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1.1 --- /dev/null Thu Jan 01 00:00:00 1970 +0000 1.2 +++ b/old/stories/cunpnk3.txt Fri Feb 19 20:53:12 2010 -0500 1.3 @@ -0,0 +1,1357 @@ 1.4 +Author's Notes: ^_^ 1.5 + 1.6 + There's nothing much to say here, really. Trust me, you're going 1.7 +to start hating me around the middle of this part... But keep going 1.8 +until the end! ^_^ 1.9 + 1.10 +~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1.11 +Chibiusa no PYUA na kokoro 1.12 +(Chibiusa's Pure Heart) 1.13 +Part 3 1.14 +By Andrea Doolan <andrea.doolan@utoronto.ca> 1.15 +"Sailormoon no ichiban daifan" 1.16 +~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1.17 + 1.18 +~*~*~*~*~ 1.19 + 1.20 + The large, ornately decorated doors to the main Sailor Senshi 1.21 +conference room shut with a bang. This particular room of the palace 1.22 +was situated on one of the top levels of the grand structure. It 1.23 +boasted a marble conference table, which seated 20 comfortably, and all 1.24 +the architectural and design earmarks that made the Crystal Palace so 1.25 +famous. It was an eclectic atmosphere combining ancient Greek and 1.26 +traditional Japanese designs. 1.27 + 1.28 + Sailormars, the person who shut the doors, was the last of the 1.29 +Senior Sailor Senshi to be gathered in the room. With their hectic 1.30 +schedules, it was unusual to see all of them together, but this was a 1.31 +special occasion. 1.32 + 1.33 + As Mars took her seat, Neo Queen Serenity spoke. "Minna, thank 1.34 +you for coming here on such short notice. I apologise for the formal 1.35 +atmosphere, because what will be said here today isn't meant for a 1.36 +formal occasion. We're all friends here; friends sharing some great 1.37 +news. I'll now pass things over to my daughter and Sailorsaturn." 1.38 + 1.39 + As the Queen sat back down, she passed Small Lady, and gave her a 1.40 +small squeeze on her shoulder. It was enough for a smile to creep 1.41 +across the younger woman's face. It was getting easier, she thought. 1.42 +This would be the third time telling people, and it definitely felt 1.43 +easier. Of course, maybe it was just because they were telling the 1.44 +parents before, and now it was just friends. 1.45 + 1.46 + Small Lady and Saturn stood up at the head of the table. All eyes 1.47 +were focused on them. Mercury, Mars, Venus, and Jupiter looked at them 1.48 +inquisitively. Uranus, Neptune, and Pluto looked at them with love and 1.49 +support. They were really only there for comfort and encouragement. 1.50 +The Queen and King looked at them with smiles on their faces. Serenity 1.51 +nodded her head for them to start. 1.52 + 1.53 + "Arigatou, minna. Some of you know what we're about to say, and 1.54 +some of you don't. Before we start, we just want to say what good 1.55 +friends you've all been to us. We cherish you all dearly." Small Lady 1.56 +stopped and smiled at them. 1.57 + 1.58 + Saturn took Small Lady's hand, and continued. "Something special 1.59 +has happened in our lives, and we think it's only fair to share it with 1.60 +all of you. Small Lady and I have fallen in love. We care for each 1.61 +other deeply. We...we want to spend the rest of our lives together. We 1.62 +want to be together forever." 1.63 + 1.64 + Small Lady jumped in. "We know this may come as a shock to some 1.65 +of you. I know it certainly did for us." She laughed a little at this. 1.66 +"But we both hope you'll give us your blessing. It really means a lot 1.67 +to us. We've already discussed this with our parents, and they've been 1.68 +very supportive. But no pressure, of course." She gave them a little 1.69 +wink. 1.70 + 1.71 + There was silence for several moments, but then Sailorjupiter was 1.72 +the first to speak. "So, you left us until last, did you? Seems kind 1.73 +of unfair to me." She stuck her tongue out a little to show she was 1.74 +kidding. "Small Lady, Saturn, personally I think this is great. I wish 1.75 +you all the best in the future." She had a very sincere smile on her 1.76 +face. 1.77 + 1.78 + "I knew it!" cried Venus. "My predictions of love are never 1.79 +wrong!" The rest of the group facefaulted. "Hehe, the goddess of love 1.80 +and beauty, the reincarnation of Aphrodite herself gives you her full 1.81 +blessing! You two make a cute couple." She flashed them a "V" sign. 1.82 + 1.83 + "I always said we didn't need boys to have fun." 1.84 + 1.85 + "Mars, are you feeling playful?" 1.86 + 1.87 + "We'll have to save it until later, Venus." 1.88 + 1.89 + "Ohhh..." 1.90 + 1.91 + "Anyway, the point I was trying to make was you two go really well 1.92 +together. I can feel it from your spirits, it's coming through very 1.93 +strongly. I think you two were made for each other." 1.94 + 1.95 + Small Lady and Saturn blushed a little at this. 1.96 + 1.97 + Sailormercury was sitting quietly at the end of the table. She 1.98 +was just waiting patiently for her turn to speak. "I still find it hard 1.99 +to believe in a red string of destiny, but after seeing so many real 1.100 +life examples, I think I'll have to rewrite the laws of physics. You 1.101 +two are a shinning example of proof that it does exist. Omedetou ne." 1.102 +She gave a caring smile to them. 1.103 + 1.104 + "Minna..." said Small Lady, tears forming in her eyes. 1.105 + 1.106 + "Arigatou," said Saturn while she gave her lover a quick hug. 1.107 + 1.108 + Everyone got up from their seats and proceeded to give Small Lady 1.109 +and Saturn hugs and words of congratulation. Indeed, it was a joyous 1.110 +occasion. Saturn and Small Lady were so glad everyone had been very 1.111 +accepting of their relationship; it really meant a lot to them. They 1.112 +weren't really worried, though. They had both known everyone for so 1.113 +long, and they were such close friends. But now, deep in their hearts, 1.114 +there still laid a seed of worry. It was because of the upcoming 1.115 +announcement to the kingdom which would follow in a few days. In some 1.116 +respects, it was terrifying to them, but in others they wanted to share 1.117 +the good news with all the people of the kingdom. They knew they might 1.118 +not get the same reception that the Senshi had given them. They 1.119 +accepted that fact, but any way they could, they were going to get 1.120 +through it. Together. 1.121 + 1.122 +~*~*~*~*~ 1.123 + 1.124 + "Mina-san, please be aware that an official announcement from 1.125 +Crystal Palace will take place at 13:00 today, Japan Standard Time. 1.126 +Please try to avoid crowding the streets around the palace, as public 1.127 +safety in always a concern. The official Crystal Tokyo network, Terebi 1.128 +Takeuchi, will be covering events, as will most of the other major 1.129 +networks and satellite feeds to the planets. Arigatou gozaimasu." 1.130 + 1.131 + That was the official press release the palace had given at 9 1.132 +o'clock that Wednesday morning. It had thrown every single news agency 1.133 +in the solar system into mass confusion. If it was an announcement from 1.134 +the palace, it was big news. Everyone was rushing trying to get an 1.135 +early scoop, but none of their sources seemed to know anything, and the 1.136 +palace was being very tight-lipped. Really, the only thing they could do 1.137 +was wait and see. That didn't stop the rumours, though. 1.138 + 1.139 + "I heard the king and queen were getting a divorce!" 1.140 + 1.141 + "What? Are you crazy? After being together for so long? It's 1.142 +much more serious. I heard Nemesis was making a comeback." 1.143 + 1.144 + "Another war? That would be awful..." 1.145 + 1.146 + "But if it was a war, wouldn't a state of emergency be declared or 1.147 +something?" 1.148 + 1.149 + "Only if the fighting had already broken out. They could just be 1.150 +in negotiations." 1.151 + 1.152 + "No, no, you're all wrong! I hear Diana-sama is getting married!" 1.153 + 1.154 + "To that prince from Mau? I thought she hated him." 1.155 + 1.156 + "Maybe Luna-sama is pregnant again." 1.157 + 1.158 + "Could be... Hey, what if one of the Senshi were pregnant!" 1.159 + 1.160 + "Um, that would be kind of hard, wouldn't it? Considering who 1.161 +their partners are... And those that don't have partners don't seem to be 1.162 +attached to anyone." 1.163 + 1.164 + "Oh, right." 1.165 + 1.166 + It went on like this for the four hours between the press release 1.167 +and the announcement. It seemed anybody and everybody had a theory as 1.168 +to what the palace was about to announce. Though no one could have 1.169 +guessed what was actually happening. 1.170 + 1.171 + 12:56 JST 1.172 + 1.173 + "How are you doing?" 1.174 + 1.175 + "Okay. How about you?" 1.176 + 1.177 + "I'm a nervous wreck." 1.178 + 1.179 + "To tell you the truth, I am, too." 1.180 + 1.181 + Two lovers embraced and shared a long kiss. 1.182 + 1.183 + "Better?" 1.184 + 1.185 + "Hai." 1.186 + 1.187 + They walked hand in hand to the doors which led out to the 1.188 +balcony. It was from there that they would make their announcement, and 1.189 +the world would know the truth. 1.190 + 1.191 + "Small Lady?" 1.192 + 1.193 + The pink haired woman stopped and looked to her side. She saw 1.194 +Diana and the Sailor Quartet standing there. After she had told the 1.195 +Inner Senshi, her and Saturn talked to Luna, Artemis, Diana, and the 1.196 +Quartet privately. After all, Diana was her closest friend next to 1.197 +Saturn, and the Quartet were her personal protectors. They had all 1.198 +taken the news with similar reactions to the Senior Senshi. 1.199 +Sailorpallas said she knew all along, but Sailorjuno reminded her she 1.200 +thought Saturn was falling for the king of Mermaid. Everyone laughed at 1.201 +that, including Pallas herself. 1.202 + 1.203 + "Diana-tachi!" 1.204 + 1.205 + "We're coming out with you." 1.206 + 1.207 + "You don't have to..." 1.208 + 1.209 + "We're your friends! You're going to get all the support you 1.210 +can!" 1.211 + 1.212 + "Princess, we are your protectors. It's our duty and wish to help 1.213 +you," said Sailorceres with a smile. 1.214 + 1.215 + "Arigatou," said Saturn. "It means a lot to us." 1.216 + 1.217 + "Jikan da," said the King. "The crowds are even larger than I 1.218 +expected." 1.219 + 1.220 + The doors to the balcony opened, and the crowd roared. Out 1.221 +stepped Princess Serenity, looking regal as ever, holding hands with the 1.222 +Princess of Saturn, who looked equally gorgeous in her purple gown. 1.223 +They walked to the front of the balcony and waved at the spectators. 1.224 +Directly behind them stood the princess' personal guard and Diana. Off 1.225 +to the side the Senior Sailor Senshi stood, all of whom were wearing 1.226 +their royal gowns. The king and queen stood in the doorway, watching 1.227 +how everything progressed. 1.228 + 1.229 + Saturn held Small Lady's hand a little tighter, and whispered 1.230 +something to her which was incomprehensible to everyone else. 1.231 + 1.232 + A few minutes later, after the announcement had been made, the crowd 1.233 +cheered even louder, if that was possible. 1.234 + 1.235 +~*~*~*~*~ 1.236 + 1.237 + The next few days were spent sorting through the public's reaction 1.238 +to the announcement. Generally, it had been very positive, with the 1.239 +palace receiving millions of cards, flowers, and gifts all meant to 1.240 +congratulate the happy couple. Small Lady and Saturn had been fairly 1.241 +surprised at the outpouring of support they had received. Headlines 1.242 +like, "A Match Made in Heaven," "A Happy Day for the Kingdom of 1.243 +Serenity," and "Light and Dark United by the Bonds of Love" boosted 1.244 +their confidence even more. Though, while looking at the last one, 1.245 +Saturn wondered why people always forgot she was the Senshi of death 1.246 +*and* rebirth. Oh well, it made for a good headline at any rate. 1.247 + 1.248 + While most reactions had been positive, there had been some 1.249 +negative ones as well. The religious right, even though their hold on 1.250 +society had greatly decreased over the centuries, could still be very 1.251 +vocal. They posted their opinions over the information network linking 1.252 +the entire solar system, and wrote to news organisations. But their 1.253 +reaction was expected; they had been saying the same things for years about 1.254 +other prominent same-sex couples. No one paid much attention to them 1.255 +anymore, including the level-headed religious organisations. 1.256 + 1.257 + The main cause for concern in the palace's eyes were several 1.258 +editorials written for the news agencies' publications. While accepting 1.259 +of the relationship, and pointing out how happy everyone was for them, 1.260 +there was one common thread through them all. How would the line of the 1.261 +moon kingdom continue? Through all of science's advances, it was still 1.262 +impossible for two women to conceive. That left several options: 1.263 +adoption - which wouldn't work, because they obviously needed someone 1.264 +with royal blood; artificial insemination - which lead to the question, 1.265 +who would donate the sperm?; and cloning - which meant their baby would 1.266 +have the same genes as the princess, which really wouldn't be a bad 1.267 +thing, except that in order for humanity as a whole and the royal 1.268 +family specifically to advance, there had to be a mixing of the gene 1.269 +pool. It was certainly a valid point to bring up, one Small Lady and 1.270 +Saturn hadn't thought through completely. 1.271 + 1.272 + Some, more opinionated people, jumped on the chance, and called it 1.273 +the end of the Moon Kingdom. Others were less extreme in their views, 1.274 +but voiced concern about the inability to have a child. Gay couples 1.275 +around the kingdom fought back, and pointed to their own families to 1.276 +prove the princess and Saturn could bear children, even if Saturn's 1.277 +genes weren't included. It wouldn't mean she would love the child any 1.278 +less. It was good that same sex couples composed about 50% of the 1.279 +population. Small Lady and Saturn needed all the support they could get 1.280 +on this issue. 1.281 + 1.282 + The child-bearing issue, and the news of the partnership was hot 1.283 +news over the next month. The press knew its boundaries, but still was 1.284 +able to get pictures of the couple together at every opportunity. 1.285 +Saturn and Small Lady played along very well. They didn't feel as if 1.286 +the press was hounding them, plus they knew what good public relations 1.287 +could mean for them. However, like all hot news, the fervour eventually 1.288 +died down, and the couple was bumped down to monthly updates on the 1.289 +news. 1.290 + 1.291 + Small Lady felt overjoyed with the amount of love and support her 1.292 +subjects had given her. Their opinions and happiness really did mean a 1.293 +great deal to her. She was a bit saddened with some of the objections 1.294 +they had received, but it was expected, and with Saturn at her side they 1.295 +were able to deal with it. Saturn...she had been such a pillar of love 1.296 +for the pink haired woman. Even when things looked a bit rocky, she was 1.297 +right there by her side. Small Lady brought her hands to her heart, and 1.298 +sighed. She was the luckiest person alive. 1.299 + 1.300 +~*~*~*~*~ 1.301 + 1.302 + The next five years seemed to pass quickly for everyone. They 1.303 +were glorious years. The Moon Kingdom was at it's strongest, and 1.304 +flourished under new treaties made with other kingdoms in other parts of 1.305 +the galaxy. The physical destruction from the Black Moon attack had 1.306 +been gone for decades. The emotional toll for the population who had 1.307 +lost so many lives, was recovering, and moving on. They were certain 1.308 +that nothing similar would ever happen again. 1.309 + 1.310 + For Small Lady's part, she grew into a lovely woman of 915 years, 1.311 +who still had the appearance of a 22-year-old. Since her 910th birthday 1.312 +she had been given ever increasing responsibilities by her mother. 1.313 +Rumour had it Serenity was going to pass the throne down to her daughter 1.314 +soon. When that was going to happen, no one was sure, but the people 1.315 +knew it would be soon. 1.316 + 1.317 + At her side through all this stood Sailorsaturn. It was a very 1.318 +happy time for the couple. Even when they had to be apart because of 1.319 +official responsibilities, they were still together in spirit. The time 1.320 +that they did have together was precious, and they used every second of 1.321 +it to the fullest. They gave each other strength, and received lots of 1.322 +love. They were truly two halves to one whole. 1.323 + 1.324 +~*~*~*~*~ 1.325 + 1.326 + It was another beautiful day in Crystal Tokyo. The sun cascaded 1.327 +off the crystal buildings, forming tiny rainbows all around town. The 1.328 +sky was as blue as Sailormercury's fuku and the moon's outline could 1.329 +faintly be seen in the skies above. Everyone seemed just a little 1.330 +happier today. 1.331 + 1.332 + Unfortunately, things weren't like this for Small Lady. She was 1.333 +in her worst mood in months, and was feeling very depressed. All 1.334 +morning she moped around the palace trying to keep herself occupied. 1.335 +The truth was, she only had one thing on her mind. Saturn. The Senshi 1.336 +of Death and Rebirth was on another diplomatic mission. This time it 1.337 +was to Kinmokusei to work out trade relations. Saturn would be gone for 1.338 +six months, which was the longest they had ever spent apart after 1.339 +becoming a couple. But it just couldn't be avoided; they both knew 1.340 +that. 1.341 + 1.342 + So, Small Lady continued to mope around the palace looking for 1.343 +anything interesting to do. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw 1.344 +Sailorpluto walking towards Serenity's chambers. 1.345 + 1.346 + "Puu!" 1.347 + 1.348 + "Ah, Small Lady," said Pluto has she turned around to see the pink 1.349 +haired woman bound up behind her. 1.350 + 1.351 + "Are you going to talk to mama?" 1.352 + 1.353 + "Hai. We still have some things to discuss about today's royal 1.354 +guest." 1.355 + 1.356 + "Royal guest?" Small Lady looked at her in a questioning way. 1.357 + 1.358 + "Did you forget already? We have a very prestigious guest coming 1.359 +today all the was from Elysion." 1.360 + 1.361 + "Gomen, I guess I forgot." Small Lady smiled. 1.362 + 1.363 + Pluto coughed. "I think you've had other things on your mind." 1.364 +She gave her friend a wink. 1.365 + 1.366 + Small Lady blushed. "Have you noticed, too? My mind hasn't been 1.367 +where it should be lately. It's just...hard. I know I'll see Saturn 1.368 +again, but waiting seems like an eternity." 1.369 + 1.370 + Pluto put her hand on the younger woman's shoulder. "Don't forget 1.371 +that we're all here for you, Small Lady. You know you can come talk to 1.372 +me whenever you want. It will be just like old times." 1.373 + 1.374 + "Arigatou, Puu." The princess hugged the taller woman. Pluto was 1.375 +almost like a second mother to her. 1.376 + 1.377 + "Just don't forget about our guest. We will be meeting him at 1.378 +15:00 in the throne room." 1.379 + 1.380 + "I won't forget. Mata ne, Puu!" Small Lady smiled and ran off. 1.381 +It was really great to have such good friends. Her spirits were 1.382 +definitely lifted now. 1.383 + 1.384 + Elysion, she thought. Where have I heard that name before? It 1.385 +seems so familiar... I'll have to remember to look it up before I meet 1.386 +our guest. It's always good manners to know something of a guest's 1.387 +country. 1.388 + 1.389 +~*~*~*~*~ 1.390 + 1.391 +14:54 1.392 + 1.393 + I'm late. I'm late. I'm late. It was the only thing Small Lady 1.394 +could think of as she ran down the hallway to the throne room. Oh kami, 1.395 +how did I let this happen? How is it that I have all the time in the 1.396 +world, and then suddenly it's gone! This is no way for the future queen 1.397 +to act. Oh, what will mama say! It is incredibly rude to show up late 1.398 +to greet a guest. Maybe I can still make it... 1.399 + 1.400 +14:58 1.401 + 1.402 + Small Lady rounded a corner, but slowed down just before she got 1.403 +to the doors of the throne room. She walked in calmly, almost as if she 1.404 +hadn't been running at all. She got several stern looks from the 1.405 +Quartet and one from her mother as she took her place beside her, but 1.406 +other than that, no one seemed to notice. It looked like she got there 1.407 +just in time. 1.408 + 1.409 + A loud voice rang out. "Now presenting our highly esteemed guest 1.410 +of honour...." 1.411 + 1.412 + Ah! I completely forgot to look up Elysion, thought Small Lady. 1.413 + 1.414 + "...We are most glad he was able to take time from his busy 1.415 +schedule to meet with us..." 1.416 + 1.417 + But it sounds so familiar... Elysion, Elysion, where have I heard 1.418 +that before? 1.419 + 1.420 + "...His absence on Earth has been centuries, but his protection of 1.421 +everyone's dreams has never been overlooked..." 1.422 + 1.423 + Dreams? Elysion? It's right on the tip of my tongue. Oh my god, 1.424 +it's... 1.425 + 1.426 + "...The High Priest of Elysion, Elios-sama." 1.427 + 1.428 + Elios... 1.429 + 1.430 + Clapping could be heard all around the throne room as a man 1.431 +dressed almost entirely in white stepped into the room. He had soft, 1.432 +wavy white hair which flowed over the red jewel on his forehead. He 1.433 +walked forward and kneeled in front of Neo Queen Serenity. 1.434 + 1.435 + "My Queen, it is so good to see you again. And the King also. I 1.436 +trust you have both been well?" 1.437 + 1.438 + "Yes, thank you, Elios." Serenity bowed politely to him. "We are 1.439 +so glad you could make it. It's really been too long." She gave him a 1.440 +warm smile. 1.441 + 1.442 + Elios smiled back, and then looked over to the Queen's right where 1.443 +a woman with pink hair stood. Her eyes seemed to be displaying shock 1.444 +and happiness at the same time. 1.445 + 1.446 + "Chiisana otome yo." He looked at her again. "Iya, you're not 1.447 +chiisana anymore. Just a beautiful otome." The image of the girl he 1.448 +saw now overlapped the image he saw in his dreams so many years ago. 1.449 + 1.450 + "Elios..." Small Lady was a little more than shocked. She never 1.451 +dreamed she'd be meeting him here today. 1.452 + 1.453 + "Otome, I sense your dream has changed, but you still carry the 1.454 +most beautiful dream." 1.455 + 1.456 + The princess blushed. "Arigatou." She bowed to him in greeting. 1.457 + 1.458 + He then turned and proceeded to greet everyone there. The Senshi 1.459 +who were present were excited to meet him again after all the time that 1.460 +had passed. Those times seemed like a lifetime away. And indeed they 1.461 +were. 1.462 + 1.463 + Small Lady continued to watch the events like she was in a dream 1.464 +state. She didn't know what to make of this situation. Here was 1.465 +someone who she had once had feelings for, even if she was in the body 1.466 +of an eleven-year-old at the time. It had been less than 15 years since 1.467 +she had last seen him, but for Elios it must have been centuries. 1.468 +Though she wasn't exactly sure how time passed in Elysion. She thought 1.469 +it amazing that he remembered her after all these years as if they had 1.470 +parted yesterday. At that moment, she wished Saturn was with her more 1.471 +than ever. She felt like holding her hand for support. 1.472 + 1.473 +~*~*~*~*~ 1.474 + 1.475 + After the festivities that followed the official welcoming were 1.476 +over, the excitement had died down somewhat. Now just some of the Senshi 1.477 +were left to talk to Elios privately about old times. Small Lady had 1.478 +been very proper during the festivities, and filled her role as princess 1.479 +to a T. But now she just felt exhausted, and wanted some quiet time to 1.480 +herself. She had barely talked to Elios at all. Was she trying to 1.481 +avoid him on purpose? She didn't really know. It was such a strange 1.482 +feeling for her to see him like this now. All she knew was a walk 1.483 +through the palace gardens would do her good. 1.484 + 1.485 + She began by passing by some pink rose bushes. She stopped to 1.486 +admire their beauty and scent. She held one gently in her hand and 1.487 +lifted it to her nose. The fragrant aroma filled her senses and 1.488 +alleviated a lot of the stress she was feeling, both from Saturn being 1.489 +away and Elios' arrival. She was away in a world all her own now, so 1.490 +much so that she didn't notice a form approaching her. She was so 1.491 +startled when she heard a sound from behind that she forgot what she was 1.492 +doing and accidentally pricked herself on one of the rose's thorns. 1.493 + 1.494 + "Gomen," said the figure as it stepped into the light. "I didn't 1.495 +mean to startle you." 1.496 + 1.497 + "Oh, Elios. I didn't hear you come up." Small Lady said with a 1.498 +smile. 1.499 + 1.500 + "You're injured," he said while pointing to her hand. 1.501 + 1.502 + "This? It's nothing. Just a little scratch." 1.503 + 1.504 + Then he did something very unexpected. He brought her hand up to 1.505 +his mouth and kissed what little blood there was away. The princess was 1.506 +shocked, and pulled her hand away. 1.507 + 1.508 + "I'm sorry, did I do something wrong?" asked Elios. 1.509 + 1.510 + Small Lady looked ashamed. "No, I'm the one who should apologise. 1.511 +I've done nothing but avoid you since you got here. I guess I thought 1.512 +if I didn't see you, then I wouldn't have to deal with the past. The 1.513 +truth is, I have something important to tell you." 1.514 + 1.515 + "Well, why don't we sit down over there on that bench? I have a 1.516 +feeling we'll be here for awhile." 1.517 + 1.518 + Small Lady nodded her head in agreement, and followed him to the 1.519 +bench. 1.520 + 1.521 + She began with a sigh. "All those years ago, I'm not sure what it 1.522 +was we shared. Was it just a childhood infatuation, or something more? 1.523 +I remember thinking about you for a very long time after you left. I 1.524 +promised myself that I would see you again someday, though I had no idea 1.525 +it would be like this." Elios just sat patiently listening. She 1.526 +continued, "After a while, my memory of you started to fade, and my 1.527 +feelings, however childish, were pushed to the back of my mind. In 1.528 +time, I developed feelings for another person. In fact, I fell deeply 1.529 +in love with them. So deeply in love that I have a great pain on my 1.530 +heart every time we're apart even for a little while. Elios, I fell in 1.531 +love with Sailorsaturn." 1.532 + 1.533 + She looked at him waiting for his reaction. She felt like this 1.534 +was harder than telling the entire kingdom. Somehow she still hadn't 1.535 +gotten over that part of her life. 1.536 + 1.537 + He waited several moments, and then spoke with a smile. "Did you 1.538 +think I didn't know?" 1.539 + 1.540 + Small Lady practically facefaulted. "Nani?" 1.541 + 1.542 + "Otome, I am the protector of everyone's dreams. Your one dream 1.543 +for the past few years has been to spend the rest of your life with 1.544 +Sailorsaturn. I realise that. I have special memories of the times we 1.545 +spent together many years ago, but I am happy just to see you live out 1.546 +your beautiful dream. I wish you all the luck in the world." 1.547 + 1.548 + The princess was shocked. "You knew all along? Then I was 1.549 +worrying for nothing? I feel a little silly now." She looked at him. 1.550 +"Thank you, Elios. Thank you for understanding." 1.551 + 1.552 + He smiled at her, and the two proceeded to talk long into the 1.553 +night. 1.554 + 1.555 +~*~*~*~*~ 1.556 + 1.557 + Somewhere, deep in the blackness of space, far away from Earth's 1.558 +solar system, a scream of terror rang out. And then Silence. 1.559 + 1.560 +~*~*~*~*~ 1.561 + 1.562 +Chinmoku. 1.563 + 1.564 + Small Lady woke up with a start. Sweat was pouring down her face. 1.565 +"Yume...ka?" Chinmoku. She was breathing hard. Gasping for air. 1.566 +Chinmoku. She grasped at a pain in her chest. Her eyes flung open in 1.567 +realisation. "Sa..Sa..turn. SATURN!!!!!!!!!!" 1.568 + 1.569 +Chinmoku. 1.570 + 1.571 +~*~*~*~*~ 1.572 + 1.573 + This rainy morning in Crystal Tokyo was greeted with a group of 1.574 +solemn, tear streaked faces. They had all woken up very early in the 1.575 +morning hours. 1.576 + 1.577 + "Ja...then it's true?" asked Sailormars. 1.578 + 1.579 + "The report from Kinmokusei doesn't look good," responded Mercury. 1.580 +"Apparently there was a very sudden violent storm. The lightening 1.581 +caused severe damage to a large part of Kakyuu-hime's palace, then an 1.582 +explosion, and then..." She pressed a few more buttons on the pad she 1.583 +was holding. "Saturn was in that part of the palace. Her Silence Wall 1.584 +held up for a long time, and saved hundreds of lives. She could have 1.585 +saved herself as well, but a few people were helplessly trapped, and I 1.586 +guess she just wasn't going to leave them there. The storm got more 1.587 +violent, and it became impossible for her to continue. The casualty 1.588 +report lists five dead, including Sailorsaturn." Mercury couldn't 1.589 +continue reading after that. She was sobbing too hard. 1.590 + 1.591 + After a period of silence, someone spoke. "Uso da. Uso da yo!! 1.592 +Saturn can't be dead! She can't be! I can't believe we're not doing 1.593 +anything. We have to help her! She's not dead! She's not!" Small 1.594 +Lady was red with anger. Her night-gown was wet with tears. 1.595 + 1.596 + "Small Lady," Neo Queen Serenity put her hand on her child's 1.597 +shoulder. "There's nothing more we can do. Her Sailor Crystal is gone. 1.598 +I can no longer feel her at all. I'm so sorry, Small Lady. I'm sorry." 1.599 +She went to hug her grown-up daughter, but was pushed away. 1.600 + 1.601 + "I don't believe you! Use the maboroshi no ginzuishou! Bring her 1.602 +back to life! Mama...mama...you can do it! You can save her! Save her 1.603 +like you've saved all of us before! SAVE HER!!!" 1.604 + 1.605 + This time Uranus spoke with anger. "Don't you understand?! She 1.606 +can't!! Saturn ga... Saturn ga... Saturn is dead! Stop acting like 1.607 +you're still that small child, and grow up! Stop being so selfish! 1.608 +Don't you think we'd be doing something if we could? Don't you think 1.609 +*I'd* go to Kinmokusei right now if it would mean anything? SHE'S 1.610 +GONE!! She's...gone." Uranus' emotions got the better of her, and she 1.611 +surrendered to the tears. Neptune softly stroked her lover's hair as 1.612 +her own tears fell into it. 1.613 + 1.614 + Small Lady was on the floor shaking slightly. Her legs were too 1.615 +weak to hold her weight. Through her river of tears, a small voice 1.616 +could be heard. "Iya da. Iya da yo. Minna ga...kirai da. Daikirai." 1.617 + 1.618 +[translation of last line: "No. No. Everyone...I hate you. I really 1.619 +hate you."] 1.620 + 1.621 +~*~*~*~*~ 1.622 + 1.623 + There wasn't much happiness in Crystal Tokyo after the news was 1.624 +released. It was known that Uranus, Neptune, and Pluto went to their 1.625 +beach house to live for an undisclosed amount of time. The Inner Senshi 1.626 +were generally unavailable to do anything outside their normal duties, 1.627 +and even then a lot had been delegated to other staff members. Neo 1.628 +Queen Serenity tried to put on a brave face for her people, but it was 1.629 +well known the pain she felt. She could never hide it completely. She 1.630 +was a strong woman, though, and never failed to please her public. The 1.631 +princess was another story. She had taken the news hard. Everyone knew 1.632 +that. She hadn't been seen for months, and it was generally thought 1.633 +that she spent her days locked in her room. Though it's to be expected 1.634 +when one loses half their soul. 1.635 + 1.636 + It was indeed a bleak time. Not only the Senshi suffered, but 1.637 +the public as well. They had lost one of their most admired protectors, 1.638 +and the mourning was well shown throughout the solar system. Purple 1.639 +flowers and ribbons adorned the streets for quite some time, and there 1.640 +was also a shrine around the large statue of Sailorsaturn that was 1.641 +erected for the memorial. It wasn't clear how long it would take to 1.642 +mend these deep wounds. Or if they ever would be. 1.643 + 1.644 +~*~*~*~*~ 1.645 + 1.646 + <<jingle jingle>> <<hop>> <<jingle jingle>> 1.647 + 1.648 + "Small Lady. Small Lady! Me wo samashite. Small Lady!" 1.649 + 1.650 + "Uhh? Dare?" Small Lady slowly opened her eyes and looked beside 1.651 +her on her bed. "Ara, Diana. What are you doing here?" 1.652 + 1.653 + "Small Lady, it's been seven weeks. You're going to have to come 1.654 +out of your room at some point." 1.655 + 1.656 + "Why? What's the point of anything anymore? Do I have a reason 1.657 +to live? Should I even go on at all? Do I exist for a purpose? Or 1.658 +should I just...end it?" 1.659 + 1.660 + "Small Lady! Don't talk like that!" The poor grey cat was 1.661 +starting to tear up. "Don't you realise we all love you? Please, don't 1.662 +shut yourself off from us. We want to help you. We..." 1.663 + 1.664 + "Mou ii yo." She rolled over and faced the wall. "You don't have 1.665 +to feel sorry for me. Just leave me alone and I'll be happy." 1.666 + 1.667 + By this time the tears were coming down Diana's face at a constant 1.668 +rate. "Chikushou! Why won't you let us help you? We're all your 1.669 +friends, right? I thought we were close friends. Perhaps I was 1.670 +wrong..." The cat got up and started to leave. 1.671 + 1.672 + "Wait. Diana, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. Please, 1.673 +don't go. I'm tired. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of having this 1.674 +pain in my heart. I'm tired of living. I don't think that feeling will 1.675 +ever go away. I don't know if you can help." 1.676 + 1.677 + "Small Lady, I won't pretend to know how you're feeling. I've 1.678 +never lost someone close to me like you have. I can only imagine what 1.679 +it might feel like. Demo, we've been friends since the day you were 1.680 +born. I'd like to think that I know you quite well. I do think I can 1.681 +help. I'm not saying that I'll make the pain go away, but maybe I can 1.682 +help you focus on some of the good things in your life. Please, let me 1.683 +help you." 1.684 + 1.685 + "Diana," Small Lady brought her friend into a hug. "Arigatou. I 1.686 +don't know if I can face going outside yet, but I won't shut you out 1.687 +anymore. You're my very dear friend, and it's been good of you to put 1.688 +up with me for these past weeks. I'm sorry, it wasn't fair of me." 1.689 + 1.690 + "That's okay. I hope you don't mind, but I brought some more 1.691 +friends along." 1.692 + 1.693 + Her bedroom door opened revealing four women in sailor suits. 1.694 +Sailorvesta, Juno, Ceres, and Pallas walked in slowly. 1.695 + 1.696 + "Minna!" 1.697 + 1.698 + "Princess," said Ceres, "I hope you know that we're here for you, 1.699 +too. We really want to help." 1.700 + 1.701 + "Sailorpallas doesn't like to see you cry," said Pallas, in 1.702 +typical third person speech. 1.703 + 1.704 + "Our whole existence revolves around protecting you. Lately I 1.705 +don't think we've been doing a very good job," said Juno with her head 1.706 +down. 1.707 + 1.708 + Sailorvesta was the last to speak. "Turn us away if you want to, 1.709 +but I just wanted to be sure that you knew we were here for you. Seeing 1.710 +you suffer alone isn't fair. It's not just our "job" to help you, it's 1.711 +our beautiful dream." 1.712 + 1.713 + "Minna..." Small Lady felt the tears glide down her face again. 1.714 +"You're all my dear friends. I didn't mean to hurt anyone else. It was 1.715 +the farthest thing from my mind. But it appears I did anyway. Oh, I 1.716 +wish you wouldn't worry about me. You all care for me too much." Then 1.717 +she smiled. A smile? How long had it been since she used those 1.718 +muscles? It felt...nice. 1.719 + 1.720 + With everyone in tears, there was a big group hug. 1.721 + 1.722 +~*~*~*~*~ 1.723 + 1.724 + A woman brought her hand in front of her eyes to shield them from 1.725 +the midday sun. Her pupils were adjusting slowly, as she hadn't seen 1.726 +natural light in over two months. Sounds started to become apparent to 1.727 +her. Birds chirping. People talking. Transports gilding by. It was 1.728 +almost like experiencing everything for the first time. She sighed. 1.729 +Maybe life wasn't so bad after all. 1.730 + 1.731 + She began to walk away from the palace and into one of the many 1.732 +parks in Crystal Tokyo. She looked around at all the children, friends, 1.733 +and couples eating and playing. Everyone looked so happy. She 1.734 +flashbacked to a time she used to come to this very park with her 1.735 +parents to have lunch. Those were fun times. 1.736 + 1.737 + She continued walking until she came to an open clearing. There 1.738 +weren't very many people in this part of the park, but it seemed like a 1.739 +lot of people must have visited everyday for there were large amounts of 1.740 +flower bouquets everywhere. Then the woman realised where she was. She 1.741 +opened her eyes wide to the warm sunlight and looked up at a tall stone 1.742 +statue. The figure had shoulder length hair and was carrying a long 1.743 +staff with a sharp blade on the end. This was the first time Small 1.744 +Lady had been to the park since the memorial service. It was a little 1.745 +bit of a shock. 1.746 + 1.747 + She went to the base of the statue and read the inscription on the 1.748 +plaque. "From the star of silence, being protected by the planet 1.749 +Saturn, the Senshi of death and rebirth, Sailorsaturn. She was loved 1.750 +and will be remembered by all." 1.751 + 1.752 + She studied the face of the frozen statue. It was serious and 1.753 +determined, but there was also a kind and gentle quality. It was as if 1.754 +the eyes of the statue were looking straight into Small Lady's heart. 1.755 +It wasn't a scary experience; it made Small Lady feel warm inside. Was 1.756 +this Saturn giving her strength? Strength to move on with her life? Or 1.757 +had she simply been cooped up in her room too long and was beginning to 1.758 +imagine things? It didn't matter to Small Lady. This was the first 1.759 +time she had felt this good since Saturn had left for Kinmokusei. 1.760 + 1.761 + "Saturn.... Watashi no taisetsu na hito. You've left me all 1.762 +alone. You promised we'd be together forever and now I have quite a 1.763 +number of years ahead of me. Years I thought I'd be spending by your 1.764 +side. Oh, I wish I could hold you right now. I wish I could feel the 1.765 +softness of your touch, the gentleness of your kiss, the sweetness of 1.766 +your voice. I've longed for that feeling. I miss you so much. So very 1.767 +much. Please, I don't want you to think that I blame you. There were 1.768 +times I did in the blackness of my room, but I've done quite a bit of 1.769 +thinking and growing in the last little while. What you did was 1.770 +incredible. To tell you the truth, I would have done the exact same 1.771 +thing, which would have left you all alone. It was the right choice. 1.772 +It's just..." A drop of wetness splashed on the plaque. "Tears? I 1.773 +thought I was done crying. I didn't think I had any tears left. I'm 1.774 +sorry, I told myself I wasn't going to cry anymore, but I can't help it. 1.775 +It's just there's a giant hole in my heart and I don't know what to do. 1.776 +I love you. I will always love you." More tears splashed on the 1.777 +plaque. 1.778 + 1.779 + There was a gentle breeze, and someone laid a hand on her 1.780 +shoulder. "Otome..." 1.781 + 1.782 + Small Lady turned around quickly in surprise. "Elios?" A look of 1.783 +confusion crossed her face. 1.784 + 1.785 + "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to disturb you. I just wanted to make 1.786 +sure you were all right. I'll leave you now." He bowed and started to 1.787 +walk away. 1.788 + 1.789 + "Matte! It's okay. You weren't disturbing me. What are you 1.790 +still doing here, anyway? I would have thought you had long since 1.791 +left." 1.792 + 1.793 + He shook his head. "It seems my visit coincided at a very 1.794 +inopportune time. I thought I could be of some help counselling the 1.795 +population, and Her Majesty granted me a longer stay." He laughed. 1.796 +"Actually, she said I didn't need to ask and was welcome anytime. Plus 1.797 +I wanted to make sure you were okay. You gave us all quite a scare, and 1.798 +I was worried." 1.799 + 1.800 + "Arigatou, but I'm okay now. I'm sorry to have troubled you." 1.801 + 1.802 + "Try not to shut us out, Otome. We just want to help you. None 1.803 +of us want to rush you or force you to do anything, but we're still 1.804 +concerned." 1.805 + 1.806 + "I know, with the help of Diana-tachi I was able to finally get 1.807 +out of bed. If it weren't for such caring friends, I don't think I'd be 1.808 +standing here right now." She smiled at him. 1.809 + 1.810 + "Then let me ask you something. You can turn me down if you want 1.811 +to, but I think you need to experience some happiness, if only for a 1.812 +day. The last time you were in Elysion it wasn't exactly the best of 1.813 +times. It's so beautiful there now, and I'd like to show you 1.814 +everything. I can get my dear friend Pegasus to give us a tour. 1.815 +Please, let me try to cheer you up." 1.816 + 1.817 + She thought for a while. She thought about her blackened room and 1.818 +how lonely it had been without the brightness of the lamps. She thought 1.819 +about how nice the sun had felt when she went out today. She thought 1.820 +about not letting the hole in her heart consume her. Then she made up 1.821 +her mind. "Okay. What time shall we meet at?" 1.822 + 1.823 +~*~*~*~*~ 1.824 + 1.825 + The wind blew around Small Lady's casual floral print sun dress as 1.826 +she waited near a fountain just outside the Crystal Palace. She could 1.827 +hear the strong wind rustle through the trees as she watched a flock of 1.828 +birds in formation high above her. The wind had picked up quite a bit 1.829 +this day, but it was still sunny and warm. 1.830 + 1.831 + The thing that had probably changed the most about Small Lady over 1.832 +that last two months would probably be her face. No longer were there 1.833 +dark circles around her eyes, evidence of sleepless nights and constant 1.834 +crying. She had also regained the pinkish colour in her cheeks. For a 1.835 +while she almost looked like someone had sucked all the energy from her 1.836 +body. She was slowly regaining her strength, and just looking at her 1.837 +face proved that. 1.838 + 1.839 + Suddenly there was a bright flash in the sky, and a magnificent 1.840 +winged horse came flying down, a man with white hair on his back. Small 1.841 +Lady could only gasp at the beauty of the scene as leaves and flower 1.842 +petals swirled around the horse and rider. The man held his hand out to 1.843 +help her climb on. Once she was safely on the back of the steed, the 1.844 +horse rose with a great flapping of his wings, and disappeared just as 1.845 +quickly as he came. 1.846 + 1.847 + Small Lady had closed her eyes in fright, but slowly began to open 1.848 +them. She looked in shock as the scenery around her had completely 1.849 +changed, revealing a mystical world full of great forests, lakes, and 1.850 +many animals. She could just make out a palace of sorts coming into 1.851 +view over the horizon. As she got closer, she marveled at its Greek 1.852 +style architecture, which consisted of a good many arches, stairways, 1.853 +and pillars that formed a perfectly cylindrical structure. She also 1.854 +noticed that it was in the middle of a lake, with no apparent ways of 1.855 +getting to it, short of flying or teleporting. 1.856 + 1.857 + Two figures with long flowing white hair done up in odango style 1.858 +smiled and waved at her. She waved back and smiled brightly at them. 1.859 +Her memories were really starting to come back to her now. She 1.860 +remembered this place. It was once the Kingdom of which her Father was 1.861 +the Prince. He still was, really, but he trusted Elios to take care of 1.862 +things while he helped rule the Kingdom of the Moon. 1.863 + 1.864 + "Mind if we go down for a bit?" her companion asked. 1.865 + 1.866 + Small Lady suddenly realised she hadn't talked this whole time. 1.867 +She was just taken in by the beauty of it all. "No, not all." 1.868 + 1.869 + Pegasus circled the palatial structure once before coming in for a 1.870 +landing. As Small Lady got off, she was greeted by the two miko. They 1.871 +bowed to her and Elios, and she politely bowed in return. She looked 1.872 +around her and became aware of many blossoming pink roses. Their scent 1.873 +was very sweet, yet subtle at the same time. 1.874 + 1.875 + "It's so nice to see you again," she said to the miko. 1.876 +"Everything is bright and beautiful, and everyone seems so happy here." 1.877 + 1.878 + "Well," said one of the miko, "this is the place where beautiful 1.879 +dreams come true. It's only natural that the beauty of the place 1.880 +reflects the beauty of the dreams." 1.881 + 1.882 + "And we have you to thank for that," said Elios. 1.883 + 1.884 + "Me? But it was Neo Queen Serenity and King Endymion who sealed 1.885 +off the power of Neherenia." She looked at her shoes. "I don't think I 1.886 +did much." 1.887 + 1.888 + "On the contrary! It was your beautiful dream that lead me to you 1.889 +in the first place. Without that, everything would still be as it was 1.890 +after the Dead Moon Circus destroyed everything." 1.891 + 1.892 + Small Lady shuddered as she remembered how dark and full of 1.893 +destruction this place had once been. "It's so good to know that 1.894 +nothing like that will ever happen again. I swear it, as future Queen." 1.895 + 1.896 + Elios smiled at her, and began to show her around the palace. All 1.897 +through the day Small Lady was laughing and smiling, and actually 1.898 +enjoying her time there. She made good friends with the two miko, and 1.899 +promised to come back and see them again. After a long and tiring day, 1.900 +Small Lady returned to the palace happy and content. She had good 1.901 +dreams that night. The first good dreams she had had in two months. 1.902 + 1.903 +~*~*~*~*~ 1.904 + 1.905 + The next year passed quickly for everyone. Small Lady was dragged 1.906 +slowly but surely out of her protective shell by her friends and family. 1.907 +They were all healing, too, so it was hard, but no one had taken the 1.908 +news of Saturn's death worse than Small Lady. Everyone was such a great 1.909 +help to her, but she had one person in particular to thank for going 1.910 +above and beyond the call of duty. Especially considering he hadn't 1.911 +even known her for very long. Elios was such a great friend to her. He 1.912 +really let her enjoy life again, and made a point of always trying to 1.913 +get her to laugh or smile. He wanted her to feel happy, and like a 1.914 +whole person again. Small Lady had responded well to his encouragement, 1.915 +and after a few months, resumed her regular duties as Princess of the 1.916 +Moon. 1.917 + 1.918 + She owed a great debt to Elios, and really considered him a true 1.919 +friend. The hole in her heart was still there. She knew it would 1.920 +always be there no matter what, but the severe pain and constant 1.921 +loneliness she had felt before were greatly reduced. She enjoyed his 1.922 +company and spent a lot of time with him, including having him go with 1.923 +her to official royal functions. She had also spent her vacation in 1.924 +Elysion this year, and came back from that feeling better than ever. 1.925 +Yes, Small Lady was building her life back up, and although she would 1.926 +never completely be healed, it was Elios who she had to thank for a 1.927 +large part of it. 1.928 + 1.929 +~*~*~*~*~ 1.930 + 1.931 + A pink haired women stared out a window, and looked at the many 1.932 +evening lights shinning down on Crystal Tokyo harbour. Everything was 1.933 +so calm and peaceful and beautiful. The scene held her gaze until a 1.934 +voice brought her out of her reverie. 1.935 + 1.936 + "Otome... Otome..." 1.937 + 1.938 + "Huh?" Suddenly she snapped back into reality, and realised where 1.939 +she was. They had gone to one of the fancier restaurants in Crystal 1.940 +Tokyo that evening. The room was decorated in a 17th century France 1.941 +design, with gold chandeliers hanging from high ceilings, ornate 1.942 +carvings in the walls, many hanging tapestries, and blazing fireplaces 1.943 +around the room. The restaurant was pretty full tonight, and many 1.944 +couples were dancing to one of Mozart's symphonies being played by the 1.945 +orchestra. 1.946 + 1.947 + "Are you all right? You looked a little dazed there for a few 1.948 +moments." 1.949 + 1.950 + "Hai," she said smiling. "I was just admiring the beauty of this 1.951 +city. I really love it here." 1.952 + 1.953 + "Well, we haven't gone anywhere really nice in a while, so I 1.954 +thought it would be good to come here tonight." 1.955 + 1.956 + "Shitsurei shimasu," said the waiter as he cleared their dinner 1.957 +plates. "Will you be having desert this evening?" 1.958 + 1.959 + A joyous gleam came into Small Lady's eyes as she ordered for both 1.960 +her and Elios. 1.961 + 1.962 + "Would you like to dance for a while? I think this is one of your 1.963 +favourites." 1.964 + 1.965 + "Sure," replied Small Lady as she got up and took his offered 1.966 +hand. 1.967 + 1.968 + The two friends danced gracefully for the rest of the song. Some 1.969 +of the other couples stared in awe as their Princess glided past them. 1.970 +For most of them, this was the first time seeing her in person. Small 1.971 +Lady realised her mother's genius in sending her to the past for her 1.972 +formidable years. At least now she didn't have an inflated ego from all 1.973 +this extra attention. 1.974 + 1.975 + After the song ended, the pair sat back down at their table. 1.976 +Their deserts had arrived while they were dancing, and Small Lady didn't 1.977 +want to waste any time. She began quickly, but daintily, eating her 1.978 +tiramisu. Elios just sat and smiled as he watched her eat. 1.979 + 1.980 + Small Lady smiled happily as she finished off the last bite of her 1.981 +desert and took a sip of wine. She looked across the table, and 1.982 +realised she was being watched. A blush formed across her cheeks. 1.983 +"Nani?" she asked hesitantly. 1.984 + 1.985 + Elios shook his head. "Nandemonai." Several moments of silence 1.986 +passed between the two. "Jitsuwa... There was something I wanted to 1.987 +talk to you about." 1.988 + 1.989 + "Okay, you know I'm always here to listen." 1.990 + 1.991 + "Otome," said Elios looking her sincerely in the eyes, "you have 1.992 +the most beautiful spirit of anyone I've ever met. Truly, you fill me 1.993 +with happiness every time I meet you. Our time together over this past 1.994 +year has been truly wonderful. I hope I've always been there when you 1.995 +needed me to be. You have a right to know that....I've fallen in love 1.996 +with you." Visible signs of shock could be seen in Small Lady's eyes. 1.997 +"I don't want this to ever end, so I would be honoured if you would take 1.998 +my hand in marriage." At that he produced a box from his pocket, and 1.999 +handed it to Small Lady. 1.1000 + 1.1001 + Small Lady stared at the box for several seconds before opening 1.1002 +it. Slowly she lifted the lid up, and revealed a single, brilliantly 1.1003 +cut diamond in a setting on top of a gold ring. "Oh, Elios, I..." 1.1004 + 1.1005 + 1.1006 + "Please, you don't have to give me your answer now. I can just 1.1007 +imagine the million emotions that must be going through you right now. 1.1008 +I just want to let you know that I didn't plan this all along. But it 1.1009 +just came to the point several months ago where I couldn't ignore my 1.1010 +feelings any longer. I love you and want to make you my wife. I don't 1.1011 +want you to feel pressured at all. I want you to make a decision true 1.1012 +to your heart, and I'm prepared to wait however long that takes. 1.1013 +Please, just think about it." Elios smiled at her one last time, and 1.1014 +then left Small Lady alone at the table. A single tear slowly fell down 1.1015 +her face and onto the tablecloth. 1.1016 + 1.1017 +~*~*~*~*~ 1.1018 + 1.1019 + Small Lady paced nervously as she waited for them to arrive. She 1.1020 +was waiting in one of her private chambers off from her room. She 1.1021 +especially liked this one to read in. Most of the decor was pure white, 1.1022 +with a few arrangements of flowers from the royal garden. It was a cozy 1.1023 +room, but big enough to fit a dozen people conformably. 1.1024 + 1.1025 + The door opened, and in stepped her closest friends. The Sailor 1.1026 +Quartet, followed by Diana in human form, Sailorpluto, and her parents. 1.1027 +It was the day after the proposal, and she needed advice. 1.1028 + 1.1029 + "Small Lady?" asked Diana. "What's wrong? You look as if 1.1030 +something terrible has just happened." 1.1031 + 1.1032 + "Well, I didn't get much sleep last night," she explained. 1.1033 +"Something *did* happen yesterday. That's why I've called all of you 1.1034 +here. Please, sit down. I've made tea." 1.1035 + 1.1036 + "Small Lady," said her mother sensing something different about 1.1037 +her daughter, "what's the matter? You know we'll all help you with any 1.1038 +problem you have." 1.1039 + 1.1040 + Small Lady began to cry. "Elios...yesterday at dinner...he...he 1.1041 +asked me to marry him." 1.1042 + 1.1043 + Looks of shock were displayed around the room. Sailorceres looked 1.1044 +crestfallen. 1.1045 + 1.1046 + "And how did you respond?" asked Diana carefully. 1.1047 + 1.1048 + "I haven't yet. He told me to think about it. Minna, doushiyou?" 1.1049 +She ran up to Sailorpluto. "What should I tell him? You have to tell 1.1050 +me, please?" She buried herself into Pluto's lap. 1.1051 + 1.1052 + "Small Lady," said Pluto as she stroked her hair, "we can't tell 1.1053 +you what the right answer is. Only you know that." 1.1054 + 1.1055 + "Demo, demo, I don't know what to say," she said between sniffles. 1.1056 + 1.1057 + "Do you love him?" asked her father. 1.1058 + 1.1059 + "Love? I never even thought about it before with Elios. I've 1.1060 +always enjoyed his company, and I'm very grateful to him for helping me 1.1061 +get my life back together. But do I love him? Not in the same way that 1.1062 +I love Saturn." 1.1063 + 1.1064 + "Do you feel like you would betray Saturn if you said yes?" asked 1.1065 +Diana. 1.1066 + 1.1067 + That stopped Small Lady almost cold. That was the key to 1.1068 +everything, she realised. That was why she was so upset in the first 1.1069 +place. She didn't want to betray Saturn's trust. She didn't want to 1.1070 +just throw away the love they shared. "How can I betray Saturn like 1.1071 +this?" she asked with her tear-streaked face. "I can't! I just can't!" 1.1072 + 1.1073 + "Gomen, Small Lady," said Sailorvesta, "but wouldn't Sailorsaturn 1.1074 +want you to be happy? I know she loved you so much that she cared about 1.1075 +your happiness above all else. A life with Elios, depending on how you 1.1076 +truly feel about him, could bring you much happiness. Living the rest 1.1077 +of your life alone simply because of guilt could lead you into 1.1078 +depression again." 1.1079 + 1.1080 + "We're not going to push you either way," said the Queen. "We 1.1081 +want you to make the decision that's right for you. If you feel 1.1082 +strongly that Saturn wouldn't approve of the relationship, then you have 1.1083 +every right to say no. But if you come to the conclusion that you do 1.1084 +love Elios, and think you would be happy sharing your life with him, 1.1085 +then we would equally support you if you said yes. I've been told that 1.1086 +you never feel the same type of love twice, so it's probably natural 1.1087 +that you feel differently about Elios than you did about Saturn." 1.1088 + 1.1089 + Small Lady stood up and nodded. "Arigatou, minna. You've all 1.1090 +given me a lot to think about. Now I know that no one can make this 1.1091 +decision for me. I have to do that for myself. It may take some soul 1.1092 +searching, but I'm sure I can make the right decision." 1.1093 + 1.1094 +~*~*~*~*~ 1.1095 + 1.1096 + "Yoshi!" said Small Lady as she finished packing a picnic lunch 1.1097 +for herself. She loved how cute the bentou boxes looked tied up in 1.1098 +handkerchiefs. As she left the palace, she said, "itte kimasu" to no 1.1099 +one in particular, and made her way to a near-by park. 1.1100 + 1.1101 + It was a bit overcastted in Crystal Tokyo this day, but there were 1.1102 +still plenty of people out and about having fun. Small Lady followed 1.1103 +the now familiar path to a certain part of the park. When she got 1.1104 +there, she was relieved to find that no one else was around. She went 1.1105 +over to the base of the statue, and polished up the plaque. She 1.1106 +breathed in a deep breath. This wasn't going to be easy. 1.1107 + 1.1108 + "So, you probably already know why I'm here." She appeared to be 1.1109 +talking to herself, but she was really talking to the statue. Or 1.1110 +rather, the spirit she believed resided in the statue. "I've come here 1.1111 +to think out some confusing emotions. I love you. I always will love 1.1112 +you. Nothing will *ever* change that. You're my taisetsu na hito. I 1.1113 +don't want to betray you. That's my biggest fear. If I thought you 1.1114 +would be against this, I would say no to Elios right this second. But 1.1115 +I'm not sure you would be. I do remember that conversation we had 1.1116 +several years ago. I think it ended in me getting very upset, and 1.1117 +saying that neither of us would ever die, and that we'd be together 1.1118 +forever. Shows how wrong I was, eh? I remember you telling me to be 1.1119 +happy no matter what. And I've done a lot of thinking, and I think I 1.1120 +can be happy with Elios. He was such a great friend to me after you 1.1121 +died, and we became very close. Though I must admit that romantic 1.1122 +thoughts about him never even popped into my mind until he proposed. I 1.1123 +guess it was at that point where I realised that I really did care for 1.1124 +him. Kami, that thought scared me out of my skin. After all, how could 1.1125 +I care about anyone but you? In my long hours of thinking, I've come to 1.1126 +the conclusion that I do love him, but in a very different way than I 1.1127 +love you. He will never overshadow you in my heart. So, I guess I've 1.1128 +made my decision. It was a very difficult one, but I think I've looked 1.1129 +at all the issues and done what my heart has told me. Above all else, I 1.1130 +hope I've done what you would have wanted me to do. Aishiteru eien ni." 1.1131 + 1.1132 + At those last words, Small Lady picked up her finished bentou 1.1133 +boxes, and headed back to the palace. 1.1134 + 1.1135 +~*~*~*~*~ 1.1136 + 1.1137 + Elios stared out his window at the rain pelting down this dreary 1.1138 +night. He ran a hand through his while hair and sighed. It had been a 1.1139 +week since he had proposed to Small Lady. What her answer would be, he 1.1140 +really wasn't quite sure. He knew they had grown close over the past 1.1141 +year, but he could never quite tell what she was thinking. He hoped he 1.1142 +hadn't ruined their friendship by proposing. But as the days dragged 1.1143 +on, it seemed to him like he did just that, because he hadn't seen Small 1.1144 +Lady at all since that night. He knew he must be patient, but this 1.1145 +waiting was killing him. 1.1146 + 1.1147 + A soft knock at the door sounded. 1.1148 + 1.1149 + "Hai!" he said, getting up in the process. He walked over to the 1.1150 +door, and said a silent prayer that it would be who he hoped. He opened 1.1151 +the door. 1.1152 + 1.1153 + It was. 1.1154 + 1.1155 + "Yes." 1.1156 + 1.1157 +~*~*~*~*~ 1.1158 + 1.1159 + The wedding was one of the most extravagant events the Kingdom had 1.1160 +seen in a few hundred years. People from all over the kingdom came to 1.1161 +the event as well as some citizens of allied kingdoms. Billions of 1.1162 +people lined up along the streets of Crystal Tokyo hoping to catch a 1.1163 +glimpse of the happy couple, while billions more watched at home. The 1.1164 +day was declared a kingdom wide holiday. After all, getting to work was 1.1165 +quite impossible, and no one was going to do any business that day 1.1166 +anyway. 1.1167 + 1.1168 + Flowers were absolutely everywhere. Pictures of the couple 1.1169 +adorned billboards, video screens, newspapers, and countless other 1.1170 +places. It got so bad that one couldn't turn around without seeing at 1.1171 +least one picture of the couple. Of course, it was like this at every 1.1172 +royal wedding. 1.1173 + 1.1174 + The ceremony was grand, and was performed by Neo Queen Serenity 1.1175 +herself. It was held inside, but in one of the palace's large gardens. 1.1176 +Aspects of a traditional Shintou wedding were still there, but wedding 1.1177 +ceremonies had evolved from religion over the century, and were quite 1.1178 +secular in nature. 1.1179 + 1.1180 + The bride wore a stunning white dress trimmed in lace and lilacs. 1.1181 +It was off the shoulder and had a long veil and train. Her hair was out 1.1182 +of its usual odango, and was allowed to hang long. It was done in 1.1183 +flowing waves with lilacs interlaced in certain places to match her 1.1184 +dress. 1.1185 + 1.1186 + The groom had on a dark blue tuxedo with tails. His vest and bow 1.1187 +tie were both black. In his lapel there was a single pink rose. 1.1188 + 1.1189 + The maid of honour and the bride's maids had on matching light 1.1190 +blue dresses. They were strapless flowing gowns that were also 1.1191 +accentuated with lilacs. Diana, in her human form, looked stunning as 1.1192 +the maid of honour, and the Quartet looked equally good as her bride's 1.1193 +maids. 1.1194 + 1.1195 + The other Senshi wore their formal gowns to the occasion, and 1.1196 +stood just off to the side. Behind them in rows of chairs sat one 1.1197 +hundred invited guests. So, in a way, this was a very private ceremony, 1.1198 +while at the same time being a very public one. Small Lady and Elios 1.1199 +wrote their own vows, which also gave the ceremony a very personal 1.1200 +touch. 1.1201 + 1.1202 + It was rumoured that the honeymoon was going to be on the 1.1203 +continent of Europe, but some people said it might be Australia, India, 1.1204 +or even the moon. The palace wanted to keep the location a secret to 1.1205 +let the couple have a little time to themselves. 1.1206 + 1.1207 + The wedding presents the couple had received had been plentiful. 1.1208 +>From cards and drawings sent in by the kingdom's populace to very 1.1209 +personalised gifts given to them by the Senshi. The biggest surprise, 1.1210 +though, had to be the gift the Queen and King gave their daughter and 1.1211 +new husband. Before the ceremony was completed, the Queen proclaimed 1.1212 +that she had one more announcement to make the wedding complete. She 1.1213 +passed down the title of Queen of the Moon Kingdom to her daughter, and 1.1214 +officially crowned her Queen Usagi Small Lady Serenity, Neo Queen 1.1215 +Serenity II. 1.1216 + 1.1217 + Neo Queen Serenity, looking regal as ever, said to her daughter, 1.1218 +"You have demonstrated unconditionally that you are ready to receive 1.1219 +such a burden. You are full of love, life, compassion, understanding, 1.1220 +and trust. You will make a wonderful queen. I'm so proud of you, my 1.1221 +daughter." 1.1222 + 1.1223 + "Arigatou, mama," said the younger woman as tears of joy shed from 1.1224 +her eyes as she wrapped her arms around her mother. Her youth was now 1.1225 +officially over. Not only was she married, but she was the leader of 1.1226 +her people, ruler of her kingdom, and the most powerful person in the 1.1227 +galaxy. 1.1228 + 1.1229 +~*~*~*~*~ 1.1230 + 1.1231 +(Small Lady will now be referred to as Serenity.) 1.1232 + 1.1233 + The next year was a very interesting one. Not only did Serenity 1.1234 +have to adapt to married life, but she also had to adapt to ruling a 1.1235 +kingdom. She had watched her mother do it for centuries, of course, and 1.1236 +she had been skilfully schooled on the subject, but she had also hit her 1.1237 +share of rough spots. She often sought reassurance from the Quartet, 1.1238 +Pluto, or her husband. She didn't want to bother her mother and father, 1.1239 +now in retirement, with such things. Although, to her amazement, 1.1240 +everything seemed to be going just fine. Trade was up with neighbouring 1.1241 +kingdoms, and she had even negotiated an agreement of allegiance with 1.1242 +the Torag people, a kingdom notorious for rejecting any sort of ties 1.1243 +with the Moon Kingdom. 1.1244 + 1.1245 + Yes, things seemed to be going quite well for her. Except for 1.1246 +that day in early September when she got unbelievably ill and had to 1.1247 +stay in for most of the day. The royal team of doctors, headed by 1.1248 +Sailormercury, examined her and told her the good news. She was 1.1249 +pregnant. 1.1250 + 1.1251 + Joy absolutely filled the kingdom at this news. After all, it had 1.1252 +been nearly 918 years since the last successor to the Moon Kingdom was 1.1253 +born. Serenity was excited, but very apprehensive at the same time. 1.1254 +What did she know about raising children? The thought crossed her mind 1.1255 +to send her daughter (she knew it was going to be a daughter; it had to 1.1256 +be a daughter) back to the past to be raised by her formal self or even 1.1257 +farther into the past to have it raised by Tsukino Usagi, but that 1.1258 +thought was brief, and she knew it would be impossible. Well, she 1.1259 +thought, all new mothers must think the same thing. I'm just lucky to 1.1260 +have such a supportive group of people around me to help out. 1.1261 + 1.1262 + Nine months later on June 30, 2919 a scream rang out in the halls 1.1263 +of Crystal Palace. Another miracle had occurred. A chubby miracle 1.1264 +weighing 3.2 kg, with pinkish skin, and silver hair. 1.1265 + 1.1266 + Princess Usagi Hotaru Serenity was born. No one minded that 1.1267 +Hotaru, and ancient and almost forgotten name, was used as one of the 1.1268 +Princess' middle names. It was seen as a dedication to one of the 1.1269 +kingdom's most powerful and valiant warriors. Serenity was content. 1.1270 +Now the memory wouldn't die away. 1.1271 + 1.1272 +~*~*~*~*~ 1.1273 + 1.1274 + "Mezame yo! Your time is now. Hametsu to tanjou no Senshi!" 1.1275 + 1.1276 +~*~*~*~*~ 1.1277 + 1.1278 + A figure slowly started to open her eyes. She realised she was 1.1279 +lying down in a patch of grass and that it was night-time around her. 1.1280 +The stars twinkled around her and the moon shone ever so brightly in the 1.1281 +sky. She blinked a few times, stood up, and started walking in the 1.1282 +general direction she thought would lead her where she wanted to go. 1.1283 + 1.1284 +~*~*~*~*~ 1.1285 + 1.1286 + It had only been a week since Serenity gave birth to Princess 1.1287 +Usagi. She was *not* used to these midnight feedings yet. The amount 1.1288 +of sleep she had lost had been astounding. Elios was great, but he 1.1289 +couldn't get up all the time. 1.1290 + 1.1291 + "There there, Usagi-chan," she said soothingly. She began to sing 1.1292 +softly. "GOMEN ne sunao ja nakute, yume no naka nara ieru, shikou kairu 1.1293 +wa SHOOTO sunzen, ima sugu aitai yo..." The baby stopped her soft 1.1294 +crying and went back to her restful slumber. "Yokkata na. Yoshi 1.1295 +yoshi." She laid her daughter back into her crib. She turned around to 1.1296 +go back to the near-by bed when she sensed something wasn't right. 1.1297 + 1.1298 + The overwhelming feeling brought her down the corridor adjoining 1.1299 +her room, through the palace's many hallways, and out of the palace 1.1300 +completely and into the cool night air. She sensed someone was close. 1.1301 +Someone familiar. 1.1302 + 1.1303 + "Dare yo!" she almost demanded. 1.1304 + 1.1305 + A figure stepped out from behind some bushes with a very weary 1.1306 +look on her face. She was faintly glowing purple. 1.1307 + 1.1308 + "Small Lady..." 1.1309 + 1.1310 + Serenity brought a hand to her mouth and went white as a ghost. 1.1311 +"Uso. Saturn..." 1.1312 + 1.1313 +~*~*~*~*~ 1.1314 + 1.1315 +How's that for an evil cliff-hanger, eh? ^_- Part 4 ni tsuzuku! 1.1316 + 1.1317 + Wow, so, um, this was a long time coming. Sorry about that. I 1.1318 +started writing it in August (of '98) and continued to write bits and 1.1319 +pieces throughout the year. Today, though, I gathered up my resolve and 1.1320 +attacked the rest of it. I wrote about 1/3 today in about seven hours. 1.1321 + 1.1322 + Some of you are going to wonder, so I might as well say it right 1.1323 +now. Yes, in Mars & Venus and Jupiter & Mercury are lovers. Takeuchi- 1.1324 +sensei actually gives a lot more evidence for these pairings than she 1.1325 +does for Chibiusa and Hotaru, and I like them, so I included them. ^_^ 1.1326 + 1.1327 + Some more of you might be thinking, "why did she go to all that 1.1328 +trouble to put Hotaru and Chibiusa together and then have Chibiusa marry 1.1329 +Elios anyway?!?" Well, you'd have a point, but this was the way I had 1.1330 +pictured the story, so this is the way I wrote it. And I may not like 1.1331 +this fact anymore than you do, but a story has to have conflict, right? 1.1332 +^_^;; 1.1333 + 1.1334 + Oh, just a note about Neo Queen Serenity handing down the throne 1.1335 +to Princess Serenity. She didn't do this just because the princess was 1.1336 +getting married. I, as a feminist, find that prospect abhorrent. She 1.1337 +did it at the wedding because it was convenient, and also because she 1.1338 +thought it would make a good wedding gift. She would have handed down 1.1339 +the throne regardless of whether the princess got married. 1.1340 + 1.1341 + Well, I hope you liked this chapter of the fanfic. You may have 1.1342 +started to hate me as soon as I killed off Saturn (gya, that sounds 1.1343 +really bad...), but I hope the story remained interesting. All I have 1.1344 +to say is that you'll probably like the next and final chapter a whole 1.1345 +lot better. Yakusoku yo! 1.1346 + 1.1347 + Special thanks to the Amazoness Duo (er, Quartet?) for keeping me 1.1348 +motivated while writing this. I know you disagree with certain plot 1.1349 +points, but I hope you liked the story anyway. ^^;; For good Hotaru and 1.1350 +Chibiusa fanfiction, check them out at A Sailor Moon Romance (sure, 1.1351 +they're lemons, but they're happy lemons ^^). ^_^ 1.1352 + 1.1353 + Contact information: andrea.doolan@utoronto.ca 1.1354 + 1.1355 + Music I was listening to while writing this: a whole bunch of 1.1356 +stuff. For the last seven hours, though, I've been listening to Shoujo 1.1357 +Kakumei Utena OST 2. 1.1358 + 1.1359 +Completed: June 25, 1999. 1.1360 +