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1 notes: well this is definatly weird for me to write. I always swore I would never ever write anything that involved
2 Sakura and Syaoran as a couple but this was just a crazy idea I got while being bored in school. As for Meiling's
3 character, I'd like some feedback about that. I've only seen her in the movie so I don't know much of her personality
4 to know if she's out of character or not. But I did the best I can. As for ages, let's just say that they are in high school.
5 ^^ Send all feedback to meikosama@hotmail.com, onegai.
6
7 Tomoyo's moving on?
8 By Chibi Nuriko
9 "Tomoyo-chan?" Sakura asked her friends name to see if she was asleep or not.. When she felt Tomoyo shifting in
10 the bed she knew her friend was still awake. "I'm sorry for coming here so suddenly tonight. It's just I had no where
11 else to go, and your the only one I can turn to."
12 "Daijoubu, Sakura-chan," Tomoyo said, her voice seeming loud to her as she held her best friend in her arms. "I'm
13 glad you feel like you can still come to me like this."
14 "I told you Tomoyo, I'll always love you as my best friend, and I'll always need you. I just dont feel the same as you.
15 Gomen ne."
16 "I know, and I couldn't ever ask for more than your understanding of my feelings. I'm glad your still my best friend."
17 Tomoyo said as she enjoyed the feel of having Sakura in her arms. When she had told Sakura of her true feelings she
18 expected that they would grow apart. That Sakura would hate her. Much to her suprise, and Sakura's, they two grew
19 even closer. Just not in the way Tomoyo had always dreamed of.
20 At first it was hard on Tomoyo knowing Sakura would never return her feelings. But when she thought of nights like
21 the one she was having now, everything seemed okay. She still had Sakura, and was very important to Sakura. After
22 a few months the pain went away and she learned how to enjoy what she and Sakura had.
23 "So you want to tell me what happened with him?" Tomoyo asked still unsure of why Sakura showed up at her
24 house crying and how she ended up in her arms.
25 "He got mad at me. I don't why or what happened even. He was just so cold to me. He..he said he hated me," Sakura
26 stopped as tears once again claimed her eyes. Tomoyo held on to her tightly as she ran her fingers through Sakura's
27 hair trying to calm her.
28 "I'm sure he didn't mean it. Syaoran isn't the type to do that. He's probably just stressed about something and I'm
29 sure he regrets the whole thing now," Tomoyo assured her friend. She saw Sakura look up at her in the dim lit room
30 and wiped the tears from her eyes. "It'll be okay. I promise you. I know how much he loves you. Almost as much as
31 I do," Tomoyo stopped to laugh for a second. Never had she imagined being able to talk about her feelings so openly
32 to Sakura.
33 "Arigatou Tomoyo-chan. I don't see how I could ever live without your support," Sakura said as she snuggled closer
34 to Tomoyo. "I know I don't make it easier on you, but you really should get over me." Sakura told her friend.
35 "Maybe one day. But as for now I don't think there could ever be anyone that can live up to you. I know you and Li-
36 kun will be together forever so I'll have to get over you eventually. But I don't see any need to force myself to get
37 over you." Tomoyo was content with being like this. Sakura was still by her side. She learned to give up the false
38 hope that one day Sakura would change her mind, but she still enjoyed these nights. Minus the fact that Sakura was
39 usually hurt whenever she needed Tomoyo so much.
40 After a few minutes of silence Tomoyo noticed that Sakura had finally fallen asleep. 'Things could definatly be
41 much worse for me,' Tomoyo thought before falling to sleep herself.
42 ______________
43 The next morning Tomoyo woke up when she heard a soft knock on her door. She realized Sakura was still in her
44 arms, and not wanting to wake her she silently told the maid to come in her room. "You have a visitor Tomoyo-san,"
45 she informed her. "It's that boy Li-kun."
46 As Tomoyo knew he would, Syaoran was there to apoligize to Sakura and make up for the other night. He came into
47 the room and Tomoyo still had Sakura in her arms. She finally got out of bed and left Syaoran with his girlfriend.
48 "She's all yours now. Just don't make her cry anymore," Tomoyo told him as she left her room.
49 Sakura finally woke up when she felt cold fingertips on her cheeks. She smiled when she saw him, then pulled away
50 from him as she remembered the previous night. Syaoran looked away from Sakura with shame in his eyes.
51 "Gomen nasai Sakura. I never meant to hurt you or make you cry. Forgive me please?" He sounded so desperate
52 Sakura thought. She knew he truely regretted it but she didn't want to just go running back to him. "I love you," he
53 said breaking the silence. "I won't hurt you anymore. I'm just not good at this sort of thing."
54 Sakura smiled knowing just how true that was. "I love you too," she said as he took her in his arms. After a few
55 minutes of silence Syaoran started laughing as he remembered who was downstairs waiting to talk to Tomoyo.
56 "What's so funny?" Sakura questioned.
57 Through his laughter Syaoran managed to tell Sakura that he found someone who wanted to date Tomoyo and that
58 they were downstairs talking now. Sakura's eyes lit up at the possibility of her best friend finding a new love. One
59 that could give her what Sakura couldn't.
60 "Are you serious? Who?" Sakura began to pound her boyfriend with questions.
61 "Heh, well lets just say it's someone you know. She.."
62 "She?" Sakura intterupted him.
63 "Yes, she. She's someone you know. She's not shy at all. She's pretty smart and always goes after what she wants. I
64 don't know how or why, but now she claims to have fallen for Tomoyo." Syaoran finished glad that Tomoyo might
65 finally have a reason to stop pining away for his girlfriend.
66 _____________
67 "You know I'm not shy like my cousin, and I'm not blind like Sakura." Meiling said moving towards Tomoyo. She
68 wasn't sure of what she was doing exactly but she had a plan. "I know your in love with her. Heck, I'm still in love
69 with him. But both of us know we have to move on. Please, love me instead of her. Give me a chance. I really like
70 you Tomoyo," Meiling said as she stopped in front of Tomoyo.
71 Tomoyo stood in shock not believing what her friend was saying. "You like me?" Tomoyo asked not knowing what
72 else to say. She loved Sakura, and only Sakura.
73 "Hai, suki desu." Meiling said as she sat down on the couch.
74 "I.. I don't know what to tell you. I love Sakura still. I've never thought of you like that. You are beautiful but why
75 would you want to be with me when I'm in love with her? And your in love with him?" Tomoyo was down right
76 confused. She couldn't believe this was happening.
77 "I just want a chance. I know if you gave me a chance, we could learn to love each other." Meiling said seriously. Of
78 course she wasn't just going to stop being in love with Syaoran, but if all worked out right, everone would be happy
79 in the end.
80 Tomoyo on the other hand remembered what Sakura told her the night before. That Sakura said she should really get
81 over her. 'Whatever makes Sakura happy makes me happy,' Tomoyo thought. "I'll do it," she said to Meiling. "You
82 know I'm not in love with you. And I know your not in love with me. But it would be good for us to get over them.
83 And it would be nice if I did end up falling for you."
84 "And it would be great to have you love me, because I know I'll fall for you easily." Meiling said moving closer to
85 Tomoyo.
86 "There is just one condition," Tomoyo told her.
87 "What's that?"
88 "Your have to promise me you won't hurt me like your cousin hurts Sakura."
89 "I'll never hurt you," Meiling said moving her face just so it was inches from Tomoyo's. "I do like you a lot. I know
90 I've been kind of cold to you and Sakura, but I really do care about the two of you. Especially you. Your so amazing.
91 I just never realized it before."
92 Tomoyo blushed at the compliment. 'This may not be too bad after all,' she thought. Noticing that no one was
93 around, and just how close they were to each other Tomoyo leaned forward slightly so that their lips just barely
94 brushed against the others. Meiling didn't pull away and Tomoyo deepened the kiss.
95 'Eww, she kissed me," Meiling thought. 'I didn't think I'd actually have to kiss her.' Meiling already convinced her
96 cousin she was falling for Tomoyo, and now she finally convinced Tomoyo. She knew if things didn't work out as
97 she had planned she'd be in big trouble, but she had to risk it.
98 "I've never actually dated anyone before."
99 "Thank you for giving this a chance Tomoyo. I know you probably think I'm immature and selfish, but there's a lot
100 you don't know about me."
101 "I'm willing to learn about it all. I'm glad we're doing this too."
102 "So what do you want to do on our first day as a couple?" Meiling asked wrapping her arm around Tomoyo.
103 Tomoyo leaned into her warm embrace. The first thing she thought was how it was so different from Sakura's arms.
104 Then she realized she couldn't go on comparing Meiling to Sakura or she'd never get over her.
105 "Let's go see what Sakura and Syaoran are doing in my room. I've think they've had plenty of time to make up with
106 each other by now."
107 "Make out you mean?" Meiling teased. She stood up bringing Tomoyo with her and took Tomoyo's hand into her
108 hand. "This is definatly going to take some time to get used to. But I think your well worth the effort." Meiling said
109 to Tomoyo just before they started heading up the stairs.
110 _______________
111 When Tomoyo and Meiling entered the room where Syaoran and Sakura were everyone's mouth dropped. Sakura
112 and Syaoran's because Meiling was clinging to Tomoyo's arm protectivly, and Meiling and Tomoyo's because of
113 seeing Sakura and Syaoran kissing so passionatly.
114 Sakura and Syaoran immediatly broke apart blushing deeply. "So you actually told her?" Syaoran asked his cousin.
115 "Hai, I'm just glad everything worked out well." Meiling said as she looked lovingly at Tomoyo. 'I don't know how
116 long I can keep this up,' she thought.
117 "Ne Meiling, can I talk to you for a minute in the hall?" Sakura asked as she stepped off of Tomoyo's bed. The two
118 girls stepped outside of the room and Sakura shut the door behing them. "Alright, I know you. Your straight. What
119 are you doing dating my best friend?" Sakura wasted no time. She knew this couldn't be happening.
120 "Why shouldn't I?" Meiling knew this would be the perfect oppertunity to put her plan in motion. She was going to
121 get Sakura and Tomoyo together if it killed her. Then the fact that Syaoran would be single afterwards was a
122 definate perk of the whole idea.
123 "Do you even care about her?"
124 "Why do you care?" Meiling said agitating Sakura. She didn't mean to sound like a bitch but it was the only way this
125 would work.
126 "Answer me, onegai. Do you really care about her? I just don't want her to get hurt."
127 "I won't hurt her. I'm just lucky you never realized how much you love her." Meiling stopped there not wanting to
128 push the subject. She turned and walked back into Tomoyo's room. After a few minutes Sakura finally recovered out
129 in the hall and came back into the room as well. 'What did she mean by that?' was her last calm thought as she saw
130 Meiling look at her then kiss her friend.
131 'She's kissing Tomoyo. Why does this bother me? Is it because I've never seen two girls kiss? No, that bitch is
132 kissing my best friend. I want to scream at her. To tell her to leave MY Tomoyo alone. Matte, what am I thinking?
133 She's not mine. I just don't want to lose her. I need her to much. What's going on? Hoe.' Sakura had no idea what
134 was going on in her mind. She had Syaoran to love. She was in love with him, wasn't she?
135 "Gomen ne minna. I have to go and uh.. go home and do some school work. I'll talk to you later." Sakura said
136 suddenly walking out of Tomoyo's room. When she was out of eyesight she ran out of the house to make sure she
137 was alone. Tomoyo tried running after her friend but Meiling took hold of her hand and stopped her.
138 "Daijoubu Tomoyo. She's fine," Meiling hoped if Sakura had time alone she would think of what just happened and
139 hopefully come to terms with her real feelings for Tomoyo. 'Onegai kami-sama. Let this work out.' Meiling said
140 under her breath. "Come on, let's go out somewhere."
141 "Okay," Tomoyo agreed trying to get her mind off of Sakura. She didn't know what, but something was definatly
142 wrong with Sakura.
143 _____________
144 Once Sakura was alone she just kept walking around trying to figure some things out. She had no reason to be
145 against Meiling dating Tomoyo but it bothered her deeply. She knew if she asked Tomoyo to not see Meiling she
146 wouldn't see her anymore. Then Sakura knew she would feel bad. Almost as if she was using Tomoyo.
147 She never realized how much she needed Tomoyo. Tomoyo was always there whenever she needed her. Now what
148 if Tomoyo wasn't around anymore? What if Tomoyo didn't need her anymore?
149 "I'm being selfish. I just want Tomoyo to love me even though I don't love her. But why?" Sakura said to no one.
150 "Maybe I should just talk to her. But then what if I blew this for her? She finally found someone to make her happy
151 when I can't."
152 "Sakura-chan?" A familiar voice scared her out of her thoughts. "Daijoubu desu ka?" the voice asked when Sakura
153 didn't answer him.
154 "Yukito-san," Sakura turned around to face her friend. "Gomen ne, you scared me."
155 "Why are you talking to yourself Sakura? And why are you crying?" Yukito asked her, the concern evident in his
156 voice.
157 "I'm crying?" Sakura asked as she lifted her hand to her face and felt the wet tears on her cheeks. "I...I didn't know I
158 was. I don't know what's going on at all anymore."
159 "Something you want to talk about?" Yukito asked her as he sat down on a nearby bench.
160 Sakura sat down next to him and began to tell him what happened earlier. "..And now I don't know what to do." she
161 finished her story. Yukito was definatly shocked. He knew Meiling was right, she was in love with Tomoyo and just
162 hasn't realized it yet.
163 "So you realize how much you need her to be around for you?"
164 "She's the only one I can turn to. She always makes me smile no matter how bad things are. But if she's with Meiling
165 all the time who will I turn to?" Sakura asked.
166 "I understand where your coming from," Yukito said as he remembered a situation similar to this he was once in. A
167 situation that made him realize his true feelings for this girls older brother. "Why do you feel selfish for needing
168 her?"
169 "Because if I tell her how much I do, she'll never stop loving me. She should move on since I love Syaoran but in a
170 way I don't want her to I just can't seem to make her happy.. Hoe, I'm so confused."
171 "You are confused, but not about what you think. You just have one simple thing backwards. It'll be very easy for
172 you to make her happy once you figure that out." Yukito said as he stood up. "Well I gotta go meet your brother so
173 I'll see you later Sakura-chan."
174 "Backwards?" Sakura said to him as he started to walk away.
175 Yukito just shook his head and smiled. Over his shoulder he just told her it was something she had to figure out on
176 her own. 'Backwards?' she thought to herself. 'What's backwards? He was of no help at all.'
177 Sakura sat on the bench still and let her mind drift back to the previous night. Her fight with Syaoran and how she
178 came straight to Tomoyo. How Tomoyo let her cry in her arms and held her all night so she'd feel better. Who was
179 going to make her feel better if Tomoyo was always with Meiling. Who was going to make her happy?
180 Now she thought of her talk with Meiling and how Meiling told her she was lucky she didn't realize her true feelings
181 for her friend. How much it hurt to see someone kissing Tomoyo. As if someone were taking the air out of the room
182 so she couldn't breathe. 'My Tomoyo' she thought to herself.
183 'Now if I only knew what Meiling and Yukito are thinking. My true feelings for Tomoyo. And having something
184 backwards?' Sakura didn't bother to stop thinking about the whole situation as she walked home. Finally as she
185 reached her house she figured out what the two of them meant. 'Do they mean I have my true feelings backwards?
186 But how are they backwards?'
187 Sakura took a break from her thoughts as she greeted her father and walked up to her room. As soon as she layed
188 down in her bed she let all her thoughts come back to her. 'Now how are my feelings backwards? I love Tomoyo and
189 I'm in love with Syaoran. Tomoyo's my best friend and she's always been there for me. I've come to depend on her
190 so much. If I didn't have her who would I go to when Syaoran gets mad at me? He does that a lot lately.' Sakura
191 frowned as she looked at her nightstand that had a picture of her and her boyfriend.
192 'He gets mad at me and whenever I'm upset I go to her. She's always there for me because she loves me. More than
193 anyone or anything else she loves me. And all this time I've never realized how amazing she is.'
194 ___________
195 "I can't do this Meiling. Gomen." Tomoyo said as she stood next to her new girlfriend. "I can't love anyone but
196 Sakura or pretend to. I don't even want to try to love anyone else. I like being your friend but I can't be more with
197 you."
198 'Perfect,' Meiling thought trying not to smile. "Oh," is all she said as she bowed her head so Tomoyo couldn't see her
199 face. "I'm sorry I asked you then."
200 "Daijoubu Meiling. Besides, your a really good kisser." Tomoyo told her friend getting a laugh from her. "I hate to
201 do this but I gotta go see Sakura."
202 Tell her I say hi will ya?" Meiling gave Tomoyo a farewell hug and Tomoyo took off towards Sakura's house. So far
203 Meiling thought things were going perfect. She had her chance to make her impression on Sakura and no one got
204 hurt in the process. Tomoyo was still happy and now it was in Sakura's hands. All she had to do was figure out who
205 she loved.
206 As Tomoyo reached Sakura's house she noticed Syaoran was arriving there at the same time. "What are you doing
207 here?" he asked her as they stopped in front of the house.
208 "I was coming to make sure Sakura was okay." Tomoyo told him as she walked up to the door and went to knock on
209 it.
210 "Well I'm here so you don't have to worry. She doesn't need you so you might as well go home."
211 "But.."
212 "It's fine. Just go home, I'll take care of her." Syaoran told her. Tomoyo was deeply hurt but didn't say anything. She
213 turned around and started walking towards her home. Syaoran knew he was being mean but he couldn't risk losing
214 his girlfriend to her. He knew, just like everyone else, just how much Sakura loved Tomoyo. In fact thats why he got
215 so upset and fought with Sakura. Because his girlfriend would rather be with Tomoyo than him. He didn't mean to
216 show Sakura it upset him but sometimes she could tell he was mad about something. And she always ran to
217 Tomoyo.
218 Once Sakura opened the door she didn't know if she should be relieved to see her boyfriend or not. Syaoran could
219 tell she had been crying and immediatly took her in his arms. "Don't worry, I'm here for you Sakura."
220 Sakura wrapped her arms around him and let him hold onto her. It felt so good to be in his arms. She always felt
221 protected when he held her. It was different from when Tomoyo did. Tomoyo's arms were loving, and soft. When
222 Tomoyo held her all her troubles seemed to go away. Sakura closed her eyes and pictured Tomoyo holding her and
223 just thinking of it she felt better. She had almost forgotten her boyfriend was even there.
224 "You feel better now?" Syaoran asked as he felt Sakura relax in his arms after a few moments.
225 "Yes, I do thank you." she said as she came back to reality.
226 "I saw Tomoyo on the way here too," Syaoran told her. "She was worried about you as well but I told her that you
227 wouldn't need her since I'm here so she went home." He felt Sakura tense in his arms and knew he just made a fatal
228 mistake.
229 "You told her I don't need her?"
230 "Un." was all that would come out of his mouth.
231 "I always need her. I always will. I can't live without her. I have to go see her. I'm sorry Syaoran."
232 He bowed his head as she pulled away from him. He lost, he knew there was no hope of holding on to her any
233 longer. "Tell her how much you love her for me will you?" Sakura hugged him tightly and smiled.
234 "I'm really sorry. I just figured it all out. What everyone's been trying to tell me. I'm in love with her. I have to go."
235 Sakura said as she ran out her front door after her friend leaving Syaoran standing in her living room.
236 After what seemed like hours of endless running she got to Tomoyo's house and as soon as she was let in she ran
237 stright to Tomoyo's room. She didn't bother to knock as she ran into Tomoyo's room and stopped dead in her tracks
238 when she saw Tomoyo sitting on the floor crying.
239 Slowly she walked over to her friend who didn't seem to notice her until Sakura sat down beside her. "I never meant
240 to hurt you Tomoyo. I'll always need you, and now I need you more than ever."
241 Tomoyo stopped herself from crying. She always found it weird how Sakura just popped into her room without her
242 noticing. "I don't understand what your talking about Sakura."
243 "I'm talking about what's been going on today. How in the course of one day my entire life has completly changed. I
244 realized when I saw you with Meiling how much I need you. I thought I was just jealous because you wouldn't be
245 around as much if you were with her. Then I talked to Yukito and after a lot of thought and I realized I was scared."
246 "Why were you scared?"
247 "Well Meiling likes you and your her girlfriend now and I thought I was going to lose you, and not have the chance
248 to love you."
249 "I told Meiling a while ago that this wouldn't work, because I could never love anyone but you."
250 "And I realized just how in love with you I am thanks to her and Yukito." Sakura said as she placed a hand on top of
251 Tomoyo's. "I love you Tomoyo, with all my heart. I realized that you love me more than anyone ever has before, and
252 I wasn't really in love with Syaoran. I was meant to be with you, I just hope it's not to late."
253 Tomoyo's eyes filled with tears as she realized what Sakura was saying to her. Her dream had finally come true,
254 Sakura was in love with her. "I love you Sakura."
255 "I love you Tomoyo," Sakura leaned forward and kissed Tomoyo softly. "I'll never hurt you again. I promise you
256 that." Sakura kissed Tomoyo again as she took Tomoyo into her arms and the two stayed in that position for the rest
257 of the night content knowing they finally found their true love.
258 ___________
259 When Syaoran told Meiling about Sakura finally realizing her true feelings for Tomoyo and how she ran off Meiling
260 felt proud. She wanted to tell her cousin about her plan but knew he would never forgive her if she did. "It wasn't so
261 bad you know."
262 "Huh?" Syaoran asked looking at his cousin.
263 "Dating Tomoyo wasn't to bad. I'm kinda upset it didn't work out."
264 "You always told me they would end up together and not to go out with Sakura."
265 "I knew they loved each other yes, but I didn't know they'd actually get together. I just told you not to date her
266 because I wanted you to date me."
267 "So what do I do now that she left me? I knew it would happen sooner or later so I'm not too upset, but it really
268 sucks."
269 "You can always date me." Meiling added clinging to his arm.
270 "Aren't we a little old for that now? It was fine when we were kids but I think we're a little to old for that."
271 "Who says? We were supposed to get married when we were little. Then you came here from Hong Kong and threw
272 it all off. So if we can get married why can't we date?"
273 "Yare yare. Whatever you want Meiling." Syaoran said falling onto the couch. He was much to tired and confused to
274 care. Meiling sat down next to him and grabbed his arm again. Meiling was definatly proud of herself for what she
275 did. It was one hell of a day for all four of them and she despratly wanted to tell someone of her great plan and how
276 well it worked out. "Some things are best left unsaid." Meiling thought aloud.
277 "Nani?" Syaoran looked at her confused.
278 "Nan demo nai!"Meiling said with a nervous laugh. She hadn't meant to say that out loud. "Well I'm going to bed.
279 See you tommorow Syaoran." Meiling stood up and kissed her cousin on the forhead and took off.
280 "Some things never change no matter how much you want them to I guess." Syaoran thought before going to his
281 own bed for the night.
282 -end
283