. After a second, she kissed it again, and
145 again, all the while moving slowly lower, over her eyelids, down the
146 bridge of her nose, sweetly caressing her cheek with kisses.
147 Sakura blushed faintly at Tomoyo’s kisses, but didn’t move to
148 distance herself from them. Her lavender haired best friend had such
149 soft, sensuous lips. It felt blissful to have them against her. It
150 was nice to know that, as always, she had Tomoyo’s love and support
151 behind her. It made the decision to try out for the soccer team much
152 easier for her. Blinking in confusion, the auburn haired Mistress of
153 the Cards looked up to the mistress of her heart. “’Sakura-chan’s
154 Soccer Advance’?” Sakura asked curiously, a thin eyebrow raising.
155 “Of course. I like to have titles ahead of time when I can, but
156 most of the time you can’t predict what’s going to happen, so I just
157 wait until afterwards. So this is more of a working title. It’s
158 because Sakura-chan will surely advance through the other girls to
159 become the best soccer player on the team. Just like you were the
160 best on the cheerleading team and the drama club and the swim team,”
161 Tomoyo explained, kissing down Sakura’s left cheek as she paused.
162 “Though I may use ‘Sakura-chan, Race for the Goal!’ I’ll have to see
163 how it turns out,” Tomoyo said thoughtfully. The heiress smiled
164 sweetly and tilted her head to the side at Sakura’s puzzled
165 expression. The Cardmistress was just too pretty for her own good.
166 Just being with her, talking to her, the lavender haired heiress
167 could feel her love growing stronger and stronger.
168 Sweatdropping, Sakura shifted in her seat, still holding onto
169 Tomoyo’s arm. “Tomoyo-chan, I think you’re the only one who would
170 think that. I really wasn’t even all that good at Drama Club.
171 Besides, that was your idea.” Drama Club had been... difficult. With
172 so many lines to memorize, it had been almost overwhelming for the
173 poor auburn haired girl. She found it much easier to memorize
174 routines or warm ups rather than to force script into her mind. But
175 Tomoyo had helped her through it with every play she had been in that
176 year. Sakura never saw Tomoyo memorizing her own lines, but the pale
177 girl always seemed to know them by heart. Tomoyo had thought it would
178 be fun to join the club together so they could both join a club that
179 year. And even if it had been exhausting, it had also been a lot of
180 fun at times, especially practicing her lines with the lavender
181 haired girl.
182 Tomoyo smiled and shook her head briefly. “No, I don’t think so.
183 I’m sure I could find someone to agree with me. Like mother. And even
184 if I couldn’t, I think you were the best in all of those things and
185 more. To me, you are.” Sure, Sakura would drop her baton at times.
186 Sure, she would miss a line or two. Sure, she sometimes forgot to
187 stretch before swimming. But she had always tried her hardest. And
188 Tomoyo had always found that trait to be one of Sakura’s most
189 endearing.
190 Blushing slightly, Sakura felt some of Tomoyo’s gorgeous lavender
191 hair brush past her cheek as Tomoyo watched her intently, her face
192 mere inches away. “But that’s because you love me,” Sakura whispered
193 at last, her cheeks still tinted pink. Tomoyo’s hair smelled
194 wonderful, and the silky strands caressed her cheek with the same
195 gentleness of the other girl’s pale fingers.
196 “And I always will,” Tomoyo whispered in reply. She could feel
197 Sakura’s arms loosen around her right arm before pulling away
198 altogether. She simply watched the beautiful brunette, smiling softly
199 at her. She gasped softly as Sakura’s arms went around her waist, the
200 distance between them disappearing before Tomoyo could even tell that
201 it was gone. Motioning with her free hand for the driver to circle
202 the block a few times before they got home, Tomoyo returned the kiss.
203 As always, Sakura was the most potent, intoxicating drug she could
204 think of. And Tomoyo was happy to lose herself to the affects the
205 brunette caused in her heart.
207 Just a little behind Sakura and Tomoyo, another brunette left the
208 school. This one, too, had a dark haired girl in their personal
209 space. This dark haired girl was clinging to her perspective love
210 interest like a vice. The object of her affections, however, wore a
211 deep scowl. Syaoran frowned as he watched Sakura and Tomoyo leave
212 school arm in arm, giggling like... like... like schoolgirls! He had
213 only recently returned, but already things weren’t exactly turning
214 his way. Sakura and that Daidouji girl were inseparable as of late.
215 What with Meiling having shown up only a few days before, it made
216 things much more difficult. Sakura seemed to be ignoring her
217 affections, which was only made worse by the fact that Meiling was
218 almost always there. It made it impossible for him to get to the
219 bottom of the situation. How could he ask Sakura what was going on if
220 his fiance was right by his side? But now he would find out what was
221 going on. He found it strange that Sakura was heading home in a
222 limousine. She usually rollerbladed or walked back to her home. So
223 was she even heading back there? Why would she be going to the
224 Daidouji girl’s house anyway? On a school night, of all nights?
225 “So what should we do tonight, Syaoran? I was thinking that I could
226 make some dinner and we can let Wei relax for a bit. Then it can be
227 just you and me. And maybe some candlelight. And then...” Meiling
228 trailed off, not noticing her fiance’s nearly constant scowl or the
229 direction of her thoughts, too lost in her own plans for the night.
230 “Who knows after that. Maybe we could just talk for a while. I can
231 wear that little red dress I bought with me and you can wear that
232 cute blue shirt that I bought you a little while back.” Her finger
233 began trailing in circles on Syaoran’s back as they walked forward.
234 She had been rather pissed off to find that Syaoran had disappeared
235 back to Japan for reasons unknown, but now that she was with her
236 beloved again, she felt her anger slipping away. Did it matter where
237 they were as long as they were there together? Syaoran needed her to
238 take care of him at any rate and now she was here to do it. Besides,
239 he’d just get himself into trouble on his own.
240 “Meiling... Come on, stop it,” Syaoran said, trying not to blush as
241 he watched the limousine pull off. This was exactly why he had wanted
242 to go on his own. He didn’t want to hurt Meiling. She was important
243 to him. She was most likely his best friend. She was the only person
244 that he really spent a lot of time with, that really knew him. He
245 didn’t want to hurt her over his feelings for Sakura. And with how
246 she had always made especially sure to mark Syaoran as her property,
247 that made it much more difficult to reach Sakura. How could he when
248 everyone at the school already knew he was Meiling’s? A sigh escaped
249 his lips as he watched the limo speeding into the distance. He
250 finally did blush as he felt Meiling’s supple body pressing tightly
251 into his side, his cousin and fiance trying to snag his attention.
252 Meiling had certainly blossomed in recent years, but he had a hard
253 time seeing her as anything other than the little cousin that had
254 always followed him around. Kneeling down both to pick up something
255 he had spotted and to get away from Meiling’s tight grip for a
256 second, Syaoran pulled up a small piece of paper he had seen fall
257 away from Tomoyo’s bookbag. It was a simple sketch of Sakura, but it
258 was stunning. It looked so real. Tomoyo’s artistic eye and years of
259 drawing costume designs for Sakura had apparently paid off.
260 “Wow... She’s good,” Meiling commented, her chin on Syaoran’s
261 shoulder. The boy blushed and tried to stand up, but she held him in
262 place with strength gained from a lot of time spent getting out her
263 frustration over the boy she loved while training in the martial
264 arts. “I guess Tomoyo finally decided that she couldn’t beat me in
265 singing so she should find another talent.” The black haired girl
266 nodded thoughtfully. “Good for her. It’s good to see her with
267 something to fall back on.” Smiling as she held her hands on
268 Syaoran’s shoulders, she finally allowed the boy to stand, her arms
269 wrapping around his waist as soon as he did. Yeah, it didn’t matter
270 if he did something silly like running back to Tomoeda. She could
271 forgive him. After all, she did love him. Just so long as he didn’t
272 do anything that stupid again.
273 “I have to find out what’s going on,” Syaoran said, more for his
274 own benefit than anyone else’s. His scowl returned as he watched the
275 direction Sakura had disappeared in. Just what had happened? Why
276 hadn’t Sakura jumped into his arms already? Why would she rather
277 spend her time with the Daidouji girl than with him? Had he done
278 something wrong? He’d find out what was going on. He was tired of
279 playing games. He would know before the night was through. Crumpling
280 up the sketch of Sakura in his fist, he stuffed it in his pocket.
281 Meiling blinked in confusion. “Huh? What’s going on with what?” She
282 stared at Syaoran for a moment, following his gaze. Why was the
283 Chinese boy so out of it lately? He seemed so distant, like he was
284 always busy with other things. He amber eyes followed to the distant
285 horizon. “Ohhh… You mean with Sakura.” The black haired girl’s eyes
286 narrowed as she held onto her fiance tighter. She really needed to
287 put an end to this whole Sakura thing. And soon. “I’d think that
288 would be obvious,” she said nonchalantly. “It’s not like it came as a
289 huge surprise, at any rate. I mean, Tomoyo always was pretty
290 eccentric about her.”
291 Frowning, Syaoran turned around in Meiling’s grasp, pulling away.
292 “And what’s that supposed to mean?” He didn’t like the sound of this.
293 Or where it was going. But apparently Meiling didn’t like his tone,
294 because her gaze grew frosty as she crossed her arms. He tried not to
295 shudder at her piercing gaze, instead letting his hot anger warm him.
296 “It means that Tomoyo’s with Sakura now. Guess you weren’t Sakura’s
297 type. Not that it’s any of your concern. I am your fiance, after
298 all.” Meiling shrugged, tossing a pigtail back over her shoulder.
299 Tomoyo had been in much the same situation that she had been in, so
300 it hadn’t been too difficult to see who the lavender haired girl’s
301 heart belonged to. Actually, by now most of the class should be able
302 to tell that with little or no difficulty. Upon returning and seeing
303 that her counterpart seemed to have managed to capture the heart of
304 the Cardmistress, Meiling had been overjoyed. If Sakura was with the
305 eccentric pale girl, then she certainly couldn’t get in the martial
306 artist’s way. Unfortunately, everyone but Syaoran seemed to be happy
307 with this turn of events.
308 “That’s a lie!” Syaoran shot out angrily. He was not about to be
309 beaten out by some... some girl! And some weak little crazy girl at
310 that. He was Li Syaoran, heir to the venerable House of Li, and a
311 powerful magician at that. That some magic-less, frail, soft spoken
312 girl could beat him to the heart of the one he loved was
313 inconceivable. It just couldn’t happen. Besides, Meiling was always
314 like this. She was just trying to ruin things with Sakura so that he
315 would have to stay with her. Part of him felt ashamed for writing off
316 Meiling so quickly, but his mind couldn’t accept her words as
317 anything but vicious lies. There had to be some other reason that
318 Sakura was spending so much time with the Diadouji girl instead of
319 him.
320 Meiling stared at the brown haired boy incredulously. “What did you
321 say?” she asked in surprise. Her eyes narrowed in fury as she looked
322 into his own amber eyes. “You did come scurrying back here to the
323 Cardmistress, didn’t you?! You were going to try and slip out right
324 under my nose just so you wouldn’t have to marry me! You’re so stuck
325 on that bitch that you’ve blinded yourself to the truth. You won’t
326 let yourself see anything you don’t want to.” By now, a few of the
327 remaining students had begun to stare, but the black haired Chinese
328 girl could care less about them. She was furious. No, it wasn’t just
329 that. She was hurt. Her heart had belonged to Syaoran for so long,
330 had been his and his alone, but he discarded it at the first
331 opportunity. All for some naïve Japanese girl. It hurt so much to
332 know that the one she loved could so easily toss her aside. Tears
333 threatened to spill from her amber eyes, but her anger held them in
334 check. For the time being.
335 “I’m going to find out for myself. I’ll prove that’s not how it is.
336 Sakura-chan wouldn’t do that.” Syaoran was holding onto his last hope
337 now. He was trying desperately to hold onto the belief that Meiling
338 was lying, that it had all just been a mean spirited way of keeping
339 him with her. But doubts started to creep in to his mind little by
340 little. Whirling away from his cousin, the Chinese sorcerer leapt
341 into the nearby trees. He had to find Sakura. He had to find out what
342 was happening.
343 “Syaoran!! I’m not done with you yet!” Meiling called after him,
344 her fists balling up as she leapt into the trees behind him. She was
345 going to put an end to this once and for all. If he was going to be
346 so stubborn, she’d walk into the damn room and snap some photos of
347 the two girls doing who knows what just to get him to drop it. And
348 then he would never hear the end of all of this, especially making
349 her travel all the way to Japan so he could try to get with someone
350 else. Hmm... Perhaps there would be a slight change of plans. It sure
351 sounded a lot more worthwhile to just kill him.
353 It was dark by the time Syaoran finally reached the expansive
354 Daidouji estate. He had only been there a handful of times and that
355 had been years before. The large gate enclosed a huge, elegant home
356 that rivaled even the Li estate. It was ironic that such a home was
357 only for two people, a woman and her daughter. And one of them was
358 rarely home to begin with. Syaoran didn’t count the maids and
359 servants as actually living there, since they weren’t a part of the
360 family proper. They had plenty of them back at his own home in China.
361 They were a symbol of one’s status, hired to maintain one’s life when
362 they were too busy with more important things to do so. Of course,
363 Wei didn’t fit this description in his mind. The man had helped to
364 raise him, had taken care of him during his time in Japan. The older
365 man had been a respected elder that he could think of warmly without
366 the same fear that his mother had instilled in him. The Chinese boy
367 wondered idly if Tomoyo had a similar surrogate guardian what with
368 her mother gone so often, but he decided that he had more important
369 things to worry about.
370 Amber eyes glanced at the front gate that sealed off the vast
371 household. Going through the gate wasn’t an option. He had to get in
372 quietly, sneaking to Sakura to find out just what was going on. If he
373 just confronted them, they’d probably give him some stupid excuse.
374 The fact that he was too shy to actually demand Sakura tell him
375 didn’t cross his mind. He wouldn’t allow such thoughts to linger. He
376 was Li Syaoran, the next head of the House of Li, a sorcerer who had
377 helped... He winced a bit at that thought. Helped. He had helped
378 Sakura. He hadn’t been good enough to handle the situation on his
379 own. Letting a little anger seep into his mind helped him to focus.
380 It gave him something to hold onto. Yes, he was mad that he had come
381 back here for the sake of his love, Sakura, and had found her
382 spending all of her time with the Daidouji girl. He deserved an
383 explanation. He had spent years waiting for this time to see her
384 again, when he could again be with the Cardmistress.
385 Ducking around the side, Syaoran tried not to make a noise as he
386 heard one of Tomoyo’s bodyguards approaching. This might not be as
387 easy as he thought. But he had to find out what was going on, no
388 matter what lay in his path. ‘Sakura-chan’s determination sparkles
389 like the stars above,’ her heard from deep within his memories. Who
390 had said that? It was a soft, sweet voice. The Daidouji girl. Well,
391 he would prove that he could be just as determined as Sakura. He
392 would prove that he deserved the brunette. She would fly into his
393 arms just like he had imagined these last few years when he would lie
394 in bed, ever since he had left back to Hong Kong. He had confessed
395 his feelings to Sakura before he had left. And she had felt the same,
396 hadn’t she? She still felt that way for him, didn’t she? Panic began
397 to eat at him, but he burnt it away by drudging up more anger. A
398 scowl crossed his face as he waited for the bodyguard to leave. He
399 could hear her by the gate, obviously glancing around, dressed in a
400 black business suit, he was sure. Finally, briskly, the woman walked
401 away calling someone on her cell phone. Letting out a sigh of relief,
402 Syaoran let himself relax. But angry amber eyes burned holes into his
403 own, startling the poor boy before he could regain his composure.
404 “Meiling!!”
405 The Chinese girl clenched her fist as she glared at her misbehaving
406 fiance. “Why are we here, Syaoran? And you better have a good
407 reason.” This was Tomoyo’s house, she was fairly certain. And sense
408 she knew that Syaoran held no interest in the pale girl, she knew
409 what he was here for. Sakura. And that thought brought with it a
410 meteor shower of jealousy in the black haired girl. She was his
411 fiance, not the Cardmistress. She was the one that loved him, not
412 that dense and overly cheerful girl. She felt hurt and disappointed
413 that he would come running to her the first chance he got. Syaoran
414 had grown closer to her in the past couple years. They spent so much
415 time together, had been spending more and more together ever since
416 Syaoran’s return to Hong Kong. They had shared several romantic times
417 together, and had even kissed. Meiling had been thrilled. It was all
418 she had ever wanted, being with the man she loved. But now he was
419 running away from that, treating her like some type of door prize.
420 She would feel cold and sad about the whole thing, but she had cried
421 for him once too often over the years, burying her head in her pillow
422 when she knew she was all alone. Now she just felt like beating some
423 sense into him and dragging him back home.
424 ‘Ko.. Kowaii...’ Syaoran thought to himself, backed against the
425 wall as Meiling’s gaze began to bore through him. ‘She’s almost as
426 frightening as mother.’ The Chinese boy quickly got himself back in
427 control, his eyes narrowing as he stepped away from the wall. He
428 shouldn’t be scared of his younger cousin. He was a man now, not just
429 some little boy. Even if Meiling was a little scary sometimes, it
430 wasn’t like she could do anything. He was the one in charge of all
431 this. He’d just have to explain that he loved Sakura and that their
432 engagement was off. Later. He’d explain it later. He looked away from
433 the black haired girl, busying himself with looking at the wall for a
434 way in. A twinge of guilt passed through him at the thought of ending
435 his engagement to Meiling. She had been there for him sense they had
436 been children, had been there for him back when he would cry after
437 meeting his mother’s cold disapproval, back before he had quit crying
438 altogether. Meiling had always been there for him, his best friend
439 and sometimes something more. She had been his first kiss, had
440 accompanied him dancing at all of the school activities back in Hong
441 Kong. She had never had a problem talking to him about anything. And
442 more over, she loved him. He knew that. It had only become more
443 apparent in recent years, growing stronger as she blossomed into
444 womanhood. And she had always been eager to shower that love upon
445 him. Sure, she frightened away all the other girls at school that
446 even looked his way, but it was sweet in its own way. He didn’t want
447 to hurt her. He never had. But he was in love with Sakura. He had
448 been for a while now. They were supposed to be together, not him and
449 Meiling.
450 “I said, ‘You better have a good explanation for this’,” Meiling
451 repeated, her hands on her hips as she stared at Syaoran’s back. She
452 thought she saw the boy shudder visibly at the tone of her voice and
453 allowed herself a small, quick grin. All that time around Ieran-sama
454 was paying off. Her aunt could be cold at times, especially to
455 Syaoran, but she sure seemed nicer to the girls in the family.
456 Syaoran’s older sisters were all very sweet and energetic, very
457 different from their little brother. Ieran had raised them very
458 differently from her son, the one who would one day head the Li Clan.
459 She even treated Meiling with a gentleness that she seldom afforded
460 the chestnut haired boy. Meiling didn’t hold the same fear for the
461 older woman that Syaoran did. She looked up to Ieran, the woman’s
462 beauty and grace something that she hoped she could one day have
463 herself. She had one day asked Ieran about why things were so
464 different when the older woman’s words had obviously cut into Syaoran
465 deeply. The black haired girl respected Ieran deeply, but she
466 couldn’t stand to see the boy she loved hurting so. She had expected
467 a cold admonishment for her disrespect, but Ieran had remained silent
468 for a moment. She finally walked over to Meiling, brushing back the
469 younger girl’s black pigtails in a motherly gesture. She said that as
470 his fiance, Meiling had a right to be concerned about his wellbeing
471 like that. The head of the House of Li went on to explain that she
472 had to be hard on Syaoran, that as a boy, in Chinese culture, he
473 would be the next head of the Li Clan. She had to make him strong
474 enough to handle that. Meiling had seen what a huge burden it was for
475 Ieran and for the first time, she had actually feared for Syaoran’s
476 eventual rise to the head of the House of Li. Such a burden on the
477 man she loved... But she had quickly replied to Ieran that Syaoran
478 would certainly be able to handle it and any other hardships that
479 came his way. Heading for the door, she had been swift to add that
480 he’d be able to handle anything because she’d be there by his side.
481 So at least she knew why he feared his mother. But that didn’t mean
482 she couldn’t use it to her advantage from time to time. Especially
483 when he was being so... difficult.
484 Ignoring Meiling, Syaoran leapt over the wall and landed as quietly
485 as he could on the other side. His black haired cousin was just
486 moments behind him. He could feel her ire growing. But he had to do
487 this. For his sake as well as Sakura’s. He needed to know what kind
488 of spell held Sakura in its grasp. Then he would ride to the rescue,
489 her prince come to save her. Then he would finally have his love. He
490 quickly darted past the neatly trimmed hedges, trying to keep his
491 presence from Tomoyo’s bodyguards. His amber eyes locked onto
492 Tomoyo’s open bedroom window. At least, he thought that was her room.
493 It had been so long ago that he couldn’t quite remember. Hoping that
494 his instincts were correct, her dashed in that direction, followed
495 closely by Meiling. The two reached the side of the house without
496 incident, trying to stay out of view. At least, Syaoran was. Meiling
497 stood with her hands on her hips, with that same ‘You owe me an
498 explanation’ look on her face. Syaoran scowled and waved her forward,
499 out of the line of sight of any passersby. But the Chinese girl stood
500 stubbornly where she was, her eyes never leaving him. Sighing in
501 frustration, Syaoran looked back up at her. “I’m here to see what’s
502 up with Sakura. She’s been acting strangely lately. Are you happy?”
503 Not exactly pleased, but getting her explanation regardless,
504 Meiling ducked out of the way of prying eyes. “That’s not really your
505 problem anymore, Syaoran. I’m sure if anything’s wrong with Sakura,
506 Tomoyo will be the first to know.” She noticed Syaoran twitch at her
507 words, but she didn’t feel like tiptoeing around the subject for him
508 when he obviously didn’t care how she felt about this whole thing.
509 Smoothing down her skirt, she felt the soft grass tickle her legs as
510 she sat down, next to where Syaoran was crouching. An inner sigh
511 accompanied her shoulders slumping. She should have seen this coming,
512 what with him running off to Japan so suddenly and all. Part of her
513 had known, but she hadn’t wanted to believe it. How could he leave
514 her alone like that? After all of the beautiful times they had spent
515 together? She loved him so much. Why couldn’t he see that? All she
516 wanted was to marry him, to spend eternity with him. Why wasn’t she
517 good enough for him? It was always someone else. First that white
518 haired man and now this naïve little girl. She sighed exasperatedly,
519 blinking her eyes quickly to hide the tears that threatened.
520 Gazing up to the open window, Syaoran tried to get a better view.
521 Was that the room? He couldn’t quite tell. Holding his breath, the
522 chestnut haired boy tried to listen for any sounds coming from the
523 room. He thought he heard something, but he couldn’t quite make it
524 out. It was soft, almost like mumbling. He strained harder to hear
525 who may be in the room, not wanting to stumble upon Tomoyo’s maids or
526 her bodyguards. A squeal escaped the open window, sending a bird
527 fluttering away. Syaoran sweatdropped, wondering just what was going
528 on up in the mystery room. Did Tomoyo have any pets? He couldn’t
529 remember. Tomoyo had just never been important enough for him to
530 remember anything about her. He knew she was one of Sakura’s friends
531 and that she liked to do crazy things like videotape her and that she
532 tried to get him to tell Sakura his feelings, but that was about the
533 extent of his knowledge on the Daidouji girl. But she had to have a
534 pet. That squeal had given that away. Though it didn’t sound entirely
535 animalistic. Crossing his arms, Syaoran arched his head to try to
536 take in more of the window while he pondered this situation.
537 Meiling turned to look back at Syaoran, a curious look etched onto
538 her face. What had that been just now? It had sounded like a squeal,
539 but she could swear that it had been a girl’s voice. She could dimly
540 hear quiet murmurs again, but the sound didn’t reappear. Brushing
541 back a black pigtail, she waited. She wasn’t a big fan of waiting for
542 things to happen, such as her eventual wedding to Syaoran that she
543 would have been plenty happy to have had five years before, but she
544 could if the situation called to it. And besides, the scenery wasn’t
545 so bad. She smiled to herself as she watched Syaoran while silence
546 surrounded them. He really was cute. A frown crossed her lips. When
547 he wasn’t being such an asshole. She really hoped he’d get over this
548 soon so she could drag him back to Hong Kong so he could marry her.
549 The sooner, the better. Her ears suddenly perked up as she heard
550 another noise. This one was much more musical, the word filled with
551 emotion as it drifted down to her.
552 “Sakura-chan!”
553 The Chinese sorcerer tensed as he heard Sakura’s name cried out.
554 “Sakura-chan...” Darting to a nearby tree, Syaoran struggled to get a
555 grip on it. Sakura was in trouble. She needed his help. He couldn’t
556 hear Sakura’s voice, so it had to be something horrible for the
557 usually quiet Daidouji girl to call out her name. Images of Sakura
558 passed out on the floor, injured, entered his head. He forced himself
559 further up the tree. Maybe she really was under some strange spell,
560 something that was hurting her and keeping her from him. ‘I’m on my
561 way, Sakura-chan,’ he thought determinedly.
562 Meiling’s eyes shot open in realization. Moving to her legs
563 instantly, she darted to her tree-climbing fiance. She knew exactly
564 what was going on. And she wasn’t about to let her Syaoran barge in
565 on that. Gripping his ankle, Meiling tried to drag the Chinese boy
566 down from the tree. “What are you doing? Get down from there, you
567 pervert!” she yelled at him, her voice only slightly hushed. Her
568 cheeks were tinted red as she heard more noises coming down from the
569 room. She certainly hadn’t expected to hear that while they were at
570 the Daidouji home. She and Syaoran hadn’t even... She blushed deeper
571 as she tried to get a better grasp on his leg, but she only succeeded
572 in pulling his shoe off. “Syaoran!!” she whispered harshly after him.
573 Struggling up to the top of the tree, Syaoran started to climb out
574 along a limb. The sounds from inside had stopped a short time before,
575 back when his shoe had fallen off. It had been silent now for a
576 minute or two. Was the Daidouji girl hurt, too? What was in there? He
577 had to get to Sakura before it was too late. He didn’t have time to
578 deal with Meiling’s jealousy issues. A surge of magic shattered
579 Syaoran’s concentration. Sakura’s magic had increased significantly
580 since he had last seen her use it. The power was just mind blowing.
581 Syaoran barely gripped onto the branch, nearly having lost his
582 balance. So Sakura was still inside. Was she fighting someone? He
583 couldn’t feel anyone else’s magic. Just one of the Sakura Cards.
584 Sakura’s yelp caught his attention, his eyes moving up to the window.
585 His cheeks flushed a dark crimson as he saw Sakura. The brunette had
586 pink cat ears on and frilly matching stockings. Where the rest of
587 Sakura’s clothes had gone seemed to be a mystery. Near Sakura was the
588 Daidouji girl, her pale skin starkly contrasted with her long, dark
589 hair. She wore nothing, but looked no less elegant than Sakura with
590 her beautiful hair draped across her. Syaoran nearly lost his grip
591 again, leaves falling below as he scrambled for a purchase. His mind
592 tried desperately to make sense of the situation, anger and confusion
593 warring with his embarrassment. It didn’t look like they had seen
594 him. Then why had Sakura yelped? His eyes latched onto a large
595 chameleon-like animal that was running from Sakura. “What?” Syaoran
596 got out before realizing the creature was headed right his way.
597 Bracing himself on the tree branch, he caught the animal right as it
598 leapt towards him. He struggled to hold onto the tree branch with his
599 legs, but its momentum was too great. Without time to utter a curse,
600 he found himself falling from the tree.
601 “Syaoran!” Meiling got out, her eyes wide as the boy fell. With the
602 reflexes of the trained martial artist she was, she quickly got
603 beneath her cousin. She had been about to berate him about staring
604 into the window like that when she had suddenly seen him grow very
605 serious, as if ready to pounce on an attacker. Whatever had lunged at
606 him, he still held it in his grasp. Syaoran seemed to fall in slow
607 motion, but in retrospect it all felt blindingly fast. Meiling’s
608 heart skipped a beat as she watched her beloved plunge. Her arms
609 grabbed him tightly as he finally fell into her grasp. The sudden
610 weight made her stagger backwards. Her mind was on Syaoran, and not
611 on where her feet where going. She was about to ask him if he was all
612 right before she toppled backwards onto the grass, Syaoran crumpled
613 on top of her. She felt the animal’s tale moving against her stomach
614 as the Chinese sorcerer still held it fast. Before Meiling could open
615 her mouth, she felt her whole body freeze, energy trailing through
616 it. She felt a sudden grip around her, but it didn’t feel physical.
617 It was as if someone had snagged her soul. She tried to call out to
618 Syaoran, but nothing got out of her lips.
619 And just as soon as it had begun, the strange feeling came to a
620 sudden conclusion. Meiling shifted around, disoriented by the strange
621 feeling. She could feel the animal writhing in her arms and
622 immediately let go. How did it make its way up to her? Her whole body
623 felt strange. But it didn’t hurt as much as it had a moment ago. It
624 felt as if something had broken her fall. “Syaoran!” she called out,
625 the Chinese boy quickly forcing his way to the forefront of her mind.
626 She struggled up into a sitting position when she felt him squirming
627 under her. How had they switched places? They must have rolled over
628 when that weird feeling passed through her. Her clothes suddenly felt
629 awkward on her body, every movement feeling wrong. ‘It must have been
630 the fall. I hope I didn’t hurt anything in it. But at least it was to
631 save Syaoran,’ she thought to herself. “Syaoran, are you okay?” she
632 asked gingerly, reaching out for her fiance. If he was hurt, she
633 wanted to make it all better. But her hand froze inches away from the
634 boy she had been reaching for. Amber eyes widened in surprise.
635 Sitting in front of her, wincing in pain as they sat up, she saw
636 herself. Black pigtails and amber eyes, rustled skirt showing off
637 more than Meiling would care too because of the awkward way the other
638 Meiling was sitting. Her fists whipped out like lightening bolts,
639 gripping either side of the imposter’s blouse as she pulled her
640 closer. “Where’s Syaoran!? What did you do with him?” she asked
641 angrily.
642 Syaoran struggled to think clearly amidst the pain shooting up and
643 down his body. Meiling must’ve dropped him when she’d grabbed him,
644 because it certainly hurt. He’d felt something strange when he’d
645 gripped the odd little beast, but it had quickly gone away. His body
646 still felt strange, as if it weren’t his own, but it didn’t feel like
647 there was any permanent damage. He glanced around for Meiling to try
648 and see what shape she was in, but before he got a good look he was
649 being throttled back and forth. “Wha..? Meiling, what are you tal...”
650 His voice trailed off as he saw who was shaking him. He looked up and
651 saw himself. Suddenly, everything snapped into place. The chameleon
652 like creature, the strange feeling that had coursed through him as he
653 and Meiling had been pressed against it. He’d felt that before,
654 hadn’t he? “Oh no... The Change...” Syaoran’s eyes shot back up to
655 the window. His heart began to pound in his chest as panic really did
656 grip him this time. He remembered that the Change’s magic took a day
657 to recharge. There was no way he was going to spend a day like this.
658 This was worse than being the Seal Beast. He was a girl. His cousin.
659 Mortified, Syaoran struggled to his feet. The sudden realization of
660 his new body made the lack of something between his legs a horrifying
661 feeling as he stood up. He suddenly wasn’t quite as pleased with how
662 feminine Meiling’s body had grown in recent years. He still
663 remembered when they were children, when there had been little
664 difference in that regard. Why couldn’t this have happened back then?
665 “And who might you be? Most of Tomoyo-sama’s friends use the
666 intercom at the gate,” a woman’s voice said. Syaoran and Meiling
667 turned to find two woman dressed entirely in black watching them. One
668 raised an eyebrow in slight amusement.
669 “Wait! You don’t understand!” Syaraon got out as he watched them
670 approach.
672 Tomoyo walked towards the window, her lavender hair messily falling
673 past her shoulders, some draping across her front. “What was that?”
674 She asked curiously, jumping at the sound of her own voice. Shaking
675 her head, she reached the window. “There you are. You shouldn’t run
676 away like that. I can’t go chase you like this,” the pale girl
677 admonished gently. The chameleon-like Change Card simply nodded as it
678 sat on the windowsill. “You scared me when you took off like that.
679 But you’ll be good now, right?” A smile crossed her lips when she saw
680 the Card nod. “Good. Now go back to your normal form for now. And
681 thanks.” She added the last as little more than a whisper. Sighing,
682 she watched the Card return to its pink rectangular form in front of
683 her. Holding it in her hands, she gazed out the window at the
684 countless stars above. The little pinpricks of light looked like
685 countless diamonds spilt across the night sky. She hadn’t realized
686 how late it had gotten. But then, she usually did lose track of time
687 when she was with her best friend. It was just so easy to. Those
688 beautiful, sensuous eyes, her gentle touch, her musical voice... The
689 girl sighed again, her shoulders slumping. How did she let herself
690 get talked into this? Arms wrapped around her shoulders as she felt
691 an athletic body pull against her back. A dark blush spread across
692 her cheeks and down her neck as she felt a soft kiss behind her ear.
693 “Sakura-chan is so good with the Cards. They trust you even when
694 you aren’t Sakura-chan,” the brunette commented, giggling softly. So
695 this is what it felt like to be Sakura. It was such a strange feeling
696 to be in her energetic girlfriend’s body. It was much more athletic
697 than her own, though not quite as graceful. But Tomoyo loved every
698 second of it. Not simply for the thrill of seeing Sakura in the
699 mirror, but because it was such an intimate thing to share with
700 Sakura. It was something most people could never do, that most never
701 would do. It was a clear sign of trust, to be able to switch places
702 like that, to share the other’s body. It was such a fun little thing
703 to do, to be able to delve so deeply into Sakura this way. It would
704 certainly let her test her knowledge on Sakura the next day at
705 school. Not that she'd probably put much of it to use. She’d much
706 rather follow along her beloved, even if Sakura was in her own body.
707 It certainly made things interesting. Tomoyo had wanted to try this
708 for a while, ever since she had learned that Syaoran had switched
709 with Kero so many years before. It sounded like the perfect way to
710 get even closer to Sakura, to switch bodies with her. It was like a
711 lover’s game of pretend. What better way to get closer than to
712 actually be the other? Of course, Sakura had been pretty embarrassed
713 about the idea. She still was from the blush Tomoyo could see, which
714 stood out quite clearly on her pale skin. She’d finally described it
715 as similar to the costumes, that it would be like Sakura putting on a
716 Tomoyo costume for a while. Sakura had finally agreed with some
717 gentle prodding from Tomoyo, and they now found themselves in a very
718 different way than they ever had before. Tomoyo sighed happily as she
719 hugged the pale girl in her arms, kissing behind her ear again.
720 “Tomoyo-chan...” Sakura whispered in reply, blushing deeper.
721 Nonetheless, she slowly let herself relax into Tomoyo’s embrace. It
722 felt strange, but nice. Tomoyo was always so soft, almost seeming
723 delicate. It felt different to have her own body against her. Her
724 athletic frame wasn’t quite as soft as Tomoyo’s, though the girl’s
725 gentle touch remained the same as it had always been. This whole
726 situation had Sakura feeling very confused. She was in Tomoyo’s body,
727 inside the pale girl in a way she had never imagined. Meanwhile,
728 Tomoyo was in her own body and with the closeness in proximity,
729 Sakura couldn’t forget that for a second. She shifted a long, pale
730 leg as she felt the frills of the stockings Tomoyo was now wearing
731 against the back of her thigh. She turned around against, Tomoyo,
732 still shocked to see her own face looking back at her. It was her own
733 face, but it looked so different. She could see Tomoyo’s warm smile
734 etched into it, her emerald eyes sparkling lovingly. She shivered at
735 the sight. Her heart skipped a beat. Seeing Tomoyo like that, even in
736 her own body, sent warm ripples through her heart. Leaning forward,
737 she kissed the newly christened brunette, feeling her own arms go
738 around Tomoyo’s waist. It felt bizarre to be kissing herself, to feel
739 short brunette hair teasing her now longer dark hair. But she could
740 feel the eccentric girl’s slow, sweet kisses. Even if the body was
741 different, that was still the same. And it slowly sent sparks through
742 Sakura as they continued to slowly kiss each other. Tomoyo melted
743 against her at the kiss, the two ending up on their knees, kissing
744 again and again on the floor. Sakura felt herself shudder again when
745 Tomoyo’s fingers began brushing through her now long, lavender hair.
746 She had always loved Tomoyo’s hair. It was always so gorgeous, no
747 matter what style Tomoyo had it in. Feeling it against her shoulders
748 and down her back, feeling Tomoyo’s hands running through it, it was
749 a very intense feeling. She had to remember to play with Tomoyo’s
750 hair more often when they switched back.
751 The currently brunette heiress sighed inwardly. This was even
752 better than she’d imagined. The chance to be with Sakura like this,
753 to be together so completely, to share her own body, it was all just
754 overwhelming. And Sakura still looked so cute. She still had that
755 same genki energy in her eyes, that same sweet look on her face that
756 Sakura always got when they kissed. It was heavenly. Her hands went
757 down across Sakura’s shoulders, savoring the feeling of Sakura
758 shivering against her hands. Kissing herself may have been strange,
759 but seeing Sakura underneath it all pushed her further and further.
760 Her tongue slowly brushed against Sakura’s as the two held each
761 other, kneeling. There was something very magical about this whole
762 thing, just seeing Sakura in her own body being enough to play with
763 the strings of Tomoyo’s heart. It was so cute to see Sakura trying to
764 get used to the longer hair, the different body. The heiress knew
765 that with Sakura’s determination, she would get it down before too
766 long. She may not make a perfect Tomoyo no matter how long she was
767 stuck in that body, but that didn’t matter. She made a perfect Sakura
768 even if she didn’t look like Sakura. Her toes curled up in the
769 stockings as she felt Sakura’s tongue stroking back against hers and
770 let herself sigh into the kiss. Yes, this was fantastic.
771 “Tomoyo-chan,” Sakura got out after several moments of silence. The
772 two sat together in the dark room, the starlight filtering in through
773 the open window. Sakura’s arms were still around Tomoyo’s waist,
774 curiously following the different feel of the muscles under the skin.
775 Tomoyo’s hands were still on her shoulders, her delicate touch moving
776 slowly down Sakura’s shoulders and to her back, brushing through the
777 lavender hair as she went. Sakura inhaled deeply at the feeling. It
778 always felt wonderful when Tomoyo would play with her hair, but this
779 was even better. Her fingers running through the silky strands felt
780 lovely. It was still strange to be gazing lovingly into emerald eyes
781 instead of lavender ones, but she could feel the love in them
782 directed at her with the same passion that she could always remember
783 in Tomoyo’s eyes. “Isn’t this.. a little awkward?” she asked at last.
784 She shook her head quickly, marveling at the way her long hair moved
785 with her head. Maybe she should try long hair when she was in her own
786 body again. Her mind tried to formulate what she wanted to say. Of
787 course it was awkward, but so were some of the other things they had
788 done before. Her face flushed in remembrance of some of the costumes
789 Tomoyo had made for her that only the two of them ever saw. She
790 hadn’t known Tomoyo could make something so cute out of leather.
791 Shaking her head again, Sakura fought to remain focussed on the task
792 at hand. She could tell that Tomoyo was delighting in her blush and
793 that just made her blush deeper. “Isn’t this a little too strange? I
794 love being so close to you, but you’re looking at yourself, not at me.”
795 Shaking her head, the brunette heiress dismissed the idea. So was
796 that what Sakura was worried about? Oh, her poor Cardmistress.
797 Tomoyo’s hand went to Sakura’s cheek, brushing it lightly with her
798 fingertips. She smiled softly, watching the pale Cardmistress. “Of
799 course not, Sakura-chan. I see my body, but I don’t see me. It’s not
800 like looking into the mirror. I see Sakura-chan when I look at you.
801 Not the brunette, athletic girl I’m in now, but Sakura-chan herself.
802 I see your mannerisms in everything you do. I see you in how you move
803 your hands.” Tomoyo trailed off for a second as she took one of
804 Sakura’s hands and brought it to her mouth, kissing it. “I see it in
805 your eyes.” She leaned forward, kissing Sakura’s eyelids. “I see it
806 in your cute little smile.” Tomoyo’s lips brushed Sakura’s as she
807 leaned forward, giving her a soft but sweet kiss. “I see my body, but
808 I see Sakura-chan. It’s like you’re trussed up in a new costume for
809 me. When you’re in the costumes, you look different every time. But
810 you’re always the same genki girl that I love,” Tomoyo explained,
811 keeping Sakura’s voice gentle as she spoke. She smiled at the
812 Cardmistress, her hand going back to her cheek. Sakura was gorgeous,
813 whoever she was. That’s why it had never bothered her once that she
814 had fallen in love with a girl. That wasn’t important. She had fallen
815 in love with Sakura, and little things like that didn’t matter in the
816 least. If Sakura was a boy or a girl, in her body or another, she was
817 the one that Tomoyo loved.
818 Sakura could only blush, her hand resting on top of Tomoyo’s as she
819 looked deeply into Tomoyo’s now emerald eyes. She could see it. Yes,
820 it was Tomoyo, deep in those emerald eyes. She heard her own voice
821 ringing in her ears, but those words were certainly Tomoyo’s. She
822 always said the sweetest things. It didn’t feel like such a big deal
823 anymore, even if it still felt a bit strange. Because it was still
824 Tomoyo. Shifting towards Tomoyo, Sakura captured another kiss,
825 holding onto Tomoyo in a passionate embrace. “Tomoyo-chan!” Sakura
826 got out happily as the two fell back on the floor.
828 The gender disoriented Syaoran and Meiling quickly found themselves
829 outside of the gates of the Daidouji estate under a large and lonely
830 moon. It offered no comfort for the two cousins. Syaoran stared up at
831 the sky, sighing. He was frustrated and very embarrassed about the
832 situation, but he seemed to be taking it better than Meiling. The
833 former black haired girl was still freaking out about the whole
834 thing. He slowly got to his feet, trying to get accustomed to his now
835 female body. It was still warm out, which he was glad for. He didn’t
836 want to see how cold his legs would get in the little protection the
837 skirt offered. Crossing his arms, he tried to think. ‘What do we tell
838 Wei? Should we even try to tell him anything? And how am I supposed
839 to tell Sakura about all this?’ His thoughts were quickly interrupted
840 by Meiling gripping his arm tightly. He whirled around to see his own
841 face looking back at him, but the amber eyes were wild and worried.
842 “Syaoran, we have to get back in there!! We need to make Sakura
843 change us back!” Meiling felt panicky. This wasn’t at all on her
844 plans for the day. She loved Syaoran, but that didn’t mean she wanted
845 to be him. She wanted her own body back. She wanted things to be back
846 to normal. And this certainly wasn’t helping her opinion of Sakura.
847 Not only was the girl trying to steal her boyfriend and fiance, but
848 she had also gotten them all mixed up. She could see Syaoran hesitate
849 at her urging. Balling up her fists, she leaned towards the former
850 boy. “Syaoran!!” She’d drag him back there if she had to. She didn’t
851 care how embarrassed he was about telling Sakura what happened, she
852 was not going to be spending the night as a boy.
853 Scowling, Syaoran shook his head. How could this happen to him? It
854 was like everything had been against him since he had returned to
855 Japan. And Meiling wasn’t exactly helping at the moment. He wasn’t
856 too pleased with his new body either. “Crying isn’t going to help the
857 situation. Besides, there isn’t anything we can do tonight. The
858 Change Card’s magic takes a day to recharge.” He turned around as he
859 let that sink in, starting to walk home. It was awkward in this body,
860 but right now he just wanted some warm food and to try to ignore
861 everything until the next day came.
862 Frozen to the spot, Meiling stared after Syaoran. Her heart seized
863 up in her chest. “You mean we’re stuck this way?” she asked
864 incredulously. He simply sighed and nodded. Clenching her hands
865 tightly, she hurried off after her cousin. She didn’t like this at
866 all. It was all Syaoran’s fault for coming to Tomoyo’s house in the
867 first place. So why did she have to get punished for him? It wasn’t
868 fair! She wanted to be holding on to Syaoran, not to be inside of
869 him. “Syaoran! Wait for me!” she insisted, chasing after him.
871 “I can’t stay...” the man said as he turned from the beautiful dark
872 haired woman. He couldn’t look her in the eye. His feelings tried
873 desperately to betray him but he held them back with all of his will.
874 They both knew he had to leave, but his heart begged him to
875 reconsider. After all they had been through, leaving felt like he was
876 cutting out a piece of himself, the most important piece. But his
877 duty lay elsewhere. He couldn’t back down on his word. No matter how
878 much he wanted to.
879 Hao Minh took several steps towards the brave, silent warrior. With
880 his stoic appearance, his feelings were a mystery to her. What she
881 did know was that it felt like she should have died back in the
882 burning village, that being rescued once again by him wasn’t worth it
883 if she couldn’t stay by his side. “I.. I could never love anyone
884 else,” she got out quietly, stopping a few feet from the soldier.
885 Closing his eyes, he knew he couldn’t face her. His heart and his
886 honor fought to the death inside of him, conflicting emotions warring
887 for control. All his life had been nothing but pain and death. He
888 could remember nothing besides the cold, expansive depths. But she
889 had pulled away the curtains and let in the light in his life,
890 chasing away the darkness that latched onto his soul. The prospect of
891 plunging once more into the darkness, lit only with swaths of
892 crimson, it filled him with hopelessness. Her sobs broke his strength
893 and he quickly turned to her. He held her close, her head on his
894 chest. No words came to mind to express his sorrow or even to help
895 ease her own, but that was all right. Because...
897 A knock at the door shook Wei from his writing, dragging him from
898 the long ago time he had lost himself in. The caretaker of both
899 Syaoran and Meiling Li hurried to the door, leaving his work behind
900 him. He had been a faithful servant to Syaoran’s mother, Ieran, for
901 many years now. He had known her when she had been but a child. So
902 she had trusted him with her son’s care when the boy had been sent to
903 Japan years earlier. Now that Syaoran had returned to Japan, Wei had
904 come along with Meiling to keep an eye on the young man. Ieran had
905 been angry about Syaoran’s disrespect for his engagement to Meiling,
906 but Wei could also tell that she worried about her only son. So he
907 had promised to take good care of the boy. But what with Meiling and
908 Syaoran being older this time around, he had much more time on his
909 hands. The two seemed to be fine on their own, and he often worried
910 that he was getting in the way. So he had started writing a romance
911 novel to while away the time.
912 Reaching the door, Wei opened it and stood by politely. Sure
913 enough, there were the two cousins waiting. “Miss Meiling, Master
914 Syaoran, how are you? I trust that your day was pleasant?” he asked,
915 bowing his head to the two as they entered. He waited for a response,
916 but found that none seemed to be forthcoming. He watched the two
917 teenagers looking around awkwardly. Frowning in confusion, he stepped
918 forward. “Are you both all right?” They were both acting so
919 strangely. He’d known them both from the time they had been born and
920 neither seemed to be their normal selves. And Meiling was wearing a
921 scowl that looked remarkably like Syaoran’s. It must have rubbed off
922 on her.
923 Syaoran whirled around quickly, the small tie on his uniform
924 trailing to the side as he did. He smiled quickly and nodded. “We’re
925 both fine, Wei. Today was great. Nothing big. Oh, I’m over that
926 Sakura girl now. Maybe we can head back to Hong Kong soon. Like after
927 tomorrow or something. Anyway, Meiling and I were going back to my...
928 her room. Have a good night, Wei!” The chestnut haired boy waved
929 energetically before turning and grabbing his cousin’s arm.
930 Meiling stopped dead in her tracks, eyes narrowing as she scowled.
931 Wei would have sworn that he’d seen that exact same look on Syaoran
932 countless times before. He was impressed at how well Meiling pulled
933 it off. She did spend most of her time with him, so it made sense
934 that she would be able to know him well enough to copy his
935 mannerisms. But Meiling wasn’t concerned with Wei’s line of thought
936 at the moment. Her amber eyes were instead focused on her fiance.
937 “Since when did I say I was going back to Hong Kong? And I never said
938 anything about getting over Sakura-chan. I...” The girl trailed off
939 as her thoughts returned to earlier that evening. Her shoulders
940 slumped and her eyes closed as the image of Sakura with Tomoyo filled
941 his mind. So that’s why the Cardmistress had been spending all of her
942 time with the heiress lately. They were dating. Meiling had been
943 right in the first place. Coming to Japan had been pointless.
944 Nonplussed by the glare he had received from Meiling, Syaoran
945 shrugged. It had been worth a shot, at any rate. Besides, maybe she
946 could convince Wei to take them back to Hong Kong while she was
947 Syaoran. Not until after they got changed back, of course. Smiling
948 wickedly, the woman inhabiting Syaoran’s body smiled. His hand moved
949 from Meiling’s arm down to her hand. “Besides, I want to hurry back
950 so that I can marry my beloved Meiling. The sooner I can get back,
951 the better.” Leaning forward, he kissed the defeated looking Meiling.
952 The kiss broke through the black haired girl’s thoughts and brought a
953 deep blush to her cheeks. It felt so strange to be kissing herself.
954 He had to keep reminding himself that he was kissing Syaoran. But
955 despite the awkwardness of the situation, it was surprisingly easy.
956 Seeing the former boy blushing so brightly was a nice touch and it
957 felt so nice to be able to kiss him again, even if he was a girl at
958 the moment. That thought ended the kiss pretty quickly. Maybe this
959 was a little more bizarre than she thought. “I just love her so
960 much,” he added with a smile. “Sleep well, Wei! See you in the
961 morning!” He knew that it wasn’t really Syaoran’s words, but it
962 helped to at least hear them for once. Taking Meiling’s arm again, he
963 hurried back towards the girl’s room that had previously been his own.
964 Watching in silence, Wei could barely contain his excitement. Ieran
965 would certainly want to hear of this sudden development! He had to
966 make plans to return to Hong Kong as soon as possible.
968 Meiling sighed as she closed the door to her room behind the two of
969 them. Being in Syaoran’s body was getting a little too confusing for
970 her. But still... She smiled as a hand went to her lips. It had been
971 Syaoran and Meiling kissing, even if it had been a little mixed up
972 about who was who. It would’ve been nicer had Syaoran kissed her
973 back, but it had been fun to make him blush like that. Sitting on her
974 bed, Meiling tried to smooth down her skirt only to find Syaoran’s
975 shorts instead. Her hands immediately went to her sides, her own
976 blush burning across her cheeks. No, she didn’t like being in a boy’s
977 body. She wanted to be in her own again soon. She had been a girl her
978 entire life. She had always had such strong feelings for her cousin.
979 Now she was trapped in the body of the boy she loved and it was just
980 making everything so difficult. Her eyes slowly went over to Syaoran,
981 who was still a little flushed from earlier. The former boy was
982 having trouble with the skirt, but his mind was obviously elsewhere.
983 She giggled a bit at his frustration and scooted over to help him.
984 Her hands went to his waist. It felt strange to feel her body like
985 that. At least her martial arts training kept her in good shape.
986 “Okay, stand up.” Syaoran frowned but complied with her command. She
987 pulled the skirt back down and sat Syaoran down again, smoothing it
988 out over his legs. “There. See? It’s not so difficult. But you
989 shouldn’t have to get too used to it. We should be ourselves
990 tomorrow. Then we can put this nightmare behind us.”
991 Simply nodding, Syaoran looked around Meiling’s room. It wasn’t
992 that he hadn’t been there before, but he had been avoiding the room
993 since they had kissed in it the night after Meiling had arrived from
994 Hong Kong. He knew how she felt about him, but he was supposed to be
995 there for Sakura, damn it, and not an obsessive cousin. So he had
996 thought it best to try and ignore the room and the girl who slept in
997 it as much as possible, at least until he was dating Sakura again.
998 Meiling confused him. Even after all this time, she still loved him.
999 Despite his pledge of love for Sakura and despite his ignoring most
1000 of her advances again and again. She was extremely determined, not
1001 giving up on him. It was something that he had found incredibly
1002 attractive in Sakura, that determination. And aside from Meiling
1003 sharing that trait with Sakura, he genuinely liked spending time with
1004 Meiling. She was probably the only person that he could relax around.
1005 She made him feel good, like everything was fine. Meiling had been
1006 his best friend since they had been children, and she still held up
1007 that position even as she fell in love with him. She was closer to
1008 him than anyone else could be. And it was for all of those reasons
1009 that he had tried to stay away from her. Too often, he had felt a
1010 warm feeling wrapping around his heart, his heart beating faster as
1011 they were together. Too often, he had found himself nearly lost to
1012 his beautiful cousin. And he simply couldn’t allow that of himself.
1013 Not when he was going to make the Cardmistress his bride. Not that
1014 that seemed like a possibility at all at the moment. But she was the
1015 one he loved? Right? But he didn’t feel the same conviction he had
1016 held for the past few years. It felt weaker, empty. How well had he
1017 ever known Sakura? Why had his feelings for Yukito transferred so
1018 quickly to her instead? Would he have even liked her had it not been
1019 for her power, her determination? No, he loved her. It was simple.
1020 He’d prove that he was the one for the Cardmistress, not that
1021 backstabbing Diadouji girl. She had been the one who had nursed his
1022 feelings for Sakura in the first place, had told him to tell her how
1023 he felt. But now she was the one with Sakura. How could such a weak,
1024 pathetic girl ever be enough for the powerful and determined Sakura?
1025 It was just mind boggling.
1026 Watching Syaoran closely, Meiling reached out and pushed back one
1027 of his new black pigtails behind his shoulder. It was her body, but
1028 it was so obvious that he was inside of it. That quiet, almost
1029 irritated look that he always gave shined through even in another
1030 body. But she knew what was behind all of his machismo, all of his
1031 manliness. He was shy and uncertain. He always had been, for as long
1032 as Meiling could remember him. He had never been very good at
1033 expressing his feelings. They baffled him and he tried to keep them
1034 all hidden, even from himself. Growing up in a house filled with
1035 girls and faced with his mother’s high expectations of him, Syaoran
1036 had overcompensated in his attitude, trying to be as manly as
1037 possible to make up for the fact that he had no men to look up to, to
1038 make up for his own shyness and insecurities. That was part of why
1039 Meiling thought that he had gotten a crush on Yukito, because he was
1040 a boy that he could really look up to, a boy that was sweet and kind
1041 and didn’t need to worry about how manly he was. But Syaoran wanted
1042 to be as masculine as possible, to prove that he was one in a house
1043 full of women. That he was not one of them. Most of the time, it just
1044 made him look like a jerk. At least at first glance. But Meiling
1045 could see under that at the boy underneath it all. And there was
1046 something almost feminine about him. Which made sense in its way,
1047 what with him being the only boy in the entire family. It was fine
1048 with her if Syaoran wanted to hide behind this tough boy image he had
1049 made up for himself. But sometimes Meiling wondered if that stood in
1050 her way. Was he so desperate to be strong on his own that he kept
1051 pushing her away? That he couldn’t let her be strong for him? She
1052 wasn’t sure, but it had begun to gnaw at her lately. It wasn’t so
1053 much that he didn’t need her, but that he didn’t want to need her. At
1054 least, she thought that it might be part of why she was having so
1055 much trouble getting him to return her feelings.
1056 “Why did you say all of those things to Wei?” Syaoran finally
1057 asked, a trace of anger in his/Meiling’s voice as he spoke. He had
1058 been lost in thought, but now he found himself once again facing the
1059 present. Looking into Meiling’s large mirror, he could see a
1060 beautiful black haired girl looking back at him. That wasn’t at all
1061 what he was supposed to see. The feminine image looking back at him
1062 just served to frustrate him even further. He felt so powerless, so
1063 trapped by this whole scenario. He couldn’t do a thing until the
1064 coming day to change back to who he was. “You had no right to say any
1065 of that. Just because you’re in my body doesn’t mean you can go
1066 around saying things like that. It’s my choice if I’m going to go
1067 after Sakura-chan or not. I’m going to decide when I go back to Hong
1068 Kong.”
1069 Lowering her head, Meiling closed her eyes. Hearing Syaoran yelling
1070 at her, even in her own body, cut her deeply. She hadn’t meant to
1071 make him angry, only to use her time as Syaoran as best as she could.
1072 But her moved changed swiftly. Her hands clenched as his words played
1073 through her head over and over. Her heart suddenly dropped. “So it’s
1074 all right for you to run off here to chase some other woman while I
1075 spend my whole life waiting for you? How long do I have to wait,
1076 Syaoran? If you’re going to end the engagement, just do it already!
1077 I’m tired of waiting for you, of being the door prize in case things
1078 don’t work out with Sakura. I want you to love me, but if you can’t
1079 then you need to tell me that. I won’t always be there for you to
1080 fall back on, Syaoran.” Her head came up as she looked him in the
1081 eye. Tears ran down her cheeks, but her amber eyes burned furiously.
1082 “I’ll always be there to pick up the pieces when you fall, but I
1083 won’t stand for second best. You know I never could.” She scoffed,
1084 crossing her arms. “Besides, if you want Sakura so much, now’s the
1085 time to do it. Dark haired girls are her thing, after all.” Crying
1086 herself to sleep on her pillow sounded like a great idea at the
1087 moment, but she was still too pissed off to let Syaoran get away that
1088 easily. She felt sick inside, crushed by his inability to return the
1089 feelings that she held for him, by his longing for another woman when
1090 she was his fiance. “If you don’t want it, I won’t force you. I’m not
1091 going to trap myself in some loveless marriage the way my mother did.
1092 I’ll go home to Hong Kong myself and I’ll tell Ieran-sama that the
1093 engagement’s off, that I’ve given up my claims on you. Just tell me.
1094 I can get Wei to send me back on the next flight.” The fact that she
1095 was still in Syaoran’s body didn’t register to her, or that Syaoran
1096 was sitting across from her as a girl. None of that seemed to matter.
1097 She was simply staring into Syaoran’s eyes, looking one last time for
1098 something she had searched a lifetime for. Sometimes there had been
1099 peeks, little flashes of what might have been, but she could never be
1100 sure. This was all or nothing. If it wasn’t there this time, then she
1101 was through. “I won’t love anyone else. I couldn’t,” she whispered.
1102 “But I’m not your property, Syaoran.”
1103 “Mei... Ling...” Syaoran watched Meiling in surprise. He had always
1104 thought that Meiling would simply be there, waiting, for all time if
1105 need be. But how could he ever ask that of her? How could she sit by
1106 while he continued to hurt her by trying to win the love of another?
1107 And he had been hurting her more and more lately. He had always been
1108 so careful about not hurting her. He had never simply thrown off her
1109 advances or told her outright to stop them. He had tried his hardest
1110 to never hurt her that way. She was too important to him. The thought
1111 of her in pain because of him was unbearable. But here he was hurting
1112 her all the same. They had grown closer in their time back in Hong
1113 Kong, but ever since he had returned to Japan, he had tried to
1114 distance himself from her as he focused on Sakura. So he had to be
1115 man enough to accept this. That thought seemed a little strange as he
1116 glanced back at the mirror, at the female body that currently housed
1117 him. But that didn’t seem important. None of this seemed important
1118 any longer. Finding out Sakura was with the heiress, or that he and
1119 Meiling had switched bodies, none of it seemed all that tragic at the
1120 moment. The tragic thought was that he might lose Meiling because of
1121 this. And that frightened him. He couldn’t remember a time when she
1122 hadn’t been there for him. He had always been too proud to go to her
1123 with his problems, but she usually came to him and helped him through
1124 them anyway. It was so much more than just that. She had stood up for
1125 him in front of his mother before, something even he found almost
1126 impossible to do. She had given him the strength to face so much. She
1127 loved him even though he never returned the warmth she gave him. And
1128 now he had to decide. Would he pull her closer or set her free? Would
1129 he tug the string that bound her to him, or cut it loose? He looked
1130 down at his skirt clad lap indecisively. He wasn’t good with things
1131 like this. It had taken Tomoyo quite a while just to convince him to
1132 tell Sakura how he felt. How was he supposed to handle a situation
1133 like this? “Meiling,” he said at last, slowly looking up into her
1134 tear soaked eyes. He looked directly into the face that had been his
1135 own up till a few hours before. “I can’t let you go. I don’t want you
1136 to stop being my fiance. It would be.. harder without you. I... I...”
1137 He wanted to look away, to trail off, but he forced himself to try
1138 again. His fingers clutched onto the fabric of the skirt as amber
1139 eyes met amber eyes. “I.. I need you, Meiling,” he got out at last.
1140 Closing his eyes, he took a deep breath. It had been one of the
1141 hardest things he had ever said, but he suddenly felt like a weight
1142 had been lifted off of his shoulders. It felt nice to finally admit
1143 that to himself and to Meiling.
1144 The currently brown haired boy looked on in astonishment. Had
1145 Syaoran actually said that he needed her? That he wanted to stay her
1146 fiance? “You really mean it?” she asked quickly, her hands on her
1147 knees. He nodded, dark hair fluttering about his back. A giddy thrill
1148 shot through Meiling, her heart swelling with joy. She had waited so
1149 long to hear that, to hear him finally accept her. So often in recent
1150 years, she had wondered if he ever would, if she would ever be able
1151 to marry the boy she loved. Her arms wrapped around him joyously as
1152 she clutched on tightly to her betrothed. It didn’t matter if he was
1153 a girl at the moment or if she was currently a boy. It didn’t matter
1154 if she was looking into her own eyes as long as Syaoran was on the
1155 other side of them. Such things were of little importance to her. She
1156 was in love, and that blinding light made everything else seem
1157 insignificant. Tears spilt down her cheeks as she felt his arms go
1158 around her neck. She had been on the razor’s edge just a moment
1159 before, torn apart at the thought of leaving her cousin behind.
1160 Relief flooded through her in a torrent, mixed with the delicious
1161 love that poured over her heart and soul. Hesitating for only a
1162 second, Meiling kissed Syaoran again, but this time without the
1163 concerns that had brought her earlier kiss to an early conclusion. A
1164 moment like this wouldn’t feel right without a kiss. It signified so
1165 much in that sweet meeting of lips. Meiling was delighted to feel
1166 Syaoran return the kiss this time. Though she wasn’t exactly
1167 narcissistic, Meiling had plenty of confidence in herself. And one of
1168 the things she was fairly certain of was that she was a pretty young
1169 woman. Seeing Syaoran in her body just strengthened that belief
1170 because she sure thought Syaoran looked pretty in it. She didn’t know
1171 if it was from the euphoria of the moment or if it was just a simple
1172 as being in love, but it really didn’t matter that Syaoran was a girl
1173 at the moment.
1174 Syaoran blushed as he tried to catch his breath from the kiss with
1175 Meiling. It felt so nice not to have to worry about how manly he
1176 seemed or whether or not he was in charge of things. It was such a
1177 relief to leave it in Meiling’s very capable hands. And what hands
1178 they were. Syaoran blushed a darker shade of red as Meiling’s hands
1179 trailed up and down his back, holding him close. Meiling was always
1180 so sure of what she wanted, so determined and ready to go for it. For
1181 once in his life, he didn’t feel wrong for just wanting her to lead
1182 him wherever she wanted to. He felt so free, to just give up and let
1183 it happen, to know that Meiling would handle things. Part of him
1184 almost didn’t want to go see Sakura to switch bodies the next day. He
1185 thought that he had to act certain ways as a boy, that he had to hide
1186 his own insecurities and shyness behind a picture of confidence and
1187 bravado. As a girl, he could finally let go of them. His mind drifted
1188 back to his sisters and how happy and carefree they always seemed. As
1189 a girl, he didn’t have to live up to his mother’s high demands of
1190 him. He didn’t have the entire weight of the Li Clan resting solely
1191 on his shoulders. His mother had always treated him so harshly in
1192 comparison to his sisters. It almost felt a shame that he would have
1193 to go back to all that when he regained his own body. Besides,
1194 Meiling was already so confident, so self-assured. He envied that in
1195 her, but it was also something that he loved about her. Loved? Had he
1196 just thought that? Well, yes... Yes, he did love her. This
1197 beautiful... err… handsome boy that was currently holding him,
1198 kissing him again and again. He had to admit, Meiling did make a nice
1199 boy. And he felt so peaceful in Meiling’s arms. It felt like he was
1200 floating along in a crystal stream, flowing deeper and deeper.
1201 “I love you, Syaoran,” Meiling whispered breathlessly as her lips
1202 finally parted from her cousin's. This felt like a dream, a
1203 hopelessly wonderful yet admittedly bizarre dream. She just prayed
1204 that she would never have to awaken from it. It didn’t matter who
1205 Syaoran was so long as he was Syaoran and as long as he was hers. Her
1206 heart burned passionately for her more introverted fiance, driving
1207 her ever forward. Her hands gently followed her old body’s curves,
1208 moving over every inch of Syaoran that she could. It felt so
1209 different now. It wasn’t like when she would bathe or dress or
1210 anything. No, then it was just her body, nothing special. Now it was
1211 Syaoran, and that made all the difference in the world. She blushed
1212 as Syaoran let out a gasp, finding her hand on his now more ample
1213 chest. Looking over at him, she saw that his eyes were closed, his
1214 face red. She should stop. Who knew where this could go? She had been
1215 wanting to be with Syaoran for so long that it was almost
1216 irresistible to continue. Besides, they were in each other’s bodies
1217 at the moment. She’d stop before she got too far with anything. It
1218 wasn’t like she wanted to do anything to her own body. She just...
1219 wanted to be close to him for as long as she could.
1221 Wei could see the two cousins kissing in Meiling’s room through the
1222 slightly ajar door and couldn’t help but grin. Ieran had made an
1223 excellent choice in engaging the two. They really made a perfect
1224 match. He had been hoping that they would eventually work out, for
1225 both of their sakes. “They seem to be... They’re both asleep at the
1226 moment, Miss Ieran. But I’m sure they’ll love to speak with you as
1227 soon as they can. I have the tickets, so that will be very soon.”
1228 Smiling, the older man shut the door the rest of the way and returned
1229 to his conversation with the head of the House of Li. He remembered
1230 when he had been that young, so he didn’t wish to disturb the two of
1231 them. It looked like Master Syaoran was feeling a bit adventurous.
1232 They would have such beautiful children. He hoped he could be around
1233 to help that generation as well. A lifetime of service to the Li
1234 family had endeared him to them very much. He was glad to see it
1235 continuing on.
1237 “Master Syaoran, Miss Meiling, it’s time to wake up,” Wei called
1238 from somewhere that sounded extremely far off to the still sleepy
1239 Meiling.
1240 Shifting in bed, Meiling was surprised to find one of her arms
1241 pinned under something warm. A flush spread across her cheeks as she
1242 felt the soft skin against her arm. ‘Syaoran!!’ she thought
1243 excitedly. ‘So he must have stayed with me last night.’ She rolled
1244 back on her side and hugged the sleeping form of her fiance with all
1245 of her might. “Syaoran,” she sang into his ear. “Time to wake up. We
1246 have school.” Kissing the side of his head, she felt his hair brush
1247 against her face. “You need a haircut soon,” she said, yawning. Her
1248 hand finally paused on Syaoran’s stomach. Something was wrong. Having
1249 grappled onto Syaoran more than a thousand times in her lifetime, she
1250 knew what it felt like to hold onto him. She was more or less an
1251 expert on the subject. And this felt.. different. “Syaoran?” Sitting
1252 up in bed, the blanket slid down past her, leaving her sitting naked
1253 in the cold air and Syaoran only half covered by it. Next to her, she
1254 saw herself, lying with the blanket around her waist and her black
1255 hair in disarray. Looking down slowly, she saw Syaoran’s body, along
1256 with something she hadn’t seen very often currently between her legs.
1257 “Syaoran!!!!” She cried out, standing up on the bed. Her eyes were
1258 wide with panic. She was still Syaoran. Which meant that Syaoran was
1259 still her. Well, in her body, at any rate. Which meant that.. What
1260 had happened last night? They had been kissing and holding each other
1261 and they had slumped back on the bed together and... She nearly
1262 toppled off the bed as the realization struck her. She had slept with
1263 Syaoran the night before. That would have been a cause for
1264 celebration under most other circumstances seeing as how she had
1265 wanted to be with him for the longest time. But slowly, the night
1266 began returning to her and it wasn’t exactly what she had fantasized
1267 about. Not that it hadn’t been intense. But the fact that she had
1268 slept with Syaoran as a girl suddenly had her disoriented. It was
1269 only made worse by the fact that she had been a boy at the time. What
1270 had she been thinking? ‘Those eyes,’ she thought dreamily. She shook
1271 her head instantly, trying to banish the thought. How could she have
1272 let that happen? Let alone, how could she have actually been the one
1273 to bring it about? Why the hell would she want to sleep with her own
1274 body? Why would she want to have sex as a boy? Those eyes once again
1275 came back as her answer. Because it had been Syaoran. Because she had
1276 seen it in them. Because she wanted nothing more than to be with him,
1277 even if he wasn’t a he at the moment. Slumping back on the bed,
1278 Meiling stared at the roof. This was going to take a while to get
1279 over.
1280 Stirring in bed, Syaoran slowly blinked himself awake. Seconds
1281 later, a scream shook the household.
1283 A playful morning breeze meandered through the still sleepy
1284 students as they all made their way towards their inevitable
1285 destination as if by drawn by the hand of Fate. The warm wind worked
1286 its gentle fingers on the tired students, easing the anxiety over the
1287 school day laid out before them. Most of the teenagers lazily made
1288 their way to the vast complex that would house their young minds for
1289 the majority of the day, stopping to wave hello to fellow students or
1290 to stop and chat with friends in an attempt to stall the awaiting
1291 judgement. But two students stood out from the crowd, not at all
1292 sedated by the early morning breeze and the still low lying sun.
1293 Syaoran and Meiling Li hurried through the crowd with single-minded
1294 intent. Meiling’s hair lay draped across her shoulders, her usual
1295 pigtails abandoned, but no one thought it wise to ask the admittedly
1296 short tempered Chinese girl about it.
1297 “Where is she?” Meiling asked anxiously, scouring the crowd for the
1298 Cardmistress but to no avail. After that morning’s little ‘surprise’,
1299 she was in no mood for games. She just wanted to end the whole thing.
1300 She wanted her own body back. She was supposed to be on the other end
1301 of things the night before, not the other way around. A slight blush
1302 crossed Meiling’s cheeks as she tried to force back the thoughts from
1303 the night before. Her almond eyes darted back to Syaoran despite
1304 their current mission. Seeing the boy she had longed to marry for
1305 most of her life in her body was a very strange sight indeed. He
1306 looked so awkward in the skirt, shifting around uneasily in it and
1307 holding it down tightly whenever any breeze would threaten to ruffle
1308 it. But there was something cute about that, seeing him as herself,
1309 long hair, skirt, and all. He looked so much more vulnerable in her
1310 body, something that the Chinese boy always tried desperately to hide
1311 beneath a rough and uncaring exterior. He had grown up with the
1312 expectations that he was supposed to be a man in a family full of
1313 women. And he didn’t know how. So he tried far too hard,
1314 overcompensating in an attempt to prove his worth. Sometimes amusing,
1315 sometimes frustrating, Meiling always stayed by his side. It wasn’t
1316 his exterior she was interested in. He could be as quiet or as
1317 haughty as he wanted. It was the shy, emotionally troubled boy inside
1318 that had always captivated Meiling. And it showed through exquisitely
1319 while he was trapped in her body. Just as it had shown through the
1320 night before. Sighing, Meiling tried to force the blush away from her
1321 cheeks. But just like her search for Sakura, it proved to be
1322 fruitless.
1323 Syaoran, meanwhile, was wondering how in the world he was supposed
1324 to keep his skirt down with the wind mischievously tugging at it
1325 every few seconds. What used to be a mild interest now turned
1326 irritating. Short skirts were definitely more fun to look at on
1327 others than to wear himself, he decided. He was still desperately
1328 searching for the Cardmistress, hoping that Sakura could put
1329 everything right again. And then he could try to forget all about the
1330 night before. He scowled as images and sounds flooded back from
1331 memory of his time with his fiance. Meiling’s hands all over his
1332 body, her lips gently caressing his own, her murmurs and whispers of
1333 love as they writhed together on her bed. The electrical feelings
1334 that tingled through him as Meiling’s body reacted in ways that his
1335 never could. Balling his hands into fists, he tried to fight back his
1336 embarrassment the way he always did, with anger. This was all
1337 Daidouji’s fault. Somehow. If she hadn’t lured Sakura back to her
1338 place... But then, if he hadn’t follwed them... Damn it, he didn’t
1339 care whose fault it was. He just wanted to get things back to normal.
1340 He certainly wasn’t supposed to be fooling around with himself like
1341 the night before. Even if it was Meiling. And even if thoughts of
1342 those sweet kisses threatened to send a shiver down his spine.
1343 Blushing and scowling in unison, Syaoran threw himself into finding
1344 Sakura.
1345 The two cousins finally spotted Sakura under a tree near the gates
1346 to the school. The brunette was joined by her lavender haired
1347 companion as usual. But oddly enough, Tomoyo looked to be the
1348 embarrassed one this time around. Sakura was smiling brightly, her
1349 hands on her cheeks as she spoke to the blushing pale girl. Meiling
1350 was the first to react, practically dragging Syaoran over to the two
1351 girls. She didn’t care if they were both acting flaky that morning or
1352 what they were up to. She wanted things set back to normal before
1353 anything else happened. There were already enough problems she had to
1354 handle with only the night before. If this went on any longer, who
1355 know what might happen? Noticing Syaoran’s typical scowl crossing his
1356 face as he waited, she realized that her quiet cousin wasn’t sure of
1357 how to proceed. With a sigh, Meiling decided to handle things
1358 herself. Stepping forward, she crossed her arms. “Sakura, we need to
1359 talk.”
1360 Turning to face the Chinese Sorcerer and his martial artist cousin,
1361 the brunette smiled Tomoyo’s patented eerie smile. “Hello, Li-kun,
1362 Meiling-chan. Is there anything I can do for the both of you?” she
1363 asked politely, looking from one to the other. It didn’t surprise her
1364 to hear Syaoran asking to speak to her so seriously. She’d been
1365 waiting for him to ask Sakura about what was going on. Sakura was
1366 obviously his reason for returning to Japan. Sakura treated him like
1367 one of her friends, kindly and happily just like Sakura always did.
1368 But this surprised the sorcerer who had been expecting something more
1369 from the Cardmistress. Tomoyo had actually expected him to ask Sakura
1370 earlier, but she supposed that with how long it took for him to
1371 confess his feelings for Sakura, it must take a while to ask about
1372 Sakura’s feelings. But now it appeared he was ready to ask her, and
1373 sense she was in Sakura’s body, she was the one he had come to. But
1374 as she waited for his response, she began to reevaluate the
1375 situation. Why would Syaoran come to ask about the brunette’s
1376 feelings with Meiling in tow? That would just be cruel to Meiling and
1377 with her temper, she wouldn’t be very happy to hear her fiance asking
1378 about Sakura’s love life. On top of that, Meiling appeared to be
1379 acting strangely. She was scowling very familiarly, letting Syaoran
1380 do the talking. She was oddly quiet, wrapped up in her thoughts. Just
1381 like someone else. Tomoyo brought her hand to her chin thoughtfully,
1382 never once losing her smile.
1383 Meiling frowned for a moment, at a loss for words. This seemed a
1384 lot easier when she’d been running around the house in a panic,
1385 getting an odd stare from Wei when she walked out of her room wearing
1386 the girl’s uniform. Things had been very straightforward. They would
1387 find Sakura and make her change them back. But how was she supposed
1388 to say that? She suddenly felt very self-conscious, shifting around
1389 under the boy’s uniform. She was a girl trapped in a boy’s body and
1390 she somehow had to explain that. This wasn’t at all like when Syaoran
1391 had been trapped in Kero’s body. At least that whole event had been
1392 mostly painless. This time she was directly involved. “Sakura, we’ve
1393 got a problem. Last night...” She glared over at Syaoran. She’d bop
1394 him right now if she wasn’t so nervous. If he hadn’t gone after that
1395 Japanese hussy, she’d be in her own body at the moment, clinging to
1396 her cousin’s arm lovingly. Just like how Sakura was leaning happily
1397 against Tomoyo at the moment, a contented look on her face as she
1398 held her chin in thought. Meiling placed her hands on her hips,
1399 frowning as she tried to describe what had happened. “You need to fix
1400 things,” she got out at last, frustrated with how difficult this was
1401 turning out.
1402 Syaoran sighed. This wasn’t turning out as well as he’d planned.
1403 Then again, he hadn’t had much time to plan anything. Upon waking up,
1404 he had found himself in a very awkward position with memories of the
1405 night before returned shortly thereafter. The whole morning felt more
1406 like a haze than reality. He couldn’t even remember walking to
1407 school, having been too lost in his thoughts. The night before
1408 blurred together with images and thoughts and feelings, all
1409 compounding together until the poor boy was thoroughly confused. His
1410 feelings for Meiling burned inside of him in a way that they never
1411 had with Sakura. She didn’t have Sakura’s limitless magic, something
1412 that demanded his attention, but Meiling had a magic all her own, a
1413 will that managed to grab his attention whether or not he wanted to
1414 give it. He had grown much closer to his fiery cousin in the past few
1415 years during his time back in Hong Kong, her unswerving loyalty and
1416 beautiful presence always keeping him company through even the
1417 roughest waters. And what did he give her in return? Nothing. He had
1418 always assumed that he would return to Japan and claim Sakura, even
1419 as he and Meiling would talk in the garden under the stars back home.
1420 Though he didn’t say it, he was grateful for her presence. She was
1421 truly his best friend, the only person to really know him for who he
1422 was and not for the masculine façade he tried to hold up. Life would
1423 be too lonely without her. Even if she was rather forceful in staying
1424 with him no matter how quiet and aloof he generally was. He had had
1425 some rather doki doki, romantic moments with Meiling over the past
1426 few years, but they were always left unfinished as the Chinese boy
1427 found one way or another to get away. How many half kisses, embraces,
1428 and deep looks had they shared since his return to Hong Kong? The
1429 night before just felt like a natural conclusion to things, a long
1430 drawn out consummation of the unspoken feelings between the two.
1431 Syaoran had actually felt relieved when it was all done, glad to have
1432 finally broken the barrier that had held back his heart for so long.
1433 The small, unfinished moments they had shared beforehand had been
1434 teasing him for what felt like an eternity. It was so nice to finally
1435 have it behind him, to have it out in the open. Being a girl at the
1436 time gave the whole thing a freakish spin that threatened to twist
1437 the whole thing out of perception, but he was slowly coming to grips
1438 with it. Just like how the night before felt like a forgone
1439 conclusion, so did his being a girl during it. In fact, Meiling being
1440 a boy at the time had made it easier for him. He hadn’t been so
1441 worried, so overwhelmed by what he should by doing or how he was
1442 supposed to act. He hadn’t felt so pressured to be the cold, aloof
1443 man he thought he was expected to be. He had just gone along with her
1444 wishes. Meiling always was so much better at deciding things than he
1445 was anyway. The thought of the night before and Meiling herself was
1446 like warm, delicious honey coating his heart, no matter how hard he
1447 tried to deny it to himself. Meiling loved him in a way Sakura and
1448 Yukito never could, bringing out feelings in him that neither of his
1449 previous crushes had elicited.
1450 Sighing again, he scowled and crossed his arms over his now more
1451 ample chest. At least he was getting used to the girl’s clothes. He
1452 hadn’t worn girl’s clothes since he was a kid, back when his crazy
1453 older sisters had dressed him up often in their old clothes. They had
1454 all loved it, treating him like their little doll. He had complained,
1455 but he secretly loved how they would call him their little sister,
1456 giving him a taste of the love and care that had been denied him as
1457 the male heir to the Li Clan. He had been raised with the explicit
1458 purpose of becoming head of the Li Clan, groomed for that position.
1459 All the while, his sisters had been granted all the love and
1460 attention that his sometimes distant mother could afford them. They
1461 all looked so happy while he was always scowling. It hadn’t seemed
1462 fair at all. Sometimes he had envied his sisters, wishing his mother
1463 would treat him as she did his siblings. But he had grown angry and
1464 introverted, his feelings all looping back into himself. He had tried
1465 to be exactly what his mother wanted him to be, a strong man. But
1466 sometimes all he wanted was for her to look at him the way she looked
1467 at his sisters...
1468 Tomoyo brushed away some of the brunette hair from her face,
1469 studying the two cousins with her now jade eyes. Having a penchant
1470 for trying new hairstyles, she didn’t let being in Sakura’s body stop
1471 her. The short auburn hair was done up in two short pigtails, little
1472 lacy ribbons interspersed all through her hair. She had done Sakura’s
1473 now long, dark hair on the way to school in the limousine as well,
1474 giving her longer pigtails so they would match. It was still a bit
1475 different for her to be in her love’s body, but she was enjoying
1476 every single second of it, thrilling at the smallest details like
1477 watching the muscles under soft skin as she moved Sakura’s legs. It
1478 was so incredibly different to watch Sakura from outside. Now she saw
1479 Sakura the same way that the Cardmistress saw herself and it was a
1480 fascinating experience. And seeing Sakura trying to get used to her
1481 old body was just so incredibly adorable! The way she moved, the way
1482 she talked, it was all so cute. Tomoyo’s body wasn’t as athletic as
1483 Sakura’s, but the Cardmistress continued to move with an almost
1484 blinding amount of energy, always letting her genki spirit shine
1485 through. Hearing Sakura use her voice and watching Sakura moving
1486 around so enthusiastically was better than seeing Sakura in any
1487 simple costume. It was like she had put Sakura in a Tomoyo costume
1488 and let her run free. Tomoyo was still trying to videotape as much of
1489 Sakura as possible, wanting to capture it all for posterity and her
1490 own viewing pleasure later on.
1491 Thoughts flowed serenely in Tomoyo’s head as she listened to
1492 Syaoran, watching the two cousins as she rested against Sakura. The
1493 answer to the puzzle she found herself looking at was just on the tip
1494 of her tongue, the picture almost making sense for her. Something
1495 finally clicked into place while she saw Meiling’s long hair flutter
1496 in the wind. Smiling sweetly, she turned to the Chinese boy, his
1497 hands still on his hips. “What can I do to help, Meiling-chan?” she
1498 asked the boy curiously, though she had a fair idea what that would
1499 be. The boy’s eyes went wide and then closed in relief. Tomoyo felt
1500 Sakura shift against her, long lavender hair teasing her face when
1501 the Cardmistress moved.
1502 Breathing a sigh of relief, Meiling’s eyes fluttered open. This
1503 whole thing would be over soon enough and she could forget all about
1504 it. But did she want to? She had given her love to Syaoran and for
1505 once her fiance had accepted it. Well, that hardly mattered. First
1506 things first, after all. She grinned from ear to ear at Sakura’s
1507 words. Things would be back to normal soon. “We need you to change us
1508 back. Now.”
1509 Sakura looked from Meiling to Syaoran and back, dark hair obscuring
1510 her vision for a moment before she moved a pigtail to the side. What
1511 had just transpired? Did Tomoyo really say that Syaoran was Meiling?
1512 Then that meant... “Syaoran-kun?” Sakura asked, turning to the dark
1513 haired girl. Syaoran looked miserable, but he nodded. “Hoe...” The
1514 Cardmistress nearly felt dizzy. As if things weren’t usually
1515 confusion enough, now everyone appeared to be someone that they
1516 weren’t. What next? Chiharu telling all kinds of crazy stories while
1517 Yamazaki got frustrated and said she was lying? Syaoran being Meiling
1518 was certainly a little more bizarre than when the boy had switched
1519 places with Kero. How was he handling being a girl? Sakura was
1520 curious to ask, but now didn’t feel like the appropriate time. She
1521 followed Meiling’s gaze to Tomoyo. So they still thought that Tomoyo
1522 was her. “Ano... I’m Sakura-chan,” she said hastily, sweatdropping.
1523 She felt both of the Li’s eyes turning to her and immediately
1524 regretted saying anything. She probably should have waited for a
1525 better opportunity to explain things. Oh well. Too late for that now.
1526 “Sakura-chan?” Syaoran asked in confusion. So that’s what had
1527 happened with the Change Card... Sakura must have been using it on
1528 herself and Tomoyo. His shoulders slumped as his mind went back to
1529 what he had seen in Tomoyo’s window. He felt a flash of anger at
1530 that, but he tried to focus on the important part of the situation,
1531 getting the whole thing sorted out. “So you got switched with
1532 Daidouji-san, Sakura-chan? How did that happen?” He nearly bit out
1533 the last part, anger building up at Sakura’s choice in Tomoyo over
1534 him. That, however, was short lived. As soon as it was out of his
1535 mouth, Meiling’s elbow connected with his ribs none too gently, her
1536 currently brown eyes shooting him a glance. Scowling again, he
1537 crossed his arms and waited.
1538 Pale cheeks turned a dark shade of scarlet as Sakura struggled for
1539 a reply. She could remember the events that had led up to her
1540 switching places with Tomoyo in crystal clarity, but she didn’t
1541 exactly want to share the explanation. She could remember Tomoyo and
1542 stockings and video cameras and lace and kisses and warm skin and...
1543 No, she definitely didn’t think an exact recollection of the night’s
1544 events was called for. Luckily, Tomoyo came to her rescue, not
1545 seeming at all fazed by the mention of the night before.
1546 “Sakura-chan was staying at my house last night because her
1547 father’s out of town at a conference,” Tomoyo stated with a smile.
1548 Her gentle voice didn’t betray her as her thoughts replayed her time
1549 with Sakura in vivid detail. “We finished our homework early and
1550 decided to play a game. I thought it would be fun to trade places
1551 with Sakura-chan for a while, so she used her magic,” the heiress
1552 explained, head tilted to the side. She wasn’t technically lying.
1553 What she said was all true. It just lacked some of the meatier
1554 details that led up to their switching places. “The Change Card
1555 switched us and then hopped out the window for a moment.” Tomoyo
1556 turned to Sakura and smiled brilliantly, holding onto a blushing
1557 Sakura. “Isn’t Sakura-chan gorgeous even when she’s in another body?
1558 Sakura-chan can pull off any look!” Noting the even more embarrassed
1559 look on Sakura’s face, Tomoyo smiled happily, though she didn’t
1560 release Sakura from her embrace. “How did the Change get a hold of
1561 the two of you?” she asked curiously. She already had a pretty good
1562 idea of what on her own. Syaoran must have followed them, Meiling
1563 giving chase. Syaoran must have been somewhere very near the house
1564 when the Change jumped out the window because it had come back to
1565 Sakura rather quickly.
1566 Meiling stepped forward and shook her head. “It doesn’t matter. We
1567 just need to fix this right now. I don’t care if you two want to run
1568 around like this, but Syaoran and I would kindly like to have our own
1569 bodies back. I just want this whole nightmare to be over with.” That
1570 wasn’t exactly true, as Meiling couldn’t honestly say it was a
1571 nightmare. But nevertheless, she longed to return to her own body.
1572 Looking down nervously, Sakura placed a hand behind her and
1573 laughed. It was a nervous laugh, but she hoped they wouldn’t catch
1574 on. From the looks on their faces, it appeared that they had. “Hoe...
1575 I can’t,” she mumbled.
1576 “What?” Syaoran asked. He tried to catch Sakura’s now stormy blue
1577 eyes, but Tomoyo was obviously distracting her, keeping her
1578 attention. His heart seemed to be pounding in slow motion, panic
1579 struggling within his brain. But it wasn’t time for that yet. He had
1580 to know what was going on. Maybe he had misunderstood. “What do you
1581 mean?”
1582 “I can’t change everyone back yet,” Sakura began, taking a deep
1583 breath before looking up. She smiled weakly, her hand still behind
1584 her head. She scratched through her long, lavender hair as she tried
1585 to go on. “The Change Card needs a day to recharge when I use it. It
1586 takes a lot for it to switch the souls of two people.”
1587 “But it’s already been a day. Almost,” Syaoran added quickly,
1588 waiting for Sakura to continue.
1589 “Un. But that’s when it’s only changing two people. This time, it
1590 switched all four of us. And I was using a lot of magic at the time
1591 because I was… excited about the whole thing.” Her cheeks burned as
1592 she fought for words. She had been in a very excited state of mind at
1593 the time she had used the Card, so her magic had come pouring forth
1594 in vast quantities. “So it’s going to take longer for it to
1595 recharge,” she finished quietly.
1596 “What?!?” Meiling’s eyes went wide as she stared at the pale girl
1597 that was now the Cardmistress. Her hopes for a speedy resolution to
1598 the situation were now dashed beyond recognition. “You mean we’re
1599 stuck this way? For how long?”
1600 The world spun around Syaoran as he replayed Sakura’s words. The
1601 logic was sound. Even if logic could be a funny thing when applied to
1602 magic. This was much, much worse than getting stuck in the body of
1603 the Seal Beast. He was stuck in the body of the girl who loved him,
1604 his own cousin, and he somehow had to deal with it for however long
1605 it took the Card to recharge. Did Fate think he hadn’t been
1606 humiliated enough by finding out that some weak girl was the
1607 Cardcaptor, that she held the limitless power of his great ancestor?
1608 Was his role as her sidekick simply not enough of a slap in the face
1609 to the heir to the Li Clan?
1610 Sakura smiled, trying to put a brighter slant on the situation.
1611 This just meant they’d all have to spend a little time in different
1612 bodies. And besides, she was getting used to Tomoyo’s body. It was so
1613 much prettier than her own, a gorgeous look that always left her
1614 breathless when she was in Tomoyo’s presence. A few more days as
1615 Tomoyo didn’t feel like such a bad thing. Then again, Syaoran and
1616 Meiling didn’t seem to be as happy about the situation. She and
1617 Tomoyo had been exploring what it was like to be in the others body,
1618 almost treating it like a game. How were Syaoran and Meiling handling
1619 it? Her smile faltered a bit as she spoke up. “The Change Card
1620 probably needs another day or two to recharge before I can use it
1621 again. Maybe a little longer. I did use a lot of magic with it.”
1622 Syaoran and Meiling both looked devastated by the news, shock
1623 registering on Syaoran’s face while mute horror etched itself onto
1624 Meiling. Sakura sighed, brushing more lavender hair from her eyes.
1625 Sometimes being a magical girl was not what it was cracked up to be.
1626 “So what do we do in the meantime? Are we just stuck this way? I
1627 don’t want to be a boy!!” Meiling slumped to her knees on the grass
1628 miserably. Students stared oddly for her comment, but she wasn’t
1629 paying them any attention.
1630 “We just have to wait for the Change Card to recharge. It’s not
1631 like we’re stuck this way. Besides, there’s no other option, so we
1632 have to wait,” Syaoran explained, crossing his arms. To his surprise,
1633 he felt cool relief spread through him. The thought that they
1634 wouldn’t be changing back right away was a soothing one. Like finding
1635 out a dentist appointment was cancelled or postponed, he was glad to
1636 know they wouldn’t be going through with it. He couldn’t quite
1637 understand it, but he didn’t want to be in his own body again, at
1638 least for the moment. Playing dress up with his sisters came to mind,
1639 but this felt much stronger. Back then there was the knowledge that
1640 they were simply playing, that he wasn’t a girl like his sisters. But
1641 now... He felt free in Meiling’s body. He was free from his mother’s
1642 coldness and the responsibilities that had been thrust on him simply
1643 for the mistake of his being born as a boy. Fanren, his oldest
1644 sister, would make a better head of the Li Clan than he would anyway.
1645 Syaoran didn’t even mind Meiling being in his own body. He had always
1646 had an interest in boys, especially when he had met Yukito, and
1647 Meiling made an excellent boy in his mind, even if she was rather
1648 feminine for one. So maybe it wasn’t all that bad. Maybe they
1649 wouldn’t have to Change back for a few days. Heck, maybe even a week.
1650 A sigh escaped Syaoran’s lips, his worry dissipating. He would have
1651 been more concerned about his feelings regarding the whole matter,
1652 but he simply didn’t feel like dealing with them at the moment.
1653 “And in the meantime, we can try to get to know the one we love
1654 better while we’re in their place,” Tomoyo said happily. She was
1655 already enjoying sharing this with Sakura, and it could easily help
1656 Syaoran and Meiling to grow closer if they were stuck as each other.
1657 Getting back to her feet, Meiling scoffed. “I already know my
1658 Syaoran just fine. I don’t need to know him any better.” She grabbed
1659 Syaoran’s arm, yanking her cousin close by and holding onto him.
1660 Syaoran sighed as Meiling manhandled him. He really did need to get
1661 used to that. She’d been doing it since they were little kids and she
1662 didn’t seem to be in any hurry to stop.
1663 “I’ll tell you when the Change Card recharges. Then we can all meet
1664 at the park and I can switch us all back,” Sakura said hopefully. It
1665 was weird but a little fun to be Tomoyo, but she was starting to
1666 worry. If the Change Card didn’t recharge soon, she’d miss the soccer
1667 tryouts. And with all of Tomoyo’s encouragement, she was really
1668 looking forward to trying out for the team. She could always try out
1669 as Tomoyo, but it just didn’t feel right to be throwing her fragile
1670 friend out on a soccer field. It was like putting a piece of fine
1671 china on the edge of a building. Delicately beautiful things should
1672 be held reverently, not in the way of flying soccer balls. So she’d
1673 just have to hope she could fix things in time. With Tomoyo as her
1674 personal cheerleader, she knew she could get on the soccer team. Now
1675 it was all up to whether or not the Card would be ready in time.
1676 The bell rang shrilly, giving the students a sense of urgency as
1677 people began rushing to class. “All right. We’ll meet back when the
1678 Card’s ready.” Nodding, Syaoran hurried off with Meiling, leaving the
1679 Cardmistress and the heiress. At least something was solved, even if
1680 it would take a few days. But inside, he still couldn’t explain his
1681 feelings. Struggling with his inner turmoil, Meiling dragged him off
1682 towards class.
1684 “I never should have let you do that for me, Tomoyo-chan,” Sakura
1685 reiterated for what had to be the hundredth time as she held onto her
1686 injured girlfriend. Tomoyo rubbed her back as she murmured her
1687 apologies over and over again. Sakura had always felt a strong urge
1688 to protect her best friend from harm, saving her above all of the
1689 others back in Hong Kong one time and asking Tomoyo to stop coming
1690 along when she was capturing Cards for fear that Tomoyo would get
1691 hurt another time. And so she always kicked herself when, despite her
1692 efforts, Tomoyo sometimes got hurt or in trouble. But the gentle
1693 heiress always soothed away her worries before too long.
1694 Shifting on her crutches, Tomoyo continued to caress Sakura’s back.
1695 Sakura was still in her pale body while she was still enshrined in
1696 Sakura’s athletic body. Unfortunately, athletic body or not, Tomoyo
1697 simply wasn’t athlete material. The sweet, soft-spoken girl was much
1698 more at ease singing or sewing than she was out running. So even with
1699 Sakura’s swift form, she had managed to sprain her ankle during
1700 soccer tryouts. “I’m sorry that I hurt Sakura-chan’s cute body,”
1701 Tomoyo whispered in reply as she returned her needy girlfriend’s warm
1702 embrace. Sakura needed plenty of love and attention, which Tomoyo was
1703 more than happy to supply. She would do anything for the
1704 Cardmistress, after all. Which is how she had ended up with a
1705 sprained ankle in the first place. They hadn’t been able to change
1706 back before the soccer tryouts that Sakura had so eagerly
1707 anticipated. Sakura had been disappointed that she couldn’t tryout
1708 for the team. Wanting to help her darling Sakura, Tomoyo had tried
1709 out for the soccer team herself while in Sakura's body. As she had
1710 discovered, however, watching soccer and playing soccer were two
1711 completely different things. Not much sooner had she showed up on the
1712 field than she had slipped on the soccer ball, landing awkwardly on
1713 her ankle. One doctor’s visit and plenty of concern from an
1714 overprotective parent later, Tomoyo was hobbling around on crutches
1715 with support from her sweet Sakura.
1716 “Poor Tomoyo-chan...” Sakura lamented, helping Tomoyo onto her bed.
1717 She had blamed herself for Tomoyo’s injury, as she often did when
1718 something bad would happen to Tomoyo. Somehow she felt that she
1719 should be able to protect Tomoyo from everything, that she alone
1720 could keep her safe from all the pain and troubles in the world.
1721 Sometimes she wasn’t as successful as other times. This was one of
1722 them. Even though it seemed like she was looking in a mirror, Sakura
1723 could still see Tomoyo’s ever-present smile on her lips. The
1724 currently pale girl found herself relaxing as Tomoyo’s gestures
1725 slowly began to affect her. Her gentle fingers rubbing her back, her
1726 soft voice, her soothing smile; they all managed to numb the worry
1727 that ate at her. Brushing dark hair from her eyes that she still
1728 wasn’t completely used to, Sakura sat down next to her eccentric
1729 friend. The bed shifted as Tomoyo made her way behind Sakura. The
1730 Cardmistress was about to ask the other girl what she was up to when
1731 she felt Tomoyo’s hands in her currently long hair, stroking back the
1732 long silken hair in her gentle hands. Feeling Tomoyo’s fingers
1733 through her hair, Sakura held her breath for a long moment as her
1734 heart pounded in her chest. Tomoyo had such long, beautiful hair. Her
1735 own was usually so much shorter. But it felt so nice to have Tomoyo
1736 focusing so intently on her hair. The heiress always spent so much
1737 attention on her and she always came up with such beautiful styles
1738 for her own hair. So it was nice for Sakura to have Tomoyo trying out
1739 those styles on her. Just like seeing herself in Tomoyo’s gorgeous
1740 costume designs, it was stunning to see what Tomoyo could do with her
1741 hair. She had never been able to do much with her own hair, but
1742 Tomoyo’s was like an art form.
1743 Slowly letting Sakura’s hair out of the high ponytail she had put
1744 it into earlier, Tomoyo let the lavender hair cascade through her
1745 fingers. She could make out a faint blush on Sakura’s pale cheeks and
1746 felt a blush spreading across her own. “Sakura-chan is so gorgeous,”
1747 she whispered in awe, letting her fingers roam through Sakura’s
1748 silken locks. And it was true. Even in Tomoyo’s body, Sakura was
1749 still so deliciously herself. She pulled it off beautifully, like an
1750 elegant costume, Sakura’s cute and energetic charm sparkling out from
1751 underneath it. Sakura was always the most crucial part of her
1752 costumes. She was what truly made them shine. And so Sakura did the
1753 same with her body. Tomoyo always loved dressing up her genki friend,
1754 trying out all sorts of styles on her with different costumes and
1755 things. And so she was loving the moment, being able to try new
1756 hairstyles out on Sakura. She enjoyed trying new hairstyles herself,
1757 but it was so much more fun for her to try them out on her precious
1758 Sakura, to see how they fit the Mistress of the Cards. Sakura was
1759 like a life size doll for her to dress up and style. And it made
1760 perfect sense to dress up the girl she loved, to see her in such
1761 dazzling clothes and costumes. Because she loved her. Who better to
1762 dress up than the one you love, to see them in all manner of designs?
1763 Sakura was lovelier than any doll could hope to be, so it would
1764 simply be a shame if she weren’t dressed prettily. All of Tomoyo’s
1765 designs were for Sakura, her lovely, spirited doll. Now she got to
1766 play with her hair, a new thing for Tomoyo. Sakura’s hair was a
1767 little too short for her to do much with, but now it was perfect. She
1768 could try out all of her hairstyles and more on the pretty
1769 Cardmistress. Sighing contentedly, Tomoyo rested against Sakura. “I
1770 love my Sakura-chan.”
1771 Blushing deeper at Tomoyo’s touch and her words, Sakura shifted on
1772 the bed, feeling Tomoyo’s head on her shoulder as the heiress hugged
1773 her from behind. Sakura relaxed against her, hands resting on
1774 Tomoyo’s arms that were still encircling her waist. It was so strange
1775 to have everything switched around, but when they were all alone, not
1776 much had changed. It was just her and Tomoyo. Sure, she saw green
1777 eyes and auburn hair when she gazed at her lover instead of stormy
1778 blue eyes and lavender hair, but that was really a minute thing
1779 overall. It was still Tomoyo. And it was easy to forget that anything
1780 was different at all when they kissed, aside from Tomoyo’s fingers in
1781 her now longer hair. “Hanyaan...” What had started out as an
1782 extremely bizarre thing now barely mattered to the Cardmistress.
1783 Sure, she wanted her own body back. But it wasn’t all that important
1784 to her when she did. As usual, Tomoyo’s idea turned out rather well
1785 in the end. Which was nice what with how... experimental the heiress
1786 could be. A crimson blush crept down to her shoulders as she thought
1787 back through a number of other incidents that had turned out
1788 similarly. For being so quiet and gentle, Tomoyo was certainly
1789 eccentric and ready to try new things. Well, as long as said new
1790 things involved Sakura in some way, shape, or form. “Hoe..?” Sakura
1791 turned back to face her girlfriend when she felt Tomoyo’s arms pull
1792 away from her, but only managed to get a face full of hair. Shaking
1793 her head to get the lavender strands away from her eyes, she tried to
1794 see what the heiress was doing only to find fingers once again at
1795 home in her hair. Sakura quickly looked forward again, feeling Tomoyo
1796 carefully braiding the dark hair. Tomoyo sure had some interesting
1797 tastes, but Sakura was very happy to be one of them. “Aren’t I
1798 supposed to be taking care of you, Tomoyo-chan? You’re the one who
1799 got hurt.”
1800 “Sakura-chan is taking care of Tomoyo-chan. One way or another,”
1801 Tomoyo replied, smiling as she held up Sakura’s long, dark hair for
1802 inspection. It brushed past her own auburn hair, tickling past her
1803 forehead. “All I could want is to have you here with me, Sakura-chan.
1804 I can’t move around much because of my ankle, so I’m just happy to
1805 have you close by. And it does give me the chance to play with your
1806 hair, so maybe it was a good thing.” She gave Sakura a soft kiss on
1807 the neck, secretly delighting at the darker blush that spread across
1808 Sakura’s pale skin. If she was going to sprain her ankle, this was
1809 certainly the way to go about recuperating. So close to Sakura,
1810 braiding her hair, could she be any closer to heaven? Holding the
1811 soft hair against her nose, she inhaled the wonderful scent of
1812 lavenders.
1813 “I still feel bad that you got hurt for me,” Sakura said with a
1814 sigh, her shoulder slumping. The image of Tomoyo holding onto her
1815 ankle once again felt her mind. Sakura had felt helpless as she ran
1816 to her, stuck in a much slower body than her old one. There had to be
1817 some way to make it up to Tomoyo. The beautiful heiress had gotten
1818 hurt while trying to help her join the soccer team. Even if she had
1819 failed, it was a very sweet thought. The least Sakura could do was to
1820 repay the favor. Somehow. Her eyes lit up as she sat up straight
1821 against Tomoyo again. “Sense you’re stuck in bed, I can try on some
1822 of those costumes you’ve finished lately. I can model them for you
1823 while you videotape.” Being videotaped in different costumes wasn’t
1824 exactly her favorite thing in the world. It was always so
1825 embarrassing. And some of Tomoyo’s designs had become a little more
1826 grown up in recent years. But the way Tomoyo looked when she
1827 videotaped her or watched her in the costumes was enough to send
1828 Sakura’s heart fluttering. She was the full focus of Tomoyo’s
1829 attention, the only thing in her world. So even if it was
1830 embarrassing, it was something she would always do for Tomoyo.
1831 “Oooph!!” Sakura felt Tomoyo’s now stronger arms squeeze her tightly
1832 in a warm hug. Apparently the other girl liked her idea.
1833 “Sugoi! I don’t have to leave the bed to videotape, so I can
1834 capture all of Sakura from here. That would be perfect, Sakura-chan.
1835 And I get to see you in a whole new light.” Tomoyo sighed happily, a
1836 hand on her cheek and stars in her eyes. She had thought that the
1837 costumes would have to wait until they changed back, but this
1838 afforded the perfect opportunity to get plenty of videotape she
1839 wouldn’t otherwise have. “You’ll have to try on the costumes again
1840 when you’re back to your old body so I can compare both videos of
1841 you,” Tomoyo said excitedly.
1842 “Tomoyo-chan...” Sakura sweatdropped. Tomoyo had a lot of costumes
1843 she would need to wear. This would take a while. And it would all be
1844 on video for Tomoyo’s later perusal. Sakura was about to continue,
1845 but Tomoyo’s soft lips on her own silenced her. Kissing back, Sakura
1846 decided she’d wear whatever Tomoyo wanted.
1848 “This isn’t fair!” Meiling said angrily as she and Syaoran got out
1849 of the limousine that had picked them up at the airport. “We need to
1850 get back, Syaoran!” If anyone found it strange that the boy was
1851 calling his cousin by his name, they didn’t say anything. But Meiling
1852 didn’t care. She pushed short brown hair out of her eyes as she got
1853 out of the limousine. Ahead of them lay the impressive Li household.
1854 Meiling lived with her parents elsewhere, but she spent much of her
1855 time there with Syaoran. It was usually a pleasant sight, but now it
1856 looked so ominous and foreboding. She didn’t want to admit it, but
1857 she was afraid. Afraid of what would happen and of how long she would
1858 be stuck in her cousin’s body. Nothing was certain any longer and she
1859 wasn’t taking it very well. She felt an icy pit in her stomach,
1860 uncertainty and worry trying to drag her down. She fought it off with
1861 difficulty, hurrying towards the house. “We have to tell Ieran-sama
1862 what happened so we can go back.”
1863 Upon returning home from school, Meiling and Syaoran had been
1864 shocked to find everything neatly packed up. Wei had explained to
1865 them that he had told Ieran of their growing feelings for each other
1866 and that the Li matriarch had decided to have them return home
1867 immediately. After all, if Syaoran was no longer after Sakura then
1868 there was no reason for them to remain. The two cousins had been
1869 mortified, but there had been nothing they could do as they rapidly
1870 got shuttled off towards far away Hong Kong. The past few hours were
1871 little more than a blur as they made their way back home. All because
1872 of Meiling’s pretending that Syaoran was in love with her earlier.
1873 Now they were stranded far away from their chance to return to their
1874 own bodies, stuck as each other and about to meet with Syaoran’s
1875 expectant mother. And neither cousin was overly eager to tell her the
1876 bad news. As Syaoran had come to realize quite a long time ago, his
1877 mother could be an extremely imposing figure.
1878 “Syaoran! Meiling!” An energetic figure met the two at the door,
1879 waving brightly. “I was wondering when you two would finally get
1880 back. Fuutie will have to stop using your closet to hold her extra
1881 clothes, Syaoran. Everyone’s so excited to know your both back.
1882 Mother already has a banquet planned in your honor. It’s going to be
1883 a huge affair. Everyone will be attending. That’s where Shiefa is
1884 right now.” Fanren gave Syaoran a warm hug as the girl reached the
1885 top of the stairs, believing that her brother was Meiling. Her
1886 brother wasn’t much for emotional displays, so she didn’t bother
1887 ruffling him up for once, but her younger cousin usually didn’t mind.
1888 Which is why she found it odd that the girl she was hugging tensed up
1889 in her grasp, the same way Syaoran usually did when she’d hug him.
1890 Deciding it didn’t matter, Fanren grinned. “So you finally dragged my
1891 little brother back home, eh, Meiling? I can’t wait to hear how you
1892 did that. Mother’s already planning the wedding. She was so pleased
1893 to hear that you two were finally ready to start a life together.”
1894 She held the younger girl at arms length, still smiling. “And you
1895 must be absolutely thrilled. You’ve wanted this for years. Oh, I
1896 can’t believe my little brother’s getting married before me! It’s
1897 just not fair.” The eldest of the Li children laughed. “But I’m sure
1898 it will be beautiful. You’ll make a wonderful bride, Meiling.”
1899 Unsure of what to say, Syaoran could only nod as he watched his
1900 sister. Fanren never treated him like this normally. She treated him
1901 differently. Like a boy. No, a man. The distant, aloof man that he
1902 had always tried to be. It was for the sake of the Li Clan. His
1903 mother had always treated him like that and his sisters had slowly
1904 grown to treat him the same. Because that was how he acted. But now
1905 Fanren was being as expressive and loving as she usually was around
1906 others. It felt... nice. It felt very nice to be held by his big
1907 sister, to see her smiling so warmly at him. Blinking back a stinging
1908 sensation in his eyes, Syaoran hugged his older sister again.
1909 “...Thanks, Fanren.”
1910 “Anytime, sweetie. You always were like another little sister. Now
1911 you will be.” Fanren smiled sweetly as she wiped away the tears from
1912 the edges of Syaoran’s eyes. The scowl that had been on his face
1913 faded away, replaced by a look of reverence. He had always seen
1914 Fanren’s emotional displays to be pointless, childish, and weak. But
1915 now he had to reconsider. Could it be that he was just jealous, that
1916 he was spiteful that he was left out while his sister’s grew up to be
1917 so happy and emotional? He wasn’t sure.
1918 Meiling, in the meantime, was still not very pleased with the
1919 situation she found herself in. Syaoran was still blushing from the
1920 mention of marriage. If the boy wasn’t scowling, he was blushing.
1921 Sometimes Meiling wondered if he had any other expressions. Sighing,
1922 she hurried inside past Fanren. She had to speak to Ieran. The Li
1923 family matriarch had to hear what was going on before it was too
1924 late. She wanted to be the one in the wedding dress, damn it! She
1925 wanted to marry Syaoran with all of her heart, but she really would
1926 rather marry him in her own body. Her eyes darted around the vast
1927 interior of the Li household, trying to discern where Syaoran’s
1928 mother may be.
1929 Finally noticing Meiling disappearing into the house, Syaoran
1930 pulled away from Fanren and hurried after her, scowling. “Meiling!
1931 Wait!” Meiling was much more impulsive than he himself was. And being
1932 impulsive wasn’t always a good thing. Especially around his mother.
1933 “We need to wait until she asks for us. I’m sure she’ll want to see
1934 us soon.” He had to admit that he was a trifle concerned about seeing
1935 her. How was he supposed to explain this to her? He was supposed to
1936 be the strongest mage in the Li Clan and yet he had accidentally
1937 gotten switched with his fiancee. He could only imagine how angry she
1938 would be. A shudder ran through his spine at the thought. She was
1939 always calm, never letting her anger shatter her placid exterior. But
1940 it was quite evident when she was mad. And he had been at the center
1941 of her cold, cutting scrutiny enough to fear her. Disappointing her
1942 had never been an option in his life. Which is why it had taken all
1943 of his will to sneak off to Japan to see Sakura again when Ieran
1944 wanted him to marry Meiling. So she wouldn’t be pleased about that to
1945 say the least. And finding out that he wasn’t ready to marry Meiling,
1946 that it had all been a misunderstanding, and that he had in fact
1947 gotten stuck in her body would not smooth things over with the
1948 matriarch.
1949 “I don’t want to wait. She needs to know now. She’s a strong
1950 sorceress. She’ll understand. And then we can go back to Japan, fix
1951 this up, come back and get married. Hopefully by the end of the
1952 week.” Meiling continued down the hallway, ignoring Syaoran’s
1953 frustrated sigh. She wasn’t in the mood to worry about such trivial
1954 things. Her mind was set. She had her game plan. Now all she had to
1955 do was find... Ieran’s study seemed to beckon to the two of them, the
1956 door left slightly ajar. Meiling hurried to it, ducking into the
1957 room. Syaoran paused for a moment before following. Meiling glanced
1958 around the room, her lungs releasing a breath that she hadn’t even
1959 known she was holding when she spotted the beautiful head of the Li
1960 Clan at the other end of the study. “Ieran-sama!”
1961 “Please forgive us, mother. We didn’t mean to intrude. We’ll wait
1962 in the parlor until you wish to see us,” Syaoran said quickly, bowing
1963 low before grabbing Meiling’s arm. As if things weren’t bad enough,
1964 Meiling seemed intent on angering his mother. He could only guess
1965 where that would go. Vivid images popped into his mind, none of them
1966 good. He pulled again on Meiling’s arm, but the girl in his body
1967 simply pulled away from his grasp, stepping towards Ieran.
1968 “Ieran-sama, I’m sorry for being so forward, but I have to talk to
1969 you. I’m not Syaoran. I’m Meiling.” Gesturing back towards Syaoran,
1970 Meiling continued. “That’s Syaoran.” She could feel her heart
1971 lighten, a weight lifting off of her. At least that was out of the
1972 way. Ieran would know what to do. She always did.
1973 Syaoran, on the other hand, felt an icy hand clamp onto his heart,
1974 clutching deep inside of him. His head slumped as he waited for
1975 Ieran’s harsh words. They would come, he was sure. Of course,
1976 sometimes it was worse when she would greet him with only silence.
1977 All he could do for now was wait. She would know doubt be angry at
1978 him for his mistake, for causing so much trouble for the Li Clan.
1979 Watching the two cousins contemplatively, Ieran thought for a
1980 moment. “Is this true?” she asked the dark haired girl. Syaoran
1981 nodded in response, long hair draping past her face. The older woman
1982 nodded, rolling this information over in her head. “I thought that
1983 something of the sort had happened. I could feel Syaoran’s magic in
1984 Meiling’s body, whereas Syaoran’s body currently has no magic.” She
1985 paused, letting an uneasy silence reign over the room. The two
1986 shifted uncomfortably as they waited for her to continue. She simply
1987 raised an eyebrow and continued to watch the gender switched cousins.
1988 Syaoran’s head was still lowered like a sad puppy, obviously
1989 expecting some sort of negative reaction on her part. Her daughters
1990 were all much happier, none of them nearly as afraid of her as
1991 Syaoran was. But it was necessary. She had raised Syaoran to fill his
1992 role. He was to be the head of the family. He had to grow up to be
1993 strong, to be the pillar of the family. So she had raised him very
1994 differently from his sisters. It was his duty as the male heir. Just
1995 as it had been her duty to assume the role as head of the Li Clan,
1996 not having any male siblings herself. She knew how difficult it was
1997 and she had tried to raise him accordingly. And also to fulfill his
1998 duties to the Li Clan by becoming as strong a mage as he could to aid
1999 the true Cardcaptor, and later the Cardmistress. She had known early
2000 on that he would not be the Cardcaptor, nor could he handle the
2001 situation on his own. The most he could hope to do would be to help.
2002 But she had instilled in him a lust for power, to force him to be as
2003 strong as he could be when the Cardcaptor needed him. At times like
2004 this, seeing Syaoran cower before her, it was a sad sight. But it was
2005 necessary. She couldn’t allow herself to regret it. Regrets only
2006 mired one in the past. “I think I’ll set the wedding in two months.
2007 That should be a nice enough time to get everything ready. I would
2008 wait longer, but I really don’t think that will be necessary.”
2009 Meiling and Syaoran both looked up in surprise. “What? Wait, Ieran-
2010 sama, we need to go back to Japan soon so we can switch back to our
2011 old bodies. We don’t have time to worry about a wedding,” Meiling
2012 argued. “Yet,” she added quickly. Oh, a wedding sounded absolutely
2013 lovely. But she had more immediate concerns.
2014 “And I never agreed to marry Meiling. Wei heard Meiling talking and
2015 thought that she was me,” Syaoran shot in, stepping up next to
2016 Meiling. He immediately regretted the words as he saw Meiling wince.
2017 He didn’t mean to hurt her. And he hadn’t meant it like that. He...
2018 loved Meiling? Yes... Yes, he did. But he wanted his mother to know
2019 that he hadn’t decided on this yet.
2020 “I forbid it. You are not going back to Japan. You will not return
2021 to your old bodies. We will leave things like this,” Ieran stated
2022 calmly. She could see the two react in shock, but kept up her cold
2023 composure. Their reaction was of no concern for her. She was simply
2024 doing what was best for the Li Clan. And she had quickly realized how
2025 this would benefit them. It was her decision to make. It may not be
2026 what they would choose, but it hardly mattered. Things would be nicer
2027 if they agreed, but you couldn’t always have things run perfectly.
2028 This bit of luck actually quelled quite a number of her worries about
2029 the future of the venerable House of Li.
2030 Syaoran was left speechless as he watched his mother. She wasn’t
2031 angry with him. She was actually pleased with the situation. Why
2032 would she want things to turn out this way? What was going on? So he
2033 was stuck this way? Forever? He suddenly felt dizzy, as if he was
2034 spinning at a blinding rate. His fate seemed sealed with her words.
2035 He would spend the rest of his life as Meiling. He would see Meiling
2036 in his body from now on. He felt angry and sad and... elated? He
2037 couldn’t deny that he once again felt relieved. His mind flashed back
2038 to Fanren, to his bright and cheerful sisters, to the warm manner
2039 that his mother showed them and kept from him. No!! He didn’t want
2040 any of that. He was Li Syaoran, powerful sorcerer and the next head
2041 of the House of Li. And he was not a girl! He would not spend the
2042 rest of his life trapped in a girl’s body, in the body of his fiancee.
2043 “What? But... Ieran-sama, why?” Meiling asked, near panic in her
2044 voice. Her hopes were once again slipping away from her, this time
2045 waving goodbye for what could be an eternity. This didn’t make any
2046 sense. She had thought that Ieran would be eager to have this sorted
2047 out, but instead the matriarch wanted to leave things as they were.
2048 Meiling could see her wedding dress flying off into the distance. She
2049 shook her head, balling up her fists as she looked pleadingly at
2050 Syaoran’s mother. “Why are you doing this?”
2051 Ieran allowed a small smile to cross her lips as she looked at
2052 Meiling. The girl was extremely strong willed. In some ways, Meiling
2053 reminded her of herself at that age. “Very well. Though my reasons do
2054 no concern you, I will concede that to you.” She stood up, walking to
2055 the two cousins. She placed her hands on Meiling’s shoulders, looking
2056 the girl in her son’s body in the eyes. “Meiling, you have the
2057 strength to hold the Li Clan together. You have the will it takes to
2058 be the head of the House of Li. I believe that if anyone can handle
2059 whatever tragedies face our clan in the future, it will be you. You
2060 do not give up, you are willing to go the distance to achieve your
2061 goals. You are a bit impetuous, but I’m hoping that will mellow with
2062 age. That is one of the reasons why I set you as Syaoran’s fiancee.
2063 You and he are the best match for each other. I have seen that. Which
2064 is why I wish that Syaoran had listened to my decision rather than
2065 looking for someone not half as well suited to him.” She gave Syaoran
2066 a quick glance before looking back to Meiling. “You are the one I
2067 would choose to head the Li Clan. But Syaoran is the male heir, so it
2068 is his duty, not yours. This way, you can head the Li Clan after
2069 all.” She turned from Meiling, stepping in front of Syaoran. Her son
2070 kept his eyes averted for some time before she tilted his chin up to
2071 see his eyes. To his surprise, she smiled gently at him. “Syaoran,
2072 I’m afraid that you weren’t suited to many of the tasks I gave you.
2073 In some ways, I wonder why you weren’t born as a girl to begin with.
2074 I think a lot of this could have been avoided had that happened. But
2075 we do not choose how we are born, so we must all play with the hand
2076 we are dealt. You are shy and emotional, even if your emotions are
2077 all twisted inside of you as you repress them. But I must take the
2078 blame for that. I have pushed you to be something that you are not.
2079 Now we have the chance to remedy that. Your heart is like that of a
2080 girl who has striven to be the boy she cannot be. I think you may
2081 have turned out much like your sisters had things gone another way.
2082 But regrets will get us nowhere. I wish to leave things as they are
2083 because I believe it is best for the Li Clan. Even in your
2084 relationship with Meiling, she is dominant in it over you. You are
2085 too shy and unsure, though you pretend to be otherwise. Which is why
2086 I wonder why you ever assumed you could handle the Cardmistress, who
2087 can also be very shy and unsure. But all of this points to this being
2088 the best possible solution. You get to be my daughter as you should
2089 have been while Meiling will be my successor as she rightfully should
2090 be.”
2091 Meiling’s mind reeled as Ieran’s words spun round and around
2092 through her thoughts. ‘She wants me to be the next head of the Li
2093 Clan? But how can I? I always thought I’d marry Syaoran, but I never
2094 thought that I’d have the weight of the Li Clan on my shoulders. I
2095 thought that would be Syaoran’s responsibility.’ Her mind was too
2096 consumed with these new revelations to realize what else was going
2097 on. She was still trying to understand the full extent of Ieran’s
2098 words.
2099 “I... I...” Syaoran struggled for words, choking back the tears
2100 that threatened. He wasn’t weak. He was strong. His mother was wrong
2101 about Meiling being the right head of the Li Clan. He was the one.
2102 How could he get replaced again? By another girl? First Sakura and
2103 now Meiling. And what did she mean about him being a girl? No, he was
2104 a man. Just like he’d always grown up to be. But... Ieran was smiling
2105 at him. Warmly. It was so different from the cold looks she usually
2106 gave him. It was the motherly smile she would bestow upon his
2107 sisters, the love that she seldom gave him. “Mother...” he got out
2108 weakly. The older woman held him as he trembled. He could be like his
2109 sisters... He could stop worrying, stop holding everything inside. He
2110 could stop trying so hard to be strong and unemotional. Tears burned
2111 in his vision as visions of he eternally cheerful, flighty sisters
2112 danced through his head along with the warmth his mother would show
2113 them. But... But he couldn’t... No, he was Li Syaoran... Li Syaoran.
2114 Slowly pulling away from his mother, Syaoran quickly wiped away his
2115 tears, composing himself. He knew who he was. His mother was wrong.
2116 He would be the head of the House of Li. He would be the man he was.
2117 “Mother, please let us go back to Japan. I promise you that I’ll
2118 marry Meiling as soon as I get back, just like you’ve wanted for me,”
2119 he vowed. He knew that it wasn’t much of a deal, that Ieran could
2120 probably find a way to force him to marry Meiling anyway, but he
2121 hoped it would be enough. He had to get back, to end this.
2122 Ieran sighed inwardly, but didn’t let anything show through.
2123 “Meiling, do you wish the same? If you both wish to return to Japan,
2124 I won’t stop you.” She couldn’t help but let her disapproval of the
2125 idea drift through, but there was no use forcing the both of them.
2126 Nodding quickly, Meiling took Syaoran’s hand. “Yes, Ieran-sama. We
2127 want to go back to Japan to get our own bodies back. And then I want
2128 to marry Syaoran.” Her eyes went over to her cousin, hopes somehow
2129 returning to her. She almost felt giddy, though she tried not to let
2130 it get the best of her. Not only could she be herself again, but she
2131 could have Syaoran at that. She couldn’t think of a happier ending.
2132 She squeezed Syaoran’s hand in her own and was surprised to feel him
2133 squeeze back.
2134 “All right,” Ieran conceded, turning from the two. It looked like
2135 the Li Clan’s problems wouldn’t be solved so easily after all. But at
2136 least she could have the marriage problem dealt with. “But I want you
2137 to stay for a week or two. Everyone’s looking forward to the banquet
2138 and I want to speak with you both a bit before you return.”
2139 “Thank you, Ieran-sama!” Meiling felt relief flood through her
2140 body. Ieran simply nodded in reply, dismissing the two of them.
2141 Anxiously awaiting both a return to her own body and her impending
2142 marriage to Syaoran, she quickly dragged her cousin out of the study.
2144 It took some time, but Syaoran and Meiling had finally returned to
2145 Japan once more, for what Syaoran had promised would be the last
2146 time. They would only be there for a short time, to get themselves
2147 changed back by Cardmistress Sakura. With several weeks having passed
2148 from the time the Change Card had been used, it had recharged back to
2149 it’s full power long before the cousins had returned to Tomoeda. They
2150 had all met outside of Tomoyo’s house, where it had all began in the
2151 first place to finally put an end to the long nightmare.
2152 “Are we almost ready?” Meiling asked impatiently, her arms crossed.
2153 She was eager to have her own body back, to be a girl again. It had
2154 been almost impossible to last the past few weeks with the knowledge
2155 that she would soon be in her own body again. She wasn’t the most
2156 patient individual, but somehow she survived. But she seriously
2157 doubted she could last another few seconds.
2158 “Un, just about,” Sakura said happily. Sakura and Tomoyo were both
2159 in their normal bodies, if the two could be called normal. Tomoyo was
2160 recording Sakura who was decked out in a flashy feather design
2161 costume. Why such an elaborate setup was needed for the Cards,
2162 Meiling couldn’t fathom. Tomoyo tried to explain that the
2163 Cardmistress had to be professional and that she had to take it all
2164 down for posterity.
2165 “Perfect, Sakura-chan. You look so cute! Sakura-chan makes such a
2166 beautiful magical girl,” Tomoyo said with a sweet yearning in her
2167 voice as she zoomed in on the Cardmistress. Sakura blushed at her
2168 comments, but modeled for the video camera nonetheless. Tomoyo only
2169 swooned further, videotaping every inch of her magical girlfriend.
2170 “Sakura-chan is both gorgeous and cool in her costume, a flurry of
2171 feathers. The Card will certainly heed Sakura-chan’s call.”
2172 “Can we please just get this over with?” Syaoran growled irritably.
2173 He had already been sick that morning and he wasn’t feeling all that
2174 well now. He wanted to switch bodies and have this whole even behind
2175 him. He felt a tinge of sadness that he’d lose the chance that his
2176 mother had mentioned, but he forcibly pushed it out of his mind. This
2177 would be over soon enough.
2178 “Oh, right!” Sakura sweatdropped. Looking forward with her
2179 determined emerald eyes, the Mistress of the Cards through a pink
2180 Card on the air, letting it spin for a moment before hitting it with
2181 her staff. “Change! Put these two back to the way they should be!”
2182 the brunette called out, magic swirling around her. She could see
2183 Tomoyo moving to the side to get a better shot out of the corner of
2184 her eye and smiled a bit, waving her fingers at her eccentric best
2185 friend.
2186 The Change leapt out of the Card, jumping towards the embracing
2187 Syaoran and Meiling. They both braced for the Sakura Card as it
2188 headed towards them.
2189 “Wait!!” Tomoyo called out, halting even the Sakura Cards advance. A
2190 confused pair of jade eyes and two angry sets of amber and brown eyes
2191 shot her way.
2192 “What is it this time? Do you need more film or something?” Meiling
2193 asked in frustration. Why couldn’t they just get this over with? She
2194 didn’t want to wait another second.
2195 “I think that it would be a lot more touching if the two of you
2196 weren’t just embracing as the Change affects you. You both learned
2197 quite a bit throughout all this and with the wedding approaching, you
2198 both have to be very excited. It would be much more romantic and
2199 meaningful if you were kissing when you change back. Then you will
2200 shift from one side of the kiss to the other, returning to your old
2201 body but still joined,” Tomoyo explained with a smile. She pulled up
2202 her camcorder to see the two, adjusting the picture. Having a flare
2203 for the aesthetic, it just seemed to fit much better on tape that way.
2204 “What?”
2205 “Tomoyo-chan does have a point,” Sakura said with a giggle,
2206 motioning for the Change to stay still for a moment.
2207 Meiling looked back to Syaoran, still holding onto her fiancee. He
2208 sighed as they held each other. It did seem to make enough sense,
2209 Meiling reasoned. Licking her lips, she leaned forward slowly.
2210 Syaoran blushed as she touched her lips against his. The two began to
2211 kiss softly, growing more passionate as they forgot about the Change
2212 Card and their audience.
2213 Looking back to the Change Card, Sakura smiled and gave a nod. The
2214 chameleon-looking Sakura Card sped towards the kissing couple,
2215 pressing into their legs as it’s magic lit up the area around them.
2216 Magic coalesced around the two, a small sun covering them with
2217 blinding intensity. And then, just as suddenly, it was gone. The
2218 Change Card reappeared in Sakura’s hand.
2219 Syaoran felt Meiling’s lips against his own as they kissed, holding
2220 each other. The kiss dragged on as he finally felt the magic around
2221 him. It gripped him like it did the last time, maintaining its hold
2222 for a second before pulling away. He could still feel the kiss, their
2223 lips never leaving the other even as Sakura’s magic overtook them.
2224 Relieved, Syaoran kissed Meiling deeper, in a passionate kiss that
2225 let out all of the worry and tension that had built up inside of him.
2226 He could feel their tongues dancing as their victory kiss continued.
2227 Meiling’s hands shifted down his sides. He made a soft gasp into
2228 their kiss as he felt her hand on his breast, feeling the fingers
2229 through the blouse and bra. His arms went around her as their lips
2230 met again and again. His hand slipped down her back as he.. Wait..
2231 His eyes shot open in terror. His hands went to Meiling’s still flat
2232 chest. “What the hell?” Pulling away, he gazed at Meiling, still in
2233 his body. “What happened?” He asked frantically, whirling towards the
2234 Mistress of the Cards.
2235 Shrugging helplessly, Sakura looked down at the Card. “I don’t
2236 know. It should be charged by now. I know I used enough magic. And
2237 the Change seems to be doing fine. I don’t know what could have gone
2238 wrong.”
2239 Kero nodded thoughtfully. The Seal beast had his arms crossed, his
2240 brow furrowed. “The Change can’t work it’s magic if someone’s
2241 pregnant. It might accidentally switch the baby’s soul, too, so it’s
2242 too dangerous.”
2243 Syaoran’s eyes were the size of saucers. Meiling was blushing a
2244 cherry red while Sakura sweatdropped and Tomoyo looked on with a
2245 smile. Syaoran looked down at his female body, still too in shock to
2246 utter a word. “I’m... pregnant?!” His mind was still having trouble
2247 registering the thought. ‘Pregnant?’ he thought, staring down. His
2248 first night with Meiling in each other’s bodies raced to the front of
2249 his mind. He’d gotten pregnant from Meiling...
2250 “Congratulations, Li-kun! Meiling-chan!” Tomoyo said cheerfully, a
2251 hand on her cheek. She seemed to find the situation a lovely one
2252 indeed. Her camcorder panned from one of the cousins to the other,
2253 trying to get both of their reactions for the tape in case they
2254 wanted one later.
2255 “Seems so, kiddo,” Kero replied, grinning from ear to ear. “And ya
2256 should stop yelling like that. It can’t be good for the baby.” As if
2257 it hadn’t been good enough to hear that Syaoran had switched bodies
2258 with Meiling, this was icing on Kero’s cake.
2259 “Syaoran...” Meiling got out, still too embarrassed to say anything
2260 else. She watched as Syaoran fainted dead away.