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3 Author’s Notes: I’d like to thank Laine for her help in writing | |
4 this. ^-^ And I’d like to thank my brother, Cloud, for a lot of the | |
5 ideas that show up in Prism Hearts. Without his Kingdom Hearts RPG, | |
6 Kairi’s travels through Prism Hearts would be completely different. | |
7 | |
8 Prism Hearts | |
9 Chapter 5 | |
10 Time’s Scar | |
11 by Amazoness Duo | |
12 amazonessduo@hotmail.com | |
13 | |
14 | |
15 ‘What was the start of all this? | |
16 When did the cogs of Fate begin to turn? | |
17 | |
18 Perhaps it is impossible to grasp that answer now, | |
19 From deep within the flow of time... | |
20 | |
21 But, for a certainty, back then, | |
22 We loved so many, yet hated so much. | |
23 We hurt others and were hurt ourselves. | |
24 | |
25 Yet even then, we ran like the wind, | |
26 Whilst our laughter echoed, | |
27 Under cerulean skies.’ | |
28 | |
29 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ | |
30 | |
31 Kairi struggled through a fitful sleep. Something felt terribly | |
32 wrong, but she couldn’t make out what. But that feeling that things | |
33 weren’t right pervaded her sleeping form as she tossed and turned. | |
34 She tried to push through the thick fog that clouded her mind, to | |
35 force herself to wake up. The harder she tried, the more confused she | |
36 became. She could feel herself in bed, the blankets wrapped around | |
37 her. But she could also feel herself somewhere else, waves lapping | |
38 somewhere nearby. She rolled onto her side. The bed shifted under | |
39 her. Her hands opened and closed slowly, damp sand pressing against | |
40 them. It felt like she was in two places at once. Water slowly rose | |
41 and fell against Kairi’s hand. It must be the waves she had heard. | |
42 Was she back home? But which home? The Destiny Islands or the room | |
43 she so often found herself in? Or both? | |
44 | |
45 Footsteps slowly approached her, but Kairi couldn’t tell if it was | |
46 from the beach or the room. Her eyes struggled to open, but they felt | |
47 so heavy. Her whole body felt weak and exhausted. She just wanted to | |
48 sleep, even though she felt that someone was watching her. | |
49 | |
50 The footsteps grew closer, finally stopping next to her. ‘Get up!’ | |
51 she told herself. Now wasn’t the time to be lying there. She needed | |
52 to see whoever it was. But despite her concerns, she just couldn’t | |
53 work up the will to get up, let alone to open her eyes. | |
54 | |
55 The footsteps finally stopped abruptly next to her. The person or | |
56 creature that had made them seemed to be studying her for a long | |
57 moment. She strained to get up, but the most she could manage was to | |
58 clench her fists, one in cool water and the other in bed sheets. | |
59 | |
60 The person watching her tsked, looking down at her. “Zere will be | |
61 great enemity between you and ze worlds. Tis not speculation. Tis | |
62 histoire. You are ze key to opening it all up or shattering it all | |
63 completely. Which will you decide?” the voice finally said in a | |
64 feminine French accent. A soft sigh escaped the girl above Kairi | |
65 before she turned to leave. “But first you must decide where you are, | |
66 no?” | |
67 | |
68 Kairi wanted to respond, to ask the person what she meant, but all | |
69 she could get out was a weak, sleepy grumble. What did she mean that | |
70 she could destroy everything? She was only one of the seven | |
71 princesses. And the doorway the princesses could open was already | |
72 sealed, so her importance was over. Now she was only a girl searching | |
73 for her friends. She tried one last time to get to her feet, pushing | |
74 off from the bed. | |
75 | |
76 And she was up. She blinked wearily, a hand going to her eyes to | |
77 shield them from the sunset that greeted her. It stretched out lazily | |
78 along the horizon before her, beautiful swirls of pink and orange | |
79 marking the sky above. The sun glinted from both above and below, as | |
80 if it were in two places at once. It took her a moment to understand | |
81 why. It was reflecting off of the water she had been feeling later. | |
82 But she was not on a beach somewhere. She was in the middle of a vast | |
83 ocean, no land in sight. Her feet were resting on the water. The | |
84 water shifted under her, almost throwing her off balance. It still | |
85 felt like water, but she was somehow walking on it, the liquid | |
86 holding her up. She shot her gaze about quickly, trying to spot the | |
87 girl who had been speaking earlier, but she was all alone on the | |
88 ocean. | |
89 | |
90 “Why don’t things ever make sense!?” She called out in anger and | |
91 frustration. | |
92 | |
93 ‘Because it’s not real,’ a voice whispered in her ear. | |
94 | |
95 Kairi jerked around, trying to spot the voice. She sighed when she | |
96 realized it was the one that always seemed to appear in her head. | |
97 “Why won’t you leave me alone? If you aren’t going to help me find | |
98 Riku and Sora then you could at least stop bothering me all the time.” | |
99 | |
100 ‘Maybe you’re looking in the wrong places. I know where Riku and | |
101 Sora are,’ the voice taunted. | |
102 | |
103 “Where? Where are they? I need to find them!” Kairi said | |
104 desperately. This trip had already been so long and grueling. She | |
105 longed to see her friends again, to laugh and cry with the two of | |
106 them by her side. She just wanted it to be over. | |
107 | |
108 ‘Going to give up already? Riku wouldn’t give up so easily. He’d | |
109 keep going until he found you. No matter how far. And Sora never | |
110 returned to the island because he’s still looking for Riku. So they | |
111 can both come back to you on the island. Only you won’t be there. | |
112 Because you gave up in the middle of nowhe.’ | |
113 | |
114 “I’m not giving up! I won’t give up until I see them again! No | |
115 matter how long it takes!” Kairi cried out, her fists clenched | |
116 angrily as she scanned the horizon for any sign of the voice. “I… I | |
117 love them! Nothing will keep me away from them! No matter how many | |
118 worlds I have to travel across!” | |
119 | |
120 A chuckle filled Kairi’s mind. Slow at first, but increasing in | |
121 volume. It seemed to come from deep within herself. It took Kairi by | |
122 surprise when she found herself to be chuckling as well. She stopped | |
123 immediately, disturbed by the source of that eerie feeling. ‘Very | |
124 well, Princess. Keep up your search. But remember, the door is | |
125 waiting for you as soon as you’re willing to accept reality. Come | |
126 back to me. I’m waiting.’ | |
127 | |
128 Trying to ignore the voice, the brunette kept travelling forward, | |
129 trying to focus on getting away, far away from the voice at the | |
130 ‘reality’ that it claimed to be from. The voice, the feelings, they | |
131 all seemed to swirl about inside of her. Like a thought she couldn’t | |
132 get rid of, neither willfully thought up or willingly kept. She | |
133 hugged herself, trying to force away the confusion. She had to | |
134 concentrate. | |
135 | |
136 Onward and onward she traveled, the only sight the shifting water | |
137 beneath her feet. The sunset was slowly disappearing, the sky | |
138 becoming a deep purple. Stars began to hint at their existence in the | |
139 skies above. And still she was no closer to finding out where she was | |
140 or where she was going. Kairi sighed, collapsing. Hunched over, her | |
141 hands rested on her thighs as she tried to think. This wasn’t getting | |
142 her anywhere. There had to be some way to... | |
143 | |
144 She blinked. That reflection in the water, it wasn’t her own. She | |
145 stood up again, looking down below her. The reflection in the water | |
146 was someone else as if she were standing on someone’s feet. With a | |
147 flash of recognition, her eyes went wide. “Riku!” she called out. | |
148 “Riku!!” She blinked back tears. He couldn’t hear her. “Riku!!!” He | |
149 blinked beneath her, starting to look around. It looked like he had | |
150 faintly heard something. A surge of hope welled up within Kairi, her | |
151 hands held tightly to her chest. “Riku! I’m right here!” He kept | |
152 scanning around, looking about him. “Look up! Please look up, Riku!” | |
153 she pleaded. If he saw her, then maybe they could find a way to be | |
154 together again. She wouldn’t be on this quest alone. | |
155 | |
156 She needed him, needed someone to help her forget the cold reality | |
157 that kept being forced upon her. She needed to get to him. Kneeling | |
158 down, she tried to claw at the water, trying to reach him. “Riku!” | |
159 Her fingers broke through the water, hands plunging into the waves | |
160 beneath. And suddenly, so did she. As if the ground had been dropped | |
161 out from under her, the princess dropped into the depths. As water | |
162 surrounded her, she could see him up above, on the surface. But she | |
163 couldn’t swim up to him. It felt like her body was a lead weight. No | |
164 matter how hard she struggled, she kept sinking lower into inky | |
165 darkness. He grew further and further away, disappearing as the | |
166 darkness overcame her. She reached out, remembering his words from so | |
167 long ago. ‘Take my hand, Kairi. Take my hand and everything will be | |
168 all right.’ Her arm ached against the water as she struggled to reach | |
169 him, plunging ever deeper. She could see him, reaching for her. But | |
170 even that dissipated into nothingness as she sank. | |
171 | |
172 And she landed heavily onto something soft. For a moment, she could | |
173 only lie there. “Riku...” she said mournfully. So close... If only | |
174 she could have reached out faster, then maybe... | |
175 | |
176 “Told you that you were looking in the wrong places,” the voice | |
177 chided from the other side of the door. | |
178 | |
179 Kairi sat up immediately, her eyes wide. Not here. Anywhere but | |
180 here. Sure enough, she could see her room once again, pictures of the | |
181 Destiny Islands, Riku and Sora on the walls. Figurines from a dozen | |
182 Squaresoft games littered her desk. Dolls she had made lay all over | |
183 her bed. This was the last place she wanted to be. She couldn’t deal | |
184 with it at the moment. “No...” She sighed, picking up the Riku and | |
185 Sora dolls and hugging them as tightly as she could. | |
186 | |
187 “I already knew you didn’t like it here, Kairi. Why else would you | |
188 spend all of your time escaping into fantasy? Playing games and | |
189 watching fairy tales and pretending you were this pretty girl on an | |
190 island where you two best friends were boys who were in love with | |
191 you. Oh, and your whole suicide stunt. I think you’ve made it | |
192 blatantly obvious you don’t like it here, Kairi. I think everyone | |
193 knows that but you. Because you’re so obsessed with your fantasy | |
194 world that you can’t step back for a second and remember the sad | |
195 lonely girl you really are,” the voice said, sounding frustrated. | |
196 | |
197 “This can’t be real,” Kairi whispered, getting off the bed. She | |
198 slowly walked to the locked door to her bedroom, squeezing the dolls | |
199 in her arms. They were the boys she loved, yet here they were only | |
200 fluff and cloth. | |
201 | |
202 “It is, Kairi. The sooner you realize that, the sooner you can open | |
203 the door and step out into reality. Reality is darkness. But it’s | |
204 also Truth. So the Truth is darkness.” | |
205 | |
206 Kairi shook her head, kneeling in front of the door. “No, it can’t | |
207 be like that. Even in the darkness, there will always be light. | |
208 Grandma told me that. Back.. Back at the palace. I can remember | |
209 that.” A smile of satisfaction lit up her face. She could remember | |
210 bits and pieces of her life back at the palace as a princess. That | |
211 gave her some hope. She didn’t just have memories from this place. | |
212 | |
213 “That’s only because we can dream. Dreams are the light. But hopes | |
214 and dreams are lies. Only there to delude ourselves with visions of | |
215 what we wish would happen,” the voice argued. | |
216 | |
217 “It’s not like that. It’s not,” Kairi replied softly, resting her | |
218 head against the door. “It can’t be. I have to find Riku and Sora. I | |
219 need to be with them again. And we’ll travel to all sorts of | |
220 beautiful places.” | |
221 | |
222 “I know you’re lonely. I know you miss them,” the voice whispered, | |
223 pressing it’s own head against the door. “I just wish you could | |
224 accept things, Kairi. You’re so far away because of this. And no | |
225 matter how hard I try, I can’t get you back. Because you keep running | |
226 away. Come home, Kairi. Please,” the voice pleaded. | |
227 | |
228 Fingers slid under the door, lying there. The princess slowly | |
229 reached out, taking them. They curled over her own, trying to hold | |
230 onto her. They felt warm and soft against her hand. And it felt so | |
231 nice to be near someone in this creepy room. Even if it was some | |
232 faceless person behind a door. But she felt like she could almost | |
233 remember who it was. Almost... | |
234 | |
235 The hand held onto her tighter, starting to squeeze her hand | |
236 painfully as it gripped her own. Kairi felt a pit of anxiety in her | |
237 stomach. She tried to pull away, but the grip was too tight. “Hey... | |
238 Let go. That hurts.” She yanked back, but still with no results. | |
239 “Oww...” A shattering sound got her attention, her heart pounding. | |
240 Her window had burst. She could see water gushing in as if the house | |
241 were underwater. She tried harder to pull her hand away to no avail. | |
242 Water was quickly filling the room. It was already up to her thighs | |
243 and she couldn’t stand up to get away from it because of the hand. | |
244 “Let go!” she cried. She was cut short by the rising water. She was | |
245 quickly submerged in her bedroom. Books and figurines floated past | |
246 her in the churning waters. She was going to drown. That thought | |
247 horrified her. She was going to drown in that lonely, evil room. | |
248 | |
249 The hand holding hers tightened further and yanked her forward. The | |
250 door was no longer there. Neither was the rest of her room. She moved | |
251 swiftly through the water, finally breaking above the surface of the | |
252 water. Her lungs burned painfully, her body weak. Her knees gave out, | |
253 her body slumping back into the water. But arms were quickly around | |
254 her, pulling her out of the water. “It will be all right, Kairi. I | |
255 have you.” She looked up weakly to see the cloaked boy she had met | |
256 some time ago. Her head collapsing against his chest, she passed out. | |
257 | |
258 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ | |
259 | |
260 Sephiroth watched a small floating image before him. There were | |
261 several keyholes in front of a larger keyhole. One of the keyholes | |
262 had lit up. “Kefka,” the soldier murmured to himself. That was one | |
263 down. There were only so many left. It was only a matter of time. | |
264 Kefka hadn’t understood that he was serious when he had said that | |
265 Kairi was the key to all of this. She was the important thing, not | |
266 her keyblade or her friends. But now was not the time to act. All he | |
267 could do was sit and watch and wait. | |
268 | |
269 “So she’s opened one of the Keyholes already? She may be more | |
270 trouble than we had thought,” a woman said, crossing her arms. | |
271 | |
272 “One little girl is not going to be a problem. Kefka was a fool. As | |
273 long as she can’t get close enough to use her Keyblade, she isn’t a | |
274 problem. I’d simply wipe her out with an Eidolon, but I’ve been | |
275 forbidden from doing so,” the bishounen said, pouting. | |
276 | |
277 “Destroying her would only be problematic. Why kill that which we | |
278 can use? She is the key to obtaining all of our goals, after all. | |
279 With her, we can unleash the Heartless entirely. And then we can do | |
280 what we will in our own worlds. I already have such plans for mine,” | |
281 a soft voice said, slowly smiling. “We never would have been able to | |
282 accomplish our goals before, but we have banded together to make our | |
283 dreams come true. Let’s not forget what is important. Realizing our | |
284 dreams, no matter how we must go about it.” | |
285 | |
286 “Yes. Kefka forgot about that. But his dream was one of madness. He | |
287 couldn’t fight off the Princess. She was too strong for his madness | |
288 shrouded heart. Just be careful none of you make the same mistake,” | |
289 Sephiroth said. Closing his hand, he dispersed the image. “I have | |
290 work to do. I’ll leave the rest up to you for now. Don’t make the | |
291 same mistakes Kefka did. And remember, I want her alive.” Turning, he | |
292 exited the dark room. | |
293 | |
294 The pretty boy grinned. “I guess that means it’s my turn. I better | |
295 hurry home to make sure everything’s going according to plan.” With | |
296 that, the white haired boy disappeared in a flash of light. | |
297 | |
298 ~~~~~~~~~~~~ | |
299 | |
300 Kairi awake with a start, glancing around a dimly lit room. The | |
301 kitten that she had rescued was rubbing it’s head into her chin, | |
302 purring softly. She smiled softly at it, scratching its chin. It | |
303 looked up at her with its odd green eyes, questioningly. The ocean | |
304 was gently washing up on shore somewhere not far from where she was. | |
305 She sat up slowly, looking about the room. This didn’t seem familiar. | |
306 At least it wasn’t her bedroom. She sighed in relief. | |
307 | |
308 “You’re up,” a voice said. | |
309 | |
310 Swallowing, the princess tried to pinpoint the voice. She finally | |
311 found it on the bed rather than in her head. Another good sign. It | |
312 was the silver haired cloaked boy. He was sitting on the edge of the | |
313 bed, watching her. Well, as best as one can watch someone while | |
314 wearing a blindfold. She reached out slowly for it, but he moved | |
315 away. “Why do you wear that?” she inquired, watching him as he stood | |
316 up. | |
317 | |
318 “To blind myself from the darkness. So I won’t see it anymore. I’ve | |
319 already looked too deeply into it. This way I can keep from staring | |
320 at it again. If you look too deeply into the darkness, it stares back | |
321 at you,” He explained. | |
322 | |
323 Kairi nodded simply. She didn’t exactly understand, but that seemed | |
324 to be the best explanation she could get. “Who are you?” she asked at | |
325 last. | |
326 | |
327 “A friend,” was his only reply. | |
328 | |
329 Sighing, the brunette slowly got to her bare feet. Looking around, | |
330 she finally spotted her shoes. She stared at them for a long moment, | |
331 thinking. “You saved me. What you said about their being light even | |
332 in the darkest heart. If it weren’t for you...” She shuddered at the | |
333 thought of being possessed by the Slave Crown. What horrible things | |
334 would Kefka be making her do? | |
335 | |
336 The boy said nothing for a long moment. He undid the blinds, letting | |
337 them raise up and let light into the room. It was small and messy, a | |
338 room in some small village. The ocean rolled nearby. “You’re looking | |
339 for your friends, aren’t you?” | |
340 | |
341 Nodding emphatically, Kairi stood up. “With all my heart. I have to | |
342 find them. They need me. I know it.” | |
343 | |
344 “One of them is searching for the other. You’ll find him by | |
345 searching for the one he is looking for. Your paths will eventually | |
346 cross if you seek the same thing,” he said, turning back to Kairi. | |
347 | |
348 “Riku...” Kairi nodded. “If I look for Riku, I’ll run into Sora.” | |
349 That made sense. Then they could find Riku together. And they could | |
350 all be together again. She smiled. That sounded so perfect. She | |
351 looked down at the kitten. Having hopped off the bed, it was now | |
352 rubbing against her ankles, meowing. It almost sounded like it was | |
353 trying to say something. She reached down, picking it up. Petting the | |
354 kitten, she looked up thoughtfully at the cloaked boy. “But where do | |
355 I look for Riku?” | |
356 | |
357 “You can’t reach him yet. He was locked away when Sora locked the | |
358 Doorway to the Darkness.” | |
359 | |
360 Kairi’s shoulders slumped. “But.. There has to be some way to reach | |
361 him, right? He can’t be locked away forever.” Her heart skipped a | |
362 beat. All that Sora had done to save everyone couldn’t have doomed | |
363 Riku. It didn’t seem fair that Riku would have to suffer so that | |
364 everyone else would be safe. Damn it, she wanted to Riku to be there, | |
365 to smile at her. He couldn’t be lost forever. | |
366 | |
367 “There is always a Doorway to the Light. That is the door he is | |
368 behind now that the darkness is banished. If you can unlock the | |
369 Doorway to the Light, you can reach him,” the boy explained. | |
370 | |
371 “Great! Now where’s the Doorway to the Light? If I can find that, I | |
372 can meet up with Sora and we can open it up and see Riku again.” She | |
373 felt almost giddy again. She finally had some inkling of what was | |
374 going on, of how to find her friends. She was anxious to be underway. | |
375 | |
376 “It isn’t that simple,” the silver haired boy warned. “The Doorway | |
377 to the Light has several locks on it. These locks are Keyholes that | |
378 reside within the hearts of several people. You must unlock all of | |
379 them in order to unlock the Doorway to the Light.” He watched her | |
380 disappointment for a moment before continuing. “You have already | |
381 unlocked one of the Keyholes. The Keyhole of Madness lay within | |
382 Kefka’s heart. You must unlock the rest before the Doorway to the | |
383 Light will open.” | |
384 | |
385 Kairi nodded thoughtfully. It had been hard enough to unlock Kefka’s | |
386 heart. But if that was the only way to save Riku, she had to do it. | |
387 He would do no less for her. “Whatever it takes,” she said at last. | |
388 | |
389 “Good. I was hoping you would say that. He needs you. You’re the | |
390 only one who can save him. Go and find the Keyholes. Unlock them. | |
391 Then you will find the Doorway. Behind it lies your friend. And the | |
392 Light. It is the only way to stop the Heartless. When the Doorway to | |
393 the Darkness was closed, they were cut off. They are limited in | |
394 numbers now. By opening up the light, you can vanquish them forever.” | |
395 | |
396 “No more Heartless,” the princess repeated. ‘And no more of that | |
397 messed up reality. That’s tied into the Heartless, that voice said. | |
398 So if I can stop the Heartless, I won’t ever have to go back. We can | |
399 go back to our islands,’ she thought to herself. | |
400 | |
401 “You’re the only one who can open the door, Kairi.” The boy turned | |
402 from her, heading out the door. His work here was done. For now. | |
403 | |
404 Kairi could only watch him go. He seemed so familiar. But she didn’t | |
405 know what to say. “Thank you,” she said as he reached the doorway. He | |
406 paused for a moment but said nothing before disappearing through the | |
407 doorway. Kairi sighed, clutching a hand to her heart. She knew what | |
408 she had to do. Even if it did feel a little overwhelming. But she’d | |
409 already unlocked one of the Keyholes. What were a few more? | |
410 | |
411 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ | |
412 | |
413 ‘Dear Diary, | |
414 Hi again! Well, we’re working on the Island Festival after all. The | |
415 adults cancelled it because of all the weird stuff going on lately, | |
416 so we’re gonna throw one ourselves. I’ve been so busy making | |
417 decorations for it that my hands hurt! But as long as we can have our | |
418 festival, it doesn’t matter. Besides, Quisty has been rubbing my | |
419 hands when I complain about it. *blush* So I’m happy about that. I | |
420 was complaining about it earlier while she was studying on the beach. | |
421 At least I got her out of the house, even if she insisted on bringing | |
422 her book with her. And she just nodded, looking at me with those | |
423 pretty blue eyes of hers looking at me through her cute glasses and | |
424 then she reached out and took my hands, rubbing them. And it felt a | |
425 lot better because of that. We talked a bit while she did that, even | |
426 though my mind was elsewhere. I hope it wasn’t too obvious. | |
427 | |
428 That hole’s still there on the island. It’s looking bigger now. It’s | |
429 really spooky. There’s just nothing there. Wakka said someone should | |
430 take a look. Then he asked Tidus to go do it. Tidus shook his head, | |
431 saying he wasn’t gonna do it and that Wakka should because Wakka’s | |
432 older. I’m starting to wonder if Kairi fell down that hole. I sure | |
433 hope not. I’d hate to think she was swallowed up by that big scary | |
434 nothingness. It almost made me want to go in to look for her, but I | |
435 just stood closer to Quisty as we all stared at it. We finally left, | |
436 trying to think of something to play to get our minds off of it. But | |
437 I don’t think the hole’s gonna go away. And what happens if it keeps | |
438 getting bigger? We can’t ignore it forever. | |
439 | |
440 But that’s what we have the festival for! To forget about things | |
441 now. We’ll deal with things later on. Right now we have that to worry | |
442 about. I’m in charge of the Destiny Island Festival Committee! It was | |
443 Quisty’s idea to give it an official sounding name. So we put it all | |
444 together and since it was my idea, I get to be in charge. We’ve been | |
445 drawing up plans of all the stuff we wanna do for it. The boys | |
446 weren’t too thrilled about the whole dance on the beach under the | |
447 stars, but I told them that we’re doing it anyway. I’m dancing with | |
448 Quisty at the festival whether they like it or not! Tidus is just too | |
449 shy to ask Yuna to dance with him. If he doesn’t ask soon, Lulu’s | |
450 going to and he’s gonna lose his chance. Seems like everyone like’s | |
451 Yuna. I can kinda understand. She’s a bit like Quisty. They’re both | |
452 really thoughtful and quiet sometimes and get depressed over little | |
453 things because they’re worried about disappointing everyone. If only | |
454 they’d realize we love them anyway! They don’t have to be perfect. | |
455 But I’d be better off telling Quisty that than my diary. I’ll | |
456 remember to do that later when she’s being quiet again. | |
457 | |
458 Tidus and Wakka are putting up some decorations right now. I can | |
459 hear them hammering away. It’s hard to think. But I’m still exhausted | |
460 from running around all day collecting stuff for the decorations, so | |
461 that’s probably part of the reason. Lulu’s using her magic to light | |
462 some fires so we can see. It’s not too late, but some really dark | |
463 clouds have rolled in and it’s hard to see. Yuna’s giving moral | |
464 support and carrying some of the decorations from place to place. Now | |
465 that I think about it, I’ll probably ask her to teach me how to dance | |
466 before the festival. I know Quisty’s a great dancer because she’s a | |
467 scholar-type and she learned that sorta thing for some reason. Yuna’s | |
468 a great dancer, too. Sometimes she’ll dance out in the waves and it’s | |
469 really, really good. I wanna be good, too, when I dance with Quisty | |
470 during the festival, but I can’t ask her because then it won’t be a | |
471 special when we do. So I’ll get Yuna to teach me. I’m so excited! I | |
472 can just imagine twirling about with Quisty under the stars! If these | |
473 dark clouds ever go away. Grrr... Go away! I want my starry nights! | |
474 | |
475 The seas have been getting angrier, too. It’s like they’re restless. | |
476 I was collecting shells on the beach for the decorations and the | |
477 waves just pulled back for a moment. Then this big, dark wave came | |
478 crashing into me. I was so surprised that I let go of everything I’d | |
479 collected. I tumbled around until I was completely dizzy and then the | |
480 water rolled right back out. When I finally got back to my feet, I | |
481 realized one of my sandals was missing. The wave stole it! Anyway, I | |
482 ran off after that, deciding to look a little further inland on the | |
483 island for things to make decorations. I don’t like how angry the | |
484 ocean looks. It’s not that beautiful aquamarine it used to be. It’s | |
485 all jagged and very dark. I hope it’s not a bad sign. | |
486 | |
487 Oh, good! There’s Yuna. I’m gonna go ask her to teach me how to | |
488 dance. We don’t have much time until the festival, so I’m gonna try | |
489 my hardest for it! Booyaka! | |
490 | |
491 Selphie Tilmitt’ | |
492 | |
493 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ | |
494 | |
495 Relm sat on the edge of the dock, idly swinging her legs above the | |
496 quiet waves that rolled up to graze the shore as Yuffie paced | |
497 restlessly out of the corner of her eye. The ninja’s light footfalls | |
498 on the worn wooden planks were steady and rhythmic, lulling her into | |
499 a sense of peace that seemed so at odds to everything that had | |
500 happened. They had appeared in Arni out of nowhere, two days ago, | |
501 lying just out of the clutching grasp of the sea. The fishermen had | |
502 taken them in, thinking them victims of a rough sea. | |
503 | |
504 But how could that have been? They had been in Kefka’s prison, and | |
505 then they were here. The only way it could dubiously be explained | |
506 was Kairi’s Keyblade, but the princess was still asleep. | |
507 | |
508 “When did they say she was going to wake up?” Yuffie demanded for | |
509 the umpteenth time, scowling. | |
510 | |
511 “They didn’t say, but they’re pretty sure she’ll be fine.” The | |
512 artist turned slightly to watch the water rise and fall as if it were | |
513 breathing, orange-gold sunlight edging the waves. ‘I’d love to paint | |
514 this…but all my paints are back in Narshe. Assuming Narshe stills | |
515 exists.’ She closed her eyes for a moment, marking the loss that | |
516 still seemed fuzzy and undefined. Had all that really happened? | |
517 Celes…and Kefka…and Interceptor? Or was everything, even her being | |
518 here, just a dream? | |
519 | |
520 With a sigh, Yuffie sat down besides her, leaning back until the | |
521 ninja lay flat against the boards. “Well, at least we’re safe for | |
522 now.” | |
523 | |
524 “Are we really?” Relm asked in a soft voice, remembering that her | |
525 grandfather had presumed the same thing. | |
526 | |
527 “Huh?” Yuffie raised her head, surprised at Relm’s dampened | |
528 spirits. She’d thought that the other girl would have been perky and | |
529 optimistic till the sun fell out of the sky. It just goes to show you | |
530 how different people can be from what the seem. | |
531 | |
532 She reached out and patted Relm’s shoulder, a bit awkwardly, but | |
533 sincere nonetheless. “Hey, it’s ok. No one would dare to cross the | |
534 world’s greatest ninja, after all! So you’re safe here with me.” | |
535 She grinned her trademark grin, hoping to rouse a bit of cheer. | |
536 | |
537 Flushing, Relm smiled a little. “Thanks, Yuffie.” Lying back on the | |
538 planks, she rested her head on Yuffie’s bare stomach, curled beneath | |
539 the large sun in the sky above. She closed her eyes but they | |
540 fluttered open instantly, visions of Celes and Interceptor and the | |
541 burning buildings of Narshe invading her thoughts. Better to watch | |
542 the sea, she decided. With Yuffie. Yes, she could believe that things | |
543 would be all right as long as she had this ninja girl to protect her. | |
544 She scooted closer. Yuffie smelled so nice and felt so warm. She took | |
545 solace in those little things. They calmed her, soothing her spirits. | |
546 Yes, she’d be fine. ‘I’ll be all right, Interceptor. You just rest, | |
547 my friend. I know I’ll be safe. Yuffie can protect me for now.’ | |
548 | |
549 Yuffie lay there awkwardly, staring up at the brilliant blue sky. | |
550 She could feel Relm’s eyelashes tickling her stomach as they blinked. | |
551 This wasn’t quite the reaction she’d been expecting when she’d | |
552 attempted to raise the artist’s spirits. The back of the blonde | |
553 girl’s bandana swished in the wind, moving across her ribs. But then, | |
554 what could she do? Push her away? The girl had just lost her | |
555 surrogate family and her best friend. Even if it was just a dog. So | |
556 it made sense that she was feeling a bit clingy. It wasn’t like it | |
557 was that hard to suffer through. Though part of her wanted to explain | |
558 that she wasn’t something to cling onto. She was a ninja and a thief, | |
559 not something cute and cuddly to grapple onto. But she decided to let | |
560 it pass this once. The younger girl needed some comforting and it | |
561 looked like she’d have to try her best. Hesitantly, Yuffie reached | |
562 down, placing a hand on Relm’s head. ‘Now what?’ she thought. | |
563 Sighing, she let her hand drop. Maybe she wasn’t the best for this | |
564 anyway. After all, she’d spent her whole life looking out for | |
565 herself. She wasn’t used to trying to perk someone else up. | |
566 | |
567 Relm looked up when she felt Yuffie’s hand pull away. Giggling | |
568 softly, she reached up, pulling her bandana away. Medium length | |
569 blonde hair fell about Yuffie’s stomach. Relm rested her head back on | |
570 the ninja’s stomach, looking up the small slope of Yuffie’s chest to | |
571 the short haired ninja, waiting. | |
572 | |
573 Yuffie smiled nervously at the artist, looking at those deeply | |
574 intent blue eyes. It seemed fairly obvious why she had gotten rid of | |
575 the bandana. ‘I’m not good at this stuff! I’m not used to dealing | |
576 with kids! Well, except my little sister, but she’s not around right | |
577 now.’ Reaching down, Yuffie’s fingers brushed through Relm’s soft, | |
578 blonde hair. The artist smiled happily, still looking up at her. | |
579 Yuffie relaxed a bit as she kept stroking the younger girl’s hair. | |
580 ‘At least she seems to be feeling a little better. So I guess it’s | |
581 worth it. But she better not be expecting this all the time.’ And it | |
582 really wasn’t so bad, feeling the silken hair under her fingers, the | |
583 other girl's warm breath against her stomach. There was something odd | |
584 in those eyes, though. And Yuffie wasn’t a stranger to weird eyes. | |
585 Her little sister had strange, spiral eyes. And Cloud had shining | |
586 green eyes. But there was something more subtle about these. They | |
587 were normal eyes, she decided at last. It was the look she was | |
588 getting that was strange. So direct and intense and... something. She | |
589 felt a little embarrassed having that warm gaze directed at her. | |
590 ‘Great. She’s probably gonna think of me as a mother figure or | |
591 something. And I am not a mother figure.’ | |
592 | |
593 Relm, on the other hand, was thinking anything but motherly thoughts | |
594 about Yuffie. “Yuffie? Do you have a boyfriend?” she asked at last. | |
595 It seemed quiet, the sound of seagulls and the waves all a part of | |
596 the background. | |
597 | |
598 Shaking her head, Yuffie looked back up at the clouds thoughtfully. | |
599 “No, I’m too busy. Not that I really want one anyway. I see all these | |
600 couples around me like Cloud and Aerith, Rinoa and Squall, and I just | |
601 can’t see myself like that. Nothing against Aerith or Rinoa. I just | |
602 can’t see myself like that with some boyfriend.” | |
603 | |
604 Relm smiled, pleased with Yuffie’s response. “Good.” | |
605 | |
606 “Good? Why good?” Yuffie asked, blinking, looking back down at the | |
607 artist. That was an odd line of questioning. And she didn’t see why | |
608 that would be a good answer anyway. She just didn’t care about | |
609 finding a boyfriend right now. There were too many other things to | |
610 worry about. It wasn’t anywhere on her list of priorities. | |
611 | |
612 “No reason,” Relm said, smiling secretively, tracing images on | |
613 Yuffie’s stomach with her finger. The warm skin felt like a wonderful | |
614 background for her. She could imagine her brushes running over it, | |
615 drawing the images in bright colors on Yuffie’s skin. “You should | |
616 really let me paint you sometime,” she said absentmindedly. | |
617 | |
618 “I’m not really sure I’d be a good model for a portrait,” Yuffie | |
619 replied, sweatdropping. | |
620 | |
621 Relm giggled. “I was thinking about something else, but a portrait | |
622 would be nice, too. And you’d be a great model. Ninjas can be patient | |
623 and sit and wait for hours to ambush someone. So just use that deep | |
624 well of patience and it’ll be done quickly.” | |
625 | |
626 Yuffie frowned. She was a great ninja, after all. She couldn’t argue | |
627 with that. She sighed in defeat. “Yeah, I guess you can. Sometime. | |
628 Maybe.” She could imagine Aerith having a picture painted of her. | |
629 That girl could be patient. But she just couldn’t see herself sitting | |
630 there, being sketched. But if it made the girl feel better, then she | |
631 guessed she could suffer through it. And it might make for a good | |
632 picture. Relm was obviously very good with art. It might be | |
633 interesting, she thought grudgingly. | |
634 | |
635 “Great!” Relm squealed happily. It was nice to have other things to | |
636 think about. And right now she was happy just to be thinking about | |
637 Yuffie. And feeling her so close. She shifted a bit, resting her head | |
638 now on Yuffie’s chest. The ninja almost sat up, but Relm didn’t move. | |
639 Yuffie sighed and stayed where she was. The artist could feel the | |
640 small green top under her cheek, and the soft skin underneath. And | |
641 beneath all that, the gentle thump of Yuffie’s heart. It was the | |
642 heart of her princess, the ninja she had long awaited. She smiled at | |
643 the thought. “It must have been Fate,” she said softly. | |
644 | |
645 “What must have been Fate?” Yuffie asked, watching the quirky | |
646 artist. She sure was acting strangely. But then, all artists were a | |
647 little strange, weren’t they? At least, Zidane had said so. But who | |
648 was he to talk? Yuffie tried to look up again, but her eyes kept | |
649 being drawn back to the head on her chest, to Relm’s bright blue | |
650 eyes. Her keen intuition was telling her to be on guard, but logic | |
651 told her there was nothing to fear from the younger girl. But still, | |
652 she couldn’t quell her growing unease. | |
653 | |
654 “Meeting you. Finding myself lost somewhere far away with you. The | |
655 two of us sitting under the endless sky right now. It must have been | |
656 Fate. I don’t think this is all an accident. We were destined to | |
657 meet. I was destined to rescue you from a frosty death. We were | |
658 destined to travel together. Destined to fall madly and passionately | |
659 in love,” Relm said, her eyes sparkling. Yes, it was all Fate, a | |
660 guiding hand that had led her to this beautiful moment. Her budding | |
661 romance with her very own ninja. Just like her mother. | |
662 | |
663 “Destined to.. What?!” Yuffie blinked, her mind whirling at the | |
664 artists words. That had certainly not been what she had been | |
665 expecting. Possibly a surrogate mother figure, but a lover? Where was | |
666 Relm coming up with all of this stuff? She tried to get up, but Relm | |
667 pinned her. She was stronger than the artist, but Relm had caught her | |
668 by surprise and Yuffie’s head was still spinning. The blonde had | |
669 straddled her, looking down into her eyes. Yuffie could easily push | |
670 the girl off, but she found herself paralyzed underneath the blonde | |
671 artist. | |
672 | |
673 “Destined to fall in love and spend forever together. Don’t you | |
674 believe in Fate?” Relm asked curiously, looking down at the older | |
675 ninja girl. “I guess I’ll just have to prove it to you.” She | |
676 whispered. Leaning down, she could see Yuffie’s wild eyes as she got | |
677 closer. Her own heart pounded feverishly, a delicious thrill cycling | |
678 through her blood. Had this been what it was like for her mother | |
679 while falling in love with her father? It was definitely dizzying. | |
680 | |
681 Yuffie felt Relm’s lips press against her own, soft delicate petals | |
682 that seemed to melt against her own, flowing into them. She could | |
683 only sit there, aghast at what was happening. This little artist girl | |
684 had just professed her love for her. And here they were on some other | |
685 planet. And she was pinned underneath her, being kissed. Not just | |
686 some stage kiss, but a true, warm kiss. ‘Stop her!’ part of Yuffie | |
687 cried out. ‘She can’t do that to you!’ But Yuffie’s body refused to | |
688 cooperate. She could only lie there, subject to Relm’s will. That | |
689 thought sent a shudder through Yuffie. No one could control her but | |
690 herself. So she needed to get up and prove it. But Relm kept kissing | |
691 her. And for some reason, Yuffie couldn’t get herself to push the | |
692 young artist away. Her hands had reached Relm’s stomach, but she | |
693 couldn’t call upon the strength to force her off. | |
694 | |
695 “Now what the bloody ‘ell is this?” a bemused voice asked. | |
696 | |
697 Yuffie shoved the artist off, standing up and whirling about. She | |
698 winced as she heard the splash behind her. Relm was not going to be | |
699 happy about that. Wait. Why did she care if Relm liked it or not? | |
700 Relm deserved to get dunked for trying to kiss her. Well, not exactly | |
701 trying. Damn technicalities. Yuffie tried to cover her embarrassment | |
702 with anger, glaring at the intruder. “Kid?! What are you doing here?” | |
703 | |
704 The blonde thief laughed, her hands on her hips. “Didn’t know ya had | |
705 it in ya, Yuffie.” She winked, sending an angry flush across Yuffie’s | |
706 cheeks. “And here I always thought you’d be the one on top.” | |
707 | |
708 Relm yanked herself back up onto the dock, soaking wet and | |
709 grumbling. “What was that for?! You could’ve asked me to stop!” She | |
710 hugged herself, shivering in the light breeze. Her hair hung wetly | |
711 across her face. She tried to blow some wet hair from in front of | |
712 her, but it stubbornly refused to move. | |
713 | |
714 “Wouldja have stopped?” Kid asked, still grinning. She had been glad | |
715 to see her fellow Radical Dreamer, but she found the situation she | |
716 found Yuffie in the be endlessly amusing. | |
717 | |
718 Relm crossed her arms, frowning. “No. But she could’ve tried, at | |
719 least, before throwing me into the water.” | |
720 | |
721 “I didn’t through you, I just... Wait,” Yuffie shook her head, | |
722 trying to clear her thoughts. “Like this is my fault. You were the | |
723 one who started... Just don’t do that!” | |
724 | |
725 “I can’t make any promises,” Relm said stubbornly. | |
726 | |
727 “Kid! There you are!” A voice said behind them. | |
728 | |
729 Kid had a caught look on her face, but it melted away as she turned | |
730 around, masking it. “And if it isn’t the light o’ my life right now! | |
731 How ya doin’ Leena?” | |
732 | |
733 “I thought you were supposed to be getting my Komodo scale necklace | |
734 right now. If you’re still around here, there might not be any when | |
735 you get there. And then I’ll be the only girl in the village without | |
736 one. You don’t want that to happen, do you?” Leena asked. She seemed | |
737 to be taking this incredibly seriously. And why wouldn’t she? It was | |
738 a big deal in a world filled with fishing and the everyday facets of | |
739 life. This was something important, a gift that all boyfriends got | |
740 their loving girlfriends. And Kid was her boyfriend. Or something | |
741 like that. So Kid was going to get her one. Whether she liked it or | |
742 not. | |
743 | |
744 “Just about on my way, darling,” Kid said, trying to appease the | |
745 redhead. “Just getting some help from a friend of mine. Isn’t that | |
746 right, Yuffie?” | |
747 | |
748 “Who’s the one on top with you two?” Yuffie asked dryly, raising an | |
749 eyebrow. | |
750 | |
751 Kid gave her a dirty look before grinning back at Leena. “Well, off | |
752 we go. We’ll be back with your necklace before you know it, love.” | |
753 She kissed Leena’s cheek as she walked by, dragging Yuffie behind her. | |
754 | |
755 Leena sighed reluctantly. “All right. I’ll be waiting, Kid. Come | |
756 back, soon! I’ll be done babysitting by then!” She waved at the | |
757 departing thieves. | |
758 | |
759 “Wait! I’m coming, too!” Relm said angrily. She wasn’t about to let | |
760 Yuffie leave her behind. She had to teach the ninja a thing or two | |
761 about Fate. Yuffie was hers, most definitely. She just didn’t know it | |
762 yet. | |
763 |