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1 The Shion+KOS-MOS paring is the most debated in the Xenosaga fandom.
2 I think they were made for each other. No pun intended.
3
4 The events of this stroy take place betwenn Xenosaga Episode One and
5 Two. There will be some spoilers for the end of Episode One, and
6 those who haven't complete that game might be a bit lost in later
7 chapters.
8
9 I dont own Xenosaga. I only wish i did.
10
11 Gerad Dalton is my creation, however. Steal him and die.
12
13
14 Chapter One
15 Picnic for Two
16 By Silvercry
17 silvercry2000@yahoo.com
18
19
20 ...my spirit sleeping somewhere cold,
21 until you find it there and lead it back
22 home....
23 Bring Me to Life - Evanescence
24
25
26 Allen had his head stuck in the refrigerator in the Elsa's kitchen,
27 looking for an early morning snack. All he was able to find was
28 freeze-dried this, frozen that, dehydrated something else.
29
30 "Aw, man," Allen whined. Don't they have anything quick and easy?
31 The service bots haven't woke up yet, and I'm hungry now. He heard
32 the door open behind him, but paid it no mind.
33
34 "Good morning, Allen," he heard Shion say cheerfully as she entered
35 the room.
36
37 "Hey, Chief," Allen replied, his head still buried in the fridge.
38 "If you're looking for food," he went on, "you're out of luck till
39 the bots are activated."
40
41 "Yes, I know," Shion replied. It sounded like she was trying to
42 suppress a little laugh as she spoke.
43
44 Wow, she has a cute little laugh, Allen thought. She really should
45 laugh more often.
46
47 "Allen," Shion went on, "would you let everyone know that KOS-MOS
48 and I will be gone for the day?" Her voice was moving through the
49 room, stopping by the door leading to the main part of the ship.
50
51 Allen finally pulled his head from the fridge and looked up. "Sure
52 thing, Chief. Where are you two -- WHOA!"
53
54 Allen's sudden yell startled Shion, and she nearly dropped the
55 whicker basket she was carrying. "Allen, be quiet!" Shion said
56 sharply. "Are you trying to wake the whole ship?" There was a silence
57 in the kitchen as Allen stared open mouthed at Shion in shock. "You
58 know, Allen," Shion politely informed him, "It's not nice to stare."
59
60 Not nice to stare! Allen thought. How could I not?
61
62 In all the time Allen and Shion had spent working together, he had
63 only seen he out of uniform a handful of times. Shion was never one
64 for casual social events; she spent almost all of her time working on
65 KOS-MOS. She wasn't exactly anti-social, just focused on her project
66 to the point of neglecting some other aspects of life. She was well
67 liked though, by her fellow KOS-MOS Project team members and, more
68 recently, by the unique party they were now apart of. The last time
69 he saw her out of her uniform was at the private beech at the
70 Foundation (he nearly had a heart attack when he saw her little black
71 bikini, he recalled).
72
73 But there was definitely something different about the way she was
74 dressed this morning.
75
76 Her hair was free of its typical braid, framing her face nicely. And
77 since when did the chief wear make up? Allen thought. A hint of
78 blush, a touch of lipstick and eye shadow...just what was going on
79 here? She was wearing a long, light-purple sundress that fell to mid-
80 calf length. The hem of the dress was purposely uneven, longer in
81 front and in back than on the sides, where it only reached her knees.
82 She was wearing a pair of matching sandals, and (much to Allen's
83 surprise) was even wearing nail polish. She carried a large whicker
84 picnic basket on one arm.
85
86 "Allen, my face is up here," Shion reminded him.
87
88 Allen snapped his head and neck back up so fast, Shion briefly
89 wondered if there would be any permanent damage.
90
91 Say something clever, yet indifferent! Allen thought to himself
92 frantically. He opened his mouth, but all he could manage was, "D-Did
93 you say something, Chief?"
94
95 "Honestly, Allen, you act like you've never seen me out of uniform
96 before," she replied.
97
98 "Only five or six times," Allen confessed.
99
100 A small smile crossed Shion's face. "So, you've been keeping count?"
101 she asked.
102
103 Allen shook a his head and hands furiously. "NO! I mean, not really.
104 I mean --what I mean is --" How can I get out of this one? "Um,
105 wasn't their a message you wanted me to give everyone?"
106
107 "Yes. KOS-MOS and I will be -- unavailable today. Just let everyone
108 know if they ask, alright?" Shion repeated. She turned to leave.
109
110 "Oh, right," Allen remembered, grateful for the change of subject.
111 "Where are you two headed? Our report to Vector HQ isn't due for
112 another two weeks."
113
114 Shion hesitated. "Out," she replied after a moment. "I have this new
115 EVS I want to load up and --" she stopped abruptly, then simply
116 repeated: "Out."
117
118 "Out?" Allen asked, puzzled.
119
120 "Out," Shion confirmed. She turned sharply, her dress flaring out
121 around her legs. The door opened, she walked through, and it shut
122 behind her, leaving Allen to wonder what the heck had just happened.
123
124 Shion quickly headed to for the elevator, not wanting to bump into
125 anyone else. When the door shut behind her, and it began to descend,
126 she released a breath she hadn't realized she was holding. She
127 glanced at her reflection in the glass of the door before her. Even
128 though she had spent a lot more time than usual on picking and
129 dressing in this particular outfit, she was a little surprised by
130 just how good she looked. A fact, she noted, which was definitely not
131 lost on Allen. She smiled. She was not what you would call a vain
132 person, but it was nice to be noticed as a woman once in a while.
133
134 Problem was, she was noticed by the wrong person.
135
136 Shion shook her head to clear it as the lift reached its
137 destination. She exited the lift and proceeded towards her
138 destination, her mood improving with every step. Past the cargo
139 elevator, down to the catapult level, and through the AGWS hangar. At
140 one point she noticed she was skipping, and stopped it immediately.
141 Get a grip, Shion Uzuki! she scolded herself as she reached the door
142 to KOS-MOS's room. You're acting like this is a --
143
144 The door slid open, and Shion pushed the thought aside, and stepped
145 into the room. It was a simple room, not much to look at. That is, of
146 course, if one was to over look the single object in the center.
147 Shion walked up to and around the black maintenance bed for KOS-MOS,
148 to see the battle android still 'asleep' with in it.
149
150 Her regeneration cycle will be over in a few moments, Shion thought
151 to herself. Guess I'm a little early. She set the basket down near
152 the foot of the pod, and took a seat on the side of it herself, never
153 taking her eyes off the sleeping angel inside. An angel of death,
154 maybe, she thought, recalling all the times she had seen KOS-MOS in
155 action over the course off the last few days. On the heels of those
156 memories came images of the several times KOS-MOS had put herself on
157 the line to defend the Elsa...and Shion specifically. Ok, Shion
158 thought. Maybe she's a guardian angel. Another memory came to her
159 then -- a much older one. A thunderstorm, an attack by unknown men,
160 the premature activation of the original KOS-MOS, and the massacre
161 that followed. Or perhaps, she added sadly, a fallen angel.
162
163 KOS-MOS slept on, blissfully unaware for the moment.
164
165 "Sometimes I wish you could sleep forever," Shion whispered to the
166 sleeping android. "And others, I can't wait to see you wake up. I
167 wonder what would you say about that?" She tried to mimic KOS-MOS's
168 voice and tone then said, "'Shion, your current line of thought is
169 paradoxical in nature and serves no purpose.' Or something like
170 that." Shion sighed. "Don't you think I know that?" she whispered.
171
172 There was no reply from KOS-MOS. Shion continued to stare at the
173 android's face, waiting patiently for her eyes to open. After a few
174 moments, her gaze drifted down from her eyes to her mouth. And an
175 idea suddenly formed in her mind. A crazy idea.
176
177 What am I thinking? Shion asked herself silently. I can't do that!
178 But the more she stared at KOS-MOS's lips, the greater the desire
179 became. Just this one time, she tried to rationalize. She never has
180 to know!
181
182 "If I stole one kiss, would you hold it against me?" Shion asked in
183 a voice to soft to even be called a whisper. It certainly wasn't the
184 first time she thought about giving her mechanical angel a kiss, but
185 in the days since the incident at Proto Merkabah, the desire had
186 grown stronger and stronger. She had come so close to losing her that
187 day. Twice in fact. Sitting in her cabin that evening, she came to a
188 startling revelation.
189
190 She was in love with KOS-MOS.
191
192 "That's right, KOS-MOS," Shion told the sleeping angel. "I love you.
193 This is some fix I've got myself in, huh?" she laughed wearily.
194 "Wonder what everyone would say if they knew? I wonder what Kevin
195 would say? I wonder what you will say? Would you even understand?"
196
197 Her lips still looked so inviting, but Shion just couldn't bring
198 herself to kiss them. If that's going to happen, she decided, it will
199 happen when she's awake, and only if she's ready -- if she can ever
200 be ready. Instead, Shion leaned over KOS-MOS's body, her hair
201 cascading over her shoulders, and gave the woman who had taken her
202 heart without even trying, a quick, but heartfelt, kiss on the cheek.
203
204 In a corner of KOS-MOS's mind, a corner so far removed that she
205 wasn't even aware of its existence, something began to stir. To vague
206 to be called emotion, to faint to be called a sub-conscious desire.
207 Not yet important enough to trigger and internal diagnostic scan. But
208 something was there, was brought to life by a kiss that wasn't
209 supposed to happen -- yet. And it began to grow.
210
211 Shion pulled back with a gasp as she felt a twitch of movement from
212 KOS-MOS's face. Her face was mere inches away when her red eyes
213 slowly opened and locked with her own.
214
215 "Good morning, Shion." KOS-MOS greeted her in her even, precise
216 voice. She took note of Shion's close proximity, and misunderstood
217 the reason behind it. "My internal chronometer reads 0700 hours,
218 which was the assigned activation time. Do you require additional
219 offline time to finish my maintenance checks?"
220
221 Shion quickly puller her self back up to a sitting position on the
222 side of the maintenance bed, and turned her head to hide her growing
223 blush. "That wont be necessary KOS-MOS," she said quickly. "I - um -
224 had just finished."
225
226 "Very well," KOS-MOS stated simply, and sat up. She ran her usual
227 series of start-up diagnostics. Aside from and unexpected minor error
228 in an otherwise blank section of her OS, all the internal quires came
229 back green.
230
231 "All systems are operating within normal parameters," she informed
232 Shion.
233
234 Still facing away from her, Shion nodded. "Very good KOS-MOS," she
235 said carefully, her nerve failing. There was a brief rustle behind
236 her, followed by the soft *click* of high heels as KOS-MOS landed on
237 her feet outside the maintenance bed. Shion stood up then and the
238 upper hatch of the bed lowered and secured itself in place. As she
239 stood, she faced the battle android, who was staring at her intently.
240 Shion knew perfectly well that KOS-MOS stared at everything intently,
241 but today, she found the androids fixed gaze unnerving, and lowered
242 her gaze to the floor.
243
244 What was I thinking? Shion scolded herself. This was a bad idea; I
245 never should have --
246
247 "Shion, I am curious as to why I was set to be activated at this
248 time," KOS-MOS stated. "Judging from your attire and the basket you
249 have with you, you seem to have plans for some time of leisure
250 activity, which does not include myself at this time."
251
252 Shion looked up, meeting her creation's eyes once more. That's as
253 close to a compliment on my dress as I'm going to get, she realized.
254 Feeling some of her bravery return, she said, "That's not entirely
255 true, KOS-MOS. I was actually hoping you would join me for a picnic."
256
257 KOS-MOS experienced an unexpected data surge from the part of her
258 Operating System was she had discovered the error this upon waking.
259 Before she could isolate the problem, the spike was gone. She added
260 to her error log for later review.
261
262 "Very well, Shion. I will accompany you," she replied. She turned
263 and headed for the door, her heels making a very rhythmic click-click
264 sound on the floor. She was already through the door before Shion
265 snapped out of her surprise. She picked up the basket, and headed out
266 the door as well.
267
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269
270 As much as the Federation likes to believe the opposite, there are
271 parts of known space where they have no power. This was good news for
272 Gerad Dalton.
273
274 As he welded the final components of his terminal together, he felt
275 the urge to cackle like one of those mad-scientist types he often saw
276 in horror sci-fi holos. He kept the urge in check. Who actually
277 laughs like that anyway? Besides, he wasn't mad. Furious maybe, but
278 not mad.
279
280 It wasn't too long ago that Gerad was a respected and up-incoming
281 researcher at Vector Industries. He knew the men up top (maybe even
282 Wilhelm himself!) had their eyes on him as he began to explore more
283 applications for the UMN, taking what was thought to be an
284 established, immutable science, and pushing it further. Some even
285 went as far as to call him a genius.
286
287 His own personal research was second in priority only to his desire
288 to rid the universe of the Gnosis. When the KOS-MOS project was
289 announced, he called in every favor he could to make sure he got the
290 number two slot, right after project head Kevin. With his reputation
291 and seniority in the company, he was the obvious choice.
292
293 Except Kevin chose a complete unknown: an nineteen-year-old named
294 Shion Uzuki.
295
296 Gerad wanted to cruse, wanted to scream, wanted to pound his fists
297 into the wall, but once again, held himself in check. The tiny, one
298 bedroom shack he lived in on a God-forsaken moon was covered wall to
299 wall with computer equipment; throwing a tantrum would only damage
300 something. Crudely wired and looking rather thrown together, a casual
301 observer would dismiss the mess as trash. It had taken several long
302 years to assemble, however, and its true power could not be seen by
303 the naked eye.
304
305 He called it the Jolly Roger. It was his life's work, nearly
306 destroyed by her.
307
308 When Kevin passed him over for that four-eyed wench, he was
309 devastated. It defied logic, defied reason. By choosing Shion over
310 him, he basically told him he wasn't good enough.
311
312 He wasn't good enough? Him, the genius Gerad Dalton??
313
314 The Jolly Roger would show him, show her, show Vector, show the
315 whole damn universe!
316
317 He was so close the last time, two years ago. His research into the
318 UMN, combined with Vector's resources, made the Jolly Roger a
319 reality. His goal: the complete and total control over the entire
320 Unus Mundus Network. Lets see Shion Uzuki do that.
321
322 As it turned out, she did one better: she discovered what he was
323 doing, and reported him before he had the chance to bring the Jolly
324 Roger on-line.
325
326 Gerad removed the goggles he had been wearing. His face was tight
327 and worn, marked with many wrinkles. He was a mere 40 standard years
328 old, but his run from Federation law and his harsh life on a moon of
329 the ice planet Vladek has caused him to age horribly. His once neat
330 black hair was now long and unruly, peppered by streaks of gray. As
331 he closed of the final section of his super computer, he gave a sigh
332 of relief, and allowed himself a smile.
333
334 It was time to hack the entire UMN.
335
336 Once that was accomplished, he would see about handing out some
337 payback.
338
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340
341 KOS-MOS eyes darted from Shion's face to the strawberry she was
342 offering between her thumb and index finger, then back to her face.
343 She blinked once, then repeated the action.
344
345 She is so cute when she's confused, Shion thought.
346
347 "I do not see the point to this action," KOS-MOS informed her
348 finally. "I do not require foodstuffs to function."
349
350 "Just try it this once," Shion replied. "I think you might like it."
351
352 The two women were sitting on a red and white checkered sheet, in
353 the shade of a large (and probably extinct, Shion thought) tree. This
354 tree stood in the middle of a large expanse of grass and rolling
355 hills, extending as far as the eyes could see in any direction. They
356 sky was a perfect clear blue, with only the occasional whisper of a
357 cloud here and there. All in all it was the perfect time and place
358 for a picnic. Not even the red and blue EVS exit portal spinning
359 silently nearby could shatter the illusion. There was slight breeze
360 just then, blowing KOS-MOS pale blue hair across her face slightly.
361 Shion worried about it getting in her eyes for about a second, until
362 she remembered just who she was sitting with.
363
364 "Upon swallowing this item," KOS-MOS tried to explain. "It would be
365 broken down to its basic elements, and consumed by my internal
366 generator. I would draw no benefit from it. It would be better if you
367 were to eat it. I insist."
368
369 Shion felt touched by this comment, even though she knew it was
370 basic on cold logic and not genuine caring. She'd take what she could
371 get for now.
372
373 "KOS-MOS, don't argue." Shion instructed. "Open your mouth."
374
375 KOS-MOS's lips parted slowly, and Shion felt a slight blush fill her
376 cheeks. She slowly placed the strawberry in her friends mouth, and
377 forced herself to tear her eyes away as KOS-MOS bit into it and began
378 to chew. She quickly activated her Connection Gear that she had been
379 holding in the other hand, and accessed a program that she had spent
380 most of the last few weeks working on. Once the screen came up, she
381 hit the 'Upload Now' option.
382
383 The data transfer was so fast that even KOS-MOS almost missed it. In
384 no time at all a new OS sub-routine was downloaded, taking up the
385 same space where the unknown bug had been detected earlier. That was
386 the first thing she noticed.
387
388 The second was an explosion of sensations in her mouth. She had been
389 chewing the strawberry as instructed, but now she could taste it! It
390 was sweet and soft and juicy and -- and --
391
392 KOS-MOS swallowed. Though her facial expression changed only
393 slightly, it was a difference Shion was able to notice.
394
395 "Wow," KOS-MOS said at last.
396
397 Shion was stunned. "Did you just say 'wow?'" she asked.
398
399 The moment soon passed, and KOS-MOS was in control again. "I believe
400 I did," she replied. "Perhaps my linguistic programs are
401 malfunctioning."
402
403 Shion sighed and rolled her eyes. "Well, how did you like it?" she
404 asked.
405
406 KOS-MOS opened her mouth to respond, then closed it again. After a
407 few seconds she spoke. "While I do not see how this program will
408 enhance my abilities as an Anti-Gnosis weapon system, it is a welcome
409 addition to my operating system."
410
411 "I meant the strawberry," Shion clarified.
412
413 "I see," KOS-MOS replied. "I find that I rather enjoyed it. Thank
414 you for sharing it with me."
415
416 Shion felt her heart beat just a little faster, and a new blush
417 spread across her cheeks. What am I, fourteen? she thought. She was
418 just being polite, stop reading into it!
419
420 "Shion, in the last several hours, I have noticed several abrupt and
421 dramatic changes in your heartbeat, respiration rate, and body
422 temperature," KOS-MOS informed her. "I am concerned about your
423 health. Perhaps you should consult a physician."
424
425 "How every perceptive of you, KOS-MOS," Shion said with a little
426 laugh. "I'll be alright, though. It's nothing."
427
428 "Are you certain?" KOS-MOS asked.
429
430 Shion looked away, staring off into the sky for a moment. She
431 sighed. "If I didn't know better," she said quietly, "I would think
432 you actually cared."
433
434 KOS-MOS turned her own gaze upward, scanning for whatever Shion was
435 looking at. "I do not wish for you to be unwell," she said
436
437 "Of course not," Shion said sadly. "After all, I'm your Primary
438 Directive."
439
440 KOS-MOS identified the tone of Shion's voice as what one might sound
441 like if the were unhappy or distressed. Unsure of how to respond to
442 such a situation, she decided to merely relate the facts of the
443 matter. It was what she did best after all.
444
445 "The Primary Directive of which you speak directs my action in time
446 of crisis. In such situations, I am to safeguard all Vector
447 personnel, especially you," she explained. "My current desire to
448 ensure you are well is --," she paused here, momentarily surprised by
449 what she was about to say. " - my own," she finished. "I -- just want
450 you to be alright."
451
452 Shion turned her head to look at the android, who was still staring
453 into the sky. She hadn't been expecting that response. She wasn't
454 sure what to say.
455
456 "Would you like another strawberry?" she asked awkwardly. Where did
457 that come from, Uzuki? she thought. KOS-MOS just performed the
458 android equivalent of pouring her heart out, and all you can do is
459 ask if she wants another strawberry??
460
461 "I would like that very much, Shion," she replied, still staring off
462 into the sky.
463
464 ---------------------------------
465
466 On board the Elsa, MOMO watched the scene transpire on the UMN
467 screen near the bridge. In her hurry, Shion had neglected to activate
468 a privacy screen, and MOMO just happened upon it while on her way to
469 the UMN store terminal.
470
471 "Wow, Shion is so pretty in that dress!" she said to herself as she
472 watched them converse on the screen. Of course KOS-MOS is pretty
473 too...I wonder if she ever gets tired of wearing the same outfit? she
474 added silently. Then she remembered just who she was taking about and
475 decided that the android probably never gave it a second thought.
476
477 As she watched, Shion reached out with her foot, snagged the picnic
478 basket, and pulled it towards them. KOS-MOS watched her do this, and
479 said something to her. There was no sound , but it was easy enough
480 for MOMO to read their lips.
481
482 "It would have been easier to use your hands, Shion," KOS-MOS was
483 saying.
484
485 "But not as much fun!" Shion replied. MOMO giggled at that; she had
486 a point there.
487
488 "Fun is a wasted use of resources." KOS-MOS informed her creator.
489
490 Shion surprised MOMO by sticking her tongue out at KOS-MOS,
491 effectively teasing a machine capable of destroying a planet some
492 day.
493
494 "You still want these strawberries or not?" Shion asked. KOS-MOS
495 nodded. "All right, then," Shion stated. She reached into the basket,
496 and pulled out one strawberries. She held it between her thumb and
497 index figure, and guided it to KOS-MOS's mouth. The android slowly
498 opened her mouth and bit into the fruit carefully. She closed her
499 eyes as the taste of the simple piece of fruit washed over her.
500
501 MOMO noticed the blush in Shion's cheeks.
502
503 She also noticed the serene expression of genuine enjoyment on KOS-
504 MOS's face.
505
506 She started to feel a little awkward herself. Just what is happening
507 here? she wondered. What are they doing? She was beginning to think
508 she should quit watching, when Fate decided the matter for her.
509
510 The Elsa, which had been cruising through hyperspace at an even
511 clip, was suddenly thrown violently back into real space so abruptly
512 that she fell to the floor with a small yelp of surprise. She banged
513 her head against the UMN terminal, and saw stars for a few moments
514 before rising to her feet and heading for the bridge. She took a few
515 steps, then remembered that her friends were still in the EVS, and
516 hit communication button on the terminal to let them know what was
517 going on.
518
519 "Hey, Shion, KOS-MOS, I think you better get back. Something seems
520 to be --"
521
522 MOMO stopped speaking when she noticed that neither of the two women
523 could hear her. They continued their meal, oblivious to what was
524 going on in the real world. She quickly keyed in a few more commands
525 to the computer to discover the problem when the screen went blank
526 suddenly. After a few moments, it winked back on.
527
528 MOMO took one look at it. "Uh-oh," she said. Then she turned and ran
529 to the bridge.
530
531 On the UMN screen, there was a rotating gray and black image of the
532 skull and crossbones.
533
534 ---------------------------------
535
536 After feeding KOS-MOS nearly every piece of fruit that she had
537 brought with her (and having quite a bit of food herself) Shion began
538 to feel a little better, and very, very tired.
539
540 "Perhaps we should return now," KOS-MOS suggested.
541
542 "Not yet," Shion sighed wistfully. Once again, they sat side by
543 side, backs against the tree, staring out over the horizon. Shion
544 tapped a few commands into her computer, and suddenly it was sunset.
545 The bright oranges, reds and yellows slowly receding away from the
546 backdrop of twilight was breathtaking.
547
548 "It's beautiful, don't you think, KOS-MOS?" Shion asked, even though
549 she new the android thought no such thing.
550
551 "It is a unique sight for one who has spent their entire existence
552 in space," KOS-MOS agreed.
553
554 Shion leaned her head on the friend's shoulder. This really has been
555 a perfect day, Shion thought. Pleasant conversation, opening her mind
556 to new experiences, and just being together without having to worry
557 about the Zohar or the Gnosis or Albedo. I should really end it on
558 this note.
559
560 "What do think of me, KOS-MOS?" The question was out of her mouth
561 before she could stop it.
562
563 "You are Shion Uzuki, head of Vector Industries First R&D Division's
564 KOS-MOS project. You designed me," KOS-MOS replied.
565
566 "Forget I asked," Shion said quickly.
567
568 There was a pause of several minutes as the sun continued to set on
569 the two women. Shion felt her self grow more and more drowsy. She
570 felt so relaxed where she was, so safe, so happy. For the next few
571 minutes, she decided, I'm not going to think. Just be here with KOS-
572 MOS. I'll worry about what that means later.
573
574 KOS-MOS's mind, on the other hand, was spinning. Things seemed to
575 fall into place for her all of sudden. Every moment she had ever
576 spent with Shion since she was activated came back to her in an
577 instant. When she was upset with her, when she spoke with her, when
578 she tried to keep her from doing things she had to do. Lastly, the
579 utter terror and desperation in her voice aboard Proto Merkabah.
580
581 ("You'd better come back, KOS-MOS! You'd better!)
582
583 Realization dawned on the android at once. The area of her mind now
584 occupied by the new taste program cheered silently at this
585 realization...but it was still to faint to be noticed. For now.
586
587 "Shion," KOS-MOS spoke suddenly, startling the young scientist. "I
588 believe I have come to a realization."
589
590 "What is it, KOS-MOS?" Shion asked. She felt her eyelids growing
591 heavy, and she was looking forward to falling asleep right where she
592 was.
593
594 "You are in love with me," KOS-MOS stated simply.
595
596 Shion was suddenly wide awake. She sat up quickly just as KOS-MOS
597 turned her head to face her.
598
599 "Do not deny it, Shion," KOS-MOS went on. "Careful examination of
600 your actions since the time of my activation proves this fact. What
601 we must now do is discuss what we shall do about it."
602
603 "You make it sound like this a problem to be 'dealt with' and
604 disposed off," Shion said, a little angrily. Not at KOS-MOS, but at
605 herself for being so obvious when she had thought she was keeping it
606 to herself. "Emotions are more complicated than that."
607
608 "I am aware of this, even if I do not understand them completely,"
609 KOS-MOS responded. "If you follow that fact to its logical
610 conclusion, you realize that I can never fully understand your
611 feelings for me, and therefore can never return them. This may be
612 acceptable for you now, as this 'date' indicates --"
613
614 "This is not a date!" Shion insisted, but her protest sounded hollow
615 even to her own ears.
616
617 " -- but eventually I will become a cause of great emotional stress
618 and pain for you." The android stood up. Without looking at Shion,
619 she continued. "The best course of action would be for me to remove
620 myself from your life as soon as possible." Shion began to protest,
621 but KOS-MOS talked over her. "I realize that my sudden departure will
622 hurt you, but I believe that it will be far better if I hurt you a
623 small amount now, compared to the great amount I will harm you later
624 by staying. In addition, the time has come for me to be turned over
625 to the Second Division, and begin mass production and field testing.
626 Good bye, Shion." She began to walk to the exit portal.
627
628 "Just you wait a minute, KOS-MOS!" Shion called after her. She
629 jumped to her feet as well. "You can't just leave like this!"
630
631 KOS-MOS continued walking. "That is precisely what I am doing. After
632 careful consideration, I have decided this will be the best course of
633 action."
634
635 Shion forced herself not to panic, even though she could feel the
636 same sense of dread fill her chest that she felt at Proto Merkabah.
637 She tried to keep her voice even (and failed) as she spoke. "Don't
638 leave me," she said quietly.
639
640 KOS-MOS stopped walking. She turned her head slightly to one side.
641 Shion could almost make out the profile of her face. She was looking
642 toward the ground. In that pose, as her ruby-red eyes blinked slowly
643 twice, she almost looked -- sad.
644
645 "I do not wish to hurt you, Shion. If I remain with you, I will do
646 so more than if I were to leave now," she said.
647
648 "Is that really what you want, KOS-MOS?" Shion asked her.
649
650 KOS-MOS opened her mouth to say 'affirmative', but found she
651 couldn't. She was experiencing an error in her verbal skill
652 programming. She quickly ran an internal diagnostic, to find the
653 error source was coming from the same place as before.
654
655 "No," she found herself saying.
656
657 Shion held her hand out to the android. "Then don't go," she said.
658
659 "Are you two serious?" a new voice called suddenly from the upper
660 branches of the tree. "Kevin passed me up for you? A child, little
661 girl who's so foolish that she'd fall in love with a weapon?"
662
663 Startled, Shion spun around and looked up. In an instant, KOS-MOS
664 was beside her, her right hand hovering over her holster. "Identify
665 yourself!" KOS-MOS demanded. This was only the second time in her
666 life that someone was able to sneak up on her, and she wasn't happy
667 about it. It didn't occur to her just then the fact she was angry
668 should have been impossible.
669
670 Standing quite easily on a tree branch which was actually thinner
671 than his feet, stood a man in a black and gray Vector uniform. Over
672 his right breast pocket however, was the image of the skull and
673 crossbones.
674
675 Shion noticed this, and her eyes went wide. "Dalton?" she asked.
676
677 "Ah, Ms. Uzuki!" Gerad replied. He brought both hands over his heart
678 in a gesture of mock happiness. "You remember me! I can't help but be
679 touched!" The smile vanished from his face, and his tone became as
680 serious as a heart attack. "I, of course, remember you."
681
682 "You know this person, Shion?" KOS-MOS asked. She attempted to use
683 her internal UMN link to access Vector personnel files for a Gerad
684 Dalton, but was unable to log on. Another internal error? she
685 wondered.
686
687 "I don't know how you got here, Gerad, but you can rest assured once
688 we get back, I'll be sure to report you! The Federation has been
689 looking for you for a long time!"
690
691 " 'We?' " Gerad asked. "What, do you have a mouse in your pocket?"
692
693 "Just what is that supposed to mean, Gerad?" Shion yelled back. "I
694 was talking about myself and KOS-MOS!"
695
696 "Oh yes, the weapon," Gerad said as though he was noticing the
697 battle android for the first time. "It could pose a problem. Lets
698 take care of that now, shall we?"
699
700 Gerad quickly pointed toward the two women. At the same time, KOS-
701 MOS detected a sudden energy surge coming from his body, and drew her
702 blaster. A jagged bolt of blue-white energy sprang from his
703 fingertips. Simultaneously, KOS-MOS shoved Shion down out of the way
704 with her left hand and fired with her right.
705
706 The two blasts met in mid-air and exploded, the force of the
707 explosion pushing Shion along the ground about five feet, and
708 flooding the artificial evening with light. When her vision cleared,
709 she noticed neither Gerad nor KOS-MOS had budged an inch.
710
711 "Well, well, well," Gerad said with honest surprise. "This should be
712 fun."