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1 Learning To Fly: Chapter 2 | |
2 | |
3 by: | |
4 The Amazoness Duo | |
5 amazonessduo@hotmail.com | |
6 | |
7 G.P. | |
8 pearsong1954@yahoo.com | |
9 | |
10 ===== | |
11 | |
12 Shifting uneasily in his chair, the hospital administrator glanced | |
13 at the two young women while shuffling distractedly through the | |
14 paperwork on his massive desk. He had seen the one girl many times | |
15 before, assisting her mother in charity work. As Acting Director of | |
16 the Tokyo Medical Center Children's Hospital, he was fully aware that | |
17 the presents for pediatric patients were but a tiny fraction of the | |
18 Daidouji Foundation's generous contributions. Very generous | |
19 contributions. He knew the younger Daidouji as quiet, sensible and | |
20 hard working. But her companion was something new altogether. He | |
21 peeked sideways at her, as if to confirm just what he was seeing. She | |
22 was young, rather pretty, and looked deeply embarrassed. Embarrassed, | |
23 no doubt, by the outlandish costume in which she was dressed. | |
24 | |
25 Her blouse was tightly wrapped and bare at the shoulders, leaving | |
26 little to the imagination. Made of a curious fabric, she shimmered | |
27 all the colors of the rainbow with every hesitant movement. Her | |
28 skirt, made of glossy white taffeta, was distressingly short, | |
29 revealing a pair of athletic legs clad in silvery pantyhose and | |
30 lavender garters. Her hair was bedecked with ribbons and bows, and on | |
31 her back were…wings. She had to lean forward to keep from crushing | |
32 her delicate, diaphanous butterfly wings against the chair. Most | |
33 peculiar of all they seemed to flutter now and then all on their own. | |
34 It was of little comfort that the girl seemed as embarrassed as he | |
35 was, though their mutual emotion seemed to make little impression on | |
36 the cheerful Daidouji woman. In a reluctant voice he spoke, | |
37 | |
38 "Ehhh, well, it is a bit unusual, you see. The children, are, well, | |
39 easily upset by changes in their routine." | |
40 | |
41 Oblivious to his concerns, the dark-haired woman sang out, "But | |
42 we're merely delivering the presents, so there really is no change to | |
43 the routine. And I'm sure they would be delighted by Sakura's | |
44 costume, don't you think?" | |
45 | |
46 This allowed him the chance to look directly at the young brunette, | |
47 though he quickly looked away with a blush. Haltingly, he spoke | |
48 again, "Perhaps, umm, if I had some of the nurses deliver the | |
49 presents…" | |
50 | |
51 Tomoyo replied with a sweet smile, "I wouldn't want to trouble your | |
52 staff with such a little thing. I'm sure they are very busy with | |
53 their regular duties. Perhaps, if there is a problem, you and my | |
54 mother would be the best ones to work it out?" | |
55 | |
56 This hit home. The last thing he wanted was to explain to the Board | |
57 of Directors why the primary donor of the Hospital was upset. Almost | |
58 too hastily he answered, "Oh, no, no, no, I'm sure there is no need | |
59 for that, heh-heh. Umm, yes, well, why don't you and, umm, Kinomoto | |
60 san go ahead with your good work, then?" | |
61 | |
62 "Splendid!" The Daidouji woman rose and bowed, pulling up the still | |
63 dazed Sakura by her bare arm. "I believe we are scheduled for the | |
64 second floor today." | |
65 | |
66 "Yes, well, the best of luck to you both." The Acting Director | |
67 slumped back in his chair, watching the peculiar pair exit the door. | |
68 Holding his head in his hands he slumped back, longing for the life | |
69 of a simple ward doctor working 48 hours straight. | |
70 | |
71 Sakura and Tomoyo strained to pull the wagon full of gaily decorated | |
72 packages. Passing nurses and orderlies doing their utmost not to | |
73 stare, Sakura mumbled, "Tomoyo chan, he's right, you know. Why am I | |
74 dressed up in this….costume? | |
75 | |
76 Tomoyo, amazed as ever at Sakura's strength, replied cheerily, | |
77 "Because Sakura looks very cute in it, and if it makes the children | |
78 half as happy as it makes Tomoyo, they will be ecstatic." | |
79 | |
80 After trundling down the long 1st floor hallway, the girls stopped | |
81 in front of a massive freight elevator. Tomoyo pressed the "2" button | |
82 and waited. With a mechanical ka-chunk the doors opened, and the cart | |
83 was wheeled in. As the doors shut, Sakura marveled, | |
84 | |
85 "It's sooooo big! Do they use it as a freight elevator?" | |
86 | |
87 Tomoyo nodded and answered quietly, "Yes, and it has to be big for | |
88 the gurneys, for carrying children to and from the operating rooms. | |
89 That happens on the third floor." | |
90 | |
91 Sakura was silent as the elevator stopped with a little jolt, and | |
92 the doors opened. Operations, she thought with a shudder. It must so | |
93 scary for the poor children. She realized Tomoyo was struggling to | |
94 get the cart over a little bump between the doors, so she helped | |
95 muscle the cart onto the second floor. The hospital was impeccably | |
96 clean, characterized by a distinct antiseptic odor. But this smell | |
97 was somehow sharper and less cheery than the scent of a freshly | |
98 cleaned house. Sakura felt an odd sense of unease, but she shook it | |
99 off as the cart rolled forward. Finally, Tomoyo gasped out | |
100 breathlessly, "This is it, 21, the first Ward. Oh, my, I'm so glad | |
101 you came, Sakura-chan. This is much harder to do without Oka-sama." | |
102 Tomoyo opened the door and the two pushed the heavily laden cart into | |
103 the large room. | |
104 | |
105 Sakura looked up from her labors and saw a long room, with beds on | |
106 either side. Suddenly, the boys and girls rose up amid squeals and | |
107 chatter, nearly overwhelming the nurse in their eagerness. | |
108 | |
109 Contrary to Sakura's expectations, Tomoyo proved to be exactly | |
110 right. The children were more excited by Sakura and her fairy costume | |
111 even than the cartload of presents. They huddled around her, gaping | |
112 in awe at the remarkable sight, a few brave ones reaching out | |
113 tentative hands to touch her. At first overwhelmed, she quickly | |
114 adapted to being the center of attention, and was soon chatting | |
115 merrily with her appreciative audience. They showed her scars and | |
116 hurts, some healed, some not. They peppered her with questions, | |
117 unable to suppress their astonishment at such a fantastic sight. | |
118 Tomoyo and the nurse struggled to bring order out of the happy chaos, | |
119 finally managing at least a modicum of order. Tomoyo organized some | |
120 quiet games, and a sing along, including one song about fairies that | |
121 the children found especially delightful. Sakura again found herself | |
122 the center of attention, blushing as the children laughed and sang. | |
123 Finally, when it was time to go, the children rushed forward and | |
124 hugged her, reluctant to loose the magic she had brought. With waves | |
125 and smiles and shouts of goodbye, the two girls, with the grateful | |
126 nurse's help, pushed the slightly less heavy cart out into the | |
127 hallway. | |
128 | |
129 And so it went for 5 other wards on the 2nd floor. By the time they | |
130 entered Ward 26, both girls were exhausted, but the excited children | |
131 somehow gave them the giddy energy to continue. As Tomoyo passed out | |
132 the last of the presents, Sakura wended her way to the bed-ridden | |
133 children near the large window at the end of the ward. Finally she | |
134 came to one boy, about 12 years old, who stared at her curiously | |
135 with dark, watchful eyes. She smiled and asked his name, but he | |
136 frowned at her hatefully and turned away. Startled, she opened her | |
137 mouth to say something, but found herself at a total loss for words. | |
138 A little girl with a cast on both legs managed an apologetic smile | |
139 and said quietly, | |
140 | |
141 "Don't mind him.. He's always grumpy about things," | |
142 | |
143 "I'm not grumpy. I just hate her," he spat out. | |
144 | |
145 Sakura was taken aback, and whispered, "I'm sorry." | |
146 | |
147 Suddenly the boy spun around and glared at her angrily. In a venom- | |
148 laced voice laced he shouted, | |
149 | |
150 "You should be sorry! Running around in that pathetic outfit, | |
151 pretending to be something that doesn't even exist." | |
152 | |
153 The little girl in the cast recoiled and answered in a trembling | |
154 voice, "That's not true. Fairies do so exist." | |
155 | |
156 The boy turned on her with an ugly scowl and shot back, "Don't be | |
157 stupid. Fairies don't exist, and even if they did, she's just a | |
158 stupid girl in a stupid costume." Suddenly, he reached out and | |
159 tightly grabbed a diaphanous wing. With a smirk he brutally ripped | |
160 off the shimmering wing, tearing the costume and leaving a flap of | |
161 satin loose on Sakura's back. Triumphantly the boy held up his trophy | |
162 and called out in a mocking voice, | |
163 | |
164 "See? See? It's just a fake outfit. She's just a fake!" Then, | |
165 turning Sakura he hissed, "Go back to your stupid cosplay, you | |
166 stupid, lame, fake." | |
167 | |
168 With that, he hurled the severed wing at Sakura and lay down, | |
169 turning his back to the room. She stood stunned and paralyzed, her | |
170 mouth open in disbelief. She heard sobs and one child nearly | |
171 shrieking. Suddenly she felt a gentle touch on her arm, and saw | |
172 Tomoyo bending down to retrieve the fallen wing. Calmly, the dark | |
173 haired young woman escorted her out into the hall, leaving the nurse | |
174 to try and restore order. As the door closed, Sakura's composure | |
175 finally shattered, and in a furry of tears she slumped to the floor. | |
176 | |
177 Tomoyo's suffered her own agony as she cradled her sobbing friend. | |
178 Sakura's pain was always her own, amplified by the intense love the | |
179 Daidouji woman bore her. Worse was knowing that she was responsible | |
180 for bringing her dear friend into all this. Unaware of her tears that | |
181 fell silently on Sakura's soft brown hair, Tomoyo struggled to keep | |
182 from completely breaking down. Time enough for tears later, she | |
183 scolded herself. Feeling the head burrowing into her breast, Tomoyo | |
184 cooed reassurance, desperately trying to mask her own shattered | |
185 heart. For a long time they hugged each other, oblivious to the | |
186 figure that stood beside them. Finally, Sakura glimpsed the neatly | |
187 starched white skirt, and struggled to her feet. Wiping away the | |
188 tears, she rose unsteadily, helped by the Tomoyo. The woman offered a | |
189 handkerchief that she thankfully accepted. Sakura stammered an | |
190 apology, but the nurse cut her short, | |
191 | |
192 "Please, it's my fault for not warning you about him. He's, well, | |
193 he's a bit of a problem child here, and there's no way to predict | |
194 just how he will react." | |
195 | |
196 Sakura looked at her, verging on tears again. Confused and hurt, | |
197 Sakura felt a stirring of anger at the injustice of it all, "But | |
198 why/? Why did he do that? Why is he so mean? What a horrible boy." | |
199 | |
200 The nurse let out a heavy sigh, and stared at the wall, looking for | |
201 the answer there. | |
202 | |
203 "He didn't use to be like that. He was actually one of our | |
204 favorites: bright, curious, and always so helpful." | |
205 | |
206 Sakura looked at her, genuinely baffled. The nurse answered the | |
207 girl's pained question before she asked it, | |
208 | |
209 "Well, I suppose no one really knows why. But last winter, he got a | |
210 hold of his medical file. We never let the children see their files, | |
211 of course, especially children like him. But he was always the | |
212 curious one, and clever enough to find a way." | |
213 | |
214 Sakura and Tomoyo gazed at the woman, her features clouded in silent | |
215 pain, an echo of some past storm of agonized regret. She smiled | |
216 bitterly and continued, "I'm the one who left the charts out where he | |
217 could get them. So all this really is my fault." | |
218 | |
219 Sakura's voice shook as she asked, 'But why…" Her voice trailed off, | |
220 as if she dared not ask. The nurse answered in a detached, clinical | |
221 manner, | |
222 | |
223 "Because he's terminal. And now he knows." | |
224 | |
225 Tomoyo looked at the brightly polished floor, eyes fixed on the | |
226 black and white checkerboard tiles. Terminal. The nurse said the word | |
227 as her Mother once said it, when describing what it was like when | |
228 Nadeshiko was in the hospital. Terminal. The cold, metal finality of | |
229 the word cut the heart like a dagger of ice. | |
230 | |
231 Sakura stared, the slow comprehension mirrored in her tear-streaked | |
232 face. Again the nurse spoke in her best professional monotone, | |
233 | |
234 "He has maybe 6 months, at most a year." | |
235 | |
236 A dipping sun painting the hallway shades of pink and orange. Three | |
237 figures standing silent. Nothing more to say. | |
238 | |
239 II. | |
240 | |
241 Sonomi served the tea herself. Eager to hear how the first day went | |
242 for the new member of Daidouji Foundation, she had urged Tomoyo to | |
243 bring Sakura over for dinner. When she heard her daughter's | |
244 reluctance over the phone, she insisted. No one knows a daughter like | |
245 her mother, and no one knew the enigmatic Tomoyo better than Sonomi. | |
246 Something was wrong, and she would find out what. | |
247 | |
248 Dinner had been delicious, but strained. Both girls tried to put on | |
249 a stolid front, but it was apparent the day had not gone well. | |
250 Normally a gratifyingly hearty eater, Sakura picked at her food with | |
251 distracted disinterest. Tomoyo bravely kept up a stream of | |
252 conversation on every imaginable topic but the day at the hospital. | |
253 Sonomi let her ramble, sometimes nudging the conversation in | |
254 directions her daughter did not want it to go, watching for her | |
255 reaction, probing, testing, reconnoitering. The older woman was | |
256 anxious to know, but patient as a cat by a rat hole. She bided her | |
257 time and waited for dessert. | |
258 | |
259 Chirping crickets made more noise than the sad little party of three | |
260 sipping their tea in the massive Daidouji Estates garden. Finally, | |
261 Tomoyo broke the silence and announced that they should be leaving. | |
262 Her voice sounded relieved that the night was over, and whatever | |
263 secrets lay hidden would stay that way. But Sonomi, with an inward | |
264 smile, pounced. In a purring voice she asked, | |
265 | |
266 "Yes, I'm sure you two are exhausted after your big day at the | |
267 Hospital." | |
268 | |
269 At this, Sakura stiffened, and Tomoyo glanced to the side, all hope | |
270 of avoiding discovery dashed. Sonomi regarded the two with cat's | |
271 eyes, inwardly smiling at their discomfort, knowing she had hit close | |
272 to the mark. With her daughter, as well as the daughter of her | |
273 beloved cousin, she was a typical mother, all love and affection. But | |
274 when their welfare was at stake, she turned into a deadly predator. | |
275 Sometimes love had to hurt before it could help. Sonomi let the | |
276 uncomfortable silence do it's work until her daughter struggled to | |
277 break it, | |
278 | |
279 "Well, it was, eh, very interesting for Sakura." As soon as she | |
280 spoke, Tomoyo regretted her words. Her mother's eyes turned to Sakura | |
281 as she blandly asked, | |
282 | |
283 "Oh, and what was so interesting today, Sakura-chan?" | |
284 | |
285 The girl stared at her for a moment, then her lip trembled and she | |
286 began to cry. Not the wild sobbing of late afternoon, but a slow, | |
287 soft, sad sort of sorrow, the sorrow of regret and loss. The sorrow | |
288 that comes with the night. Tomoyo enfolded her friend in her arms, | |
289 looking at her mother, silently begging her to stop. Sonomi's voice | |
290 was kind but insistent, | |
291 | |
292 "Tomoyo-chan, what happened?" | |
293 | |
294 Before she could speak, Sakura broke in, "It's all my fault. I'm | |
295 sorry. I'm so, so sorry." Slipping from her chair she fell to her | |
296 knees, bowing her head to the ground like a suppliant. Sonomi stood | |
297 up, walked over, bent down, and gently lifted the girl to her feet. | |
298 Holding her close, gently stroking her hair and back, the woman spoke | |
299 in a motherly voice that Sakura only dimly remembered, | |
300 | |
301 "It's all right now. It's all right." | |
302 | |
303 It took time, and some gently probing questions, for Sonomi to find | |
304 it all out. She gave the girls time to calm down and talk among | |
305 themselves when she went out to make more tea. Upon returning, she | |
306 poured the steaming liquid into cute little yellow cups. Finally, | |
307 Sakura whispered resignedly, | |
308 | |
309 "It really is my fault. I made such a scene. I'm deeply sorry. I | |
310 will of course resign from my duties at the Daidouji Foundation." | |
311 Tomoyo looked stricken, but Sonomi replied calmly after a pause, | |
312 | |
313 "Of course, you are free to resign anytime, as you are under no | |
314 contractual obligation. But the Foundation," and here Sonomi spoke in | |
315 her most dignified, Voice-Of-The-Foundation tone, "Sees nothing wrong | |
316 in your actions." | |
317 | |
318 Sakura looked at her with surprise, "But I…" | |
319 | |
320 "But you did everything right". Sonomi smiled, placing her arm on | |
321 the beautiful girl's shoulder. Her voice was almost mirthful, "You | |
322 didn't break down in front of the children, and further upset them. | |
323 You got out of the room and then started to cry. There's nothing | |
324 wrong with crying, dear." | |
325 | |
326 Sakura stared into the woman's crystal blue eyes, and felt all the | |
327 hurts of the day wash away. For the first time in many hours, Sakura | |
328 managed a genuine smile. | |
329 | |
330 And so they talked, the three of them, sipping tea late into the | |
331 night. A crescent moon swung into view, dancing amid the far away | |
332 stars. The crickets stopped, and a cool breeze caused Sakura and | |
333 Tomoyo to huddle together. Shortly after midnight Sonomi suddenly | |
334 spoke up from the shadows in a voice fraught with emotion, | |
335 | |
336 "Just now, the moon reminded me of her. It was that sort moon on | |
337 that night. No, it was that moon exactly." She sounded distant, her | |
338 voice strange and far off. And so it was, for she was lost in memory. | |
339 Still and faceless in the darkness, she spoke like a ghost from the | |
340 long past, | |
341 | |
342 "It affects everyone differently, those it takes and those it leaves | |
343 behind. Some are afraid, so very afraid. Some are sad, overfull with | |
344 regrets. Some are so in pain that's all they know. Some are angry, | |
345 cursing the hospitals, and the doctors and nurses who can't do | |
346 anything, and all the living that walk about as if nothing had | |
347 happened. As if no one had gone forever, as if no bright light had | |
348 been extinguished in the filthy darkness. As if everything was just | |
349 the same, even though it will never be the same again. I was angry | |
350 like that. I guess I still am. But she wasn't." | |
351 | |
352 Sonomi paused, and Sakura could hear her own heart beating. Tomoyo | |
353 listened, her heart breaking for her beloved mother. But Sonomi only | |
354 laughed, | |
355 | |
356 "She wasn't angry. Not once, not ever in her whole life. At least | |
357 not that I remember. She wasn't afraid at all. They always said she | |
358 was too stupid to be afraid, climbing up trees and skiing down | |
359 professional-only slopes. But it wasn't that she was stupid. It was | |
360 just that she didn't care. About the danger, I mean. Nothing ever | |
361 frightened her. She loved the whole world." Here the woman paused, | |
362 and when she started again her voice was filled with wonder, "She | |
363 even loved leaving it." | |
364 | |
365 "She told me, near the end, not to be afraid, or sad, or angry. She | |
366 said she'd had a wonderful little visit. That was exactly what she | |
367 called it, that short, sweet life of hers: the little visit. She said | |
368 she had had a fascinating career, two wonderful children, and a | |
369 cousin who adored her." Sonomi paused her, straining to keep the | |
370 loathing out of her voice, | |
371 | |
372 "Oh, yes, and a wonderful husband, too. Anyway, she said with all | |
373 these things, her life felt very complete. And she was curious about | |
374 what came next. She really was. But I was still angry. So very, very | |
375 angry. And anger is a terrible master. It makes you say and do things | |
376 you don't really mean, things that hurt and break. You hurt so bad | |
377 yourself that's all you want to do: hurt and break." | |
378 | |
379 Sonomi leaned closer to Sakura, gently taking her hand. In the dim | |
380 light the woman's face seemed to Sakura almost ghostly, but she was | |
381 too entranced to be afraid. The woman smiled and broke the spell, | |
382 then she spoke in a plain, matter of fact voice, | |
383 | |
384 "Try not to blame the boy. He's probably afraid, and full of regret, | |
385 and very angry. But he doesn't mean the hurt he causes. It's just | |
386 that, when you have no hope…" | |
387 | |
388 Sonomi smiled a sad, knowing smile. Sakura nodded, and suddenly felt | |
389 very, very tired. | |
390 | |
391 III. | |
392 | |
393 The next night, Sakura and Tomoyo stayed up late studying together. | |
394 Even going to different schools, their classes were similar, so | |
395 mutual study was a helpful exercise, especially for the frequently | |
396 perplexed Sakura. Taking a break, Tomoyo brought out the torn fairy | |
397 costume and began to sew. Sakura sat on the floor at the seamstress' | |
398 feet, knees brought up together under her chin. The dark-haired girl | |
399 knew her friend was deep in thought, so she worked quietly. Sakura | |
400 looked up and saw the pale girl, her nimble fingers deftly stitching | |
401 the torn material. Entranced, she watched the silver needle slip | |
402 through the satiny fabric, every stitch perfect and precise. Tomoyo | |
403 had always been a marvelous seamstress, garnering praise and | |
404 attention all through school. She would kid that with all the | |
405 practice sewing costumes for the Card Mistress, anyone would be good. | |
406 Sakura was unable to look away from the slender fingers, the smooth | |
407 flow of flawless craft. Tomoyo used a little desk lamp to light her | |
408 work. The room was dim, save for the glow that bathed the costume on | |
409 her lap. Sakura's green eyes wandered, beholding Tomoyo's placid | |
410 face, illuminated by the little glow. She felt her heart flutter at | |
411 the sight. | |
412 | |
413 Tomoyo had always been pretty, the prettiest girl she knew. But | |
414 tonight, she was exquisite. Her violet eyes were fixed on her task, | |
415 long lashes fluttering now and then. A cute little nose, pale, fair | |
416 skin, and little ears shrouded in that mysterious hair, sometimes | |
417 black, sometimes gray, sometimes almost violet. An ever present smile | |
418 hovered on delicate cherry lips, making her seem as enigmatic as the | |
419 Mona Lisa. Suddenly, Sakura was sweetly shaken by this ethereal | |
420 vision of the girl she knew so well. A strange tugging at her heart, | |
421 and a dizziness, like being on a great height looking down. Sakura | |
422 felt an aching surge, a longing, an incomprehensible desire. She | |
423 trembled like a fawn in the chill early dawn. She felt her body | |
424 floating like a little cloud, far above the world below. Slowly, as | |
425 if she were underwater, Tomoyo lifted her eyes and gazed at the | |
426 countenance below. Sakura felt her face on fire, a furious blush | |
427 covering her entire body. But she could not look away from those | |
428 eyes, those deep, violet eyes. Tomoyo's smile widened ever so | |
429 slightly. She tilted her head, looking at her friend with a | |
430 quizzical, elfin curiosity. Sakura opened her mouth to speak, but no | |
431 words came. Suddenly, she tore her gaze away, staring at the floor, | |
432 breathing raggedly. As if from some far off place, she heard Tomoyo's | |
433 voice. | |
434 | |
435 "Sakura-chan? Sakura-chan, are you OK?" | |
436 | |
437 I was going to say I love you. | |
438 | |
439 Had she actually said it out loud? Sakura's mind raced and wheeled | |
440 in shock and confusion. No. No, but I was going to say it. I was | |
441 going to say I love you. It sounded like the strangest three words | |
442 ever uttered by human tongue: I love you. What had happened to her? | |
443 As if an explosion had gone off near her head, she was disoriented, | |
444 torn from her normal, cozy world. Tomoyo's voice again, shot through | |
445 with worry and concern. | |
446 | |
447 "Sakura-chan, are you all right?" | |
448 | |
449 With a violent shake of her head, Sakura fought to regain her | |
450 composure. She somehow managed a disjointed, "Ummm hmmm," nodding her | |
451 head furiously. What had happened? She was afraid to look up, afraid | |
452 she might again go spinning wildly out of control if she saw Tomoyo. | |
453 Calm came gradually, haltingly, and brought a numb, fragile peace to | |
454 her thudding heart. Tomoyo, masking her concern, sat back and | |
455 continued her sewing. Time passed like a lazy river between them, | |
456 until Tomoyo at last broke the silence, | |
457 | |
458 "Sakura-chan, what were you thinking of back then?" | |
459 | |
460 "Umm, that boy. That boy in the hospital," Sakura lied. Well, not | |
461 precisely a lie. The boy had been on her mind ever since. | |
462 | |
463 "Ah, so," Tomoyo graciously replied. Her silence begged Sakura to | |
464 continue. | |
465 | |
466 "I was so surprised, and then so hurt, and then so angry at him. I | |
467 feel awful about that." | |
468 Sakura remembered her righteous rage at the child, and the sickness | |
469 that followed the nurse's revelation. | |
470 | |
471 "But Sakura-chan didn't know about the boy's condition. If she had, | |
472 she would never have felt anger," Tomoyo looked intently at the | |
473 fabric in her lap as she spoke; it was a delicate point in the | |
474 mending. | |
475 | |
476 Sakura thought about this for a moment, and then replied, "Still, I | |
477 shouldn't have gotten so angry." Then, mumbling to herself, "I wish | |
478 there was something I could do." | |
479 | |
480 "There." A note of pride and triumph in Tomoyo's voice as she held | |
481 the outfit aloft for Sakura's inspection, "As good as new." | |
482 | |
483 Sakura looked at the shimmering fairy costume. Tomoyo's work was | |
484 impeccable: the tear neatly sewn and barely perceptible, the severed | |
485 wing restored. Restored. Healed, fixed. Made whole again. | |
486 | |
487 Made well. | |
488 | |
489 Sakura's smile froze, and then broadened into a crazy grin. Leaping | |
490 to her feet she took the outfit in both hands, holding it aloft. | |
491 Then, she turned to her friend with a beaming smile, | |
492 | |
493 "No, Tomoyo-chan. It's better. Better than new!" | |
494 | |
495 The boy woke slowly from his dream. A sound? A knocking somewhere? | |
496 Bleary-eyed, he stared at the ceiling. Then he heard it again, an | |
497 unmistakable rapping. Startled, he sat up in bed and turned to the | |
498 side, towards the window. There, hovering with great, beating wings, | |
499 was the woman from before, the one in the costume. With her was the | |
500 lady who always delivered the presents, and both were astride a long, | |
501 slender staff with a marvelous star at the top. His mouth opened in | |
502 surprise, for they were floating, no, flying in the air. He let out a | |
503 startled cry, rousing the other children. Instinctively he crawled | |
504 away to a corner of his bed as the other children moved to the window | |
505 with oooo's and ahhhhhh's. The costumed woman was smiling, pointing | |
506 to the handles on the inside of the window. A girl tried to open it, | |
507 but it was stuck fast. Pleadingly she looked at him, and with a frown | |
508 he moved to the window and undid the lock. The children were starting | |
509 to get loud, but the costumed woman placed her finger to her lips and | |
510 that quieted them somewhat. | |
511 | |
512 She floated into the room, great wings beating, a flurry of wind and | |
513 feathers announcing her arrival. The dark-haired one slipped off the | |
514 staff, video camera in hand, filming the proceedings. The feet of the | |
515 other woman, clad in little beribboned slippers, finally touched the | |
516 floor. The children encircled her in awe, but she came before the boy | |
517 and stood straight and still. Then, bowing low before him, she spoke | |
518 in a musical voice, | |
519 | |
520 'Gomenesai. I'm very sorry if I disturbed you the other day. Please | |
521 accept my apologies." | |
522 | |
523 He stood there, unable to reply. The fairy figure straightened up, | |
524 tilting her head and smiling. Then she said, | |
525 | |
526 "You may be right. There may be no real fairies in this world. But | |
527 there is magic, and it is real." | |
528 | |
529 With that she swung her staff, and a riot of colors lit up the room. | |
530 Her voice rang out as she flipped a card into the air, " ***Sakura's | |
531 chant here**** | |
532 | |
533 Suddenly, a beautiful flower-clad woman appeared. She looked around | |
534 the room, and with a wave of her arms showered the surprised children | |
535 in a blizzard of sweetly scented petals. Then she began to dance, | |
536 with the giggling children, with Sakura, and finally, with the still- | |
537 startled boy. In a giddy whirl they danced, she smiling, he blushing, | |
538 both spinning away. Finally, she stepped lightly before the dark- | |
539 haired girl with the camera. The woman dressed as a fairy giggled, | |
540 "She wants to dance with you, too, Tomoyo-chan." | |
541 | |
542 Slowly the woman lowered her camera, looking a bit uncertain. She | |
543 glanced at Sakura, who was busy with a gaggle of young children. | |
544 Then, with a smile, she walked to the boy and leaned forward, "Would | |
545 you please hold it for me?" | |
546 | |
547 He gazed at her sparkling eyes and felt his heart pound. Taking the | |
548 camera, he watched her return to the mysterious flower woman, curtsey | |
549 prettily, and begin to dance. Distressed to think such a beautiful | |
550 sight might be lost forever, he swung the camera up and began | |
551 filming. Through the viewfinder he watched her, graceful and fluid, | |
552 her body flowing in rhythm to the music. Music? What music? Where was | |
553 it coming from? He didn't know, but he could hear. And see. | |
554 | |
555 There were other amazing sights to see that night as the fairy woman | |
556 tossed her cards and waved her staff: a bouncing plush toy, a | |
557 mysterious, shadowy figure, and a strange flying teddy bear that kept | |
558 up an incessant chatter about himself. Finally, one of the girl | |
559 patients pulled on Sakura's sleeve, and whispered that it was nearly | |
560 time for the night nurse to check up on them. The fairy girl looked | |
561 panicky, but the one called Tomoyo calmly began tidying up, tucking | |
562 the children in bed, and escorting Sakura to the window. The boy | |
563 followed, feeling a mix of emotions. Wonder and awe clashed with | |
564 shame for his past behavior. Clearing his throat, he watched the | |
565 fairy girl, Tomoyo, and the teddy bear stop and face him, | |
566 | |
567 "Excuse me. I….I ," It was hard to say. He could just let it go, | |
568 but… "I'm very sorry that I tore up your costume. I…I would like to | |
569 help pay for the new one you bought." | |
570 | |
571 The fairy girl looked confused, but Tomoyo smiled as she arched over | |
572 him, "It's the same costume. I just sewed it up." | |
573 | |
574 Astonished, he turned and glimpsed her pale face, the color of | |
575 radiant moonlight. He bowed and stammered, "Thank you for fixing it." | |
576 | |
577 She nodded and then slipped through the window onto the staff, aided | |
578 by the fairy girl. The children gathered around, straining to keep | |
579 their gleeful voices down. He waved, and thought he saw the beautiful | |
580 dark-haired girl wave back. The pair swung into the starry night, and | |
581 he watched them until they vanished. He stood and stared into the | |
582 dark sky. | |
583 | |
584 "Tomoyo," he whispered her name to himself, "Tomoyo." | |
585 | |
586 The little girl in the adjacent bed poked him in the ribs. With a | |
587 mischievous grin she giggled, "See, fairies are real." | |
588 | |
589 He looked down ate her and smiled wryly, "Well, I don't know about | |
590 that. But I guess magic is." | |
591 | |
592 The next morning, Sakura and Tomoyo slept late and missed all their | |
593 early classes At that same time, the Acting Director of the Tokyo | |
594 Medical Center Children's Hospital began his day by trying to figure | |
595 out how to dispose of 12 bushels of flower petals in Ward 26. |