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| date | Fri, 19 Feb 2010 20:53:12 -0500 |
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| 1 Untitlted | |
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| 3 by Cera | |
| 4 meikosama@hotmail.com | |
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| 7 Sakura...Daisuki... | |
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| 9 As I sit in class my mind wonders off. I find that all I can think about now is her. I simply write her name over and over again. | |
| 10 It's a beautiful name. It suits her. Next week we'll be graduating and she'll be leaving me to go away to college. Although she | |
| 11 still doesn't know my feelings for her, I've still never been apart from her before. How can I live apart from her? Perhaps I do | |
| 12 love her too much. But she'll never feel the same... | |
| 13 | |
| 14 Tomoyo's thoughts were interupted by the last bell going off indicating school was over for the day. A single tear escaped from | |
| 15 her eye as she grabbed her books. Sakura looked at her best friend with confusion as she noticed the sadness in her eyes. She | |
| 16 chased after Tomoyo and took hold of her arm stopping her. | |
| 17 | |
| 18 "Whats going on Tomoyo? Why are you so sad lately?" Sakura asked her friend without hesitation. Tomoyo put forth a smile | |
| 19 and denied anything was wrong. She just claimed something was in her eye back in class. Sakura knew better than that but | |
| 20 decided not to push it. | |
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| 22 "Sakura, did you want to come over for dinner tonight? There's something I've been meaning to talk to you about for quite a | |
| 23 while now and haven't had the chance." Tomoyo asked sounding sounding cheerful once again. In reality she had never been so | |
| 24 scared in all her life. | |
| 25 | |
| 26 "Yeah. I'll be there around six if that's okay. I still have a little packing I'd like to get done at home." Sakura told her best friend. | |
| 27 Tomoyo agreed and the two went their seperate way. | |
| 28 | |
| 29 The whole way home Tomoyo was in a panic. "Am I really going to tell her tonight? What if she hates me? What have I gotten | |
| 30 myself into?" When Tomoyo reached her house the first thing she did was colapse on her bed and ponder how to go about | |
| 31 telling Sakura her true feelings. | |
| 32 | |
| 33 When six o'clock came she still had no clue what to say to Sakura. She heard the doorbell and jumped off her bed. "Of all the | |
| 34 times for her to be on time, why can't she be late like usual?" Tommoyo thought as she went to the front door. | |
| 35 | |
| 36 "Konban wa, Tomoyo" Sakura smiled as Tomoyo opened the door for her. As Sakura entered Tomoyo's house Tomoyo led | |
| 37 Sakura up to her bedroom. The two sat down at a table in Tomoyo's room and Tomoyo's face became serious. | |
| 38 | |
| 39 "Sakura," Tomoyo began to speak trying to get this over with as soon as possible. "When we were little there was something I | |
| 40 told you that I'd tell you again when we were older." Tomoyo paused looking at her friend. "Actually, I've told you this a million | |
| 41 times, but you've still never gotten the real meaning of it. You see Sakura, I... I love you." Sakura started to say something but | |
| 42 Tomoyo stopped her. "Yes, I know you love me too Sakura. You are my best friend. But you see, I'm in love with you." | |
| 43 Tomoyo finished trying to hold back the tears that threatened her eyes. | |
| 44 | |
| 45 Sakura looked at Tomoyo with wide eyes as her words sunk in. What could she possibly say at a time like this? "I know you | |
| 46 probably hate me now Sakura, but I figuered I might as well tell you before you left for college. I hope one day you will forgive | |
| 47 me though." | |
| 48 | |
| 49 "No, Tomoyo. I don't hate you. You'll always be my best friend forever. Who else will I turn to if not you? I dont share your | |
| 50 feelings, I'm sorry. But I always want to be your friend." Sakura hugged her best friend and Tomoyo cried on her shoulder. A | |
| 51 few minutes later they broke their embrace and Tomoyo apoligised for crying so much. "Don't worry Tomoyo, I wont ever | |
| 52 think any less of you. I just think right now I need to be alone for a while and think about this if you dont mind." | |
| 53 | |
| 54 "It's okay for you to leave. I guess I'll just see you at school tommorow then?" Sakura nodded and headed out of Tomoyo's | |
| 55 house. As she was walking down the street she looked back at Tomoyo's house. "Gomen ne Tomoyo. I just don't love you like | |
| 56 that...Do I?" Sakura thought suddenly not sure of her feelings towards her best friend. "Hoee!!" Sakura exclaimed. | |
| 57 | |
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| 59 | |
| 60 That night Sakura found it impossible to sleep. She had a million emotions running through her mind. "Tomoyo has always been | |
| 61 there for me. She is the one who I've always turned to. I can depend on her for everything. She is beautiful. But is this that kind | |
| 62 of love? Can I possibly love her like that?" | |
| 63 | |
| 64 Sakura stared at her phone. Her hands unconsciously reached for it and started dialing Tomoyo's number. She had no clue | |
| 65 what she was doing but decided not to hang the phone up. When she heard Tomoyo's voice on the other line she became | |
| 66 frozen and unable to speak. Finally she snapped out of it. "Gomen Tomoyo. I didn't mean to call so late, but I couldn't sleep." | |
| 67 | |
| 68 "Daijoubu Sakura. I couldn't sleep either. Are you okay?" | |
| 69 | |
| 70 "Yeah, I'm fine I guess. Just a little confused. It's weird though. I've always come to you with all my problems, without you who | |
| 71 would I have to talk to? But this is something that I can't come to you about. That I need to figure out on my own." | |
| 72 | |
| 73 "Figure out?" Tomoyo asked. "I thought you said you were okay with..my feelings," she trailed off scared of what may happen | |
| 74 between them. | |
| 75 | |
| 76 "I am fine with how you feel. It's just that.." Sakura paused for a moment. She didn't know if she should tell Tomoyo she | |
| 77 thought she might be in love with her too. What if she decided she wasn't? That would crush Tomoyo and she never wanted to | |
| 78 hurt the girl. | |
| 79 | |
| 80 "Just what?" Tomoyo questioned. | |
| 81 | |
| 82 "Nevermind," Sakura said trying to laugh it off. "I know it's really late, but can you meet me at the park? This would be easier in | |
| 83 person I think." | |
| 84 | |
| 85 "Yeah, I'll be there in a half hour." Tomoyo said still confused. | |
| 86 | |
| 87 "Arigatou. Ja na." Sakura said hanging up the phone. | |
| 88 | |
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| 90 | |
| 91 Tomoyo arrived at the park exactly a half hour later and found Sakura sitting near King Penguin. Sakura noticed her and invited | |
| 92 her to sit down next to her. "Remember when we were little, how we'd come play here almost every day?" Sakura asked | |
| 93 Tomoyo. | |
| 94 | |
| 95 "Yeah. It was nice when we were little." | |
| 96 | |
| 97 "Have you always been in love with me?" Sakura caught Tomoyo by suprise and Tomoyo didn't quite know what to say. | |
| 98 | |
| 99 "Yes. Ever since we were little I have been in love with you. Thats why I always video taped you. I know you thought I was | |
| 100 weird following you around all the time with the camera. But I wanted to have as many memories of you as possible. Because I | |
| 101 knew someday you'd leave me like you are next week after graduation." Tomoyo stared off into the sky looking at the stars not | |
| 102 daring to look at Sakura's face. She knew if she did she'd probably start crying again. | |
| 103 | |
| 104 "Have I caused you a lot of hurt?" Sakura stunned Tomoyo again. | |
| 105 | |
| 106 "No, you haven't. Sometimes it was frustrating because you didn't understand my feelings but you never hurt me." | |
| 107 | |
| 108 "If I never hurt you, why is it so hard for you to keep from crying. I've caused you to cry. I'm sorry." Sakura took Tomoyo's | |
| 109 hand into her own causing Tomoyo to finally look at her. "I want to make it up to you." | |
| 110 | |
| 111 Tomoyo just gave her friend a confused look. She wasn't quite sure what was going on anymore. Sakura seemed different now. | |
| 112 More grown up. "What do you mean?" | |
| 113 | |
| 114 "You see. I think, I'm not sure, but I think I'm in love with you too Tomoyo. I'm just not exactly sure yet." Tomoyo was out of | |
| 115 words. Never had she expected to hear that she may actually have a chance with Sakura. She dreamed of it plenty, but never | |
| 116 thought it was possible. "Can I stay with you tonight? I dont feel like being alone." Tomoyo could only nod at Sakura's request. | |
| 117 | |
| 118 As the two started on their way back to Tomoyo's house Sakura once again took hold of Tomoyo's hand. Tomoyo still | |
| 119 couldn't believe this was happening and was still speechless. Sakura just looked at her and smiled as the two walked back in | |
| 120 silence. | |
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| 123 | |
| 124 "Here," Tomoyo said to Sakura finally being able to speak agian. "You can wear this to bed if you like." Sakura took the | |
| 125 clothes from her friend and after the two had changed they got into Tomoyo's bed. "I'm going to miss you when you leave | |
| 126 Sakura," Tomoyo told her friend suddenly shy about saying such things. | |
| 127 | |
| 128 Sakura found Tomoyo's hand underneath the blankets and held onto it again. "Its funny. I've held your hand so many times, but | |
| 129 I've never gotten butterflies in my stomach from it. It's never meant as much as it does now. You see, I realized something while | |
| 130 I was waiting for you tonight. I love you Tomoyo. I love you the same way you love me. I was just scared to admit it so I didn't | |
| 131 say anything. But I want to be with you. That's why I've decided not to go away to college. I'm going to stay here for college so | |
| 132 we can be together. That is, if you still want to be with me." | |
| 133 | |
| 134 Tomoyo didn't bother to hide her tears this time. This time they were tears of joy. "Are you sure this is what you want?" | |
| 135 Tomoyo asked. | |
| 136 | |
| 137 Sakura was sure alright. She slowly bent down and brushed her lips against Tomoyo's. Tomoyo wasn't sure if this was for real | |
| 138 but when Sakura pressed her lips more firmly against hers she kissed her love back. When the kiss ended Sakura layed down | |
| 139 and wrapped her arms around Tomoyo. | |
| 140 | |
| 141 "I've dreamed of you holding me like this for so long. Of being able to tell you how much I really love you." Tomoyo confessed | |
| 142 as she held tightly onto Sakura. | |
| 143 | |
| 144 "I'm sorry it took me so long to realise it. But I love you very much Tomoyo." | |
| 145 | |
| 146 "Ai shiteru Sakura." | |
| 147 | |
| 148 The two didn't speak after that. They enjoyed the feel of being in each others arms and fell asleep peacfully knowing both their | |
| 149 dreams had come true. Tomoyo got the one and only person she would ever love and Sakura found someone who loved her | |
| 150 more than anyone else in the world and couldn't wait to spend forever with her. | |
| 151 | |
| 152 -End |