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1 Learning to Fly Chapter Four | |
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3 The Amazoness Duo | |
4 and | |
5 G.P. | |
6 amazonessduo@hotmail.com | |
7 pearsong1954@yahoo.com | |
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11 "Where is he?" Sakura whined, hugging herself in an attempt to fight | |
12 off the cold evening that was settling in. "He's always late. It's | |
13 because he works so much. How does Yukito put up with him?" the | |
14 brunette asked, turning to her elegantly dressed friend. As usual, | |
15 Sakura thought Tomoyo put her to shame. Though they'd both dressed up | |
16 for dinner, Tomoyo's lavender ensemble seemed more refined than | |
17 Sakura's more simple green dress. Her pale friend was absolutely | |
18 gorgeous. Sakura's heart raced at the memory of helping Tomoyo braid | |
19 her beautiful dark tresses before they left. Momentarily forgetting | |
20 her complaints, the Cardmistress could only stop and stare. She shot | |
21 an angry look at two older boys who were gawking at Tomoyo, stepping | |
22 closer to the shorter girl protectively. Ignoring most of the stares | |
23 that came her way, with the obvious exception of Sakura's glances, | |
24 Tomoyo smiled. "Yukito-san must have boundless patience, then." The | |
25 occasion for the night's outing was a dinner with Sakura's brother | |
26 and his boyfriend, the object of Sakura's childhood affection. Now | |
27 that Sakura no longer lived with her brother, his busy lifestyle made | |
28 it hard to stay in touch with him. Little things like going out for | |
29 dinner helped keep them close. | |
30 | |
31 "You must be even more patient than Yuki if you can somehow put up | |
32 with the monster," Touya deadpanned from behind the two girls, his | |
33 white haired lover in tow. | |
34 | |
35 "I'm not a little girl! You can't call me a monster anymore!" Sakura | |
36 argued, clenching her fists and shaking them at the imposing image of | |
37 her tall, dark haired brother. | |
38 | |
39 The tall man shrugged. "If it looks like a monster and acts like a | |
40 monster...""It's good to see you both again," Yukito cut in, smiling | |
41 pleasantly at the younger girls. | |
42 | |
43 Lightening up visibly, Sakura smiled and nodded in agreement. "It's | |
44 good to see you, too.""Now she's calm. Let's get something to eat | |
45 before she snaps again," Touya suggested, pushing the restaurant door | |
46 open. Harumphing, Sakura led Tomoyo past Touya and into the warmth of | |
47 the restaurant beyond. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ | |
48 | |
49 The restaurant was spacious but crowded. The group of four sat in a | |
50 back corner, a myriad sampling of food spread out before them. "Too | |
51 bad Kero-chan's not here. He'd love this," Sakura mused, reaching | |
52 over with her chopsticks indecisively. So much food. It was difficult | |
53 to decide where to begin."Yuki will be sure to eat enough for him, | |
54 too," Touya promised, watching some of the food before him disappear | |
55 thanks to his ever hungry boyfriend. | |
56 | |
57 "What have you been doing lately, onii-chan?" Chestnut hair fell to | |
58 one side as Sakura tilted her head curiously. "I haven't seen you on | |
59 campus much. I hoped I'd get to see more of you.""He's been working | |
60 mostly. When he's not in class, he's at work. You know Touya. He has | |
61 to keep busy or he's not happy," Yukito replied between mouthfuls. | |
62 "Onii-chan is ever happy?" Sakura asked, blinking incredulously. "I | |
63 thought that was impossible." She couldn't help but smile as Tomoyo | |
64 giggled beside her. "You always look so grumpy.""I'm plenty happy. | |
65 It's better than being so excitable. You end up crying over the | |
66 simplest things or you're excited over the tiniest details. I'd | |
67 rather just sail smoothly through everything," Touya countered."But | |
68 it's cute that Sakura-chan's so excitable! It means everything she | |
69 encounters affects her in some way. She's so emotive. That's why it's | |
70 so much fun to watch her." Sighing dreamily, Tomoyo cast her eyes on | |
71 Sakura, watching her friend blush and fumble with her napkin. Sakura | |
72 was always so cute when she was embarrassed. And if Syaoran wasn't | |
73 going to be around to embarrass her, then it was Tomoyo's duty to get | |
74 a blush on Sakura's cheeks whenever possible. Hoping to change the | |
75 subject, Sakura looked up at her brother. "So... ummm... What jobs | |
76 are you working this week? You're not going ot have to run off to | |
77 wait tables in a minute, are you?" | |
78 | |
79 Touya shook his head, sipping some tea before replying. "No, I don't | |
80 work here. It's just a nice restaurant. Yuki and I came here to | |
81 celebrate some things a while back. I'm working at a bar now.""A | |
82 bar?" Sakura repeated. | |
83 | |
84 "He's a bartender there. He's getting pretty good at it, too," | |
85 Yukito answered. "I'll go just to watch him make the drinks. He has | |
86 very nimble hands.""So does Sakura-chan." Taking one of Sakura's | |
87 hands in her own, Tomoyo let her fingers trace over Sakura's creamy | |
88 skin. She could tell Sakura's blush worsened, but the other girl | |
89 didn't pull her hand away. Smiling, Tomoyo continued to caress | |
90 Sakura's hand. To the heiress's surprise, Sakura's fingers curled | |
91 around her own, holding on warmly. Her heart swooned at the | |
92 feeling.Raising an eyebrow, Touya watched the two girls for a moment. | |
93 "I'm so glad you finally started dating Tomoyo. She's much better for | |
94 you than the brat ever was. I've been waiting for you two to get | |
95 together since you were kids. It was so obvious."Sakura's faint blush | |
96 escalated to near crimson. "Obvious? But..."Touya nodded, | |
97 interrupting. "Very obvious. How you were always blushing around her | |
98 and getting moony about things. I'm surprised it took you so | |
99 long."Simply watching the exchange, Tomoyo continued to nibble on her | |
100 food. This was certainly interesting. "But we're not dating..." | |
101 Sakura got out at last, her heart pounding. Why did the mention of | |
102 them dating get her so excited? Why was her heart beating so fast? | |
103 Hoe... Why was this all so confusing? Touya's eyes were still staring | |
104 in her direction. She followed his gaze to her hand, still | |
105 interlocked with Tomoyo's. Pulling her hand away in a hurry, she | |
106 placed both hands on her lap, staring at her plate. Stupid Touya. Why | |
107 did he have to mention anything? It felt so nice to hold Tomoyo's | |
108 hand like that. | |
109 | |
110 "Oh..." Touya rolled this news over for a moment in his head before | |
111 continuing. "So you are still dating the brat?""Yeah..." Sakura | |
112 responded, still staring at the table. Why was that answer so | |
113 dissatisfying to say? It didn't hold the magic it once did, and none | |
114 of the excitement that even her denial of a relationship with Tomoyo | |
115 had held. Syaoran was overseas. He was her boyfriend. She felt safe | |
116 with him. But Tomoyo... A surge of emotions came at the thought of | |
117 her friend, the thoughts exciting and delicious and terrifying all at | |
118 once. Tomoyo made her feel so alive. So warm. So loved. It was such a | |
119 completely different feeling from the relative safety that Syaoran | |
120 offered. | |
121 | |
122 Tomoyo was her best friend. Syaoran was her boyfriend. So why | |
123 couldn't she be happy with the way things were? That question haunted | |
124 her throughout the rest of the dinner. | |
125 | |
126 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ | |
127 | |
128 The cold night air blanketed the dark haired pair, a stark contrast | |
129 to the warmth held inside the restaurant. Keeping an eye on the | |
130 fragile seeming heiress, Touya offered his jacket. Smiling, she | |
131 accepted gratefully, sliding her arms into the protective warmth of | |
132 the much too large coat. She was absolutely stunning, a beautiful | |
133 princess shimmering under the glow of the moonlight. The years had | |
134 been kind on the Daidouji girl. At one time Touya had considered her | |
135 a cute kid, but now he had to admit that she was gorgeous. It was a | |
136 similar beauty to what he had seen when his mother's ghost had | |
137 visited him, ethereal and angelic. He wondered if Sakura was as | |
138 blinded to the angel that never left her side as she had been to her | |
139 mother's ghost when she was a child. | |
140 | |
141 "I wonder why Sakura-chan wanted to speak with Yuki," Touya stated | |
142 after a moment's silence. | |
143 | |
144 Her eyes cast skyward at the glittering jewels that were the stars, | |
145 Tomoyo spoke, her soft voice carrying on the crisp night air. "Sakura- | |
146 chan is full of mysteries."This caused Touya to furrow an eyebrow. "I | |
147 don't think the monster could be mysterious if she tried." He nearly | |
148 smiled at the giggle his comment drew forth from the heiress. He | |
149 always enjoyed Tomoyo's company. If he'd been Sakura's age, they | |
150 would have made great friends. | |
151 | |
152 "I think Sakura-chan's asking for advice about something," Tomoyo | |
153 ammended her previous statement, her hands disappearing inside the | |
154 long jacket sleeves. A shake of her head freed her face from her long | |
155 dark hair, letting the breeze caress her cheeks. "She's asking Yuki's | |
156 advice?" Touya glanced questioningly at the short girl. Her silence | |
157 told him all he needed to know. "Yue's advice." Nodding, he returned | |
158 his gaze to the late traffic. "I wonder what she wants from Yue. | |
159 Unless she just wants to see how cute he is one last time before she | |
160 runs off and gets married to the brat.""I don't think you have to | |
161 worry about that," Tomoyo assured the dark haired man. "Yue-san is | |
162 very beautiful, but I think Sakura-chan just wants help figuring | |
163 something out." Her mind was drifting elsewhere, back to the dinner. | |
164 Sakura had been somewhat distracted. Hopefully Sakura's chat with Yue | |
165 would fix things, though Tomoyo doubted it. What was bothering Sakura | |
166 was more complex than something she could simply ask the answer to. | |
167 Some answers only come to us when we have exhausted all other | |
168 possibilities. Some wait til we have nowhere left to turn but inward. | |
169 And Sakura's inner world was something that the brunette had always | |
170 had trouble understanding.Touya slipped his hands into his pockets, | |
171 shaking his head. "Then why isn't Sakura-chan going to you? She's | |
172 always run to you whenever she has a problem. Especially when she | |
173 needs help figuring things out." Turning to look at the heiress, he | |
174 could see that her pale features were set in a serious, somewhat sad | |
175 look. "Because I can't help her this time," Tomoyo said simply. | |
176 Licking her lips, she busied herself with trying to spot where her | |
177 bodyguards had hidden themselves away this time. A helpless feeling | |
178 bubbled up, encasing her heart. It was the same feeling she'd always | |
179 had whenever Sakura had been in physical danger, the knowledge that | |
180 she was helpless to protect Sakura. It was icy cold and devestating. | |
181 That feeling was one of the primary reasons she had pushed Sakura | |
182 towards Syaoran. Syaoran could protect her from whatever magical | |
183 dangers came her way, something Tomoyo couldn't do. But with matters | |
184 of the heart, Tomoyo had always been able to comfort Sakura in some | |
185 way. Not this time. That thought left her feeling useless to the girl | |
186 she loved. Sakura needed her and yet she couldn't lift a finger to | |
187 help. | |
188 | |
189 "Why not? You've always steered Sakura well so far. I swear she | |
190 would've ended up running into a wall without you there. You've made | |
191 my duties as a big brother a lot easier. I can actually get some | |
192 sleep when I know you're around to keep her out of trouble." Touya | |
193 was grateful for all Tomoyo had done for his sister. Though he teased | |
194 her, he was intensely protective of Sakura. Tomoyo had been Sakura's | |
195 safety net from almost the day they met. It relieved him to know that | |
196 Tomoyo was there for Sakura when he couldn't be. "Because I think I'm | |
197 involved." A breeze played with the jacket, making it sway around the | |
198 delicate heiress, her long, dark hair following suit. Her pale | |
199 fingers peaked out of the sleeves as she held the jacket closer. "I | |
200 can't give Sakura any advice on this if it's about me. I have to let | |
201 her decide. I can't tell her what's in her heart. Not this time. | |
202 Because I'm too close. I made a mistake last time. I won't do that | |
203 again. I have to let Sakura find out for herself what's in her | |
204 heart.""You were only looking out for her. Few people would have done | |
205 what you did, trying to get her with someone else so she'd be happy." | |
206 Placing a hand on her shoulder, he looked down into her stormy blue | |
207 eyes. "You've always been looking out for her. You've always been | |
208 working for her best interests, even when she didn't see that. You've | |
209 sacrificed so that she'd be happy. If that doesn't make you worthy of | |
210 her love, I don't know what does." Squeezing her shoulder lightly for | |
211 emphasis, he continued. "If I'd been the one trying to push her in | |
212 anyone's direction, I'd have wanted her with you over the brat | |
213 anyday. Don't scare yourself with thoughts of whether or not you're | |
214 good enough for her, Tomoyo-chan. Because I know you are. You'd be my | |
215 first choice for her."Slowly, a smile spread across Tomoyo's face. | |
216 Looking up, she brushed back her hair. "Thank you, Touya-san.""Don't | |
217 mention it. I should thank you for trying to take the monster off my | |
218 hands." Touya let go, glancing once again around the parking lot. | |
219 "Now where are those two? Some lovers they turn out to be, making us | |
220 wait in the cold like this."Smiling, Tomoyo cast her eyes to the | |
221 stars once more. Touya was right. It was up to Sakura now. And | |
222 whatever Sakura decided, she would always be by her side. Doubts | |
223 would only hold her back.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ | |
224 | |
225 Sakura walked nervously alongside her onetime crush and protector, | |
226 Yukito. The older man smiled at her, but this only served to make the | |
227 young Cardmistress fidget even more. Snow the color of Yukito's hair | |
228 began to dance around them, swirling lazily about the two. Hugging | |
229 her jacket closer, the athletic girl struggled to make sense of the | |
230 maelstrom in her head. She couldn't talk to Tomoyo about this because | |
231 Tomoyo was the whole reason her heart was flittering so wildly. She | |
232 surely couldn't ask Syaoran. How would the proud future leader of the | |
233 Li Clan react to his girlfriend asking him about her feelings towards | |
234 another girl? Kero's advice was suspect at best. Her brother's | |
235 preferences over the two closest to Sakura's heart was obvious. That | |
236 left her stoic guardian, the Judgement himself. "Yukito-san," Sakura | |
237 finally got out through numb lips. "I need to speak to Yue." | |
238 | |
239 In a dazzling display of cool light and wings, the man who had stood | |
240 next to her was replaced by his counterpart, the long haired | |
241 guardian, Yue. "Yes, Sakura-sama." | |
242 | |
243 That title always made Sakura want to squirm. It felt too heavy | |
244 resting on her shoulders. She didn't like the thought of being in | |
245 charge. She just wanted to be friends with her 'subjects'. But now | |
246 wasn't the time for her discomfort over titles. How was she supposed | |
247 to begin? She'd never been good at talking about love. It left her | |
248 feeling confused and tongue-tied. The words finally escaped her in a | |
249 rush. "How do you know you're in love?"Silence surrounded the | |
250 ethereal pair for a long moment. When Yue spoke, he arched an eyebrow | |
251 curiously. "Isn't this better asked of Tomoyo? Or perhaps Dark and | |
252 Light? Love has never really been my strong point.""But you and Touya | |
253 seem so happy. You look like you belong together. When I'm with | |
254 Syaoran..." Sakura trailed off, looking down at the gathering snow | |
255 for a moment. "It doesn't feel that way. And I can't ask Tomoyo. | |
256 She's... I..." The Carmistress blushed and held her hands to her | |
257 heart. "Tomoyo's in love with me. But I don't know how I feel. I | |
258 thought I was in love with Syaoran. But now I don't know anymore. | |
259 Tomoyo makes me feel so... hanyan... When I'm with her, my heart | |
260 starts pounding. It's like I'm short of breath. And the things she | |
261 says... The thought of her finding someone else, of someone else | |
262 getting Tomoyo's love, it makes me feel miserable. I don't know what | |
263 I'd do without her."Yue smirked, crossing his arms regally. "It | |
264 sounds to me like you've answered your own questions, Sakura-sama. | |
265 Perhaps you just needed someone to listen.""What? No, I..." Sakura's | |
266 blush deepened as she shook her head. "That wasn't what I meant. | |
267 I..." But her words did ring with a certain truth, didn't they? The | |
268 way Tomoyo made her feel was something she had taken for granted as a | |
269 child. But now that she understood how her friend felt, it made | |
270 Sakura wonder about her own feelings. Were they the same? | |
271 | |
272 "Yuki, we need to get going or I'll be late for work." Turning at | |
273 the sound of her brother's voice, Sakura saw Touya and Tomoyo walking | |
274 towards them. Yukito walked past to join Touya, already having | |
275 reverted back from his true form. Questions still lingered in the | |
276 Cardmistress's mind even as Tomoyo approached her. A smile spread | |
277 across her lips nonetheless as she took the few steps to reach her | |
278 beautiful friend. Even if questions lingered, she still loved being | |
279 with her friend. And that was enough for now. | |
280 | |
281 "Touya wanted to know if we wanted to go to the bar he worked at | |
282 with them," Tomoyo explained, brushing back her dark hair from her | |
283 pale face. She felt better after talking to Touya and could only hope | |
284 that Sakura felt the same way after her conversation with Yukito. She | |
285 couldn't help but return the smile Sakura gave her, falling alongside | |
286 her athletic friend. "Unless the monster is too little," Touya added, | |
287 slipping an arm around Yukito as they walked. Sakura's fists balled | |
288 up as she followed her elder brother. "I am not! I'm plenty old | |
289 enough to go to the bar." Her dreams of one day growing up and being | |
290 taller than him were hampered by the fact that he was still | |
291 incredibly taller than her. Sakura could only claim to be taller than | |
292 Tomoyo, and even then it was only by a few inches. "Come on, Tomoyo- | |
293 chan. We don't have work tomorrow. It'll be fun." Whether she really | |
294 thought it would be fun or she was just trying to prove her brother | |
295 wrong, Sakura couldn't rightly say. The two thoughts bled together | |
296 until they were practically the same thing. | |
297 | |
298 Still, seeing her brother with his arm around the slender white | |
299 haired man made her own heart years. Her fists unclenched as she | |
300 found herself gazing sidelong at her friend. It would feel so nice to | |
301 hold Tomoyo like that, to feel the soft, frail girl in her arm, | |
302 moving against her as they walked. The heiress was so elegent, so | |
303 gorgeous. Her steps seemed almost perfect, making her seem to glide | |
304 along barely touching the floor. How would it feel to hold onto her, | |
305 to feel Tomoyo melt against her side? "Are you coming with us or are | |
306 you going to walk the whole way?" Touya asked, shattering Sakura's | |
307 thoughts. "What?" Embarrassment colored the brunette's cheeks as she | |
308 saw Touya and Yukito getting on their bikes. Tomoyo slid up behind | |
309 her brother, her arms going around his waist to hold on. "Oh... Yeah, | |
310 I'm coming." Sakura climbed up behind Yukito, holding on as the | |
311 taller boy pushed the bike into motion. For some reason this didn't | |
312 hold the excitement it once had. Her eyes found their way back to | |
313 Tomoyo, the heiress sitting demurely on the back of Touya's bike just | |
314 as she had once sat on the back of Sakura's staff when they would fly | |
315 through the night. A pang of loss struck Sakura as those memories | |
316 resurfaced. She missed gliding through the air with Tomoyo so close | |
317 to her. When she flew with her wings, it could feel so lonely. But | |
318 when she had flown on her staff with Tomoyo, they were sharing the | |
319 night sky together. But now that seemed so long ago. They weren't | |
320 children anymore. That magic seemed far away. She longed to be on the | |
321 bike near Tomoyo, the two of them free as the wind. Catching Sakura's | |
322 gaze, Tomoyo smiled at her friend. Sakura's nostalgic look was | |
323 replaced by a smile of her own. They watched each other for a long | |
324 time as the snow and lit up streets zipped past around them. The | |
325 beauty around them couldn't compare with the beauty of her best | |
326 friend, the wind and snow playing through her hair. For a moment, | |
327 Tomoyo wished that she had her camcorder with her. But Sakura was | |
328 always a beautiful sight. For now she was content to simply watch, | |
329 their eyes never breaking for more than a few seconds. Did Sakura | |
330 have any idea how she affected her? How her heart would swell just by | |
331 being near the brunette? Even the Cardmistress couldn't know just how | |
332 strong her spells could be. "I love you, Sakura," she whispered to | |
333 her friend, knowing Sakura couldn't hear her as they sped along on | |
334 the bikes. She thought she saw Sakura's mouth move shortly afterwards. | |
335 | |
336 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ | |
337 "I think you've just been around your sisters so long that you don't | |
338 know how to treat a girl's heart," Fanren explained, sitting on an | |
339 ornamental stone as Syaoran continued practicing, his limbs moving | |
340 nimbly about in the different poses. "And what makes you think that?" | |
341 Syaoran asked dryly, switching his balance as he moved. Martial arts | |
342 was one thing he could count on. Overemotional girlfriends and pissed | |
343 off cousins were far away when he was training. Unfortunately, his | |
344 big sister wasn't about to let him escape completely."Because Meiling | |
345 hasn't been here in days." She leaned forward and spoke in a | |
346 conspiratorial whisper. "I heard she punched a whole in her wall." | |
347 Sweatdropping, Syaoran tried not to lose his balance. "That's just a | |
348 rumor. So what can't I figure out a girl's heart if I grew up with so | |
349 many girls, huh?"Fanren grinned, watching her intent little brother. | |
350 "Because you think like a girl, silly." | |
351 | |
352 Syaoran nearly stumbled at this bit of news. Whirling about, his | |
353 eyes narrowed. "I what?""You think like a girl. You've grown up with | |
354 all your big sisters and mom. You don't think like a boy. A boy would | |
355 be expected to try to figure out a girl's heart so they could one day | |
356 marry so you'd have someone to help you with the Li Clan. But you | |
357 practically grew up as a girl. Boy's hearts are easier for you to | |
358 understand because they're simpler. Like that boy you had a crush on | |
359 who ate all the time."Syaoran's cheeks flushed as he went back to his | |
360 training. Let Fanren air her crazy theory if it would make her feel | |
361 better. She was his big sister, so he was obligated to at least | |
362 listen. "That was different. I liked him because his magic attracted | |
363 mine."Laughing, Fanren shook her head. "You keep telling yourself | |
364 that, Syaoran. Anyway, it's the same way the rest of your sisters | |
365 think. They don't have to deal with the subtleties of a girl's heart. | |
366 They can work their feminine wiles on a boy and more often than not, | |
367 he'll be theirs. You can't expect the same tricks to work on girls as | |
368 boys.""And just how did you get to be so insightful?" Syaoran asked, | |
369 shooting her a glance. | |
370 | |
371 A smirk crossed the elder siblings lips as she shrugged. "I like | |
372 boys and girls, so I needed to learn the rules for both." | |
373 | |
374 Syaoran didn't know how to answer, his cheeks flushing."So I think | |
375 I'm in a unique position to understand how difficult things must be | |
376 for my little brother. You're having the same problems I did when I | |
377 was first trying to figure out how to go about winning a girl's | |
378 heart. You're still too used to falling for boys, so it's confusing | |
379 you. Meiling doesn't work the way you're used to.""I'm dating | |
380 Sakura!" Syaoran finally shot back. "She's a girl, or did you just | |
381 forget that?" His pride was wounded and he only knew to fight back. | |
382 His sister thought he had grown up as a girl, that he didn't know how | |
383 to figure out a girl's heart. Of course he did. He was dating the | |
384 Cardmistress. "No offense, Syaoran, but that hardly counts. Sakura's | |
385 more tomboyish than you are." She saw him wince at that and quickly | |
386 moved to reassure him. "It's not a problem. It's not like you're any | |
387 less a person for it. You're my wonderful little brother. It's just | |
388 that you grew up more like a little sister, so these things that boys | |
389 have to deal with end up being confusing. But that isn't your fault. | |
390 Who was supposed to explain them to you? One of your sisters? Mom? | |
391 And Wei's too old for that sort of thing." | |
392 | |
393 "So you're supposed to teach me how to be a man?" Syaoran asked | |
394 incredulously. What would she know about being a man? And having the | |
395 nerve to call him, the heir to the Li Clan, her little sister. But he | |
396 couldn't get himself to just leave or to quit listening to her. Maybe | |
397 it was that he felt so off balance with Meiling angry at him. Or | |
398 maybe he sensed some truth in her words. Yukito had been so much | |
399 easier to have a crush on. That had made sense to him. Sakura was a | |
400 little more confusing and it always felt like he was doing the wrong | |
401 things with Meiling. | |
402 | |
403 "Well, I can't teach you how to be a man. I think you're fine the | |
404 way you are. Though you could smile a bit more." The older girl | |
405 winked at her brother. "I can, on the other hand, help you figure out | |
406 how to understand a girl's heart. Which might help patch things up | |
407 with Meiling. And if you're going to stop her from getting | |
408 married...""That isn't my problem. If she's going to get married, | |
409 that's her business," Syaoran said frostily. | |
410 | |
411 "It's not her choice, Syaoran," Fanren reminded him gently."She | |
412 could fight it. I know Meiling. She's a fighter. So why would she | |
413 just give up?" Anger fueled his motions as he kicked and punched at | |
414 the air in front of him."Because she doesn't feel like she has | |
415 anything to fight for. Why keep fighting if she has no reason? What | |
416 good would arguing the wedding be? I think she's tired of fighting | |
417 it." A small smile passed across Fanren's lips. "But I'm sure we | |
418 could change that.Syaoran couldn't help himself. He turned quickly, | |
419 his eyes burning with intensity. | |
420 "How?"~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ | |
421 | |
422 Though Tomoyo was fairly certain her mother had ended up in bars | |
423 several times for various reasons, either while talking to business | |
424 associates or lamenting her beloved Nadeshiko, Tomoyo herself had | |
425 never been to one. It was a bit exciting to be in such a different | |
426 atmosphere. She somehow didn't think it would be nearly as exciting | |
427 without Sakura so near. Staying close to the other girl, Tomoyo | |
428 followed right behind Sakura. Touya, meanwhile, took his blace behind | |
429 the bar dressed in his uniform, relieving a fellow employee. He | |
430 wasted no time in getting to work. Sakura slid up onto a stool near | |
431 the bar, followed closely by Tomoyo. Emerald eyes looked all about | |
432 the nicely decorated yet dimly lit bar. People mingled about all | |
433 over. They all seemed to be enjoying themselves. | |
434 | |
435 "You have to order something if you're going to sit there," Touya | |
436 cautioned, cleaning out some of the glasses.Nibbling on her lower | |
437 lips, Sakura nodded after a moment. "Okay. Get me whatever the usual | |
438 is.""I'll have one, too," Tomoyo followed. One certainly couldn't | |
439 hurt. And she could call her bodyguards to drive them home. | |
440 | |
441 "Are you sure?" Touya asked, raising an eyebrow. When the two girls | |
442 nodded, he went about getting them their drinks. Seeing his sister | |
443 drunk was an awkward thought, but if she did anything stupid, at | |
444 least he'd have stories to hold over her for the rest of her life. | |
445 And if she was going to try it, he felt a lot better about it being | |
446 when he could keep an eye on her rather than somewhere else. "Here | |
447 you are, ladies." He produced the two glasses, sliding them to his | |
448 sister and her friend. Taking her glass, Sakura examined the amber | |
449 liquid for a long moment. Catching sight of her brother watching her | |
450 even as he helped another customer, the Cardmistress decided to throw | |
451 caution to the wind. She wasn't going to look like a stupid little | |
452 kid in front of him. Raising the glass, she took a long drink. And | |
453 almost coughed it back up. The liquid tasted vile, almost burning her | |
454 throat as it went down. She swore she saw Touya smirk as he walked | |
455 past. Harumphing, she tried again, closing her eyes this time as the | |
456 liquid burned down into her belly. Having accomplished that much, she | |
457 made she he was watching the next time she took a drink. 'I'm not a | |
458 little kid anymore, Onii-chan,' she thought triumphantly. | |
459 | |
460 Tomoyo watched her friend take her first few drinks before trying | |
461 her own. Sakura was so cute even while trying to prove that she was a | |
462 big girl. The heiress took a sip of her own drink. So that's why | |
463 Sakura was having a hard time with it. She could see why businessmen | |
464 would talk business over such hearty drinks. It must show how intent | |
465 they were to drink such strong things. And if it helped them loosen | |
466 up while they were at it, they probably wouldn't complain. Tomoyo | |
467 decided on the slow and steady approach to finishing her own drink, | |
468 rather than the occasional gulps that Sakura seemed to favor. The two | |
469 stayed that way for some time. Tomoyo kept sipping at her drink while | |
470 Sakura would take big gulps of hers when Touya would come past. Touya | |
471 would occasionally refill Sakura's glass when it would near the | |
472 bottom. The music played around them, enveloping them in the almost | |
473 mysterious atmosphere around them. Tomoyo kept watching Sakura as she | |
474 absentmindedly nursed her drink. Watching Sakura was, after all, her | |
475 favorite hobby.Meanwhile, Sakura was getting a bit tipsy. She hadn't | |
476 quite gotten used to the taste of the stuff, but it had stopped being | |
477 so difficult to drink. By now Touya surely wasn't thinking of her as | |
478 a kid. She grinned at the thought. Good. That would show him to treat | |
479 her like a child. Her head moved slightly in tune to the music | |
480 surrounding her, letting her mind wander. She forgot all about Touya | |
481 and trying to prove anything to him. Stormy blue eyes caught her own | |
482 emerald eyes like a magnet, reeling her in. She smiled brightly at | |
483 Tomoyo, swiveling to look at her friend. It felt so nice to have | |
484 Tomoyo's eyes on her, to have all of Tomoyo's attention like that. It | |
485 made her feel special. And not special because of any magic or power | |
486 she had, but special simply for who she was in the eyes of her best | |
487 friend. Tomoyo was so sweet. | |
488 | |
489 Her foot swept out, gently pushing against Tomoyo's sandal-clad feet | |
490 under the stools. The heiress looked only momentarily puzzled before | |
491 her foot pushed back lightly. Giggling, Sakura continued playing with | |
492 Tomoyo's foot. Leaning over, she had to speak in a loud whisper to be | |
493 heard. "Ne, Tomoyo-chan, do you want to dance?" Everyone else was | |
494 dancing and it seemed a shame to just sit there all night. Besides, | |
495 it would be so nice to feel Tomoyo so close, to move across the floor | |
496 holding onto her. | |
497 | |
498 "I'd love to, Sakura-chan," Tomoyo replied, sliding gingerly off of | |
499 her seat and taking Sakura's hand. Her heartbeat quickened as she | |
500 felt Sakura's warm hand holding onto her own, pulling her inexorably | |
501 towards the dance floor. She had learned to dance with her mother | |
502 when she was young, danding at first on the tall woman's feet to the | |
503 music her mother would put on. Being able to dance with Sakura had a | |
504 dreamlike quality to it. She almost couldn't believe it was | |
505 happening. Little moments like that gave her a taste of what it must | |
506 feel like for Syaoran to be dating the beautiful tomboy. She found | |
507 those little tastes delicious and treasured them deep within her | |
508 heart. A warm smile lit up her face even as her heart played a | |
509 staccato beat in her heart while Sakura's arms went around her, | |
510 pulling her close. Her mind whirled but she made no attempt to stop | |
511 it. Though she hadn't expected to be dancing so very close to Sakura, | |
512 she was thankful for the chance to. | |
513 | |
514 The music danced around them like The Flower Card as Sakura held her | |
515 dark haired friend close. Their bodies moved together under the the | |
516 dim lights. Tomoyo's soft figure felt wonderful up close in Sakura's | |
517 arms. Tomoyo was just as elegant dancing as she was walking, her | |
518 skirt twirling about as they danced. Sakura's own athleticism helped, | |
519 though her state of mind made her slip up now and then. Tomoyo hardly | |
520 seemed to notice the few mistakes. Had dancing ever felt this good | |
521 with Syaoran? When they danced, Syaoran always felt so guarded, as if | |
522 he were simply trying to prove his capabilities in the situation. It | |
523 never felt like he was simply there, dancing alone with her. But the | |
524 people seemed to melt away as she danced with Tomoyo. The heiress's | |
525 hands found their way to her back, holding onto her there as they | |
526 danced, Tomoyo's body unabashedly hers as she led it this way and | |
527 that in their dance. It was a glorious feeling. Tomoyo trusted her | |
528 wholeheartedly, adrift in her arms. And Sakura pulled her along, | |
529 never letting go. | |
530 | |
531 An eternity later, the two pulled themselves away from the dance | |
532 floor, finding a nice spot to catch their collective breath. Tomoyo | |
533 leaned against the wall, her heart still pounding from the whirlwind | |
534 ride it had been on during their dance. Oh, to be able to dance with | |
535 Sakura like that whenever. Syaoran was the luckiest boy under the | |
536 heavens. Slumping against the wall next to Tomoyo, Sakura's green | |
537 eyes refused to leave the flushed heiress. "You're so beautiful, | |
538 Tomoyo-chan," Sakura found herself whispering, her fingers stroking | |
539 through Tomoyo's luxurious hair. Her worries from earlier that night | |
540 felt like that had melted away, evaporating into nothing. She felt | |
541 free in that way she'd wished to reclaim with Tomoyo up in the sky. | |
542 Tomoyo blushed faintly, unable to pull away from Sakura's emerald | |
543 orbs. "Thank you, Sakura-chan. But you're the beautiful one. Even | |
544 when you aren't there, your beauty is still burnt into my mind." | |
545 Reaching out, her lithe fingers brushed past Sakura's cheek softly. | |
546 "You're so gorgeous. It's no wonder everyone loves you. I can't | |
547 imagine anyone being able to resist your charms. I know I never | |
548 could."Giggling, Sakura slid closer to her friend, twirling Tomoyo's | |
549 hair around her fingers. "But you never tried. I'm sure you could if | |
550 you wanted to. You're the prettiest, smartest, most talented girl I | |
551 know. I'm still surprised you haven't found someone better | |
552 yet.""There can't be anyone better than you. You're the one I love. | |
553 Everything about you..." Tomoyo kicked herself after the words had | |
554 escaped. Yeah, good job. How was Sakura supposed to believe that | |
555 Tomoyo would be okay when Sakura married Syaoran if Tomoyo still | |
556 believed Sakura was her perfect person? Well, it was out now. Sakura | |
557 already knew that she loved her. But Tomoyo didn't want Sakura to | |
558 think she could never fall in love with someone else. She didn't want | |
559 to make Sakura feel guilty. "Hoe... Tomoyo-chan, you always say the | |
560 sweetest things," Sakura crooned, burying her nose in Tomoyo's hair. | |
561 Tomoyo's eyes closed while she nuzzled the wonderfully soft hair, | |
562 enhaling Tomoyo's wonderful scent. Tomoyo shuddered almost | |
563 imperceptibly against her. The Cardmistress loved hearing that, even | |
564 if she felt guilty about having Tomoyo's love so completely. But it | |
565 was such a wonderful sensation knowing that the other girl loved her | |
566 so much, that Tomoyo would see her as an angel. Tomoyo was the most | |
567 amazing girl she knew. Having Tomoyo see her like that always made | |
568 her feel like she could move mountains. "We should get home, Sakura- | |
569 chan," Tomoyo said after taking a moment to compose herself. "It's | |
570 getting late." Gracing Sakura with her patented smile, she dug in her | |
571 purse to pull out her cellphone, quickly dialing her bodyguards. Even | |
572 as she spoke into it, she could feel Sakura's gaze caressing her skin | |
573 and her hair being twirled around Sakura's nimble fingers. It took | |
574 some effort to keep her voice steady on the phone. "They'll be here | |
575 in a few moments," she said at last, turning her eyes once more to | |
576 the pretty brunette against her side. Her heart nearly stopped when | |
577 Sakura slipped an arm around her waist, pulling her close. "We should | |
578 probably go wait outside for them," she suggested. 'Because if we | |
579 stay in here, I don't know what will happen. If I can get you home | |
580 and in bed, then everything will be fine. You're dating Syaoran. I | |
581 will not damage that. I love you too much to damage that,' Tomoyo | |
582 thought, even as Sakura walked her to the door. It felt so very good | |
583 to be in Sakura's strong arms, held against her side. Tomoyo let | |
584 herself give in for the time being, resting her head on Sakura's | |
585 shoulder. Sakura smiled happily as she felt Tomoyo's long hair spill | |
586 down across her back. The warm breath from the heiress felt so good | |
587 on her shoulder. She couldn't resist nuzzling Tomoyo's hair one more | |
588 time, enjoying the way it tickled her nose. Stepping out into the now | |
589 frigid outdoors, the Cardmistress protectively pulled Tomoyo closer. | |
590 Melting into her grasp, the heirss placed a hand against her heart, | |
591 standing neslted in Sakura's arms as the snow fell like pieces of | |
592 clouds from the heavens. The two stayed that way until the limo | |
593 finally arrived, Tomoyo enraptured by the feel of Sakura's heartbeat | |
594 against her palm. | |
595 | |
596 Climbing in, Tomoyo leaned back against the seat, trying to will her | |
597 heart to regain some sense of normalcy. That night had been like a | |
598 surreal dream, taking her on a tour of a heaven that could not be. If | |
599 only she could have taped it! She sighed, slipping her sandals off | |
600 her aching feet. At least there would always be the memories, though | |
601 CDs last twice as long and are ten times clearer. She needed to hire | |
602 someone to follow them around constantly to get everything on tape. | |
603 The best things always happened when she just happened to be away | |
604 from her trusty camcorder. Whatever god lived in the heavens above, | |
605 he certainly loved irony. | |
606 | |
607 Tomoyo was yanked out of her daydream as her bare foot was pulled up | |
608 onto Sakura's lap. Staring blankly for a moment, Tomoyo could only | |
609 watch as the brunette began to rub her foot and ankle. Her toes | |
610 wiggled absentmindedly as she watched Sakura. First priority: Hire | |
611 someone to bring her camcorder along at all times so when dreamy | |
612 things like this happened, she'd have proof they weren't just a | |
613 wonderful dream she was having. "Do your feet hurt?" Sakura asked. | |
614 Tomoyo nodded weakly. The brunette rubbed more intently, trying to | |
615 massage the tenseness out of them. "Mine would get like that after | |
616 lots and lots of track. And yours are so much more delicate. It must | |
617 hurt a lot more for you." "It was worth it. I got to dance with you | |
618 for so long. I'd do it again even if they'd fall off," Tomoyo | |
619 promised, watching the curious Cardmistress. Sakura made a face, | |
620 working on Tomoyo's delicate foot with both hands, caressing over the | |
621 soft skin and rubbing wherever she could get. "I hope not. You have | |
622 such cute feet. I'd hate to see anything happen to them." Tomoyo | |
623 stared at the roof of the limo for a moment, borrowing from Sakura's | |
624 library a word she thought expressed the situation perfectly. | |
625 "Hoe..." Sakura giggled and continued caressing Tomoyo's foot. Her | |
626 fingers slowly began making their way upward, over her ankle and up | |
627 the back of her leg. "Your skin's so soft, Tomoyo-chan. You feel so | |
628 nice. It's not like this when I'm with Syaoran." Sakura giggled, | |
629 shaking her head. "I mean, he feels different than you. Well, his | |
630 legs, anyway." Her hands continued to climb higher until they were | |
631 rubbing the sides of Tomoyo's thighs under the dark haired girl's | |
632 lavender skirt, Sakura's body pressed nicely against Tomoyo's. | |
633 "Everything feels different with you.""That could be because I'm a | |
634 girl. I hear boys and girls do feel a bit different," Tomoyo | |
635 reasoned, trying to look as composed as possible under the situation. | |
636 Sakura's hands felt deliciously good against her bare skin, warm and | |
637 strong against her soft thighs. Little flitters of reason struggled | |
638 to take hold, telling her to stop Sakura from doing anything else, | |
639 that Sakura was drunk and shouldn't be this close. But it felt so | |
640 wonderful. And she hardly had the heart to deny Sakura anything. | |
641 | |
642 "You feel so much better. You make me so hanyaan, Tomoyo-chan. | |
643 'Everything will always be all right.' But it only feels all right | |
644 when I'm with you," Sakura explained, her weight holding Tomoyo's | |
645 slender form underneath her. That swirl of feelings that she felt | |
646 when Tomoyo was close to her felt like a hurricane now, something | |
647 powerful and unstoppable. There was some magic about the heiress that | |
648 sparked something deep inside of her that no one else could touch. In | |
649 her current state, Sakura's thoughts were a swirl of emotions and | |
650 feelings, logic lost somewhere along the way. There was only the | |
651 fragile, pale girl undernearth her and the storm of feelings she sent | |
652 through her. Tomoyo looked up at her, pink lips and stormy blue eyes | |
653 framed by her raven hair. Sakura pressed further into the smaller | |
654 girl, her lips finding Tomoyo's. She kissed her friend softly, loving | |
655 the way Tomoyo's feathery lips felt under her own. Tomoyo was still | |
656 mildly out of it because of her own drink at the bar, but she knew | |
657 she was much more lucid than Sakura. Or, rather, she had been before | |
658 Sakura had kissed her. Tomoyo was rapidly becoming drunk off of | |
659 Sakura, off the taste of Sakura's lips against hers and the feeling | |
660 of Sakura's body pressing against hers through their clothes. So she | |
661 wasn't overly surprised to find herself kissing back shortly, her | |
662 hands climbling up Sakura's back even as Sakura's hands began | |
663 questing over her own body. Sakura was kissing her. Sakura was loving | |
664 her. And it felt so wonderful. Her body squirmed as the brunette's | |
665 hands quested over her thighs, caressing over her panty-clad lower | |
666 half. Her own deft fingers were busying themselves with Sakura's top, | |
667 sliding it down and exposing the Cardmistress's bra. Tomoyo's eyes | |
668 drew in the whole picture before her, her heart jumping with joy at | |
669 the sight. | |
670 | |
671 Kissing Tomoyo quickly escalated to much more, Sakura was pleased to | |
672 see. Though the logic that may have stopped her from all this was | |
673 curiously absent, the emotions and feelings that surrounded her | |
674 spurred her on further. She blushed slightly as she felt Tomoyo | |
675 unclasp her bra, letting it slide forward and out of the way. Her | |
676 blush grew as she watched Tomoyo's gaze move over her bare chest. Her | |
677 embarrassment was shortlived, however, as Tomoyo's hands swiftly made | |
678 their way to Sakura's chest, fingertips caressing over the soft skin. | |
679 Sakura purred as she pressed closer to Tomoyo, kissing her pale | |
680 friend deeper. She wanted to pull Tomoyo closer, to kiss her more, to | |
681 make love to her. She wanted to never let her go. | |
682 | |
683 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ | |
684 | |
685 "Owwwww..." Sakura awoke the next morning to an angry headache. | |
686 Moving made her feel even worse. Her feet ached and the sheets felt | |
687 odd against her. Blinking groggily, the Cardmistress forced herself | |
688 to sit up. She immediately wished she hadn't. Her head swam and for a | |
689 moment she thought she would pass out. It slowly passed, but her | |
690 headache returned with a vengence. The sheets rustled against her | |
691 bare skin, a strange feeling for her. The only time she'd been in bed | |
692 naked, she'd been sleeping with Syaoran. Her eyes slowly widened, the | |
693 headache that had been impeding her thinking now being pushed | |
694 forcefully to the side. The night before... Tomoyo... in the car... | |
695 | |
696 Kero didn't bat an eyebrow as he floated in, carrying a mug of | |
697 steaming tea. He'd seen Sakura get dressed enough growing up that | |
698 seeing her in just a sheet wasn't particularly bothersome. "Tomoyo- | |
699 chan says to drink this. She says it'll make ya feel better." | |
700 | |
701 Taking the cup, Sakura held it close in her hands. Did she...? Had | |
702 she...? With Tomoyo? The sheets slipped down as she took her first | |
703 sip. "Hoe..." |