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2 Cardcaptor Nadeshiko | |
3 Across the Distance | |
4 by Amazoness Duo | |
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8 “Mama?” the young girl asked from her perch near the top of the stairs. | |
9 She watched the older woman through the rail of the stairs, looking like a young | |
10 prisoner through the bars. The auburn haired girl crouched on the steps in her frilled green nightgown. | |
11 “Hmm? Yes, Sonomi, darling?” The older woman turned her attention to | |
12 the little girl on the stairs, a small smile spreading across her lips. “Isn’t it past your bedtime? | |
13 Sonomi nodded slowly, as if not wanting to concede defeat just yet. Holding onto the railing, she tried to work out the jumble of thoughts that had | |
14 led her out of her room, slowly piecing them into words. She couldn’t even quite | |
15 tell what she wanted to ask, only that something had drawn her here as her | |
16 thoughts had kept her tossing and turning. “I couldn’t sleep,” she said at last, | |
17 resting her forehead against the rail of the stairwell. She knew it was late. And | |
18 she wasn’t prone to disobeying her mother. But something had kept her from | |
19 drifting off into sleep, thoughts and feelings that she found difficult to | |
20 understand. At the forefront of all of them was a shimmer of liquid silver hair, and | |
21 a beautiful, pale girl’s smile. A sigh escaped her lips as the curious feelings | |
22 resurfaced. They weren’t anything new. Far from it, in fact. She had been dealing | |
23 with them for quite some time. But the thought of spending another night lying in | |
24 bed alone and confused didn’t appeal to her at all | |
25 The mother watched her child for a long moment, Sonomi’s normally | |
26 bright stormy blue eyes looking clouded over, the girl lost in her thoughts. | |
27 “What’s wrong, Sonomi-chan?” she asked curiously. She knew her daughter was | |
28 a very emotional girl, getting carried away with her emotions wherever they | |
29 drifted. In many ways, Sonomi was much more sensitive than her cousin. | |
30 Nadeshiko was a very sweet, loving girl who spent her time marvelling at the | |
31 wonders the world offered. Sonomi, on the other hand, was very emotional. | |
32 When she was sad, she was very sad. When she was happy, she was ecstatic. | |
33 She rode every emotion to its fullest. And when she couldn’t understand her | |
34 feelings, it often frustrated the poor girl. It looked like now was one of those | |
35 times. | |
36 Sonomi considered the question, looking down at her small bare feet as | |
37 she rubbed them together. A yawn overtook her before she could bite it back for | |
38 worry that her mother would send her back to bed. She really was tired. But sleep | |
39 kept eluding her. “Mama, when did you and papa fall in love?” the auburn haired | |
40 girl asked, looking down to see her mother. She couldn’t quite tell why the | |
41 question was so important, only that it was. | |
42 Pausing for a moment, Sonomi’s mother thought over the question. | |
43 “Hmm... Well, we met in college. We got married some time after that.” Setting | |
44 down the book she had been reading, she walked to the foot of the stairs, | |
45 looking up them towards her sleepy daughter. Sonomi didn’t look satisfied with | |
46 her answer. | |
47 The young heiress shook her head, auburn hair fluttering about her face | |
48 in its odd slant hairstyle. “No, not that. When did you know you were in love, | |
49 mama?” Sonomi asked, a tinge of desperation in her voice. She wanted to know. | |
50 But still, college felt so far away. And she didn’t feel like love was that far off. At | |
51 least that meant that she wouldn’t have to worry about Nadeshiko marrying | |
52 anytime soon. That thought was soothing, at any rate. The thought of | |
53 Nadeshiko getting married made her heart scream in protest. She knew she | |
54 wanted her little cousin to be happy, to be loved, but she couldn’t stand the | |
55 thought of someone taking her best friend away from her. She could make | |
56 Nadeshiko happy. Nadeshiko didn’t need some man to stealing her off | |
57 somewhere. Like some princess being stolen away by the talons of some dragon, | |
58 she could see a wedding dress clad Nadeshiko being pulled back from her by a | |
59 man in a tuxedo. Her mind placed a face on the smilingly evil groom. Assistant | |
60 teacher Fujitaka Kinomoto smiled pleasantly as he whisked Nadeshiko away from | |
61 her, leaving Sonomi all alone. Shaking her head quickly, Sonomi tried to banish | |
62 the thought. She had been too concerned lately with how the assistant teacher | |
63 had been spending so much time with her cousin. She hadn’t trusted him even | |
64 when they first met because he had hurt Nadeshiko, and she wasn’t about to | |
65 start trusting him now. Maybe he could see the wonders that Nadeshiko had | |
66 inside of her, but that was exactly why Sonomi would protect her best friend from | |
67 people like him. | |
68 Biting her lip, Sonomi’s mother ascended the stairs. This was more | |
69 difficult than she had suspected. Her daughter was obviously curious about this | |
70 sort of thing, but she didn’t know whether or not she should answer with a | |
71 fairytale. Sonomi could be rather mature, mostly stemming from her concern for | |
72 her younger cousin, but she also had a rather romantic, dreamy side that | |
73 manifested in her room and her love of cute things, her cousin included. Dolls | |
74 and stuffed animals, ribbons and lace adorned the young Sonomi Amamiya’s | |
75 room. But she couldn’t hide her daughter from the world forever. Life was not a | |
76 fairy tale. Things didn’t always have happy endings. It was with these shadowed | |
77 thoughts that she sat next to her daughter on the stairs, her hands folded primly | |
78 in her lap. Licking her lips, the older woman tried to decide how to begin. Her | |
79 daughter watched her hopefully, expectantly. “You don’t always get married because you’re in love, Sonomi-chan. There are many other aspects involved in | |
80 it. Social standing. The good of your family. What type of future you can have | |
81 with this person.” | |
82 “But what about love?” Sonomi asked. She felt even more confused | |
83 than ever. Wasn’t it all about love? Wasn’t that the most important thing? But | |
84 then, hadn’t she been raised with the thought that she would one day wed and | |
85 continue the family? The sudden thought that she was expected to wed for the | |
86 family, for her station as opposed to because she was in love seemed like a cold | |
87 air of reality blowing over her. She shivered under her nightgown. In some ways, | |
88 it was what she had always expected. The thought of marriage had never excited | |
89 Sonomi the way it did many of the girls she knew. It seemed like something she | |
90 knew she would have to do one day, not something she wanted. Now she | |
91 realized that it was exactly that, not a matter of the heart at all. That frightened | |
92 her. | |
93 “Love is like a fairytale, Sonomi-chan. It’s fun to lose yourself in it, but | |
94 in the end you have to come back to reality. Love is a fun distraction. But you | |
95 have to plan for other things, to decide what’s best for you and your family. And | |
96 your heart can’t tell you this,” Sonomi’s mother explained gently, hugging her | |
97 small daughter against her side. Lithe fingers brushed through her daughter’s | |
98 hair, trying to sort through the odd hair cut. Sighing, she shook her head. It was | |
99 best to get away from such a lonely topic. “So why are you suddenly so curious, | |
100 Sonomi-chan? You’ll meet a handsome boy to marry one of these days. | |
101 Sonomi frowned, shaking her head, her hair fluttering between her | |
102 mother’s fingers. “I don’t like boys. They’re stupid.” The younger girl crossed | |
103 her arms, her stormy blue eyes narrowed. No, she wasn’t the biggest fan of the | |
104 opposite sex. There was just something she didn’t like about them. Especially | |
105 one in particular. His glasses glinted in her mind for a moment. She forced it out | |
106 immediately. | |
107 Sonomi’s mother laughed at her daughter’s words, glad to be off the | |
108 topic. “Of course you like boys. All girls like boys, Sonomi-chan. Maybe you | |
109 don’t now, but you will in a few years, trust me.” She found it amusing to see her | |
110 daughter so intent. She would have to remember to point this out to the younger | |
111 girl in a few years when she finally changed her mind. | |
112 Shaking her head, Sonomi looked up at her mother, the older woman’s | |
113 fingers still in her auburn hair. “I couldn’t like someone who didn’t like pink at | |
114 least a little bit,” the young heiress explained. | |
115 Laughing again, the mother grinned. “Sonomi-chan, you get such silly | |
116 ideas. I’m know you’ll find a nice boy one of these days who will make you | |
117 forget all of this nonsense.” | |
118 Resting her head against her mother, Sonomi yawned tiredly. Her mind | |
119 was made up. She wouldn’t let any of those insects near her beloved Nadeshiko. | |
120 She wouldn’t let any of them take her way, or marry her. She would protect her | |
121 little cousin from them all. They would be happy. She would make Nadeshiko | |
122 happy. Somehow. She knew that Nadeshiko made her happy. If she didn’t need | |
123 to be in love to get married, then she didn’t need to worry about getting married. | |
124 And she wouldn’t let anyone marry her Nadeshiko. No one would take her away. | |
125 No one would hurt her. In her fading mind, she saw a sparkling image of her | |
126 silver haired angel. Her heart soared at the thought, warm and overflowing. | |
127 ‘Nadeshiko-chan...’ she thought resolutely. The small auburn haired girl fell | |
128 asleep against her mother on the stairs shortly thereafter. | |
129 | |
130 Light. The first thing that existed was the light. It was white and cold, | |
131 like freshly fallen snow. It encompassed him, pulsing with him. The pulsing was | |
132 silent, but it was there, a slow rise and fall throughout the brightness. Slowly, the | |
133 brightness grew. His eyes burned, but he couldn’t shut them, for he still had no | |
134 eyes. He had no form, only the light. Thoughts spun incoherently like a spider | |
135 spinning its web, thoughts going in every direction and none at all. | |
136 ‘WhyamIwhoamIwhereamIwhenamI? | |
137 Am I? | |
138 Yes, you are, aren’t you? | |
139 Please help me. I don’t know where I am. | |
140 You aren’t anywhere. | |
141 Who am I? | |
142 You are the moonlight. | |
143 Please, I’m scared... | |
144 So am I.’ | |
145 His mind was the first thing to coalesce, but it was confused and lost. | |
146 He searched desperately for answers within himself, within the light. It took him a | |
147 moment to realize that he was the light. He struggled with this newfound | |
148 knowledge, searching out bits and pieces, working through the jumble of chaotic | |
149 thoughts to paint a picture of just what was going on. His body slowly began to | |
150 form as his mind worked its way back from the brink. He was. He knew that now. | |
151 He existed. That was reassuring, somehow. It was nice to know that he hadn’t | |
152 simply tricked himself into believing he existed. After all, he thought, so | |
153 therefore, he was. At least, he thought that he could think. The idea confused | |
154 him further. In frustration, he discarded the notion. He knew he could spend | |
155 eternity arguing with himself, as he had done just moments before. But had that | |
156 argument been an eternity or a split second? Or had it even happened? He | |
157 couldn’t remember. He could remember the light. The light was everywhere. The | |
158 light was outside of him and within him. Within him? Yes, that was right, wasn’t | |
159 it. He slowly curled his fingers, the bright snowy moonlight shifting through | |
160 them. He could feel his legs drifting underneath him, not touching any form of | |
161 solid ground. Long, feathered wings were outstretched behind him, glowing with | |
162 their own inner light. | |
163 He looked down to see himself, to try to understand what he was, but | |
164 he could only see the blinding moonlight. He expected the brightness to carry | |
165 some form of heat with it, but it was surprisingly cold. It was the light of the full | |
166 moon. He moved experimentally, glad to know that his limbs were once again | |
167 attached. Once again? Had he been there before? Had he been himself before? | |
168 Yes, something of the sort. He was returning. He was being called back. He was... | |
169 being reawakened. Yes, something was calling him. He was waking up from a | |
170 deep slumber, brought back to fulfil the goals of his master. What goals? He | |
171 asked. But there was no answer. He frowned in the light that bathed him, still | |
172 trying to piece his inexplicable life together. So he was supposed to be here for | |
173 some reason. But what was the reason? | |
174 Slowly, memories returned to him. He waited centuries to recall | |
175 everything, reliving every moment of his previous existence. It all happened i | |
176 the blink of an eye, his life returned in a split second. And in this split infinity, he | |
177 knew who he was. He knew what he was. He knew why he was. And a cold smile | |
178 crossed his lips. Yes, it had all returned. He knew everything now. He woul | |
179 accomplish his mission for his master. All would go according to plan. Except... | |
180 Things hadn’t gone according to plan, had they? The girl wasn’t the one he was | |
181 supposed to judge. Something had gone wrong. Horribly wrong. What had | |
182 become of his master’s plan? No matter. He would quickly remedy the situation. | |
183 That was what he existed for. Soon, she would be forgotten and the master could | |
184 pretend this little fiasco never happened. They would go about with the plan | |
185 again afterwards, this time without the little problem that had popped up. He | |
186 would erase it from the pages of history. A cold grin spread over him. It was nice | |
187 to be of use again. | |
188 And with all the suddenness of a spring storm, everything was robbed | |
189 from him. His precious memory, his very existence was denied him. In another | |
190 second that lasted for all time, he felt his memories being extinguished, pulled | |
191 away from him with reckless abandon. He screamed into the night as all that he | |
192 was faded from him. “No!” he called out wordlessly. “Don’t take it away from me | |
193 Not again!” But he knew there was nothing he could do. Even the reason behind | |
194 his anger and fear disappeared. But the anger and fear remained, even as the | |
195 words unraveled in his mind. | |
196 Again, he was nothing. His mind faded, thoughts disappearing into the | |
197 void. There was nothing. The blinding moonlight disappeared. Darknes | |
198 converged around him, consuming him. And all was dark | |
199 | |
200 “Mmm...” Sonomi stretched, trying to make sure her form was in top | |
201 shape. She was all alone on the track field at the school, but she didn’t mind. Sh | |
202 was still thinking about what her mother had said the night before. It had staye | |
203 with her throughout the day, making it difficult for her to concentrate during her | |
204 classes. So she didn’t mind having some solitude for the moment. And the best | |
205 way to do that was to get in some practice with her running. That was always a | |
206 good way to get her focus on other things. You couldn’t get distracted while | |
207 running. The only thing that mattered was how fast you could go. It was always | |
208 so refreshing. It was as if she could run away from all that was bothering her, | |
209 leaving it far behind as she outdistanced it. It felt wonderful, free | |
210 The young heiress was so lost in her thoughts that she didn’t hear the | |
211 sound of approaching footsteps. She was far too busy to bother with such | |
212 things. Her mind was focused on the task at hand, everything else seeming hazy, | |
213 distant. Getting into position, Sonomi felt the track beneath her fingers, waiting in | |
214 a crouch at the starting line. Her heart beat rapidly in her chest as she anticipated | |
215 an imaginary signal. Everything around her narrowed, fading away. The only | |
216 thing that existed in this half world was the track and the wind. She had to be | |
217 focused intently on the situation, ready to start at a moment’s notice. And. That | |
218 Was. Now! | |
219 Like a shot, she was off, throwing herself forward. Every muscle in her | |
220 body worked towards one common goal, to send her hurtling forward to the | |
221 finish line. Her speed was incredible, the ten year old girl darting across the field | |
222 in a blur. Her mind didn’t have time for anything else, no time for concerns or | |
223 distractions. There was still the thrill of pulling ahead, of being the fastest. Of | |
224 being the first to reach the goal. She was almost there. It was always over so | |
225 quickly, but while she was racing it felt like a lifetime had passed. And with that, | |
226 she had passed it. | |
227 Catching her breath, the brunette slowed to a halt, her hands on her | |
228 thighs as she slumped over, catching her breath. The world slowly sprang back | |
229 into existence, as if it had merely been put on pause. Sounds filtered back to her, | |
230 sights slowly coming into focus. A sharp sound caught her ear, making her spin | |
231 around despite being out of breath. To her surprise, the assistant teacher, | |
232 Fujitaka Kinomoto, was clapping, his usual smile on his face. Sonomi stood up | |
233 quickly, trying to breath normally as she crossed her arms. She had no idea what | |
234 he was doing there, but she instantly didn’t trust him. Why wasn’t he busy | |
235 trying to steal away her Nadeshiko? Wasn’t that his hobby, after all? Well, she | |
236 had to admit that it was better that he was there than with Nadeshiko. Though | |
237 not by much. | |
238 “Nadeshiko-chan told me you were fast, Amamiya-san. I had no idea | |
239 how fast. I’m impressed,” the older man said, smiling pleasantly. The young girl | |
240 continued to stare at him, but he only smiled in response. | |
241 Smoothing down her gym uniform, Sonomi didn’t take her eyes off of | |
242 the assistant teacher, almost afraid that he would run off to find Nadeshiko if she | |
243 let down her guard. She nodded simply, her breathing slowly returning to normal. | |
244 “Hai. Nadeshiko-chan watches most of my races. I never lose. She says I’m like | |
245 the wind,” Sonomi said proudly. If Nadeshiko believed in her, then she knew | |
246 that she could do anything. With Nadeshiko’s belief, how could she fail? | |
247 “Is that so?” Fujitaka asked curiously, still smiling. “She’s such a sweet | |
248 little girl, isn’t she?” | |
249 Sonomi frowned, flustered by his comment. Of course she was a sweet | |
250 little girl. But she was Sonomi’s best friend. And the auburn haired girl wasn’t | |
251 about to give her up to some... some insect. He was beneath Nadeshiko. She | |
252 wouldn’t let him or anyone have her precious silver haired angel. | |
253 “Nadeshiko-chan is the sweetest, cutest, most beautiful girl there is. There’s no | |
254 one out there like her. She’s perfect. She has the prettiest voice and she’s always | |
255 so bright and happy and her eyes sparkle when she looks at you.” Sonomi took a | |
256 deep breath, trying to suppress the stirrings in her heart. But she always felt this | |
257 way when she started thinking about Nadeshiko. She couldn’t help but notice | |
258 how perfect her little cousin was. It was so blatantly obvious. She saw it all every | |
259 single day that they were together. She took a shuddering breath, closing her | |
260 eyes for a moment. When she opened her eyes, she had her composure back. | |
261 She couldn’t go off on a Nadeshiko tangent right now. She had to keep an eye | |
262 on the assistant teacher. Even if one was much, much more enjoyable than the | |
263 other. | |
264 “You seem to think very highly of her. You’re lucky to have a cousin | |
265 like her.” Fujitaka smiled, pushing up his glasses. “You’re right. She really is like | |
266 an angel. I almost wouldn’t be surprised if she turned out to be one.” The young | |
267 man had been more and more pleased to have met his young student. She was | |
268 incredibly odd, but he found her fascinating. And apparently, her cousin thought | |
269 so as well. They could both see that Nadeshiko was somehow special. | |
270 “She is. She just only shows her wings to me,” Sonomi replied. She felt | |
271 jealous that he would speak of her Nadeshiko that way. She had always been the | |
272 one to worship Nadeshiko like an angel. She was always the one to dwell on how | |
273 amazingly perfect Nadeshiko was. Now this man who had hurt Nadeshiko had | |
274 the gall to think the same thing. She just wanted him to stay away from her little | |
275 cousin. Nadeshiko was already accident-prone enough. Sonomi had to keep her | |
276 away from trouble. And she definitely considered him to be trouble. | |
277 Fujitaka laughed at Sonomi’s comment, nodding. “That must be very | |
278 sweet of her, then. I bet they’re very pretty. But I don’t think Nadeshiko-chan is | |
279 the type to keep things like that to herself. I think she would want to share, to | |
280 show her wings to others as well. Don’t you think?” | |
281 Clenching her fists, Sonomi could only stare at the assistant teacher for | |
282 a long moment. His question sent a tremor of anger surging through her heart. | |
283 She knew Nadeshiko better than anyone else. How could he insinuate that he | |
284 knew her better? Yet she couldn’t bring herself to agree. Yes, Nadeshiko would | |
285 probably want to share that. But Sonomi silently wished she wouldn’t. Why | |
286 wasn’t she enough for Nadeshiko? Why wasn’t it enough that she was there for | |
287 her? She was lucky enough that no one believed Nadeshiko when she told them | |
288 she had magic, believing it to be just a daydream of the perpetually dreamy girl. | |
289 Sonomi was glad that she was the only one who knew, but she wished it could | |
290 just be their secret, that Nadeshiko would be happy enough with only her auburn | |
291 haired cousin knowing. Fujitaka correcting her didn’t help matters. She could feel | |
292 her nails biting into the skin of her palms as she tried futilely to respond. She | |
293 didn’t want to agree with him, though she knew Nadeshiko well enough to know | |
294 that he was right. | |
295 Before she could answer, he continued, as if it wasn’t necessary for her | |
296 to reply. “Would you like to race, Amamiya-san? I heard you beat the quickest | |
297 on the boys’ team. You must make some very good competition.” | |
298 Without quite realizing it, Sonomi nodded. Yes, that was right. A race. | |
299 That would make this much better. She could finally beat him at something. She | |
300 could finally prove that he wasn’t better at her, that she was all Nadeshiko | |
301 needed. That sounded perfect. “Hai,” she replied. Bowing to him, she took her | |
302 place at the starting line. She would never let him near her Nadeshiko. She was a | |
303 delicate flower, and Sonomi would protect its blossoms with her all. Nadeshiko | |
304 was not something for this arrogant man to have, to ponder. She was a mystery | |
305 that Sonomi was slowly uncovering. She wouldn’t let him take her away. | |
306 Nadeshiko was her best friend, her cousin, her most precious treasure. She | |
307 wouldn’t let him or anyone else interfere. | |
308 “All right. On three,” Fujitaka stated, slowly taking his place. He smiled | |
309 over at the younger girl, his glasses glinting. She simply looked straight forward, | |
310 waiting. He could tell she was ready to give her all. It would be an interesting | |
311 race. Smiling, he looked forward himself. | |
312 “One.” The two prepared for the inevitable race awaiting them. “Two.” | |
313 Sonomi’s heart pounded in her chest as she waited anxiously for their duel to | |
314 begin. “Three.” And they were both off. | |
315 Never before had Sonomi forced herself to go as fast as she did. Every | |
316 ounce of her being burned, pushing every forward. The only thing in her mind | |
317 was the goal. She had to reach the goal. It was waiting for her. Nadeshiko was | |
318 waiting for her. She had to show that he wasn’t better than her at everything. She | |
319 had to reach it. She had to be the fastest. Her vision was nonexistent with the | |
320 single exception of the thin strip signifying the finish line. The assistant teacher | |
321 and the young track star were both propelled by awesome forces towards their | |
322 objective. It might as well have been Nadeshiko waiting for them rather than the | |
323 finish line, intense passions stirring to push the two ever faster. | |
324 To Sonomi’s astonishment, she still hadn’t pulled ahead of Fujitaka. By | |
325 now in most races, she had pulled far ahead of the pack. But she was still side by | |
326 side with him. Her heart pounded feriously, her body trying to force itself to go | |
327 even faster. But it was giving all it had. She was pushing herself as fast as she | |
328 could go. She kept towards the goal, trying to will herself to reach it first. Her | |
329 whole being tried to grip onto it, tried to give her that last bit of energy. | |
330 Somehow, she found it. With a trill in her heart, as sweet as Nadeshiko’s | |
331 singsong voice, Sonomi managed to speed up, throwing her last bit into the final | |
332 seconds of the race. It was all she had, every last ounce of energy inside of her. | |
333 But she had to win. For Nadeshiko-chan. | |
334 To Sonomi’s horror, Fujitaka began to pull ahead, moving past her. | |
335 Even with her last burst of strength, it wasn’t enough. It was like some cruel joke, | |
336 her final boost pushing her across the finish line right after him. The world | |
337 refused to come back to her this time, her weary body slowly collapsing to her | |
338 knees. The world around her continued to stay a blurry, surreal nightmare, | |
339 nothing else appearing. But she didn’t care. Nothing else mattered. She had lost. | |
340 It didn’t matter who you were when you raced. It only mattered that you were the | |
341 fastest. And Sonomi Amamiya, a girl who had long been the fastest, no longer | |
342 was. The dirt beneath her irritated her legs, but it didn’t seem to matter. She | |
343 couldn’t get the strength to get back up. | |
344 “That was a good race, Amamiya-san. You did a great job,” Fujitaka | |
345 complimented, smiling to the younger girl as he caught his breath. She didn’t | |
346 meet his eye. In fact, she didn’t even seem to see him. He watched her for a | |
347 moment, before stepping back towards the classrooms. “I’ll tell Nadeshiko-chan | |
348 you’re out here if I see her, Amamiya-san,” he called back over his shoulder, still | |
349 smiling. He felt much better now that he’d been able to get some exercise. Now | |
350 back to grading tests! | |
351 Sonomi didn’t hear him. She was too distraught, too broken by her loss. | |
352 How could she have lost to him? How could he have beaten her? She had tried | |
353 so hard! But even then, it wasn’t enough. She hadn’t been able to win, after all. | |
354 She had always been the fastest, but it hadn’t meant anything against him. | |
355 Balling up her fists, she hit them again and again into the dirt until her knuckles | |
356 cried out in pain. Angry, bitter tears fell into the dust bellow, falling onto her | |
357 hands. She’d wanted so badly to beat him, to show that he wasn’t better than her | |
358 at everything. To show that she could take care of Nadeshiko. She had been | |
359 racing for Nadeshiko, to win for her. To beat him for her sake. Even if it hadn’t | |
360 been stated, she had been the reason they were racing, the rivalry behind it. And | |
361 she had failed. | |
362 “Nadeshiko-chan..” Sonomi got out in a pained sob. Her dirty hands | |
363 came up to her face, smearing some along her cheeks as she rubbed angrily at her | |
364 tears. It wasn’t fair! It wasn’t right! She should have won! Nothing ever worked | |
365 with him. He was slowly trying to take her Nadeshiko away. And then she would | |
366 be all alone, without the most important thing in her life. And she’d just failed to | |
367 beat him at the one thing that she was the best at. What good was she if she | |
368 couldn’t even do that? How could she possibly hope to protect Nadeshiko-chan | |
369 that way? She had always been the fastest. And he had taken that away from her. | |
370 Would Nadeshiko be next? A cold chill settled throughout her battered soul, | |
371 weighing her down like a heavy cloak. | |
372 “Sonomi-chan~!” Nadeshiko called, wandering about slowly, her eyes | |
373 following every trace of springtime beauty that she happened to cross. Her lazy | |
374 beeline eventually took her towards the field where Sonomi practiced track. Just | |
375 where Fujitaka had told her that her cousin was waiting. She giggled to herself as | |
376 she watched some ants scurrying about a few bread crumbs. “Busy, busy, busy. | |
377 You should have some fun, sometimes, too,” she suggested before moving on. | |
378 She finally caught sight of her auburn haired friend sitting in the field, collapsed | |
379 in the dirt. Nadeshiko tilted her head to the side, dark hair spilling across her | |
380 shoulder. “Sonomi-chan! Hi, Sonomi-chan! Guess what? I just found this really | |
381 cute..” Nadeshiko trailed off, her smile replaced with a curious look. | |
382 “Sonomi-chan?” Was Sonomi crying? Had something happened to her? | |
383 “Sonomi-chan?” she asked again, closing the distance between them. | |
384 The auburn haired girl looked up quickly, wiping at her eyes quickly, | |
385 struggling to see through her tear blurred vision. She could see a pale angel | |
386 growing ever closer, a curious, worried look on her face. “Nadeshiko-chan..” | |
387 Sonomi got out, wiping more desperately at her eyes. She couldn’t let Nadeshiko | |
388 see her like this. How could she explain it? What could she say? Pushing herself | |
389 to her feet on pained muscles, Sonomi hurried away from her oncoming cousin, | |
390 trying to escape the pain and her tears. She had to get away. To think. To cry. | |
391 “Sonomi-chan?” Nadeshiko asked to her cousin’s retreating form. She | |
392 came to a halt where Sonomi had been, watching after her as the other girl ran off. | |
393 What had happened? What had hurt her cousin so terribly? Kneeling down, | |
394 Nadeshiko ran her fingertip through the teardrops in the dirt. “Poor | |
395 Sonomi-chan.. Please don’t cry,” she whispered. Nadeshiko sat in the dirt, her | |
396 skirt spread out around her. She looked at her dirty, tear streaked finger. The | |
397 image of Sonomi, hunched over and in tears played through her mind. Sonomi | |
398 had always been her best friend. It made her feel terrible to see her cousin in | |
399 tears. And she didn’t know what to do about it. She couldn’t even find Sonomi | |
400 to make her feel better. Sniffling, Nadeshiko began to cry. | |
401 | |
402 “Damn it!” Sonomi punched the locker, her injured knuckles burning at | |
403 the contact. Her head slumped against the locker with an audible ‘clang’. She | |
404 slowly turned around, sliding down the locker. Her legs hurt too much to keep | |
405 standing. Her heart hurt too much to think. She just wanted to sit there until it all | |
406 went away. But she knew she couldn’t do that. She had to fight. She had to do | |
407 something. She had to do anything. But she couldn’t figure out what. Rubbing at | |
408 her eyes with her palms, she let out a wet sob. She hated him. She hated him for | |
409 ever meeting Nadeshiko, for ever hitting her in the head with the softball. She | |
410 hated him for coming to the school, becoming a part of Nadeshiko’s life. She | |
411 hated him for pulling Nadeshiko away during her race with Terrada. She hated | |
412 him for beating her at what she was best at. She hated him for trying to take | |
413 Nadeshiko away. Even if she knew that was silly, that she shouldn’t believe such | |
414 a stupid thing, she couldn’t help it. It felt like he was trying to take her place with | |
415 Nadeshiko. And even though he had hurt Nadeshiko, the angelic silver haired | |
416 girl didn’t mind at all. She was happy to be his friend. And that frightened | |
417 Sonomi. She wanted to protect Nadeshiko, but she didn’t always know how. She | |
418 wanted to keep those boys from hurting her, from snagging her away. But now | |
419 she didn’t even know if she could. | |
420 “Owww..” Sonomi winced as she got to her feet, her hand resting | |
421 against the cold metal of her locker. With slow, lifeless fingers, she began to | |
422 open it. She had to get dressed, to change clothes. She would need to be ready | |
423 to go home. But for the most part, she simply wanted a distraction. What could | |
424 she say to Nadeshiko? What was she supposed to do about Fujitaka? None of it | |
425 had any easy answers. Right now, she just wanted to curl up in bed and cry | |
426 herself to sleep. For once she was glad that Nadeshiko didn’t live at her house. | |
427 Nadeshiko would certainly want to talk to her, and she didn’t know if she could | |
428 face the other girl at the moment. She couldn’t even face herself. She felt | |
429 miserable, a failure. And it was all his fault. | |
430 Something caught Sonomi’s eye from the back of the locker, glittering | |
431 faintly in the sterile light of the locker room. Reaching in, the young heiress | |
432 pulled out a small pendant shaped like a sword. “What’s this supposed to be? | |
433 Did Nadeshiko-chan put it in here?” Sighing, Sonomi held it in her hand. She | |
434 would have to talk to Nadeshiko, wouldn’t she? Otherwise she would only make | |
435 Nadeshiko worry. And she couldn’t bear to hurt her dear cousin. Closing her | |
436 locker, she looked back down at the pendant. Yeah, she couldn’t leave her sweet | |
437 cousin waiting. But before she could take another step, the little broach came | |
438 alive, light splashing through the room. | |
439 | |
440 Nadeshiko cried softly, shaking her head against the offers of | |
441 assistance, Her hands lay in her lap, her small shoulders shaking with each sob. | |
442 She didn’t know where Sonomi was or what was going on or even why she had | |
443 been crying. She kept seeing Sonomi crying in her mind, filling her own tears. It | |
444 was too sad for Sonomi to have to be crying. | |
445 “It’s all right, Nadeshiko-chan,” Fujitaka said soothingly, trying to | |
446 comfort his pupil. “Please, just tell me what’s wrong. I’ll help however I can.” But | |
447 try as he might, he couldn’t coax anything other than ‘Sonomi-chan’ out of the | |
448 pale girl. Whatever it was, she seemed to be taking it pretty hard. She hadn’t | |
449 stopped crying since he had spotted her and he had no idea how long she had | |
450 been crying before that. Something glinted, catching his eye. “You see? She’s | |
451 right there. Your cousin is just fine,” he promised, smiling. | |
452 Nadeshiko wiped at her eyes quickly, breaking out into a relieved smile | |
453 when she saw Sonomi walking towards them. Getting to her feet, Nadeshiko | |
454 quickly ran towards her cousin, her arms open. “Sonomi-chan!” She felt much | |
455 better now. It was enough to see that Sonomi was no longer crying. She giggled | |
456 happily as she raced towards the auburn haired girl. But something was wrong. | |
457 She slowed as she approached Sonomi. The taller girl was holding onto some | |
458 type of sword, her eyes looking unfocused. Sonomi didn’t even seem to | |
459 recognize her. “Sonomi-chan?” Nadeshiko asked. Sonomi didn’t even look at her, | |
460 instead looking at Fujitaka as he approached. Now that confused Nadeshiko. | |
461 Sonomi always liked to look at her. She always got Sonomi’s full attention. So | |
462 why would she suddenly not have it? Something felt wrong about all this. It was | |
463 like Sonomi wasn’t Sonomi. But how could she not be Sonomi? Unless it was | |
464 someone using Sonomi. | |
465 “Are you all right, Amamiya-san? Your cousin was very worried about | |
466 you. She was crying about you. But it seems like everything’s fine now,” Fujitaka | |
467 stated, smiling to the two younger girls. He was glad that problem was over with. | |
468 He couldn’t stand to see the poor silver haired girl in tears. At least that problem | |
469 was over. He felt so relieved. | |
470 Nadeshiko watched Sonomi for a moment. It finally fitted into place as | |
471 she watched the hand with the sword move. “Sonomi-chan!” Nadeshiko stepped | |
472 in front of Sonomi, but it was too late. Sonomi was faster than she was. The | |
473 auburn haired girl lunged forward, the sword tip glinting as it drove into | |
474 Fujitaka’s side. Crimson rain lit the sky for a split second, some of it landing on | |
475 Nadeshiko’s face while the rest spattered on the grass. For that long moment of | |
476 silence, Nadeshiko watched the red droplets, amazed at how beautiful the blood | |
477 was, as if it were some of the paint left over from God’s paintbrush. It all felt | |
478 surreal. She could see herself next to Sonomi, the other girl’s eyes clouded over, | |
479 their normal depth missing. She could see the blood before her. She could see | |
480 Fujitaka with the tip of the sword in his side. | |
481 And everything started up again. “Sonomi-chan! Kinomoto-sensei!” | |
482 Nadeshiko called out, running to her teacher’s aid. The older man stumbled back. | |
483 Luckily, the blow had only been the tip of the sword. He was bleeding, but he | |
484 could still move. Sonomi was moving swiftly, like some jungle cat intent on it’s | |
485 prey. She was circling, waiting for another chance. | |
486 “Run, Nadeshiko-chan! You need to get out of here!” Fujitaka yelled, | |
487 his eyes never leaving his magically possessed student. He winced painfully as | |
488 he held his side. It hadn’t been deep, but it still hurt. He saw Sonomi coming | |
489 closer again, sword raised. To his surprise, Nadeshiko once again got in the way. | |
490 “Watch out!” Grabbing Nadeshiko, he yanked her out of the way. Sonomi used | |
491 that moment to duck towards him, slashing again. | |
492 “Jump!” Nadeshiko called, her staff striking the Card. As Sonomi | |
493 slashed ever closer, she managed to jump back, pushing Fujitaka with her. She | |
494 kept hopping backwards, out of Sonomi’s range. But he was heavy, and she | |
495 couldn’t keep it up for long. She waited near the fence, trying to catch her breath | |
496 Fujitaka watched in astonishment at the silver haired girl. What was | |
497 this? Magic? He had the sense not to ask about it. Now was definitely not the | |
498 time. Looking back up, he saw Sonomi once again barreling towards them. He | |
499 barely had time to throw himself into Nadeshiko, pushing her away as Sonomi | |
500 slashed through the fence. “Nadeshiko-chan, you have to get out of here. I’ll | |
501 distract her.” | |
502 Nadeshiko shook her head quickly, squirming away from her teacher’s | |
503 grasp. “No! I can’t leave Sonomi-chan!” She smiled a faint smile, clutching her | |
504 staff tightly. “Don’t worry. She won’t hurt me. Sonomi-chan would never hurt | |
505 me.” Pushing away from Fujitaka, Nadeshiko ran towards her cousin. | |
506 “Nadeshiko-chan!” Fujitaka called out. He collapsed in pain, unable to | |
507 follow her. He watched, mortified as Nadeshiko raced towards her sword wielding | |
508 friend. He was helpless to stop her. | |
509 Sonomi watched as Nadeshiko came ever closer. She raised the sword, | |
510 still ready to attack. Her eyes focused past Nadeshiko, to the wounded man back | |
511 behind her. She ran towards the oncoming Cardcaptor, ducking to the side and | |
512 past Nadeshiko, still headed for Fujitaka. | |
513 Whirling around, Nadeshiko watched, stunned, as Sonomi kept right on | |
514 towards their teacher. She had expected Sonomi to stop before her. She could | |
515 only watch, unable to reach the other girl in time. “Sonomi-chan!” she yelled after | |
516 her, her voice pleading. She had to be able to reach Sonomi. Even if that sword | |
517 was using her cousin, Sonomi had to be in there somewhere. She just needed to | |
518 bring her out. | |
519 Sonomi stopped before Fujitaka, pulling the sword above her head to | |
520 swipe him in half. Fujitaka just watched her through his glasses, waiting. He | |
521 couldn’t move enough to get out of the way in time. He could only watch and | |
522 wait. With that, Sonomi brought the sword down towards him. He closed his | |
523 eyes as the blade fell, waiting for the pain to follow. But aside from the pain in his | |
524 side, he still seemed to be in one piece. A clang reverberated inches in front of | |
525 his face. Blinking, he found a traditional fan right in front of him, holding back | |
526 Sonomi’s blade. Barely. He forced himself to move, crawling away along the | |
527 fence. He had to get Nadeshiko so they could get out of there. | |
528 The girl who had blocked Sonomi’s strike watched her carefully, her fan | |
529 still pressed tightly against Sonomi’s. Leaping back, she landed on the grass, her | |
530 curious weapon still held at the ready. She wore a strange costume, looking | |
531 exotic amidst the two girls in their school uniforms. “Get out of here. I’ll handle | |
532 this,” she said to Nadeshiko, not bothering to look at the Cardcaptor. There were | |
533 more pressing matters. | |
534 Nadeshiko shook her head quickly. “No, I can’t! She’s my best friend! | |
535 She needs my help!” She didn’t know who the new girl was, but she could feel | |
536 very strong magic coming from her. Her attention went back to Sonomi. She was | |
537 worried that the new girl might hurt her if they fought for long. There had to be | |
538 something else she could do. Did this have something to do with why Sonomi | |
539 was crying earlier? Is that how the Clow Card found her? She wanted to help the | |
540 Card, too, but she was much more concerned about Sonomi. She didn’t want | |
541 anything bad to happen to her big cousin. Sonomi was always looking out for | |
542 her. The thought of the brunette getting hurt by all this was horrifying. | |
543 The new arrival tried to size up the situation. She was lucky enough to | |
544 have foreseen this. Her dream had told her bits and pieces of this. But she hadn’t | |
545 gotten there in time to stop it. She had been hoping to keep it from escalating to | |
546 this point. As it was, it didn’t seem like the Cardcaptor was keeping a very good | |
547 handle on things. At least she had gotten there in time to save the man. Now she | |
548 could put a stop to all this and go about her business. To her surprise, Sonomi | |
549 came charging at her. She managed to block the first blow, dodging the next. | |
550 Whoever the girl was that was possessed by the Sword, she had more than the | |
551 Sword’s expert fencing. She had quite a lot of strength and speed as well. She | |
552 moved beautifully, almost like a dancer. Each movement was fluid, graceful. She | |
553 was impressed. And despite her parries, she could feel each blow through her | |
554 fan. This girl obviously kept physically fit. If only she had studied up more on | |
555 her martial arts, this wouldn’t be such a problem. But then, she doubted even | |
556 that would have given her the physical prowess of the other girl. She would have | |
557 to settle for her magic. Which should be more than enough to handle the | |
558 situation. She blocked another blow, searching her mind for the proper spell to | |
559 bring this to an abrupt end. Another thrust ducked low, slipping near her hand. | |
560 With a flick of her wrist, Sonomi disarmed the young mage. The mage watched in | |
561 shock as her fan tumbled end over end, landing at her feet. All magic spells were | |
562 suddenly forgotten as she stared into the cloudy blue eyes of her attacker. It | |
563 wasn’t supposed to go this way. She was supposed to catch the Cards, not be | |
564 done in by them. This was all wrong. She hadn’t foreseen this at all. Her mind | |
565 desperately tried to sort out what had gone wrong, as she told herself again and | |
566 again that this couldn’t happen, that she wouldn’t be able to die because she | |
567 hadn’t seen it beforehand. She stared at Sonomi, disbelieving as the brunette | |
568 thrust forward. It wasn’t supposed to end like this. She wasn’t supposed to.. A | |
569 halo of silvery gray hair blocked her vision all of the sudden. | |
570 “Sonomi-chan!” Nadeshiko stood in front of the young mage, her arms | |
571 out. The sword came flying towards her, aimed right for her head. Nadeshiko | |
572 stood and waited, her emerald eyes searching Sonomi’s cloudy blue ones, | |
573 searching for any indication of her cousin. She knew Sonomi had to be in there | |
574 somewhere. She just had to find her. The blade stopped, inches from her head. | |
575 Sonomi just watched her for a long moment, unable to hurt her little cousin. The | |
576 sword slowly fell from her hand, clattering to the grass below. “Sonomi-chan!” | |
577 Nadeshiko yelled happily, rushing to Sonomi. She hugged the auburn haired girl | |
578 tightly. Her exhausted cousin collapsed against her, sending them both to their | |
579 knees in the grass. “Sonomi-chan!” She laughed joyously, pulling Sonomi as | |
580 close as she could. She felt so relieved, so happy. Sonomi was all right. | |
581 “I.. Thank you,” the new girl said, bowing to Nadeshiko. “You saved my | |
582 life, almost at the expense of your own. I’ll always remember that.” She watched | |
583 the two cousins hugging in the grass curiously, a bit surprised at what she saw | |
584 in the Cardcaptor. She had been expecting something else. Something a little | |
585 more akin to Clow Reed, perhaps. Not some silly schoolgirl. But the girl had | |
586 saved her life nonetheless. | |
587 Nadeshiko shook her head, smiling brightly. “I knew Sonomi-chan | |
588 wouldn’t hurt me. She couldn’t. She’s too busy trying to keep everything else | |
589 from hurting me. That’s why I knew she wouldn’t let the Clow Card that was | |
590 using her hurt me.” | |
591 The young mage nodded thoughtfully. Looking down, she prodded the | |
592 Sword Card with her foot. “You should seal this before it can cause anymore | |
593 trouble.” | |
594 “Un,” Nadeshiko replied, nodding against Sonomi. The other girl was | |
595 still weak against her, not even fully conscious. But she was safe. And that was | |
596 the important thing. Pulling up her staff, Nadeshiko looked at the Sword. “You | |
597 really need to be more careful, Ms. Clow Card. You could have really hurt | |
598 someone tonight. So I’m going to take you home with me, all right? You can make | |
599 a lot of friends there, I promise. Return to your true form, Clow Card!” Bringing | |
600 the staff down, the Sword disappeared, only to be replaced by a small orange | |
601 brown card with a sword on it. | |
602 “Don’t worry about your friend. She’ll be fine with a little rest. She | |
603 won’t remember any of the time she was under the influence of the Sword. But | |
604 what about him?” The mage gestured back towards Fujitaka. | |
605 “I’ll be fine. I’m just glad you two are all right. I guess you really do | |
606 only show your wings to Sonomi-san.” Fujitaka winced as he came forward, still | |
607 holding his side. He was amazed that Nadeshiko was a magical girl, but somehow | |
608 it seemed fitting. He didn’t want to make her tell him all the details. That was all | |
609 part of her life. He was glad for his glimpse of it, though. Did it have something to | |
610 do with that strange book he’d given her? It seemed so. It was strange that | |
611 something he’d barely thought about had such drastic repercussions. But at | |
612 least everything had worked out. | |
613 “Arigato, Kinomoto-sensei!” Nadeshiko replied, smiling. He returned | |
614 the smile, though he still looked a little pale. “And thank you..” Nadeshiko turned | |
615 to thank the young mage who had helped them, but found that she was already | |
616 gone. Nadeshiko glanced around for her, but there was no sign that she had ever | |
617 been there at all. Shrugging off the thought, Nadeshiko went back to hugging | |
618 Sonomi. She felt one of Sonomi’s hands slowly rubbing her back, up and down. | |
619 “Sonomi-chan!” | |
620 “Nadeshiko-chan...” Sonomi replied, her mind still hazy. How did she | |
621 get there? What had happened? Where was she? She sighed softly, resting her | |
622 weary head on Nadeshiko’s soft shoulder. It felt so nice. She could smell the | |
623 sweet scent of Nadeshiko’s hair against her. She breathed deeply, her aching | |
624 body relaxing. Her earlier worries and pain were forgotten. Only half broken | |
625 fragments of her earlier thoughts floated through her mind. One of them brushed | |
626 past her heart, making her want to hold on tightly to Nadeshiko and to never let | |
627 go. She wrapped both arms around her cousin’s waist, resting against her. “I’ll | |
628 always protect you, Nadeshiko-chan,” she whispered tiredly. | |
629 Nadeshiko kissed the side of her head, smiling. “I know, Sonomi-chan. | |
630 I’ve always known. And thank you. It makes me happy to know that | |
631 Sonomi-chan will always be there to rescue me.” | |
632 Sonomi blushed at Nadeshiko’s words, feeling her cousin’s fingers | |
633 rubbing the back of her head. She couldn’t bring herself to move outside of | |
634 Nadeshiko’s embrace, not that she would want to even if she did have the | |
635 strength. The two sat together for quite some time, Nadeshiko enjoying the | |
636 wonders of the life around them and right next to her, and Sonomi simply | |
637 enjoying the wonders that lay in Nadeshiko. | |
638 | |
639 The image of the two girls rippled and then disappeared as the young | |
640 mage ran her fingers through the water. This was certainly interesting. It | |
641 appeared that things wouldn’t be so simple after all. A small smile crossed her | |
642 lips as she trailed her fingertips through the water. At least her time while | |
643 capturing the Cards wouldn’t be boring. She had the feeling that it would be | |
644 anything but. | |
645 “Are you done with your bath, miss?” a voice asked from outside the | |
646 bathroom. | |
647 “Almost, Wei. I’ll be out in just a minute,” she called, letting herself sink | |
648 lower in the warm water. | |
649 “I’ll leave your clothes out on your bed, miss. Be sure to get to bed | |
650 early. You have a rather big day ahead of you.” | |
651 The girl sighed softly, nodding. “Yes, I know. A very big day.” Sliding | |
652 back into the water, she let it surround her. A big day, indeed. After all, what | |
653 could be bigger than the day when one takes over the job of Cardcaptor? | |
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