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1 Disclaimer: This is short. Karika! I hope it’s not too horrid! I | |
2 don’t own any copyrighted items. ~.^ ~~Forever3330~~ ^.~ | |
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4 Watching You~~A Medabots fanfiction | |
5 | |
6 Forever3330 | |
7 kawaiimotoko@hotmail.com | |
8 | |
9 I’ve never been one to get crushes; actually, I never HAVE had a | |
10 crush. I never even had a crush on you. I just fell head-over heels | |
11 in love with you, straight from the moment I met you. Even if it | |
12 seems as if I don’t…it only shows through at small moments. But | |
13 that’s how I want it. | |
14 | |
15 Do you know what kind of love I mean? The romantic, passionate kind | |
16 that keeps you going? The kind where you would sacrifice your life of | |
17 feelings or anything for the sake of the one you love without a | |
18 second thought? It’s scary, in a way. | |
19 | |
20 Because you may never be loved back. | |
21 | |
22 But it’s okay, I guess. I don’t like the thought of you getting | |
23 together with someone else. But that’s the way I am. Jealous. It’s so | |
24 hard not to just reach out and take your hand, and ask if you would | |
25 like to dance. But then, I’m getting used to being a wallflower, | |
26 leaning against the cold, hard stone, watching the couples twirl | |
27 about in patterns I couldn’t hope to break into, dancing along with | |
28 you as my partner. You need to have a partner, after all, to dance at | |
29 these things. | |
30 | |
31 They all like you too. It hard to see how they couldn’t. I never | |
32 thought I would fall in love, but after I met you it wasn’t hard to | |
33 see how I could. But I had promised I would only watch you, knowing | |
34 that you would fall for one of them. Guessing you would fall for one | |
35 of them. Wishing you wouldn’t, that you’d look into my eyes and see | |
36 everything I can’t say for fear of scaring you off. That you’d accept | |
37 it. That you’d feel the same way. | |
38 | |
39 My heart is very, very bad. It’s not making this whole ‘not saying | |
40 anything’ thing any easier on me. | |
41 | |
42 You see my gaze and smile gently, the smile that makes my heart | |
43 flutter. “Erika-chan, would you like to dance? Everyone else is still | |
44 at the refreshment table, and this is my favorite song.” | |
45 | |
46 My mouth must have said something without my permission again, | |
47 because now I’m dancing with you, twirling about in the dances that | |
48 meant so little when I was just watching them. I’m surprised to note | |
49 that you’re exactly my height now; I used to be taller. We pull | |
50 closer and I see that you’re mouthing the words, singing ever so | |
51 softly, eyes at your feet. | |
52 | |
53 And you look up, seeing my eyes on you once again. And you smile, | |
54 the simple expression faltering. “E…Erika-chan…” | |
55 | |
56 “Hai?” We’re slowing down a bit, earning us angry glares from other | |
57 couples. | |
58 | |
59 “I…” You clear your throat. “I’ve been meaning to tell you | |
60 something.” | |
61 | |
62 “What is it?” I think my heart just sped up quite a bit. | |
63 | |
64 “I like someone.” | |
65 | |
66 And then stopped. “Oh…um…oh, hey, there’s the others with the | |
67 drinks!” I’m about to go over to them, to my best friend and my other | |
68 friends, but you grab my hand. | |
69 | |
70 “Erika-chan! Hold on for just one moment!” You pause, then sigh. “I | |
71 don’t think they like me back.” | |
72 | |
73 I stop, if only because you look so sad. “I’m sure they like you | |
74 back.” | |
75 | |
76 You smile sadly. “As a friend only. Erika-chan, I’ve been meaning | |
77 to tell you who I…” | |
78 | |
79 My brain tells me I should run before my heart gets broken. My | |
80 heart disagrees, though it doesn’t want to be broken. It wants to | |
81 stay with you. | |
82 | |
83 “…Who I like. I like you, Erika-chan.” | |
84 | |
85 … | |
86 | |
87 … | |
88 | |
89 … | |
90 | |
91 What just happened? | |
92 | |
93 “You…you what?” | |
94 | |
95 You look away. “I like you, Erika-chan.” | |
96 | |
97 “That…that can’t be true…” | |
98 | |
99 And then you lean in and kiss me, once. | |
100 | |
101 I really must be going insane. “But…” | |
102 | |
103 “Gomenasai…I…” You turn to leave. | |
104 | |
105 “Karin-chan, wait!” I grab your hand this time, and you turn back | |
106 to look at me, tears streaming down your face. “I…I like you too.” | |
107 | |
108 And then we’re hugging, and I feel a tap on my shoulder. | |
109 | |
110 “Congratulations! We got the whole thing on tape!” Ikki beams, | |
111 proud of himself for not leaving the cap on the camera, most likely. | |
112 He winks at me. Of course he knew whom I liked. He IS my best friend, | |
113 after all. He used to have a crush on Karin, but then, he tends to | |
114 get crushes. “Right Metabee?” | |
115 | |
116 “Yo, Ikki? Kogee’s out cold…” Metabee sweatdropped. | |
117 | |
118 “Probably from seeing his life-long love kiss someone else.” | |
119 Sumiladon replied, shaking Kogee. | |
120 | |
121 “Kogee-kun has a life-long love?” You ask, blinking. | |
122 | |
123 Somehow I have a feeling you never had crushes either. | |
124 | |
125 Owari! | |
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