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     1.6 +Musings At The Door Of Sleep
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     1.8 +
     1.9 +
    1.10 + - Berk' Watkins, Student of Quantum Bogodynamics
    1.11 +
    1.12 +   It's 1999, do you know where your .plan is?
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    1.14 +
    1.15 +
    1.16 +               Cult of Chaos Productions Presents:
    1.17 +
    1.18 +                     A Random Act of Fandom
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    1.22 +
    1.23 +
    1.24 +                  Musings At The Door Of Sleep
    1.25 +
    1.26 +
    1.27 +
    1.28 +
    1.29 +
    1.30 +             Sailormoon Created By: Naoko Takeuchi
    1.31 +
    1.32 +
    1.33 +
    1.34 +                   Story By: J. Random Fanboy
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    1.36 +
    1.37 +
    1.38 +
    1.39 +
    1.40 +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
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    1.42 +
    1.43 +
    1.44 +When did I fall in love with you?  I wonder that sometimes,
    1.45 +
    1.46 +when I lie here, next to you, you know.  You're sleeping, as
    1.47 +
    1.48 +peacefully as you could ever sleep, while I lie here, gazing
    1.49 +
    1.50 +upon this person who made me whole after being nothing more
    1.51 +
    1.52 +than a fragment for years.
    1.53 +
    1.54 +
    1.55 +
    1.56 +You saved my soul...
    1.57 +
    1.58 +
    1.59 +
    1.60 +Your hair is down now, free from those absurd buns that only
    1.61 +
    1.62 +you can seem to manage to pull off.  Maybe it's the way you
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    1.64 +are, people are too busy seing the outgoing superstar you
    1.65 +
    1.66 +are to care about how you look.
    1.67 +
    1.68 +
    1.69 +
    1.70 +Impossible eyes, closed now.
    1.71 +
    1.72 +
    1.73 +
    1.74 +Impossible hair, free and flowing.
    1.75 +
    1.76 +
    1.77 +
    1.78 +Gods you're beautiful, my Usako.
    1.79 +
    1.80 +
    1.81 +
    1.82 +I could just lay here forever with you in my arms and never,
    1.83 +
    1.84 +never want to let go...  Now I'm crying.. I can't let you hear
    1.85 +
    1.86 +that, because then you'll be sad too.  I want to be selfish
    1.87 +
    1.88 +in my own little pains.
    1.89 +
    1.90 +
    1.91 +
    1.92 +The parents I never knew.
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    1.94 +
    1.95 +
    1.96 +Always being apart.
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    1.98 +
    1.99 +
   1.100 +I love you, my Usako...
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   1.102 +
   1.103 +
   1.104 +                       *    *    *    *
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   1.106 +
   1.107 +
   1.108 +Haruf?  Oh.. it's morning....
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   1.110 +
   1.111 +
   1.112 +I hate mornings...
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   1.114 +
   1.115 +
   1.116 +Oh?  Hello there...
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   1.118 +
   1.119 +
   1.120 +That pouty look on your sleeping face looks so funny.  You
   1.121 +
   1.122 +almost look like a little child who's had their ball taken
   1.123 +
   1.124 +away, and you're not sure if you want to be upset about it
   1.125 +
   1.126 +or not quite yet.
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   1.128 +
   1.129 +
   1.130 +That wonderful, raven-black hair I so wish I had.
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   1.132 +
   1.133 +
   1.134 +You look so refined and mature, even in your sleep, while
   1.135 +
   1.136 +I seem to stay like a little girl.  I know my body's
   1.137 +
   1.138 +grown.. but I feel so young...  I can't explain it...
   1.139 +
   1.140 +It's..?
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   1.142 +
   1.143 +
   1.144 +Oh why bother worrying about it?
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   1.146 +
   1.147 +
   1.148 +My morning feels better already with you there, sleeping
   1.149 +
   1.150 +peacefully at my side.
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   1.153 +
   1.154 +The face is from deep in my memory, a time long ago.  I
   1.155 +
   1.156 +once saw that face twisted in rage, but now it's so hard
   1.157 +
   1.158 +to see you in that light.
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   1.160 +
   1.161 +
   1.162 +You are not that monster.
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   1.165 +
   1.166 +A stirring...
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   1.168 +
   1.169 +
   1.170 +"Good morning, Hotachan...."
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   1.172 +
   1.173 +
   1.174 +You look at me with that funny, 'How'd you wake up first?'
   1.175 +
   1.176 +look I know so well.  Ah, it's gone now.
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   1.178 +
   1.179 +
   1.180 +"Good morning, Usako...."
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   1.182 +
   1.183 +
   1.184 +Heh.. you have morning breath..... but I do to, so I guess
   1.185 +
   1.186 +we're even.
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   1.188 +
   1.189 +
   1.190 +Time to cast aside sleep and go about with our day.. and
   1.191 +
   1.192 +tonight I guess we'll meet here again.  Me, watching you,
   1.193 +
   1.194 +watching me...
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   1.196 +
   1.197 +
   1.198 +I wonder who'll fall asleep first tonight?
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   1.201 +
   1.202 +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
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