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1 The Depths of Her Eyes
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2 Sailor Moon Lemon Fanfiction
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3 By: PsYcHoKiTtEnSeNsHi611
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4 **I like to play with my shift key**
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5
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6 Author's Notes-Hey all you out there, how are you? Please tell me you
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7 know what's going on here. This is a lemon. That means that there is sexual
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8 content of a tasteful nature. Personally, I don't really think there should
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9 be age limits on these things...I mean, if you're old enough to understand
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10 what's going on, you should be able to view these things. But, I don't make
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11 the rules, I'm just living in them (and bending them a little). Just
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12 remember, love and sex are parts of life, whether some stuffed up pig thinks
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13 so or not. Live and love and protect yourselves. ^-^
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14
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15 ~*~
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16
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17 "Ah," she said softly while rubbing her shoulder with her right hand, "I'm
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18 so stiff!" She smiled softly at me. "I must have worked out too hard at
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19 the gym."
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20 "I guess so." I looked away from her eyes and back toward the TV. I
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21 tried desperately, yet to no avail, not to notice how close she was sitting to
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22 me on my rather large couch. How every once in awhile a whisp of hair would
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23 come a little too close to my nose, and the scent would make me close my
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24 eyes for a moment and remember dreams that I knew would never come alive.
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25 She cleared her throat, and my eyes darted back to hers. "Do you
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26 think...you could help me?"
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27 "Huh?" I asked, my mind still a little fuzzy from my own daydreams.
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28 "Could you just help me get this knot out, right here?" She took my hand
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29 in hers, which caused a strange feeling to rise inside of me, and led it to
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30 her soft shoulder. I let my hands tingle with the feeling of her skin
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31 beneath them, and then began to breathe again.
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32 "Uh...sure." Slowly, I began to rub her shoulder, being careful not to
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33 touch her neck or anywhere below where her hand had placed mine. I could
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34 feel my cheeks burning, and my legs throbbing (not to mention the area that
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35 was in-between them). I tried not to breathe too hard as I continued to rub
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36 her shoulder.
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37 "That feels good..." she said softly, and bent her head forward. Long
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38 soft hair fell in front of her face as well, and I found my hand move upward to
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39 her neck and begin massaging the soft skin there. I finally managed to
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40 reach up with my left hand and do the same. "Mmm..." she moaned, and I
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41 swallowed hard.
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42 This...was this good, or was this bad? I really couldn't tell. All I
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43 could do was continue, my hands finally moving to the top of her neck, where
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44 soft skin meets the jawbone. She continued to moan softly, but the tone had
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45 changed just a notch, but enough to make me squirm from the unbelievable
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46 amount of heat that pooled at the base of my belly. She leaned her head
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47 back, that soft hair tumbling over my small hands and wrists, and I leaned
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48 forward slightly to catch it's scent. So clean, so fresh...beautiful, just
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49 like she was. I found myself staying in my rather awkward position, just so
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50 I could sit closer to her.
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51 Suddenly, I felt her hands on mine. I panicked, worried if she had felt
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52 my closeness and was repelled by it. She would throw my hands away from her
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53 and storm out of my house in disgust, and I would never see her beautiful
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54 smile ever again...
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55 Instead, she turned around so she was facing me, and led my hands to her
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56 waist. Her eyes met mine...sinking depths into a lovely ocean...and leaned
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57 in toward my face. I pulled back, out of pure surprise, and I felt her
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58 stop. Her hands were still above mine, but no longer moving.
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59 I could feel her, or hear her, take a deep breath. "Why are you afraid?"
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60 "I'm not," I swallowed hard, "afraid."
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61 "Yes you are!" She yelled, and I backed away from her a little further.
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62 I could see her take another deep breath, as if collecting herself. "You have
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63 a deep fear of intimacy. You know it."
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64 "I'm not afraid!" I said, as defensively as I could muster under the
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65 pressure of her deep eyes.
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66 "Oh really? Watch." She leaned in toward my ear, and I pulled back
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67 slightly. She sighed, as if from exhaustion, but didn't pull away from my
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68 ear. "You're afraid of me." Her soft voice barely whispered into my ear,
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69 but I could catch the pain in it.
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70 I felt my heart squeeze in my chest. I loved her so much...I would never
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71 hurt her, not matter what...but now I was, because I was afraid to admit to
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72 her, to myself, that this was what I wanted. What I needed. "No I'm not."
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73 New determination, carved from the raw passion and my heart beating rapidly
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74 in my chest, almost forced me to pull her the rest of the way toward me. I
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75 felt her stiffen slightly, but I didn't let go, even though I wasn't quite
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76 sure she wanted me to hold on. I turned her head, as gently as my shaking
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77 hands could muster, and kissed her soft lips.
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78 Heaven! The only way to describe this...this wonderful feeling. The soft
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79 pressure of her lips against mine, the tension behind it and the amazing
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80 release that came with it. She fumbled around slightly and ended up
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81 straddling me, lowering her small hips upon my thighs. How much I had
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82 wanted this, how much I had needed this...she gripped my face and parted her
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83 lips slightly, forcing me to do the same. The kiss deepened, and I felt the
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84 need inside of me deepen as well.
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85 I let my hands wander her freely, knowing that I couldn't stop them if I
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86 tried. I found little places that made her moan slightly when
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87 touched...that place just below her ear, her soft neck, the place just below
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88 her hip...sensitive places, her places...
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89 Her own hands began to wander me as well. I felt her fumble with the
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90 buttons on my shirt, but I couldn't stop to help her...not when her own
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91 shirt needed to be undone. I wasn't even sure what I was doing, but all I
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92 knew was that it felt good to touch her and she seemed to like it. I know I
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93 liked the way she was touching me. Who am I kidding? I loved it.
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94 She pulled away from my mouth, gasping slightly and looking at me through
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95 half-closed lids. "God..." she moaned, then seemed to try to collect
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96 herself. "I want you so much...I need you so much...please..."
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97 I gripped her hips and pulled her so she was against me. "I want you just
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98 as much."
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99 "Make love to me..." swollen lips pleaded. How could I deny the request?
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100 "Yes..." that husky voice wasn't mine, was it? I covered her mouth with
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101 my own once again, and we proceeded in moving into a better position on the
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102 couch. I finally ended up beneath that lovely figure and she pulled off the
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103 blouse she was wearing and tossed it to the side. Her small lacy bra was
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104 soon tossed aside as well, and I faced the new complication with complete
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105 confidence. Covering those little rosebuds with my hungry lips, I felt her
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106 shudder lightly, and those small hands wind into the back of my hair to pull
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107 me closer. I could feel her legs widen, perhaps out of instinct, and those
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108 small thighs wrap around my waist. Such exquisite pain.
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109 Those lovely lips could let wonderful sounds emerge from them...some I'd
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110 never heard before! Small "oh!'s" were quite familiar, but not the way she
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111 would say them. Her hands wandered again to the front of my shirt,
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112 awkwardly undoing the rest of the buttons. I felt her hands stroke my own
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113 chest, feeling around my nipples and...
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114 "Oh!" My head shot up and I felt her stiffen as well. My eyes met hers
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115 again, desire almost blurring my vision. She was still beautiful. No
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116 matter what...I could be blind, but I would still know her beauty.
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117 She kissed me again, forcing me down beneath her. My head rested softly
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118 on the cushions of the couch, and I reached up above me to pull her closer to
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119 my chest. She was so warm, so soft...her bare skin would brush mine, so
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120 soft, as she began to pull desperately at my clothes and her own. I could
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121 only watch, my hands and limbs shaking violently in the haze of passion.
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122 Her hands, so small and delicate, were working harder then I'd ever seen
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123 them. Her pulls at my pants were almost frightening in their urgency. She
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124 gently lifted herself off my lap and pulled them all the way off me,
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125 struggling but working with quick pushes and hard pulls. I slipped my hands
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126 up her long school skirt and touched her bare legs and thighs, until I
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127 reached the delicate fabric of her underwear. So soft, so sweet...just like
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128 her. Slowly, carefully, I pulled them off her bare legs, sliding them all
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129 the way down to her knees. Awkwardly she leaned back, sitting atop my
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130 calves and stretching her long legs towards me. I sat up as well, leaning
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131 forward so that our waists were level, and slid her silky white panties down
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132 her legs until they landed with a small sound on the carpeted floor. She
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133 grasped at my own underwear and managed to pull them off, until I too was
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134 completely naked in front of her.
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135 Glorious smells, glorious sights...so new and intriguing and beautiful. I
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136 took in as much of her as I could, treasuring the tiny details...that little
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137 tiny brown mole just beneath her right breast, that tiny birthmark just
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138 beneath her belly button...the way her waist curved in so slightly and then
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139 curved outward to her hips. Her tan lines revealed whiter flesh around her
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140 breasts and on her broad shoulders, then down again to her hips and down
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141 towards her...
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142 A deep intake of breath made me look up at her, but I realized I was the
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143 one who had made the sound. I could feel the tension in her calves and legs
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144 that were wrapped around my waist now - somehow we had managed to drift
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145 extremely close to each other - and I felt it in myself. I reached toward
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146 her, to caress that soft skin, but only managed to touch her cheek. She
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147 closed her eyes and kissed my hand, so soft, so sweet...I wanted to say
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148 something to her, to let her know...to tell her everything I'd ever wanted
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149 to say...
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150 "Chibiusa..." I managed to whisper, and for awhile I wasn't sure she had
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151 heard me. But when she opened those red eyes to look at me, those deep red
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152 eyes that plagued me with their depths, tortured me because I knew I had
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153 fallen into them, were now full of desire and something else.
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154 "Please, Hotaru...don't say anything. Just..." she swallowed hard, almost
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155 uncomfortably. "Just please, kiss me..."
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156 I didn't know what to do. Like a fool, I stared at her for quite some
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157 time. But, finally, the only part of my mind that actually thought caught
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158 on. I leaned toward those soft lips again, this time slowly...my eyes
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159 closed, and I felt those soft little lips against mine. Her eyelashes
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160 brushed my cheek as her arms came around my neck, and the soft little
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161 sensations sent my mind whirling, little butterflies and fireworks the color
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162 of her hair swirling around together. The biggest explosion, however, was
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163 the amazing feeling of her impatient leg wrenching itself between my legs.
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164 The kiss wasn't broken, but I hissed aloud. She seemed to catch the
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165 sound,
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166 and moved around so that my right leg was between both of hers. The small
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167 "oh" that escaped that beautiful mouth was enough.
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168 I broke the kiss and looked deep into those red eyes. It was time.
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169 I laid her back gently on the couch, her lower back resting on one of the
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170 armrests. Her small hands slid down to my waist, then up to my breasts
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171 again. The feelings were wonderful, I admit, but I had only one goal in
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172 mind. I was going to make her happy...so happy...
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173 When our hips met that first time, it sparked something more than desire
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174 in the both of us. I still remember the sound of her breathless moan in my
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175 ear, the way her arms locked around my neck, the feeling of her legs wrapped
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176 around my waist. I still remember those tensed muscles, the heavy
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177 breathing, and the small moans that increased to loud groans as our
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178 ministrations continued. Oh, she was so beautiful, those eyes that had me
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179 sinking shut tight, little beads of sweat dotting her forehead and making
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180 her hair a darker shade of pink. Those moans, cutting through the noise of
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181 the TV that was still on and going right into my mind, causing the fireworks
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182 to become huge bombs of pleasure.
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183 And when I felt her body tense, and the deep movements of her hips that
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184 followed, I knew what was to come...my own fabulous release...my head shot
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185 up to the ceiling, my eyes closed, my hips bucking and trying to drown
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186 themselves in her own. She held my waist fast, making sure it went to all
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187 the right places. The sounds of our moans mixed together filled my ears and
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188 my mind, and it was all I could do not to die of pure blissful pleasure.
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189 But that blissful high brought us crashing down. We were like that for a
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190 few moments that seemed so long but so short...then, my body still shaking,
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191 I fell atop her in a sweaty heap. Our breathing was heavy and deep, but we
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192 held each other until it calmed down.
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193 Warm, my fuzzy mind said. That's the first thing I knew as I opened my
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194 eyes. Warm. Warmth. So warm. I lifted my head slightly, my vision
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195 clearing as sleep left me. I looked up to see Chibiusa, sleeping so softly.
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196 Her breathing was so comforting, her chest lifting up slowly and softly.
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197 I smiled. She was beautiful, even when she was sleeping. Especially when
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198 she was sleeping.
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199 I laid my head back down as gently as I could, but evidently that wasn't
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200 soft enough. She stirred, and I cursed myself for waking her.
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201 "Mmm...Hotaru?" She rubbed her left eye with her hand, as if to rub the
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202 last bits of sleep away.
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203 "Hi..." I said, my voice still husky. "How are you?"
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204 "Wonderful." She smiled, and I giggled slightly. "You know what?" The
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205 tone was different, making me cease all movement. I knew that tone. It was
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206 so...serious.
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207 "What?" Panic rose in my chest, and my heart began to thud quite rapidly.
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208 "I..." Those red eyes turned away from me. "I don't know how to say it."
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209 She laughed slightly, almost sarcastically. "Me, not knowing how to say
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210 something. Ironic."
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211 "Chibiusa...you're...I don't understand. What can't you say?" I began to
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212 worry about my heartbeat.
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213 "I have to tell you something, Hotaru. And it's very important. It has
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214 to do with all this," she waved her hand to the couch and to us. I tilted my
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215 head to the side, still confused. "I don't know how you're going to react
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216 to me telling you what I need to say."
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217 "Chibiusa, whatever it is...please tell me. I want to know. I promise, I
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218 won't make fun of you, or act weird. Just please, tell me." I was trying
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219 to strain my voice so she could know how much I cared, but my heart seemed
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220 to be preventing it. The thudding was so violent I clutched at my chest in
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221 pure worry.
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222 "Hotaru...I..." still hesitant...still trying to hard, "I...love you."
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223 She closed her eyes and let out a deep breath. I stared at her, that beautiful
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224 form, for a long time. Finally, I managed to part my heavy lips and speak.
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225 It came out in barely a whisper. But she still heard me. "I love you,
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226 too."
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227
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228 ~*~
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229
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230 WeLl HeLlO aLl yOu CaTs AnD kItTeNs OuT tHeRe!
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231 This story I hereby dedicate to the wonderful Ghost of 'Lectricity, the
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232 one and only! As you all must very well know, I do love to play with my shift
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233 key.
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234 I also must say that these two beautiful characters are not of my own
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235 creation, but the wonderful Naoko Takeuchi. All the usual disclaimers
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236 apply...so no one can sue me or anything stupid like that. However, the
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237 plot is mine, so no one can jack that either.
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238 Ok, ok, no I actually have to get to the point. I hereby dedicate this
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239 story to the amazing Ghost of 'Lectricity himself! ^-^ It's your present,
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240 so I hope you enjoy it.
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241 Love you all!
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242 <3 Gabrielle
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243
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244 The PsYcHoKiTtEnSeNsHi611...
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