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1 There was no feeling of joy in the dark haired girl's senses afterwards. | |
2 Tomoyo spent the entire evening inside her room and refused human contact | |
3 from anyone else in the house. She laid down on top of her bed with her | |
4 head embedded in her pillow. She began to weep as her sobs were muffled by | |
5 the thick cushion. There was no way for her to understand why Sakura | |
6 rejected her without any clear motive. Tomoyo couldn't stop thinking about | |
7 why things went wrong for her. She lifted her head up and glanced across | |
8 the room at the camcorder. She had recorded many images with it and had | |
9 captured many memories, but the subject of a vast majority of those | |
10 memories was Sakura. Whether it was getting footage of the capture of a | |
11 Clow Card, or taking shots while walking through the park, Tomoyo would | |
12 always playback anything that had her best friend in it. The thought of | |
13 Sakura use to shine a beacon of joy within Tomoyo's heart, but tonight, | |
14 sadness was the only feeling that rested in her heart. Tomoyo didn't think | |
15 she would ever watch any of her videos again, or even use the camcorder | |
16 again. The dark haired girl placed her head on her pillow and cried as | |
17 heartache overtook her senses. | |
18 > | |
19 > The whole situation was still confusing for Sakura. After spending | |
20 almost an entire day's time thinking about it, Sakura decided to do some | |
21 rollerblading to clear her head. But gliding down the sidewalk in the | |
22 early afternoon didn't make any difference. 'What did she mean by it?' | |
23 Sakura thought to herself. 'And why did she do it? I still don't | |
24 understand.' Sakura fully understood Tomoyo's intention for writing the | |
25 letter, what she didn't understand was how it could be natural for Tomoyo | |
26 to feel that way. 'Was she just joking about it? Hmm...no, that's | |
27 probably not it. She wouldn't have done anything like that to me. But how | |
28 could she say all that and mean it?' As Sakura continued skating, her | |
29 thoughts went to what was actually said in Tomoyo's letter. Sakura | |
30 recalled the feelings of emotion that the letter tried to convey. She | |
31 didn't think much of it at first, but the more she thought about it, the | |
32 more she related it to all of the moments she was with Tomoyo. She thought | |
33 about all of the times that Tomoyo looked up to her and gave her support | |
34 when she was a card captor. She thought about the times when the two of | |
35 them would just hand out together. The one thing that Sakura rememberd the | |
36 most about Tomoyo was the way she looked at her. Tomoyo's eyes were always | |
37 full of cheerfulness and affection, and now that Sakura had read the | |
38 letter, she understood why Tomoyo always had that look of affection. The | |
39 brown haired girl's thoughts began to effect how fast she was moving on her | |
40 rollerblades. Her speed decreased until she came to a stop at a street | |
41 corner. As Sakura stood motionless, she thought about how much Tomoyo | |
42 cared for her, about how much her heart went out to Sakura. Then her mind | |
43 went back to how she treated Tomoyo the other day, the way she abandoned | |
44 her best friend without telling her how she felt. She was beginning to get | |
45 mad at herself for reacting that way and she was starting to imagine how | |
46 Tomoyo was feeling about all of this. Sakura was afraid of committing the | |
47 crime she hoped never to commit, breaking the feelings of her best friend. | |
48 Tomoyo's bright smile was something that the brown haired girl loved to see | |
49 and it got to her that she might not see it again. But as guilt was making | |
50 its way into the girl, another feeling came in that was even stronger. The | |
51 feelings that Sakurta had for Tomoyo were tremendous. Sakura had always | |
52 felt that she wanted to help out her friend if she felt sad or worried. | |
53 Her desire to help was greater than it had ever been, even while she knew | |
54 that she was the cause of the problem. It was now she realized that she | |
55 cared about her friend so much, that she loved her. This new discovery | |
56 shocked Sakura as well as added to her confusion. It was hard for her to | |
57 think that she could feel that strongly toward another girl. There was | |
58 nothing that seemed logical in the situation that Sakura was in. The brown | |
59 haired girl was lost in the thoughts of her mind until she heard something | |
60 approach. As she looked forward to see what brought her back to reality, | |
61 she saw that a black car was coming down the street. It didn't take Sakura | |
62 long to recognize the vehicle. "That's Tomoyo's car," she said. As the | |
63 car passed her, Sakura was able to get a good look inside. Sakura noticed | |
64 the driver and Tomoyo's bodyguards and, for a brief instant, saw that | |
65 Tomoyo was riding along with them. But it was the expression on Tomoyo's | |
66 face that got Sakura's attention. The dark haired girl had her head hung | |
67 low with a lok of utter depression. It was obvious to Sakura how her | |
68 friend felt as the car drove by. Sakura watched until the vehicle was out | |
69 of sight. The girl became concerned over what she had seen. But even as | |
70 she felt sorry for her best friend, she cringed after seeing the results of | |
71 her actions firsthand. |