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| 1 The story contains some sexual scenes so don't read it if you're | |
| 2 underage. Right, like if you'd listen to me, but don't come to me | |
| 3 when your psychiatrist tells you you're not quite normal! | |
| 4 The story takes place after the senshi defeat Neherenia. So Hotaru | |
| 5 reached her normal age again and lives with the Outers and ChibiUsa | |
| 6 with Usagi and her family. Hotaru is about 14 and ChibiUsa a bit | |
| 7 younger. | |
| 8 Before we begin I would like to thank Naoko Takeuchi for creating | |
| 9 the beautiful legend of Sailor Moon. | |
| 10 These characters ain't mine, I'm just borrowing them for a while. | |
| 11 | |
| 12 This story is a continuation of the story "Hotaru's pain", but it | |
| 13 makes sense on it's own too (but it makes more sense if you read | |
| 14 Hotaru's pain first). | |
| 15 | |
| 16 Hotaru's pain part 2 | |
| 17 Featuring Hotaru and ChibiUsa | |
| 18 By The Ghost of 'lectricity | |
| 19 | |
| 20 | |
| 21 Hotaru ate her lunch in silence as her classmates laughed and had | |
| 22 fun around her. It seemed like nothing had changed from yesterday. | |
| 23 Her classmates were still ignoring the silent and a bit weird | |
| 24 black-haired girl in the back row. | |
| 25 What was wrong? Everybody had seen how she healed the boy | |
| 26 yesterday, everyone had stood in the circle around them as she put | |
| 27 her hand on the boy's head and made the blood disappear. | |
| 28 They weren't calling her a witch. Well, at least not more than | |
| 29 once. But still she didn't know what they were thinking about her. | |
| 30 She knew they were talking about her, but she did not know what | |
| 31 they were saying. She saw a pair of eyes turning her way but as | |
| 32 soon as her eyes wandered across the room to meet them the pair | |
| 33 quickly turned away. | |
| 34 <Okay, let's see now... Mio thinks I'm a... a witch > It was still | |
| 35 hard for Hotaru to say the word, even in her mind. <She stated that | |
| 36 pretty clearly. How about the others? Mio's been walking around the | |
| 37 class talking to everybody all day. Why does she want to make | |
| 38 everyone hate me?. Why is she so mean to me? ...just because I'm | |
| 39 better in history?... What about Ryu?. 'Twas almost funny how he | |
| 40 thanked me in the morning... so respectful and official... but he | |
| 41 said he'd have lunch with me > At these thoughts Hotaru blushed. | |
| 42 <He's not even in the room now... he was talking to Mio a while | |
| 43 ago... maybe she persuaded him not to eat with me... maybe he just | |
| 44 forgot... > | |
| 45 Hotaru was watching Mio wander around the class, as the blue | |
| 46 haired girl was making sure she wouldn't let anyone out. Hotaru was | |
| 47 feeling like she was trapped inside a circle. Inside a circle of | |
| 48 people, turning their backs to her. Suddenly a shadow fell over | |
| 49 her... | |
| 50 "Hi!" | |
| 51 "R- Ryu..." | |
| 52 "May I sit down? Why are you so amazed? I said I'd have lunch with | |
| 53 you." | |
| 54 "I... I thought you forgot..." Hotaru replied silently. | |
| 55 "How could I forget? You saved my life." | |
| 56 Hotaru remained silent and was looking down. | |
| 57 "What?! Aren't you proud of what you done?" Ryu asked surprised. | |
| 58 "I... I don't know. Now everybody thinks I'm a witch." Hotaru | |
| 59 said, looking at Mio now, who was still running around the | |
| 60 class. | |
| 61 "You think she's telling that to everyone?" Ryu asked, slightly | |
| 62 grinning. | |
| 63 "What else..." | |
| 64 "Well, actually... I talked to her earlier. I told her not to call | |
| 65 you that - what she called you yesterday... Now she's telling | |
| 66 everyone that I'm in love with you! HaHaHa!" | |
| 67 As Ryu was laughing loudly Hotaru just blushed. The fact that | |
| 68 anyone - other than ChibiUsa - would like her *that* much seemed | |
| 69 totally absurd to her. Obviously Ryu was thinking pretty much the | |
| 70 same about it. | |
| 71 "See Mio, I'm talking to Tomoe Hotaru and I'm not dead yet!" Ryu | |
| 72 shouted across the classroom. | |
| 73 "Well then why don't you two find a quiet place where you can do | |
| 74 what you *really* want to do!" the blue-haired girl shouted back. | |
| 75 "Are you getting jealous?" Ryu teased her. The whole class knew | |
| 76 Ryu and Mio had a crush on each other since they first laid eyes on | |
| 77 each other. As the two and the rest of the class were enjoying | |
| 78 their quarrel Hotaru went through hell. She never liked to be in | |
| 79 the center of attention. Ryu and Mio made her a part of the show | |
| 80 they were putting up. | |
| 81 "Jealous of her? No, the poor scared girl wouldn't dare to do | |
| 82 anything." | |
| 83 "So, what's the problem then?" | |
| 84 "You! If you're so nice to her she'll think you like her!" | |
| 85 Then someone cut in: "Yeah, and we all know whom he *really* | |
| 86 likes!" The two just blushed, which doesn't happen often and | |
| 87 simultaneously shouted back to the other boy: "Shut up!" | |
| 88 | |
| 89 *** | |
| 90 | |
| 91 "I'll get it!" Hotaru chimed cheerfully as the doorbell rang. | |
| 92 Just before she opened the door she looked at Haruka and Michiru, | |
| 93 who were sitting on the couch. | |
| 94 "Can't you two ever stop? Haruka-papa, take your hand out of | |
| 95 Michiru-mama's blouse!" As Hotaru turned to open the door she said | |
| 96 over her shoulder: "And from under her skirt too!" | |
| 97 | |
| 98 | |
| 99 It was an unusual view: this time it seemed like Hotaru was the | |
| 100 more cheerful one and ChibiUsa had a somewhat sad look in her eyes. | |
| 101 But she didn't want Hotaru to notice. | |
| 102 "So, how was it in school?" ChibiUsa asked Hotaru as they entered | |
| 103 her room, trying to disband the heavy thoughts that lingered in her | |
| 104 mind. | |
| 105 "I think I met new friends." Hotaru said with a big smile on her | |
| 106 face. | |
| 107 "You think?" | |
| 108 "Well, I don't have that much experience in making friends, | |
| 109 ChibiUsa-chan." | |
| 110 "That's great then." ChibiUsa said. | |
| 111 "What is with you ChibiUsa-chan? You're strange." Hotaru inquired | |
| 112 concerned. | |
| 113 ChibiUsa looked her best friend square in the eyes. | |
| 114 "I got a letter today.... It was from my mother... from the | |
| 115 future..." ChibiUsa saw something break in her best friend's eyes. | |
| 116 "Oh, ChibiUsa-chan..." | |
| 117 "I'll have to go home soon..." | |
| 118 To Hotaru it seemed like the world stopped turning and this moment | |
| 119 of pain would last for an eternity. | |
| 120 | |
| 121 | |
| 122 "Haruka-papa? Michiru-mama? Can I come in?" Hotaru asked as she | |
| 123 knocked on the door of the pair's bedroom. | |
| 124 "Of course, come in." | |
| 125 "What is it, angel? Why aren't you asleep yet?" Michiru asked the | |
| 126 figure who sat down on their bed in the darkness. | |
| 127 Not answering the question Hotaru asked immediately: "How do you | |
| 128 know you love somebody?" | |
| 129 "Uhm... Errr... I... I... Haruka, would you like to answer that?" | |
| 130 "Me? Hmmm... Errr... When you like to be around that someone. | |
| 131 Michiru, would you care to continue?" Haruka picked up the game | |
| 132 Michiru began. | |
| 133 "When you like to hug someone!" Michiru said as she hugged Haruka. | |
| 134 "When you like to kiss someone!" Haruka kissed Michiru. | |
| 135 "When someone is more than just a friend to you." | |
| 136 As Haruka and Michiru began kissing passionately Hotaru figured | |
| 137 they wouldn't be of any more use to her. | |
| 138 <More than just a friend...> | |
| 139 | |
| 140 Hotaru was walking down the hall toward her own room when she | |
| 141 bumped into Setsuna. | |
| 142 "Oh, sorry Setsuna-mama." Hotaru apologised. | |
| 143 "Hotaru-chan, wait. I have to talk to you." Setsuna said as put | |
| 144 her hand on Hotaru's shoulder to stop her. | |
| 145 "Why, what is it?" Hotaru replied. | |
| 146 "...let's sit down." | |
| 147 "Here? On the floor?" Hotaru asked but Setsuna already began | |
| 148 speaking. | |
| 149 "In a few years ChibiUsa will be born." Setsuna took a long | |
| 150 breath. "You know she didn't know you when she came to our time, | |
| 151 right?" Setsuna knew she was about to break the girl's heart. "I | |
| 152 know it's hard but... you will have to..." | |
| 153 "No, no, no! You can't demand that!" Hotaru screamed with tears | |
| 154 building up in her eyes as she ran toward her room. | |
| 155 Setsuna let out a sigh in the dark corridor. She was sure she | |
| 156 wouldn't get any sleep tonight, just like the last six weeks. There | |
| 157 must be another way. And so another sleepless night would go by. | |
| 158 | |
| 159 Hotaru was again crying herself to sleep this night. In a few days | |
| 160 ChibiUsa would go away and she would lose the sun that made her | |
| 161 dark world brighter. The fact that maybe she would't even be | |
| 162 allowed to see her friend for the next one thousand years only made | |
| 163 her tears flow faster down her cheeks. Without ChibiUsa her own | |
| 164 life seemed meaningless to her. What was she really feeling for | |
| 165 ChibiUsa? Was she just a friend... or was she... more...? Her | |
| 166 feelings for the small pink bunny were much stronger than for any | |
| 167 other of her friends. Even stronger than for Haruka-papa, Michiru- | |
| 168 mama and Setsuna-mama. Is it... love? But she's a girl! In school | |
| 169 they say girls should love boys! But Haruka-papa and Michiru-mama | |
| 170 love each other, and they are girls... | |
| 171 "Oh, ChibiUsa-chan..." a whisper echoed silently in the dark room. | |
| 172 Why does it hurt so much...? Love... | |
| 173 | |
| 174 | |
| 175 It was an ordinary Saturday morning the next day at the Outers' | |
| 176 mansion. Michiru was making breakfast, Haruka was reading her | |
| 177 sports magazine and glancing every now and then over to Michiru. | |
| 178 Michiru would then bend over, on purpose of course, so Haruka could | |
| 179 admire her long legs and firm butt. Setsuna was rambling something | |
| 180 about the "damn primitive clocks" like she always did when she was | |
| 181 waken by the alarm clock. Hotaru was silently eating her breakfast, | |
| 182 just like always, but the three young women knew Hotaru was | |
| 183 restless inside. | |
| 184 Haruka stood up, wanting to comfort Hotaru. She always felt so | |
| 185 guilty for trying to kill the fragile little girl so many times. | |
| 186 She had a very feminine and motherly side - the side only Hotaru | |
| 187 and Michiru knew. Just as she wanted to say something to Hotaru - | |
| 188 what, she did not know yet - the telephone rang. Saved by the bell, | |
| 189 Haruka picked up her saviour. | |
| 190 "Hello?... Hi Usagi-chan... Yes, she's here... Wait a minute. | |
| 191 Hotaru-chan! It's for you. It's Usagi. ... Take the phone in the | |
| 192 living room, we don't want to disturb you." | |
| 193 | |
| 194 Hotaru sat down on the couch and picked up the phone. | |
| 195 "Hello?" | |
| 196 "Hello Hotaru-chan, it's me, Usagi." | |
| 197 "Hello." | |
| 198 "So you heard the news..." | |
| 199 "Yes..." | |
| 200 "I need to know something Hotaru-chan. What do you feel for | |
| 201 ChibiUsa-chan?" | |
| 202 Hotaru was hit in her weak spot. | |
| 203 "I... She's my best friend." | |
| 204 "Do you... ... Do you love her?" | |
| 205 "I... I... I don't know. ...yes..." The last word was just a | |
| 206 whisper, as if Hotaru didn't want Usagi to hear it. Or maybe she | |
| 207 didn't want herself to hear it, knowing it would only bring her a | |
| 208 lot of pain once it's said. | |
| 209 "You have to tell her that!" | |
| 210 "No! I can't! She... I... She won't understand." | |
| 211 "Hotaru-chan... You know she will. She a smart girl." Hotaru could | |
| 212 hear the shaking in Usagi's voice. Usagi would miss ChibiUsa just | |
| 213 as much as Hotaru will. | |
| 214 "But she'll be gone in a few days anyway. It doesn't matter | |
| 215 anymore..." A tear - a silent witness of Hotaru's pain - ran down | |
| 216 her cheek. | |
| 217 "You're wrong, it does matter! If you don't tell her, you'll never | |
| 218 know what she feels." | |
| 219 "But- , but-" She couldn't say anything beyond that. Her sobs | |
| 220 choked away the fake excuses. | |
| 221 "I'll- I'll send her over, okay?" Even Usagi started to sob now. | |
| 222 "O- o-kay." | |
| 223 "Hotaru-chan, I'm gonna put down the phone now, OK?" | |
| 224 "Usagi-chan, tell me... that it's gonna be alright..." | |
| 225 "Everything is gonna be okay... I promise..." | |
| 226 "Thank you..." | |
| 227 | |
| 228 Except for Hotaru the house was empty when ChibiUsa came over. | |
| 229 Haruka, Michiru and Setsuna said they had some business to attend | |
| 230 to. Although they had the house for themselves Hotaru led ChibiUsa | |
| 231 to her room. Hotaru needed the shelter of her room to say what she | |
| 232 intended to. For the last hour she was grinding the words in her | |
| 233 mind but she still had no clue of what to say. She sat down on her | |
| 234 bed and ChibiUsa sat down beside her. They were sitting in silence | |
| 235 and tension for a minute, Hotaru was still thinking of what to say. | |
| 236 Suddenly ChibiUsa hugged Hotaru around her waist. | |
| 237 "Oh, Hotaru-chan..." Within ChibiUsa's embrace Hotaru's mind | |
| 238 finally found the peace it was longing for. ChibiUsa put her head | |
| 239 on Hotaru's chest and closed her eyes and Hotaru put her arms | |
| 240 around ChibiUsa's back and closed her eyes also. After a while | |
| 241 ChibiUsa began: | |
| 242 "You know why I like to hug you?" | |
| 243 "You... You like to hug me?" Hotaru said in amazement, thinking of | |
| 244 what Haruka-papa and Michiru-mama told her yesterday night. | |
| 245 "I like to hug you because you're not as tall as the other girls." | |
| 246 "What?" | |
| 247 "You know, if I hug them my head reaches only their tummy. And | |
| 248 except for Usagi, all of them have really strong muscles there - | |
| 249 they are not soft. If you look up from there you only see two big | |
| 250 balloons hanging over your head. I get really scared if I hug Mako- | |
| 251 chan." Then she paused for a moment. She remained serious when she | |
| 252 continued to speak: "But if I hug you my head lands straight on two | |
| 253 soft pillows - with two chocolates on it, just like in a hotel | |
| 254 room. Sometimes the chocolates are soft and I want to eat them, but | |
| 255 sometimes they are really hard and I want to hold them in my hands | |
| 256 so they would get softer. And if I look up from here I can see your | |
| 257 beautiful face and your beautiful eyes looking down at me." Their | |
| 258 eyes met but Hotaru turned her head away. | |
| 259 "ChibiUsa-chan, I have to tell you something..." Hotaru took a | |
| 260 deep breath. "ChibiUsa, you have been my first true friend. You | |
| 261 made me laugh when no one was there to care for me. You were the | |
| 262 light that made me hang on to my life when I was almost dead. You | |
| 263 mean everything to me... I... I love you ChibiUsa..." Hotaru's eyes | |
| 264 were closed as she whispered the last words. Her head wasn't facing | |
| 265 ChibiUsa. Moments seemed like hours, seconds like eternity. Then, | |
| 266 she heard a soft whisper. | |
| 267 "I love you too, Hotaru." Hotaru felt a pair of soft lips press | |
| 268 against her skin, sending shivers down her body. | |
| 269 "...oh, ChibiUsa..." ChibiUsa was kissing Hotaru all over her face | |
| 270 - on her cheeks, on her nose, on her forehead - until finally | |
| 271 Hotaru felt the soft lips touch her own. Hotaru opened her mouth | |
| 272 lightly and her tongue carefully touched ChibiUsa's lips and tasted | |
| 273 their sweetness. | |
| 274 ChibiUsa pushed Hotaru's body softly so Hotaru fell backwards on | |
| 275 her bed and ChibiUsa right on top of her. "...oh, ChibiUsa... I | |
| 276 dreamed of this..." ChibiUsa was sitting on top of Hotaru, her | |
| 277 hands placed on Hotaru's belly. Hotaru felt the two hands move | |
| 278 upward, slowly reaching her ribs and the base of her breasts, | |
| 279 stopping there. Hotaru opened her eyes and found ChibiUsa's | |
| 280 questioning face. | |
| 281 "Go on... please..." Hotaru whispered. She felt the two soft hands | |
| 282 finally reaching the end of their journey as they softly squeezed | |
| 283 the tender flesh of her breasts through the fabric of Hotaru's | |
| 284 shirt. Hotaru sighed when ChibiUsa began kneading her breasts. | |
| 285 ChibiUsa saw Hotaru's nipples push against the fabric and she took | |
| 286 one between her fingers. Hotaru felt the little fingers squeezing | |
| 287 her nipple and sighed once more, the sensations driving her crazy. | |
| 288 She couldn't bear it any more. She reached to her waist and pulled | |
| 289 off her shirt, revealing her aroused breasts. | |
| 290 "... my chocolates..." Before Hotaru could realize what ChibiUsa | |
| 291 was doing she felt something warm encompass her nipple. ChibiUsa | |
| 292 was kissing it! Hotaru never felt this kind of pleasure before. The | |
| 293 warmth of ChibiUsa's mouth, ChibiUsa's tongue flicking over the | |
| 294 nipple. Hotaru was panting heavily. | |
| 295 Hotaru was on the brink of the greatest orgasm she ever had. Her | |
| 296 hand travelled down her belly toward ChibiUsa's pussy that was | |
| 297 placed on Hotaru's lap. ChibiUsa jerked when she felt something on | |
| 298 her pussy, but Hotaru squeezed her hand gently past ChibiUsa and | |
| 299 cupped her own sex. As her fingers were teasing and pleasuring her | |
| 300 own pussy through the skin-tight pants she felt the warmth of | |
| 301 ChibiUsa's sex against her wrist. ChibiUsa was licking and sucking | |
| 302 on Hotaru's nipples and rubbing her crotch against Hotaru's wrist. | |
| 303 Then Hotaru's body froze up and in the same moment her scream of | |
| 304 pleasure filled the air of the room. | |
| 305 | |
| 306 *** | |
| 307 | |
| 308 Eleven young people gathered in the park a few days later. But the | |
| 309 group was not a happy one, the heavy thought of farewell hung in | |
| 310 the air. It was a sad ceremony - ChibiUsa was saying goodbye to all | |
| 311 her friends. Usagi was trying very hard not to cry by holding on to | |
| 312 Mamoru as hard as she could. Their goodbye present was a box of all | |
| 313 the photos of her they had. Amy bought her a book. Makoto baked | |
| 314 cookies for her. Rei gave her a special lucky charm. Minako | |
| 315 presented her with a big poster of Sailor V. | |
| 316 The only one left to say goodbye to was Hotaru. She hugged | |
| 317 ChibiUsa gently and they kissed. They didn't bother about what the | |
| 318 others would think and they whispered into each others ears a soft | |
| 319 but definite "I love you." | |
| 320 "ChibiUsa, my present is a poem. I've written it for you." Hotaru | |
| 321 promised herself not to cry, not to make it even harder for | |
| 322 ChibUsa. But as soon as she saw ChibiUsa's eyes fill up with tears | |
| 323 when she gave her the envelope, she knew she wouldn't be strong | |
| 324 enough. | |
| 325 "You've written a poem for me? No one ever wrote a poem for me..." | |
| 326 "But don't read it now. After you get home..." | |
| 327 "I have something for you too, Hotaru." ChibiUsa said, reaching | |
| 328 into her pocket and giving the dark beauty a picture. It was a | |
| 329 picture of ChibiUsa and Hotaru holding hands, smiling brightly into | |
| 330 the camera. It had a precious carved frame and in the corner of the | |
| 331 picture were the words "I love you, Hotaru" written. | |
| 332 They hugged again and let the tears of their loss flow in silence. | |
| 333 | |
| 334 *** | |
| 335 | |
| 336 I'm lonely when I close my eyes. | |
| 337 | |
| 338 Say, Haruka-papa, Michiru-mama, Setsuna-mama? Hold my hand tonight. | |
| 339 Stay with me all night long. I want to have happy dreams. Dreams | |
| 340 the color of rainbows. Dreams where the people precious to me are | |
| 341 smiling with joy. | |
| 342 | |
| 343 Dreams that won't disappear when I open my eyes. | |
| 344 | |
| 345 | |
| 346 End of Part 2 | |
| 347 | |
| 348 The Ghost of 'lectricity | |
| 349 Peter.dobaj@guest.arnes.si | |
| 350 | |
| 351 The last few lines are from the poem Dreams. | |
| 352 |